#I’m trying to forgive you

[bee26s]

I remember all the ways you’ve done me wrong. I just hope they don’t start outweighing the ways you’ve loved me right.

#trust #trust issues #trust is hard #you broke my trust #you broke my heart #I’m trying to forgive you #forgiveness #i forgive him #please love me #love me #pick me #choose me #in my head #i’m still not over it #i’m still not ok #i’m trying #give me love #give me more #i need more #love me more #do you love me #you hurt me #hurt #still healing #i’ll get over it #ill try #i hope it gets better

[redhotarsenic]

THE STORM IS ABOUT TO RAGE!!

(for the lovely @nowfallc)

#hi hi very very sorry for taking a million years forgive meeeeee #please accept this humble offering. pulling it out of my trench coat like it’s contraband. I’ve got the goods. #I’ll do another btw. I’m already formulating MANY evil plans. my villainy WILL continue <3 #hehehehehehe >:3 #now! excuse me while I collapse into a pile of bones! because this one killed me fr! 🙏 #also listen to the storm by machine girl NOW right NOW that’s what this is supposed to be based around so DO IT okay I COMMAND you! <3 #there’s a vibe I was trying to match! I don’t know if I accomplished it! but this picture is DONE as FUCK!! #trigun #nicholas d. wolfwood #trigun stampede #trigun fanart

[spillsways]

spillways really is THAT song for me. like the whole “fuck forgiveness let yourself be bitter and you’re allowed to feel that way AND it’s okay to be angry and even though you try to bury that shit deep inside of you and move on IT’S OKAY TO LET IT OUT and be PISSED” vibe of the song hits directly home. that shit really does just resonate so much with my trauma

#at least that’s how i interpret the song for myself #i could be wrong but idk #it hits me right in the mommy and daddy issues #bc i try so hard to be the bigger person even though they’ve hurt me and traumatized me in indescribable ways #and that anger and utter resentment will never leave my soul #but i will never ever forgive them #and i’m okay with that #bc fuck forgiving your abusers to ‘move on’ #i don’t play that game #sometimes you can’t forgive people for the things they’ve done #even your family #bayli rambles #the band ghost #ghost #spillways #papa emeritus iv #copia

[chrollosnenfish]

What if…

What if we got an additional time at the end of the u-20 arc of Shidou calling Sae, and then having an actual productive chat or something. That would honestly make my day (actually it would probably make my life). Anyways, I’m probably gonna hang onto this headcanon until the day I die.

#You can’t tell me Shidou wasn’t calling him #Sae probably gets the most random calls at ungodly hours just for Shidou to try his best at flirting with him #Sae has probably blocked him on multiple occasions #But each time he does Shidou shows up at his doorstep begging for forgiveness #Bllk #Blue lock #blue lock ships #bllk ships #shidou ryusei #itoshi sae #Sae #Shidou #RyuSae #Saedou #I’m pushing my RyuSae agenda till the day I die

[brother-emperors]

you're SO right, how is it that the best portrayal of many italian renaissance figures comes from a bad videogame from the 2010s

wheezing I’m torn between going truly this is the best portrayal of Leonardo da Vinci we may ever get, and defending AC2 even though I’m a full time Ezio Saga Hater

#I’m a Desmond Era + Origins fan in a ride or die kind of way but the Ezio games suck ass compared to 1 and 3 #however AC2 is miles above the European Era games and Odyssey butchers the use of Ezio’s theme so bad I will never forgive them #also Odyssey is legitimately bad. AC2’s biggest problem is that the story is narratively weak and holds it’s punches #I mostly hate the Ezio saga because the fandom was really fucking racist (still is!) and it could’ve been good!!! #but I have a deep seated fondness for the parts of it that were good. the game after all is still asking you to live even when it’s hard #the opening and the music are unparalleled and legendary. I just wish it kept that up throughout the story instead of #trying for a wider appeal but the story fucks up it’s own themes and bc the simplicity of it’s assassin/templar line up is baffling #there is also an AC2 that exists in my head that takes place in Venice lmao but that’s much more spy thriller #also did anyone here read the novelizations. Ezio and Machiavelli are so fucking married. 10/10 no notes #Ascanio is also mentioned in the brotherhood novelization iirc so. we stay winning!!

[m1d-45]

Let it be known that I love writing fluff, and I listen to character audios sometimes. SO! I came up with a cute idea for sagau imposter au. I heard somewhere that Xiao's adeptus form is a bird, so I wonder, what kind of bird? And that got me thinking. Xiao being a little song bird, or perhaps even a cardinal.

