#Judas' Death

[lozeyart]

My mind is in darkness now - my God, I am sick! I've been used!

And you knew all the time!

God! I'll never ever know why you chose me for your crime

Your foul, bloody crime!

You have murdered me! You have murdered me!

#I saw jesus christ superstar recently #the tour I mean #AND IT WAS SO GOOD??? #I'm absolutely obsessed now #Had to draw fanart for it #I absolutely had to #these were both done VERY quickly so they're super messy #referenced Elvie Ellis for these #elvie ellis #jesus christ superstar #jcs #jcs fanart #fanart #art #judas' death

[queerbauten]

did you, at age 15, relate quite intensely to "Damned for All Time/Blood Money" and "Judas' Death" from Jesus Christ Superstar, or were you. like. normal

#and by 'were you normal' I guess I do mean 'were you getting adequate support and treatment for your religious OCD' #my sincerest hope is that everyone who needed it was 'normal' at age 15 #Jesus Christ Superstar #Damned for All Time #Blood Money #Judas' Death #I mean I related to 'Heaven on Their Minds' too #but I feel that song is *meant* to be a bit more. y'know. relatable to the non-scrupulous individual #death mention #suicide mention #murder mention #blood mention #? just in case

[judas-redeemed]

groundhog day grief ─ judas h. image ID in alt

#i hope this grief stays with me #because you can't #judas talks #on grief #on love #time loop #tw death #poetry #my poetry #writing #poem #poems #prose poetry #poet #poesia #poets #poets on tumblr #sad poetry #poems and poetry #poems on tumblr #poemsbyme #poems and quotes #original poems

[woundjob]

you’ll be remembered forever for this

alt versions

#nerevoryn #indoril nerevar #voryn dagoth #dagoth ur #morrowind #my art #judas’ death as a voryn song somebody please help me

[on-a-lucky-tide]

Devastated doesn't even cover it.

I'm never trusting a cishet writer of queer people again.

For someone who had given up on being happy, of being whole. For someone who only existed for someone else because there was no reason to be alive (I certainly wasn't worth anything beyond the service I could render to others), Izzy Hands gave me hope that it was never too late to be your true self.

He found love, acceptance, and he was beginning to take those tentative few steps towards being whole. He didn't need Ed. He was worth something all on his own.

And they killed him.

They killed the old, disabled queer who had lived a hard, lonely life where his only purpose was to be someone's loyal attack dog, and was finally finding happiness, a family.

"It's about belonging."

"This is a story about queer love, about queer joy."

But not if you're old, disabled, battling with the scars the world has left on you, had to do things to survive. The best you can hope for is to apologise to your abuser and then find peace in death.

Queer joy is only for the right kind of queer.

#ofmd #ofmd s2 spoilers #ofmd spoilers #our flag means death #izzy hands #all it says is that certain types of people are permanently damned #certain types of people don't get a happy ending #certain types of people can never be without sin #did they Judas Izzy? fucking #some people only exist to lose so others can win #yay queer joy #but not for you #you're too old and damaged #the best you can do is die for those of us who aren't #fuck you Jenkins

[luciuscodedswedeboy]

Taika et al really committing to the “Ed is Jesus, Izzy is Judas” bit huh

#like. #Ed’s closest disciple betrays him #Ed dies #Ed goes to ‘his father’ in Heaven (you know he sees Hornigold as a father figure) #Ed’s disciples hide his earthly body away in a ‘cave’ #while Ed’s spiritual body is more literally hidden in a cave while he’s nursed back to health #Ed rises from the dead with his sort of lover as a witness #I’m pretty sure Jesus didn’t make Judas eat his own toes tho #that one’s on Ed #edizzy #izzy hands #edward teach #our flag means death #ofmd #ofmd spoilers #ofmd s2 spoilers #ofmd s2

[judasisgayriot]

I don't believe he knows I acted for our good I'd save him all this suffering if I could

#jesus christ superstar #jcs #jcs arena tour #jcs 2012 #judas iscariot #i love my dead gay son #anni edits #here on his death and sassy musical number rebirth day live from hell #from me tumblr user judasisgayriot have some JUDAS ISCARIOT being GAY. #is judas' version of i dont know how to love him not insaaaane.

