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#I'm gonna say 'dont ask' but i know none of you know how to read and are gonna end up asking anyways /lh
separatedleoau · 1 year
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Oh OH! Imagine this: what if Donnie accidentally turned One into a toddler. Would Draxum go pick him up or would Mikey make the most out of it? OR! Toddler One would turn to be a living nightmare to his brothers? (I just want some more of baby Leo 😭) love your AU btw 💙
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*looks at my notes nervously*
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paper-mario-wiki · 1 month
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I'm sending you an ask even though I'm not sure I should. I envy you, I think. You seem so happy and confident after transition and I really like to see it, but it also stirs a kind of grief in me that I don't really know how to handle. I'm six foot six and as wide across the shoulders as some people are tall and I have absolutely no hope of looking like anything other than a masculine linebacker. I'm trying to learn how to like it, going for a bear look, but some part of me sees a happiness in you that I don't think I can ever really have. none of this is your fault and though i know it's weird I hope you can still read this as a compliment because I do like seeing that even if it's not something I can do, sometimes people can end up happy with their gender. I think you're a beautiful person and I like seeing your online presence.
sorry for the big ramble wall I'm just going through it tonight. I guess I just wanted to say thanks for being visible.
i am 6 foot 1, and throughout my life people told me i'd make a good football player.
here are the lifestyle things i did (that dont really have anything to do with gender and were just healthy changes and experiments) that let me stumble into getting over this feeling easier:
eliminate soda entirely. no more soda at all. not with fast food, not out of a can from the fridge, none. drink water. its sooooooo fucking yummy.
walk around plenty every day. in circles if you have to. put on headphones, or a speaker if you're inside. listen to music or some books or talk to your dog or your plants or yourself or record a podcast or something, but just make sure you're walking around. the form this comes in for me is walking around outside with my dog for 40 minutes, 3 to 5 times a day depending on how shes feeling.
put on some eyeliner. you dont have to shave or put on a full face of makeup or nothin. just go to the supermarket's generic makeup aisle and get any old 8-dollar eyeliner. nobody's gonna see, you're just trying somethin out in the privacy of your bathroom.
learn to make your hair look nice. it's an often neglected but very important part of your overall silhouette.
pay attention to how you're dressing. are you putting on clothing that you actively enjoy wearing, or do you throw on comfortable pants and baggy tshirt with a design you like? an easy start for this is jackets. theres SO many dope vintage jackets on ebay and in thrift stores, that's how i started experimenting with making something i'd consider a "wardrobe" and not just "clothes".
give this some time and see how you feel. pay attention to how your body feels. if you feel lighter, or like walking around becomes less of a burden, try shaving your beard, and then try on the eyeliner again.
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even a bear can become dainty, if they actively seek it out.
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awfulwriter123 · 6 months
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Second Mom. (Rhea Ripley x Reader One-shot)
Hey guys!! So ima be honest, im kinda running out of ideas, and then the ideas i do have, idk how i wanna write them, if that makes any sense. so after this ima take a couple of days to myself and think how i wanna write some of those and then ill open up requests as well so keep your eyes on that, anyways. Happy reading!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Warning's: None, Just fluff, d/n means daughter's name
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When you first introduced rhea to your 3 year old daughter d/n, you were nervous. Feels ridiculous now that you look back on it almost a year later.
Rhea finally got a day off after the busy schedule that she has been working the past couple of weeks, so you two along with your daughter decided to go to the carnival that came into town, as d/n has been wanting to go.
"You know, thank you for doing this, you really didn't have to." You said as you looked towards rhea as two were holding hands as d/n was trying to win a prize from a game.
Rhea turned towards you and shrugged. "Eh, it doesn't bug me babe, although I will say I'm excited to go home and plop into bed." She said while chuckling as you giggled lightly.
"Yea, me too. She is going to be exhausted by the time we get home." You said talking about d/n as she came running towards you holding the prize she won. "Any other games you wanna try d/n?" You asked as she went to rhea to hold her other hand while holding her prize.
"Can we try that one?" She said while point towards the game where you throw the ball towards the stack of bottles. "Yeah we can." Rhea said as d/n practically dragged her away towards it making her let go of your hand while you chuckled.
Rhea paid the guy behind the counter as he gave her 3 balls to throw and try and knock the bottles down. D/n missed both times before looking up towards rhea with the last ball. "Can you try mama?"
Rhea looked down at d/n shocked as it is the first time she called her mama, whilst you stood next to her smiling like crazy. "Sure koala, let me try." She took the ball and knocked down all the bottle's and d/n got a giant stuffed animal and quickly hugged rhea's leg. "Thanks mama."
"Hey, what about me? Where's my hug?" You said with mock offense tone to your voice. D/n quickly ran and hugged your legs as well which you picked her up and held her in your arms after. Rhea walked and wrapped her arm around your shoulder, quickly kissing your temple and then the top of d/n's head as you three walked off to see if there were any other games to play and prizes to win.
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Okay, i feel like this was bad but oh well, i had this idea for a couple of days so i wanted to get it out. I'm gonna take a couple of days to myself for a bit and see what else i can come up with, so dont expect anything ffrom me for a bit. Quick thank you again all of you for the support, y'all are insane. Have a good day, night, or afternoon wherever you guys are, Love y'all ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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twisted-turtels · 3 months
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Crossed Paths (Pt.1)
Farleigh Start x black!fem!oc
Author’s note: this is so random of me. Welcome to my new fixation, Farleigh Start from Saltburn. I wonder how long this story will last lol.
969 words is crazy i dont even write this much for my classes lol. it takes me days to get to 1000 words.
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4
Crossed Paths
“Mama, there is no need to worry about me. You don’t trust me?” Jordan says. “It’s not that I don’t trust you. I don't trust the rest of the world. You're my baby, and you’re leaving me. Going all the way across the world!” Monica, Jordan’s mom, exclaims.
“Ma, you know this is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. I have never left this country, and I get the chance to study at one of the oldest and most prestigious universities for free! There’s nothing to worry about,” Jordan explains, “Listen, I’m about to pull up to my apartment, or shall I say ‘flat’ as the Englishmen describe it. I’ll talk to you later. Goodnighhhht.”
“Goodnight, baby, I love you. Don’t go crazy over there now!” Monica hangs up.
Jordan gets out of her taxi and takes in her surroundings. University of Oxford, I can’t believe I made it. Jordan clumsily gathers her luggage from the taxi (It’s a lot of stuff) and walks towards the entrance to her accommodation. As she struggles to make sure none of her luggage falls, she accidentally bumps into a tall figure. 
“Fuck.”
“Oh shit, I am so sorry!” Jordan looks up and exclaims. She sees a tall, pretty, light-skinned man staring down at his now-stained shirt. He’s black, she thinks. “Yes, and so is my shirt,” the man says sarcastically. “Oh, I did not realize I said that out loud. I’m sorry again. I’m kind of struggling, and I guess I wasn't paying-” she tries to explain, “You’re American?” the man interrupts. “Um, yeah, I just got in today, if you can’t tell. I’m here for an exchange program,” she continued. “Not many of us here. Listen, don’t worry about the shirt. I hope to see you around, but I gotta be somewhere soon,” the man quickly says and walks off. 
“For sure,” Jordan trails off, saying before she looks at her bags, I guess I will take this up myself. “Ugh!” she groans.
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Jordan sits in her flat and looks at the now unpacked space. I did a great job. I think I'm gonna put a Texas flag on my wall, too. She slumps down on the couch and looks at the flyer on her coffee table. ‘Undergraduate Social! 5 PM,’ it reads. “I guess I can attempt to socialize,” Jordan looks down at her watch, “One hour to get ready, but I don’t have to be there at exactly 5 pm though,” Jordan thinks aloud. I wonder if I’ll see the man from earlier? 
After freshening up, Jordan gathered her keys and wallet and went to the social. She entered the student union and noticed it bustling with students and professors. While looking around, she subconsciously looks for the man she met earlier.  Not many black students, she notes. She takes the time to go up to different organization tables and gather information. As she moves from table to table, she feels a delicate hand tap her shoulder. Jordan turns around and notices a blonde girl standing in front of her. 
