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The Red Thread of Fate
A story for (CC) Carol Winner of the @the-gochi-awards Favorite Comic
 Goku stretched his arms over his head as he woke from his nap. He groaned when he heard the sounds of rain tapping the window. It was the rains’ fault for his nap. It rained all day so he couldn’t go outside to train. He could but his new wife wouldn’t allow it. The first time he came home after training in the rain, he spread mud all over the floor. It enraged ChiChi so much she forbid him to train when it rained. Goku, not wanting to anger his new bride oblige. When it rained, Goku stayed home. Sometimes he spent it with ChiChi and other times like now, he took a nap.
 “Goku!” He turned to see his wife come downstairs. The way she said his name told Goku ChiChi was in a really good mood. Despite her temper, Goku learned his wife was generally a happy person so whatever she was in the mood for, Goku figured it must be good for both of them. “Show me your little finger.”
 ChiChi held her hand up with her pinky finger extended to him. Goku thought her excitement meant she cooked a meal for him or she changed her mind about him training in the rain. He figured his new wife was keen to teach him many things. Some he really liked (kissing, sexy times), some confused him (shopping) and some he didn’t like (work). He hoped whatever she will teach him will be something he will like.
 “Okay.” Goku extended his pinky to ChiChi. “Now what?”
 “Have you heard of the ‘Red Thread of Fate’?”
No. ChiChi looked so happy about it. If ChiChi was this happy, Goku tried to guess. He wondered if it was food. He hoped so. He wouldn’t mind having a meal now. “No. Is it something about food?”
 “NO!” ChiChi groaned exasperated. “Why do you always make everything about food?”
 “Sorry,” Goku apologized, “but you know I don’t know a lot of stuff, ChiChi. What is it?”
 “It’s an invisible line that links people to their true love. See?” ChiChi wrapped a red thread around her pinky finger and she wrapped another around Goku’s little finger. “Like this. It will connect us our whole life… until we die.”
 Goku pulled the string linking his finger with ChiChi’s. He was skeptical to believe this red string could connect them. He wanted to believe ChiChi but the string felt thin and weak. “Are you sure? It’s just a regular string. Won’t we need a stronger one? I can ask Kami for a stronger one.”
 “No,” ChiChi flexed her finger to show the string was strong enough for them. “This red string is a symbol to reflect our connection and dedication to each other. We don’t need anything else.”
 If ChiChi was sure this string was strong enough, Goku believed her. She knew more about love and marriage than him. “Okay. If you say so.”
 Five Years Later
 “What’s the matter with you, Goku?” King Kai noticed his pupil in a down mood. As upbeat and jovial Goku acted, there were times Goku was depressed. It was rare and something Goku tried to hide from the wise Kai of the North but he knew and gently tried to pursue Goku to share his thoughts. “Is my cooking that bad?” He thought the joke would crack a smile but the dead warrior merely sighed and
looked away. He must be in a sour mood to not comment about his food. Goku never held back how the meals King Kai cooked were bland.
 “King Kai,” Goku suddenly spoke, “are connections to people broken when they die?”
 So, that’s what going on. Goku missed his family. “Connections are never broken if you don’t forget about them, Goku. The connection is severed now because you are dead, but you’ll be back with them and your connection to them will be stronger than ever.”
 “Really?” Goku brightened hopeful the Kai of the North was correct. “I’ll be reconnected to ChiChi again?”
 “Of course, Goku.” King Kai assured him. “After this mess with the Saiyans, you’ll go home and be with your family for a very long time. I’m sure of it.”
 Four Years Later
 King Kai knew when Goku died again, he couldn’t leave Goku in the afterlife alone. For all his innocent, happiness and his ability to handle things alone, he had another side and learning of Goku’s time on Earth, King Kai knew Goku would be lonely. He didn’t want Goku, after making many friends in his life, to retract to that little boy left alone after his Grandpa Gohan died.
 King Kai expected growing pains from Goku this time because he knew he wasn’t returning to the living in a year. He will be dead forever and separated from his family for many years. So far, their time on the Grand Kai’s planet has been very enjoyable. Goku was happy and got along with all the fighters. He was eager to spar with them and study all the new fighting techniques they possessed. The newness of the situation took Goku’s mind off his decision to stay dead but King Kai knew the crash will come when it hits Goku on what he did.
 Which was now.
 Time passed differently in the afterlife and Goku spent several days from Grand Kai’s palace. Some fighters hadn’t noticed; some had and suspected but King Kai knew why. In Earth’s time, Goku was gone for a week. King Kai thought that was too long for Goku to dwell in his own thoughts.
