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katsubear · 3 years

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One Last Time | Bakugo Katsuki

“just for one last time..” you ask softly. He pauses, taking a breathe.

Pairings: bakugo x gn! reader

wc: 1.1k

Warnings: ANGST, swearing, make up??

disclaimer: if you don’t like angst then I’m sorry…oh well…also your pros just to let yk.

Summary: you broke his heart, you want to see him one last time before you or him moves on.

You hurt him. You know you did. What hurt the most is that you lied. Lied telling him that you were okay. You didn’t want him to know your secret. A secret that you never told anyone, but he found out. Finding out your secret is what hurt him. Finding out that you were using him for an excuse to your parents that you were perfect. You lied and he thought that you didn’t really love him and was using him for your little perfect life.

Maybe at first you weren’t really in love with him and was just using him..but the longer you stuck around him you felt different and was in love with him. He didn’t believe you though.

“WHAT THE FUCK Y/N!” he yelled aggressively. You stared at him frantically. Tears falling down your cheeks.

He just got home from hero work.

“k-katsuki what’s wrong?” You ask him softly. His eyes looked at you piercing into your eyes.

“I got a call from someone today…and they said to me if you were done using me,” he said vaguely.

“Katsuki-“ you stammer and he cuts you off. You were scared who in the right mind would tell him. You only knew the one person you told was….Mina. She understood why you were dating katsuki. She might of dialed the wrong number or maybe she did it on purpose. Either way you we’re scared.

“THE FUCK DO THEY MEAN BY USING, YOU USED ME!” He yelled angrily at you. Making you jump back slightly.

“I didn’t use you…” you tremble. “I didn’t mean to use,” you pause. You can see his face scrunch up even more before you finish the sentence.

“You didn’t really love me did you, you LIED to me all those years together! Are you fucking kidding me!” He was aggressive as his voice only got louder.

“I DIDNT WANT TO BUT I HAD TO!” You finally yelled back. His eyes widened. You start to cry even more as you can see the hurt in his eyes.

“You had to..huh,” he said and walked away in the room. You quickly followed behind to see that he was packing.

“katsuki…” you implored. He ignored and continued packing.

“I’m sorry…you don’t have to go.” You walk over to him and put your hand on his shoulder. He brushed it away and you look away from him.

“You can stay, I’ll pack.” You say as you grab clothes out of the drawer. He stares at you as you pack your clothes while he unpacks.

“We just need time, I need time.. to think this through.” He murmured. You look up at him and sigh.

All your clothes was packed. He watched as you moved the luggage to the door.

“You we’re there for my perfect image to my parents…I’m sorry I used you for there cost..but katsuki..” you wept pausing a little. He stood at the door looking at you hurting.

“In the end I really did fall in love with you.” You sob and walk away leaving the house you once lived in with the man you loved very much.

Two years passed. You and katsuki didn't talk. Mina apologized after that day to say she didn’t mean to dial him, but kind of did.

Katsuki found someone new. Someone who makes him smile. They were everything and did anything to make him smile and laugh.

They treated him better than you did. You regretted lying to him and doing thing that weren’t true, but you don’t regret the memories you made and wish that you didn’t use him and that if you didn’t you would be with him to this day.

You we’re finished doing a mission. Walking down the lonely but lighted streets of Japan. It was pretty, but there was only you walking down the streets. Alone. You bumped into someone and apologized quickly. Looking up at them to see the man you hoped to see one day.

“y/n?” katsuki doubted. You smile weakly and quickly looked away.

“hi..katsuki I mean bakugo.” You say hesitantly.

He sighs and looks at down at you seeing that you still wore the bracelet he had gotten you in highschool.

“You still wear that damn fucking thing,” he swore. Making you flinch a little.

“Yeah.. I kind of like it still,” you trail off looking back at him.

You wanted him to stay. You just want to have one day with him. That’s all you needed. You didn’t want to keep him waiting so you spoke.

“I know you probably won’t forgive me..but can I spend on day with you?” You ask softly. He clicks his tongue.

“why the hell would you want that?” He asked looking away annoyed.

“I promise I’ll make it worth it, I just want to talk and spend one day with you to make up for what I did..” you promised. He sighs and groans.

“Fine. I’ll see you tomorrow and my phone number is the same.” He says bluntly.

You smile softly and thank him. He rolls his eyes like always and puts his hand on your head.

“Just for a day.” He says and takes it off walking away.

You woke up, got ready and called him. You gave him you address. He got to your apartment and looked around at the place.