“Hello!” the blonde girl exclaims.
“Hello?” Jordan questions.
“Sorry for the abruptness, but I just wanted to introduce myself. You seemed lost. My name is Venetia, and I wanted to ask, are you American?”
“Uh yeah, I am. I’m from Texas, actually.” Jordan explains.
“That’s really cool. There aren't many Americans here. I do know another one, though, who just happens to be my cousin. Would you like to meet him?”
I do need friends, so it wouldn't hurt.
“I don’t mind that at all. Lead the way. Also, my name is Jordan, by the way.”
“What a lovely name. Follow me!” Venetia instructs. 
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“Boys, I would like you to meet Jordan! She’s American just like you, Farleigh!” Venetia exclaims
Jordan stares at the tall man. “Oh, we’ve met Vee. She’s the one who spilled tea on my shirt.” Farleigh explains with a stoic look on his face.
Jordan stares at her feet sheepishly, “Yeah, really sorry about that.”
Farleigh stared the girl down until he smirked, “I’m just playing; it wasn’t a big deal. It's nice to put a pretty name to a pretty face, though.”
He just called me pretty.
“Ignore Farleigh, he’s a little jokester. Aren’t you cousin?” Venetia teasingly asks as Farleigh rolls his eyes. “Anyway, this is my brother, Felix,” Venetia gestures to another tall, handsome man. Are all British men above 6 feet and handsome?
“Hello. Sorry for my sister practically dragging you over here,” Felix jokes.
“I did not drag her over here!” Venetia exclaims
“Haha, it’s okay. I need to put myself out there more honestly, don’t want to be alone during my time here.” Jordan reassures.
“How about I get your phone number?” Farleigh blurts out, he then corrects himself, “ How about we all get your number so we can continue hanging out more? Obviously, I don’t want to be the only American in the group.”
“I thought you would never ask,” Jordan pulls out her phone to notice it’s dead, “Oops, phone is dead. Let me just write it down.” There is no paper. “Can I see your hand?” Jordan asks Farleigh while taking out a pen. Jordan softly holds Farleigh’s hand and writes down her number, “You can pass this on to the rest of them,” Jordan smiles at Farleigh. 
“It was really nice meeting y'all, but I have to get ready for the first day, so I’ll see y'all later,” Jordan waves and walks off.
Oh my god, when did I get so bold?
The group looks at each other in astonishment as Jordan walks away. “Ooh, Farleigh, she gave you her number,” Venetia teases. “She gave it to all of us,” Farleigh defends himself. 
“She says y’all,” Felix points out. “That’s so Texas of her.” He jokes. 
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scarthefangirl · 10 months
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Giving to the poor
Hobie brown x G/N!reader
Request: hobie with a ballerina reader who is also a HUGE bookworm-dont ask me where the idea came from because idk either lol- I kinda just wanted to see how that would maybe look?
Warnings: none? Mentions of theft
Story type: Headcannons
A/N: Not my best but please read my other fics!!
Masterlist | REQUESTS OPEN
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You and Hobie don't have a ton in common
You are graceful, very sweet, and a little more awkward
Hobie is a little more- bold and rough
But you two couldn't be a better pair
He loves your smooth and sophisticated fighting style, thanks to your ballet
He thinks its hot how you almost make fighting into a dance, and can whoop anyone in heartbeat
You encourage him constantly to take up ballet, insisting that it'll do him good
"Football players do it! It helps balance and control, and you'd look fine in a leotard." You always plead
"I don't need help, I'm doin' just fine love. But I certainly would look good," He always says
In secret he'd probably watch ballet tutorials to see if its for him, to make you happy
He is FLOORED when he finds out how often you have to replace ballet slippers
"Every 6 months? That has to be so expensive!"
Just wait till he hears that you also have pointe shoes that get replaced every few months...
He will start to time out when you buy shoes and buy them for you
He listens to you rant about your terrible dance teacher and fellow ballerinas for as long as you want, nodding in agreement about how horrible they are
He'll do yoga with you (although he's not very bendy) to keep you flexible and let you laugh at how bad he is
As for your reading addiction, Hobie finds it adorable
The way you gasp and yell at your books as you read, your facial expressions that convey the emotion of the chapters, your particularity for how books should be handled, everything
He isn't the biggest reader but if you hype up a book he'll definitely check it out
You guys bond over ones you both like
"I like hunger games. We need more katniss's in the world to stick it to the man!" He says after finishing the series
Dystopian books make him mad and go on lectures about how the real government is just as bad and deteriorating and loves the wah you'll go off with him and agree and listen
Sometimes he loses you around headquarters and looks EVERYWHERE for you
Loses trust in everyone
"Have you seen them? Come on, think would ya? Yes you have, I know you have!"
Only to find you in an empty room either reading or practicing your ballet
Either way, he leans on the door frame and admire you until you notice him
"If you're gonna sneak away darlin' you could at least tell me, I worry." He scolds but smiles and sits next to you.
Hobie LOVES making people uncomfortable
He'll admire you fighting and just yell out how hot you are or how turned on he is, not caring who hears
He'll make out with you in front of anyone, anytime.
On a different note, when you obsessively buy books he wants to stop you but he can't because you look so cute with the way your face lights up at each cover
"I've been wanting this one!" Or, "I have this one but this is a different cover!"
He isn't all for traditional gender roles but he will pay for your stuff, just because he loves you. He lets you pay for him sometimes if you offer
He sometimes sneaks a book out, stealing it just because he hates the way you insist on following rules
"Here, I took this one for ya," he says
"Hobart Brown!" You scold but can't help being happy for the book
"What? I'm stealing from the rich," he gestures to the book store. "And giving to the poor," he ends, gesturing at you.
He gives to 'the poor' a lot
If you ever talk about a book to him that you want, it randomly appears on you bookshelf
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Sorry for the abrupt ending lmao
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maggot newt pulsifer: the draw battle recap
The maggots asked and the maggots shall receive. Helloo it's the Good Omens Mascot and the uh Maggot Prince (...) anyway it's Asmi and as many of you now know, we have a Discord server. It is called The Official Maggots Server of Doom.
So far, it has lived up to its name, with discussions of whether human flesh is healthy food if locally sourced and consensual, tears about good omens, gartic phone horrors and the infamous Draw Battle Team of Valerie and Coel. If you don't have Discord or weren't there, never fear! That last Incident is the one I am here to recount to you. We all know I love summaries.
DRAMATIS PERSONAE:
Coel @dieamarjla: The Newt Puslifer Maggot, whose phone hanged, nearly burned up, closed several tabs and then gave up on him entirely Valerie @good-usernames-were-taken: His unfortunate teammate I, Asmi @weirdly-specific-but-ok: Their gleeful opponent Vanny @lxvenderjewel: My equally gleeful teammate Vel @orpiknight: Sane person cameo, joined next game Jay @voids-ideas: Joined next game Tefi @patoslover: Gleeful spectator cameo
And so we begin... with the snippets from the Discord channel as the game went on. A lot has been edited out, but rest assured, you are receiving the delicious necessities.
Valerie: GUYS IT'S STARTING Coel: its so over Valerie: COSL PLEASE DRAW Valerie: COEL Valerie: HELLO IM ON YOUR TEAM Coel: oh dear god Coel: im on phone lmao my fingers Valerie: COEL GET BACK HERE Valerie: GUESS Valerie: COEL DONT LEAVE ME KN MY OWN LIKE THIS
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Valerie: NO COEL HAS FUCKING VANISHED Coel: wait wbat??