 He found Goku sitting on one of the high peaks of a mountain staring at the sky. King Kai settled beside him. He knew now was not the time for his terrible jokes. He saw the sadness in the warrior’s eyes and knew he was thinking of his family and their severed connection. Being a God in his own right, the Kai of the North never needed strong ties like family. He had a connection to Bubbles and Gregory and his precious car but it wasn’t like the feelings Goku shared for his family. Spending time with Goku he understood the human emotions to it and why humans (some) cherish it.
 “King Kai, can connections be established again if it’s severed for a long time like years?”
 “Of course, Goku. You know no matter how many years you are apart, you will never lose that connection to your family. Just keep remembering them and know the next time you see them, you won’t be apart again.” He had a wife and son he thought about but King Kai knew his current feelings were for his wife. He said goodbye to his son but not to her. “Your wife, ChiChi, will be so happy to see you again.���
 Goku looked away to briefly rub his eyes. “Really?”
 King Kai patted Goku’s back again. Sometimes he really was an innocent child who needed reassurance. “I’m sure of it, Goku.”
 Seven Years Later
 It was raining again but Goku didn’t think the day was boring. Nope. Not anymore. After being dead for seven years, every day was fun and exciting even the dreary rainy ones. It sure was quiet. With Gohan at school and Goten in his room doing schoolwork, the day was very quiet but Goku didn’t mind. ChiChi was with him, sewing and talking of their precious, youngest son. Yesterday, during a hike with Goku, he ripped his shirt off a tree branch. That was the story Goten told her but ChiChi knew her son was sparring with his Daddy.
 ChiChi sorted her knitting basket pulling out balls of yarns and spools. “Oh, dear. I think I ran out of orange.” ChiChi pulled a red spool from her knitting basket. “But I think this red thread will match nicely with Goten’s shirt.”
 Red thread? It was as if a clap of thunder struck him. He has been home for nearly two months and he forgot again. He snatched the spool from ChiChi. Yup. Yup. This was it. Goku unfurled a short string and wrapped it around his left pinky. Hmm not enough he decided. Goku extended it to wrap around his ring finger. Nope. Still not enough. He wrapped it around his middle, forefinger and thumb. He looped a red thread around his wrist. The more the better Goku thought but to be sure, he wrapped string around the pinky of his right hand and ChiChi’s left pinky.
 “Goku,” ChiChi looked at the thread linking her and Goku’s hands, “what are you doing?” She was deeply appreciative Goku was back and loved enjoying his company again but there were times like now he truly confused her and she wasn’t in the mood for any games. “You suddenly took my thread. I’m fixing Goten’s cloth.”
 “ChiChi, you remember this?” The red spool of thread she bought at the market? Not really. “‘The Red Thread of Fate’?” Oh. That. It had been so long but ChiChi remembered sharing the story when they were newlyweds. Goku didn’t understand then and ChiChi didn’t think Goku really cared or remembered but he did.
 “You…..” ChiChi was awed and so happy to be wrong, “you remembered.”
 Goku confirmed with a nod. “You said this will connect us until we die….. but I died already before. I forgot to do this when I came back from Yardrat.” He felt a little silly now as he stared at his hands. Perhaps, he did go too far wrapping it. “So I used this thread to link us again. It’ll work, right?” He was optimistic it will work but he needed ChiChi’s assurance. “See? Not only the little finger but I tied my whole hand.” ChiChi didn’t speak but the tears in her eyes and her beautiful smile told him all he needed to know. It will work. “Yes, it sure will.”
 “Yes, it will work,” ChiChi choked overwhelmed with tears. He remembered. He understood. “Oh, Goku,” ChiChi grabbed Goku’s hands and linked them with hers. “Thank you. You don’t know how much it means you remember.”
 “Ah, ChiChi,” ChiChi being so happy always warmed his heart. “Don’t cry. You know what that does to me.”
 “I can’t help it. You’ve made me so happy. We’ll always be together,” ChiChi promised. “No matter what.” A silly tale or a story with seeds of truth, ChiChi knew she and Goku will always be together.
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Seventeen Reaction to: Days Missing You
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When you and the members are apart for a period of time.
(On the GIF that isn’t mine~, so unintentionally perfect for this if you know about Kingdom Hearts)
S.Coups/ Seungcheol (Caring and Observant ,The Dominating Rapper )
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S.Coups would often keep himself busy and run around a lot. I think that a lot of the members would do this, but S.Coups would probably go into leader mode and do it as a matter of distraction. It’s only in the tiny moments that he had to breathe and when he laid down for the night did he have time to think about you. It would frustrate him how he couldn’t talk to you as often when he was away, and it would especially upset him when he missed an opportunity to talk to you. It wouldn’t really matter if it was out of his control, he wanted to hear from you and to see you.
