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baurbiediv · 2 years

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YOURS, TRULY.

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YOURINSTAGRAM ‘yours, truly.’ ep coming out tn.

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USER y/n about to have all you bitches WEAK

↳ YOURINSTAGRAM LMFAOO

THEESTALLION i’m so excitedddd

↳ YOURINSTAGRAM you already got me squealing

YNUPDATED shading jack with this album i see 😏

↳ USER2 what .. WHAT DOES THIS MEAN ?????

↳ USER3 they took all the pictures of each other down

↳ JACKMANSFAV naw not jack and y/n ..

YOURBFF eating per usual 💕💕

↳ YOURINSTAGRAM i love you so much. 💗

NEELAMTHADHANI so so beautiful 😚💗

↳ YOURINSTAGRAM my fav 😍

↳ USER70 the world needs neelam and y/n

ADINROSS 🔥🤍

THESLUMPGOD 🖤🖤🖤

↳ USER23 SKI COMMENTED?!

↳ USER4 y/n please don’t take ski from me

↳ USER16 I JUST FELL TO MY FUCKING KNEES.

JACKHARLOW

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JACKHARLOW dua lipa, im tryna do more with her than do a feature 🥱

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USER18 that caption …

↳ BABYHARLOW he must think he’s so slick

↳ YNKISSED ong 😭😭😭

DRUSKI2FUNNY looking good my man 🫱🏽‍🫲🏻

↳ LILNASX gross 🤮

↳ DRUSKI2FUNNY 😐😐😐

SOMEGROUPIE so mf fine

↳ ICEDOUTYN you must be the reason behind all this

↳ ICEDOUTJACK she is not pretty at all

↳ USER36 y/n is so much better my god

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YOURINSTAGRAM take my spot? a bitch never will.

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YOURBFF HEAVY ON THE CAPTION.

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YNUPDATED jack prolly cryin nd eating drywall rn

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↳ YOURINSTAGRAM THIS ONE GOT IT 😭

↳ USER17 LMFAOOO

↳ URBANWYATT 😭��

CLAYBORNHARLOW my twin 🤞🏼🖤

↳ YOURINSTAGRAM love you clay!! 🫶🏽

VIRTU4LSTAR love that y/n keeps close w clay

↳ YOURINSTAGRAM always, clay is my twin 😚🤍

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JHARLOWUPDATES jack tonight amidst all the drama

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L0VEYN what he needs to do is try and get y/n back

↳ BBYHARLOW hop off his case, it was prob a good reason

↳ USER46 cheating on someone is good???

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NEWSTANKYGF my baby so so cute

↳ YOURINSTAGRAM how does my pussy taste on your tongue?

↳ STUNNAY/N OHH MYY GODDDDD

↳ FLOMILLI 😝😝

↳ KEHLANI thats my mf girl. 👏🏽💗

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a/n: part 2? i genuinely writing enjoyed this 😏

#jack harlow imagine #jack harlow x reader #jack harlow #jack harlow concepts #jack harlow fluff #jackharlow #jackman thomas harlow #jack harlow angst #jack harlow imagines #bf!jack

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bugflies00 · 3 months

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also tntduo in that au make me want to eat drywall.

they're so fucked up and they've hurt each other a lot but they're also soulmates in the sense that no one understands each other like they do (except for like. tommy who knows wilbur better than he knows himself but also wilbur will hide things from tommy sometimes in some attempt to protect him that he won't hide from quackity) . it sounds dumb but wilbur couldn't really be in a relationship with someone who hasn't known him for so long, back in high school, like quackity has.

their whole fucked-up situationship in high school is essential to their relationship later on because they've seen each other when they were at their weakest point. not necessarily their darkest point so to speak cause well there's a lot of those, but the point where they had the least agency, cause well, they were kids. and this is so important because they're both showmen, they both create and discard facets of their identity to shape themselves to those around them, especially in relationships.

quackity was so dead set on the future and getting the fuck out of this town and finally becoming who he wants to be (smart, successful, rich, and someone who's finally seen as a man, who isn't constantly underestimated) while wilbur was barely hanging on and drinking and smoking and putting on this "troubled kid" persona so people were scared of him, didn't try to get close and risk hurting him, and had premade expectations of him so he could never disappoint them.

that's the state in which they leave each other, how they remember the other, even though they get to know each other on a much deeper level than that.

and so when they meet again years later, and quackity is this successful self-made man who graduated law schools and goes through relationships faster than through shirts, and wilbur is this docile quirky guy who claims he's trying to grow from the asshole he used to be in high school, they both see through the other's bullshit.

wilbur sees that quackity's miserable, that he still feels weak and underestimated and he's craving respect which is why he keeps searching for it in new relationships. he's built himself up from the ground but he still isn't confident, he's still haunted by how he's been hurt and he hopes that if he gets bigger, stronger, better, that he gets more successful and makes something more amazing, someone will finally stay with him.

and quackity sees that wilbur's trying to fit himself into a tiny tiny little box to deserve any scraps of love anyone's willing to give him, even though it hurts like hell. and he knows that he was never truly an asshole in his teenage years, that it was all a defense mechanism, that he was a terrified, suicidal, lonely and abandoned kid desperate to protect himself and his brother, not the villain wilbur's trying to make himself out to be (wink wink ghostbur desperately trying to get away from alivebur by portraying him as a villain just like everyone else did. when theyre the same person. and neither is a villain)

they both portray themselves as someone's who's grown and improved and only they know that "growth" is bullshit, that they were miserable back then and they still are. im gonna jump off a bridge

