#almost no one in the notes realizes

[norvicensiandoran]

#classic tumblr #ides of march #coming back to the OP to say I love how #almost no one in the notes realizes #this was a QEII death post originally #look at the date y'all

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Lap Pillow

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #Confessions of a missed opportunity: I almost had LWJ in purple for this comic. #WWX gives him one of his layers to wear and it's never specified what colour it is. #We all love the red inner robe from CQL (And other illustrations) but sit with me for a moment. Think about LWJ in Jiang Purple. #Right now. Close your eyes and give it 5-10 seconds of rotation in your brain. #Welcome back. It's beautiful isn't it. As I write these notes I am upset that I backed out of going through with it. #I think I will simply have to draw it another time. If we get gusu lan white wwx we *need* yunmeng jiang purple lwj! #Anyways; this comic is the pinnacle of teen wangji's bursting-at-the-seams-emotionality that I love him for. #For my sanity I need that teen losing his mind and following bird rules (get fluffy - get blushy - keep beeping) #He is a loser nerd with a begrudging crush on a boy that he doesn't know how to be normal about. #LWJ seems like your typical 'cool guy love interest' until you realize that he's actually kind of soggy and pathetic. #My favourite lan wangji trait is that he's funny as all hell. I feel like wwx a bit because I had a character epiphany when I realized this

[starcrossedandstupid]

Me and the gang all pulling up in the comments of the same ao3 fic unprompted

#the boat boys community seems kinda big but after a while you realize that all of us are just just VERY Not Normal about them #so it’s really just 20 people sitting in a circle #and everyone reads almost everyone’s fics #so we all show up in the comments #loving seeing users I recognize in there #boat boys #smalletho #the boat boys #boat boy #life series #trafficblr #hermitcraft #joel smallishbeans #smallishbeans #Etho #ethoslab #ao3 community #ao3 #ao3 comments #I need to upload another boat boys fic so this could happen to me tbh #my other one while I loved it did not get this treatment #idk how to start it I have like 8 separate drafts all sitting in my notes app

[puppyeared]

Jitterbug

#whenever my meds kick in it feels like im gonna piss myself. not literally but its really really feels like it #and now whenever that happens my mind goes back to pancho (grandmas dog) at a xmas party years ago #bc he peed when we arrived bc he was so excited to see ppl and my cousin had to clean it up :o) #well for better or for worse i know that feeling now when im pumped on 20mg of adderall #im still getting used to this whole diagnosis thing cause ive gone untreated and undiagnosed for the longest time. so theres probably a lot #i still dont know and have to learn to get myself to be.. functional on my own? self managing???? #i even set up reminders on my phone for work periods meals and stuff. but the problem is actually getting myself to stick to that to a T #because the minute i slack off or something gets in the way it throws it all off until i can be bothered to get back on track. it sucks #at least ive built up other habits like writing notes and setting alarms ahead of time.. but i feel like i could do better #its always hard to change something if youve been doing it wrong for the longest time. especially behaviour and thinking patterns. sigh #in other news my glasses bailed on me so i have to get a new pair sometime. i just realized i never draw my sona with glasses but thats #mostly bc i forget. id love to get some browline glasses like my old pair but im picky and its hard to find one id like for the next 5 year #i also finally managed to collect all the fish in my animal crossing file!!! pulled out a char last week and boom now i have a poster :o) #THAT was a moment where i almost peed myself for real. id love to get all the bugs but i cant stay up late on the switch :o( #yapping #my art #myart #doodles #personal #diary

[st4rstudent]

A Problem Has Been Detected

I timelapsed this one if youre curious. heres the timelapse the only issue is that the canvas is too big for my editing program so its crunched down and lost quality but. well. haha.

ignore the typo its embrace not embrase. i dont feel like going back and changing it

#clemart #ttcc #toontown corporate clash #mac opsys #ok so i found out i did have some fun on the other one and i wanted to do it again bc doing lighting with big screens is funsies methinks #this is almost the same thing as the previous one but YKNOWW WHATEVEVER #'but clem i thought you had mixed opinions about the other one' i did and then i slept and looked at it the next day and found joy #despite the timelapse music being somewhat calm i think it should be noted i was listening to heavy rock about 70something percent of this #just realized its 1am oops

