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#THANK YOU AGAIN ANON!!!
kiirotoao · 2 months
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HEYY YOUR SO PRETTY BTW AND I LOVE YOUR BLOG
the ask :
so, i wanted to get ur opinion on s3 mike. such as, what he was going through and his internalized homophobia. things like that!
maybe some things w/ him and his relationship w/ el too!
THANKS FOR ANSWERING IF U DO ANSWER :D
I’m gonna pretend that I’m fine after weeks of getting flustered just staring at this in my inbox! Thank you, anon!!! 🥺🥺 You’re making me blush! But, uh, anyways! Let’s talk about Mike Wheeler! 💙
I think that Mike in season 3 is the most interesting version of himself in the entire show because of how hidden his story becomes. In all other seasons, Mike cries openly with other people and expresses his sadness and fears over Will and El.
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In season 3, though? Besides the finale, the tearful goodbyes narrated by Hopper, we never see Mike truly cry and explicitly talk through why. Sure, it can be pretty readily implied that it’s because of the Byers leaving, but we don’t hear that aloud. We don’t see exactly who’s on Mike’s mind as those cars pull away. We're left with silent and unsure stares, looks of seeming regret or something else unknown.
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Season 3 is truly a huge turning point for Mike, he’s losing his girlfriend and arguably his closest friend in the Party, and it's so easily overlooked because it all happens at the very end of the final episode. Whereas El goes through hell and fights to connect to Billy and save her friends, where Max also feels the weight of his loss, where Will gets his heartbreaking scene at Castle Byers - all the Party members who are very linked to Mike get their emotional moments that season, and we know exactly why they cry.
But Mike dances around his emotions all season long. In consulting Lucas to deal with breaking up and making up with El, in trying to tell El that he loves her without ever saying it, in fighting with Will because "it's not [his] fault [Will doesn't] like girls."
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Oh, Mike. I really don't think that Mike was out to hurt Will when he said that. Rather, it's a culmination of heteronormativity and the poor relationship that he has with El and trying to compensate for it. I interpret the outburst as him saying, 'it's not my fault that I'm in a relationship and you're not, so you wouldn't get it.' And by extension, Will being in a relationship would require, normatively, being with a girl.
But at the same time, for a jab that deep - I can't help but question more.
Mike could have said, "it's not my fault you don't like anyone!" or "don't bring her into this!" or even as simple as, "you wouldn't understand!" But no. Mike takes the direct train to sexuality station and brings up the fact that El is a girl. So it seems to me that Mike is very likely harboring something in his heart about why El being a girl is important for him to argue.
But we never know for sure. This moment is never addressed again due to the Mind Flayer’s sudden return. And so it’s up to us as the audience to decide what we think of Mike’s statement. And personally, as I’m sure many of you believe, too, I think that Mike is projecting and trying to hide the fact that he doesn’t like girls onto Will, pushing away his problems to someone he trusts who’s more similar to himself than he realizes.
Tied to his inability to say to El’s face that he loves her, to the fact that they've - reportedly from Hopper - kissed all Summer long with no mention of meaningful conversation, to the very surface-level relational mending his makes by calling El’s outfit “cool” and giving her candy, to the very end of the season where Mike once again denies saying that he loved El just before an open-eyed kiss and a face like this:
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Mike doesn’t need to say anything about that kiss for me to know that that’s not the reaction of someone who’s perfectly happy to be back together with his ex-girlfriend. So do I wish that we had a moment of vulnerability for Mike where he expressed his heart in season 3? Yes, but his nonverbals spoke volumes.
So, yeah, I think that in season 3, Mike is very much gay, but he he acts cautiously and self-preservingly because trauma is drowning everything out.
And what is this trauma? I know that I’m working backwards, but I need to bring up that Mike was separated from El for so long in the time of season 2, and I think that that makes him so attached to her in season 3. Think about what else he says in that scene when he admits his love: “I love her and I can’t lose her again.”
