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Brian Molko, Placebo

"I love to make boys cry"

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“Are you calling me a nancy boy?”

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Based on his outfit I am thinking this is a concert done in Belgium on November 11th 1998 but I have looked everywhere for a video for you and can't find an actual video of the concert only pictures :(

In which concerts did Brian toss his head back so Stefan could kiss him? He wears the dark red, long-sleeved blouse, unbuttoned, with dark greenish trousers. I saw something about it being in 1997 France, but not Paris. Where can I see the video?

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#literature #self hatm #self mutalition #depressing shit #hate #tw selfhate #hatred #self destruction #tw sui ideation #tw suicude #suic1de #self harrrm #self h@rm #suicidal #tw self destruction #tw cvts #cvtting #cvutting #tw eating issues #sad aesthetic #sadness #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #tw death #death #life #heartbreak #broken #mental breakdown #mentally unstable

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Remake succeeded.

2016 vs 2024

(the picture on the right was taken by @/delucca on Twitter)

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That stage of your cuts where your entire skin looks pink and purple is my favorite part right after the blood

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“To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.”

— Ralph Waldo Emerson

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#life #self hatm #self mutalition #depressing shit #hate #tw selfhate #hatred #heartbreak #self destruction #love #sadness #sad aesthetic #sad thoughts #sad poem #sad quotes #cvtting #depressing post #tw self destruction #tw depressing thoughts #tw death #tw depressing stuff #sorry for being depressing #depression #excerpt from a story i'll never write #depressing quotes #depressing life #sadgirl #suicidal #i'm so tired #tw suicude

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Trigger warning ⛔️ Ana

#life #self hatm #depressing shit #tw selfhate #tw ana related #tw ana shit #tw ana things #ana trigger #ana stuff #eating disoder things #cw disordered eating #eating disoder trigger warning #tw eating issues #disordered eating mention #tw disordered eating #self h@te #self harrrm #tw self destruction #self mutilator #depressing post #depression #tw depressing thoughts #tw mia #heartbreak #self h@rm #self mutalition #sorry for being depressing #euphoric #never good enough #i'm so tired

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“All parents damage their children. It cannot be helped. Youth, like pristine glass, absorbs the prints of its handlers. Some parents smudge, others crack, a few shatter childhoods completely into jagged little pieces, beyond repair.”

— Mitch Albom

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And I think Im getting better but there are still days where I want everything to be done and over. There are still days where I read my suicide note over and over.

#life #self hatm #self mutalition #depressing shit #tw selfhate #self destruction #depressing post #depression #tw depressing thoughts #tw cvts #cvtting #cw disordered eating #i wanna cvt #tw suicice #tw suicude #suicidal #suic1de #im so tired #death #tw depressing stuff #hatred #tw sui ideation #death note #hate #heartbreak #sorry for being depressing #cvtting addict #self harrrm #selfharrrm #self mutilator

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i will never be enough for anyone.

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“I have no need for a world without you in it.”

— Claudia Gray, A Thousand Pieces of You

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I miss something that perhaps never existed

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“Some days, I feel everything at once. Other days, I feeling nothing at all. I don’t know what’s worse: drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.”

— o.m (via thoughtkick)