consider this an act of assistance, not of betrayal.
apologies for any repeats or confusing speech patterns, this has been typed over 4 days, we are extremely foggy headed and we took turns adding things
The issues inside are getting worse and me and Manasses are unable to leave Spooks alone. If one of us is to leave for any reason, Brooks steps in. Other than that, he is going between the memory room and the "evidence" to try find anything of use.
They are once more nitpicking your words and actions to try make it believable that you and our other father desire eachother more than them. Of course, we know better; we know you. Spooky however is not as content with that answer. They believe you have manipulated us in some way, to make us take your side. If you are interested in any further discussion of the beliefs or evidence, you may ask for any of the three working with your spouse. Given your, current state, they won't question it too much.
In relation to the previous issue, they have also had a spike in jealousy lately. They've been getting persistently wound up over your exes in random intervals, have started randomly checking blogs of people you know, they were near sick over the incident with Anthony's blog and are continually losing their temper at his lack of response to the messages they have sent.
They feel unsupported by just about everyone around them. Before anything else, this is not your own fault. They have obviously been struggling a great deal lately but feel as though they cannot speak of it due you having your own struggles that they deem more severe. They have also made little progress in terms of mental health support and are now falling behind in school.
They cannot keep up with the workload and attention has got even worse. They are falling behind in at least 5 classes and show no interest in catching up. They are agitated by the mere presence of pupils and staff alike. The teachers they'd usually enjoy the presence of have become harder to tolerate and children that they would have ignored suddenly fill them with an unspeakable rage.
Sticking to that topic, they are struggling to manage emotions. They never were good with them, they feel things in excess, but it is progressively getting worse. They can no longer hide fits of depression and have become more irritable than what is usual. They avoid their blood relatives like the plague and are agitated at so much as a text from anyone but you.
With a brief cycle back to the first point made, they have experienced more severe symptoms for their psychosis. They have been struggling to maintain themself as their paranoia has once more increased, and have been experiencing more frequent reality shifts. I believe one of us has explained this before but just to be sure I shall risk repeating myself - Spooky's delusions fall into a category labelled as 'Double Bookkeeping', meaning they live in two realities simultaneously. We have simply labelled these as Spooky's reality and Angel's reality. Spooky's reality is the delusions, while Angel's is the real world - the more sane of the two. Angel works to keep the two balanced if not closer to his side, but this task has become more challenging as time goes on. They are once more under the constant impression they are being watched, and are now convinced they are watched by ghosts of dead relatives. They have been going to the local graveyard to plead with their grandparents to leave them alone - which only makes things worse as they are now convinced communing with the spirits of the deceased has brought them closer. They further believe in their life being some social experiment, they think their life is a dream and they are going to wake up one of these nights, they now believe that they are dying.
At the time of writing it has been 13 days since Spooky took sick, and they have not recovered. The symptoms are not too bad - it's almost like a persistent head cold with more breathing difficulties and headaches. They have however decided it is entirely plausible they suddenly stop breathing and suffocate alone.
Now, for a more personal issue. Forgive any missing information on this part - Manny and Angel are a little busy and I was not present (or even alive) for a great deal of this.
Our family has seemingly taken a mass fit of misery. We all have our own issues, but are all collapsing mentally regardless. Spooky, as always, has taken it upon themself to deal with it. They are continually offering us reassurance and assistance for our individual issues. This has understandably caused them a significant amount of stress. They have been finding it harder to face all of us. They still love us the same, but they claim to have little reason to help us, as "[We] all broke [Them]".
Unlike our more tolerable family, the blood relatives have been less that tolerable, more specifically the hag. She has been mocking and doubting Spooks for their issues. Making them question the validity of their psychosis, taking the piss out of them if they're a little scruffy after depressive fits, refusing making proper accommodations for them to eat and sleep safely, and has suddenly took pleasure in making them relive old traumas. The most significant being a night shortly after you met Spooky, bastard child came at them with a knife. This has caused more paranoia and delusions, as well as a lack of trust for both him and his mother.