As sweet as it is to be reunited to El by the end of season 2, it’s not a clean reunion for Mike. He’s in shambles when he learns that Hopper was lying to him and not letting El even tell Mike that she’s okay.
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Not to mention that this isn’t his first but second time almost losing her to the monster that season.
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Because of this unstable connection, I think that Mike has built a protective relationship with El, one that focuses on keeping her rather than knowing her, and we see how that all unfolds with his superficial “superhero” complex he has of her in season 4. Season 3 was just the beginning.
And so I think that Mike in season 3 stands as a version of himself that’s confused protectiveness with love. Even though he arguably behaves with that same mindset all the time, it’s at its highest during season 3 because of his never-ending insistence to help El even if she’s capable to do things by herself. Mike isn’t just clingy, he’s worried. Worried for her life. There’s no time to worry about where the problems in their relationship arise, there’s only time to fix them and go back to how they were at equilibrium - when things were normal.
Thus, Mike behaves rather stubbornly. He’s insistent and defensive, not letting a single thing slip through the cracks and risk any more hurt. In doing so, his personality is left far under the surface and unexplored. He only acts to stir up emotions rather than reflect on them, because any pausing to think will only confuse him more. He’s looking ahead, looking at the light, holding onto everything good he has with all the propriety of a 13/14-year-old who has a heart bigger than his head.
Simply put, Mike is a bit of an anti-hero this season. And I think that it's because of this that he starts to get most controversial for the audience.
I’m clearly a Mike apologist, but I genuinely don’t think that he’s out to hurt anyone when he argues with others this season. He’s just stubborn and loud about it, which can definitely be to his fault at times. But in the end, when it comes down to who he loves, I think that season 3 is the era of change, and that ending scene with Hopper’s letter paints the perfect setup for the next seasons to reveal that Mike has a lot more going on under the surface that’s causing all of this. Maybe some regrets, things he wishes he could “turn back the clock” on, regarding, say, Will and El and how he treats them platonically and romantically? Just a thought.
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The question of the day for Mike in season 3 stands: is he being selfish or selfless? And I think that it’s a mix of both, blended in with some heavy confusion due to role changing (not needing to protect El) and uncertain affections (not knowing how to figure out what he has with Will).
So, yeah. All in all, I think that Mike is really closeted in season 3 and doesn’t realize it until the final episode, and I honestly love him for it. As someone who’s gone through similar hurdles of internalized homophobia as a teen, it’s really heartwarming to see him grow and figure things out, even if the journey is far from perfect. It’s a humble origin story. And if he somehow ends up being straight and Byler isn’t endgame, well. I’ll be upset at the writers, but the impact still stands.
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scripted-downfall · 1 year
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Acting anon again. I agree it's cockiness. When he was younger he at least had a sincerity about him. They had to get it right or they'd get fired. Then come s8-9 and it's like... Haha you can't fire me you NEED me.
And to hear Jen talk about Dean and then Jared is like "Sam is the best" but he doesn't talk about Sam. Sam is a character to him and it shows. Dean is a person to Jensen and it shows.
I watched a good bit of Walker (before I could just not handle the poor writing) and I watch Big Sky.
Jared has a part in WRITING AND PRODUCING HIS CHARACTER and yet Jensen understands Beau far more than Jpad understands Walker and idek how that's possible.
Walker had potential but failed in so many aspects. While I watch Big Sky just for Beau and it's one of my favorite shows right now.
There's just a different caliber.
Well Jensen has taken what he was given in Supernatural and expounded on his craft, Jared is riding the high of being famous. He's popular because he's Jared padalecki not because he's a good actor. He's that guy from supernatural. Jensen on the other hand, is a fantastic actor who knows what he's doing. That's why he can be in so many different things. No matter what show he's in he becomes popular. It's not because of Supernatural it's because of him. While I don't think anyone watched Walker that didn't come from Supernatural.
