#BUT I KNOW TO RESTRICT MYSELF.

[miyadori]

havent been on here like i normally do cause life is unfortunately LIFEING and also the gjhm brainrot is so so severe

#meri's intrusive thoughts #if i get too comfy this is just gonna be a gjhm blog #BUT I KNOW TO RESTRICT MYSELF. #anyway i love them so much they are my parents #i did not mean to ship gjhm as a stsg enthusiast #but i'm a sucker for all the little things w them pls #so cute i love them #im cosplaying hime too next week!!!!!! #which is fun #i do miss being active here tho #like i'd only skim thru notifs once every two weeks #LIKE HOW R PPL FINDING ME LOL #but ya ill get to the asks in my inbox in a while #or like next week I'M SO BUSY GOSH

[mo-mode]

Okay, but has anyone mentioned yet that Grover is also a vegetarian so when he says “Thanks for the emotional abuse and the cheeseburgers,” he’s like doubling down on Ares’ shittiness?? Ares even mentions how practically all satyrs are vegetarian or vegan when he said all they do is eat tofu. I bet when Grover said that at the end, he was cursing him out so thoroughly on his head, Ares could hear it. “Thanks for the emotional abuse and cheeseburgers you @&!$ing $!@? and you didn’t even get a %£#!ing salad. Oooo you got a big &$%! plate of fries? Whoop-dee &!#@ing doo!! What kind of #&*!ing god are you? A piss poor @#!$ing !%@$ one. Athena’s owl my €@%#.” That’s probably why Ares didn’t bother with the paper towels.

#like that must have been so insulting #I have a dietary restriction myself and if someone was like yeah I got all these massive entrees that you can’t have but oh! we got … #you a plate of fries cuz I know you probably haven’t eaten in like an entire day? I would be PISSED #yeah Grover get his ass #Grover probably sat in silence for thirty minutes staring at that massive plate of burgers then thought yeah I’m gonna mess this bitch up #and psychological warfare Grover was born #grover underwood #percy jackson #pjo #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson and the olympians #pjo tv show #pjo spoilers #percy jackson tv show #percy jackson the lightning thief #pjo series #ares #ares pjo

[talekeepers]

looking for fellow vanilla ffxiv enjoyers just because i feel lame about my preference to not mod the game at all. i know this applies to console players by default, but i more specifically mean you're on pc and could, but have zero interest. you're just cool with how the game is by default.

#ffxiv #ff14 #final fantasy xiv #final fantasy 14 #ffxiv community #idk how else to tag this #this also doesn't mean i place myself above mod enjoyers #i have tried multiple times to mod and just never end up liking the vibes #like i don't enjoy the notion of changing things in an online game where only i see it #and i know about mare but i also don't like using it #and not everyone does so i just. i prefer working creatively within the game's restrictions #and i'll admit i don't like the look of overly modded characters

[heretyc69]

a friend got me some pretty rope >:]

⚠️I AM A MAN. MEN DNI BLOGS DNI⚠️

(tboy tummy under cut)

took all these as art references, but y'know. might as well post on my horni acc since I know The Tumblrinas are into it.

#i know it is not tboy tummy tuesday #but why tf should i restrict myself to just one day #ftm nsft #suggestive #ftm top #tboy tummy #ftm puppy #bark

[eebie]

#i personally feel like it's somewhere in between #like sexuality and gender i think it's where you decide to choose what label your experiences/feelings fall under #it's decided between the two people in the relationship #like intimacy can exist in every kind of relationship and it's upsetting to hear people say it can only happen in romantic ones #if i were in a relationship with someone i trusted Who had an intimate relationship with someone else #if i really trusted that person i'd have no problem with it Unless it very clearly started to affect our relationship #i don't think i'd call myself a very jealous person #maybe a little envious but not jealous lol #i think restricting intimacy to one person isn't very. healthy? i don't know #like there should be other people too. support networks #we're a social animal yknow ? #it can't be possible for one person to fulfill every single need #that's an unhealthy expectation that can put a strain on many relationships i think #there's a reason spider webs are made from joined threads of silk #they don't dangle from a single piece They'd get blown away in the wind #reason why i bring this up now is bc i just discussed this with my parents who hold very traditional views #idk how i ended up being so different from them LMAO #thanks steven universe i guess!!!

