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leotssukinaga · 4 years

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yo can i rq kageyama, hinata and oikawa introducing a male s/o to the club/ publicly showing they're dating for the first time?? 💖

!!! hell yeah! I didn't know if you wanted scenarios or hcs so I did hcs I hope that's okay!!

Kageyama:

he was probably a little shy abt introducing you, not because you're a guy but because he knows what they're like lmao

he's not shouting his sexuality from the rooftops or walking around with rainbow pins on his badge but everyone in the club knows and it's in his twitter bio and he feels like that's enough

you've been asking to meet then for a while. you know hinata because you're in the same class but you've never met the rest of them, and hinata doesn't know you're dating tobio

so one day he's walking you home from school (you have a club which gets off around the same time as practice usually ends) and he asks you if you'll come to practice tomorrow morning

the excitement on your face melts him and he gets excited too

he's a few minutes late to practice the next day, wanting to make sure they'll all be there when the two of you walk in

he doesn't really know what to say by way of introduction so he just walks in holding your hand and hopes that's enough

hinata spots you immediately and shouts your name, running over to you

it takes a second for the fact that you're holding Kageyamas hand to sink in but when he does he's absolutely thrilled

the others follow him over

tanaka and noya lament the fact that he got an s/o before they did

daichi asks "is this why you've been calmer recently?" causing both of you to blush but tobio nods and you melt a little

"i can't believe someone tamed the king" tsukki no

"wait does that mean they're both kings" YAMAGUCHI NO

everyone's waiting for kags to explode but he just let's out a fake laugh and squeezes your hand a little tighter

holy shit someone really did tame the king

you love knowing that you calmed him down

for publicly showing you're dating he probably just like. tweets a photo of you kissing his cheek

doesn't wanna make a big deal abt it yk

most of the people he knows are in the vbc anyway so

Hinata:

things go pretty similarly just... louder

he runs in and shouts "GUYS MEET MY BOYFRIEND Y/N" and you're just like,,, babe calm dOwn omg

but you love him! in all his energetic over the top glory

he's literally never been quiet about his sexuality. imagine hinata being quiet about ANYTHING

makes "bc I'm gay" and "this is homophobia" jokes 98 times a day

"hinata why can't you hit the ball straight today" "bold of you to assume I can do anything straight" "hinata I am talking about volleyball not the fact that you're gay"

he's also never shut up about you from the moment you started dating

he asked you out after class and then immediately told everyone he knows when you said yes

probably has your name and the day you started dating in his bio

they all knew what you looked like since he tweets selfies with you every single day

and they already love you because you make him happy(er)

you sit on the bench with ukai, yachi and kiyoko

he shows off a lot

which pisses kageyama off

he literally asks you to leave and daichi has to defend your presence

"he's not affecting Hinata's playing, you can't kick him out"

"he's showing off"

"when is he not"

"ugh fine"

he grows to accept it tho

because daichis right, hinata is always showing off

(he just does it more for you)

Oikawa:

i dont think he's out at all tbh

doesn't wanna be hated or fetishised by his fans so he just like. didn't tell anyone

(except iwa)

but you've been w him for 3 months and he knows he loves you and he's ready

you're shocked and you tell him this

you ask him like 20 times if he's sure

you're happy though, you're lowkey so tired of the schools gossip twitter calling you "oikawas gay friend"

he doesn't take you to practice for a small meeting with the club he straight up just kisses you after they win a game

he doesn't even wait for you to come talk to him. he goes up to the bleachers the moment they finish, grabs you and kisses you.

everyone goes quiet, the other matches going on pause and everything

he couldn't care less. he has you

most people are supportive, the tea account calls you his boyfriend (and actually says your name!) and you now have an official invitation to all games and practices

the best part though? you finally get to hold his hand.

both of you are thrilled

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crystal-waterfalls · 7 years

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okay so story time

okay so i don’t remember what i mentioned last time about my boy situation but everything is SOOOOO much better and i’m so glad i want to shout it from the rooftops how much better i feel.

so a couple weeks ago, i was over at his (let’s call him Marvin) place cause he said he was having an anxiety attack so of course i went to help. after talking to him for a little bit, he seemed better and we were just hanging out. Then, all of a sudden, there’s a knock on the door and it’s his friend from LA surprising him for his birthday. We’ll call him Alex. So Marvin was shouting “OMG OMGOMG HI” and excitedly hugging him and shit like alright whatever cool. Honestly, I was a little jealous bc I had feelings for Marvin, but i knew it was unrequited so I couldn’t logically be mad so I tried to push it out of my head. We all were talking then his roommate (she’ll go by Patricia) got home from work. We talked in a group for a while and then Alex asked Marvin to shower in his bathroom and he obliged. After Alex got out of the shower, he went to Marvin’s bedroom and chilled in there. Shortly after, Marvin followed and locked the door behind him. I stayed another 15 min or so until I got so upset I decided to leave. I felt hurt, forgotten about, like I wasn’t important anymore. Kinda dramatic, whatever. I left without saying goodbye to anyone and picked up a friend to go to a gay frat party in a nearby city.