Now imagine: while looking for the imposter, Xiao stumbles upon them sitting beneath a tree, just feeding some birds. Said birds are absolutely loving the attention since the creator of Teyvat is giving them food and love!

Xiao watches, rather curious. The creator he knows hates birds, because they always dive and cause problems for them. But now... these little birds have completely abandoned any fear they may hold for human beings, happily landing on the hands and shoulders of this supposed imposter.

So he decides to test something.

Xiao turns into a small bird and approaches cautiously. In his smaller form, he's vulnerable to attack. But the person before him doesn't try to hurt him. Rather, they smile and call him "little friend" as they offer food to him. In his distrust, he bites them with his sharp beak.

His heart shatters when he sees divine blood spilling from the wound.

He's about to fly away, get as far away from here as he can. He found the true creator, and instead of worshipping them, he bit them! He caused them to bleed, he shouldn't even be near them-!

His mind stills when they pet his feathered head.

They murmur kind words to him, apologizing to him. They believed that they had startled him, that he bit to protect himself. They forgave him, they felt no hatred towards him, no anger or disappointment. Instead, they offered some chopped almonds, hoping he'd prefer that over bird seed.

He sang for them as he perched on their shoulder.

After that, he did his best to secretly protect the creator he'd harmed. He would adopt his smaller form and sing for them when they felt sad, and he'd use his human form to guard them from a distance. Yes, it made his chest ache whenever they looked at him with fear when they saw his more human form, but the yaksha only shook it off. It only made sense that you'd be scared. He was a frightening person, one that had tried to harm you before. He refused to try and change your feelings towards him. He didn't have the right.

He would be content to sing for you as a harmless bird.

-sibling anon (sorry if this is out of character for him I just like the idea)

oh….. he’s so soft…..

xiao hovering near the edge of the crowd, at first, drawing your attention since he doesn’t seem to be eating any of the seed you’d passed out.

when he finally hops within arms reach, you reach to nudge some of the food next to him closer, only to quickly whip your hand back. the birds around (on) you all flutter at the sudden movement, but you inspect your finger, the blue blood of teyvat welling up. your instinct is to stick it in your mouth, but that doesn’t seem safe considering a bird bit it, so you dab at it with a napkin.

the bird cries and flaps his wings, distraught, and your heart hurts. poor guy, you probably scared him, moving so quickly.

you pull out some chopped almonds from your pocket. the plan was to have them as a snack, but now… you put a few in your palm and close your hand around it, reaching forward to gently run two fingers over the birds back.

the other birds in the area seemed receptive to that, and this one does too, calming down considerably.

you take your hand back, opening your palm to drop the almonds on the floor, nudging them close before backing off.

“there you go,” you murmur, as the bird dips down to inspect the food. “i won’t hurt you.”

you allow yourself a silent cheer when it eats one of the almond pieces.

you see the small bird fluttering around you often, always on the edge of your vision. it’s easy to identify, the purple patch of feathers on its forehead easily standing out, and you’re always certain to push some food over to it. almonds, not birdseed.

the bird is a dark blue-teal, the underside of its wings a softer blue. it’s like no other bird you’ve seen in liyue, something that quickly catches your attention.

you brush some dirt off you as you stand, noting the way the bird immediately looks up from its food, unlike the others, to flap up into the tree you were sitting under.

you crack a smile, carefully reaching a finger for it. you’re slower this time, cautious of its skittish nature, but it lets you approach. when you carefully pet over its head, the birds eyes close.

your smile grows, and you try not to laugh at how confused the bird seems when you pull your hand away.

“i have to go,” you explain. “the millelith… they’re getting too close again. i won’t be able to see you again, little friend.”

the bird chirps, nearly indignant, and you do laugh this time. putting a small piece of almond on the branch in front of it, you wave goodbye to the other birds, seeing the blue one hadn’t touched the almond.

you frown. hopefully it’ll be alright….

xiao watches you until you’re out of sight, and even then, he stays on the branch.

you…. he’d forgotten you were being hunted by the millelith. he’d forgotten the order to look out for you. he’d forgotten the qixing called you a criminal.

who could blame him? it was easy to forget everything at your side, when you carefully ran your fingers over his feathers, scratching at his jaw with the edge of your nail. yes, he was vulnerable as a bird, but it was easy to be vulnerable with you. it was easy to be open, to sing as best he could in this form, to allow himself close enough to see the way your eyes lit up whenever another bird landed on your outstretched finger.

xiao dropped to the ground, morphing back into his human form. predictably, the birds cawed and flew away quickly. he watched them go, his mind contrasting it with how readily they flocked to you.

you…

he turned to the branch he was on, to the small almond piece left behind. the small symbol of your care, of how you recognized that he didn’t touch the birdseed and instead offered him your own food to eat. normally he wouldn’t lower himself to eating off the ground at all, let along bird food, but almonds weren’t awful and you seemed so happy when he ate..

xiao looked back to where you’d gone, to the sandbearer trees swaying in a soft wind.

he allowed his form to fall away and spread his wings, taking flight on the same breeze that urged you along.

perhaps he’d forget his orders for a little while longer, if it meant he could spend that time with you.

perhaps he’d forget his orders for a little longer, if it meant he’d get to spend that time with you.

