#Source: me mf

[delulu-with-wandanat]

(in fact very much is still) Stuck in our universe

*The team watching a movie for de stressing and team bonding.*

Steve: Care to join us ma’am?

Scarlett: Sure.

Elizabeth: Watching a movie with my co-stars’s doppelgänger is certainly not on my bucket list, but who am I to say no?

*Takes a seat next to Scarlett*

Wanda: *Casually walks up to Natasha and cuddles up to her*

Natasha: *Wrapping her arms around Wanda as if it’s second nature”

Scarlett:

(Not homophobia dw. But ya'll can understand LMAO)

Elizabeth: Should we? *jokingly to Scarlett*

Scarlett *laughing*: Lizzie, I have a husband-

Y/n: You have a husband?!

Yelena: You’re straight?!!

Scarlett: Why do people keep asking me this-

#source: me mf #in honor of scarlett playing a girl kisser #natasha romanoff #wandanat #wanda maximoff #natasha #wanda x natasha #wlw #wanda #incorrect wandanat #crack fic #wandanat crackfic #scarlet widow #scarletwidow #elizabeth olsen #scarlett johansson #moffnoff #moffnoff shenanigans #natasha x wanda

[800db-cloud]

i think he used to be a jock.

#pizza tower #peppino spaghetti #the noise #peppinoise #<- KIND OF. A LITTLE BIT. IF YOU SQUINT #era.png #mf did football AND martial arts. COME ON. IM JUST SAYING‼️ #the bright eyed young man to depressed middle aged loser pipeline #idk if this is obvious but yeah this is meant to be my interp of what pep was like when he was younger #he was a jock. source: just TRUST me on this

[tequiilasunriise]

Annabel Lee & Fears: A Short Essay Based On Ep70

Here it is, folks, the truest crux of Annabel’s character, her deepest fears is not going mad or even people discovering she’s not as put together as she tries to appear, but rather:

Was that gambit of constant scheming and using others worth it, Annabel? Was always trying to think ten steps ahead and always keep yourself in a position of power and control truly worth it, because how can you ever be trusted when all you do is play 5D chess with everyone?

There is is, folks!!! Just like her greatest strength- her cunning willpower- is centered around a certain bright moon, Annabel’s greatest fear is rooted in Lenore. The deepest, darkest trenches of her soul, the one thing that would shatter her heart and send her lungs choking fer breath? The killing blow that would end her and make all these charades worthless? It’s Lenore seeing her constant conniving and asking Annabel, “Why would I be any different? You already have no problem using everyone else as a pawn, how could I ever possibly trust you, Annabel Lee?”

The way Annabel is SUCH a great morally grey character, y’all tell me you love hot villains yet many a time I’ve seen people calling Annabel too heartless. She’s the opposite! She cares!! SO MUCH!!! She would burn the world down if it meant kissing Lenore one last time, to the point where her deepest fear is losing Lenore in the process of trying to protect her. All Annabel knows is using manipulation to gain the upper hand because simply being born a woman in the Victorian era she was so throughly disadvantaged by such a horribly misogynistic society that girlypop had to scrape together any form of control she could. Annabel wants so badly to protect Lenore but all she knows are her own methods of protecting herself, which involves plausibility deniability and facades and sometimes sheer cruelty, and that’s where the conflict arises. From the start Annabel assumed Lenore and her had the same understanding of this ‘fake enemies’ ploy going on but surprise surprise babygirl, not everyone is overthinking four parallel universes ahead like you do. This boils over into her lover having doubts on what’s real and what’s not, which then culminates into Lenore asking if Annabel is using her affections as empty currency to get what she wants, and Annabel’s first move to tell Lenore to fucken kill her????

“To you alone, I have left myself completely defenseless.”

The drama of it all!! The shattered facade leading to exploding vulnerability of it all!! The dim sun sparking out into a heat death just to prove her sincerity of it all!!! The exposed innermost organs ripping out my heart with my bare hands and begging you, “Do you see it now? Do you see the way it beats for you and only you? Tell me you see it, tell me you see me…” of it all!!

Oh baby the way Annabel still retains this deep fear of Lenore not truly believing in the “only thing that’s real” to her, the way her lover’s ghost still lingers and haunts her and is then ripped up from her innermost psyche like a desecrated grave and given form by Ada’s power. The way, after all this time- and I mean all this time from Lenore’s constructed resurrection, to their relationship blossoming into a wedding, all the fucking way up to that bell tower scene, the fucken way Annabel still never truly let go of her fear that Lenore doesn’t see her, doesn’t see how she alone bashed through all of Annabel’s walls and made a home where her heart laid. I’m sure during their living relationship all the way until the wedding Annabel’s fears were greatly settled, but it’s the fucken way these panels implied that this wretched heartache never completely left Annabel’s guilt-wracked soul.