[buggachat]

okay heads up, im gonna be posting about new season 5 episodes when they air (no matter the language) and tagging them “#ml spoilers” and “#[episode name] spoilers”! A new episode drops tomorrow!

#i know i havent posted about Evolution and it's because I kind of felt bad about posting spoilers but 😭 #it's SEASON FIVE I will restrict myself no longer!! I will Have Fun!!! #but I WONT post about trailers/leaks or anything #only released episodes

[electric-friend]

WANT CON TO STOP TALKING ABOUT NOT EATING CAKE IT’S ACTUALLY MAKING ME SO SAD

#izzy hands #con o’neill #TO BE CLEAR #he’s allowed to say whatever he likes and if the idea of diet restriction triggers me that’s on me #i don’t know him and what he does and says is none of my business #he’s allowed to eat as much or as little cake as he pleases #but like #😭😭😭you get cake NOW- right con? right? #i’m just emotional lol #ignore me i’m being silly #i just hope he KNOWS it’s ok for him not to diet and do intensive workouts #and that we don’t expect a certain body type of him #which he might not know bc y’all keep drawing izzy with abs or stick thin (which is fine but con engages a LOT with fanart) #i’m digging myself into a hole arent i #i just have big feelings haha #i don’t want con to feel like he needs to diet all the time and i hope he knows he can stop if he wants to #but it’s not my place to communicate that to him and it makes me nervous not knowing if he knows that

[ottiliere]

pokemon

#psychonauts #razputin aquato #sasha nein #i was going to draw sasha with a porygonz but ran out of steam #it independently developed idiosyncrasies that resemble sasha's and all his coworkers know this but him. he fails the mirror test #lucy art #this has been in my drafts for weeks sorry i'm having a moment. you will see soon #i don't think any of you will be excited about this development but for the time being i am restricting myself social media account access #because. of it. i need to wrangle control first #but expect me to be moderately more active soon

[three-soulmates-askblog]

Thoughts on the two blonde bs in your high school? (Imu and the one w autism I forgot his name)

Note: the artist is well aware they misspelled Akechi on the paper you will have to ignore that for now. I apologize Akechi fans

M: he's actually around a bit. He's one of the few who know about Ku's powers and he's an honorary Psykicker!

M: he's endearing when he's not using his freaky deduction skills to catch me out for something stupid like cheating at Monopoly

R: he's endearing when he's not trying to psychoanalyze everything I do!

K: *shrugs* he's tolerable... Sometimes

M: she's a smart cute girl... but she should be spending her time making friends and memories... Not mettling and chasing clout

M: *sighs* She's young. She'll learn.

R: she's literally not that much younger than us?? And ur one to talk when it comes to mettling

R: I haven't really interacted with her so... I don't really have an opinion of her

K: just waiting for her to have that talk with Teruhashi. Maybe then she'll leave me alone.

#saiki k ask blog #saiki kusuo no psi nan #the disastrous life of saiki k #soulmate au #aiura mikoto #toritsuka reita #saiki kusuo #akechi touma #imu rifuta #we arent acknowledging my posting of sketches instead of putting these in my drawing app to polish them #we just aren't #not after this #style changes on here so much it matters not #at least thats what i gotta keep telling myself #i know my handwriting is shit thats why the more wordsy responses are restricted to post

[macksartblock]

I’m only on s3 of TMA but I’m trying very hard to pinpoint whether Elias Bouchard and Peter Lukas were actually in a strange old man situationship or if that’s just a widely accepted bit among the fandom because it would be WEIRDER if they weren’t, given the vibes

#I’ve restricted myself on what I *can* research pertaining to the lore but I need to know what’s up with that freak and lukas #I haven’t even heard them interact yet but the amount of content I’ve seen about them- #what is this #are they fucking in that office what’s up #the magnus archives #tma podcast

[bl33ditout]

i HATE my skin. i HATE having a body. i want to go away and just be a ghost

#it's never ever ever ever ever good enough #i fucking hate this plump ass body #i hate how no matter what i do it just doesn't change #i'm STILL getting pimples galore around my fucking mouth and chin area and i just want to give up and cry #i know this might sound really silly to worry about - #i know it's first-world-problems of me to be like this and like don't get me wrong i'm still grateful for a LOT in my life #like a lotta good and positive changes are happening right now irl and it's a wonderful thing #and compared to some people's worries? this issue of mine is minuscule i know #i just feel so disgusting whenever i look into a mirror. that's the truth of it all #nothing seems to work #i just know my body and skin is capable of more than this? i know i can look better but it's like it's so stubborn #it just makes me so mad at myself and depressed #i am practicing ALL of the skincare guidelines. i am on a very restrictive (but healthy) diet and what do i get? nothing #u'm just so fucking tired of looking and feeling mediocre and gross all the fucking time #i hate it i hate it i hate it #all i can see is just every single flaw of mine #tw vent #tw body dysmorphia #tw bdd #tw mental illness