S.Coups would probably keep it inside unless he was asked about it from fellow members or after the fact. He would definitely say how much he missed you when you two meet again after a long time. He may not get emotional because he was simply super excited to see you and have you again.
Jeonghan (Cheating Mischief Maker, the Angelic Voice )
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Jeonghan would have no issue saying that he missed you to the fellow members and mentioning it. But he would do it in such a light hearted manner that not many of them would take him seriously at first. It would be at the end of days when everything had been finished and he was to himself where he would get super emotional. Possibly crying for a little while and then trying to calm down so his eyes aren’t puffy the next day.
Maybe this is just me, but I see him writing little messages to you about how much he missed you and how he was feeling at the time. He wouldn’t necessarily write them to get a response right away, but he wanted you to know how he was feeling. 
Would go to the trouble of figuring out the time difference and trying to find time to talk to you even for a minute. 
When he sees you again, he will be all smiles. As you hug though, that’s when he starts to break down a bit. He would start to cry and you would have to praise him and tell him he did really well on his trip and did good work. He would be emotional for a few hours, but he would be sure to keep you close.
Joshua/ Jisoo (Joking Gentleman, The Peaceful Voice )
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I think it would be hardest for Joshua to say goodbye. That’s why when another trip is announced, he would definitely try to make the most of the last couple days he had together with you. Really hard to break that final hug before he has to go.
The type to send good morning and good night texts. Since he didn’t always have time to call, he would be sure to text you often throughout his day (if he had time) and he would encourage you to do the same. Constantly apologizing that he isn’t always able to talk and tries his best to be patient and calm. 
Probably gets upset over how little he gets to see and talk to you. He would only vent this out to a few members, as he didn’t want it to turn into a big thing. 
When he comes back, he will probably be super affectionate and happy. Wouldn’t cry really, but he would just be in this state of awe. Like he was really amazed and happy that he was back together with you and could actually see you and talk to you and hold your hand and all that wonderful jazz.
Jun/ Junhui (Charismatic Cute Sir, The Breathtaking Dancer )
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Probably pretty chill to be honest. He would have his moments certainly where he was upset and sad because he couldn’t see you and talk to you. And he would be sure to separate himself from the others if he had the opportunity to get his emotions out and then to get back in there and do his thing.
He would be so happy to talk to you on the phone. Smiles for miles, and would always try to tell you the good parts about his day (talking to you would be a highlight of the day). So imagine how happy he would be to see you again.
Would be giddy the night before, giddy on the plane until he eventually knocks out, and then giddy up until he spots you again.
All in all, a pretty smooth rollercoaster for Jun.
Hoshi/ Soonyoung (Comedy Trio ⅓, The Show Stopping Dancer )
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Shy human. Constantly wanting to talk to you but not wanting to call at a bad time. That would be a huge frustration for him. The whole “not being able to talk to you or be with you” thing. It would take encouragement from the members for him to finally work up the courage to call you. Up to that point, it was the butterflies of calling you while he was away and the frustration that took up most of his emotional energy. But when he heard your voice after what felt like forever?
Hoshi would straight up burst into tears on the phone, and when you asked him what was wrong, he would say through tears and sniffles.
“I just really missed you and I wanted to talk to you but I didn’t know how. I want to see you.”
You would make sure that when the call ended, Hoshi was okay and that he had a smile on his face.
That one phone call would probably give him the strength to get through the rest of the tour. So when he saw you again, he would be a smiley Hoshi. Maybe a little emotional again because it’s you! Nonetheless, Hoshi would be happy to see and talk to you in real life again.
Wonwoo (Literary Soul, The Emotion Filled Rapper )
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Wonwoo would be a little more on the quiet side about how he felt. He didn’t want to risk calling at a bad time and not being able to talk to you for long. It would be because of this fear that I feel like he would leave a lot up to his imagination. Thinking things like, 
“Oh they are probably doing this right now. I hope they aren’t doing that, I’ve told them it isn’t good for them.” 
I feel like he wouldn’t be satisfied with a short call and would need to talk to you at least for a half hour to feel even remotely okay. There would be a lot of fears in general when it came to communicating with you while he was away, that he would probably need you to reach out first.
So when you called him, he would be super scared at first. He’d ask a lot of questions.
“Are you okay? Are you upset? Did you eat? How are you?”
If all the boxes were checked, he would then sigh into the phone and smile.
“I’m glad. I am doing okay now too. I really miss you.”
From that first call moving forward he would probably be better at finding time and checking with you if you had time to talk with him. He realized that despite all of his fears, it really was far more enjoyable to hear from you at all, even if it wasn’t always as long as he liked.
When he saw you again, Wonwoo would cry. Absolutely a hundred percent. He wouldn’t explain it to you in that moment (that he was really sad and lonely and just missed you a ton) but he would just hug you super tight and stick by you a ton. He would be like a puppy and with some love, he would be okay.