I just know, okay I just KNOW, that even up until she was putting her wedding dress on Annabel still questioned if she even deserved this happy ending because she still feel phantoms of guilt fer this betrayal. This comic only furthers this implication of unabsolved guilt when it’s made clear as day that Annabel’s biggest fear is Lenore not believing in her love. And before anyone argues how Annabel can currently feel guilt fer betraying Lenore when she hasn’t recovered the memory yet, I’ll argue back that from the very beginning of the comic these two were inexplicably drawn to each other even when they had NO memories. Therefore, even if she doesn’t have the explicit memory, I highly doubt Annabel’s subconscious would ever let go of something as huge as deeply hurting the one person she truly cared about in such a wretched way.

Fuck, dude, I mean Annabel’s greatest fear wasn’t even Lenore dying- which was already a huge thing if y’all remember her tearstreaked, panicked, “What is left? If she’s not here, what’s the point?”- no her greatest is Lenore!!! Not!!! Believing!! Her!!! Like yeah losing Lenore physically definitely would’ve cut so deep even her bones would bear the scars, but losing Lenore in the form of the other woman walking the same ground as her but choosing to stay away?? Call her fucking selfish because some people would rather have their other half still be alive even if they’re not by their side, but Annabel ain’t one of them that’s fer sure. Babygirl has spent a lifetime perfecting the craft of deceiving others fer her own gain, but the ONE TIME she’s genuine her heart is to be called nothing more but empty??? Oh babbyyy that’s gotta fucken hurt.

The thing is, I don’t think Annabel really loves herself all that much. I really don’t. A huge focus on self-preservation doesn’t necessarily mean one really loves themselves, and when we add the aforementioned guilt she carries? Plus, the fact that Annabel being forced to swallow down her anxiety attacks from a young age could easily lead to her having a rather sour view of her 'not normal' self? Yeah no yeah, I truly don’t think Annabel loves herself that much, if at all. So really, this line is adding immense insult to already grievous injury. Not only does Annabel deeply fear Lenore not believing her affections to be true, she also fears the New Yorker misconstruing her as nothing more but a shallow as hell, prissy, little pampered damsel, a role pretty much everyone else regulates her into whether she wants it or not (right from the beginning, before she even set her schemes in full effect, Annabel was already explaining, “Ada wanted a queen, so I gave her one”). Lenore, the only one Annabel had believed to ever really see her fer her, is now discrediting Annabel’s vulnerable affections AND seeing her as that unloving ice queen like everyone else?? Horrible terrible horrible!!! She may have a ribbon threatening to strangle her right now, but it’s clear that ghost!Lenore’s words are what truly cut her down to size. Y’all seeing that fucken pain in Annabel’s eyes? Her worst fear is just so… personal.

Which actually leads me to my next point, which is how just before Annabel’s worst fear is revealed in stark, horrifying detail, we see Prospero’s. Lemme just preface this by saying what Prospero went through is n o t any less terrible and is a super fucken mega valid fear/trauma, but let me cook y’all just hear me out. Prospero’s fear seems to be about medical malpractice and/or being conscious during a painful operation that likely went south (aka ‘oh shiiitttt he fucken DEAD-‘), and that’s fucking tragic as all hell. Yet, okay let me cook here, it’s more… I don’t want to say general, because that does NOT mean his fear is any less significant but it’s like. Way back when, death via medical bullshit was more or less fairly common, especially during wartimes (which is the era I headcanon Prospero to be from); meanwhile, Annabel’s fear is so uniquely hers, it’s borne of a culmination of specific experiences tied together by her relationship with Lenore.

By contrast of a more common fear vs something so deeply personal and specific to this one person- because it’s not just unrequited love, it’s being so vehemently denied and misunderstood by the ONE (1!) person who you wholeheartedly trusted in your entire life who also oops mega died on you- this distinction gives way to an almost more raw, more visceral feeling to Annabel’s fear sequence. Again!!! I am not undermining Prospero’s own trauma, I promise!!! But you have to admit that there’s something, from a narrative standpoint, that hits so much harder with how deeply personal Annabel’s fear is. The contrast is even more great when you look at how Prospero’s involved a buncha bloodied hands not really tied to any faces or even any indication of personhood like accessories, scars, etc etc. It could’ve been a group of anyone holding him down hurting him; on the flipside, Annabel is being restrained by one very specific person we see in full view. The faceless crowd who could’ve been anyone at anytime vs the lone perpetrator whose history you know like a second name. It’s just!!! So personal!!!

