#about to lose my mind rn

[sparrovv]

Life is...well it's definitely going.

#random drawing #phone drawing #about to lose my mind rn #school starts in a week. #it shouldnt. #i should draw arno in this style lol #also orange sticky notes suck. #assassin's creed #adjacent. #technically. #not really. #fuck it i guess

[hamable]

WHEN I TELL YOU I SCREAMED

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #IM GONNA BE UP ALL NIGHT THINKING ABOUT THE HORRORS OF BARON TAKING THE FORM OF RIZ’S BEST FRIEND/MAYBE QP PARTNER AJBSBDJDJDK #LIKE IM LOSING MY MIND #he is ELATEDDD to be casting max damage on a PC rn #he’s having the best day of his life

[shima-draws]

THE NEW INDIGO DISK TRAILER???

HELLO?? HELLO??? KIERAN?????????

#OH? OH MY GOD? OH MY GODDDDD???????? #Pokemon #Pokemon Kieran #The Indigo Disk #The Teal Mask #Pokemon SV #Kieran #Pokemon SV DLC #Shima speaks #LOSING MY MIND OVER HERE RN. AAJDJASFNSADS #NOT sure how I feel about the new hairstyle but I'm still super pumped to see him either way 😭 #BUT STILL. WHAT DID THEY DO TO YOU. LOOK AT YOU YOU HAVE ANXIETY

[pineappical]

would calling this something like "the sun to his earth" be a little bit too cliche? maybe...

#ted lasso #ted lasso fanart #tedependent #trent crimm #ted x trent #I JUST GAHH!! GAAAHH!!! I HAVE MANY FEELINGS ABOUT THEM!!!!! #pn.art #YEAH IM NOT IMMUNE TO THE SUN/MOON WHATEVER THEHELL :/ #since i probably wont be able to draw what i have in mind rn id just say it now. i have this thought about stars on the ceiling and how ted #and trent grew up with different fathers. how ted had a loving dad who he wished he told him more how much he meant to ted #and trent's father being more strict. wanting him to be something else. a stronger man. someone who played football. and how glow in the #dark stars is just a core part to many kids' childhoods and how ted probably had them and trent didnt #IDK.. IDK IM THINKING ABOUT IT... im making zero sense and this is a thought that goes nowhere but i just love the imagery of it all SNIFFS #something something ted and trent being two people who didnt want to be like their fathers but in very different ways but also so similar #enough that theyll definitely buy their own kids glow in the dark stars if they asked #IM LOSING MY MIND RN. HELLO. ANYWAYS.... #EDIT: WHY DOES TUMBLR LOVE REMOVING TH E FINAL LETTER IN SOME OF THESE TAGS

[funsize-cenobites]

The weight of knowing Nightow said in an interview that Vash avoids taking lovers and deepening most relationships because of the disparity of time between Humans and Plants and the pain that comes from that... Yet he explicitly chose Wolfwood; a man who's time had already been stolen from... to spend the rest of his tomorrows with...

Indescribable.

I am genuinely unsure how to recover from this level of longing. This acceptance of the inherent tragedy that makes love beautiful at its core: That impermanence.

Vash spent all that time avoiding and yearning. Loving always at arms length and loving so hard to try and make up for that. Then when he finally finds someone strong enough, who loves Vash the same. Someone that has even a snowballs chance in hell of understanding any part of him. he loses him. Not immediately though, that would've been a mercy. No, Vash got just enough time to realize how close he was.

Vash got to start building a home in Wolfwood just in time to see it collapse.

It's haunting in a way most of the media around these themes has rarely managed to be to me personally. Vash is possibly my favorite example of that one quote:

"Grief is just love with no where to go."

And god... Vash has so so so much love trapped inside.

#trigun #Trimax #Vashwood #Im straight losing my mind rn #They're all I can think about right now sorry #Sorry for putting all this in the tags but woo boy #I have to exercise the demons or they'll claw out of me #Also #trimax spoilers #I guess?? #trigun maximum spoilers

[spinjitsuburst]

“Nya and Jay both never say a word to the other ninja about Skybound” are you telling me Nya doesn’t TELL KAI THAT SHE DIED. ARE YOU TELLING ME NYA DOESN’T SEEK OUT HER BIG BROTHER AFTER A NIGHTMARE OR MENTAL BREAKDOWN OR IF HER CHEST IS A LITTLE TOO TIGHT THAT DAY. ARE YOU TELLING ME KAI CAN LOOK AT THE PERSON HE CARES ABOUT MORE THAN ANYONE IN THE WORLD AND NOT INSTANTLY KNOW SOMETHING IS DEEPLY, HORRIBLY WRONG??