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[continues below cut :")]
Coel: gonna vanish from discord cos my phone keeps refreshing my tab Valerie: coel I'm not on your team next time Coel: fair fair idk what im doi g sob Valerie: COEL GUESS Valerie: GUESS COEL Valerie: YOU WRITE WHAT YOU THINK IT IS Coel: I CANT SEE THE THING Valerie: WHAT Coel: MY TAB Valerie: OKAY COEL GET READY Valerie: WE CAN DO THIS Valerie: LETS SHOW THEM Coel: my tab is fucking frozen its stucm on round 3 Valerie: OH MY GOD Coel: im sorry ghfjgngnf Valerie: I GUESSED IT PURELY BASED ON WORD LENGTH Vel: What is happening right now. Coel: i dont know :sobbing Valerie: IM SORRY COEL
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Vanny: FUCK Asmi: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA Valerie: WHOS THE SUCKER NOW Vanny: WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS Vanny: WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT COEL Valerie: WTF Asmi: WE ARE FAILURES OF THE LOWEST ORDER Vanny: FUCK SORRY Asmi: WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY Valerie: WHOEVER IS PLAYING FOR COEL HIGH FUCKING FIVE Asmi: WE CAN'T LOSE TO VALERIE Valerie: TF IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN Valerie: COEL?!?? Coel: link pls it crashed Coel: my phone is having seizures Coel: ghghgjgjgjk Coel: after this ill keep out of the games lmao Valerie: COEL the word is cheeks Valerie: or cheeks Coel: i cant get in bro the link just doesnt open tho theres nothing wrong w it Coel: aaaaaa
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[Finally new game is initiated, Vel, terrified, agrees to join, Jay is hesitant] Jay: How much English do I need? HAHAHA Asmi: NONE IF YOU'RE PLAYING AGAINST VALERIE AND COEL IM SO HAPPY Jay: I know how to read them, write them? Idk HAHAHAHAHA Valerie: THATS A STEP UP !! Valerie: no offense coel Valerie: your were brilliant Valerie: your phone have exploded though Coel: yeah it's uncomfy warm now lmaoo Vanny: WAIT IS COEL JOINING Coel: no Valerie: HELP Coel: im literally Newton Pulsifer tonight
And a bonus...
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Also, let's go back a bit to what led to this post in the first place, thanks @good-usernames-were-taken... thanks... :")
Vel: oooh we're doing a drawing game Asmi: WELL KIND OF IT'S MORE LAUGHING AT VALERIE GAME Valerie: PLEASE Valerie: SHUT UP Asmi: THERE ARE TEARS IN MY EYES GOOD GOD Tefi: Poor valerie Vanny: I'M LAUGHING SO HAD Valerie: YOU BETTER NOT MAKE A POST ABOUT THIS ON TUMBLR SHAMING ME
...wHaT cAn i sAy eXcEPt yOu'Re wElcOmE, vAlEriE?
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deedala · 4 months
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🎇 Happy New Year Friends!! 🎇
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From the Diary of Virginia Woolf: January 2, 1931: Here are my resolutions for the next 3 months; the next lap of the year. To have none. Not to be tied. To be free & kindly with myself, not goading it to parties: to sit rather privately reading in the studio. Sometimes to read, sometimes not to read. To go out yes—but stay at home in spite of being asked. As for clothes, to buy good ones.
For today's return to WTW, i thought it might be fun to celebrate the ways in which we survive and manage to find peace and happiness in our one precious life here on Earth. And so...
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✨W e e k l y 🌟 T a g 🌟 W e d n e s d a y✨
Name: Deanna 🌱
Location: oHIo🌽
Astrological Sign: Scorpio 🦂
What's a TV show or movie you plan to re-watch this year? obvi i'm in a constant state of re-watching shameless but otherwise right now im thinking maybe some bob's burgers, some futurama, austenland...
Whats a book or fic you will probably re-read this year? ooohh you know...the usual suspects tbh: cooperative gameplay, itqd, faffy, love is a ballfield, none the wiser, the menagerie... AND...*IF* DA4 is gonna actually come out soon I'll probably re-read my fav stories from Tevinter Nights!!!
What is a song you will likely continue to play on repeat? uuhh right now its still chappell roan's whole album and hozier's unreal unearth. im sorry for cheating on my own question and basically naming like 30 songs lol
What's a tasty treat you look forward to eating more of this year? i dont think i managed to eat enough chocolate chip cookies last year, i should eat more. also i haven't had an andes mint in forever??? need some of those STAT. oh my god i totally missed out on girl scout cookies last year too!!!
What's a time sink that you will continue to sink time into this year? scrolling tumblr ofc!!!
Did you pick up any habits in 2023 that you plan to continue? not really?? maybe kind of reblogging my own posts more and trying not to feel bad about it??
What's your toxic trait? leaving petty little thoughts in my friends DMs while they're sleeping 😛
What is a coping mechanism you will continue to indulge in this year? ✨disassociation✨
Tell me something you like about how you look! my skin has been pretty nice lately, good job skin. (do you guys remember that old vine of the broken toy that would just say "sssskkiiiiinnnn" when squeezed?? i remember lolol)
Give me at least three adjectives describing things you like about yourself. loyal, generous, thoughtful
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effervescentdragon · 16 days
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For the prompt game:
'Dont i have the right to know? + pairing of your choice 👀
this is, subjectively, the worst thing i've ever written. <3
The news breaks in the paddock first.
Maybe it doesn't, though. Maybe it breaks in gossip magazines, or trash tabloids, or whatever else people read. Charles doesn't know because it's not for him to know. He has people to deal with those things. People to tell him what's being said, what's happening, what he needs to know and what he needs to pretend not to know.
"Did you see the news about Seb?" Carlos says, and Charles' heart speeds up because the Mercedes seat is open still, and - "- didn't think he was the type," Carlos continues, and Charles didn't hear what - "was gonna be Rosberg, or Jenson."
"What?" Charles says, because he didn't hear, but then Silvia storms into the room and goes straight for Charles.
"Did you know about this?" she asks, and he doesn't like the gleam in her eye.
"About what?" Charles repeats, pissed off now because nobody is telling him anything, except it's something about Seb, and he doesn't -
"The divorce," Silvia says, finally, with a little cruel twist to her mouth and Charles doesn't remember anything except stammering a weak and truthful "No" and then being pulled into a meeting on how to deal with the press and the questions and many things that Charles can't remember, because his brain is on a loop of divorce-divorce-Seb is getting a divorce.
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Everybody is talking about it and Charles isn't thinking about it.
"Had no idea," he says to Alex. "We don't talk that much," he repeats to both Max and Lando. "I don't know why," he rolls his eyes at Carlos and George. "I'd tell you if I knew," he lies to Piere, and then goes to stand by himself on the truck before the race.
He waves at the fans and ignores everything until there's a bump at his hip. He looks down and it's Lewis, waving the same way Charles is, his eyes on the crowd.
"You didn't know," he says with a fake smile, and Charles forces himself not to react.
"No," is all Charles can say, shaking his head a little. "Haven't heard from him in a while."
Lewis hums. "Makes sense," he says, chuckling a little, and then Valtteri comes over an Charles wants to shake Lewis because, how the fuck does it make sense? It fucking doesn't, none of this makes sense and it's not - Charles doens't - how could -
The race, Charles thinks. The race first, everything else second. Racing first. Always.
Charles is a racing driver first. Always.
-
He misses the podium for a breath.
He doese everything right, answers the questions, gives feedback, it's all fine, it's all alright, he's handling it all well, another missed podium, another shit race, another question, another thing to deal with, it's fine, it's all good -
-he slams the door in Andrea's face.
"I'm fine!" he yells, and he'll apologize, he just needs a fucking moment alone.
The floor is hard under his thighs but he can't drag himself to the couch yet. It's fine. He taps on the phone screen next to him. Andrea must have given it to him. Charles doesn't remember.
He scrolls for too long and sends the message before he can calm down.
didnt i have the right to know??
He's not expecting a response. He isn't. He's trained himself out of that a long while ago.
The phone lights up.
I didn't know how to tell you.
No apology. No nothing. Charles scoffs, his hands shaking.
oh i dont know, maybe when u were fucking me in sicily last
or fucking me in monaco
or when i was fucking you in switserland
at any point then would be ok
There's sweat running down his face. His overalls are too heavy. He also needs to pee.
