#allow the process to happen

[kenozwlrd]

I can admit that I haven’t been myself lately but it’ll get better.

#Allow the process to happen #It will get better #Me #zo #Honesty

[liimonadas]

im actually obsessed with 2-4 phoenix he is tired of all this bullshit. i love how he does not say a word for like 5 minutes after edgeworth enters the room

#hes on no hours of sleep running on anxiety barely processing what just happened #i think hes allowed to lash out a little #im trying to get more comfortable posting doodles here because ive been doodling a lot to cope w the stress lol #phoenix wright #miles edgworth #franziska von karma #farewell my turnabout #ace attorney #fanart #art

[wispscribbles]

Ghoap sketch page

#ghostsoap #soapghost #simon ghost riley #john soap mactavish #cod fanart #my art #doodle #I found a new brush again and so #had to test it #anyone else sorta freaking out about mw3?? hhahahah couldn’t be me (is me) #I have fics in process that could be wildly changed by what happens to our lads #just hope it doesn’t somehow kill my hyperfixation #because this is my source of serotonin at the moment (this entire year) #I am so angry that I allowed cod to have any power over me #absolutely devastating for my pride #(said with love)

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Embrace the truth

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #lan jingyi #lan sizhui #lan xichen #lan wangji #wei wuxian #WWX uses NMJ's abs as part of his evidence for identification. LXC is allowed to use his familiar embrace as his evidence. #We are now entering the slow burn arc of 'Lan Xichen continues to lose everything he cared about'. #He has his love of fishing + his good friendship with JGY + his brother. I hope nothing happens to any of those things #Not that its in character for *anyone* present to have the emotional intelligence for it - but man LXC is having a very hard time #Trying to pin his sworn brother as a murderer *right* after identifying the mystery body as his other sworn brother? #of *course* he's defensive! You gave him no time to process! #He's gonna need a lot of time by the pond to cope #The original joke had LXC copping a feel on those glutes and recognizing him that way. Which now looking back *was* funnier #sigh...I need to trust my gut a bit more #Next time on PD-MDZS: They just show up in Jinlin Tai because I want to plot to keep moving

[koddlet]

hey uh do you have any advice for getting into zine making? especially like the kind of multimedia/collage ones? idk i think they're cool and i maybe want to start making some but i dont know how to start

start with scraps! receipts, tickets, offcuts, etc. takes the pressure off a bit. my first collage zine was put together with receipts and packaging cutouts! it was just about my groceries

you could do something like that. orrr collect some bits and bobs to cut/tear some shapes and stick them onto the pages. very simple but it could be a way to try out different ways of securing them, like using stitch, staples, tape. most of the time its to get a fun effect, but also glue isn't always enough. like i had to sew the netting in the 2nd image ^

tbh i find it kinda hard to give advice with multimedia/collage because for me, it's very much just jumping straight into it. if i think about it too much i get Extremely caught up in details and it's not fun, but you might work better with more planning! also don't be scared to rip or cover something if it's not working. done that many times 👍

#sorry it's a bit vague but well. what i said above. but basically imagine me writing Experiment on a whiteboard and underlining it #i found collage extremely hard to get into. like i had to force myself to sit down and do it #then i realised it's cuz i was always too specific about what i wanted and getting frustrated it wasn't turning out like that #so my process is literally just like. Brain Off. Gluestick On #i'm allowed to have a vague idea of what i want. colours and text. like my planning for 'Get me out of here' was just writing drafts #but layout? that's a problem for me when i get there!!!!! #ANYWAY UM Yes in my experience collage is just throwing my ass at it until something happens. my ultimate test in trusting the process #because what the hell is the paper doing #anonymous #ask #zine talk

[midnight-skylie]

If I had a nickel for every time Jeremy Jordan played a tragic character that started wanting to change society for the better and tried to be revolutionist, but fell too far,

Had a villain arc derived from their oppression, ended up making deals with bad people to solve their problems creating more damage they were against in the past, lost their mental health in the process,

And it was a musical-

I would have 3 nickles. Which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened 3 times.

