#I’m experimenting with new tags

[wavesoutbeingtossed]

Randomly thinking about “tolerate it” (narrator voice: it was not random) and how under the cloak of fiction it is ostensibly inspired by works like “Rebecca” (which Taylor said she read during the 2020 lockdowns I believe?), with the line of “you’re so much older and wiser” indicating that the speaker is significantly younger and inexperienced compared to the person she’s speaking to and a pretty direct reference to the plot of the book.

But I saw something somewhere once that stuck with me about how it might not be referring to relative age between the characters but chronological age as in the passage of time in a relationship. And that made me think about how in a contemporary context, it might not necessarily be referencing an actual age gap between the two characters, but rather a sarcastic or cynical response to the man’s claims that he has matured (“you’re so much older and wiser [than you were before/than you were when we met/etc.]”), which then made me think about that line in relation to the woman. And that it could be taken like, “you act like you’ve matured so much in our time together and like you know everything, while I’m supposedly still stuck as the girl I was when we first met.”

Which then made me think of the “right where you left me” of it all and did you ever hear about the girl who got frozen time went on for everyone else she won’t know it and the bit in Miss Americana where she talks about how celebrities get frozen at the age at which they got famous, and how she’s had to play catch up in a lot of ways not just in her emotional growth but kind of in general. (Which also made me wonder if she’s ever been called out for immaturity/lack of curiosity/lack of education about things in her life…)

Which then made me think about the rest of the song, and @taylortruther’s posts yesterday about “seven” and “Daylight” and the way Taylor idealizes her youth yet contrasts it with an almost sinister reality in its wake, and the line, “I sit by the door like I’m just a kid,” because the discussion raised that her relationship let her recapture some of the childlike joy and wonder she’d lost. So this line is a double-edged sword: the speaker sits by the door with childlike hope that the person will come home and cherish her, but on the darker side, feels like the child dealing with the monsters she doesn’t have names for yet and the feelings of isolation she felt as she aged.

I’m not saying the song is necessarily autobiographical; like most of the songs on folkmore, it’s clearly a fictionalized story based on media she’d consumed and created, but we know a lot of the fictional songs were infused with her own feelings and experiences and… This idea swirling in my head picked up steam and now I kind of can’t stop thinking about it. Sorry but I’m a little obsessed now.

Like maybe it might start to shed light on why she identified so strongly with the novel in the first place…

#the third eye has been opened #😵‍💫 #like tolerate it was always a difficult song #even when we learned it was based on Rebecca it obviously took on new meaning post-joever #and especially in light of ttpd #but the thought spiral i went on last night when i started thinking about all these connections #and the evermore of it all #I’m Charlie at the conspiracy board again #writing letters addressed to the fire #me thinking too hard about Taylor lyrics #evermore my beloved #tolerate it #i kinda gave myself the ick with all this 😵‍💫 #because of the ttpd of it all coming up #and i feel like i remember interviews where Taylor said joe was so well-read especially about like world events and politics and stuff #and supported her when she wanted to start speaking up (not getting into that) #but just based on ~vibes now I wonder if that was like a sore point too at some point #which again i have no proof of but just like… experience with pretentious millennial art bros lol #oh man oh man oh man #this feels like some sort of huge revelation at 1:00 am #when i started writing this lol #eta: when I queued this in the middle of the night i didn't see all the excellent discussion about the seven/folklore posts #so all of you who have been posting about them this morning consider yourselves tagged too!

[dovesick]

high school is tough when you’re a biblically accurate angel

#angel art #biblically accurate angel #character art #character illustration #oc art #my art #idk what to tag this as #it doesn’t rly work with my normal tags lol #this is for my new show coming to cartoon network lmaoooo #gotta get it picked up #i’ve been experimenting more with textures lately & i rly like the result #sorry the cartoon network thing is a joke i’m just a small time illustrator #my sense of humour is rly bad #just wanted to clear that up for anyone else who sees this :D

[once-in-a-blood-moon]

Solomon who’s lived for so long he can’t remember most of the things he’s done so most things feel new to him 🤝 Me who has the worst memory known to man that things I’ve already done also feel brand new

