Paradigm; side by side
˙✧˖ March 3rd: Curtain
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SYNOPSIS: Sick with knowing. Dying from chance.
WORDCOUNT: 636
WARNINGS: Horny Rowan?
Written for @throneofglassmicrofics 2024 March Prompts. Go check out the other works over there!
He didn't notice the silence until it changed.
Until the sheer curtains whispered to him, swaying in anothers trail. The clicking of door notches, the echo of unpacking, the murmur of a body. For years, it had been him. Reigning sovereign over noise; existing from his will. There were stretches of time where he had forgotten how to speak – that he could speak. More than his mind, a language conceived out of convenience, he would listen to the noise around him until it became him.
Aelin – the roommate – was more for sanity than any extra cash flow.
But, it had been like a sunburn, when he opened that door. Prepared for the strange woman to move in, coaching himself into passivity. He had shaved. Appearing less formidable, softening edges and combing over cracks. The noise made from his pacing through the small space, fiddling with decorations, pulling back the curtains again and again.
The seconds slipped away like sand through ruddy fingers. Nearly ripping the door off its hinges in haste, opening it to firelight made human. It had soaked the oxygen straight from his lungs, reaching deep into him for more.
Rowan knew what it was like to drown, and he would trade it for burning if he had the chance.
Her eyes – gold, gold, gold – had stuttered over him, widening. When they fell down his frame, he had drawn constellations through the freckles on her face. Cygnus, like a cross over the bridge of her nose. A part of the universe.
He had recovered, had pushed past the blockage in his throat, choked on awe. In a slow gesture, welcoming her in. She had asked for him, had asked as if he was not nearly at his knees in prayer, and he spoke to her again. I am Rowan. Like a declaration, but moreso a surrender.
When night had fallen, hours after she had retreated to her space in his home, his mind was fractured. Nerves frayed and spilt, body lined with enough tension to shatter. All that he could think of was her. It was perverse; ghastly and vile. But his shirt smelt like lemon verbena and crackling embers, simply by proximity.
He had shucked it off, shoving it as deep as he could in the antique chest of drawers in the corner of the bedroom. Frantically opening windows, hands heavy with strength; lithe with intention. The overnight bag had faced the brunt of whatever ran through his veins, burning and burning.
By dawn, the smattering of hair across his jaw had inched its way out. The world sang a tune different than what he bore witness to most mornings, he was spun off-axis. By a woman he had barely spoken to. All night he lay awake, straining to hear the lightest of sounds. Trapped in forlorn fantasy that promised an ending so painful it would border on pleasure.
He had nearly pulled his hair from the roots trying to write his note. I'm going away for a day, sorry. I'm needed elsewhere, I'll be back soon. How are you liking the house – it's all yours while I'm away.
When he heard her bed creak, innocent and immemorable, he had left. Straight through the back doors, down to the pier, out onto Ferus. He had half a mind to grab the overnight bag and his journal before untying the boat and preparing to tack. Racing out into the sea, surrounded by a heady fog that resembled the unease in his head. Alone again, but the silence was different now. Now it rushed over him, pulling him down into what would muffle infinity. No longer an afterthought.
Rowan was plagued. Sick with knowing. Dying from chance. Leaving calcified footprints over a space once created for him, by him, evaporated under sunlight, noticed by constellations.
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ghoul perfume associations pt. 3!
more ghoul perfume associations bc ghost and perfume are my two main hobbies! all of these are indie/niche perfumes because those are the types of perfume i'm mainly into. these lists are really fun for me and i would love to hear what people think!!
also, jsyk: because this post is so long, some of the text might get cut off on mobile. it should be okay on desktop if that happens (i don't know how to fix it, sorry :/)
Aeon
Notes: non-sweet chocolate, linen, lavender
Perfumes:
Autumn Morning - Pulp Fragrance
hot chocolate, slightly spiced oatmeal, carnations, a cozy blanket
Twice To Tea - Poesie
strong earl grey tea, lavender absolute, vanilla syrup, a splash of milk
Aether
Notes: bourbon, amber, vanilla
Perfumes:
Not A Deer - Little & Grim
cedarwood, chestnuts, sandalwood, maple, oak, tonka, suede, clove, spiced vanilla, amber, tobacco
Loggia - Solstice Scents
“High above the village, a castle sits shrouded in a heavy gray mist. Muted moonlight illuminates its upper terraces. Thick with incense smoke, the loggia swells with invited guests, each heavily cloaked and masked. Laughter, violas and a harpsichord fill the night. Wine flows from never-ending mahogany vats. Exotic spices drape the air in fragrant bouquets. A bell rings from the archway, and all in attendance fall silent as the master of the night creatures crosses the paving stones...”