#varian tangled #lucifer hazbin hotel #light death note musical #lucifer allowed the extermination to happen #he tried to fight for humans but made the deal with heaven to exterminate them #he eventually fought for them but still #varian ascended into villainhood because he wanted to save his dad #ended up with bad people causing more damage to other people #light just wanted justice and fight against oppression #but lost himself in the process and took things too far and enjoyed playing god #hazbin lucifer #hazbin hotel lucifer #death note musical #hazbin hotel #tangled the series #tangled #light death note

[playerkingsley]

currently thinking about the moment, after the denouement of the circle of needle & thread as it had been, nathaniel returns home. he goes to a well-adorned box retrieved from the abandoned offices once haunted by draven kingsley, removes his officer’s revolver from its holster, and as his shoulders loosen and his jaw unclenches, he breathes

#what happens when he finally removes the trappings of officer & detective and allows himself to process what he’s lost #is it before or after he meets with his father once again—when there’s a whisper of reconciliation between them. #as he told lucas: when does he turn the page and start to write the next chapter of his own life #what if I reach through the screen and shake travis until more lore comes out #cr spoilers #critical role #candela obscura spoilers #candela obscura #nathaniel trapp

[movedtodykedvonte]

My personal feelings in the Fionna and Cake ending is that it was perfect.

The story showed about how we can only control what is in our very personal and small world and not worry about or take on the responsibilities of that outside ourself.

We will make mistakes and wish we could rewrite them over and over and over until it’s perfect but we can’t. We will hate aspects of our lives and adore aspects of lives we don’t know the intricacies or hardships of but we can not insert ourselves. We have our own lives to live and rather than define it by a given purpose let us define the purpose as we go along. Not everything is revealed when it’s over, you may not get the answers but it’s okay to go somewhere and not know.

Some endings are happy, some are sad and some are just that, endings. They don’t have neat little bows or a “The End” on the last page but they allow us to put the past down and move on to whatever else lies ahead.

#Betty is a chaos god Simon is just a guy and it’s okay their worlds don’t match them or each other any more #change happened and the more they fought it the more it hurt them #fionna learned this is just her life and that’s fine #I think people expecting a big emotional ending forget the show was mainly about after the healing process when you are just allowed to #drift and find what to do next like Simon or a sedimentary moment like fionna #everyone more or less already moved on they just needed to accept it like Simon finally did #and fionna had to except sometimes the moment is all there is and you have to move with it and not past #betty Simon fionna made their choices and now they live with them there is no change only being heard and they all got that and the peace #they could gain from it and ya missed the point if you think someone was cheated or their fate was left ambiguous or unfair #they are going to be what they are now fionna a non magical normal woman #simon a guy out of his time but okay about it #and Betty a being past itself and the world #it’s not extravagant but it’s what it should be the world goes on and sometimes the only change is you noticing it’s still spinning #fionna and cake #adventure time

[briefle]

so how did we feel about this quote huh.

i love the conversation that leads to it because it highlights exactly all the points of the many many meta posts written about etho's character growth. and bdubs reluctance to seeing it as it is, instead of a backstab.*

like. look at this.

this is a man that just finished asserting his role as "the glue of the server", because he is part of an alliance of two major and at this point extremely powerful factions.

and this is not something new they're pulling here. bdubs and etho have been going literally back and forth all season with a "come to my side", "nah, mine's better move here". which is also coincidentally what breaks the parallels etho-bdubs/cleo-scott.

but no, of course there's a line in the alliance that bdubs doesn't want drawn. because then he pulls these two lines here.

and it's here that etho suggests a fracture needing to happen. because the survival instinct is still there of course, there's a social game to be played here. but it's not focused at the individual anymore, rather at his allies as a whole.

why won't etho join the winning team, do they know something we don't? is there a bigger strategy at play? where is the threat?

why won't etho join the winning team, and by extension me? does he not care? did he give up already, without a fight?

feeling slightly threatened indeed. betrayed even.