#m1d : [chats] #m1d : [secrets] #sibling anon #bird!xiao shenanigans #btw he’s pretty in character #you can add a dash of a ‘mysterious calm in the air’ if you wanna be certain but he’s oretty pretty good as is #also! let it be known that i too like fluff!! #< been meaning to write a piece based on hugs ppl would give for a while now #dilucs near the top of the list which is kinda funny considering the shit i’m (hopefully) gonna pot tonight #post* whoop #post-valentines day sadness #this got WAY too long #forgive the old format i wasn’t gonna try n find more photos of liyue than i already have #writing this was hell. thanks tumblr. i really appreciate you glitching out my drafts. #i’m trying to save my writer energy to wrap up dilucs piece COME ON I DONT NEED THIS #had to write this on the website version of tumblr ugh. dislike. #anyway debating adding this to the masterlist bc it’s… so nice… #the vibes….. immaculate…. #TUMBLR DELETED HALF MY FUCKING WRITING WHEN IT HIT POST WHAT THE FUCK #THIS IS WHY I WRITE ELSEWHERE THEN COPY PASTE TO THIS HELL #FUCK. IT WAS SO GOOD. WHY. #the last half of xiao’s part at the end is the bad shittier version of what i had written originally #i am bitter. but i guess i’ll have to die mad abt it. #ugh. #it cut off the last paragraph AGAIN WHY #hate. >:( #also mushroom anon send help one of my mutuals is doing a letter event in celebration of his 1k what do i do #ok it’s his 800 celebration but STILL HELP #whatever fuck it i’m done trying to get this to work #fuck it we ball

[teehee-vibes]

Thinking about anipoke Clemont and the episode in which he thought Chespin wanted to stay with the old woman after he was too harsh on it

To suffer from a misunderstanding of such intense proportions, caused by your own actions. To think you’ve pushed one of your precious friends away.

And then 40 episodes later, you learn it’s not the FIRST TIME… he’s been in such a familiar position before, a miscommunication that NEVER got resolved. When the Chespin misunderstanding occurred, he was still sitting on the guilt about Shinx and had been for YEARS.

All of the pain from losing Shinx coming back after seeing Chespin happier without him... No wonder he jumped to self-loathing and blame so quickly.

He thinks he deserves it all ):

#clemont pokemon #clemont #anipoke #pokemon xyz #pokeani #“Luxio still hasn’t forgiven me which is all that I deserve #boy you were 8 years old AT MOST when an old man pressured you to make the wrong choice #try to forgive yourself first damn #oh clemont Pokémon why must you occupy my thoughts the way you do #blorbo (upset) #I have a lot of thoughts about him and these two scenarios that I struggle to articulate… #anyway I’m normal now

[chuluoyi]

Oh crap I just realized…. does reader get postpartum depression after?

hmmmm i have 2 requests about this already and i’d like to write it but still haven’t outlined the entry bc i’m still figuring some things out regarding this topic (i’ll have to look up google first!) 🥹

but the gist of it is yes, i think she’ll get depressed a bit. i think it’s overwhelming for the reader to care for the baby by herself most of the time since gojo is away for missions often. but he notices it— so he tries to help her, like changing diapers and such but since it’s gojo and his unfailing clownery, he ends up making the baby cry instead at one point🥹

#forgive him he’s trying #but he’s really trying to make you feel better too🥹 #i’m saving this for a future entry🥹 #—chu’s mailbox 📬 #𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠 #—headcanons☁️

[thatoneguy56fanfic]

So I had an interesting theory that I wanted to share.

What if going into the Spirit World is what made Kuvira snap back to reality? So, bear with me, but I think it’s pretty clear that Kuvira’s mental state was starting to slip towards the end of B4. Especially after she fired on the warehouse where Baatar Jr and Team Avatar were. Though I personally think her decline started even earlier. Think about it, one by one, the people she trusted most turned on her: Varrick, Bolin, Zhu Li. These were people who had been by her side for three years, as they stabilized the Earth Kingdom and even helping her plan out the birth of the Earth Empire.