[demongirlie]

Cannot believe Ed and Izzy are canonically Jesus/Judas coded!! (Of Jesus Christ Superstar)

#ofmd #our flag means death #jesus christ superstar #edizzy #izzy hands #edward teach #jesus/judas #as someone who is insane about Judas in that musical… #GOD this is such a treat

[hgedits]

The Last Days Of Judas Iscariot, Stephen Adly Guirgis || Impossible Birds, David Jenkins, Alyssa Lane & Alex Sherman

#ofmd #ofmdedit #our flag means death #the last days of judas iscariot

[n7crophiliac]

badass metal legends & their style

#80s metal #thrash metal #kerry king #morbid angel #trey azagthoth #rob halford #judas priest #slayer band #quorthon #bathory #black metal #death metal

[cuties-in-codices]

the death of judas

"Now this man obtained a field with the reward of his iniquity; and falling headlong, he burst asunder in the midst, and all his bowels gushed out." - Acts 1:18 (ASV)

miniature in the 'bible moralisée de philippe le hardi', france, 15th c.

source: Paris, BnF, Français 166, fol. 114v

#there are contradictory accounts in the bible of how judas died #15th century #bible moralisée #philippe le hardi #judas #judas iscariot #death #intestines #medieval art

[yuenity]

OH MY GOD HES SO RIGHT

#I’m never gonna be able to unsee it #oh my god #ALSO #can we talk about how every time I get interested in something it gets brought up in something else #I watch Jesus Christ Superstar and suddenly I see Con talking about how Izzy is Judas #LIKE WHAT #everything is connected #anwyays #izzy hands #con o'neill #jesus christ superstar #judas iscariot #ofmd #blackbeard #edward teach #our flag means death

[lesbianjudasiscariot]

Death of Judas Iscariot - Gospel of Matthew / Family Tree (Intro) - Ethel Cain

#Death of Judas Iscariot #Gospel of Matthew #judas iscariot #family tree (intro) #ethel cain #preacher's daughter #mine #edit #typo #typography #web weaving #lyrics #text #writing #collage #art #lyric #painting #♡

[heidismagblog]

#RIP #rip magazine #zach de la rocha #rage against the machine #layne staley #alice in chains #shannon hoon #blind melon #bruce kulick #kiss #bob kulick #rob halford #judas priest #chris cornell #soundgarden #ice t #body count #stanley #life sex & death

[tindomizel]

Trinimac, Creator of Death

In light of Douglas Goodall's new lore text, The Soft Doctrines of Magnus the Invisible, I have a new theory to propose: Trinimac, by killing Lorkhan, created death, and by extension Arkay. Hear me out. 

“Only the shape-taker's respiration emptied the arc for the thief's eye” 

This is a quote from Enantiodromia, the second part of the four-part text. The shape-taker is obviously Trinimac, who is known as such because of the Boethiah incident, and the thief's eye is referring to Arkay, who is associated with the Thief constellation. To me, this quote is implying that the former made room for the latter to exist (made it possible for Arkay to exist). Expanding on this, before Mundus death did not exist, the et'Ada were infinite and without limitations, which is why Lorkhan created Mundus; to teach their progeny, through the application of limit, how to become without limit. I believe that, when Trinimac killed Lorkhan at the behest of Auri-El, the concept was created. I find it highly likely that Lorkhan always intended for death to be invented, but I'm undecided on whether he planned for it to be created by Trinimac killing him. It does fit nicely into the theory that Lorkhan always intended for his heart to be ripped out– this heart is the heart of the world. Regardless, the first death was a murder.

That quote also somewhat evokes an elven ballad from ESO, Folly of Man, which laments the rise of mankind: “You'll learn what the Corpse-God wrought. Even Trinimac didn’t know, with his final blow, just how badly he'd been caught”. If Trinimac did indeed create death, based on everything we know about him, it's unlikely that he did so intentionally. 

‘Enantiodromia’ itself is defined as the tendency for things to change into their opposites. Is that not what eventually happened to Trinimac?