In conclusion, on the surface level, one would think a character so deeply ingrained in using deceptions and manipulation would have her greatest fear tie into having her true nature revealed to everyone she’d fooled, but then it turns out it’s the complete fucking opposite. What homegirl fears the most is her truest, innermost self not being believed and accepted by just one (1!) person. The way it’s framed is just so heartstabbingly personal, especially when you parallel it to a previous fear sequence just a few panels preceding it. This is it, your honor, this is Annabel’s deepest driving force broken down to its bare essentials. To hell with whatever reputation she’s carefully crafted! Who cares what anyone else thinks of her if she doesn’t believe her, if she doesn’t SEE her. Really, truly see her. Lenore is the defining point that Annabel has revolves around so wholeheartedly, and there’s no point to anything anymore if Annabel loses her. This crux of her character, OHHH BBAAABBYY it’s just so well done because we, as the audience, have been given clear evidence to build up this narrative of Annabel’s characterization fer so long now and to finally see it come together in a fiery explosion of lesbian angst with this latest chapter??? Gods, the writing of Nevermore will never not drive me absolutely insane in the membrane.

#if yall think this essay went crazy i need yall to kmow i once wrote a legit MLA cited college research paper about mf Bumbleby #and I got a high grade and everything yall heard me it was 12 pt new times roman and had literal academic sources to back up my points #i had to cut it down from 15 pages to like 10 bc of a max word count my prof set it was so sad #so yeahhhhhhh your girl may or may not just go crazy on the fictional analysis #which makes sense when u know that imma character-driven writer #anyways in conclusion i be clocking in to fight fer annabel as an amazingly written character like its a 9-5 job #to all the ppl who doubted her how yall feeling rn hmmmmmmm #annabel lee whitlock ur just so much fun to dissect like a lesbian lab project #nevermore webtoon #white raven #annabel lee whitlock #lenore vandernacht #prospero nevermore #<—i swear i care fer the rat man guys i rlly rlly do #but man. the way annabel’s shit was just to personal. it rlly got me okay???

[joshriku]

charles' terrible, not good, very bad coping with erik's death (it's been a slowburn of him not acknowledging it until he blew up)

#cherik #charles xavier #long post #so funny. #[guy clearly deranged] ITS TAKEN HIM SO LONG #MF HAD TO GO THROUGH A LIFE ALTERING MARVEL COMICS NEEDS MONEY EVENT #JUST TO BEGIN TO THINK ABT GRIEF #HES SOOOOO REAL #anyway here are the sources for all of these bc im insane #1) xmen red 7 2) immortal xmen 7 3) xmen red 9 4) immortal xmen 9 #5) xmen unlimited infinity comic 62 #7) immoral xmen 1 8) sins of sinister dominion 9) immortal xmen 11 #10) xmen red 11 #guy plagued w voices (thats me) (im the guy)

[emblazons]

We're only getting older, baby

& I've been thinking about it lately

The Party + Night Changes

#the party #byler #mike wheeler #will byers #el hopper #eleven #lucas sinclair #dustin henderson #stranger things #what I was working on before the Noah news yesterday LOL #I couldn’t do a tragic max shot lmao I’m sorry I just refused #FUN FACT I DID NOT KNOW THIS WAS A 1D SONG UNTIL THIS SET #I literally just liked the quote. imagine my surprise learning the mf source LMFAO #my gifs #the me tag #dailystrangerthings #st edit

[gentlenotes-moved]

Hey y'all. Minor update

So I went to my new gi doc and she is really nice and sweet. I told her everything and turns out the gerd pills I have rn are the strongest they have and it's the stuff they give full grown adults with stomach ulcers??? I told her it doesn't work at all anymore (and neither does my nausea pill) and she said that that's pretty concerning. Along with the fact that (she said) gerd is most common in overweight, older adults and i'm an underweight 18 year old girl. so.

But I haven't eaten a proper meal since Thanksgiving and I've been basically surviving on granola bars (and OTC antacids which don't do shit lmao) bc for some reason it's the only thing I can keep down almost entirely. I usually eat about two a day and that's pretty much it bc my stomach doesn't seem to able to take more than that. If I try to eat anything more or anything different I'll get to the brink of vomiting for hours, if not the entire day. Like one bite can trigger it.