He leans back onto the door, staring at the screen. There's a lot of notifications, but it can all wait.
This can't.
I'm sorry about your race. You deserved a podium.
He stares at the screen incredulously.
fuck you seb
i deserved to know
He mutters a curse in Italian as he grabs for the water bottle and drinks some more. He doesn't have much more time.
He isn't expecting an answer. He isn't. There is no point expecting anything from Seb. Never was.
I know.
There's nothing left to say. Charles should get up and change and open the door for Andrea and Joris and whoever else is waiting for him. There's nothing else Seb will say.
Charles should get up and leave his phone.
Charles should block Sebastian Vettel's number and never talk to him again.
The phone lights up.
I can tell you in England? That's where I'm moving, for a while.
Charles should do a lot of things that he doesn't.
-
"-and get my phone," Charles shouts, halfway through the door.
Andrea sighs fondly and leans down, picking up Charles' phone from the floor.
It's unlocked. Andrea doesn't want to look, but his eyes are faster than his fingers and he catches the last two messages before the screen goes black.
i'll come between two headers
I am counting on it ;-)
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bluegalaxygirl · 7 months
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Horror movie night (Zosan X reader)
Plot: You decide to set up a horror movie night for the crew to celebrate Halloween but first you need to know what everyone likes.
All Straw hats, Zoro X Sanji X reader, Poly relationship, established relationship. Reader is GN
Warning: Spooky stuff, violence, Bad language, Horror movies talk.
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You love all things Halloween but didn't show it too often. This year you wanted to try something fun and have a Horror movie night for you and the crew to enjoy the spookiness of Halloween. Of course asking Usopp and Franky for help setting things up, laid out on the grass deck underneath the night sky, you all set up a big screen with a snail projector, Pillows, blankets, popcorn and drinks. Some of the crew where more exited than others especially since you've been asking them questions all day in order to find the right movie for everyone. Usopp and Chopper weren't sure about joining at first since the movie's you like scare them the most but you didn't want to be too cruel so ruled out a bunch of movies before even talking to anyone. You picked the perfect movie, it was your all time favorite and it wasn't too scary in your opinion but there was one scene that no matter how many times you watched it you couldn't look at the screen when it came on. The boat and the head always creeps you out.
---------- Hours before
Sitting at the dinner table with everyone for breakfast you'd just finished sharing your idea of a horror movie night. Luffy pops up with a cheer "Heck yes... lets do it" He yells out Usopp and Choppers jaws on the floor "WHAT?" they both yell in unison hoping their captain was going to disagree with you, Luffy just wipes his nose with a big smile and a laugh "I think it sounds like a good idea. i'm more than happy to help Y/N" Robin smiles taking your hand in hers, she loves spooky stuff but none of the others will read or watch the things she likes. "As long as you dont put on anything too scary love" Sanji hopes you'll be kind to them. "We'll i plan on asking you all questions so i can pick something thats for everyone" you state seeming to calm down Usopp and Chopper "So it's not going to be too scary?" The doctor asks and a smile appears when you nod "I'll try my best"
You spent all day talking with the crew starting with robin who stayed at the table with you while Zoro and Sanji washed up and everyone else had left to do their own thing. "We'll you already know the things i like" Robin laughs a little but you just shrugged "Yea i do but hearing it again wouldn't be a bad thing. Plus there has to be something you don't like in horror" Robin places a finger on her chin and takes a moment to think "We'll there is one series of movies i can't watch, I'm normal ok with cannibal stuff but Wrong turn just makes my skin crawl" You nod with a small laugh " Luckily those movies are already on the, do not watch list" The black haired woman nods and leans in so the two boys don't hear her "But i love the Saw series" Your not surprised by her answer but what you are surprised about is the fact she whispered it "There's nothing bad with liking those films" you whisper back hoping for answers "Their just torture movies with half-arsed plots" Raising an eyebrow at her before starting to laugh Robin trying to shush you "Sorry. i won't say anything dont worry"
After Robin leaves you sit on the kitchen counter opposite the two boys who are still washing dishes " So i guess it's our turn?" Sanji asks drying a plate and putting it down before turning to face you, he doesn't seem too happy about all this "It's gonna be fun i promise. Cuddling up together watching a movie with popcorn and drinks." Sanji raised a curly eyebrow at your words and put his towel down walking over to you "Yea a Horror movie" he traps you by placing his arms on either side of you on the counter "Arrr Sanji, honey bunny, If you get scared you use me as a pillow to hide your face in" At those words Sanji's face went red and a little bit of blood ran down his nose. Finishing the dishes Zoro walks over and places a tissue under the cooks nose who gladly take it to wipe up the blood. "It's not going to be that bad, anything with fighting in it I'll watch" Zoro leans on the counter next to you with a cocky smile "Of course you like anything with fighting in it, How about a bit of romance?" Sanji adds throwing the tissue in the bin before returning to you "Oh please Romance has no place in a horror movie" The swords man signs rolling his eyes "We'll you clearly haven't seen Warm Bodies, A zombie's heart beating again all for love" Sanji almost tears up at the thought of it only for Zoro to let out a laugh "Sure cook, super romantic" You laugh at the two and shake your head "We'll there are horror movies who have bad-ass couples in them"
Both boys look at you then to each other "Like?" both say at the same time "A Quiet place and Zombieland are the main ones" Both boys seem to not at this coming to come kind of agreement "Well i'm sure what ever you pick will be great baby" Zoro says leaning over ans kissing your cheek but you move, so she kisses your lips instead. He chuckles at you a little and pulls you into him your legs around his waist as he holds you off the ground "You're being cheeky" He states as Sanji walks over and holds Zoro from behind "So if it ends up being scary can i use both of you as my pillows? Cause if so.." Sanji's lips land on Zoro neck kissing it and biting it slightly "Anything for you" You whisper leaning into Zoro who nods in response crashing his lips onto yours letting out a moan when Sanji bites just the right spot.
(NSFW link Minors DO NOT read)
Standing on the deck of the sunny you manage to get Usopp and Nami's attention walking over to them "So i guess it's our turn" Nami smiles while usopp gulps looking at you in slight fear "No need to be scared" you smile placing a hand on the snipers shoulder "So why dont you tell me what you can handle" you ask hoping it will settle Usopp's fears "Well B movies aren't that bad and some creature movies are ok" he signs as the navigator giggles "So much for the fearless usopp". The sniper gives Nami a hard glare telling her to shut up "So Nami what about you?" you ask braking the two of them up, Nami thinks for a moment before shrugging "Honestly i dont really watch Horror movies so i don't know. i remember watching one when i was younger but i didn't watch all of it, found it boring to be honest" She shrugs making you wonder what movie she watched, as if the navigator could hear your thoughts she answers you unspoken question "I Think it was called Blare witch" The answer shocked you, it was on your list to show but now you should rule it out "Well found footage films aren't for everyone" The navigator nods as Usopp looks at her in confusion "But it's a classic, evil witches, deep woods, scary noises" he adds trying to go on before Nami rolls her eyes and stops him "No... those two guys just wanted to kill her" You nod agreeing with her, its one of the theories about the movie you believe in.
Almost an hour of taking about blare witch later you headed off to the head of the sunny finding Luffy sitting watching the clear water and sky "Hay captain" you called out with a wave and a smile "Hay Y/N" Luffy smiles jumping off Sunny's head and landing in front of you on the deck. "Im glad you came up with a movie night, it's going to be so fun" Your captain laughs fixing his hat onto his head "Thanks captain i'm happy almost everyone is ok with this. So are there any movies you really like?" you ask unsure if Luffy your bubbly, happy-go-lucky captain actually likes Horror "When i was little Ace and Sabo used to make me watch Horror all the time. It scared me a lot but i wanted to act tough around them so watched them all." he laughed remembering his lot brother placing a hand on his marked chest. Giving him a sad smile you place your hand on his shoulder to try and comfort him "Im sorry Luffy... Is there a movie Ace used to love?" you ask wondering if watching it will make your captain happy. Luffy smiles at you and pats your head "He loved anything to do with the water and pirates. I grew to love those movies too, but we never had a favorite, it's hard to chose with how many are out there" Nodding you had a good picture in your head of what movie to chose but you still had Brook, Franky and Chopper to ask "Awesome. Thanks captain. I'll see you later tonight" you wave as you leave, Luffy happily waving back before going back onto the head of the sunny.