[yume-fanfare]

undead girl time! toxic yuri also

#godddd i did not have the qualifications for this one #see when i almost had the idea for punk girl cleared up i realized #that the target audience for undead songs is actually closer to girls who are into vampires #and yknow the whole being stolen away vibe #(me reading undead lyrics and taking notes) #so maybe something else couldve been a better reflection/worked as well #but well #this was what i wanted to draw beforehand + what was expected id draw So! #im rly happy with what i settled on in the end too dlfkjdlfkm #<-looked at hair ideas and decided id do something else entirely #but yea jsyk at one point i was this close to undead jirai kei girl #enstars #ensemble stars #enstarrie yuri #once again i do not remember what else i tagged these as

[musicalchaos07]

Not giving us funko pops of Jancy in their matching strips outfits from the end of s3 was a crime actually

#like they serve so many good looks in s3 and we couldn't get one???? #yesterday i realized they made almost 1k funkos before running Jonathan again #isn't that crazy #especially considering the 1 season dead character has *checks notes* 6 #yes I'm being salty in the notes again #stranger things #jancy #jonathan byers #nancy wheeler

[grimalkinmessor]

thinking about your Time Travel L AU. I have such a weakness for L and Light at Wammy's together. And this one even has L making a ~special~ trip just to get Light. Can you share more pls? <3

Well I don't actually have a lot written for this one (again, worldbuilding is hard :'3) but I can certainly tell you a bit more about it!

The Shinigami King sends L back in time after his death to stop Kira from coming into being. Now the King—Cinis, you might recognize him from Cosmic Entities bc I like him—doesn't really care how L does this, and L, well. He's still angry that Light nerfed him, and he's not a very gracious loser. That, coupled with the fact that he now has an excuse to go after Light (a Death King literally told him to, he has to, he has no choice obviously {L wouldn't do anything he didn't already wanna do}), gives L just enough umph to decide that little Light is going to become a Wammy Kid :) Whether he likes it or not :)

He takes like four years to build his reputation back up and prepare, then he puts a hit out on Light's family, they die in an "accidental" fire Count Olaf style, and then a mute and traumatized six-year-old Light is shipped off to England! Yay! :D L then begins the slow and steady process of endearing himself to Light, becoming his only confidant and source of comfort, until he's fairly confident (but never 100% sure) that Light would never want to kill him. L even puts off Watari's original start up of the successor program so that there will be less variables in his grooming ENDEARMENT of Light, so B and A get brought in after Light has already been at Wammy's for a while.

Beyond and Light become fast friends for reasons I shan't spoil yet, and A is far less starry-eyed over L because she can see all the fucked-up shit he's doing :3

Light is, predictably, out of character in this fic for obvious reasons, but he's still the barest bones of himself. L just made sure that Light would grow up idealizing L instead of Soichiro Yagami :D L is Light's best friend and his older brother and his teacher and his playmate and not quite his role model but definitely someone he rapidly grows to love ✨

From there on out it's plot spoilers though so you'll just have to wait! ;3

#asks #anonymous #time travel (L) #lawlight #death note #tw -18 #tw grooming #this one is dark but like...more subtly so than some of my other fics lmao #the lawlight here is also almost entirely one-sided! :D bc L is obsessed with light but not like that #*dolly voice* not for a good long while yet! #i like putting light through various fucked up situations 💕 #the psychologial horror of going back in time to nerf the person who killed you but instead of killing the kid you manipukate the absolute #FUCK outta them so they become your little monster instead of growing into the bigger one that killed you #AND BY DOING SO REALIZE THAT YOU MIGHT'VE BEEN THE BIGGER MONSTER ALL ALONG BECAUSE YOUR JUSTIFICATIONS ARE JUST AS FLIMSY AS HIS WERE AND #YET HE NEVER WENT AS FAR AS YOU HAVE NOW #anyway ✨

[dimonds456]

hey tumblr, thanks for recommending me a TERF post "based on my likes." I hope the hour I spent blocking as many people as I could bear in the notes is enough of a hint for you.