mahogany, sweet amber, musk, dark incense, deep vanilla bean, sandalwood, cardamom, black pepper, cognac and allspice
(i have this one and it's great, perfect for aether imo)
Alpha
Notes: leather, smoke, gunpowder
Perfumes:
Spiritus Fumosus - Alkemia
volcanic basalt, smelted metal ores, amberwood, smokey birch tar, old leather, galbanum, white oud, gray amber, petrichor, wet sand, bergamot, sichuan peppercorn, gingergrass, white patchouli
Deus ex Machina - Alkemia
“An olfactory portrait of industrial decay and the fallen gods of age of disruption, innovation, and technological revolution.”
fire-hardened steel, rusted iron, motor oil, wet cement, burnt copper wires, gray amber
Cirrus
Notes: dark fruits, musk, heavy florals, honey
Perfumes:
Virgo - Deconstructing Eden
dark amber, bulgarian rose absolute, lavender maillette, orris root, benzoin, dark fruits, bourbon vanilla
Eglantine House - Deconstructing Eden
honeyed roses, mahogany, plums, amber accord, champaca flowers, eglantine roses, white musk
Cumulus
Notes: lilac, magnolia, jasmine, sugar, cold air
Perfumes:
Midnight Garden - Alkemia
night-flowering white flowers – tuberose, lily, honeysuckle, gardenia, moonflower
Calliope - Alkemia
clementine, orange blossoms, white orchid, sugared currants, tonka, and vanilla musk, cotton candy, saltwater taffy
Dewdrop
Notes: berries, smoke, spices, metal
Perfumes:
Unrequited - Deconstructing Eden
black sandalwood, raspberries, bitter orange, black pepper, smooth silky musk, dark amber, smoky patchouli
Lightning Storm - Nui Cobalt Designs
Petrichor, ozone, electrified metal, cold musk, bergamot, lime zest, cracked pink peppercorn, copal smoke, myrrh, teakwood
(this one represents dew as a water ghoul – citrus, spices, ozone, and metal. sweet, cold, and a little bitter)
Ifrit
Notes: black tea, incense, spices
Perfumes:
Tasseomancy - Nui Cobalt Designs
black tea spritzed with orange, incense smoke clinging to heavy velvet curtains, fireplace embers, cinnamon, clove
Tasseomancy - LVNEA
bergamot, black tea, lapsang souchong, honey, spices, milk
(yes they are both called the same thing. he's a guy with a brand i don't know what to tell you)
Mist
Notes: water, herbs, ice
Perfumes:
Eisheth - Deconstructing Eden
seawater, herbs - rosemary, mint, clary sage, bergamot, hyssop, lemongrass, and verbena, white tea
Blackwater Lake - Osmofolia
“Short-needle pine branches hang over mossy lake rocks, radiant white water lilies soak in the sun, the surface of the dark lake water ripples above submerged northern watermilfoil, and a chill in the air warns of impending autumn.”
pine needles, cold wind, northern watermilfoil, white water lilies, moss, stone, lake water
Mountain
Notes: vetiver, plants, earth, mushrooms
Perfumes:
Poor Farm - Little & Grim
“Overgrown grass, tangled undergrowth, wildflowers, the memory of fresh linens, and distant, greener pastures.”
moss, sage, ferns, sweet grasses, green wood, and chamomile
Mycelium - Treading Water Perfume
“Rounding the corner it came into view, the being that had terrorized the village for decades. It sat terrifyingly still on top of natural rock formation that resembled some strange amalgamation of an altar. An altar not made by human hands but as if created by the forest itself to honor this being. The being was here long before the village and it will continue to be here long after we are gone.”
soil, mushrooms, patchouli, black currants, hinoki wood
Nimbus/Aurora*
Notes: peach, rose, earth
Perfumes:
The Lover Tells Of The Rose - Alkemia
wild roses, lemon verbena, white pearl tea leaves, delicate white patchouli, new greens, wet moss
Apothecary Rose - LVNEA
rose gallica, rose de mai, damask rose, tarragon, violet leaf, apricot, labdanum, myrrh
*i headcanon nimbus as a earth/air multi
Omega
Notes: wood, amber, tobacco
Perfumes:
Danse Macabre - Fyrinnae
sandalwood, amber, labdanum, vanilla, woodsmoke, smoldering logs
Leo - Deconstructing Eden
frankincense, myrrh, benzoin, amber, liatrix, blood cedar, blond tobacco absolute, sweet spices, honey
(i have this one and i love it, it's very warm and resinous)
Rain
Notes: seawater, ozone, vanilla
Perfumes:
Ambre Gris - Alkemia
“A rare blend of proprietary perfumery ingredients carefully oxidized by sunlight, sand, air, sea salt, water, and ocean minerals. The result is as changeable and morphing as the ocean... earthy, sweet, musky, saline.”