Knocking on the door to the medical room a small voice answered giving you permission to come in, Stepping in Chopper swizzled in his seat at his desk to face you a concerned look on his face "Are you hurt Y/N?" he asks about to get off his chair but you stopped him patting his head "No i'm fine, Just wanted to talk about the movie night" you state seeming to calm the reindeer down "Oh, well i'm not sure, i'm a little scared" Leaning against the doctor's desk you can't help but feel sorry for him "I'll try my best to not make it to scary. Have you ever watched a horror movie before?" you ask watching him shake his head "No, i did walk in on Kureha watching one once. It didn't look fun, but she seemed to like it" You think for a moment tapping your foot on the hard wood floor "Ok... well how about i threw in a little bit of comedy?" you ask making the doctor smile "Oh ok... i guess that would be ok" Chopper jumps up on his seat with a smile making you giggle "Also if you end up being too scared there will be pillows and blankets around you can hug and hide in. plus i'm sure the others will be happy to hold you" Chopper jumps into you give you a hug as you hold him in your arms "Thank you Y/N"
Heading bellow deck you manage to finally find Franky "There you are, both you and Brook are hard to find sometimes" you voice stops the cyborg from welding things together looking up at you with a laugh "Well you found me, help yourself" he gestures to a table on the other side of the room lined with Coal bottle, going back to his work after he sees you move towards it. Taking a bottle and sitting on a chair you pop the cap off and take a drink looking around the work room "What are you making?" you ask yelling over the sound of welding "Im making your projector screen. The old one was rusted" Franky yells before turning hand from a torch into his normal hand "There all done" He states standing it up and looking it over "Nice job" you smile giving him a small clap. The cyborg walks over and grabs a bottle taking the cap off and chugging it. "So have you picked a movie yet?" he asks throwing the empty bottle in a recycling bin. "I have three in mind but wanted to get yours and Brook's opinion before i decide". Franky nods sitting next to you in a larger chair "We'll i like anything with practical affects and the classics of course." Nodding you take another sip "I love the classics too, Halloween, The original Carrie, The thing" you answer with a smile. The two of you taking for almost another hour about the classics.
The aquarium bar was quiet as you stepped in finally spotting a figure laying in the long bench writing in a large book with a feather quill. "Brook, im sorry to interrupt" you speak getting the Skeletons attention "Y/N" he yells sitting up and patting the seat next to him "I'm just writing a new song but it can wait for you my dear". Laughing you sit take a seat next to him his arm going around the back of the chair behind you "So i'm guessing you're here to talk Horror movies" he asks placing his book and quill on the table giving you his full attention "Yes your the last person i need to talk too but it took me nearly all day to find you. where have you been?" you ask wondering how someone so tall could hide so well. Brook laughs out tilting his head back a little "Saved the best till last i see. Iv been all over the ship, we probably just missed each other so dont worry." You can feel his Ego grow as he speaks "Im guessing since you grew up with the likes of Dawn of the dead, Invasion of the body snatchers and the exorcist, plus being a musician you must like a good theme tune" The Skeleton nods patting you on the head "You have a good eye on you. I loved those movies but im much older than that, Y/N" You knew he was old but you didn't think he was older than those movies. "I was 13 when i sore my first horror movie it was creature from the black lagoon" Shock hit you at his words but you wanted to know more, you've never met anyone who has seen those movies form when they came out and now you needed to know more.
---------- Movie night
With the screen set up and the movie in the snail projector everyone sits down on a pillow with their blankets and drinks. Sitting at the back is Brook and Franky since their the tallest plus Franky new how to work the projector. Robin sat in front of Franky close enough to lean on him if she wanted while Nami sat next to her. Luffy dragged Usopp and Chopper to the front laying on their stomachs as not to block anyone view of the screen. On the same row as Robin and Nami at Sanji, you and Zoro. For the first time in a long time you were in the middle of the two boys since Sanji wanted to use you as his pillow. With Sanji's head resting on your chest and Zoro's chest pressed up against your back the movie started. That iconic theme tune started and before the title even came on Luffy cheered along with Brook knowing what movie it was "Nice pick Y/N" Luffy yelled giving you a thumbs up only for Nami to throw a spare pillow at him yelling at him to shut up. The title showed on screen Jaws. It had what everyone liked, Blood, Action, Romance, Creature feature, Practical affects, The ocean and a kick ass theme tune.
The crew seemed to love it, everyone finding something they liked about it, even Usopp and Chopper were enjoying themselves. Laughing at some parts and holding onto each other in others. Soon the scene you hate was coming up and with Sanji's head still on your chest you pressed your head behind his making him sit up and look at you "You ok?" he whispers catching Zoro's attention "Yea just can't watch this little bit" you say with a blush only for a hand to go over your eyes and a small laugh can be heard behind you "Don't worry baby, we've got you" you blush harder knowing Zoro is getting a kick out of seeing you scared "Im not scared its just gores" you whisper removing his hand from your face and shoving you head into Sanji's shoulder. The cook holds you close watching the screen as the scene comes on, seeing what you didn't want too his eyes widen and his head goes into your shoulder hiding his face. Zoro try's to hold in a laugh pulling you both close to him the others either gasping to hiding their face from the sight.
The rest of the night went well eating and Drinking watching the three men fight the shark. The whole crew cheered when the shark was defeated and some even gasped when seeing one of the guys they thought dead was actually alive. "That was awesome." Franky laughed finishing yet another bottle of coal "Yea i actually enjoyed that. Thank Y/N" Chopper smiles at you. You glad they all enjoyed tonight. You help put everything away and clean up before Zoro comes over and throws you over his shoulder "Hay put me down" you yell since he caught you off guard. "Come on, its time for bed" he smiles starting to walk with you seeing Sanji following "Thanks for letting me use you and my pillow my love. your very comfy" the cook comments lifting your chin up with his finger "Anytime honey" you smile with a slight blush letting the two take you to bed.
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Hello! Firstly I wanted to say that I'm an old fan since your overwatch days and I've always admired how much depth you're giving all the characters and relationships you touch! I'm talking like, mariana trench DEPTHS. And how confident you seem about just doing the things you enjoy and exploring the themes you want? I really respect that.
I'm having a bit of an art crisis recently and I was wondering If you could offer some advice?
I'm thinking about self-indulgence in art, particularly fanart. I like to dive in deep to expand on characters, I find it as enjoyable as creating my own work. But I fear of people getting angry at me for latching onto these characters, thay they'll say the original work wasn't THAT deep, or that I'm completely wrong or cringe or whatever. And I don't care about being right or anything, I just want to have fun here and tell my little stories? :( The fear is making me keep the work to myself and I don't know what to do. Would it be better to just enjoy it on my own?
Your blog really is goals when it comes to that, so I'll respect your opinion a lot. Thank you for your time!
holy moly thank you so much for your sincerity first of all!! Second, this is making me misty eyed ngl!! I have alot to say about this so i shall put it under a read more bc im gonna ramble
If someone cares about you fixating on your fave characters, then they're usually the fucking weirdos in this situation if they dont just block you and move on. I LOVE making shit up about my faves like i have a modern au hc that kakashi and gai are ddr competition rivals and i gave yeehan 7 dogs just for funsies!! we were in the trenches in early overwatch making up our own lore bc there was none and it was so fun
I've always been like that now that i look back bc when i first started uploading my shitty ms paint fanart on deviant art in like 2006(naruto funnily enough we've come full circle) i was still drawing cringey shit /I/ wanted to see. I don't agree with almost all of it today, but i remember the fun i had while making it, and that's really the trick. Drawing what you personally want to see then people can come and go audience wise. If they like it, they like it, if they dont? oh well! There's people who still follow me from when i was 14 and i follow them even tho we're in completely different spaces now.