#alex.rambles.txt #c!tntduo #the au #mcyt

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artistfingers · 1 year

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hello there!! idk if you have specific rules or something for asks? but i hope its okay for me not to use anon? idk this might be embarrassing to ask of me but i just want to be sure 'cause some people might be more comfortable with that? .....you obviously don't have to answer this ask if its weird or something😅🙈

but what i wanted to say. i just reblogged your haikyuu fanart from january for your fic soap bubble and im not sure if you'll ever read my tags on it or not (which is obviously completely okay), so i NEED you to know that i am absolutely in LOVE with this fic and after reblogging your art for it (which is lovely btw) i clicked on the link for the fic and i saw that you updated the fourth chapter yesterday??? on april 1st?? the absolute joy i felt seeing the update. like. yessssss i can read it all together now omg✨

i just love it so so much and seeing tsukki being a mess and trying to not be one at the same time is beautiful and hilarious and is giving me so much serotonin✨ and hinata on the one hand teasing tsukki, but on the other also making sure that hes not going overboard with it? i love it. also love the humour, it cracked me up so much that i was giddy afterwards

i hope this isn't too much rambling in your asks (im never really too sure whats appropriate for asks🙈) and i hope you have a lovely day or night!! <3

hiii!! 🥺 there's no rules for my ask box but a lot of people do like to use anon ajhdfjk i'm comfortable with answering both kinds of asks!!

i DID see your tags on my deleted scene comic WAHH it's so cool to know that you liked the fic when i first started posting it and found it again just when i posted the rest!! what a fun coincidence!!

i'm so glad you're enjoying it so much. it's been so so so much fun to write both soap bubble and surface tension, and all the ways tsukki and hinata dance around each other and the absolute messes they both are inside their own heads (though... tsukki a little more so lmao he's so smart and so dumb <3)

also, writing humor and fun dialogue/banter is one of my favorite things ever as well so i try to infuse it into all my projects hahaha (or in this case, build every tsukihina scene around it, because their contrasting personalities and their dynamic is SO fun to me. sun and moon opposites!! in every way!! i'm going to eat drywall i adore them)

(once i'm done with making them be silly and cute and fun... i also want to hurt them. just a little i promise <3 because they can be so fun when they are being stupid and cute but also they can be so fun when they are suffering too <3)

ANYWAY hgaskdfh thank you SO much for the ask!! if you haven't already, i'd love you forever if you left an ao3 comment when you're done with the fic to let me know more of your thoughts 🥺👉👈 like so many authors i thrive on ao3 comments and i love to go back and reread them <3

#ask #thatonequeerdragon #soap bubble #haikyuu #tsukihina #art writes

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cgogs · 2 years

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hi!!! just wanted to let u know that i just read oxeye daisy Holy hell. apologies in advance if this makes no sense im running on like four hours of sleep its the middle of the night and i feel a little crazy right now but OK I have some things i wanna say bear with me

-the way u portray the intricacies of the cdnf relationship is SO [smashes head into wall] LIKEEEE they clearly love each other so much but have also hurt each other equally as much and it feels like its all futile its all pointless. which is so tragic because like.these r two ppl who if given the right circumstances and setting and time (ie had the events of the whole dsmp not. well) couldve wouldve been perfect for each other. im eating drywall

-second of all going off of that previous point. THEY COULDVE BEEN SO HAPPY...... Sorry im just so devastated over this 😭 how they had their soft happy moments but im so in love with the way u wrote the foreboding sense of 'this can't last' like srsly im a mess. and how it builds and builds until the very end. I think the part that really got me was the reveal of the comm: how dreams reaction wasnt explosive or outraged or anything - just resigned. like hes made it very clear that hes accepted the impossibility of a stable domestic life. one thing ive learned abt storytelling that i noticed u pull off AMAZINGLY goes something along the lines of "elevate the high moments to their highest so that when you bring it all down it Really Crashes Down"... ......

- third point My gawd my heart. this was so painful <- huge slash pos

ANYWAYS sorry about the long ask :'D aaah im just so so entranced by this story like thank u so much for ruining my life im going to think abt this forever. !! youre an amazing writer keep it up 💖🌟

OH OMY GOD TAXOLOTL????????????

thank you so much i adore long asks like this, they're everything to me??!!! the whole fic was meant to be one long love letter to c!dnf and dream and george as characters, i put so much thought into every single line and to see that reflected here and so clearly noticed makes me feel very very Seen.

im so glad you liked it and im so glad you got your heart broken, per the intended effect LOL. <- sorry... btw... but it had to be done...