#i've seen some shit this morning y'all #like it was one of those posts that i initially agreed with but then alarm bells went off in my head at some of the phrasing #the post was about how 2-year-olds and 3-year-olds don't have a concept of gender yet because they're too little #followed by 'amazing it's almost like telling kids what boys and girls are will help them understand' #so i checked the notes and it was rampant with terfs #the main post was never tagged as anything though someone just posted a twitter screenshot #i need to find the terf tags post thing cuz i didnt have time to block before but i guess i do now #now i'm paranoid about how much of my stuff has been this shit and i never realized #anyway be careful guys it's fucking BAD out here #dimond speaks #tw transphobia #tw transphobes #and like i agree- 2 and 3 are too young for this stuff since the gender binary is so fucking strong #of course girls can play with dinosaurs if they want that doesn't make them boys #but kinds will understand that the more experience and knowledge they gain of the world around them #they barely know they're sentient yet of course they're gonna get confused #but once they DO get a better handle on what gender is then some of them are gonna realize that being a boy was the right answer all along #you cannot make that judgement for them #and also like no harm no fowl if they DO think they're trans for a while? like what's wrong with that?? #this shit is complex as fuck and i do not expect a 3-year-old to get it okay? #took me til i was about 15 to even know trans people existed at all and a couple more months to realize i was one too #and i'm fucking dumb like i'm not a good metric to go off of #but even if 3-year-olds aren't going to understand that's where you as the parent have to help them understand it #but little by little #like as teenagers and adults we can just look something up and tada! there's the answer! #kids can't do that yet they DO need parents to help them #those parents just also have to be aware of how they're teaching their kids #there's a difference between 'girls like pink and boys like blue' and 'and your age it literally doesn't matter but girls like she/her' #and that was a terrible example but i'm not a parent so #you figure it out

[comradekatara]

drawing the babies as i mess around with pose references in a tribute to my favorite underrated (and deeply misunderstood) episode. can you guess which?

#id in alt text #avatar the last airbender #atla #toph #katara #aang #sokka #katara&toph #art #mart #at first i was just gonna name the episode but then i realized real ones would know immediately anyway #no one say it in the replies. i wanna gatekeep #anyway dont tell me if their outfits look inaccurate i drew them from memory and i never draw them in their fire nation fits so thats why #but it was in fact necessary for this specific post #bc i love this episode #almost as much as i hate the things people have to say about this episode #whenever i draw in this style im like i should draw in this style more...... and then i dont #even tho its easier and gets more notes lmao #but thats not why i do what i do!!!!!!! so

[balestrate]

I met Rashida Tlaib on my flight today 🥺 she's incredible

#i didnt realize it was her at first #but i wrote her a very heartfelt note thanking her for constantly advocating for our rights #and for standing up for the victims of the genocide in palestine #and at the end of the flight she came up to me and hugged me and told me and told me that she really needed to hear that right now #and how much she appreciated me. i almost wanted to cry 😭 #my coworker took a pic of us but SHE ONLY TOOK ONE and my EYES WERE CLOSED and i was making a weird face 💀💀💀 #so i wont be posting that lmao #still shes so inspiring. i wish she was my congresswoman

[icantalk710]

Office yesterday 😤 || WFH vibe today 🥱

#ore no kao #🙃 #tried to go see the Rockefeller tree lighting yday with friends but too many people showed up #[and the NYPD was blocking what little view the overflow crowd had of it with these huge-ass tinted buses] #[love $11B of our money going towards things like that] #so we went for drinks and stayed out til almost midnight and i stayed up til past 2 somehow #so i'm verrry sleepy today 🥱 #need to focus on some work i guess 😩 #[also one of those friends who i've been into for a bit noted that he's picked up on my flirting with him and i realize i missed #a good chance to be like 'well there's a good reason 😏' or something haha #did seem we both were plus all the A+ eye contact... have to follow up on us going to Barcade just us soon and feeling things out lol]

[byanyan]

being friends with byan is so weird bc they say they want you to have the balls to be bluntly honest with them, but then the very moment you're honest about something they don't like, they're peacing out, all "lmao ok friendship ended byeeeee"

#honesty is great until you're addressing their insecurities or anything they're currently in denial over #they have a... weird relationship with honesty lmao #they'll be harshly honest about almost anything and not pull a single damn punch #they will tell you easily that their biological mother didn't want them and that they've lived on the street #they'll tell you that they haven't had a foster home last more than 10 months & that one of their foster parents almost killed them #but they won't tell you about the misery these events caused & how its shaped them as a person #and then there's the way they can dish it but can't take it #they'll tell you to your face everything that's wrong with you (in their opinion) #but the moment you do the same back.... lmao fuck you what the hell kinda bullshit #they're so SO sensitive. so much more so than they let on. and they don't tolerate being called on their shit well. #but I think part of that is bc they spent a lot of their life being belittled rather than built up #and they ended up feeling like every time they were abandoned it was bc of their flaws #so if ur pointing them out........ it's only a matter of time before ur leaving too. so they better leave first. #but also they just hate being Seen. they hate when someone can see behind their facade. #if someone else can see ur pain that means it's really there or something :) #idk I have way more thoughts about this than I realized when I started typing and now the tags are gonna be longer than the post oops #might....... have to make a note to get into all this in a more in depth headcanon at some point #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ OOC ⋮ DON’T @ ME.