THESE TWO RAISED EACH OTHER. NYA WOULD NOT KEEP THIS FROM HIM I AM PHYSICALLY INCAPABLE OF BELIEVING THAT

#‘alright grandma let’s get you to bed’ I’M RIGHT AND Y’ALL KNOW IT #look out Han’s Skybound posting again #I JUST HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ALL THE TIME #BBNB UPDATING ISNT HELPING IM KINDA IN AGONY ABOUT KAI RN #I’m losing my mind y’all KAI SHOULD KNOW. KAI SHOULD KNOW THAT SOMETHING HAPPENED TO HIS SISTER #sniffles they just mean so MUCH to me dude #kai #Nya #kai jiang #Kai smith #Nya Jiang #Nya smith #Skybound #ninjago #spinjitsu screams

[aeirithgainsborough]

Lottie Matthews & Natalie Scatorccio YELLOWJACKETS: 103. The Dollhouse

#these two make me crazy anyway 10/10 lottienat interaction #yellowjackets #yellowjacketsedit #lottie matthews #lottiematthewsedit #natalie scatorccio #nataliescatorccioedit #lottienat #96yellowjackets #tvedit #** #btw. im posting a lot of stuff rn cus im about to lose so much of my giffing time #dont mind me dont mind me

[thekittyokat]

you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah

#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again #the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys #saw #well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand #know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows #your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman. #there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn #thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down #something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness #the transformation of a man into a monster #and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption #sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this #do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind. #the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore #it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating #fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn #i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him #until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else #well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God #where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium #anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus #maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man #i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed #if only he hadn't been weaponized first #god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already #but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there #rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts #ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly #cat chat

[lesbianpegbar]

chainsaw man season 1 episode 1 moodboard

#IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOO #ITWAS SO FUCKING GOOD #IM LOSING MY MIND #I NEED SOMEBODY TO LOSE MY MIND WITH RN #THE ANIMATION THE VIBES THE VOICE ACTING THE UOOOORGRYUUUUUUUUUUUUGHHHHHH #i feel fucking insane holy shit #it was actually so surreal to watch #like just seeing these characters and scenes that i’ve known for years come to life on the screen #it didn’t feel real #ohhhhhhhhh my god #going to be thinking about this all day #chainsaw man #mine

[egodeath-ofthe-internet]

*said in the cubfan135 voice* in HermitCraft right now. straight up jornking it. and by it. well. let's just say redstone

#sorry everyone im losing my mind rn. anywayyys #hermitcraft #cubfan135 #suggestive #<- ive been tagging that on a suspicious amount of my posts. about HermitCraft

[iknowwhereyousnoozeatnight]

couple of mello + near doodles

#death note #mello #mihael keehl #near #nate river #meronia #bright colors #eyestrain #been having fun w colors recently :3 #these are the product of me really really really not wanting to do some discussion boards #like i don’t even hate discussion boards but something about them has been filling me with dread i’d rather just do exams tbh #i'm like dragging myself through the rest of this semester but it's different from last semester last semester i was losing my mind #this semester i've been able to sleep more than 4 hours a night and go outside bc it's not freezing but also i'm just so fucking done #with school i've been here too long i'm tired but i'm always tired and will always be tired it's tragic honestly i think i'd be more cool #with school if i weren't living how i am rn w my family but eh i don't have the money to move out so it's whatever and it doesn't really #help that i know i'll have to get at least a master's to really do anything in my field and the though of doing more of this makes #me so tired i think i might take a gap year after i get my bachelors this fall idk #anyways enjoy my doodles or don't if you don't want to i'm not the boss of you

[azul-marie]

little habits of love.

fem. reader feat. arthur, charles, javier, sean, john

arthur —

drawings to amuse.

his artistry is unknown to many but you, and perhaps little jack for all his curiosity. arthur is a private, sentimental man, all his thoughts collecting and manifesting across the pulp of his journal’s pages. but if you ask, even just to tease, you’ll no sooner receive a carefully folded gift of a drawing of something you mentioned to him before — a flower, a wild turkey’s feather, even a sleeping portrait of charles. some are detailed and thoughtful, shadows and light captured alike, while others are messy little scrawls drawn from boredom, of long trips back campward all alone. arthur says nothing of these gifts of his. the only thanks he needs is the way you grin up at him, the way you press those pages between ones of your own.

charles —

blocking sunny rays from a pretty face.

his statue is much discussed, height and build and all, strength seeping through the cloth of his clothing. charles is accustomed to being the tallest, the largest man in the room, save for a mr. arthur morgan. yet it still comes times his body serves for a purpose other than hurt, than suffering — times when the summer sun is high up above the clouds, its rays piercing your eyes, twisting that lovely face of yours into a grimace. he is not aware of when this habit began. charles knew only to spare you from this bother, by standing behind or besides you to give you a slice of shade while you worked. when you notice, the way you fawn so sweetly warms his heart, though he’ll only brush it off as the right thing to do. if it’s for you, it’s always right.

javier —

hands and arms at your beck and call.

he is a gentlemen, posh and proud in his own right. although the two of you live this life of freedom and criminality, javier never forgets to treat you like the loveliest lady you are. on riverbank walks, he’ll cross your elbows together to keep you warm and close. he insists on his hands on your waist whilst helping you dismount your horse. no matter the length of stairs ahead of you, his hand is always outstretched for you to steady yourself on the way down. before you need it, javier’s holding whatever it is out for you to pluck from his grasp, always anticipating your every move. he insists it is the compatibility between you both, how in tune you’ve grown to be. loyalty is his name, and he’s given it to you.