#THERE WAS NO OTHER WAY THE WORLD HAD TO BE FIXED!#i sswear to god seeing you in my ask box was so surreal i had to blink to make sure it was real #IM SO HAPPY YESSSSSSTTHH #oxeye daisy

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geffenrecords · 3 years

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Goodmorning hope your wrist gets better :((

Ik your main is creek but opinion on Stan x kyle? (I just woke up idk what to ask ok)

thank u i do too and also bro.....this asks a banger i never talk abt style and i should highkey i actually rlly like them

stan and kyle are.....so inch resting.......like fr. stan relies So Much on kyle [like in guitar queer-o and assburgers] but kyle seems to be able to be perfectly okay without stan, albeit a little disappointed but he doesnt get as wrecked over it as stan does.

im a sucker for best friends 2 lovers like......thts so good maybe its bc i used to always have a crush on my best friends but goddamn......the soft looks and the way they always grab onto to each.....the domestic affection. oh my god im going to eat drywall.

stan and kyle love each other very much even if they never really say it but.....[stephen king voice] He Knew Well Enough.

they always reach out for each other when they get scared and grab onto each others jackets like the instant comfort of tht fabric......ooooooo the symbolism there hehe.

stan is definitely like. head over heels for kyle. like he is So In Love.....and kyle is kinda too but he doesnt really register it? neither does stan he and wendy try dating but it just ends up as that one scene from the movie i cant remember where they kiss and stans like yeah i think i have a crush on kyle and wendys like thts okay i think i like girls......and like good for them 🍷

but like kyle and stan are literally insufferable. i mean like honest 2 god intolerable lol. kyles a pretentious little prick who pisses people off without even trying bc hes such a smartass like we get it....ur in advanced math now stfu.......and stan is literally like Wow. Look At Him. like stan pls.

stan does so much shit to try and impress kyle like he really does. craig figures this out bc stan will actively Fight him if hes in a Mood and and craig literally does not care but he'll dare stan to do anything when kyles around bc he knows theyll do it. and it works everytime.

craigs like man i bet no one would go into the pond to grab that soccer ball :/// and before kenny can even volunteer stan is already speeding over there and craig is in tears watching him go up to his waist in the shitty water and kyles literally not even watching. hes reading off to the side but it amuses craig to no end hes the worst i hate him.

but also like. kyle and stan r literally just two little dudes. like theyre just some little guys so they do a bunch of stuff together but always end up so flustered. like they wrestle a lot and stan will pin kyle down and be like HA!!!! >:-) and then gets so embarrassed bc oh my god hes so close and hes holding him and oh my god his face is bright red.....and kyle will watch stan so Softly when stan like rambles abt mcr or some shit.....stan glances over at him and they both end up so embarrassed like wtf !?!?!?!?! gay ppl shit lol.

#im sick of yall using style as ur teenage porn. they hold hands at sleepovers under the covers and get so embarrassed and nervous #okay i sit down now kyle im holding ur hand too thank u for asking sorry this is so long im in a Mood tonight...#i rlly have school tomorrow. goddman idec i wanna talk. lemme talk.#sp #asks

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billhaderlovebot · 4 years

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vampire barry hcs.

@gazebros and i put together our collective genius again and created some self indulgent vampire hcs for our Babey.

after barry leaves the army, he's greeted by fuches.

a very old and very rude vampire who's never quite adapted to modern life as well as he thinks he has.

he turns barry himself, so that barry will have to do what he says. sire bond, and all that.

twilight wasn't lying about the excruciating pain stuff.

barry actually is pretty chill with being a vampire.

he's forgotten a lot of his time as a human, so he doesn't have much to compare it to.

he thinks it's cool that he doesn't have to sleep as much, and he can sleep for actual weeks at a time if he wants to.

the sunlight thing is a bummer.

he doesn't die, or anything, and he's usually okay if it's cloudy, but staying out too long in direct sunlight kinda hurts.

he's okay, apart from the whole, uh, blood sucking part.

he's okay with doing it to survive, but then he finds out what fuches really wants from him.

to kill for the sake of killing.

to get people out of the way.

and he has no choice.

he joins the acting class, he supposes, as an escape.

he hates how easy it is for him to kill.

he hates his own strength.

he's put his foot through the floor more than once while running down the stairs, late to class.

he's torn off the door and broken quite a few light switches, tearing them out of the ceiling.

he hates that he can sink his teeth into a human's throat as easily as if it were butter.

he hates that draining the life from someone is as effortless as it is. second nature.

he needs to be around humans, he finds.

he needs to remember that there's a reason for him being here.

not just to kill.

to live

and experience

and create a new life separate from the one he's forgotten so much about.

and in the acting class, he meets you.

and you're so wonderful.

you make him feel like he's alive.

his heart doesn't beat any longer, but he seems to forget about all that when he's with you.

and apparently, the thing about vampires being hopeless romantics is not a myth, because he falls for you so hard.

it doesn't take you long to figure out he's a vampire, either.

it was small things, really.

he was cold. and sometimes he didn't move for like... a solid hour.

also, um, his complete lack of reflection threw you.

but you were too far in love with him for it to bother you.

"so, were you waiting for me to ask you about your obvious vampirism?"

"huh?"

"barry, you're dead."

"oh. yeah. will you be my girlfriend, by the way?"

"fuck yeah."

the first time he kisses you, he ends up pushing you through the drywall of his apartment.

"holy shit, are you okay?"

"yeah, yeah, fine, i'm just... inside the wall."

"sorry."

"you're a good kisser."

you forget he's a vampire, sometimes.

when he's coming to stay at your house, and you go inside to make coffee or whatever, and notice that he hasn't come in with you.

he's just standing on the doorstep.

all polite and stuff.

just waiting.

in the rain.

"bear?"

"hm?"

"what are you-- oh!"

"yeah, you gotta invite me in."

"shit, sorry. come in."

"it's chill. wanna watch zack galifianakis?"

and then you spend the whole night debunking vampire myths.

it's 3am, and barry is ok because he doesn't need sleep for another few days.

you're sprawled on your bed, and he's running his fingers through your hair, and you're just staring up at him with The Biggest Heart Eyes.

and he knows he would do anything for you.

the human girl he fell in love with.

