deepestdreamgiantartisan

[deepestdreamgiantartisan]

I want a dream

Before i wake up

And start today

I want a dream peaceful and quiet

Not the nightmares I usually have at night

I want to wake up feeling good today

Just one day not the usual sadness fear and anxiety,

Just a boring happy morning.

#poetry #spilled thoughts #abstract #late night thoughts #prose

[deepestdreamgiantartisan]

I tried to shed the pretense I was wearing

I shed it all down to the core

To be myself again

But it was so long since I had met myself without any shroud

That I didn't know

How to be

Who to be

Or even

What to be

After shedding all that I wasn't.

#poetry #spilled thoughts #late night

[deepestdreamgiantartisan]

All the sadness fades away

When I look up at the stars

They feel like home.

It feels like they are waiting for me,

Waiting for me to come back home to them.

Everytime I look up,

Every single time,

There is this longing to dissolve into them,

An ache starts to build in my chest,

The tears slide down my cheeks,

My hands in trance tries to touch them,

As if they can reach them.

I know its all absurd, I know its just fantasy

But at the end all I want that night sky

To gather me up in its arm

And never ever leave me this far.

#literature #poetry #abstract #spilled thoughts #late night #stars and moons #nightsky #moon #star

[deepestdreamgiantartisan]

I want to be forever kind.

(NO MATTER WHAT)

#literature #poetry #abstract #spilled thoughts #late night #quoteoftheday #kindness #love #life

[deepestdreamgiantartisan]

I don't want to be mature

I want to be youngest in a place

I don't want to know how bad this wonderful world can be

I just want to forever believe everything will be good and fine and can be trusted.

Oh but this soul of mine,

Was no privy to this knowledge or this want of mine,

It was always too mature

than it was good to be.

#literature #poetry #abstract #spilled thoughts #late night #quoteoftheday #my thougts #life

[deepestdreamgiantartisan]

It's hurting, it's hurting

Nd the worst part is

It's making me emotional.

That thing shouldn't trigger me like that

I have made peace with it long time ago

But it hurts still.

Nd i suddenly feel hopeless.

It hurts so much that

It feels like a physical pain

Over my heart

If it is still there.

#literature #abstract #poetry #spilled thoughts #late night #late night thoughts #thoughts #stars and moons #poetic prose #prose #sad confession #sad poem #sad aesthetic #sad quotes #sad thoughts

[deepestdreamgiantartisan]

Only if people could

Look into the eyes

Nd understand.

Only if people could

Speak without words

And understand the silence.

#literature #abstract #poetry #late night #spilled thoughts #thoughts #late night thoughts #poetic prose #stars and moons #prose #being alone #composed #confession

[deepestdreamgiantartisan]

Persona

Sitting in a room full of people

Watching them, as they shine and glisten

Are they the same i thought?

Whom i saw few minutes ago,

Across the street feeling very low.

Are you the same? Asked the voice inside me

My eyes meeting a person smiling at me

With a jolt i realise, i am looking at a mirror

Oh dear, i am no different;am i?

Masking my emotions just to comply.

I watched them again

Now watching through the cracks of their masks

And not even one i found

To be smiling under the shroud.

Once again my eyes strayed back to the mirror

Meeting the eyes of a person observing me

With a smirk he nodded

Appalled, i looked back at the lawn

Just to find him gone.

Staggering realisation sets just in time

What could he possibly seen beneath this mask of mine?

For my personality and mask have been put together so thoroughly fine

That even i can't differ them sometime.

-By Astreaa

#literature #poetry #abstract #spilled thoughts #late night #late night thoughts #thoughts #stars and moons #poetic prose #prose #persona 5 #perspective #mask #people #happy #sad confession #sad aesthetic #sad poem

[deepestdreamgiantartisan]

I am not a photogenic person

Pics of mine with

friends or aquaintances are very rare

Like, i think it's much easy to

Dissapear from people's life

With no evidences of u in their life.

And i do dissapear

With a hope that they will forget me

While not really wanting to be forgotten.

#sad quotes #literature #poetry #abstract #spilled thoughts #late night #late night thoughts #thoughts #stars and moons #poetic prose #prose #photography #photogenic #lonesome #lonelier version of you

[deepestdreamgiantartisan]

Remember not to get lost in love

For love was never meant to make you lost

It was and always will be meant for

Showing you the path.

#literature #poetry #abstract #spilled thoughts #late night #late night thoughts #thoughts #stars and moons #poetic prose #prose #sad quotes #love quotes #love poem #love #life #lost in space

[deepestdreamgiantartisan]

I don't consider myself to be

A sad person

But everytime i hold my pen

The words that are spilled into the paper

Are always depressing.

#literature #poetry #abstract #spilled thoughts #late night #late night thoughts #stars and moons #thoughts #poetic prose #prose #unknown #depressing shit #this is depressing

[deepestdreamgiantartisan]

And at nights

When my heart is too heavy

To even sleep,

It's either the moon, the stars

Or the soft cold wind and

Sound of rain

That lulls me to sleep.

#literature #poetry #abstract #spilled thoughts #late night #late night thoughts #thoughts #stars and moons #poetic prose #prose #nightsky #love quotes #sad confession #sad quotes #night thoughts #unknown

[deepestdreamgiantartisan]

I look up at the sky

I feel so sanguin

And then the vastness of the universe sets in

and my thoughts run wild

I feel so small like a speck of dust

Who is going to vanish in matter of seconds

And guess what,

Universe doesn't even seems to care.

#literature #poetry #abstract #spilled thoughts #late night #late night thoughts #thoughts #stars and moons #poetic prose #prose #linked universe #sky #nightsky #unknown

[deepestdreamgiantartisan]

I feel too mature sometimes

Like the age of 28-30

When i am only 17

But u know what the problem is

It's that i also feel

Like a child

Who is just confused after knowing

The world outside the arms of mother

#literature #poetry #abstract #spilled thoughts #late night #late night thoughts #thoughts #stars and moons #maturity #maturing is realising #prose poetry #poetic prose #prose #unknown

[deepestdreamgiantartisan]

Only if i could

I would go up to the stars

And never come back.✨

#literature #poetry #abstract #late night #spilled thoughts #quoteoftheday #thoughts #late night thoughts #my thougts #nightsky #stars and moons

[deepestdreamgiantartisan]

I don't know

At the end of the day

Whatever we are doing even matters

I don't know if i should run like everybody else

Or sit by myself and do nothing

Cause neither feels right.

#literature #poetry #abstract #late night #spilled thoughts #poetic prose #prose #prose poetry #late night thoughts #thoughts #unknown

[deepestdreamgiantartisan]

Does it matter in the end

This rat race for better future

Does it matter or

are we just fooling ourselves?

#abstract #life quotes #poetry #rat race #late night thoughts #life #spilled thoughts #thoughts #literature #unknown