gray ambergris, ocean minerals, sea salt
Cerulea - OSMOFOLIA
“A synesthesia perfume inspired by a color. Sapphire ocean blue with flashes of turquoise and glistening white.”
osmanthus, ambergris, sea salt, ocean water, tuberose, cucumber
Sunshine/Stratus**
Notes: strawberries, citrus, vanilla, spices
Perfumes:
In Love with Everything - Imaginary Authors
“This extremely versatile (and genderless!) fragrance is great for any time of day and any time of year but the blast of energy it possesses is ideal for whenever you’re feeling low or looking for a little boost of bliss to keep your body moving and your lungs laughing long into the night.”
raspberry, citrus pulp, coconut palm sugar, madame isaac pereire, sandalwood, tropical punch, stardust
(i have this one! it's very fruity, you definitely get the fruit punch, but it still has a good amount of depth)
Eos - Fantôme
“Eos is named for the goddess of dawn—who beckons the daybreak with her rosy fingers. This perfume smells like the color of the sunrise; pink and gold light breathing life into the morning dew.”
tart lemonade, raspberries, candied rose petals, wild berries, a hint of ginger
**i headcanon sunny as a fire/air multi
Swiss***
Notes: smoke, musk, patchouli, incense
Perfumes:
Black Heart - Spirit & Venom
dark patchouli, clove, caramel pipe tobacco
Scorpio - Deconstructing Eden
“The fixed water sign of the zodiac, Scorpios are sensitive and intense, complicated and multi-layered. This blend is deep, still water, with notes of humid air and just the barest touch of mud.”
white and pink lotus absolute, orris root, myrrh, patchouli, gray musk, still water
***i headcanon swiss as a fire/water multi
Zephyr
Notes: dust, ozone, faint sweet musk, mint, cool air
Perfumes:
Walking with a Ghost - Spirit & Venom
“Light & ethereal musk, fresh harvest pear, a whiff of perfume from a loved one long passed.”
Aquarius - Deconstructing Eden
air, an undercurrent of water, sparkling aldehydes
if you made it this far, thank you for reading! and i would love to hear your thoughts!! (/gen - do you have any recommendations? do you agree/disagree? i love talking abt this) (also thank you sm to @midnight-moth for recommending lvnea!!)
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Perfumes as Biomes
arctic
Tom Ford Soleil Neige
bergamot, white flowers, benzoin
actually somehow does smell like sun on snow!
alpine
Tauer Perfumes L’Air des Alpes Suisses
ambergris, fir, pine, lavender, tonka
herbal earth and bright cool skies
beach
Heeley Sel Marin
salt, seawater, seaweed
sand, sun, salt
boreal forest
Caron Yatagan
pine, artemisia, castoreum
crisp north-woods conifers and muddy boots
bush
Zoologist Koala
eucalyptus, honey, musk
a glowing eucalyptus grove
chaparral
Oriza LeGrand Peau d’Espagne
leather, verbena, carnation
cowboys, sun, dusty herbs
deciduous forest
Guerlain Vetiver
vetiver, bergamot, tobacco, oakmoss
mossy forest floor
desert
Tauer Perfumes Attar AT
leather, labdanum, sandalwood
bone-dry Arabian sands
garrigue
Parfums d’Empire Corsica Furiosa
tomato leaf, grass, mastic
blazing sun and dusty scrub
jungle
Neela Vermeire Ashoka
fig, sandalwood, lotus, incense
shady juicy trees
Mediterranean coast
Hermes Un Jardin en Mediterranee
cypress, fig, bergamot, orange blossom
sun, citrus, gnarled trees, sea
prairie
Yohji Homme
juniper, licorice, sage
big sky country
temperate rainforest
Papillon Perfumes Spell 125
pine, olibanum, ambergris
foggy misty conifers
tropical rainforest
DS & Durga DS
frangipani, lotus, oud
bright blooms and wet earth
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