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vexic929 · 6 months

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2, 4, 6, 9 for the song lyric prompts

#4 愛だけが私の生きる意味生きる力すべてなのに、愛だけが私を前へと強く突き動かしてた Love is the only reason I have to live, and love is the only thing that keeps me moving forward (愛だけが) from this prompt list info on Alex and Mihael here and here

cw: vague references to eating disorders and suicidal ideation

No one ever really knows how they'll handle the news of a loss. You can speculate, make educated guesses based on previous reactions and your overall closeness to the person, but until you're in that moment you don't really know. Sometimes, you feel nothing, and then you feel guilty for feeling nothing. Other times, the grief can be so soul-suffocating that it feels like a physical ache in your chest that hurts more the more you think about it.

Mihael had been sitting on the kitchen floor for a full hour now, staring numbly at the ring that had fallen out of the envelope addressed to him. There was no return address, no sign of who had sent it save for the unfamiliar handwriting on the envelope, but it didn't matter. He knew what it meant. Alex hadn't left him - he was dead. Mihael couldn't breathe. He clutched at his chest, struggling to get some air.

He had been so worried about Alex - the months of not hearing from him, the fear that kept gnawing at him like a wild animal as he desperately tried to make sense of the situation, oh god the angry messages he'd left when he'd thought he'd been abandoned. He felt sick to his stomach and he was certain if he'd eaten anything in the past few days he'd have vomited.

Alex was dead.

Mihael felt numb, disconnected from reality, and he wanted to lay down, curl up in a ball, and cry until he, too, was just as gone from this world as Alex. Why the hell did it have to be Alex? Alex had been making something of himself; if either of them was to die young it should have by all accounts been Mihael the way he constantly spiraled into patterns of self-destruction. And why...why hadn't he come home? His ring had made it so someone had to have found his body...where was he now?

The thoughts only made him feel worse. Had Alex died alone? Scared? Was he murdered and dumped unceremoniously somewhere? Had his body been too badly decomposed already by the time he'd been found to bring him home? Did...any authorities know? Why was the ring how he'd found out and not some policeman knocking on his door?

The thoughts spiraled so quickly he felt almost dizzy and his chest tightened until he felt certain it would collapse on itself. He reached for his pack of cigarettes, hands trembling and throat tight as he struggled to keep the tears back. He lit up the first one, and then a second, a third. By the time the sun had set, Mihael was still on the floor and the entire pack of cigarettes was empty.

It hadn't taken the grief away like he'd wanted. It was still there - painful and raw. But Mihael had been too drained for tears; he could only sit, think, and savor the burn from the smoke which seemed to be the only thing he could feel that didn't make him wish he was dead too.

#negative-speedforce #negative speedforce #vexic writes #vexic ocs #vexic lives #ask game #writing prompt #agent j-57 #alexander jacobs #mihael ireton

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mariocki · 1 year

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The Seven-Ups (1973)

"Hey, do me a favour, huh? Don't tell me what I know. Listen to what I'm saying. The guy you iced was a cop."

"Okay, so he was a cop!"

#the seven ups #1973 #american cinema #crime film #philip d'antoni #sonny grosso #alexander jacobs #albert ruben #roy scheider #tony lo bianco #victor arnold #jerry leon #ken kercheval #larry haines #richard lynch #bill hickman #lou polan #matt russo #joe spinell #robert burr #rex everhart #don ellis #d'antoni's only film as director; he'd made his name producing films like Bullitt and The French Connection (both obvious inspirations on #this film) and for his directing debut he reunited with a large number of the cast and crew of TFC‚ including stars Scheider and Lo Bianco #and actor and stunt driver Bill Hickman. Hickman was responsible for the frankly incredible car chase at the centre of this film‚ a #masterpiece of the form. he's also a compelling villain alongside Lynch and Spinell. the rest? eh. it's violent copaganda of the most #puerile and shameless kind‚ in which brave vigilante cops gun down terrible criminals without remorse or punishment. it is what it is #but a fine Spinell performance‚ an improbably good score from Don Ellis and some effective cinematography kept me watching

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diioonysus · 3 months

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red + art

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theladyigraine · 6 months

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one piece s1 | bloopers

#one piece #one piece live action #oplaedit #opla cast #tvedit #opla gifs #bloopers #mackenyu #steven ward #emily rudd #inaki godoy #jacob romero #alexander maniatis #myedit #lots more i would loved to include but were hard to gif!