[deer-with-a-stick]

I think someone should just throw all of the BG3 companions into Dungeon of the Mad Mage. Just take the post-canon generally considered "good" endings and throw em in there.

Why? Because it would be hilarious to me and also that's like the one official module that goes up to level 20.

I won't lie and say the only thing I can think of is the team trying to kill an angry mechanical purple worm while screeching at Gale because "what do you mean we're in Waterdeep and you know the bastard who owns this death trap?? I was perfectly alright in the damn Underdark thank you very much I did not sign up for this"

#my vampire companion has been dead for possibly over 200 years #and we would like to revive him please #sometimes i think of the fact that gale knows halaster blackcloak personally and cackle to myself #you know what's also a fun thing to think about #cleric capstone is basically you've got a deity speed-dial for your needs #to not mention true resurrection in GENERAL #or WISH #gale realizing that he's fairly close to the power level of a chosen of mystra now like :0 #karlach is probably like “HELL YEAH I CAN HIT MORE THINGS” while being extra stronk #i thought the idea of monster hunter ranger wyll or something along those lines was compelling so he gets to speed run his level ups #lae'zel angrily hacking away at enemies like “FUCKING DAMN IT I HAVE A REVOLUTION TO GET BACK TO GET OUT OF MY WAY” #tara mysteriously being utterly unhampered by the teleportation restrictions like “quite a kerfuffle you've found yourself in mr. dekarios” #halsin gets to live as a bear 24/7 with druid capstone #astarion would like to make sure his gaggle of vampire spawn don't kill anyone but also the promise of Stab and Feral are highly compelling #if minthara's here she's just vibing. blood guts and gore. her favorite. now stop wasting her time and let her kill you #someone should give lae'zel a gun even if so she can reenact that 200+ damage in one round event with percy de rolo #lae'zel deserves a gun #so does shadowheart and karlach #if i gave gale wyll and astarion a gun i think the recoil would kill them actually #str 8 gang lmfao #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #baldur's gate three #bg3 spoilers #gale of waterdeep #bg3 gale #astarion #bg3 wyll #wyll ravengard #karlach bg3

[martyrbat]

hm hm hm i feel like this will be really interesting to read with the knowledge of korra and how that effected her instead.... because korra (from my limited knowledge so i could be talking out my ass here) knew she was the avatar at an early age and DID get that community. she had katara and her parents, she had her mentors, she was isolated from the real world during so and perfected the elements other than air (which i kinda recall her struggling with and how its the opposite element of earth so im excited to see if those kinda play out :3) and she was more eager to be the avatar and the excitement and significance it brought (which was a bit clouded by her being sheltered but also would have been expected more before the war impacted things)

i also remember matty saying kyoshi struggled with earth bending (which im super excited to get to and see/see her journey and how it will differ) but!!! i just think its really fun how theyre kinda off the bat setting up this expectation and new grounding for readers who have a past grasp of the avatar universe. even as someone who isnt super familiar with the lore, i know enough to recognize that oh! thats something new!! so just kudos to the writer(s?) for just setting this up to be something very different and in a natural way :3

#again. talking out my ass here. if im an idiot no one say anything okay? okay <3 #but i think its fun to already see some parallels or ways kyoshi and korra are different or similar #and how korra got the set-up stage that was considered ideal (i think?) for these two characters #like !!! the avatar is supposed to know theyre the avatar at a young age! #and aang learning when he was 12 instead?? i think? #or being told hey man you gotta fucking get ready/do your teen duties instead of preeteen ones cause theres a war.... #but no sorry my head is scattered i cant keep a line of thought but the point was i know a lot of people bash korra because shes too #‘abrasive’ or comfortable with being the avatar when?? for previous experiences that eagerness was something more expected (i think) #like its so difficult to make a solid grounding argument when im not lore caught up but korras excitement to be the avatar and that she #knows its significant and important is something that would been encouraged before the war because of that hope and belief #that the avatar will keep that balance or save the world when others cant. aang disappearing and the genocide and war #obviously effected how people will see the avatar in universe and how her teachers are more hesitant and restrictive #none of this makes sense im just thinkin to myself while half distracted lol but ! go cringegirl bosses go !!!! #RoK (ransom style)