#i'm sorry it's a long post. #i know this conversation was already in cleo's pov friday. but it's good to save some of these videos for different days #because ngl. i fully forget to process some of the things that happen sometimes. #anyway cheers for tumblr not allowing more than one format per post i had to get creative with the transcript #also canadians i offer you the EH joke. i'm sure it's not been overdone to hell and back already. and i'm so very original for it. #*CHARACTERS. I SWEAR. these people have been friends for literal decades. i'm doing a silly. #secret life #ethoslab #bdoubleo100

[oifaaa]

I think Damian should still try to kill Tim in the au. Like the first time he sees Tim in the robin suit he stabs him. Five year old full of grief and rage has a knife and just despises Tim with every fiber of his being. Even if this is also one of the Tim never becomes robin Au’sI think Damian should still be given the chance to stab Tim just a little

Yeah I'm not actually sure yet if Tim would become Robin in this but it's still funny to imagine that when ever it is that Tim decides to become a hero Damian takes one look at him and goes "I'm gonna stab him"

#ask #anon #One so here's my thinking process #So theres a very specific set of things that has to happen for timtom to become Robin #Jason has to die #And Bruce has to progressively get worse #For 6 months #Before Tim decides to act #But as we've seen multiple times #If Bruce has another child to focus on #He'll usually try to keep it together for that child #So if Damian is still reliant on Bruce #Bruce wouldn't need Tim #But also #Would Talia still allow Bruce to keep Damian #If Jason had just died #And how that would effect Bruce is another thing #But yeah #Idk yet if Tim will still be Robin #We shall see

[wikipedie]

grief is like a really ugly couch

I think grief is like a really ugly couch. It never goes away. You can decorate around it; you can slap a doily on top of it; you can push it to the corner of the room—but eventually, you learn to live with it. ― Jodi Picoult, Leaving Time

#the mentalist #quotes #patrick jane #i would say web weaving but there's not a lot of web weaving happening #initially I also had a bit of an essay accompanying this but it disappeared because of a tumblr glitch + my own stupidity #and i'm too tired to write it prettily but i still wanna write it so it'll be in the tags #a cute little fun surprise for whoever cares about and reads tags #so i made a different post talking about jane's grief but i was upset i didn't have enough space for the couch (pun unintended) #and i was thinking this morning about this quote and jane's couch and how it could be interpreted as a physical manifestation of his grief #as well as his willingness to open up to people #1. i love grief; grief is important to me. grief is permanent and i have been aware of grief in a form of another (in my own personal life) #for a very very very long time. so to see it in this show is...significant to me. i cherish this #now onto the actual analyzing. of course they never intended the couch to be a symbol for grief; but it becomes so. #he leans on the couch when he opens the Red John files; for support most likely - and it's a beginning of the process of dealing with grief #he is the only one who uses the couch. everyone knows it as jane's couch #in S4E23 Cho uses it briefly to rest and Rigsby asks him if Jane knows he's using his couch #Erica tries briefly (also in S4) to sit on the couch but he doesn't allow her the space #in fact the only two people we see that use the couch are Teresa Lisbon and Dennis Abbott #and this is the part about emotional availability. he only shares the couch with people whom he trusts #With Lisbon twice even #the couch is grief and the couch is love; the couch is support #there's nostalgia for the CBI times but there's also more to it #and that quote makes me go absolutely feral because #'eventually you learn to live with it' 😭 eventually you learn to live with grief and eventually you learn to accept it as part from yself #andand he is happy to see the couch; he missed the couch #-> you are not free from your grief but in healing you learn that it's okay; you cherish your grief; it was there with you and for you #yea anyways i will never not go mad about grief and trauma and how it's portrayed and handled. #and i already have 2 more sorta-proper essays that i want to write on the topic asdgfhdhjk. yea i'm literally not gonna stop

[senseiwu]

