armstonit3

[armstonit3]

overwhelmed, dissociating, procrastinating,

oh, what a perfect combination,

and i still have the audacity to be bored,

what a coward,

what a human thing to do,

silly little human,

living, suffering, enduring, hopeless,

i’m all empty, all out. i am done.

#what #me #random thoughts #dissociate #teen #relate #life #gen z #space out #lost #hopeless #sleepy #tired #eyebags

[armstonit3]

t for the things you’ve said you never even put out in actions,

t for the thrills we’ve encountered in life,

t for the feeling of being torn up, because i’m indecisive,

t for taking the risks, being aware of the consequences,

t for making me think i’m a dissapointment well in fact i am but you don’t gotta make it obvious cuz it hurts......

[armstonit3]

i dissociate quite a lot these days,

the thing is, it feels just good, it don’t feel wrong at all

i love dissociating.

[armstonit3]

my body feels so torn out,

everyday feels like this

i feel like floating, blank, plain,

i just wanna feel things again,

i’m so tired feeling nothing.

#blank #random thoughts #it is what it is #am i deserving #poet #poem #pinoy #january thoughts #floating

[armstonit3]

my mind has always been like,

blank, empty, or either just spacing out,

these days, everyday have just been overwhelming,

it kind of felt good, and bad at the same time,

i struggle a lot when making decisions,

i really suck at it now.

[armstonit3]

it was fun while it lasted,

but deeply, i’m still hoping that

it should’ve never ended

#poetsociety #was_it? #poem #words #random #houghts #2amthoughts #tan #armstonite

[armstonit3]

kumikindat na bituin

ano ang iyong nais na iparating,

buwan na kay ningning

ang nadarama ba’y magpapatinig

#kahit ano #pilipino #tula #tulatulaan #poem #bituin #buwan #october #oktubre

[armstonit3]

i keep questioning myself,

why? what are you so anxious about,

why are you carrying this heavy heart around?

i learned that i should live with regrets

i'd rather take the risks,

in here i could learn, i will realize,

because there's a progress.

#spilled thoughts #writing #night thoughts #my shit #realize #learning #progress #armstonit3 #salamat #pabunga #tiwala

[armstonit3]

i know this feeling will pass

but everytime i feel it

it's you that's finding it

#poem #spilled thoughts #writing #poetry #pd #pinoy #tulatulaan #linger

[armstonit3]

sinasabi na nga ba

itong nadaramay kalokohan lang pala

sana hindi nalang umasa

ng sagayo'y wala ng nasaktan pa

#poem #tagalog #pinoypoem #tulatulaan #pd #tula #pinoy #tulaparasanadarama #pinoypoetry #poetry

[armstonit3]

umaasang puso

saan ito patungo

ninanais na magtagpo

ang landas na maaaring maglaho

#tagalog #pinoypoetry #pinoypoem #poem #tula #tulatulaan #tulangpinoy #filipino #armstonit3 #pd #hindi kasiguraduhan

[armstonit3]

iyong mata ay

kumikinang sa dilim,

yugto'y parating.

#haiku #tagalog #tagaloghaiku #tulatulaan #pd #pinoypoetry #filipinohaiku