#we’ll experience ‘new’ things together wow! #i know this man is generally forgetful too so it makes me feel some better #like it’s bad #the amount of times i’ve watched game grumps play wheel of fortune and play along to it knowing i’ve solved the puzzles before but can’t #remember so whoo! look i just solved that one! #the most simple of things as well are forgotten to the whirlwind that is my mind #three things i have planned to do for the day… only remembers one #i’m very thinky but won’t remember anything #thanks depression 👍 #sorry for the rambles in the tags 😗 #obey me #obey me solomon #jo’s thoughts

[whumpy-wyrms]

WOAHHHH NEW OC STORY IDEA ALL A SUDDEN

okay so vampire guy works at a morgue and feeds from the dead bodies but it’s never Enough. it keeps him under control but he does needs fresh blood once in a while. anyway this human guy dies, was brought to the morgue, and the vampire guy drains him of all his blood (as he does to every corpse) but this human died recently and his blood was fresher and tastier than the others. vampire leaves the dead human in one of those corpse shelves for the night (vampire guy lives in the morgue somewhere) and the next morning BOOM. the human guy is awake and alive and healthy as if nothing happened. immortality moment!! woah

and the vampire guy is like SWEET!!! new infinite food source of fresh delicious human blood!! now he doesn’t have to feed from those gross corpses anymore or go hunting and risk being killed by pesky vampire hunters.

but vampire guy still has to work at the morgue. that’s his whole business. that’s his home and how he needs to make money to buy food for his new human bloodbag (guy can survive without food but his blood tastes better when he’s not starving).

and it’s strange for the vampire guy sometimes. he’s always spending time around dead humans and this is the first time he’s gotten close to an actual live human before. and even though he’s keeping him captive, he still likes making conversation sometimes. it gets lonely being an immortal vampire who’s hasn’t had a close relationship in decades, and who’s instinct it is to suck the blood out of every human he meets. and since immortal human guy is trapped there and has nothing to do, he might as well talk to him. he’s lonely too and now just found out he’s immortal. he doesn’t wanna be alone forever

but obviously he hates being fed from by a vampire and desperately wants to escape. vampire guy kills him a bunch of times just because he Can. sometimes he drains him of all his blood when he’s extra hungry, sometimes he just kills him for disobeying or trying to escape to teach him a lesson. sometimes he kills him for fun, for the thrill of the hunt. dying is PAINFUL as fuck to the human. he hates dying even though he always comes back fully healed.

sometimes the human wants more things to keep him occupied so he’s not bored all day trapped in the basement of a morgue (or maybe he’s kept locked in a corpse shelf during the day, extremely claustrophobic and dark, with no way out, trapped next to a bunch of human corpses. who knows). but the vampire doesn’t wanna waste his hard-earned cash on buying his human silly unnecessary things just because he’s bored.

so sometimes he lets the human help him work. vampire guy owns the morgue and has no other employees, and only works at night to avoid sunlight, so human wouldn’t be able to call for help anyway. human guy hates being around dead bodies but it gives him something to do and he technically gets paid for it in a way. now vampire guy gets things done twice as fast and has more money and free time too. he buys his human the stuff he wants, like books or puzzles, and they sometimes play games together.

human was a nobody. he probably died from some freak accident and was brought to the morgue by the hospital. he didn’t have a family or any loved ones that claimed his body or set up his funeral. nobody came looking for his body to bury or cremate because Nobody cared that he was gone. and that just makes things a whole lot sadder because even if he does somehow escape the vampire, where’s he gonna go? he’s legally dead. Everyone thinks he’s dead. he’s supposed to be dead. there wouldn’t be anywhere to go or anyone to go to because he obviously can’t tell people he’s immortal, that would just cause more questions, and surely being experimented on by scientists would be worse than whatever he’s going through right now, right?

so human guy has to accept his life now, as an immortal bloodbag for a vampire who works at a morgue. his life is filled with blood and death, but there’s nothing he can do about it. maybe vampire guy eventually gains sympathy for him, and starts to feel bad for his pathetic excuse of a life. maybe they eventually become friends. or maybe the human stabs a wooden stake through the vampire’s heart. who knows

anyway these guys have existed in my head for nearly an hour and they don’t even have names but i am going insane over this holy shit???? RAUHHHH i’ve gotta make picrews dude i gotta draw them. new blorbos. new brainrot. i prommy i’ll still get tllr chapter 13 out today or tomorrow but WOAHH look at these new little guys they’re so silly