But then once they announce their shared dream, suddenly she starts loosing their support. You can’t tell me that that didn’t affect her in some way mentally and emotionally. Anyway, I’m sorry for rambling, I’ll get back to my point now.

What if being physically transported into the Spirit World, surrounded by all that spiritual energy, is what made Kuvira come to her senses? What if it “restored her inner balance” so to speak? Because once she was there, she seemed to understand what she was doing was wrong, and eventually surrenders herself to Korra. Of course realizing what she did was wrong and actually accepting it is very challenging, which is why we see her pleading not guilty in Ruins of the Empire.

I personally think it’s possible, we’ve certainly seen spiritually energy do stranger things before. But I’m curious to hear what you all think too.

#legend of korra #kuvira #random thoughts with jay #and before anyone even tries to mention it #no I’m not trying to excuse her actions #I’m merely sharing what I think is an interesting theory #you can like a character without approving of their actions #forgive the rambling I was half asleep writing this lol

[snickerzanddoodlez]

Hey, this is a really random post. But could some of you draw this character for me?

He belongs to someone who means the world to me. And I want them to feel as appreciated as they are.

It can be anything- sketches (digital or otherwise), colored, not colored….just any art of this character.

Thank you ❤️

#art #request #if youre reading this #I love you #you mean a lot to me. #and I’m sorry I’m not always the friend you deserve #but thank you for forgiving me anyways ❤️ #and even though I’m not the friend you deserve #I’ll keep trying to be that friend every day

[llumimoon]

The Talk (page 4)

Doodler AU post || start || previous || next ||

Sparrow’s turn to go “he just like me fr” with the Doodler. All the Oaks r Doodler kinnies 😤

This comic takes place shortly after the Doodler’s homunculus body was made. Lark and Sparrow try to figure out how they feel about the situation.

Dialogue under the cut!

Sparrow: Lark, what did they say?

Lark: …

Lark: It wants to try having a normal human childhood.

Sparrow: oh.

Lark: It’s not going to work. The world doesn’t work that way.

Sparrow: …Well why not?

#dndads #dungons and daddies #dungeons and daddies season 2 #dndads s2 #sparrow oak #lark oak #the doodler #doodle dot au #cal draws #thetalkcomic #I’m putting this out there before the new episode drops 😭 #i hope my characterization works lmao idk if I’ve been getting across what I want with lark and sparrow #my thought process is that lark seems to be very focused on like… self punishing #well both the twins are in s2 I think but the way Lark goes about it is very physical while Sparrow is mental #Lark dedicates practically his whole life to killing the doodler as both a form of mercy and attonent #he sees a lot of himself in the Doodler and for Lark there’s no escaping that self hatred from you past actions #and so he doesn’t think it’s possible to start fresh and anew because he can’t comprehend forgiving yourself #or like forgiveness in general I think #But the Doodler is changed here. they’re not the same being Lark saw into the mind of all those years ago #and Lark is like. now being confronted with the idea that someone who’s like him can try to forgive themselves and seek happiness anyways #while Sparrow doesn’t have the same insight into what the Doodler is or what it’s like as Lark and Normal do #so he has these conflicting stories from two very important people in his life and he’s just not sure what to make of it #but dad brain is dad brain and right now Dot looks A LOT like Hero and Normal when they were younger #so logically he knows he should be wary but like it’s hard to stay fearful mad and upset at someone who looks like ur 8 ur old kid #so he’s been playing mediator while he tries to figure the situation out #but the additional info that Dot also has a want for normalcy like he does tips the scales a little bit I think #if that makes any sense lol

[batwynn]

I’m happy to share that Sticker Club AND Honorary Sticker Club on Patreon will include special Pride-themed button pins this coming month! These are a few of the designs that will be available to vote on soon! (plus a bird watching one just for fun!🪶♥️) A reminded: Pride month means stickers and cards for every tier level! You can join now for $1 and get vote for what ships/fandoms you’d like to see an art card of for June. (Some non-pride themed options are available.)

*Sticker Club is a $15+ a month tier, that includes two stickers and a card every month, sometimes with special bonuses on celebratory months like Pride Month 👀. Honorary Sticker Club is a $10 a month tier that includes one sticker and a card every month (also with bonuses on random months!)

Link to Patreon in my pinned post!