There's nothing wrong with watching a show after seeing the actors in supernatural. That's what I did for several of even Jensen stuff. But people love him even without ever seeing him as dean. Because he's that good of an actor.
Anyway...
Didn't mean to rant lol
No, no, please rant! I'm so beyond stoked that you wrote back; please keep doing so as long as you wish to!
And your points continue to be spot-on; the increased job security seems to have gone to his head in the worst possible way, and, at this point, he's acting for the fame and not famous for the acting. The only reason this might be sustainable is that, as you said, people from SPN will follow him to his new projects, and there are enough Sam stans that it might be halfway feasible. In any other person --- and, I want to say, in him, too, though his fanbase will probably prove me wrong --- this would be the pride before the fall. His hubris is definitely a character defect; it's just not clear if it's his classically Fatal Flaw.
But you're absolutely right about how they treat their characters. I've seen a ton of jokes about how Jensen's one of the biggest fangirls among us, and --- in addition to being funny --- they're just downright accurate; Dean is real in a way that Sam never seems to be for Padalecki. Praising Sam isn't about discussing Sam; it's a statement on Jarpad. Discussing Dean is less about Jackles than it is about Dean. And that difference causes there to be a world separating the two. I won't say it's impossible to act without believing, at some level, in the reality of one's character, but Padalecki definitely can't.
"He's popular because he's Jared padalecki not because he's a good actor." I can't put this any better than you did, so I'm just gonna say: yes. A hundred times, yes.
And I also agree that there's not an issue with following actors to other shows. Frankly? I'm a touch obsessive. If I fixate on a character, I will follow that actor through their filmographies. I saw Jensen in Supernatural first, and have since watched --- solely due to his presence in the vehicle --- Dark Angel, some of Big Sky (though I haven't gotten to s3 yet, so idk if that counts), Ten Inch Hero, My Bloody Valentine, and Devour. The same is true with Misha, though I have access to less that he's been in: I basically could only watch 24 and the one episode of Monk he was in (and, even then, I'd seen the shows before because they've been family favorites for a while; I just hadn't known who Misha Collins was at the time). Both actors continued to be just as enjoyable --- just as skilled --- outside of their Supernatural roles.
However, I've watched the occasional Jarpad thing, too. I recently made some posts about one such film, which I hadn't realized he'd been in --- Cry_Wolf --- but I also intentionally watched Walker, House of Wax, and the Friday the 13th remake, just out of curiosity. Mainly, I was just curious whether my dislike for Sam was affecting my judgement, whether he'd gotten better outside of that environment. And he just hadn't. They were all utterly atrocious. To borrow my phrasing from an earlier post, his acting was forgettable at best and horrible at worst.
Long post already long: it's not a coincidence that Jackles has drawn massive interest from the general audience and not just the Supernatural fans. The Boys might have been the first example of this, but, as you point out, Big Sky has had a similar reaction. And, on the other hand, the only thing saving Padalecki from being a one-hit wonder (and I use the word "wonder" loosely) is that he's somehow managed to swing the loyalty of a very devout subset of the fanbase.
Anyway, I think it's my turn to apologize; this is, once again, a very long message... I hope it's not either oppressive or annoying; I'm just really enjoying the conversation. Thank you again, and all the best until next time!
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firein-thesky · 8 months
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hiii i’m so excited to see the lil writing game ty for doing this!! can i request 19 with megumi 💞
aww im excited to be doing this lil writing game too! and of course!! ty for requesting!!
this is a good one for megumi :3
19. One person stopping a kiss to ask “Do you want to do this?”, only to have the other person answer with a deeper, more passionate kiss.
The first time Megumi kisses you, you aren't expecting it at all.
It's just a chaste brush of his lips, so shy that for a moment, all you can do is freeze. Perhaps he notices. Perhaps he just can't quite breathe—
(If you felt his heart right now, it'd be rabbiting like a scared dogs. Uncertain. Desperate. Pleading with you.)