#AHHHHH i love vampires and immortals and morgues #3 in 1? YES #if anyone has name recommendations feel free to tell me #i’m most definitely gonna write something about these guys #probably not a long lore driven series like tllr but Something #maybe i will also make an au where the human is taken by Anton and experimented on because Anton wants to learn more about his immortality #there’s just so many possibilities with this concept and i love it i love these silly guyssss #brand new blorbos were born today. happy birthday #wyrms says stuff #no idea what this series will be called either so idk what to tag this as yet #i need name ideas!! ahhhhh #vampires #death #murder #death mention #vampire whumper #immortal whumpee #silas oc #aspen oc

[probatiostudies]

NEW RULE: SUSPICION OF METAGAMING MAY LEAD TO A TEAM’S WIN BEING FULLY REVOKED. PHILZA, RIGHTFULLY SO, IS WARNING CHATTERS, ESPECIALLY THE ONE(S) THAT METAGAMED ABT A TRADER GREEN GOBLIN HE HAPPENED UPON WHILE MINING. SO, THIS IS NOT A GENTLE REMINDER: DON’T METAGAME. STOP BACKSEAT GAMING. THE CROWFATHER WON’T CARE FOR YOUR TOMFOOLERY.

#but just in case you’re new to the viewership experience #don’t #if you want to play the game #play it yourself instead of sending a streamer commands or suggestions #qsmp #qsmp liveblogging #qsmp philza #first tag meant to say i’m sure it’s not tumblr users lmao

[melveres]

I’m so invested in wizard101 and its denizens that it has got me researching actual irl science and engineering so i could depict magic better

#most of the text is under the tags yet again lmao whoops #I’m out here looking up electrocultural agriculture bc i wanna draw my YW revisiting Khrysalis after Morganthes defeat #helping reverse the mass deforestation and crystallisation caused by the umbra legion #mainly bc I don’t like how fast the game moved on from us saving Khrysalis to merle immediately telling us we r graduating #let there be at least some period of time in between jdjfkg #montage of my wizzy taking the time to learn theurgy under moolinda #despite being a storm wizard #and researching how to heal the land and plant new growth #to use her storm magic to stimulate the plants to grow faster and stronger #bc smth smth electrical currents promote plant development and helps them grow more fruit #and teach whatever shes learned to any other spellbinders and farmers in Khrysalis. bc what good is knowledge if it is not shared #maybe rope professor balestorm into this too with all the experiments. wait who am i kidding he would love that and immediately #(or hop. ha) to help experiment. rope the other diviners into this whole project too actually. get those participation credits kids #w101 #wizard101

[gods-favorite-autistic]

It feels so weird to realize how long I’ve been undiagnosed…like the fuck you mean I’ve been autistic my whole entire life my brain didn’t start existing until 7th grade which is when I got autism it has not been there for as long as I’ve been here

#to be fair I also find it hard to believe that I’ve been on this earth as long as I have been #but that’s just the fact that I feel like I’m constantly going through and out of body experience #and that the first 10 years of my life do not exist in my brain #just little snippets #anyways #madurday night live #autism (mads) speaks #new personal tag alert new personal tag alert #this one’s just gonna be for whenever I talk ab being autistic #which means I will be use it on 9/10 of my personal posts #I might just start using that as my talking about fandoms tag honestly #autism #autistic #actually autistic

[skittlewaffle]

I WROTE A FIC I WROTE A FIC I WROTE A FIC GO READ IT GO GO GO

https://archiveofourown.org/works/41433417

#sundrop #fnaf sun #dca #fnaf security breach #fnaf #k’s writing #I CANT BELIEVE IM BRINGING THAT TAG BACK it’s been years since I wrote seriously #my first post on my new ao3 … 🥺 #feelin inspired tonight boys #be forewarned this is written on personal experience and simping hehehe #soooo if you don’t hear ringing or buzzing in your ears constantly then it might be a little hard to relate #BUT !!!! there is a lot of Sun fluff and I’m sure anyone can enjoy that :D #k’s art #digital #comics

[eggs-can-draw]