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filmreveries · 6 months

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Jacob’s Ladder (1990) dir. Adrian Lyne

#jacob’s ladder #adrian lyne #tim robbins #elizabeth peña #matt craven #jason alexander #horror #horror film #film screencaps #film stills #films #screencaps #cinematography

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hugheses · 6 months

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all the video results for the nhl bff quiz

jack hughes, quinn hughes, cole caufield, auston matthews, trevor zegras, matthew tkachuk, brady tkakchuk, jared mccann, cale makar, mario ferraro, seth jones, connor mcdavid, johnny gaudreau, alexander ovechkin, jacob trouba, jason robertson, josh morrisey, anders lee

im preeeetty sure this is everyone unless i missed one in the source code. enjoy your blorbo being embarrassing

update: ok bc im so generous i went and found the ones from 2022 that werent reused this year: ryan o'reilly, sebastian aho, tyler toffoli, roman josi, thatcher demko, steven stamkos, darnell nurse, jakob chychrun, mark scheifele, mark stone. i know theres even older quiz i will MAYBE go searching for

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simsim54 · 4 months

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Me at midnight, swooning thinking: Alex must be kissing Henry right now. Simon must be kissing Wilhelm right now. Charlie must be kissing Nick right now. Ron must be kissing Harry right now. Jacob must be kissing Edward right now. Will must be kissing Mike right now. Stefan must be kissing Klaus right now. Patroclus must be kissing Achilles right now.

Also, me: Remembering I’m a lonely ass mf who spends her days shipping imaginary men together with absolutely no one to kiss.

Yeah, Happy New Year!

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jerytoon21 · 11 months

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PotD_2035_Augusta Alexander + Jacob Bixenman

#Augusta Alexander #Jacob Bixenman #friendship #sexy male model #jmbEdition

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renaissancetourfashion · 6 months

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Beyoncé for the Renaissance World Tour - North American Leg Pt. I (Toronto - Charlotte)

THE OPENING ACT

Dangerously in Love

Flaws and All

1+1/I'm Going Down

I Care

River Deep Mountain High

#beyonce #renaissance world tour #opening act #fendi #tiffany and co #givenchy #david koma #dsquared2 #alexander mcqueen #schiaparelli #ivy park #alaia #marc jacobs #georges hobeika #arturo obegero #ralph lauren #nina ricci #carolina herrera #renaissance

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vexic929 · 7 months

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1, 3, 5, 8, 9 for the ficlet prompts

"You can take a piece of me, baby; wrap those hands around my body" from this prompt list info on Alex and Mihael here and here

"Dammit." Mihael muttered as his lighter flickered out just before reaching the end of his cigarette. Alex wrinkled his nose.

"You really need to quit, babe. I don't want you dying before me." He joked, taking the empty lighter from Mihael's hand and tossing it in the garbage bin by the kitchen island.

"I will, as soon as the wedding's over. Do we have another lighter around or am I going to have to run down to the shops?" Mihael asked, turning to face Alex.

"'The shops' you're so cute." Alex teased, rummaging around the kitchen drawers.

"Well what else would you say?" Mihael asked, pocketing his cigarette and standing to join the search in the kitchen.

"The bodega. It's a bodega." Alex said with a laugh. "No lighters here. I'll walk you, you shouldn't be smoking in the apartment anyway."

The couple stepped out onto the street and began their brisk stroll to the corner store. The late summer air was cool against their skin and Alex laced his fingers with Mihael's, tugging him closer and planting a kiss on his cheek.

"Now what was that for?" Mihael asked, shooting his fiancé an amused look.

"Just 'cause I love you." Alex said with a shrug and a grin.

Mihael smiled back before pulling away to run into the store. Alex followed him inside where Mihael quickly grabbed another lighter and a drink. They continued walking until they reached the park near their apartment, settling on one of the benches overlooking the lake.

Mihael turned to Alex and leaned in close, planting a sweet kiss on his lips before reclining against him and finally lighting up the cigarette he'd been craving for hours.

"God, I can't wait until we're finally married. Between making arrangements and the cases I'm working on I'm afraid I'll have a heart attack before we even walk down the aisle." Mihael said with a sigh, exhaling a puff of smoke as he spoke.

"Speaking of, do your parents know if they can fly in yet?" Alex asked, holding Mihael closer.

"Mum's been trying to book a flight for months, the damn airlines just keep getting more expensive. I've half a mind to just pay for the tickets myself, I can't imagine marrying without them here." Mihael sighed again, resting his chin on Alex's shoulder.

"Then that's what we'll do. I'll take on a couple extra jobs, shouldn't be an issue." Alex said without a second thought, glancing down at Mihael with a reassuring smile.

Mihael shook his head and returned the smile, leaning up to plant another kiss on his future husband's lips. He had never felt so secure in someone's presence before, only more determined to make the ceremony he'd dreamt of for years just right.

#negative-speedforce #negative speedforce #vexic writes #vexic ocs #vexic lives #ask game #writing prompt #agent j-57 #alexander jacobs #mihael ireton

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emilia-chopin · 1 month

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