Unsure and afraid he's ruined everything, he murmurs, "I'm sorry—do you want to do this?"
Your heart catches, flames come to life.
You slant your mouth back over his in a sure kiss, deep and warm, pressing into him and almost knocking him back a little.
He makes a noise—half a whine, half a groan.
Suddenly his hands are on your waist, your sides, everywhere.
(Dog off his leash. Still desperate. So hungry.)
You clamber into his lap, hands fisting in the front of his sweater, straddling his waist. He's so warm. His shoulders are so broad and his waist is narrow beneath your hips. You can feel the rasp of stubble on his upper lip, rough, coming up against where you're so soft.
Your hand disappears into his messy hair, sinking deep, tightening gently. He gasps against you as you pull away, lips hovering over his, keeping his head tipped back. His lips are spit slick, parted just beneath yours.
His eyes are lidded and dark pools of blue.
"Yes," you get out, fitting yourself closer, perhaps more hungry than him. Perhaps worse off than him. "I want to do this."
This time when he kisses you, it isn't shy at all—it's all bite. Its all yours.
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thank you for sending in a request!! hope you enjoy!! megumi my love 🥺
Send me a character and a kiss prompt and I'll write a blurb!
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twyz · 1 year
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garlic isn't typically depicted as lethal to vampires but rather serves as a ward noxious to their sense. so a vampire that happens to love the stuff is perfectly valid. (see also: Hikari from Demichan Wa Kataritai / Interviews With Monster Girls.)
Oh that's actually great to know!!! Thank you for that!!
I still see it as goofy to think that garlic would be seen as like,, the hot chilli pepper to all vampires, but I will definitely keep this in mind!!
Thank you for the info lovely!!!
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kedsandtubesocks · 4 months
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hi! for your wip game with android!gojo! ✍🏼✍🏼✍🏼 thank you!
Hi howdy anon!! Omg thank you so for already being curious about android Gojo lol
✍️ a brief description of the plot - Android!Gojo
I’m still torn if I want us to build android Gojo or end up finding him broken but the core of the plot is the G07J is the best and most elite of the android models and you have to come to terms with how human it acts and the feelings it conjures up in you
GAHHH!!!! im so sorry anon I wish I could give you a better or fuller description but this wip is such a little stinker of a challenge for me rip lol 🤡 just even trying to plot it out has been tricky because all I have so far are very strong scenes and moments I want to piece together if that makes sense 😭
But I appreciate you and you wanting to know about this funky little project!! Take care 🥹
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resident-snoozer · 5 months
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My Thanksgiving was good. Nothing too special, but fun. Maybe my Christmas gift to you this year will be revealing who I am, but at the same time, mystery is fun, eh?
Until next time, Snoozer.
very glad holiday anon!!!! whether u decide to reveal yourself or not is your choice,, eitherway u are still incredibly cool and thank u for checking in <3
see u near christmas probably!!! take care dude
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If you receive this, you make somebody happy! Go on anon and send this to ten of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. If you get one back, even better! ✨
This just made my day! Thank you so much! :) this is exactly what I needed after a fourteen hour drive!! ❤️❤️🥺
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polarsirens · 1 year
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I love your art and I've been thinking about Gerard (<3) and I wanted to recommend The Night We Met by Lord Huron, because it makes me think of them
thank you <3 and ough lord huron my beloved…. i haven’t listened to this song in a while but you are so so right and i’m back on my sadness train
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take me back to the night we met
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kuzmich-isterich · 6 months
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My parts for KidKiller Zine ♡ (◡‿◡)
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basketobread · 4 months
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How does Lunara feel about... Lolth
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not good lol
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chocodile · 12 days
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Redrew a scene from Succession with @kwillow and I's guys, as ya do. Tom's mentor-slash-deranged tormentor relationship with Greg reminds me a little bit of these two.