Does it piss anyone else off that barely anyone holds garmadon accountable for his actions and then they give people crap for being upset with him after he's hurt them

#thinking of lloyd in crystalised and wu in toe. #like. #how dare they be upset. #im sorry but 'youre no sensei and you never have been' is NOTHING compared to what garmadon did are you SERIOUS #youre like the teacher snapping at me.for telling a girl in high school not to spa #speak to me like im five lmao #jesus christ #'it wasnt his fault 🥺🥺🥺' doesn't matter #stuff still happened. people still got hurt. #and theyre ALLOWED to feel hurt goddammit #real 'you cant blame them they were drunk' vibes here ngl #its funny cause even garmadon acknowledges he did those things.and takes responsibility for them #which is. why he sacrificed.himself to sabe everyone #because he knew he couldnt make up for all the bad he had done but at least he could do this #jelp save everuone and right a wrong of the past in the process #but noooo nothing is his fault and wu is awful.for being upset that he stole his letter broke his trust and lied to misako #im really. #tired of this fandom sometimes #shout out to garmadon fans who actuqllu hold him accountable for what he did youre the only ones that dont drive me up a wall 👍

[annamariedarkholmes]

Laura is gay. If we get the chance to write her again, we’ll reveal that missing piece to her story. But we’ll need everyone’s help to make that happen.

- Craig Kyle, co-creator of Laura Kinney, Wolverine/X-23: Oct 25 2022 (source via twitter)

#if they could retcon her whitewashing too it would be 👩‍🍳 💋 #laura kinney #wolverine #marvel comics #marvel #x men #x men evolution #lgbtincomics #x 23 #craig kyle #christopher yost #x #lol dudes with sexy laura icons already claiming this doesn’t count because something something julian #they’re so fucking threatened #especially wild since their specific demo is the reason WHY this will never be allowed to happen #in the process of a big post on her whitewashing/hypersexualization during her adaptation from evo to comics #and how it correlates to gross men trying to nerf and regress rogue to a hypersexualized goth teen based on the movies/evo #and getting denied by marvel corporate #straight men treat laura like their sexy teen waifu: spicy brunette edition #(see illyana for blonde edition and kitty for original brunette flavor) #and these shitheads in x-editorial know where their bread is buttered (see: kyle mentioning the soft blacklisting lol) #but god if only #the same reason why kitty’s explicitly out as bi #and despite claremont and others laying decades of groundwork #the current portrayal is kissing a rando woman in a fanservicey way #post-krakoa it’ll be back to pairing her with whichever man the fanboy writer is using as his self insert

[istherewifiinhell]

i dont have anything to say for myself its just my niche okay. warning for both the volume AND. unique. auditory experience of g1 lmao.

[VD: G1 transfromers clip, of a Megatron and Starscream altercation

Outside, dark, lightening strikes. Soundwave turns off some audible signal, and it begins raining. Megatron: here are your orders Thundercracker, I- Starscream: What is your excuse Megatron! You let the enemy GET AWAY! You- [Megatron knocks him to the ground] Ouf Megatron walks over and pick him up by the throat, Starscream coughs, and is grabbing at his hand: Cross me again Starscream and I'll reduce you to titanium fragments. Starscream struggling Megatron tightens his grip, scrabbling at Megatron's hand: But we had the Autobots disoriented. We could have eliminated them. Cut wide, their standing close, Starscream still being choked. Megatron: We'll do that at our leisure. When are more important work is done! [He throws Starscream to the ground] Low angle, up at Megatron, lightening strikes behind him. He points down, hand large in frame: You have had the only warring I intend to give. [He gestures to himself and then points back down] Starscream scowls. Decepticon badge bummer.

well thats a lie but we can forgive him cause i assume this moment cursed his dick...

anyway i have more formats of this scene below cause i got excited :D

[Gif of when Megatron is choking Starscream, from above. Specifically the moment where he pushes Starscream back and tightens his grip. Starscream's head tips back and he makes some interesting faces, hands struggling. END]