Woozi/ Jihoon (Brilliant Creator, The Tranquil Vocal )
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Woozi is another member that would be chill at first. But I think that is because he would go into it with a game plan. He knew what your schedule was and what his own way and the time difference. He figured that with the time allowed he could talk to you a lot during this time away.
Woozi overestimated this plan and real life did not go as planned (no CC&I here today). He would wind up calling when you were busy, and you would call but it wouldn’t go through. Both of you would wind up frustrated and upset a couple of weeks into it, and when you both find time you would probably have a small argument. This would lead to an emotional and tearful discussion.
“I know this isn’t either of our faults, but I thought that we would have more time to talk. And we just don’t.”
It would end with you both making up and the incident would pass, but Woozi would still be upset. He wanted to find a way to make things work better, and it would only be through talking to other members that he would realize this: life happens and you can’t control everything. 
Woozi would do his best to relax and he would simply try to enjoy the time he had with you on the phone.
When he sees you again, he would be shy smiles for miles. He wouldn’t be super keen on hugs or anything until it was just the two of you. He would apologize for the fight and for not having as much time as he thought, and you would apologize too. 
In short… yay life.
DK/ Dokyeom (Comedy Trio ⅓, The Killer Smile and Soul Vocal )
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Remember how I said there are a few members who would be chill? I mean this with the most love, but I don’t think DK could be that chill. Sure, his antics with the members especially Seungkwan and Hoshi would distract him in the moment, but he would definitely miss you a lot. 
There would be a lot of frustrations and tears for both of you, and not all phone calls would be pleasant (granted I don’t think it would be any different for the members). DK would do the best he could to make the phone calls happier and to end them on good terms. 
Honestly, despite the two of you arguing, none of you could ever leave the call truly upset. You both had come to the agreement that in these situations it was better to be honest with each other.
So the conversation always ended with an “I miss you” and an “I love you”.
When DK saw you again he would be pretty upset. Sad that he missed you, mad at himself that he wasted so many precious calls with you upset, and down that these thoughts prevented him from enjoying being with you again. You two would talk it out and then from there, DK would be able to relax and enjoy being with you.
Mingyu (“The Tallest~”, The Dynamic Rapper )
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Mingyu would constantly check to make sure you are okay, that you are taking care of yourself and texting you in the morning and in the evening (your time zone). A huge worrywart, and his constant worrying would take up a good portion of his time. I feel like Mingyu would put your needs above his own, so he wouldn’t really focus on himself as much as he would taking care of you.
He would wind up taking care of everyone around him, and it would only be when a member sits down and talks to him about this that he opens up. That day he would call you and you would talk to him too. You would explain that while you loved that he was caring towards you, you wanted to hear about him and how he was doing. Essentially, you wanted there to be a more even give and take in this relationship. This would definitely touch Mingyu and he would probably open up to you and cry.
“The members are so messy and I miss you so much!”
Mingyu from then on would be more open to you and he would definitely mess with the members more.
When you Mingyu saw you again, he would be a smiley puppy for days. So happy to finally see and talk to you in person again.
The8/ Minghao (Multiple Aspect Photographer, The Agile Dancer )
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The8 would call and text whenever he got the chance. The8 had any frustrations about the distance, he would keep it to himself. He knew that you two couldn’t always be together and even if it was hard, he needed to learn to get used to it. He was also certain that if he was frustrated, you must be too (hence why he wouldn’t vent to you).
Most of the phone calls he would try to keep light and ask about your day, but if they turned more serious he wouldn’t stop them from taking that turn. If you started to get too emotional, then I think The8 would start to open up about how he was feeling. He wanted to make sure you knew that it wasn’t just you feeling this way and that he was frustrated too.
The reunion would be full of tears and smiles. I think if The8 managed to hold in his frustrations up till that point, it would be during that reunion when he would talk about it.
“I really missed you! I hated not being able to see you.” Something like this~
(Ironically while putting this together, I was listening to The8′s song Falling Down.)
Seungkwan (Comedy Trio ⅓, The MC Power Vocal )
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All the emotions, concealing absolutely little. It would never be his intention, but he would direct all of his emotions towards those around him and the activities they were doing at the time. So if he is angry, everyone knows to steer clear of him. 
The only thing that could ease the emotions up a little was contacting you. 
Most of these emotions stemmed from being away from you and not being able to see or talk to you as much as he would like to. Leading to Seungkwan being kind of frustrated over all. 
Upon seeing you again, Seungkwan is all tears, no chill. He would be happy, but he would remember all the frustration and how much he missed you this entire time. And on top of that, he would be mad at himself for feeling that way the entire trip. So he would be sorry too.
