My oc Marilyn, in her story, became April's girlfriend, in each universe and at different times. Marilyn does not hate April, however when she sees her again she is afraid of feeling pain again.
Also, part of Marilyn's lore indicates that she felt like an object because April didn't know how to express in a non-hurtful way that she didn't like girls.
Two or three years ago more or less, I had planned to make an alternate universe of Invader Zim, it was a fandom that came to give me much joy and above all gave me friendships and stronger desires to draw my projects, but I thought, maybe my style is not the best and I usually adapt my style to the Canon to experiment... But I think I might try to start making comics.