[pkmn-smashorpass]

I feel like I’d be an early gym leader that’s easy to beat. Help guide early trainers and hang out with my team

#the only thing is I don’t know if I could restrict myself to one type #maybe I’d be a guide trainer #like the people in platinum who would walk through places with you #like I’ll help guide you through the forest and I’ll double battle with you #ask #anon #anchor anon #crown anon #pkmn smash or pass #pokemon smash or pass #smash or pass #pokemon #pkmn

[insert-neologism]

bad astrology by flower face

#yellowjackets #jackieshauna #ITS DONE OMG ITS FINISHED #what do I do now. with my life (ranking) #also ive decided i am gonna do literary analysis. on all of em #literally i have NO idea if anyone cares. well. i do bc I care and tbh that's enough to me #<- guys look im living so healthy #anyways this was a blast #hope somebody has at least discovered flower face trhu me bc its one of my fav artists #mitos incredible life #mine art tag #also im sorry the like long scenes 3 and 4 arent on beat :/ i love that song but it has so long instrumental stuff and idk what to do there #ALSO!! i had it all planned out like at least half in my docs (like always) #and then in the middle i was like 'omg what if I only show jackie-after-the-argument and shauna-after-jackies-dead' #(excluding the argument and the flashbacks (they used to hear us thru the floor)) #which was. restricting. very much #also meaning was changed (originally wanted jackie to have the line 'idc if ure not made for me' but the only scene i could think of was th #ure hungry for and that was the next scene already so.) #anyways this was originally gonna be lottienat before i started with The Shark In Your Water #bc I thiught it fit them SO well. (still do) but now I like have to get away from the jackieshauna thought and then ill do the lottienat #probably #omg also I want everyone (who has read this far. whoever would do that) to know i was running on like 25 screen #recordings and 3 jackieshauna scene packs form yt #that's why. I dknt have that many clips alright im not using like 10 scenes over n over on purpose #gotta go but im gonna make a wrap post thingy once im back slay #no actually I get like average 7 notes (<- that's a lie Idk bc I didnt count) but im proud of myself this is amazing #ive wanted to do smth similiar alr #but it was some album by alec benjamin and a different thing for every song (like a poem‚ a painting or a play) #but I lost motivation this is the first thing that i actually pulled though all the way I think #jackieshauna: The Shark In Your Water

[featherymainffins]

Peace and love on planet Earth but if I see one more post NOT about recovery and, in fact, encouraging eating disorders in the ed recovery tag, I might just turn into a chimpanzee and tear everyone's faces off.

#ed recovery #are you people for real? #ONE. I'm asking for ONE tag. #how tone-deaf and cruel do you have to be to post your active ed behaviour absolutely without any trigger warnings #or forewords #you know what i foolishly expect in the es recovery tag? ed recovery. yes i know very presumptuous of me. #i expect people who are trying to recover or are in recovery sharing their experiences and maybe some body positivity #talking about how hard recovery can be; for example. etc etc. #you know what happens in the tag? of course you do. ana meal diaries. posts about nothing but how much you body check #talking about how much you hate yourself because you're trying to lose 10kg and yesterday you had a salad and now you're asking #for tips how to get better at restricting and continuing your ed. #everyone who does that is a ghoul. and I'm done being nice and ignoring that shit. #like. some fucking room check maybe? I'm sitting in my flat shaking from cold which is caused only partly by the room temperature #and I'm doing my best to avoid everyone i know because i can't stand the thought of them seeing my form and when someone #i know accidentally meets me on the street or somewhere i feel like shit because I'm disgusting and if it were up to me #i wouldn't even leave this flat at all. so you know. naturally. i try to get myself at least some form #of support. i try to look for positivity for people like me; who are trying to recover. i want an outside source to affirm that I am not #repulsive. that I'm not insane when i think that all bodies are cool and fascinating and that there's no way or shape anyone is #expecting me to be in order to earn their love or at least their lust. and what do i get instead? you ghouls #wonderful. lovely. think about all the people like me next time you decide to post that shit in the recovery tag. thanks.