THIS WAS THE GREATEST PARTY I’VE BEEN TO IN SO LONG. Granted, it was more of a kickback bc it was like 10-12 people and we just played drinking games and talked and listened to music, but I was surrounded by gays and it just made me feel so whole and like I felt so comfortable and at home it was so nice. I ended up taking that friend back to my place cause he got too drunk and didn’t wanna go back home and face his mom lol. Side note: said friend is super cute and I’d totally fuck him/be fwb if given the chance, but I know that’s not possible so it’s okay. He’s kinda talking to this other dude and we’re friends and it’s all good. During the party, however, Marvin kept texting me where i was and shit and I was drunk so I was thinking “shut up, stop pretending you care and leave me alone”.

Fast forward to last Friday night: Marvin was having his birthday party and I was invited. I was the first one to arrive and just chilled until everyone else showed up. The first person to show up was, you guessed it, Alex. Again, I got jealous when there was no need to bc Marvin and I aren’t anything but friends. Alex, again, asked Marvin to shower and changed into some of Marvin’s clothes which i was like :) wtf (: ... So, more people show up and idk any of them so I’m just chillin, drinking, on my phone staying quiet. Then Patricia shows up from work, so she starts drinking with me and by this time I’ve already made myself a few drinks so I’m feeling pretty good. I don’t remember why, but her and I end up taking Marvin’s dog on a walk and I tell her how I feel about Marvin. Idk why, but I just had to say something and she claimed to have been oblivious and I thought I was hella obvious about it so it caught me off guard. No matter. I don’t remember much after, but my memory brings me to Marvin going outside to get something from his car and I follow. I decide to tell him how I feel and bare my soul (idk exactly what I said), but I faintly remember his response being something like “I’m proud of you for being so brave and open with yourself to be able to say this”. To which, now, I would’ve been upset had I been in my right mind. It wasn’t a proper “i don’t feel the same way” or “i do feel the same way” wtf? Fast forward again to about 4am (i blacked out and came to), I was freaking out having an anxiety attack and Patricia was sitting by the door nearly in tears and I barge into Marvin’s room to find him and Alex cuddling half naked. I was upset, no, LIVID when I saw this, but what was I gonna do about it? Like I’ve stated multiple times, he’s not my boyfriend. However, I did just admit my feelings and he does this (kind of) right in front of me. Regardless, I need to find my keys and get home. I wake him up, unintentionally waking up Alex, flashing a light in their faces and freaking out to Marvin that I need to go home and begging him to give me my keys, getting borderline angry. After a bit of arguing, he reluctantly hands me my keys and I quickly get my stuff and leave, Patricia crying for me to stay and not saying goodbye to either of them. I’m driving home, screaming my head off in the car and texting my friend (don’t follow me kids, don’t drink text and drive). I end up at her place and she opens her door and I give her the biggest hug ever and just start bawling my eyes out.

WHAT? I’M CRYING OVER A BOY? HOW FUCKING STUPID OF ME!! Believe me, i hate myself too. I told myself I’d never cry over a boy again. I think that’s so stupid; I won’t do it again. I don’t remember much of that visit bc I was still kinda buzzed, but I talked to her about everything and she comforted me and I went home late and fell asleep. I woke up to a bunch of missed calls from Marvin and a couple voicemails, but I was also hungover so it made it extra worse. I was upset with him, with myself, and didn’t want to get out of bed (luckily I didn’t need to until work that evening). Up until Wednesday evening, I basically ignored him and gave him short replies and tried to make it obvious I was upset and avoiding him.

Wednesday night, I was in the area so Patricia asked me to stop by for a little bit, so I did and we talked for a bit. Just as I was about to leave, out comes Marvin from his slumber and he just plops himself down on top of me, but I didn’t move, didn’t say anything, didn’t hug him; cold shoulder. After about 10 minutes, I finally up and left and was walking out when Patricia was like “where’s my hug?” then I quickly hugged her and left. No hug for Marvin.

Thursday night, i get a text from him and long story short, he says “you came over, but ignored me, didn’t talk to me, left 2 min after i came out of my room, and didn’t hug me...” so after like 20 min, i texted him “come over” and just fucking OPENED MY SOUL to this motherfucker. I told him how I felt during every occasion with Alex and I told him my feelings about everything and how I was hurt and felt used and blah blah. I basically threw everything on the table and he organized it and made it all clear.

I feel 10x better, i feel like everything is going to be much better with our friendship, I know it’s going to change a little bit but hopefully not too much because I still value him and appreciate him in my life. I hate to admit it, but as much as I hated him during that time, i still wanted him in my life. But now that everything is so clear and out there and there’s no lies between us, I feel so much more at ease with the friendship. AND there’s no hard feelings (on my end) about him not liking me back or whatever. It’s all okay, it’s all good, and I now have a really good friend out of it (and possible roommate?).

I’m finally happy right now and appreciating life more and I want it to stay this way for as long it possibly can 😊

If anybody has read this far, props. This was more for me to just type away and get shit out of my head, but I can’t write this much. I type much faster 😂

#life #depression #anxiety #suicidal #lonely #but #happiness #love #appreciation #friendship #long ass fucking post #rant

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