"your eyes are so beautiful."

that kinda stops him in his tracks.

"are they? i don't know what they look like."

"wait, you- don't you remember?"

"my human life is kinda... fuzzy? like trying to see through dirty water. and it's been about seven years since i've seen my own face. fuches burned all the pictures of me, all my records. took me off the grid."

and you lost your absolute Shit™

because that's fucked up.

because barry is the most beautiful man you've ever seen and he doesn't know what he looks like.

"they're blue. like, the softest blue. and kinda grey, too. and sometimes... when you laugh... you get these little eye crinkles-"

"im in love with you."

"that's the first time you've said that to me, barry."

"well, i am."

barry doesnt care much for how he looks, but he loves the way you describe him. so he lets you continue.

"your hair is brown. really... fluffy looking. i just want to touch it all the time, you really make shit hard for me."

he grins

"and my lips?"

"oh... soft."

"mhm."

and he kisses you so slow and soft and Your Heart Falls Out Of Your Ass.

barry is cold. he doesn't have blood. so. he's cold.

but he does feel it sometimes.

and there's not much he can do about it when he does.

"hi, i can't come to work today because my boyfriend doesn't generate body heat and hasn't slept in two weeks so i need to warm him up."

vampires don't sleep, my ass.

he's always falling asleep on your chest, or with his head in your lap listening to you talk about your day.

he can go without it for a long time, but he loves waking up next to you. he also just loves watching you sleep. listening to your breathing and your heartbeat. the rush of blood.

let's be real, sometimes he finds it hard to not, like, drink your blood.

but one feed and he's good for a couple weeks.

let's address the elephant in the room.

the sex thing.

y'all watch twilight and you're laughing because edward won't have sex with bella.

and barry completely has a straight face.

"no dude i could literally kill you."

"yeah, uh, that's never once stopped you."

breaking the bed Every Other Night.

his heightened senses and vampire awareness means he's So Good at sex.

his attitude to changing you is so relaxed.

he's kinda like. "yeah. if it happens, it happens. you get to be my girlfriend literally forever. that's pretty rad."

"so if you go at it too hard and snap my spine just change me quick."

neck kisses are his Thing.

they're so fucking hot.

vampire neck kisses? that's the dream.

barry can't eat garlic. it makes him sick.

apparently, he gives ZERO FUCKS.

he eats some of your homemade garlic bread and you spend half the night sat on the bathroom floor with him patting his back while he throws it up.

"barry, you stupid bitch."

he tried to drink animal blood once, too.

and again, he threw up.

"babe, i don't care if it's ethical, it's fucking disgusting."

he's always riled up when he comes home from a hit.

you can't be mad at him, because you know he doesn't have a choice.

it's considerably harder and more dangerous trying to calm down a vampire, though, so sometimes you sit there while he smashes things, and wait for him to finish so he can come and cry on you.

the circumstances under which he changes you are not pleasant.

fuches finds out about you. he finds out where barry has been hiding, and he beats you within an inch of your life.

and barry finds you in your apartment and he knows what happened.

you're beaten and broken and bloodied on the ground and he has to stop breathing because he can smell you and he could drain you right there if he doesn't watch himself.

and he's never been bothered about changing you but now it's happening.

now he's faced with your imminent death and he could very well lose you and he freezes up.

your eyes meet his frantically but he's not sure if you know he's there.

he presses a kiss to the corner of your mouth, and he can taste the blood, and it almost pushes him over the edge.

he dips his head down to your neck, and the rush of blood he's become accustomed to is so much weaker.

your breathing is shallow.

"im sorry."

he knows this will hurt.

and it does. he has to take you somewhere, quick. because you scream until the screams don't sound like screams anymore.

he takes you to the same place fuches took him when he turned. it's a bunker, far enough away from anyone to rouse suspicion.

and he holds you to him while you writhe in pain and beg for him to kill you as the venom changes every cell in your body.

he can't do anything about it.

at some point, he doesn't know when,

you stop screaming.

you stop moving and breathing and he's worried that it hasn't worked.

that he's done it wrong.

but the change is visible.

your features are the same, but different.

your skin is as smooth as marble and almost as cold.

the way you move and speak and hold yourself is different.

but you're still you.

and you're alive.

and he kisses the remaining life from you as soon as you sit up.

"hello."

"hey, bear. that fuches guy is a bastard."

"i know."

"no, he really ripped into me."

"i know."

"thanks for not letting me die."

"no problem."

"i love you."

"i love you too."

though barry only has eight years of experience, it's still eight more than you have.

but you adapt to vampire life very easily.

somehow, you find your feet faster than he did.

"i think we should invest in a space heater."

"mhhm."

now that barry doesn't need to hold back, you have to retire to remote cabins for days at a time to fuck. because you don't get tired easily and you're very loud.

desks and walls and bedframes being literally obliterated.

really

at one point the bed falls through the floor

with the two of you on it

and you don't fucking notice.

you keep pretending to move countries to throw fuches off your trail.

it's kinda fun, setting up elaborate scent traps and making him think you're somewhere in europe when you've not actually left the state.

everyone at the acting class begins to wonder why the two of you look so good, but also so washed out.

"they're vampires, im telling you."