The fanart part i vibe with personally bc im really bad at coming up with totally original work and premises. i much prefer having pre-established rules and worlds to work with (plus the characters i love getting massacred in the writing i HAVE to save them)
Just existing online will garner you mean comments or asks, and my best advice is its not worth it to take the bait even if its absolutely absurd and wrong, i just block and go now, and im much happier :) this all being, of course, as long as what you're doing isnt harmful, bc even with good intentions, you'll mess up/blunder eventually. If the heat gets too much for you, no one will judge you for withdrawing your art from social media. thats a perfectly safe thing to do to keep it for yourself.
As an adult, shits not that serious im 28 drawing naruto fanart bc it makes me happy after a long day of work, so have fun!! art's supposed to be fun don't let the fear win i love sharing my art with strangers on the internet!! Hope this made any sense at all and I wish you the best, my friend!!! If you ever wanna dm me, feel free
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kaylinlmao · 2 years
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Fight PT 7 *Edited*
This was also highly requested. So. To please my beautiful followers, here is PT 7. Y'all know the drill. Age em up! Collaboration with @heaartzforcupid
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I called the police when I saw the note. Because there was one problem. The handwriting wasn't my mom's. Nobody in the small town wanted to take me in but the boys. So the Sheriff agreed to let me live with the boys until graduation, which was approaching quickly. After graduation, I would go to this beautiful college in England. It was in London and I couldn't wait. There was six weeks until graduation.
I went to talk to the boys about graduation and who I would live with. "We decided that you will switch houses every other day. Today and tomorrow, you're with me sugar." Billy said. I rolled my eyes and walked away saying "whatever" I just started acting emotionless after my mom and sister left. And everyone noticed. That night after school, Billy drove me to his house. "I dont understand why I couldn't just live in my house by myself. I'm 18 for gods sake!" I said, arms folded and lips pouted. I wanted to go home! Not to Billy's home!
"Come on hun. Don't be like that." I sighed and followed him into the house. I walked into his room and sat on his bed. "Where do I sleep?" "Where do you think? With me, pumpkin." He said. I groaned as I lye down. "I can't sleep. I'm not tired." "You haven't even tried. Lay down and go to sleep, please?" I rolled over and almost immediately drifted off to sleep.
The next night went the same. For the next five weeks, I switched houses. From boy to boy. Griffin wasn't there. Finney said he left early for college but I'm not sure i believe that. The last week of school we had our finals. I was sure i could pass with flying colors in all my classes except Spanish. So I asked Robin to help me study. Spanish was the last final I had to take. Then I could graduate and get the hell out of here. But he didn't need to know that. None of them knew I was leaving.
The mystery of where my mom and sister went was still being looked into by the police. After I told them it wasn't my mom nor my sister's handwriting, they started taking it more serious. I acted like I didn't care that they were gone but I did. I really really did miss them.
I walked into Robin's room. I was staying at his house for the next two days so it was perfect timing to get some studying in with him. "Hey Princesa. How was your day?" he asked, smiling at me. I was in a great mood because I took some of my medication that made me happy. "Great! How was yours?" "It was good. I'm glad you're so happy today." "I am! I just can't wait for tomorrow! the last day to school!" "Speaking of, will you help me study for the English final, hermosa? That's what I have tomorrow." "Only if you help me study for my Spanish final!" "Deal" He looked shocked I was acting like this. I was always so stubborn and hot headed.
I walked over to him, gave him a light kiss on the lips, and pulled out the English textbook. For the next hour, we studied English until he got the hang of it. Then we studied Spanish for another hour. I was giving him little kisses on the lips and cheek the whole time. I just started realizing, even though I hated how manipulative and toxic those boys were, I did love them. And I was gonna miss these moments. Those other moments, not so much.
"M' tired." I said, drowsy. I was exhausted. "Ok, princesa. Lets get in bed." He said, picking me up bridal style and taking me to bed. I had changed into my pjs earlier as to be more comfy so I could focus. I heard him crawl into bed next to me and come close to hold me. I just soaked it in. I was leaving tomorrow.
The next morning before I left to go take my Spanish final, I gave each of the boys a light kiss on the lips and ran off. I turned around to see them all standing there shocked. I love it!
I sat down at my desk and pulled out the notes Robin left me. As I read, a thought occurred to me.
Robin's handwriting looked an awful lot like the handwriting on the....
Hope you guys love this! Added some fluff this time! Love y'all! :) -Kaylin
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jaxfromthatcircus · 6 months
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Read kinger's blog! We successfully bullied nobi nobody into quitting tumblr and harrassed them after they harassed you guys with coordinated attacks because it was fucking obvious it was them!
mod coffee here again
serious talk (2 days in a row? damn guys)
i do not condone or encourage you to actually harass people because of ask blogs running a gig. it's not the way to go, did you guys read nothing from our warnings yesterday? is it really how you want to affect people, with bullying and harassing? not the way to go guys
i'm gonna say it again and all caps so none of you miss it
I DO NOT CONDONE OR ENCOURAGE YOU TO HARASS PEOPLE BECAUSE OF AN ASK BLOG.
DON'T THROW MY NAME OR OTHER MODS NAMES INTO CAUSES THAT WE DO NOT ASKED FOR.
that is not sucessful, shame on you who did this
it doesn't matter if it was obvious it was them, besides being annoying, it was not actually harmful and all of us blocked nobi.
i dont even know what to say, please, do NOT harass people in the name of these blogs
this is a silly gig and there is people behind the blogs taking care of all of these
and to kill two birds with one stone
DO NOT GO SEARCHING FOR THE MOD'S MAIN ACCOUNTS
i cant even believe that theres some obvious shit here that has to be said
for those who did nothing wrong, i'm sorry that you had to hear this
going back to normal posting after we clear the situation, and i hope this doesnt happen again.
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chuurroez · 9 months
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the letters
↳ ... pairing: bestfriend!kim gyuvin x bestfriend!gn!reader
↳ ... genre: fluff w a tiny bit of angst? (happens in university au!)
↳ ... warnings: none ! :D
↳ ... sypnosis: ever since you met gyuvin a few years ago, you couldn't help but fall in love with him more and more as each day passes, but what happens when love letters from a secret admirer shows up in your locker?
↳ ... notes: hi!!! this is my first time making this so there might be a few mistakes? this fic includes new jeans' hanni & minji and other zb1 members like gunwook and ricky! english isn't my first language. thanks for reading this in advance!!!!
↳ ... word count: 1.4k
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-you, hanni, and minji's conversation-
"why does he have to be like that!!!" you say, "who y/n??? why do you keep your crush a secret from us??" hanni replies with minji agreeing after her. "it's because you guys might make fun of me if i tell you who it is!!" you say, "we won't y/n, we SWEAR!" minji responded, "yeah! we're your friends along with gyuvin! you can tell the three of us you know?" hanni adding to what minji said with you quickly blushing hearing his name. "ahh..I know now" hanni and minji both say at the same time. "shh!! don't be so loud! he's here too you know?" you say trying to cover your very much red face with a book. "i am officially ignoring him from now on!! i can't even talk properly with him without looking so flustered and weird!" "hey hey y/n, it's okay, we'll help you, but you know...you guys are a pretty good pair if i do say so myself hehe" hanni quickly says with you hitting her lightly, "ow!" hanni states to your action. "okay okay, let's settle down now, class is about to start!" minji tells the both of you and listen to her as the teacher comes inside the room.