Seungkwan would require time to hang out with you and he would be furious if anything intervened with that. If he had a schedule right after getting back, he would avoid seeing you until he knew for a fact he could give you his full time and attention. But best believe if you are the one who is busy, Seungkwan will be full of lip and be quite a bit upset.
Vernon/ Hansol (Calm and Collected, The Fly Rapper )
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For the most part, I think Vernon would handle being away well. The parting would be difficult, but for the most part he is handling the distance like a master. Except when doing certain activities or certain things. His thought would be things like, “Ah, you would probably like this” or “You would find this funny”. If Vernon got too into those thoughts then he would do the best he could to distract himself. He would mostly achieve this by hanging out with the members.
Contact wouldn’t happen super often. Texts were more convenient, but he would more than likely want to call.
Reunion would be sweet and he would bring you a gift. He would be full of hugs and affection to make up for all the hugs and affection that was missed while he was away.
Overall, Vernon would have his moments where he was down in the dumps, but for the most part he tried to enjoy the trip for what it was (even if he did miss you).
Dino/ Chan (Michael Jackson Fan, The Smooth Dancer )
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So Dino would probably talk about you a little too much on the tour and would wind up irritating the other tired members. They’d probably tell him to stop talking about you, and he would wind up taking that to the furthest end by not talking about you at all. This would lead to a huge buildup in his emotions and so when he finally gets to call you, he’d cry on the phone. “I just really miss you and I can’t even do anything to fix it.” While I think in a relationship all the members would appreciate this, I definitely think Dino would be the one to need it the most. He felt so much pressure and having you around for however long you could be around would help him out.
But if you couldn’t do that, then he’d text you and call you as often as he could. That would help him get through the trip and he would get more and more excited as your time apart was coming to a close. When he comes back, he’d probably forgo going to the dorm right away in hopes of seeing you right away. He’d be sure to make up for all the lost time once he was back with you and had actually relaxed (he didn't sleep for the majority of the tour and the only time he was able to relax was he was back with you). So after a good twelve hour sleep, Dino would want to hear about everything he missed (even if he had already heard it all before).
Disclaimer: An important thing to note in regards to these reactions/scenarios is that none of them are based on how the members are in real life and are merely a depiction that fits the fiction (as I don’t know the members personally). These are meant to be lighthearted (aside from the angst that continues to rise on this blog) and I hope they are not being taken as pure fact or reality.
If you took the time to read this reaction, thank you so much for your time. Stay happy and healthy! Make yourself a magnificent morning/afternoon/evening/night whenever in time or whenever in the world you may be and I hope to see you all again soon. Bye bye~
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rainecreatesstuff · 3 years
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Chapters: 2/4 Fandom: Minecraft (Video Game) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Ranboo & Toby Smith | Tubbo, Toby Smith | Tubbo & TommyInnit, TommyInnit & Ranboo, No Romantic Relationship(s) Characters: Toby Smith | Tubbo, Ranboo (Video Blogging RPF), TommyInnit (Video Blogging RPF), Phil Watson (Video Blogging RPF), Technoblade (Video Blogging RPF) Additional Tags: Goat Hybrid Toby Smith | Tubbo, Platonically Married Ranboo and Toby Smith | Tubbo, Ranboo and Toby Smith | Tubbo Have a Child Named Michael, Ranboo Tubbo and Tommy run away from the SMP, Kind of like a fix-it fic but not really, sorry I’m not great with tags aha, Fluff, Family Fluff, just so so much fluff, Queerplatonic Ranboo and Tubbo, bee duo, Bench trio, Technoblade is a softie, TommyInnit Needs a Hug (Video Blogging RPF), Toby Smith | Tubbo Needs a Hug, TommyInnit Gets a Hug (Video Blogging RPF), Toby Smith | Tubbo Gets a Hug, Traumatized TommyInnit (Video Blogging RPF), Traumatized Toby Smith | Tubbo, lots of hugs and cuddles, Phil Watson is Called Philza (Video Blogging RPF), I don’t think I need any trigger warnings, but If I do please let me know and I’ll add them :), Snowchester on Dream Team SMP (Video Blogging RPF), Platonic Relationships, Platonic Cuddling, TommyInnit Has PTSD (Video Blogging RPF), Toby Smith | Tubbo Has Horns, Toby Smith | Tubbo Has Mental Health Issues, Ranboo Has a Tail (Video Blogging RPF), Ranboo Has Mental Health Issues, god i hate tagging things, no beta we die like tommy- wait- shit no, no beta we die like Wilbur- FUCK-, NO BETA WE DIE LIKE UHHHHH MEXICAN DREAM, Rated T for Tommyinnit Swearing, and tubbo swearing, and maybe phil i don’t remember, point is, Swearing, Mild Hurt/Comfort, Hurt/Comfort Series: Part 1 of Runaways AU
Takes place between Tommy’s revival and Wilbur’s. ALL names in this story are referring to the CHARACTERS of the Dream SMP, NOT the CCs. If any ccs state that this fic makes them uncomfortable, or it crosses boundaries, it will immediately be taken down. Please be respectful in the comments. :)
Chapter 2 under the cut! :)
Tubbo was shaking with excitement.