Naegi is Just A Little Guy Tee Em and Komaeda is fun to draw

#eggs can art #danganronpa #drthh #sdr2 #naegamigiri #byakuya togami #makoto naegi #kyoko kirigiri #hajime hinata #nagito komaeda #not tagging nanami and Shuichi sowwy #one day I’m gonna draw komaeda and his hair is just gonna take up the whole canvas #I enjoy postgame komahina but specifically in a flavor where they experience the worlds slowest slow burn #FUCK #izuru kamukura #I love total drama island so much #I played dr1 and went “huh I wonder why my favorite character is Monokuma’’ #then I realized Chris McLean is one of my favorite animated characters of ever #bastards are funny to watch what can I say #my new favorite character is Naegi but Monokuma is not far behind #besides isn’t the no. 2 slot a bit more despair inducing? #yeah so au where Izuru is a more involved mastermind except it’s just total drama island #I think I might make a post ripping into mother hen/overprotective togami just because it’s been rotating in my brain a lot #I’ve been thiiiiiinking about him #I think it’s interesting and I like forcing someone to low key hate a talent that their life revolved around #whether he liked it or not #art #artists on tumblr

[foxgloveinspace]

THERES YELLING IN FHR BACKGROUND OF THREAD THE NEEDLE?? After the initial yelling glitchy part??? It’s in with the guitar???

#very much so #Dakota’s adventures with his new headphones #I’m…. im about to have a whole ass experience I think #sleep token #don’t worry I’ll be reblogging This Post and not spamming the tag #OH! the chuckle in Alkaline is gonna give me real chills I just know it

[nympippi]

Laying in bed and then all of a sudden my nose starts bleeding, I looked like horror movie ghost or something. It was awesome I should’ve gotten a picture (´༎ຶོρ༎ຶོ`)

An artist rendition of what my bathroom mirror saw at 11:20 at night. Trigger warming blood btw!

#pippi speaks #pippi art #this shit is so ass btw but I’m tired and I wanted to draw my bloody nose experience #but like the minute I felt something was wrong I jumped out of bed and skedaddled out of there #how the hell do I tag a trigger warning??? #tw blood #tw nosebleed #I had to wash out my mouth to get the blood out of my mouth is was nasty oh my god #please god don’t let anyone see this #btw do y’all wanna see my jjk oc 0.o #I’m checking to see who’s reading these. who’s reading my tag journal hmmm #my ocs name is periwin btw…I need new hobbies. #this is technically not a sona but me the nym. the pipster. the pippi if you will.

[akkivee]

from a gold shachihoko to a copper shachihoko huh 🤔

#vee queued to fill the void #i’m trying to put together a look at kuukou’s various symbols on his outerwear for a post and was mildly surprised lol #like kuukou’s colours are muted and that’s obvious from the moment you see his entire fit yeah #but it completely flew over my head that kuukou’s shachihoko changed since it’s one of the few aspects of kuukou’s attire that carried over #lol we back to kuukou analysing in the tags this is great lmao so i was thinking #i haven’t gotten around to posting it but one of kuukou’s lines for new years in arb is him stressing to stay healthy #like he even says not to overdo it!!!!!! #i always wondered what aspect of smoking & drinking kuukou doesn’t like and it seems to be pointing to the body/mind ruining aspect #(tho to be that aware of it is still hmmmmm lol 🤔) #real gold should never have to be polished and usually withstands the elements quite fine but copper!!!! #turns green under prolonged exposure to water air etc and that’s what happened to kuukou’s speakers like it’s an oxidised copper dragon lol #so we have a kuukou who has gone from bright colours and golds to a kuukou in darks and copper a less resilient metal #best case scenario it’s just symbolic of kuukou’s experiences!!!! like his speaker is of a dragon that has been exposed and weathered a lot #but is still going strong kicking ass taking names lol #worst case scenario i think is that it’s a 🚩 🚩🚩that kuukou’s being weathered down by something and not in a good way #nodders yup yup yup we back to worrying about kuukou starting off his year STRONG lmao

[controlaltdelete-my-existence]

sometimes you think tumblr fandom is bad and then you open twitter

#tumblr #Twitter #astronomically stupid takes skyrocket a surprise amount #sometimes I’m desperate for new stuff (even while working on my own fan projects) and then I open twitter and immediately wished I hadn’t #then I see something moderately funny and stay on a little longer before being struck over the head by opinions so bad I genuinely wish #I hadn’t read them #anyone who ever bravely said 90% of modern fandom is stupid as fuck you are so right keep preaching #‘being in fandom’ can genuinely be such a better experience when you stay in your lane and just ignore the stupid shit online #^tags I need to remember #unrelated