So my doc was like "well that's not fuckin good! that's concerning as hell!" so I have a scheduled upper endoscopy on Thursday morning and y'all have absolutely NO clue how fucking ecstatic i am for it. Like it's goddamn christmas day. Istg Thursday is the day that's keeping me going rn

#mine #personal #also my dad is taking it HORRIBLY unfortunately. like so much worse than i am. #like this mf is verbally refusing to accept the fact that ~maybe~ there's smth wrong with me. Perhaps. #he's gone from dehydration to covid to 'smth I'll grow out of' to my diet (i already proved that one wrong many years ago) #he's a massive die-hard conspiracy theorist btw and he distrusts doctors with a passion #the entire times it's felt like I'VE been the one comforting HIM about this whole thing. god. #like i get it's scary but like #life goes on?? we'll figure it out dude!! chill!!! #my mom is my greatest source of comfort and she is really tired of my dad being so goddamn paranoid about everything #she says not to take everything my dad says to heart (he's yelled at both of us about my current situation) bc he's just scared #for me. and i know he is. it's so hard to be angry at him

[ricketycr1cks]

Mac growing up scared and afraid, Mac being bullied so hard he develops a tough outer shell so he can protect himself and Charlie, Mac who’s angry all the time but underneath that is really just scared, Mac who constantly changes his body because he just wants to be enough for himself and everyone around him, Mac McDonald, who does everything for the people around him, who loves his friends more than he cares to admit, who has been begging for approval and attention in any way he can since he was a kid, Mac who has always been too annoying, too off putting, too much for everyone around him, Mac who wears toxic masculinity like an ill fitting suit that everyone can always tell is off,Mac who doesn’t know what he genuinely enjoys or what he took on as a persona to be perceived a certain way, Mac secretly protecting everyone around him, defending his friends when the aren’t there, Mac that worries every day if he is enough for his friends, that underneath the persona they all put on of not caring about each other genuinely loves each and every one of them, Mac who never got to be a gay teen, or young adult, who felt sick every time after he had sex and decided that was just how life was, who lived between delusion and deflection from his identity, who has to re-figure out himself and his life in his 40’s, Ma-

#okay I’m sorry I’m done #I will never get tired of being insane about him #I hate him (he’s so incredibly special to me) #mfs about a bitch named Ronald McDonald be like 🤥 #also I think so much about how Mac was supposed to be this like Macho frat boy #but he was never liked in hs which you would think wouldn’t be the case #considering that type of bro-dude usually would be popular #and I think it’s really interesting that everyone could tell he just.. #was off #like as much as he tried to fit into that archetype he was too Mac to be popular #idk if I’m making any sense #iasip #it’s always sunny #it’s always sunny in philadelphia #source: iasip #mac mcdonald #it’s always sunny in philly #iasip mac #iasip dennis #iasip dee #iasip charlie #dennis reynolds #charlie kelly #I was cut off by Dennis bc he’s homophobic:(

[spyair]

relationships: obikawa kiyoshi/tokinaga sachiyuki

word count: 1262

rating: general audiences, no archive warnings apply

summary: Tokinaga can’t fall asleep. Obikawa helps in his own way.

Takes place prior to the events of the manga, but contains spoilers up to the most recent chapter (59 as of this posting).

tags: pre-canon, fluff, sharing a bed, attempt at humor

#after god #after god fic #obikawa kiyoshi #tokinaga sachiyuki #obitoki #binged all chapters in one day wrote and published fic the very next day #what yaoi does to a mf #READ AFTER GOD #READ IT #SOURCE: JUST TRUST ME #this fic will have a grand audience of 3 tops but that's okay #i need to scream about obitoki

[hasarjunadoneanythingwrong]

anyway I made a stupid chart of some fgo servants based off of whether I prefer to see them with the male mc or the female mc

#surprising 0 people it is very gay #if a random character isn’t here it’s probably bc I don’t really care for their servant/mc ship even if they’re popular #shoutout to the random mf who beat the odds and get two hands #legitimately I do find it hilarious how there were 0 parings where I preferred them het. i did try to think of one but nope #in my defense even a lot of the yuri stuff fees very het #kipposhi should be under gudao tbh….I did this on mobile lol #I don’t really dislike seeing (most) of these w the other mc tbh but they have more…flavor when it’s the other way around #source: just trust me bro #when will fgo give me the butch of my dreams….. #my post

[craycraybluejay]

Give me ideas for stuff to eat, if it's a fetish thing for you then even better.