Finally, after months and months of shoving the thought away, it was happening. They were leaving.
Tubbo rushed around his basement, grabbing as many resources as he could and shoving them into his inventory haphazardly. Not much thought went into it, if he saw something he thought he might need he’d toss it in. If he forgot anything he could just ask Ranboo for it anyways.
With his stuff packed, he headed upstairs to check on Michael quickly before leaving. The toddler was still sound asleep, clinging to his chicken plush fiercely. Tubbo gently kissed his forehead, tucking him in tightly, before making his way back to the ladder.
He locked the hatch behind him, just in case. You could never be too careful when you were married to a main character and best friends with a protagonist. He shrugged on his coat and slipped on his combat boots, exiting the house and locking the door behind him. He ran to the hyper-tunnel, tridenting through and flying out the other side.
He made his way to Tommy’s land, where he found the blond sitting on his bench and staring at the horizon.
“Tommy!” Tommy’s head shot in his direction as he yelled his name.
He ran onto the property, practically throwing himself at Tommy and head-butting his chest.
“Fuckin- Ow man, what the fuck’s gotten into you?”
Tubbo grinned up at him, springing up from the bench and flapping his hands back and forth.
“Okay, okay, okay. So. Um, basically, you know how everything’s pretty much gone to shit on this server? And how we’re like, constantly in danger of someone trying to kill us?”
Tommy raised an eyebrow.
“I’d say I’m well aware of it, yeah. Didn’t expect you to be so excited about it though. Seriously big man, I haven’t seen you this excited since the bee farm you built way back before L’Manburg.”
Tubbo faltered for a moment. This was going to be difficult.
“No, I’m not excited about that.” He took a deep breath and calmed himself down, falling back onto the bench.
“So, I’ve been thinking about it for a while, a long time, actually, and I was talking to Ranboo and he kind of just asked me why not, and now we’re doing it, so.”
Tommy laughed nervously.
“You still haven’t told me what ‘it’ is, Tubs.”
“I’m getting there. You’re just. You’re probably not gonna be too happy about it at first, but I want you to take some time and actually think about it because I do genuinely think it’s the best option for us.”
Tommy looked at him warily.
“Alright. I’ll think about whatever you say, promise.”
Tubbo nodded.
“Okay, good, so…”
He looked over to Tommy, sucked in a deep breath, and blurted it out.
“What if we left?”
Tommy froze.
He stood from the bench and made his way back towards his house, and Tubbo ran after him.
“Tommy, I know it’s scary, and weird, but honestly-“
“No.”
Tubbo froze as well.
“You promised you’d think about it.”
“Yeah, I did think about it, and now I’m fucking shaking, so sorry, Tubbo, but it’s a fucking no from me.” Tommy finally turned to look at Tubbo, and tears were pooling in his eyes.
Tubbo swallowed.
“We can’t keep living like this, Tommy. I can’t keep going week by week not knowing if my best friend, or my kid, or my husband, or myself are gonna make it to the next one.” Tubbo reached for Tommy’s hand, but the taller boy yanked it away.
“Then leave. Fuck off with your perfect little family. See if I care.” Tommy growled.
Tears threatened to spring to Tubbo’s eyes, but he held them back. Tommy didn’t mean any of this. He was scared, and he felt threatened, and he was responding with anger. Tubbo had seen him do it time and time again. This was nothing new.
Didn’t exactly make it hurt much less though.
“I’m not leaving without you. You are my family.” Tubbo reminded him gently.
Tommy practically snarled at him.
“Remember- remember what Puffy was saying? About using anger as a coping mechanism for fear? You’re doing it again, Toms.” Tubbo did his best to keep his voice from shaking.
He hated it when Tommy got like this with him. It’d happened far too many times and ended far too horribly each time. He wondered if it was his fault.
Tommy’s eyes widened for a moment, and he seemed to shake himself off, taking a deep breath before stepping backwards.
“Just- just give me a minute.” He turned and ran into his house.
Tubbo watched his retreat, and began shaking. He’d known Tommy wouldn’t take well to the idea, but he didn’t think it’d upset him this much. Was it worth it to try to convince him? Even if it would spare them both a lot of grief and suffering in the long run, he couldn’t bear to make Tommy feel that anxious.