As a result of all this and more, Spooky has become more than tired. They have once more deemed death the only solution. We are actively working to redirect their mindset with little success so far. They are reverting to old associations for the sake of feeling young - and by extension small - again. They have taken to me as a replacement father and have expressed a greater interest in puppets and dolls again to cope with going back to being lifeless and used.
This has taken, so much from us. Hopefully it's of some use. If not, we are going to sob. If any queries are to be made or assistance is needed - ask. Spooks can only deny us a front for so long. We will if need be communicate via cryptic blogging.
Much love, your sons.
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HEY i know about that jorge guitierrez fic thing you're doing and i'm really excited for more content of my main fandommm (not enough tk content so many lees and it doesn't help i'm too shy to make a blog on this whole site) but if you don't mind me asking, I wanna see more content (excuse my greed :'>) , choose one; book of life hcs for the 3 main characters/maya and the Three + zatz hcs/anything el tigre nobody remembers it
P.S- if you don't thats understandable, i just love the way you write especially the way you format hcs
INTO THE GUTIERREZ-VERSE
(Tickle Experiment NMTX-AZ04)
- Plane of existence entirely dominated by Mesoamerican culture and mythology.
- Plenty of colorful characters make for a wide variety of subjects.
- This file was temporarily lost and shoved into the back of a desk drawer. Still, its late submission is not excusable.
El Tigre/Manny Rivera
Ticklishness Rating: 8/10
Most Ticklish Spots: Feet, Ribs
Superpowers are tied to his luchador suit. Removing belt buckle eliminates the threat of violent payback and makes it much easier to apprehend him.
Usually giggles through gritted teeth, hissing and snickering, until he can't take it any more and eventually breaks out into belly laughs. Demands (often rudely) that the tickling stop; never will say "please" about it. Definitely a kicker.
A resilient kid who does not yield under tickle torture. Hates it but will never give up information or surrender to an unworthy foe.
Getting tickled unlocks his supervillain side. Will proudly switch into his El Tigre identity to dish out vicious payback.
El Tigre Claws show potential to be one of the greatest tickle tools ever devised. Chains can extend to nigh-impossible lengths for long-range assault. Claws are ideal sharpness for varying pressure application. Immediately requesting resources from superiors to engineer duplicates.
Zoe Aves/Black Cuervo once attempted to force him into being her boyfriend by subjecting him to a sadistic feather-tickling machine, but Frida rescued him.
Add. Notes: El Tigre Belt metamorphosis affects nociceptors - increased pain tolerance, endurance - but seemingly causes no change in ordinary neural clusters. In short, ticklishness is not affected. Superhero costume irrelevant outside of claws' tickle potential.
Frida Suarez
Ticklishness Rating: 9/10
Most Ticklish Spots: Sides, Armpits
A loud squealer who can't control her nasally giggles. Jackhammer laughter: too fast and loud and has difficulty stopping for air. Snorts constantly. (This is kind of annoying.)
No superpowers or exceptional combat abilities. Quite easy to apprehend and administer tests.
All the same, punches and kicks and bounces around like Tazmanian Devil.
A relentless twerp. Loves teasing Manny about how ticklish he is and using this as leverage against him, seemingly unconcerned about the inevitable reckoning to come. Was noticeably eager when offered the chance to "help."
As a tickler: Immediately descends into high-pitched blabbering gibberish and constant teases. Squeezes harshly with her nails and implements noodly finger wagging – inelegant, clumsy, rough technique.
A constant victim of her big sisters.
Manolo Sanchez
Has more or less grown out of it...no longer ticklish except slightly, in one spot underneath ribs.
As the smaller and weaker of the two boys, he was frequently pinned down and tickled into submission by Joaquin (with assistance from Maria) during childhood. Eventually developed quite a bit of tenacity as a result.
Add. Notes: These characters are not literally wooden puppets. They are merely represented with toys as their story is narrated to a group of children. This caused some initial confusion amongst superiors.
Maria Posada
Ticklishness Rating: 7/10
Most Ticklish Spots: Sides, Feet
Unusual Ticklish Spots: Shoulder Blades
Fond of soft physical contact as an element of romance and intimacy. Loves massages. Gets goosebumps when scratched down her back or lightly touched on her sides.