“At least its clean for once.” He blurts. You roll your eyes.

“I guess ever since you made me do it, it’s kind of a habit.” You say back sitting down on the couch.

“Look you have only a day so what the hell we doing?” He growled sitting on the couch with you.

“I wanna talk.” You say gently. You didn’t know what to say first.

“I’m sorry.. I know you are still probably mad at me. I get it, I just want to apologize..I know that you have someone, but I just want to see you and talk to you one last time… like this.” You say and he looks at you listening carefully.

“I really do miss you..I want you back..but I promise that after today I’ll let go and find someone too.” You conceded.

He smiled. Katsuki smiled. Which shocked you not understanding why.

“It’s okay.. I’ll forgive you..at least maybe temporarily, but I’m glad you asked.” He declared.

He held his hands out and his face quickly turned away. You move over to hug him and he wraps his arms around your torso. You smile softly into his arms. You know you shouldn’t keep him and he probably had plans today but this was an opportunity to see him even if you and him had a contention.

He held you close and it made you feel the warmth. The love you had years ago. Slowly came back to the surface and will slowly fade away.

You look at him and he looks back at you.

“just for one last time..” you ask softly. He pauses, taking a breathe.

“I love you.” He uttered as his fingers run through your hair. Tears fell down and you smile weakly trying not to bawl.

“I love you too.”

A/n: Thank you if you made it to the end. I just had the urge to make a sad story. It took me 3hrs and I didn’t take a nap this time. I hope you enjoy and there will be more in the near future!

-Nyoko <3

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katsubear · 3 years

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You right | Bakugo Katsuki

”i got a man, but I want you”

”huh?”

Pairings: bakugo x fem! reader

warnings: angst, fluff, cheating,swearing, and slight nsfw

wc: 1.4k

disclaimer: this is my first on here so cut me some slack anyways enjoy!

summary: your boyfriend is shoto todoroki he and you have a very calm and nonchalant relationship. Until Katsuki came to your dorm one night and things got heated.

You were alone in the dorms hoping that your boyfriend Todoroki would be back.

He had to stay out late to train with endeavor to get better at using his quirk. It was like this most of the time though. He would be out late on weekdays and sometimes weekends.

You hear a knock on the door and groan, picking yourself off the bed.

You opened the door to see a blond male staring at you with those crimson blood-red eyes.

“Katsuki what are you doing here?” You asked why he is at your door so late at night.

“Heard that icy hot wasn’t here and that you were by yourself idiot,” he snarled looking away from you.

“Oh, well come in,” you murmur, and he walks in closing the door behind him.

You look at him and notice that you can see little shades of red coming from his cheeks.

“Look just wanted to swing by to check up on ya,” He snapped, turning away.

You grab his sleeve to stop him. He looks back at you. Seeing in your eyes that you wanted company. He groans even more and pulls you into a hug.

Your eyes widened at the gesture and snuggled close to him. You then let go and fall back into the bed.

He follows. You blush at how close his face is to yours. He grins.

” I know you got a man, but do you really want to be this close to me?” He teases. You blushed even more and looked straight into his piercing eyes.

“I-” you quivered. He got even closer and you hesitated. He starts to pull away, but you hold him close. Not only that, but he smirks and leans in.

WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING. I have to back away, or I will regret it.

You thought to yourself even, so It was already too. Your lips connected to his, and you didn’t pull away.

Kissing him passionately as it lasted. The kiss deepened as he then got on top of you. You hesitate once more as you realize what’s going to happen next.

He looks down at you which makes you embarrassed and your face to warm up like a tomato.

“K-katsuki,” you faltered, and he leaned down to your ear.

“Do you want to stop?” He whispered softly. Your breathing was slow, and your stomach was doing backflips.

You didn’t want to stop. You knew you had to, but couldn’t.

You shake your head. He smiles and kisses your cheek.

He slowly stripped you, and you pulled him down to kiss him. He smiles in between. You pull away and you look down. Seeing he was about to slip down his pants.

You look back at him and he reassures you. You nodded slowly. He then goes in slowly while you close your eyes.

You open them to see that you were under the covers. You took a deep breath to smell the air. Smelling a familiar scent of caramel. You looked up to find Katsuki looking down at you as he held you close.

You looked away embarrassed and it was silent. You immediately broke the silence after a while.

“Did that really happen?” You ask softly. He smirks in response.

“If it was a dream I wouldn’t be here dumbass.” he says as you get up covering yourself with the blanket.

“I guess I’ll see you,” You say as he gets up to get dressed.