ID: Four frames of the choking, the different faces Starscream makes. 1. Snarling mouth shape. 2. Distress/pout? 3. Mouth wide open, head tipped back. 4. Eyes bulging as hes really getting choked. END

yay yippee yay <3

[ID: The two instances of Megatron pointing downward, slightly different body positions and hand gesture. 1. Squared shoulders, hands less downwards. 2. Shoulders angled, hand larger/more central. END]

to add to the great library of megatron (or galv) interacting directly with the viewer

#some shit #its not called cisformers #fuck thats some great folly as his tightens his grip. great stuff #wheres that fucking fan art where megatrons talking about loving when starscream changes expressions really fast. #NEVER has that been more true. cursed his dick. cursed MY dick. fgsdjfgd. BWAH #LOOK. how many more pixels there are on the hasbro utube uploads than the tubi version <- where i watched all of g1. TWICE #okay now and ofc if youll allow. hows the process go for locating a starscream being choked moment from a screenshot #1. check if its im stupid im stupid (its not) 2. what else can the shot tell us. its dark and raining! okay thats not happening to often #in g1. i mean THINK of the extra work it takes u know? 3. what eps have bad weather. 4. this arc has freak weather AND a screamer overthrow #4. start from the beginning of the arc skiping thru looking for the weather to match. 5. part two 4mins 40. baby. HEY PRESTO #didnt even have to check the wiki (wouldnt have discredited my self if i had. just a different way to access knowledge isnt it) BUT LOL <33 #the humans are SO well drawn this arc. crazy stuff. great stuff. love it

[skunkes]

2023 has been craaazy u guys i cant believe my hair is wavy

#talkys #the jork being that so much more has happened and is still in the process of happening as we speak but good lird ! my hair is wavy #also mfw i stopped cutting my hair short bc i was tired of getting yelled at for 7 years then i kept getting yelled at for it being messy #and then i finally realized 1. my hair is wavy 2. the reason my mom hates my hair is because its wavy and thick and not #straw thin like my eldest sisters and i have 0 desire to straighten it like my good sister like oh okay <3 yaaaay <3 #further lore is before i cut my hair short my mom wldnt let me leave the house without beating my head in with a brush to brush it out #which nobody told me was Bad for hair that is wavy and i guess no one told her either #so this is the first time ive been allowed to just have it like dis #i cant stop staring now whenever it dries like holy shit. waves

[thedreadvampy]

another day another 2 hour despair sesh on the phone with my mum about Palestine

#red said #apparently the British Society of Friends won't allow an epistle that mentions 'the war in Gaza' in case it upsets 'the Jewish community' #literally MENTIONING THAT THERE IS A WAR #bc mum and the rest of the meeting agreed to remove reference to it starting on October 7th WHICH IT OBVIOUSLY DID NOT there are concerns #about Appearing Antisemitic. by MENTIONING THAT IT'S HAPPENING WITHOUT BLAMING KHAMAS #the justification. apparently. is that we're already on thin ice with The Jewish Community because of Quaker activities in Palestine #which have been largely to do with challenging apartheid and trying to help broker peace processes #so me and mum are both like. ok so are we pro Palestine or pro genocide as an organisation? #because if we think Genocide Is Bad then we should not be afraid to say We Think Genocide Is Bad #and we can also say We Think Antisemitism Is Bad because SHOCK FUCKING HORROR not all Jews represent the State of Israel #in fact basically none of them do #anyway whatever the fuck happened to plain speaking i wanna know #when in history have the faction of Quakers who wanted to never upset anyone been the drivers of change? #wasn't the Quakers going 'obviously we are anti slavery but we shouldn't SAY that in case we upset White People' who we remember positively #they're also changing dates on a lecture Corbyn was due to give in order to avoid accusations of antisemitism #to which i have GOT to ask. 5 months into a genocide and we're STILL giving credence to the idea that criticising Israel is antisemitism? #i will scream until my lungs pop