#pride #queer artist #mothman #pin buttons #Sterek #fandom merch #sorry for the Patreon pushing #I’m struggling a little bit after SNAP cut off the extra $100 ; u ; #and I’m just barely covering my stupid car payments #so I’ll be a tiny bit annoying with pushing for Patreon stuff for a bit but I’ll also be buckling down on new art for there #I do still accept commissions they just take a lot of time away from comics and stuff so I like to try to get more patreons so I can create #for a group #if that makes sense? #anyway #I’m sorry please forgive me and my many exclamation points #tag to blacklist for these kinds of posts: #Patreon #batwynn Patreon #thank you!

[theloveinc]

Was thinking about it a bit more and I realized… if it were to happen, I don’t think you and Kirishima actually get divorced, I think you’d just… “separate” for a while.

Probably at his insistence, too. Not that anything is wrong, really… but having a kid as a hero is super difficult, and I think Kiri probably gets caught up in the loop of not feeling like you guys are lovers anymore, just parents, and every other hero without a partner is doing so much better than him. On the charts, emotionally, etc... so he suggests taking a break in thinking that not being worried about you would make it easier to prioritize what he really thinks matters (your son and his career)…

Not realizing that things’ll go even more to shit after he sees you without your ring on when you drop off son for his first-ever custody weekend.

#kirishima #he’s like ‘let’s just take a break and see if we’re better off’ #and then the first night alone at his dumb*ss bachelor pad he’s crying all night #and when son gets dropped off and acts out the whole weekend and is so mad at kiri #kiri can barely wave goodbye to you from the balcony and #literally bakugo has to peel him off the floor that Monday #after #lmaoooooo and then kiri instantly realizes he made up all his problems in his mind #he’s the most miserable he’s ever been EVER and actually feeling like parents and not lovers was a problem HE caused #and isn’t even bad it’s just something that ppl w kids go thru sometimes #but there u are. living apart because he wanted to be an *ss #and he had to spend the next year trying to win u back #but it works lmaooo #and your son never really forgives him but it’s cool it just makes him super funny #and bakugo is mad too actually LOL like 🤦🏼‍♂️the entire time #anyway bye #I’m watching mha season 5 and it’s good!!! I forgot it was good!!! #gen #kids tw #caitie post #divorced kiri

[jemmo]

i love that the whole of that final ep is just all these characters setting themselves on the path of healing, that none of them are magically fixed, but instead are all committing to creating a world where not only they can heal, but where they can stop others from hurting. because it was never about a single person’s journey, it was about how a system managed to hurt and repress and ignore everyone in it, and how it’s only them wanting and fighting for better, for themselves and for the people they care about, that has the ability to destroy that system, and set in place a community that includes everyone. it’s only after the sun and moon have crossed each others passed, once the world has been shrouded in black, that clear blue skies can be seen again.

the eclipse, i love you.

#the eclipse #man this show #I just can’t help but applaud the message it managed to convey #and how everyone committed so much to a show that above all else wanted to promote love and acceptance and infividuality #and allowing yourself the space to not only mess up #but the space to forgive yourself too #the space to let yourself be flawed and hold yourself accountable and take every experience as a reason to grow #to learn the lessons life gives you #and move past them #don’t live in fear don’t live in resentment don’t live in pain #wake up tomorrow and try to find a world that is brighter #where the sun and the moon both exist and both let the other shine #bc they can only shine thanks to each other #wow I’m so emo this showwwwww

[mister-lucky-bunny]

Started listening to Pink Floyd - Animals, which happened to be my mom’s favorite album

I sobbed and cried VERY loudly while holding her ashes like an insane person

Guys am I crazy?

#dylan speaks words #iunno #pink floyd #animals #pink floyd animals #I miss my mom guys #I miss her so much #she had the best opinions on music #I’m sorry I was a callous teenager mom #I’m sorry I gave up when you had cancer #I’m sorry I wasn’t trying my best #I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m so fucking sorry #please please forgive me #I don’t care if you think I’m a faggot or queer or worthless #I’d give anything to cry in your arms again mom #vent #vent post #music #rock music

[a-stars-art-blog]

What if Young!Joseph was a merman?

Hmm. Yeah what if.

Bonus Caesar :]

#jjba #jojos bizarre adventure #joseph joestar #caesar zeppeli #my art #battle tendency #bonus point if you know the exact reference I used for Joseph’s pose #also his proportions are totally off #forgive me #I did draw this kinda late #also I had no idea what to do for Caesar #for some reason all I could think of was seahorse #art is gonna coming out pretty slowly #I’m slowly focusing more time and effort into my webtoon #so just fyi #I’ll still try to get to the asks y’all sent #jjba mermaid au