I'm severely underweight and somehow ended up losing more even tho I've been eating ok, so now I'm on a diet plan of "eat everything I think of to any point below nausea."

Also if you have any tips on how to gain weight and maintain it and what foods help do that quicker pls let me know.

Legitimately, it's scary to step on a scale and realize you've dropped around 15 lbs for no reason and in a short period of time.

#underweight #accidental weight loss #it might be the going off t thing idk #i was a diy er but lost my source #feed me #fr #where are all the feeding kink people bc i know thats a thing and i know at least some of yall know how to make someone put on weight #food recommendations #recommendations needed #give me advice #i want to weigh enough for it to be at least a bit of a struggle to pick me up #anoutherposting #skeleton lookin mf against my will

[delulu-with-wandanat]

Wanda Pre-Westview Deluluness

Sam: Hey, Wanda. Whatchu writing?

Wanda, covering her laptop: Nothing...

Sam, takes her laptop: Give me that.

Wanda: NO! GIVE IT BACK-

Bucky: Wanda x Natasha, 120k words, slow burn, daddy kink??

Wanda: STOP-

Sam: Dom Natasha, Sub Wanda, spanking, choking, hair pulling-

Natasha:

#source: me mf #wandanat #wanda maximoff #natasha #wanda x natasha #wlw #wanda #natasha romanoff #incorrect wandanat #incorrect quotes #wantasha #wanda deluluness #mcu sapphic #brother sambucky pls #i just imagine them teasing wanda like their own little sister

[ask-hector-and-isaac]

(Post-CV3, Pre-CoD) Hector, were you and Rosaly ever officially married? Did you have any kind of ceremony to commemorate the event?

We had a long discussion about that. She was adamant that we got married, because it was important to her that we are husband and wife in the eyes of God. I was hesistant, as I am a heretic and I do not need the approval of a priest to know that my love for her is real.

In the end, I relented for her sake. Bowing my head to a God that doesn't see me is the least I could do for her. We had a small, conservative ceremony, with only her aunt figure and her children as witnesses. Rosaly's happiness was all I needed to be content with my decision.

#akumajou dracula #ask hector and isaac #hector castlevania #no joke this one thing gave me *so* much trouble when i was writing grip #in ptr rosaly says something like “i don't think god was at the altar” implying they did get married #but every other source calls rosaly hector's “lover” #and realistically hector was in no condition to be married in a church unless he converted #but also rosaly is a christian woman and yes she's stubborn but she's not this inappropriate #man i said that rosaly had an aunt because i read the clumsy mf translation where they took obaa-chan literally 😭 it's so outdated

[vega-482]

Some popular TSP artists be like:

NOOOOO you can't make the narrator lovey dovey you need to make him a selfish prick and you can't twinkify him he's an old fat man who has a very complicated relationship with stanleyy !!

Me: cool

*makes the narrator absolutely love Stanley being head over heels about him and also a senior twink wearing makeup*

#honestly just let people enjoy things #as long as it's harmless who cares #honestly i don't care if 500 twink narrators exist thanks to the clock out animations #woobify the narrator untill he's nothing but a husk of the original source #who cares let people just have fun #you don't need a deep reason for disliking stuff you can just dislike twink narrators #you can deeply analyse and have heated but respectful conversations about the complicated relationship of Stanley and the narrator and #the symbolism of ir like oroboros or however its called #but some people just want gay men and having fun in fandoms #they just wanna distract from their daily lives #and many ppl here are minors so #if you dislike something you can just dislike stuff and not consume it and leave ppl alone #like red said we kinda have a gatekeeping problem yeah #im too old and have seen the horrors im tired let me have fun #mf i need to pay school and finish university let me have gays #i was in the onceler fandom the sausage party fandom and the teenage book sagas fandom #im too old for this #the Stanley parable #vega txt #tsp

[emoboygenderenvy]

just finished the hbomberguy video. holy shit

#hbomberguy #james somerton #mfs are out here making thousands of dollars copying people word for word #cut to me frantically scanning my research writing to make sure I’m not paraphrasing my sources too closely

[millesbianforce]

Why must I cite my sources? Is it not enough to simply be autistic and just Know things?

#trying to write and argumentative essay on something that has zero academic research or sources behind it is proving to be mildly difficult #my professor was like there has to be someone whose done research on this kind of thing YEAR MF I THINK ITS ME #amusement park industry write literallt fucking anything down challenge

[criilock]

The bard can be a little shady... As a treat

#Please look at it it took me SO long #dnd #dungeons and dragons #digital art #illustration #Bard #Working with multiple light sources does shit to a mf