sean —

a quiet vulnerability.

his boisterous, cheeky camaraderie is unmatched by any other in the gang. sean is, at once, the joy and annoyance of every one person’s heart, despite their saying otherwise. but rarely, rarer than double-crossed rainbows or a sober camp party, sean falls silent. it is the type of silence that comes with trust, and a side of love; it is the kind that belongs only to you. where his head rests upon your lap, on your shoulder, your bosom, eyes closed in thoughtful quiet. where he soaks up your whispered words and gentle touches, wanting nothing more than his world enveloped by you. it never lasts long, for sean is too adamant of his feelings to go on without showering you in some sort of affection — but this quiet, his quiet, speaks volumes on his behalf.

john —

senses, touch, only for you.

during the wolf attack, it was all teeth and scapes and blood left behind to mark him. and after, it was pairs of hands after hands, touching his face, his battered body, until the day he finally healed enough to walk. john, plenty touch-starved before, now flinches and flicks off unwanted hands or legs or shoulders when he feels them getting too close. but you are never too close, no, never close enough. perhaps it is the shy of the soul that doesn’t allow him to admit aloud; whereas he snaps and growls at the others, it is by your hand he calms, whether it’s a stroke of his head or a caress of his cheek. it is a trust deeply connecting, said without words. john knows no hurt when it comes from you.

#arthur morgan #charles smith #javier escuella #sean macguire #john marston #red dead redemption 2 #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 imagines #rdr2 imagines #rdr2 x reader #arthur morgan x reader #charles smith x reader #javier escuella x reader #sean macguire x reader #john marston x reader #losing my mind over some yeehaw cowboys rn #my boys…mis vaqueritos… #they literally. all i can think about #paralive…jjba…re…i’m so sorry i’m Lacking #javier + charles have such a bad chokehold on me!!!!!!! i’m a little embarrassed 👉🏼👈🏼 #kicking my legs twirling my hair type way

[m00ngbin]

Guess what FUCKING DAY IT IS

#smtwo thursday #OK SO. WE LEFT OFF WITH TOME AND REIGEN AND SERIZAWA GETTING THROUGH TO MOB #AND OBVIOUSLY HES LIKE DEVESTATED #i would be too i would lose my mind #Serizawa got away THANK. GOD. #KITTEN WHAT ABOUT THE KITTEN WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN TO IT DID IT LEAVE TOO?? IS MOB GONNA GET IT OUT OF THERE BEFORE HE LOSES HIS SHIT? #is Mob going to beat Teru's ass (deserved) #whats happening with shou? WHERES RITSU?? WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING WITH TOICHIROU RN??? #DID HE WAKE UP #IS HE ALONE #OH wait no i think Rei is still there #yeah Rei's still there #will she be able to stop him from leaving if he wakes up? probably not but at least hes not by himself rn #will i lose my mind this chapter? #idk #all WONDERFUL questions that im sure I'll have some of the answers to by the end of this chapter #youd better believe im keeping you updated

[mochiwrites]

why superhero plots hard to create

#momo rambles #losing my mind #am I about to scrap Everything I had for this au and start over? #…..potentially #I’m going insane #why is it so hard to come up with a main villain #the genuine frustration flooding me rn #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[kazumahashimoto]

biggest plot twist in this game is that sidon is really messy

#it's way too damn hot rn so this looks like ass but that's not the point. this fucking plot twist is making me lose my mind #alleged childhood friend fiancée in and of itself is a reveal but the addition of the gay fucking statue in place of mipha?! SIDON?!?!?!? #like the fact that it says she's his childhood friend too like can you IMAGINE!!!!!!!!! #you've been friends with the prince since he was a kid and then 100 years later he spends the night with some hylian #and then that hylian gets a statue OF HIM RIDING HIS BACK?!?!?!?!??!?! WHERE THE STATUE OF HIS DEAD SISTER USED TO BE?!?!?!?!??! #absolutely insane. incredible. i'm obsessed. #now let's all remember to be normal about yona and not hate her just for being a woman who's with sidon okay? smile :) #totk #totk spoilers #botw #hh art #loz

[fifthnailinstevesbat]

watching the last episode of season 5 in 2026 and steve gets fatally injured and then the first notes of when it’s cold id like to die start playing and we all know in that moment it’s over

#i’m sad rn #i’m so scared for steve #i was scared for him in season 4 #but now i’m like… so petrified #i just cant lose him #he’s not even real but #if i have to sit there and watch the life leave his eyes #watch this character take his last breath #so young #he deserves to live a full life #i’m gonna literally lose my mind #and definitely DONT think about robin and dustin being the last ones there to see him go #definitely don’t think about robin screaming at him to wake up come on steve get up you’re fine YOURE FINE let’s go #definitely don’t think about dustin just sobbing in disbelief because no not again please please i cant do this again not you too #not steve #anyways uhhhh #sorry #stranger things #steve harrington #stranger things 4 #stranger things 5 #robin buckley #dustin henderson