He took a deep breath, and thought it all over again. He had wanted to leave because he wanted to feel safe. He wanted his loved ones safe. That was okay, it was good.
It was… a good option, all things considered. He knew if Wilbur were here, he’d scold him for running away from his problems. But Wilbur wasn’t here, and Tubbo wasn’t running away. He was escaping.
Tommy finally emerged from the house, looking a bit more confident with himself than he had before. He looked up at Tubbo with his hands busying themselves with his sleeves. Tubbo opened his arms, and Tommy slid into a hug.
“I know you’re not keen on the idea. And I know it’s stressful, and new, and I know you don’t like new. But please just let me explain. Because I don’t know how much longer we can go like this before something happens.” Tubbo spoke in a hushed tone.
Tommy pulled away, nodding and leading Tubbo back to the bench.
They sat down, and Tubbo took a deep breath and began.
“Okay. So, I’ve had this plan, kind of sitting in the back of my mind for a while. Wasn’t even really a plan at first, just a daydream.”
Tommy caught his eye, and nodded for him to continue.
“It must’ve been a few days after you got out of the prison. I just remember seeing you trip and fall, and god, Tommy, you looked the same way you did the day of the festival, in that goddamn pit…”
Tubbo looked away from Tommy, who reached over and grabbed his hand, holding it in his own gently.
“You were shaking like a leaf, and your breathing was all funny, and all I could think about was how none of this would’ve happened if we’d ran off that day, when we were talking about it.”
Silence hung in the air for a moment. Tommy stared out at the twilight growing sky, eyes tracing the newly revealed stars.
“Thought we’d agreed that was dumb. We still had stuff we had to do.”
“We did,” Tubbo bit his lip, “We did agree. Back then. But, I don’t know, I started letting myself think about it, and like… I just want to live. Like actually live. I don’t wanna be so scared out of my mind that I have to build fucking nukes to keep my family safe. I don’t wanna wake up every morning and not be sure if my best friend is still around until I see you.”
A tear ran down Tommy’s face, and he pulled Tubo into another tight hug.
“I can’t leave. I have so much work to do.”
Tubbo huffed, squeezing Tommy back.
“Like what?”
Tommy let his head rest on Tubbo’s shoulder, and his arms went slack against Tubbo’s back.
“I have so many people I have to apologize and make it up to. And I’ve got a reputation to fix. And I have to kill Dream.”
Tubbo pulled away, staring Tommy down.
“Ignoring that other stuff for a moment, you don’t have to kill Dream.”
Tommy frowned.
“Yeah, I do. He’s too dangerous to be left alive. If he brings Wilbur back he’s gonna hurt so many people. I don’t- I don’t wanna kill him, I don’t wanna kill anyone, but I have to, because nobody else will.” Tommy spoke it like it was a mantra he’d been taught.
Tubbo felt like he’d been taught it as well.
“But it’s not your job. It’s not your responsibility.”
“Tubbo-“
“No.” Tubbo stood from the bench.
“No, it’s not, and you’re not getting me to agree with that. Dream is fucking insane, and he’s hurt a lot of people, and you don’t have to deal with him. It’s not your responsibility to save everyone, Tommy. I know we’ve had it drilled into our heads from the moment we joined that goddamned revolution that we should aspire to be martyrs, but we shouldn’t.”
Tommy stared at him with something sad, and something akin to awe.
“We have every right to live and be safe, Tommy. We’ve done our part. We’ve fought wars we shouldn’t’ve had to. We get to be free from it all.” Tubbo paused for a moment, sitting back down.
“Dream isn’t your responsibility. Maybe he’s Sam’s, or his own, who knows. But he’s not yours. You don’t have to be the one to prevent his actions.”
Tommy breathed in shakily, and nodded.
“I hear you,” He spoke quietly, “Not sure if I quite get it yet, but. I do hear you.”
“That’s all I ask for.”
Tommy took a deep breath.
“So, you’re suggesting we just disappear into the night?”
Tubbo smiled sheepishly.
“I mean… essentially, yeah.”
“And you’ve been planning this for how long?”
“What time is it?”
“How the fuck would I know? Probably around nine or something?”
“Alright, then like… forty five minutes.”
Tommy stared at him.
Tubbo stared back.
“I’m gonna kill your husband.”
“Wha- it’s not like it’s his fault, I’m the one that brought it up-“
Tommy groaned.
“No no no, this has Ranboob written all over it. He probably made you get all nostalgic and shit and then proposed this and now we’re leaving.”
Tubbo’s ears pricked up, and a small smile wormed its way onto his face.
“So you’re coming then?”
Tommy groaned again, leaning back against the bench.
