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they told me to behave

they didn’t know I was a wave

so instead, I’ve decided to be brave

w.s el ahmar

#poetry

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you always wished you were made of fire

but girl, in your veins runs true thunder

w.s el ahmar

#poetry #new ps #quote #strongwomen #aesthetic

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if only i could open my eyes one last time

to tell you that my love was a forever climb.

( f u n e r a l ) ; w.s el ahmar

#poetry #death #funeral #lost #loss #love

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"and while your dreams are made

of tasty nightshade,

your eyes will always open,

and your soul still unbroken."

( d e a d l y ) ; w.s el ahmar

#poetry #depression #suicide #mentalhealth

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"but is your life truly your own

when none of your thoughts are yours alone

is your life truly your own

when all these lies finally became your throne"

( m a n i p u l a t i o n) ; w.s el ahmar

#poetry #TUMBLR POETRY #artists on tumblr #spilled poetry #instapoetry #poet #poets on tumblr #spilledink

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So, yeah. I'm kinda back from a long and shameful absence but I had to deal with a lot of stuff and I'm hoping all of this is behind me now. Also, I've decided to start again with a new instagram account because I wasn't really feeling the old one anymore, and hopefully this time I will feel better with my writings. I wish things were different but no matter how many years pass, I still struggle managing my anxiety and when I feel like my mental health is finally on track, it just hits me back all over again. Anyway, I'm hoping you're having all a wonderful, morning, evening, night. This time, I'm gonna stick around a lot longer. I had a lot of inspiration lately that I cannont wait to share with you. If you'd like to follow me on ig, here it is ; https://www.instagram.com/kingdaheb/ ++++++++

#poetry #poet #mentalhealth #poem #empoweringwomen #women of color #back

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hey hey ! i'm not sure where this post is going, but well. i've been really down lately and that's why i completely ghosted my blog, which i totally regret now. you know when you're aware that you're messing up but you're too scared to confront your shit so it just keeps getting worse ? that's totally what i've been doing. i have some new writing projects in mind that i'm trying to work on so my inspiration hasn't completely left me yet, which is cool, but i still want to come here and be active here because this was supposed to be my safe space. anyway, i've also been working a lot in things regarding gender equality and antiracism movement which inspire so much. it would be very nice if we could discuss about that, maybe share your experiences, or posts that i could reblog, or blogs that i could follow? well i'm rambling now so i'm gonna leave it here. i hope you're having a nice day. S.

#writings #writer #pocwriters #WocWriters #woc #FrenchWriter #genderequality #antiracism #thoughts #ask #suggestion

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and as I stared at this white blank page, all I could think about was pain and tears and how no languages had enough words to describe them. or maybe I was not meant to be a writer. maybe I was just a lost girl, so desperately trying to make a sense of it all.

and failing, failing failing; s.d

#poetry #poets #TUMBLR POETRY #poets on tumblr #writing #depression #inspiration #pocwriters #wocwriters #quotes

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sunday ramblings

hello everybody ♥

I’m sorry I haven’t been posting much but I’m currently working on my OCs for the moment. I’ll be posting new poems very soon (like tomorrow probably) and in the meantime I’d like to welcome my new followers and I hope you’re all doing great ! Also, my ask is still open.

Have a nice day ♥

#sunday

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we were never supposed to make it out you, storming child born from burning flames me, daughter of the night and blinded by darkness we were never supposed to make it out and somehow, we did.

forever and a day will be our demise; s.d

#poetry #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #spilled words #spilled poetry #spilledink #words #writings #quotes #pocwriters #otp #brotp #ocs

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Hi all ♥

As a very socially awkward person, I don’t really know how I’m supposed to interact with my new followers but I’d be really glad to ! Also, thank you so much for the love and the support, I had no idea that my writings were actually good and if anyone, even one person, can relate to it, well I have to admit it’s already a huge honour for me. I’ll be answering my ask if you have any questions so don’t hesitate ♥ Also, if you have instagram let me know so I can follow you !

#ask #poetry #poets on tumblr #pocwriters

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You were never meant to become this soldier, this fighter Look at your life, look at yourself, look at your mess You used to know the definition of the word love and you used to believe in joy and happy endings What have you become, bloody hands and thorn-hearted You look into a mirror and all you see is pain Your pain? Their pain You almost don’t recognize the beauty you were supposed to be Your mama used to tell you how you were a flower, delicate and compelling But anger corrupted you Fear damaged you Loss stained you War battered you And all you can do now is stare in silent while your poisonous petals destroy all you used to know All you used to love All you used to be

you wanted to make history, you never meant to lose your soul in the process; s.d.

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inspired by hatred // for all the girls who wear headscarves and face hatred everyday, know that you are loved and you truly are an inspiration 🙌 my mama is one of them and it will be an honour for me to be able to read about your own journeys ❤ #poetry #feminism #feminist #intersectionalfeminism #myfeminismisintersectional #poc #pocwriters #hijab #headscarf #spreadlove #love #oppression #racism #writings #quotes #lovewins #france

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inspired by devotion // this one is for all the people who gave their trust too easily and ended up regretting it, know that you are not weak or naive and you can fight back, there is no shame in speaking up 🙌 #poetry #writers_den_ #words #quotes #empower #women #female #femme #feminist #france #poesie #poetsofinstagram #tumblr #poetsoftumblr #writer #frenchwriter #feminism #speakup

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I believed you when you told me I could heal you Please help me, I heard you say I let you in my fortress like a prey But now I realize it was only you pushing your way through I believed you when you told me I was so strong You are magical, I heard you say I smiled, what a beautiful day But I could never silence the voice telling me I was so wrong I believed you when you told me it will always be me I believed you when you told me my heart will set you free My hands trembling as I gave you the key Knowing deep down that it’s never been about me I gave you my heart and you devoured all of it Blood taste in your mouth as you threw me down the pit I gave you my heart and you kept all its magic before you fled And the moonlight will never forget how you chose to leave me for dead

give her time and this girl will wreck you back to nothingness

#poetry #writings #psoctober #words #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #spilled words #spilled poetry #poets on tumblr #tumblr poetry #poetsoftumblr #heartbreak #revenge #female #strong #power #empowerment #empoweringwomen #thoughts

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inspired by autumn // #poetry #poetryclub #poetsoftumblr #poetscommunity #poetsofinstagram #poetryofinstagram #instapoetry #instapoet #writings #writersofinstagram #frenchwriter #frenchpoets #poésie #words #autumn #autumnthoughts #autumnleaves #heart #heartbreak #quotes #inspirational #love #bymepoetryeurope #france

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Can you see me falling? I am cold and afraid and only long for your embrace. Can you see me falling? Please catch me, I am scared of betrayal. Can you see me falling? Falling, then blown away by the wind. Falling, then crushed down by your awful being. I can hear your voice, why won’t you catch me? I remember when you told me we were forever. Do you? I can see your face, and your smile, Your beautiful smile now belonging to another one. I am falling and becoming no one. I am dying but I’ll be fine Because I chose not to let you be the author of my decline. I am dying but all of this is just temporary. And soon, you’ll watch me rise again, worthily, My broken limbs turning into everlasting petals. You’ll watch me become the garden I was always meant to be, And my perfume will make your heart shiver, My essence will embrace every lost soul, and every broken heart. And soon, I’ll be looking down at you and won’t even remember your name. Because you were just temporary And eternity was always supposed to be me.

how could you even believe you could defeat infinity?

#poetry #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #spilled words #spilled poetry #poets on tumblr #words #writing #writings #tumblr poetry #poem #autumn #infinity #beauty #heart #writerscreedchallenge