Am I allowed to be disappointed that they don't hear my S.O.S when I just smile and say it's okay when ever they tell me they're busy after I called them for help?
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Why can't I by happy
Why can't I be happy
Why can't I be happy
Why can't I be happy
Why can't I be happy?
Why
Can't
I
Be
H a p p y?
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Fatigue
I know not my new limit
So I'll promise this, then miss it
My old machine was so well-oiled
And now I hide alone, recoiled
This Western model of success
Cannot apply to the depressed
Please give me rest before I break
I’m neither negligent nor fake
I detest all this rest, but I'm desperate for respite,
The solace of silence, but sleep's out of sight
Oh future self, without this ache
For-granted joy, you will not take
This is a promise we all break
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Golden memories
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The sadness just won't go away.
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Now you see what I have always saw
Now you feel what I’m feeling everyday
You understand the hurt and the pain.
You are trying to hide.
disappear and walk away.
But the feeling always come back to hunt
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I use words science I was a child
Building worlds around me
No, never spoken out loud
I was to shy about it
But writing was my heaven
Keeping me sane
When the world was heavy
I used it to escape
But lately its a burden
The words won’t come out
I’m screaming in silence
Someone help me get them out
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And the fun begins. Haven't been in a shelter for a whole 2 weeks, I gotten spoiled
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I love my followers and mutuals, but you guys don't know what really happening you love the underdog so do I. But I'm aginst murder rape and war. It easy to hate Israel, we are the 'Little devils" to America "Big devil". But do you even know what happend at octobor or "Black sabath"?
I saw posts blaming Israel defeing the case fire beforer it even came to be (how blind follow and hate works). While we were inone Hamas kept firing. Hamas who rapped killed and kindnaped unsespecting people form a praty. Hamas who will kill any LGBTQ+ member without thinking towice. Hamas who keep firing missels at Israeli citys while we do nothing.
Its hard to be here hard to see the hate, I don't hate palastine don't hate people but Hamas is nothing more then the Taliban witch we all applouded when America tried to stop.
I uselly stay out of those kind of debate but enough is enough.
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I feel a stab in my back
today, 2 blogs i follow had shared nazi propganda on their blog this is insane, this is holocaust level antisemitism, and they don't even notice i don't know how to cope with this, please send reinforcements. i feel so lonely
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Annual reminder that if your neighbor is suddenly building a shed or a big tent in their backyard for no apparent reason, that is not a sudden disregard for zoning laws and they are not attempting to piss off your homeowners association. They are Jews.
Leave them alone, it’ll come down in two weeks.
This has been a PSA.
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so in case it wasn’t clear: saying that you “don’t want anyone to die” then telling jewish people to kill themselves isn’t a sane or rational take
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no way in fucking hell im seeing people do hamas fanart
the fetishization of dead jews has reached another fucking level, that is not pro-palestinian that is pro jewish death
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It’s so hard reaching out, asking for someone's help.
Asking for attention, just a bit of their time.
Can’t be a burden and pull them down.
I want to do something with you, just sit and talk, share a drink, we don’t have to talk
Don’t have to make a sound.
Just don’t let me come back to a dark room, don’t let me be alone tonight.
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And how can you explain the trumble in your hands
trying to speak, reach out but no voice will come,
the words stuck in their place, suffocating, making it hard to breathe.
I'm trying to reach, ask for help, take them away, away from me.
but the demons are too strong, catching up before a sound is made. Pulling back with greasy dark hands.
And I'm falling back, into the void into my own head.
And I would have cried if only energy had remained in me.
reach out to me, because i don't know how.
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