[vulpinesaint]

god's strongest solder for-fucking-ever for not responding to people on the internet. i am so good about letting things be. i am so good about letting my posts out onto the internet and accepting that they will be inevitably misunderstood and that i will not achieve anything by trying to prove myself to a stranger. that said some of you bitches are fucking testing me

#WHY IS IT ALMOST TEN O CLOCK. ILLEGAL. I JUST GOT DONE WITH HOMEWORK I WANTED TO COMPLAIN ON THE INTERNET #anyway my aspec blog is my beloved child but GOD that shit is frustrating sometimes #yeah i know blogging about being aspec gets you frustrating responses. i've accepted that. #the sheer volume and stupidity of it gets to me sometimes though #especially from other aspec people. like girl could you shut up for a second and read the post and realize that hey #if other ace people at LARGE are talking about this as a problem. maybe it actually is a problem. #anyway 13k notes of agreement on that post but you really think ur the one to correct everybody on a post you say you don't understand. #go off i guess. and maybe die. idk. feeling unreasonable dfkjgs #valentine notes

[tandytoaster]

This is my little space pirate guy Alph <333

#cant believe it took me 5 years to make a space pirate oc LMAO #noop nooping #my art #alph #i almost feel bad bc hes like a mix of mainline n prime pirate and those dont rlly exist but also who tf is making space pirate ocs. no one. #i think i came up with him in april ?? right after becca finished the prime trilogy for me and a week later after she had moved onto other #interests i latched myself back onto metroid #becca can interest hop and i need to let things marinate in my mind #its inconvenient bc we're in the middle of something and shes like hey what do u think. and im like i have no thoughts but im enjoying it #and then 2 weeks later and she's onto something completely different im like hey :) #alph is my new radiation guy bc derrick is done theres no redeeming him whatsoever it simply cannot and should not be done #also worth noting about a month after i created him i realized i basically reinvented smithers. which is incredibly on brand for me #my ocs

[argiopi]

welcome to the bell parade

7  6 2 5  4 7 3  2 5 1  4 4 7 4  7 6 4 (when i was a young boy) 6 74 6 7 67 4 53 (my father took me into the city) 6 7 6 54 3 (to see a marching band) 4 5 7 4 764 (he said son when you grow up) 674 6 7 67 4 53 (would you be the savior of the broken) 6 7 6 54 3 (the beaten and the damned)

(notation is only somewhat reflective of timing lolz). the limited palette necessitates a bit of wrongness.. for instance the first B (third note) is supposed to be higher than the other notes but adapting to the lower B sounded better than using the only other higher note - the A7. alas, tis the nature of shits and giggles 🖤

#MCR #I stayed up until 4 AM on christmas eve (christmas day i suppose) to do this. #MUSIC IS HARD.. I AM NOT A MUSICIAN (YET?) #i bought a kalimba recently and one of the melodies i've learned is..... the opening to black parade !!! #since i realized it's a fairly simple piano melody and went O_O I Could Play That so i did. #and now here tumblr is giving me another instrument.. waow... #mods please i would pay to keep this blessed thing #or i suppose i could just. install a software which lets me program my number keys to notes. and have a more flexible range of notes.. #but that lacks the whimsy of Playing Music on Tumplr Dot Com 🌈 #So anyway i saw my chemical romance live on tour this summer owo #I GOTTA BRAG ABOUT IT HEH #THEY WERE SO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #legendary show. #unforgettable. i think i almost passed out trying my god damn best to dance in the aisle #me and my buds rolled up in our best emo attire #we did make a hot topic run at a mall on the way before the show. #i also made a tractor supply run. what the hell can you wear from tsc to a concert? i will leave it to mystery. #my setlist had mama B) i would have been so sad if not. #okay now i am just reminiscing good night or not i'm gonna fiddle with a couple more tunes and try to not get absorbed. #I WANT THE BELLS UNTIL NEW YEARS AT LEAST. PLEASE #on the kalimba i like to transition from zelda's lullaby into WttBP... lullaby (or at least the part i've been playing??) ends on #the same note parade starts on. it's funny