-gyuvin, gunwook, and ricky's conversation-
"hey um, do you guys mind helping me with something?" gyuvin asks gunwook and ricky, "what is it this time? this better not be the both of us letting you copy our homework'' ricky scoffs. "it's not like that this time, i swear!" gyuvin pleaded, "that's what you said last time but we'll help you out just because we're good friends." gunwook states and rolls his eyes after with gyuvin thanking the both of them. "okay now what do you need help with?" gunwook asks, "i need you guys to help me deliver these letters to y/n's locker." gyuvin replies with ricky spitting out the water in his mouth because of utter shock, "us? deliver these letters to y/n's locker?!" ricky says with shock, "i can't say i'm surprised actually, you don't notice how gyuvin slowly starts getting red whenever he talks with them?" gunwook states, "not really, i'm shocked..and i thought i knew everything about him" ricky answers the question, "okay but are you guys gonna help me out now?" gyuvin asks, sounding annoyed. "of course, we'll try our best, do you know their schedule? one of can sneak out to go to the bathroom and put it in their locker." gunwook asks gyuvin to which gyuvin nods and sends them both your schedule for the day.
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-a day later-
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''hey minji, hanni! come here, i have something to show you guys!'' you tell hanni & minji with them quickly coming to your side, you show them the love letters that was left inside your locker by your secret admirer. "do you guys see this?? i wonder who gave this to me.." you tell them, the both of them in utter shock. ''hey, what if this is from gyuvin" hanni says with you almost immediately blushing at the thought of him liking you back. "stop, i don't want to overthink, exams are so close! what if i get distracted!'' you state worrying, ''hey, dont worry much! what if we investigate? become detectives!'' minji asks with hanni agreeing with her, "i'm not sure..i do wanna know where these letters come from but if it's not from him, then i don't wanna know because what if i hurt their feelings!" you tell them. ''that won't happen!! we promise you, right minji?'' hanni states, "yeah! we'll make sure that investigation: find y/n's secret admirer won't become chaotic!" minji says enthusiastically. "fine, but promise me you guys won't mess up?" you ask the both of them, "we promise you we won't!'' hanni assures you and with that you guys walk to the cafeteria to eat lunch but little did you know that there were 3 people listening to your conversation with your friends, ricky, gunwook, and most importantly, gyuvin, "oh my god, y/n likes me back! oh my god, i'mnot dreaming, right?" gyuvin happily asks with ricky and gunwook assuring him that he wasn't. ''but what if they think it's not from me and think it's either one of you because you guys slipped the letter in their locker?'' gyuvin sadly asks, "bro, if the three of them think that way and find out, we'll tell them the truth!" ricky reassures his friend with gunwook agreeing with what he said, "but for now, let's eat lunch? i'm really hungry, i didn't eat breakfast" gunwook asks with the other two nodding and all of them go to the cafeteria.
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-a week later-
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''guys, do you guys know why y/n has been ignoring me? i tried talking with them multiple times but they keep ignoring me or saying they have other things to do! what if they lost feelings for me?" gyuvin says with a sad tone, ''bro, i can assure you that y/n like likes you a lot! i keep accidentally hearing their conversations with hanni and minji and they keep talking about you!'' ricky tells gyuvin to comfort him, ''really?? what'd they say?" gyuvin asks, his face lighting up again, ''well...that's the thing, i'm not sure, sorry man'' ricky sadly says to his friend who becomes sad again. ''what if you give them another letter? you know maybe telling them more about what you feel or maybe finally meeting up with them to actually tell them what you feel?" gunwook says as a way to cheer his friend up, ''yeah! i can do that!'' gyuvin happily states once again, ''but this time, you're gonna give them the letter.'' ricky says as a way to bring his friend's confidence. ''b-but i can't! not yet!'' gyuvin defends himself, ''do you really want your worst nightmares to come true?" ricky threatens gyuvin, ''n-no! but isn't it too fast? what if they're not ready yet for this?" the boy asks, thinking about the future, ''they've known you for 5 years now gyuvin! it's impossible for them to not like you back!'' gunwook reassures gyuvin to boost his confidence into confessing properly to you. ''fine! i'll make a letter to them asking to meet up with me by that school garden, i hope everything will go well, i've never been THIS nervous before.." gyuvin says nervously, ''good luck man, if you need help, we're always here'' ricky assures gyuvin. ''thanks guys, i don't know what i could've done without your help.'' gyuvin thanks the two.
-a few hours later-
"guys, guys, guys, guys!!! i got another letter!'' you shout at hanni and minji, the three of you both excited and nervous at the same time. ''i wonder what it says! come on tell us!'' minji enthusiastically tells you with hanni happily agreeing. ''okay, okay, so it says 'dear y/n, hi! it's me again, i wanted to tell you this time that i'm finally showing you who i am, meet me at the back garden at 4:00? from, your dearest admirer' omg!!! i'm finally going to know who it is!!'' you excitedly say, ''OMG!! i''m so happy for you! but...what if it isn't who you expect..?'' hanni asks you, ''i..i don't want to think about that right now..'' you sadly tell her, ''but whatever happens y/n, we're here by your side! we'll help you no matter what'' minji says as a way to comfort you. ''yeah! we'll never leave your side no matter what because that's what friends are for, right?'' hanni tells you, ''thank you guys, i really am,i don't what or where i could be right now if it weren't for the both of you''
-time skip to 4:00-
''wow, it's 4:00 already? i haven't been this nervous in a long time..'' you said to yourself, walking to the back garden, once you were getting a bit closer to garden, you start to see a familiar face, kim gyuvin, were you right after all? was he the one writing you the letters? was he your secret admirer? ''gyuvin! what are you doing here? i thought you went home already?" you nervously asked him, ''I..i was your secret admirer y/n! I was the one writing you these love letters, I've liked you for 2 years now!'' gyuvin confessed, you couldn't help but blush at him knowing he liked you back. ''I..i like you too gyuvin..!'' you shyly told him, his face lit up, knowing that his worst nightmares didnt come true! ''so..does that mean were together now..?'' gyuvin asked you, you gave him a quick peck on the cheek and told him "yes, yes we are kim gyuvin"
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minghaos-girl18 · 19 days
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Seventeen as Renee Rapp Songs
Just because I can (I came up with this idea 2.5 seconds ago)
Seungcheol
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Don't Tell My Mom- Now some of y'all gonna hate on me for that, but S.Coups has a lot on his plate and I don't think he shares most of it. And Don't Tell My Mom message is about now wanting to burden a love one with your problems, which gave leader vibes to me.
Jeonghan
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World Burn- I don't have much reasoning, except I fully believe Jeonghan would rock as Regina George.
(not that I didn't adore Renee)
Joshua
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Pretty Girls- God made men and then sent Joshua as an apology.
Jun
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Snow Angel- Junhui is so under appreciated like this man is beautiful (I erased what I originally typed here because *minors*).
Hoshi
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Poison Poison- I need Hoshi to feature in this...although it would break my sanity
dont put "what sanity?" in the comments
Wonwoo
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What Can I Do- I also need Wonwoo to do a feature in this song...also this is such a sad song, but it gives Wonwoo vibes?? Kinda similar to bittersweet, What Can I Do is about having a crush on a friend.
Also do you guys know how to send I'm sorry notes to fbi agents cause mine listened to me listening to this song on repeat for like a whole day-sapphic crushes y'all 10/10 don't recommend
Woozi
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23- Our dearest songwriter Jihoon:) Again I do not have much reasoning except you know...the vibes match
if ya get it ya get it if ya don't...go listen to the song??
Minghao
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Not My Fault- Its the vibes y'all ...I'm kidding...well slightly...the vibes do match but also I feel like Minghao definitely would love this song and I for one know for certain that I would in fact leave with him
(again if you know, you know if you don't say it with me "Go listen to the song" good job babes :)
Seokmin
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Talk Too Much- Now I know what you are thinking but you are wrong. Talk too much is about getting in your own head. I think Seokmin does that sometimes, so thus this is his allotted song.
Mingyu
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Someone gets hurt- In particular, the part where Renee says "People forget I am human too." I think sometimes fans sexualize Mingyu too much. I mean like those fan calls where fans are asking to see his abs?? like that's way too far.