Has a very sweet snicker that usually has to push its way out from between her sealed lips.
The most gentle 'ler one could ask for. Her fingers are fluttery, delicate, and slow. Giggles a lot whenever she gets to tickle someone.
Used to love torturing Manolo with Joaquin when they were kids (and getting held down & tickled back). After their marriage, she was disappointed to learn that her methods no longer affected him much.
Naughtier than she looks. Asking her "are you ticklish?" will prompt her to smugly reply "Why, are you?" and immediately start poking.
La Muerte
Ticklishness Rating: 8/10
Most Ticklish Spots: Balls of Feet, Tummy, Hips
Unusual Ticklish Spots: Wrists
Two sisters (La Noche and Lady Micte). Prolonged and highly-strategic tickle wars were common as they grew up together. Two death-centric sisters usually operated as a joint unit against La Noche.
Remarkable height (approx. 11 ft) - plenty of surface area to test.
Loves to laugh but has no tolerance for being tickled against her will. Sneaking up on her will result in a hard palm slap across the cheek. (Xibalba, her lover, can attest to this.)
Getting to her feet is tricky since the train of her dress is covered in lit candles. Be wary and take time.
Responds most strongly to squeezing and pinching.
Despite supposedly being made of sugar candy, her skin is similar in texture to a mortal human’s, barring segments of granular crystalline exoskeleton on outer extremities (ex.: knuckles and metatarsals, dorsal ridges of feet, shoulders, etc.). These areas showed no notable sensitivity.
Do not get on her bad side. A relentlessly wicked tickler with a penchant for teasing and mockery.
La Noche /// Lady Micte. Notable test subject candidates. According to La Muerte, Noche is the most ticklish sister, followed by her, then Lady Micte.
Princess Maya
Ticklishness Rating: 8/10
Most Ticklish Spots: Toes, Belly, Thighs
Impulse reaction to being tickled is to whine and pout. After years of torment by the Jaguar Triplets, she's developed a bitterness about the subject. To her, tickling is not funny or cute; it is an unfair war crime.
Devised many tactical battle plans over the years, but despite attempts, was never able to overpower her older brothers.
Even Zatz has been warned to keep his hands off her tender spots.
Cannot handle raspberries.
Very defensive - the type of person who curls into a ball and shrinks away. Experience renders her unable to fight back, so she'll usually just stomp off in a sour mood rather than retaliate.
Struggles immensely with body paint, which is kind of a problem considering the Teca culture. Also surprisingly weak to feathers.
The only sort of tickling that does not upset her comes from being licked by her massive jaguar, Chiapa.
Chimi (El Monstro Blanco)
Ticklishness Rating: 9/10
Most Ticklish Spots: Arches, Armpits
Possesses a deep-voiced, breathy chuckle that rumbles from deep within the throat. Seasoned with the occasional shrill bat-squeak.
Will kick, scream, and beg for mercy. She is highly embarrassed by this.
Subject displays complete lack of respect for personal space/boundaries due to feral upbringing. Often pokes and prods at new friends like an inquisitive monkey...climbing around, pulling on extremities, sniffing, playing with hair...this usually results in unintentional tickling.
Heightened animal-like olfactory perception allows her to locate and identify ticklish spots with pinpoint accuracy. Would be a very effective asset to research if she displayed any interest in the activity.
Cruel and brutal when taking revenge. Hisses and snarls and claws hard enough to cause scratch marks on her target.
Zatz (Prince of Bats)
Ticklishness Rating: *data inconclusive*
Extremely skilled at maintaining a stony face. Difficult to gauge the effectiveness of tickling on him. Not sure what (if anything) would cause him to crack.
Only tried to tickle Maya once. Has not done it since because she guilted him to death.
Conclusions:
Reincarnation and life beyond death are both ever-present forces in this world. Ramifications unknown. Potential for studying how traits carry from once life cycle to the next. Return to Miracle City soon. Get one of those claw weapons.
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