"shut the fuck up, man, what if they can hear us?"

y'all are so extra. drinking blood out of capri sun pouches and going out in the sun in huge sunhats and clout goggles.

going as stereotypical cloaked vampires for halloween and spending hours freaking people out in the hall of mirrors.

soft vampire love, guys.

y'all have napped for literal weeks at a time. just holding each other.

you just love each other so much.

let vampires be SOFT.

because you are.

barry just holds your face and looks at you. he's never going to be able to get over how fucking ethereal you are, even his heightened vampire sight can't take it in

"do you think that we're going to be this in love forever?"

"yeah."

"how are you sure?"

"because i can't function without you."

#barry berkman #barry berkman x reader #barry hbo #barry #barry block #barry x reader #vampire #hcs #this is soft

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tenacious-scripturient · 5 years

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a run-down of / my thoughts on the novel ‘trade secrets’

so! i’ve recently finished this beautifully written novel by @bettsican, and am anxiously anticipating for the second book in the trilogy! (seriously, give it a read. it’s a great lgbtq+ thriller and mystery story, i promise you’ll love it!! you can find trade secrets in many places, including amazon, where it’s only $6)

as i was reading it, i noted down all the thoughts i had. it was fun, interesting, and kept me on the edge of my seat!

oh, and spoiler warning, of course.

Chapter One

okay. this is interesting. why are they in paris? or rather, why are they NOT in paris?

2080. damn.

who is cooper hall and why is he important i want to knowwwwwwww

Chapter Two

HOLY FUCK

CHAPTER ONE WAS A PROLOGUE

OKAY IF I DIDNT NEED TO BEFORE I HAVE TO READ IT NOW

-ahem- anyway

nate literally everything you think of has to relate to smoking, doesnt it?

clyde you absolutely bitch raccoon

im sort of piecing together what’s happening here? either way this is a SUPER interesting concept.

i love the idea of every word being important

nate look at you being a nice guy. testing the CAPS before giving them to ur clients

or maybe it’s just good business

but whatever

okay, so credits are money in this world. but how do people get them? obviously there’s what nate’s doing but what’s the legal way to get them? ill probably find out soon

if it wasnt explicitly said by betty that nate ends up with another guy (i forget his name. cooper?) i would have thought audry was the romantic interest

audry you loving caring hypocrite

i feel like she’s gonna be one of my favourite characters

who is this young man that dares disturb nate’s slumber

cooper? cooper.

Chapter Three

nate get up

u turtle get up and hurry down the stairs

or—okay you can fall into that drywall that works too

ohhhhh so nate is a detective. that’s interesting

i also love this idea of keeping secrets (haha trade secrets)

dude are you sure that your embarrassing entrance wasn’t the ONLY reason you blushed? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

HEIGHT DIFFERENCE HEIGHT DIFFERENCE HEIGHT DIFFERENCE HEIGHT DIFFERENCE HEIGHT DIFFERENCE HEIGHT DIFFERENCE HEIGHT DIFFERENCE HEIG—

nate ur spending an awful lot of time looking at his features you funky little bisexual

oh damn ur smarter than u seem, just watching him take a single breath and you’re already making connections. i guess that’s why he’s a detective

im gonna assume this is cooper, even tho it never explicitly says so

i feel like we aren’t gonna get his name for a while, bc clients and whatnot and not getting attached

Chapter Four

NATE WEARS GLASSES???????

that’s kind of cute

im lowkey gay rn

anyway

NATE CALLED HIM SWEET-FACED AND PRETTY-FACED O K A Y

oh he has curly brown hair

and oh the glasses aren’t real glasses. oh. the use is actually pretty cool!

so from what im gathering civilians are people who don’t live in sanctuaries, and lemnis are people who do?

cooper sweetie why do u need so much money what have u done

nate’s pretty clever

HAH I WAS RIGHT WE AREN’T GONNA GET HIS NAME FOR A WHILE

well that’s that i guess

Chapter Five

he’s so timid awh

hehe he’s on nate’s bed

sorry

goddammit man calm down or else you’re gonna get everyone in a 5-mile radius around you arrested

wait…. zero-credit balance?? didn’t he just have a few hundred thousand credits???

OH THIS IS A FAKE PROFILE HE MADE

so cooper isn’t his real name either

Chapter Six

oh we’re back to 2080

oh they’re back in the apartment??

it was obvious before but at this point it’s confirmed that they’re going to be doing some travelling together or something

Chapter Seven

this is getting really interesting i dont wanna stop reading and type everything that comes to mind

these are gonna be shorter now hehe

“i’d been a petri dish of mixed emotions and wild chemical changes for half the day” I LOVE THAT METAPHOR LMFAO

what happened with nate’s mom

i want to know

my prediction: she wanted him to either change up or completely remove the chip bc she did something horrible? or maybe she just wanted to leave idk im bad at predictions

either way it said she was crazy

o h

that’s why he’s terrified of cutting the chip

poor nate

Chapter Eight

oh this is strangely intimate

very intimate

i feel that, because cooper has such high pain tolerance (or doesn’t show pain), he has some backstory for it

Chapter Nine

lmao nate just went off didnt he

THEIR FLIRTING IS CUTE FHJKJDLSKAJDKLSJAK

also is being lgbtq+ widely accepted as the norm in this setting? bc nate considered cooper to be flirting with him

ughhhh it’s so good so far, from the character interactions to the suspense, especially in this chapter

Chapter Ten

rude cooper is rude, rude nate is even more rude

F E D O R A

“coop”

Chapter Eleven

aw i love jimmy already—

WHAT THE FUCK COOPER

EXCUSE ME

JIMMY

WHAT

HOW COULD YOU

goddammit

what the fuck is cooper hiding

cooper oh my god

you

you’re playing a dangerous game, mate

are you really that heartless

“deceptively innocent eyes” you got that right

this chapter hurted

thanks a lot jess

Chapter Twelve

“like a weeping wound on the canvas of my home” this has got to be one of my favourite similes ever omg

the way nate’s describing cooper makes my heart hurt awh

i feel like butterflies have some sort of symbolism

maybe being ugly on the outside and beautiful on the inside, or vice versa? the vice versa was basically cooper lol

aye we finally get to meet audry!!