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Hello may 31th anon! Look at that, another year behind us and a new one to come. Have a nice day! ₍՞◌′ᵕ‵ू◌₎♡
#may 31th anon#hello friends!! (。’▽’。)♡ how are you!! I missed you so much!#I'm sorry that once again i have not been posting but I did that thing again where I got scared of posting#I do not know why but it is the same with physical paper diarys#I have 3 diarys and they all have 1 entry#I think one just says 'I am ten'#what have you been up to!! did you do something fun? is it summer too where you live? c:#my tumblr messages seem to be broken! I'm sorry if you wrote something :C it just says 'no new messages' despite also saying new messages#not a lot has happened here! I got a tomato plant and then I got very invested into the tomato plant and I have eaten three tomatos so far (#my roses are also doing well!! I just got a new yellow rose and since she got here she only made orange flowers#I do not know the meaning of that#but I am very thankful! ( ˊᵕˋ )♡ I love it when things are orange!!#I've been trying to buy an orange shirt for the past 2 weeks but they always sell out before I get to them#I'm also thinking about buying a jean jacket#I have not worn a jean jacket for at least 15 years because one time in 7th grade  tthe girl behind me said#that I was wearing a cool jean jacket and I just assumed that this was bullying for no actual reason#but maybe she just thought that it was an acutal cool jean jacket#we'll soon have out 10 year school reunion#maybe I should ask her#is anyone else going to a secret Sherlock phase again#I just want to see that silly little hat again#would sherlock holmes wear a jean jacket#have a nice day everyone!!#see you soon hopefully!!#♡^▽^♡
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firein-thesky · 1 year
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hi!! for the ask game, may i ask numbers 1, 21 (for coin toss or to hold and be held?), 41, and 50? i hope you're having a great day!! :)
i've been saving this and waiting until i was finished up w work to answer!!
1. What fic of yours would you recommend to someone who had never read any of your work? (In other words, what do you think is the best introduction to your fics?)
Hmm...maybe to hold and be held? I think it is a sufficient amount of angst and comfort/kinda gives you an idea of what i enjoy writing. i think i also just really enjoyed writing that one/it came very easily!
21. If you wrote a “missing scene” in [insert fic], what would it be?
okay i'll answer for both fics!
for coin toss, i'm not sure if this qualifies as a "missing scene" but i would've loved to write a little bit more with dabi interacting with the reader/the reader interacting with the villains a little more. i think maybe also another scene of tomura accidentally flashing his possessiveness/protectiveness over the reader.
as for to hold and be held, i'll be so honest, i almost included a whole other smut scene at the end jdkflsjfkld i couldn't bring myself to do it but. the idea still lives in my head. maybe i'll do it as some one shot sometime. otherwise, a missing scene i almost did, which honestly would've turned into several scenes, was sukuna's involvement/thoughts on all of that/the reader, etc. i hint at sukuna's interest in megumi and the reader as this sort of shadow/light opposites but i had a lot more of that thought out. ultimately, i didn't wanna deal with sukuna lol and i didn't want it to be longer than it already was for a one shot. too many characters to keep track of in one scene!!
41. Link a fic that made you think, “Wow, I want to write like that.”
oh gosh. there's so many. can i just....@pantowone 's writing in general i'm always floored. i'll also say @cyancherub 's aki fic haunt really sticks with me, too, in terms of writing style. there are many, many more i just don't want this answer to get too long!! ppl on here are fr so talented
50. Answer any question of your choice, or talk about anything you want to talk about!
ohhh dealer's choice!! okay okay...i'll answer 26:
26. Would you rather write a fic that had no dialogue or one that was only dialogue?
i think no dialogue because i'm wordy. but i also have recently been writing scripts which is....purely dialogue. it's a fun challenge!
thank you so much for asking such great questions!!
ask me questions about fic writing!!
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sasanka-27 · 7 months
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The oil under Impala mystery 🔍✨
(Inspired by the lady with expert wife tips from tiktok)
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