Seungkwan
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Meet The Plastics- Still not convinced he didn't help write this song (I feel like Boo either doesn't know this song or knows every word no in between)
Vernon
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I hate Boston- I need Vernon on the track. Not really for any particular reason to be honest except...you guessed it... VIBES!
(if y'all wanted actual reasons for these-my bad...contact my FBI agent...I don't have his information if you know tell me I got to send an apology letter...might just hold it up to my laptop camera ngl)
Dino
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Bruises- I love Seventeen's dynamic but like sometimes I wonder if Dino gets his feelings genuinely hurt I mean less now and more like early on (like trainees/debut era). Now I don't think his feelings were hurt on purpose, but I mean being the youngest comes with being the root of jokes sometimes. And I understand being kinda upset over a joke.
There you go lovelies, I am so happy you guys decided to stay and read until the end (or maybe you skipped through and read only your biases part-you know who you are). None of these photos are mine and all of the songs are by Renee Rapp, I strongly suggest giving her a listen. Also don't forget to support Seventeen's upcoming album:)
Also, any suggestions on how I should apologize to my FBI agent will be taken with appreciation (and if you have no idea what I am talking about you are one of the lucky ones :)
Toodles.
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remnant-verse-if · 26 days
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Ahhhh.... so I read the update for before the incident....
Not that I wanted to... but I kinda had to choice because you forced me to by updating the damn thing 😑
I have aloot to say so welcome to a rant! 😏
1. I loved the update. Reluctantly so.
No seriously I really realllly reallllly enjoyed it!
2. And it was so long!
3. I loved the fact that you actually referenced A if you confessed and having guilt when it comes to picking any romance options.
4. Lots of action and The flashback with MC and A in high school was actually so great and I love the lore.
5. Love how MC and literally just be a vengeful little goblin.. it's alil scary but I like it.
6. I adore your humor in certain passages and the fact that MC doesn't just go along with everything but questions things.
7. I actually like Syo and tenth so much the dynamic between them is very sibling like.
8. Being told I'm not a rebound was tough. 🤦🏻‍♀️
9. I kinda am hugely crushing on H tho knowing you they are gonna be a villain and I'm gonna hate it 😑🙄
10. That dream about A was too sad..why the hell would you do that 😭
All in all this game is becoming a bit of me. I really do love your writing and I enjoy it more with each update. It almost makes up for the trauma you put me through losing A and then making me sad with each flashback with them.
I do have one question tho:
Is it at all a possibility to have a bit of unintentional romance? Like an obliviousish MC. Gentle touches, weird connection, very much in denial we are just friends/i dont care/antagonistic type MC. Not even noticing they are even falling inlove or care about anyone especially the MC that confessed to A. Because they aren't ready to move on, they don't intend to fall for anyone. It just happens.
I get that the shyish MC options when you aren't boldly flirting especially again if you confessed to A or they confessed to you are there. But to me that's more of an MC that just wants to move on, rebound as you said it that just wants to kind of forget. And throw themselves into someone else to help them heal leading them to actually caring for real. Some of those options like asking H out just screams let me see if I can pretend none of this happened and feeling guilty about it. Because asking out someone to dinner like right after they died seems kinda.. like it's a bit quick. Same with the Shy 💜 options with syo. Which is why it actually perfectly screams rebound vibes and where ROs would be rightly cautious to get involved with a still grieving MC that romanced A.
This is all just my opinion tho so if not I completely get it. I just had that thought. But thank you for the really great update and sorry this is so long. Like I said when I like something I tend to over analyze it 😅🤣♥️
Ooo, I'm really happy that you're invested in this IF! It shows me that it's worth working on 😁😁
It's good that you like the new characters! I'm also happy that you appreciate the extra effort I went through to add extra lines if you romanced A and then tried to flirt with someone else. It just felt right to include because it would be super jarring if the MC just moved on without acknowledging their past relationship. It was kinda satisfying writing a character calling out the MC about the rebound thing haha 😁
I'm surprised about your point 4. I thought it was minimal action since I only included one fight in the update which is much less compared to my other IF. Although, I definitely approached fights a lot more intelligently when I was writing this IF.
For your point 5, all I can say is that the journey will be as arduous as the other MC in Remnant 21 : V
For your point 6, I'm surprised you caught that. It was an additional scene I added since I wanted the MC to go to the fog, but ended up in the haunted house. At first, I planned to make the MC just go with it, but then I thought it would be nice to add a little friction with MC and Syo. Good eye!
Me reading point 9: 🌝
For your point 10, the angst has to be there 😔😔😔
As for your long question, that would be interesting to explore (Where an MC slowly realizes they are falling for someone). I would say there's a possible chance for a character to do this. Probably not all the ROs would have this option, but maybe one or two. Like a choice with [❤ ?] next to the option. That would be interesting.
As for your mention of H's date offer, I realized I should have probably changed it to lunch rather than dinner. I forgot the implications of dinner vs. lunch in that context :V I definitely will change that to lunch!
Thank you again for reading my story! Do not worry about sending long asks, it shows me that you're invested in my story which I really appreciate ❤ Not only that, it's nice that you caught all the small little details I added to the story. I hope you enjoy the next update in the future!
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i know it’s none of my business, but if you mind sharing, why did you get top surgery? i haven’t heard of any woman who has gotten it for reasons further than being transgender (or medical ones)
I dont mind; it's just a bit complex and hard to communicate. I've found that whenever I try to on here, people end up misinterpreting a lot of it. I'm willing to try tho, esp since I've previously talked about it only in specific contexts and not just discussed all the reasons.
I had a few reasons, and part of it was medical (primarily bc of constant painful cysts), and I did have what I think may be a version of "sex dysphoria" (tho I'm not 100% bc other ppl describe sex dysphoria so differently & I didn't have body image issues or care how I looked to others or in the mirror) where my breasts felt (felt as in a literal physical sensation) like a prosthesis that I was wearing all the time. I had genuinely gorgeous, ideal-by-societal-standards breasts, and I actually quite liked them aesthetically. but they got in the way a lot and caused all the usual issues that large breasts do, so I was gonna get a reduction regardless. I was kinda like, why not go all the way and then I won't have to deal with cysts or that odd sensation I mentioned? I think it kind of comes down to that + the fact I knew I'd enjoy being a butch woman with a flat chest.
but then I also kind of got this sense of amusement from the idea of removing from existence a pair of breasts that sooo many people who saw them called flawless, just because they were "too perfect for this world to have." that's now the reason I give men who ask me about it, bc the reactions are honestly priceless.
I did a whole ton of research, including a lot of exploring stories of women who regretted doing this for the pupose of checking my motivations for pursuing it, my external and internal contexts around it, and my thought process and actual process I had designed for myself to complete before "clearing" myself to go forward with it - the idea being if any of those were a match with anything I read in a regret testimony, I would not move forward. I did therapy as well, specifically not affirming and with the woman who was my therapist after surviving the Pulse shooting in 2016, who I trust and respect deeply and who is not particularly on board with trans stuff or the new brand of "feminism." And I waited over 4 years from when I first thought about it to do all the above, and so it wouldn't be at all impulsive as I'd had a lot of time to dig deep, analyze, try other options, and really think hard about it/how I'd feel. And so I'd be old enough that my prefrontal cortex was more or less done cooking 😅
I'm not really sure either way if I would do it now if I still had them, but that's only bc I'm informed about the cosmetic surgery industry now in ways I wasn't then, and as a result, I'm opposed to giving that industry my money. But it would still be a tough call if I'm honest. I really like the way my chest is now. I'm quite happy with it and find it much more convenient in several ways, so I couldn't honestly say I have any regrets about it.
I truly had zero desire to be viewed as a man or "nonbinary" and went a bit overboard making sure people knew that for a while after my surgery. My misandry runs too deep to ever not love being a woman, no matter what the world is like, if I'm honest. I am so madly in love with womanhood and sisterhood and being a lesbian and female solidarity and devoting my life, body and "soul," to women's liberation. It's my cardinal raison d'être. And I do think there's some good can be done by an extremely gnc woman with no breasts who's loud and proud about being a woman.
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