PEANUT BUTTER AND TRICYCLE I WANNA HEAR ABOUT THAT

i love audry omg

IT’S NATE’S BIRTHDAY?? HAPPY BIRTHDAY YA SMOKEY CONMAN

“bright eyes” is the cutest nickname ever

Chapter Thirteen

oh we’re back to 2080

wait what they’re trapped together

is this story gonna have a sad ending

please no

Chapter Fourteen

OH IT’S THE LINE ON THE COVER

i like that

nate’s back to where he left cooper

also if it wasn’t obvious before, it’s definitely obvious now that nate and cooper or gonna find each other again. hm. not sure how i feel about that

kind of pissed at cooper but also we need him for the story to progress

O H

COOPER IM ONLY KIND OF PISSED AT YOU NOW

IT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE

NATE IVE SAID IT BEFORE BUT YOU’RE PRETTY CLEVER

also who is ‘her’?

COOPER WANTS TO BECOME A?? LEMNIS?? GODDAMMIT MAN

I CAN FEEL THE PRESSURE RISING

nate’s in danger

wow this chapter is

a lot

i need a break

-cue a break-

Chapter Fifteen

i’m back

eisley is a cool last name

oh wait so even people outside of sanctuaries can become a lemniscate

i’m still not 100% sure what a lemniscate is

it’s so ironic elijah’s last name is king, but i assume you did that on purpose. i also like the slight nod to royalty by his first name

COOPER’S BACK

why hello there

Chapter Sixteen

they’re

competing

to become a lemniscate

and one of them dies

do they fight back?? is that why they end up in prison??? so many thoughts are going through my head right now

nate, your fantasy about becoming a lemniscate is surprisingly dark. i’m totally down for it

Chapter Seventeen

oh wait so joshua is cooper’s blackmailer?? Interesting that it’s a lemniscate

i keep forgetting nate is wearing glasses

cooper, my dude, calm the fuck down. you’re gonna get yourself and nate killed

it’s the return of soft™ nate

Chapter Eighteen

oh there’s another one

oh this is very ominous i don’t like

Chapter Nineteen – Twenty-One

okay i was eating while i read so i couldn’t type here but just know that these chapters were really really good

Chapter Twenty-Two

wait fuck what’s happening this is all happening so fast

cooper brought out his gun,,,, it’s aimed at ivonne,,,,,,, they’re walking,,,

OH IT WAS A FAKE KIDNAPPING

nice

i like ivonne a lot

Chapter Twenty-Three

the entire story just changed course

this isn’t just about cooper and nate anymore, it’s about a corrupt government

NATE AND COOPER ARE HOLDING HANDS AS THEY RUN THROUGH THE BARRIER THAT’S SO ROMANTIC

also the line “only the dead are ever truly free” is beautiful

THAT’S WHERE PARIS COMES IN

THEY ALL GO TO FRANCE DON’T THEY

I’m so curious to find out where this story is going

Chapter Twenty-Four

this is doin me a confusion

but tbh these hints/ visions of the future, if you could call them that, are giving just enough information to keep me super interested. props to you

Chapter Twenty-Five

AUDRY STOP TEASING NATE

just joking keep doing it, this might actually get their relationship somewhere

ivonne is definitely my favourite character so far. she reminds a little of melia from xenoblade chronicles, in that they’re both ‘royalty’ that rebel. also they’re badass and smart

oh fuck the brother is here

okay thank god he’s not an asshole

oh god things are happening again

Chapter Twenty-Six

nate stop ogling at cooper when you’re in a life-or-death situation

holy shit the lemniscate are messed up

this crew is pretty great, it sucks that it’s almost the end of the book

WAIT I FORGOT THERE’S A SECOND COMING SOON HECK YEAH

anyway

YES COOPER PULL THROUGH

awwww yiss

Chapter Twenty-Seven

O H

oh my god i ship them so hard

THEY KISSED

THIS IS SO STEAMY

this chapter was art thank you so much for this

Chapter Twenty-Eight

AHAHAH AUDRY

once again, i’d like to state how much i love her

oh the tension just grew twentyfold

this is… great

oh god nate what are you planning, you just got together with cooper and now you want to leave him?

Chapter Twenty-Nine

what’s with all the dancing?