On Orkey and Trinimalarkay

Orkey is the Nordic god of death, considered a fusion of Arkay+Malacath by many, and is most known for “stealing the Atmorans’ years”, or shortening their lifespans, which is exactly what Trinimac would have done to every mortal by creating death. On top of this, in Nordic legend, Orkey summoned Alduin who “ate almost every Nord down to six years old”. This is interesting because Alduin is, of course, connected to Akatosh/Auri-El, who ordered Trinimac to kill Lorkhan. Trinimac and Auri-El are both responsible for the death of Lorkhan, and both Orkey and Alduin have stolen years away from the Nords/Atmorans. 

So who is Orkey? Is he Trinimac? Isn't Tsun Trinimac? Yes and no. For a long time people have tried to equate Trinimac/Malacath with Arkay through Orkey, and while I don't believe they're the same being, it does seem likely that they're connected. Arkay was created unintentionally by Trinimac through the murder of Lorkhan, and their relationship is somewhat similar to Peryite and Akatosh or Lorkhan and Namira. They are connected but Arkay is still ultimately a separate being. The Nords combined Arkay (‘death’) with his creator in an attempt to explain how he came into existence. This would explain how Tsun (who is theorised to be the Nordic equivalent of Trinimac) is present in the Nordic pantheon alongside Orkey, and how Trinimac is present in the Altmeri pantheon alongside Xarxes (who is theorised to be the Altmeri equivalent of Arkay). 

And finally, tri-nymic and Arkay, Zenithar and Stendarr.

“Trinimac is probably one of the least understood underpinnings of the whole pantheon. I like him that way, but I would study Mithras if you really want to find out more” -Michael Kirkbride

To summarise, Mithras was a Greco-Roman god, inspired by Mithra, the Iranian god of the sun, justice, contract, and war. Mithra was part of the Ahuric Triad, along with Ahura Mazda (the creator deity, god of the sky), and Apam Napat (god of water). Although this may be boring, I believe tri-nymic is simply a reference to the Ahuric Triad. The Ahuric Triad reminds me of Padomay, Anu and Nir as well. Padomay is, of course, Lorkhan and Anu is Auri-El. What if Trinimac is Nir (the catalyst, the first possipoint)? 

Finally, I am a big fan of @ayem's theory that Trinimac was always padomaic. Trinimac pretended to be anuic– and tried to be anuic– so that he could serve Auri-El, but ultimately he could only be Mauloch. The Roads seems to be about how one can only be what they are, which is a recurring theme in The Elder Scrolls.

“Hue is governed by momentum. As much as manifold Meridia loves the Blind, even orphans cannot change their color.”

This quote is obviously about Meridia, but I think it also applies to Trinimac. There are also countless parallels between Meridia and Trinimac: they were both champions of more powerful gods, they both tried (and failed) to be something else, and, in my opinion, Meridia assumed Trinimac's role as ‘warden’ of Nirn after his ‘death’.

Narratively, I think Trinimac accidentally creating death is a very important moment in his story. It's the moment that proves to him, without a doubt, that he will never be able to escape or erase what he is. He tried to be something static, unchanging, and yet he created death– the final destination, the unavoidable end. What is death if not the ultimate transition? No matter how hard you try, you cannot escape your nature.

Some more random thoughts:

In Nordic legend, Alduin/Orkey's curse is thrown onto the orcs by Ysmir Wulfharth, who is believed to be a Shezarrine. I feel like this could be a reference to how the orcs were also transformed/suffered when Trinimac was defeated by Boethiah (who hoped to avenge Lorkhan).

Additionally, Malacath's realm is the ashpit and ashes are associated with death.

#tes #malacath #trinimac #also lorkhan and trinimac were boyfriends #judas and jesus. #alexa play judas' death #sorry i only care about trinimac i haven't even started trying to understand the rest of the text yet

[stumblegrounds]

WEEK 1 DAY 3 MATCH 2

THE GRANDMA FROM COOKIE CLICKER

VS

JUDAS ISCARIOT FROM THE BIBLE

CHECK THE RULES AND CHOOSE THEIR FATE

#COOKIE CLICKER #JUDAS ISCARIOT #GRANDMA #BIBLE #DEATH BATTLE #STUMBLEGROUNDS