the loneliness and sadness that creeps into you in a way that only growing up queer can cause. your parents can accept you and still make you feel like an outsider. your parents can love you and still reject parts of you. that old-fashioned kind of love where they think trying to mold you, make you tough, is better for you. or that quiet status quo where you just don't talk. and where everyone is accepted, though some are more than others. generations and generations it's just been easier to let it slide. to let it be. not cause a fuss. but then we sit there with a knot in our chests all our lives wondering how it got there
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Actual commission post is here! They're pay what you want (prices listed are the minimum, you can pay more/'tip' if you're able and want to!) Commissions will be full color with no/minimal shading, and with simple backgrounds only
Prices:
Icon/headshot: $4+ (one character only)
Half body/waist up: $8+ (+$3 per extra character)
Full body - $11+ (+$5 per extra character)
Won't draw:
NS.FW
Heavy gore
"Pro" ships (i.e. tc/st)
I do also reserve the right to refuse a commission if I'm uncomfortable with it, even if it doesn't fall under any of the above. Thank you for understanding!
Will draw:
Most other things! If you're unsure, just ask!
Additionally, if you'd like a more complicated piece (i.e. fully rendered or with a complex background) please message me and we can work something out
Payment is through Ko-fi here, and more info and examples are there as well. Additionally, more examples of my art are in this tag, though the examples on this post are the best indication of what you'll be getting
Reblogs are super appreciated even if you can't/aren't interested in commissioning yourself at the moment! Thank you!!
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To every de-assimilating and re-connecting ethnic Jew lurking in Jewish tags:
One day it will all just be part of your life, no second guesses. One day you won't feel so uncomfortable or guilty, even a little bit. One day you will be cleaning your house for Passover and realize it's all just so normal. One day you will be saying the Hanukkah blessings and realize you know them by heart. One day you will offhand mention you're Jewish and not feel that familiar pang of guilt and shame.
You are already "Jewish enough" because you are Jewish. This feeling of not quite belonging does not last forever. You will feel all right someday. I know I do now, even though for a while it felt like I never would.
Welcome home.
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don't think i ever posted this guy but ffps henry I love u please don't burn yourself alive you're so cool ahaha
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holy spit
i'm going to be forty years old in nineteen days
on the downside i definitely feel lit in my joints
on the upside people consistently tell me i look ten years younger
(yay the magic of HRT)
overall, i'm just glad i'm still alive!
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Belos: I’m going to raise Luz as my daughter and ensure that she remains pure and loyal to me.
Also Belos: I’m going to let the 7-years-old clone of my brother take care of her I’m sure he’ll be able to do that.
you joke but thats LITERALLY his entire thought process at first. he's so isolated and arrogant that he couldnt possibly comprehend the idea that luz wouldnt see him as her father despite the fact he literally told hunter he was going to be her older brother and never once encouraged hunter to see him as anything but an uncle.
i attribute this to the fact that philip is an orphan who only ever knew his blood brother as his only caretaker, so he sorta took having a brother for granted and didn't realize that was something you could want rather than something that just Is.
(also caleb was the only person philip ever truly knew + loved and even well into his 300s he never once picked up a child psychology book and realized that Perhaps His Worldview Was Skewed Because Of That.)
he literally like. could not comprehend the idea that you could even choose your own family outside of like. being adopted by someone. thats the other thing with him being so annoyingly christian in this AU, he was taught that your blood family (esp yr parents) is always the most important thing in your life & you should always be grateful to them no matter what.
(this is another factor into why he keeps making grimwalkers. in his own twisted viewpoint, it's him giving caleb another chance. and another. and another-- at least in this specific characterization of him.)
philip thought that him adopting luz would mean she would immediately be eternally grateful to him and call him father and the whole nine yards. but he forget to actually express that expectation until it was too late (aka until he heard her call him uncle for the first time)
honestly, hes not MAD about it. he's just sorta :( about it bcus hes not actually insane and can still logically think like "she did say she had just lost her real father to an illness its perfectly reasonable for her to not want to replace him" (he doesnt think it outloud but he also enjoys living thru her vicariously
but also later on as she gets older it gets to a point where he's like "ok its been years now why isnt she trying to replace him yet" bcus he thinks its a normal + healthy part of the grieving process to replace the person you lost (figuratively or, in his case, Literally)
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watches a new show
starts acting + thinking like that character, no longer feel like myself, feel very dissociated, entire perception of myself switches to be of that character, memory loss, confusion, ect
is this autistic "acting like a character cause i really really like them", delusional attachment "i am this character and you cannot convince me otherwise bitch", or has it always just been DID ?
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bro you actually got pneumonia??? what are you, some sort of little victorian boy?
coughs daintily into a lil hanky. it’s true.
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laenor: power walking in all determination like im ready to COMMIT rhaenyra we getting u and them kids on that throne!!!! u deserve a husband!!!!
rhaenyra:
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