Chapter Thirty

oh god the description

so he’s going around and giving people credits, all the while confessing things that would help the lemniscate track him down. i assume this means he’s going to die, but why?

just what are you planning?

oh we’re back to clyde, the guy who started it all. it feels full circle

Chapter Thirty-One

HE’S MAKING HIS CHIP SHOW THAT HE’S DEAD

that’s much smarter

FUCK

NATE YOU IDIOT—COOPER’S REAL NAME

SHIT NOW KING IS HERE

everything’s going downhill now isn’t it

Chapter Thirty-Two

wait that took an even darker turn

there’s so much happening right now i can’thandlethis

cooper and nate are couple goals

Chapter Thirty-Three

king isn’t as horrible as i thought

still horrible, but not a monster

NEVER MIND YOU’RE A FUCKING MONSTER WHAT IS THIS BS

cooper

actually

shot

nate

Chapter Thirty-Four

OH MY GOD

WHAT

THIS IS HOW YOU END IT

I CAN’T

HOW DARE YOU

i need the next book

like right now

what the hell

Final Thoughts

okay so this book was SO good, and so well written. like damn

aside from that horrible ending how could you do this to me

i’m joking, it was an incredible and emotional ending, i loved it and hated it at the same time

it very rarely felt static, and especially in the first half, there was a good mix of action and backstory/description. it was never boring

the story is just,,, so unique. i seriously haven’t read anything like it, EVER

the world-building?? Is?? so vast?? and insane??

the increasing tension and speed as the story progressed is perfect, i felt my heart beating faster the more i read

anyway that’s all from me

this book was amazing i cannot wait for the next

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Finding You part 1

People liked the idea so here’s part 1

Alright so this first parts a little cheesey but trust me it gets better I promise 💜

Part 1 Reagan POV

“This crazy right? We’re crazy. This whole thing is crazy.” Your friend Brook said sitting on her suitcase. She began gently rolling around the hardwood floors, her small frame easily balancing on top of the overly stuffed suitcase that just barely made it through customs. You had just arrived at your almost empty apartment in downtown Seoul.The large apartment building sat smack dab in the middle of the city amongst many other high rise buildings. It was a not too recent build that mimicked the loft vibes you might see somewhere like New York or Boston. The walls were half drywall half exposed brick, and you could clearly see some metal ducting towards the slightly higher than usual ceilings. It smelled of freshly dried paint and cleaner. The landlord had told you the complex had recently been remodeled to accommodate a younger generation hoping to attract a new population who have become attracted to South Korea’s culture and human geography. Though you would be happy with four walls, a microwave, and a working shower the place did seem to fit your aesthetics.

You and your two best friends Brook and Cassie had made the decision to move to South Korea as a group. Brook would be teaching English and working at the national museum as an intern. Cassie would be finishing her last semesters of college as an international student. And I landed a job as an assistant mechanical engineer for a large technical company. Brook was right this did seem a little crazy. Though you were pretty familiar with the language you wouldn’t call any of you completely fluent and none of you had ever visited the country previously. However, the city called your names and you all hoped to live comfortably here. You looked around at the simple apartment, a small kitchen, a living area with large windows at the far end overlooking the city, it also had two bedrooms going off either side of the living area and a small full bathroom. Because there were two rooms you knew you would be sharing the larger of the two with Brook, but that was fine you had shared a room with her all through college and to be honest it would be weird if you weren’t sharing a room. Her strange sleep patterns and soft snores were oddly comforting.

“Okay it’s a little crazy,” Cassie said sitting cross legged on the floor. “But we’re here, no going back now.” She was right you went through all the trouble of getting here, the visas, convincing your families, there was no turning around now.

“Alright y’all,” Brook proclaimed. “I say we unpack and then go out and explore! I’m starving and I don’t think any of us want answer the question ‘what’s for dinner’ today.”She rolled away towards our bedroom.

“She’s right we might as well start now or we’re never going to start.” I say as I pick up the nearest box and walk it into the kitchen.

It takes a lot longer to unpack a house than it did to pack it up. You were currently sitting on the floor looking through a box labeled random when Cassie waltzed out of her room hands full.

“Hey Reagan, what do you think we should do with all our BTS albums?” She said plopping our three combined stacks on the table. Between the three of us we’ve managed to collect almost all of them and a few other group’s albums as well. Brook was the literal definition of a multi stan. “Like do you want to separate them out? Or im thinking we could have one combined shelf on display.” She seemed very excited about the idea of proudly displaying our love for the very talented boys.

“Whatever you’d like Cassie” You chuckled at her enthusiasm. You’d be lying if those seven boys hadn’t had an influence on your big move, but it wasn’t that you had expected to ever meet them, they simply made you more interested in their home country. Though you all did label yourselves as ARMYs, their official fanbase.

Your stomach rumbled and you looked at the clock. It was almost seven pm and none of you had eaten anything except the occasional snack since you’d arrived. “Alright I think it’s time to consume.” You said laying down flat on the floor. Your arms and legs starfished along the wooden surface.

“Thank god.” Brook said coming out of our room already changed and ready to go. “I think I could eat a horse.” She had discarded the leggings and sweatshirt she’d worn on the plane for skinny jeans and green sweater. It was just a little too big for her so she tucked the front behind a black belt.

Looking from her attire to your sweat pants and cropped T-shirt you decided it wouldn’t do. You and Cassie got changed into clothes slightly nicer than your airplane outfits, Cassie opting for similar look to Brooks only with a grey turtleneck and you threw on your nicest mom jeans and salmon cropped sweater, and bravely left your apartment building for the first time since arriving. You all had your phones out looking up restaurants that you could all find something to eat at. None of you were too picky, well Brook was, but so long as they served meat you were sure she would find something she liked. You all decided to play it safe and found a small restaurant that served food that you were relatively used to. Pictures on their website looked similar to that of a pub. It had a bar as well as normal seating, and the menu actually looked surprisingly like a mix of American and Korean foods.