[weirdgirlbymommylonglegs]

there’s being a teenage girl in your 20s then there’s whatever the fuck the babyface by sorry mom experience is

#i absolutely hate the phrase ‘teenage girl in your 20s’ idea it’s infantilising and will only stunt yr mental + emotional development #because if you keep doing that you’ll be 30 something saying shit like ‘i’m a 21 year old in my 30s’ which just sounds worse lol #and so on #and it’s not exactly a new phenomenon either bc women (mainly) will say they’re 21 with x amount of years extra experience #it’s just. idk. the obsession with perpetual yourh looks worse on people who are already young i guess #anyway back to babyface sorry mom. the album of all time; resonates with the ‘teenage girl in your 20s’ idea #(which for me has always been about being directionless and lost in life and feeling younger because you can see all your other 20-something #friends grow up and get jobs and finish their degrees n shit. and that makes you feel younger; almost teenager like) #(whereas i see a lot of people saying ‘teenage girl in my 20s’ as a way of almost bragging about being immature?? #like not knowing how to do things or speak on certain subjects #stuff like ‘when he talks to me about the economy but i’m #literally a teenage girl in my 20s’ LIKE DO YOU NOT HEAR YOURSELF?? #and of course i’m not shaming people for not knowing shit i mean look at me. i can’t drive i have no job and i dropped out of uni #but the REFUSAL to learn is astounding. like people think they can get away with being deliberately oblivious because they have #the self-proclaimed mentality of a teenage girl. and how do you think Actual Teenage Girls feel about people assigning their demographic as #being oblivious and vapid and lacking awareness #you know. traits that have historically been assigned to teenage girls that I Can Actively Remember trying to not associate with. #and my female peers were also arguing against as teenagers. #i dunno. in the words of tame impala it feels like we only go backwards) #long tags #kaycore #(fuck it. putting this in the sorry mom tag) #sorry mom band #babyface sorry mom

[tonariofjananda]

What’s she listening to?

WIP, prolly gonna line and color this in later but I like how this looks so far c:

#Tonari of Jananda #Tonari #WIP #my art #wont tag the rest of the fandom cuz it’s technically incomplete I suppose #I’m like. enamored with how she’s turning out tho this outfit is so cute on her #it’s an outfit @squire_gob made on Twitter #I dunno if they made a tumblr but I’ll @ them or include a link to the original once I get the color down I think #I love her I love how she can’t sit normally even with a skirt on she’s just like me for real #Tonari’s never beating the Bisexual allegations and 90% of it is cuz she sits like that #I wanna see her sitting backwards on a chair next has anyone done that yet? I feel like it has but I can’t find it yet #like I saw it in last week’s chapter but I think I hallucinated it #considering just making that content myself rn #I’m just holding off for a bit on drawing her new design till my friends catch up cuz I want them to experience what I did #when she walked on screen in that outfit dude I lost my marbles #I love one (1) Babygirl so much and it’s weird cuz I don’t want her or kin her. it’s a secret third thing #it’s just secret even to me (it’s love. I love her. her character rules. probably doesn’t need to be more complicated than that) #alright nova ramble over. I’ll have this WIP done once I’m through with my first MizuHanna YuriLympics entry #byeeeee 👋

[cashweasel]

top nine shows

Thank you for the tag @regencyofhell-if !! 💗💗💗 I’m in my mainstream shows era but I also can’t remember half of the stuff I watch so here’s a bunch that I do remember loll

Tagging @night-triumphantt @lawrencebarkley @sysba @lilyoffandoms @wywrds @likesomethingblooming @lovealexhunt

#dahab is only there IRONICALLY dhskajdajdj #the show sucked ass but the experience was 10/10 lmfaoo #would definitely do again 😂💀 #makes it worth a spot I think #this is a message for bestie judie telling her we should definitely pick up a new show sometime fjskskdjsj #i miss voltron and castlevania sm #so many happy memories #the rest of them are pretty obvious loll #I’m pretty sure there’s more shows out there that I like more but just can’t remember rn 😂 #anyways here’s my list for now lol #Ty for the tagggg ❤️❤️❤️ #tag game