“Yeah,” he responded, and he was out the door.

You came to class early and couldn’t help, but daydream. All you can think of was the moment where he had you pinned to the bed and him grabbing your neck while thrusting his big-

“Y/n you in there?” You hear a voice snapping out of your thoughts.

“Oh hey Mina,” You chuckle nervously.

“You good girl?” She repeated. You nod and she smirks.

“So you spent the night with bakugo huh,” She snickered while you looked away flustered.

“I won’t say anything, but just think about this for a second okay? Who do you enjoy your time with more?” She wondered.

“Well,” she cut you off nudging you. “Tell me later, k?” The conversation ended and went on to a new subject. You then hear familiar voices at the doorway.

You see Todoroki and Izuku. They made there way to their desks and you look at Todoroki and smile. He smiles back softly and grabs his phone looking away from you. Mina smirks and coos to get your attention. You look at her concerned. She nudges you to the doorway to see Kirishima and Katsuki walking in. Your eyes widen and quickly made a straight face looking at Todoroki to hope he wouldn’t notice, but was still on his phone. You looked back at Katsuki and made eye contact. Making a straight face he grinned. Like he was reading your mind.

I want him

You thought. He rolled his eyes as Kirishima nagged him. You looked away and Mina smiles.

“The bakusquad going to the mall later, wanna come?” She asked and you smiled and nodded.

”Sure,” you answered and class was gonna start.

After school, you and the bakusquad went to the mall. First you ran into a stuffed animal store, making everyone surprised.

Everyone looked around, and you were there seeing the cute chibi stuffed animals. You tried to restrain yourself from buying too many.

You came across a blond dog. Making you think of him. You put it down and walk away. You ended up going back to the stuffed animal. Looking around to see if anyone was looking and hugged it. Later placing it down and moving on.

Little did you know Katsuki was watching you and walked over to the stuffed animal. A blond dog with reddish eyes, He smirked. Grabbing it and walking over to the counter.

“How cute it looks a little like you,'' the woman said. He rolled his eyes and scowled.

“TCH, sure.” He snapped. The woman laughs nervously and scans it.

“This for your girlfriend? She was looking at It earlier, but got a penguin,” She asked.

He scoffs and looks away holding out the money.

” Something like that,” He mumbles and grabs the bag with the dog inside.

“Have a good day sir!” The woman smiled and waved. He huffed and walked out with his hands in his pockets.

” OO Bakugo what did you get!” Mina bugged him. Trying to peek into the bag.

“GET AWAY RACCOON EYES!” He yelled, making everyone stare.

We all hung around for an hour or two and finally went back into the dorms.

You made your way to your dorm seeing Todoroki waiting there.

” where were you? I tried to call, but you didn’t respond.” He asked.

“Out with the bakusquad at the mall.” You responded. He nodded and laid down.

“Sho-“ You paused as he got up and put his hand on your shoulder.

“Have a good night, love you” He smiled, giving a kiss on your forehead.

Then he was out the door just like that. You closed it, falling down against it. That’s it. He just came to say good night.

He didn’t even stay long enough. It made you feel like that was your relationship even if you didn’t want to believe it. You wanted more though. Needy for more love. Tears started to form from your eyes.

“I’m selfish… I went to another man for love, and it felt good… It’s not supposed to. I hurt him even if he doesn’t know.” You rambled as your thoughts got more and louder.

I’m selfish, I’m selfish. You thought.

“I cheated.” You admitted softly to yourself. You loved the feeling you felt with Katsuki. It was different from Todoroki.

You heard a knock. You sniffed, wiping your tears. Opening the door you see Katsuki. His eyes widened seeing your red puffy eyes.

“What the fuck.” He cursed. Closing the door holding you.

You cried into his chest.

” Katsuki,” you sniffed.

“Hmm,” he responded softly.

” I got a man, but I want you” You whispered.

” huh?”

“It’s just nerves,” You continue

” what the fuck are you talking about,” He bleated.

“It’s just dick…” You hesitated.

He definitely heard and smirked, understanding what you were saying.

” dumbass…” Is all he said as he grabbed your chin kissing you. It felt right. Even if you didn’t want to. You loved it, but little did you know he loved it and loved you. He wanted you to be his. Yet this was only the beginning of his plan.

A/n: Thank you if you made it to the end. This was my first on here and I thought of it at 2am while listening to Planet Her and had to type it out. Taking 3hrs not counting naps...Anyways hope you enjoyed and there will be more in the future!

-Nyoko <3

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