You arrived at the restaurant in a timely manner, well as timely as you could. As per usual you got lost a few times. You all depended too much on the gps in your phone on top of being directionally challenged. Inside you were sat at a table the waiter surprised by your abilities to speak the language somewhat coherently. You were sure he was thankful for that.

“Oh thank god they have wine.” You gasped ready for a glass after such a long day. You didn’t drink a lot considering you were big lightweight but you could still throwback a few glasses of wine easy. Brook laughed across the wooden high top table and scooched in her stool.

“Of course that is the first thing you look for.” She rolled her eyes at me knowing my history as a wine enthusiast. “I may have to join you on that one.” She said looking around. She tucked her hair behind her and played with one of her earrings.

“Maybe that would be a good idea.” Knowing Brook for a few years now I knew that new places, especially busy ones, triggered her anxiety. Alcohol usually relaxes her and makes her a bit more outgoing.

“Well I’m going to stick with water thank you very much.” Cassie said raising an eyebrow at the two of us. Cassie was the youngest of the three of us at only 20, being in Korea now meant that she could drink legally without having to wait until her 21st birthday, but she was very okay with waiting.

“Alright Cassie then you have to lead with directions on our way home.” Brook said pointing her chopsticks at her.

“Brook do you even know how to use those?” You snickered.

“Hey as long as the food makes it into my mouth it matters not to me.” She said matter of fact. She made a point. You and Cassie giggled remembering Brook’s past attempts at using the utensil. Most times you ended up having to ask the waiter or waitress for a fork because she was to embarrassed to ask for one herself. “And besides my hand cramps up most of the time.”

About an hour and a half passed in which you spent chatting, eating and drinking. Others in the restaurant had come and gone but your waiter did not seem to mind that you had stuck around. Probably because you seemed to be enjoying yourselves. While Brook was telling us about the new job she was about to start Cassie’s eyes started to wander. Looking around the room at various patrons and the atmosphere. It was a surprisingly popular little spot. Popular music filled the speakers and people mixed and mingled across the floor. You saw her eyes quickly widen just enough for you to notice and she turned her attention back on Brook, a slight red blush appearing on her cheeks barely visible in the dim lighting. Brook and I looked at each other and back at Cassie.

“What?” Brook asked her eyebrows narrowing taking another sip of her wine.

“Nothing, it was nothing.” She said quickly and quietly trying to avoid the question.

“Seriously Cass what was it?” You pressed.

“Okay fine, but you have to promise me that you won’t look.” She spoke quietly. “There’s a few people here we know of.” She looks at us suspiciously.

“What do you mean that we know of?” You were very confused, you hadn’t known anyone before you moved here. Cassie rolled her eyes.

“Remember don’t look but there’s a large booth that’s behind us, over in the corner. At that booth, I am most certain that there are seven idiots we know.” You and Brook shared one more look of confusion before our eyes widened. We quickly composed ourselves as to not draw any special attention to the table. Brook took a nervous sip of her drink.

“Cassie are you sure? Like really sure? 100%?” You asked still concerned she was freaking out over nothing.

“Am I positive I almost made eye contact with the boy of my dreams? Yes Reagan I am sure.” You all took in the moment that you were sitting in the same room as the people you had adored for almost a 2 years now.

“Alright y’all, just be cool, don’t be suspicious, and subtly change your lock screens.” You were about to protest but Brook interrupted you. “Reagan don’t lie to me I know bunny boy over there’s been your background for weeks.” You stayed quiet and changed the background.

Not wanting to move from your seats you all ordered a round of drinks, even Cassie this time, obviously more nervous than before. After a little while the alcohol really started to kick in and you stopped worrying so much about them. You discussed other topics and told embarrassing funny stories about each other. Out of the corner of your eye you saw someone look over at the three of you but you ignored it, and continued to attempt to get your two friends to laugh hard at each other. You were a little loud but not any louder than any other young person hanging out there that night.

After a little while this person and a few other persons began to walk towards your table. At first you thought they were walking up to you but they slid past you and walked up to the bar. Brook who was currently facing that way suddenly turned bright red trying to look anywhere but straight ahead of her.

“What? What’s happening?” You questioned.

“He’s looking at me.” She said a little quietly.

“Who?” I questioned.

“Oh my god he is looking at you,” Cassie exclaimed. “OH and you will never guess who has their eye on you Raegan.” Cassie giggled.

“Can someone explain to me what the hell is going on?” You asked still very confused.

“Let’s just say there’s a Kookie waiting for you at the bar.” She said winking at you. You put your hand to your head. Brook still refused to make eye contact with anything except her phone and her glass in front of her. “You don’t think you guys should talk to them should you?”

“Do you think they’d think that’s weird?” Brook said breaking her silence.

You poked your head around to try and get a look at the supposed boy looking at you. You weren’t being very suspicious about it as you made direct eye contact with him and he flashed you a small bunny smile. You felt yourself start to blush and you quickly looked away.

“Oh well now you may have to talk to them.” Cassie said. You were hoping not when you felt a sudden presence behind you. Cassie looked nervous all of the sudden, sitting up straight in her chair and playing with the ends of her hair making sure they were laying nice across her shoulders. Brook was looking behind you holding her breath like she wanted to say hello, but didn’t want to be the first to do it. Suddenly there were three boys standing at your table drinks in hand.

“Hey there.” You recognized that voice anywhere. You turned a little in your chair to be greeted with a smile from Jeon Jungkook.

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