“I don’t fucking know Tubbo. You’re sure this is what you want? Like 100% sure?”
Tubbo ran a hand through his hair.
“Pretty sure it’s all I’ve wanted for a while, boss man.”
Tommy pulled his knees up to his chest.
“So you’re really okay just leaving all this behind? L’manburg, and the bench, and Snowchester?”
“Honestly? As long as I have you, Michael, and Ranboo, I couldn’t give two fucks about any of this. But… I understand if it’s harder for you.” Tubbo spoke gently, as if Tommy might startle.
Tommy hummed, and let his eyes fall on the horizon again.
“It’s weird to think about. And it makes me feel scared. Like, there’s all these places here that have so many memories, and one day we might come back and they’ll look completely different.”
Tubbo watched his friend quietly for a moment. He probably should have come prepared for a deep conversation. Tommy was having those a lot more often with him. And he was proud of Tommy, god, he was so proud of him. But it served as a bit of a reminder that things would never go back to the way they were before. There’d always be something weighing them down.
… If Tubbo got his way tonight, he hoped it would take a bit of that weight off.
“Isn’t there kind of beauty in that, though? New people will show up, and walk the same ground as us, and make new memories in the places we made ours. Someone else will sit on this bench one day and it could be the best day of their life, and they’ll watch the sunset and celebrate, just like we did, and never even know it.”
Tommy caught his eye again, a look of contemplation in his gaze.
“And like, nothing’s ever permanent, Toms. You and I of all people know that. If you decide you want to come back, I’ll come with you. It’s me and you ‘til the end, right?” Tubbo held up his arm, hand fisted, and smiled as Tommy did the same and bumped their arms together.
“Always.”
Tommy sighed.
“Guess I better get packing then, huh?”
Tubbo grinned.
“I’ll meet you at my place in, let’s say, an hour?”
“Sure big man.”
The two hugged once more, then separated. Tubbo nearly had to stop himself from skipping down the prime path.
Tommy did have a point, it was weird to think he might never walk this path again. That sickly fear of being forgotten crawled it’s way into his chest, and he decided to get rid of it as soon as possible. He’d made his mark well enough, if he said so himself.
There was an entire crater that people would tell stories of for decades that he’d had a huge part in. Couples would settle down in Snowchester years from now and see his name etched into the stone, and know him as their founder. Teenagers would dare each other to walk through a button-filled ravine and the nerds among them would tell the story of Pogtopia, of the president that went mad, and the legendary warrior, and the determined hero, and maybe, hopefully, even the crafty spy. He’d made several farms and trading posts that would be used for generations should they be upkept. And he’d never upkept them, so he didn’t see them falling into disarray the moment he left.
Tubbo had left his mark on the land. On the history of the server. Still, the tightness wouldn’t leave his throat.
He grabbed a knife from his pocket and stared at the prime path for a moment before kneeling down. In sharp, clean letters, he etched “TUBBO_BELOVED WALKED HERE.” It was simple, so utterly stupid compared to the other things he had done to mark up the server. But it made him laugh, and it made the tendrils of fear loosen from his lungs, for whatever reason. And so he decided to be proud of it.
He made his way back home and practically flung open the door, making his way to his bedroom and closet. The moon was well underway on its journey through the sky, the silver light illuminating his room through the windows. He grabbed an assortment of clothes and piled them into a backpack. Several green shirts, some hoodies, a t-shirt that definitely had belonged to Ranboo at some point, jeans. He threw in everything he could. His hand brushed on a coat, and he pushed the rest of the clothes to the side.
His presidential jacket hung neatly in the corner of his closet. That’s right, he’d stored it away before Doomsday. Hadn’t been sure when he’d need it again. He slipped it off its hanger and shrugged it on. He looked at himself in the mirror.
It still looked too big.
“Tubbo?”
Tubbo glanced to the corner of the mirror, where Ranboo now stood in his line of sight.
“Hey boss man.”
Ranboo strode up to him, and hugged him gently from behind, his elbows resting on Tubbo’s shoulders.
“You ready to get going?”
“Just about. Gotta get Michael’s stuff together still.”
“Mm.”
They stood like that for a few moments, until Ranboo gently head butted Tubbo’s head, and moved away, gently slipping the coat off of Tubbo. He put it back on its hanger and slid it back into its place in the closet.
“I vote we leave this one behind.”
Tubbo hummed, a smile making its way onto his face.
“Can't say I disagree.”
Ranboo grabbed a few more things from Tubbo’s closet and threw them to Tubbo, who caught them and folded them, placing them carefully into his bag.
“Guess you don’t like me in a suit then. I’ll make note of that.”
Ranboo froze for a moment, then flustered, slapping Tubbo gently on the back of the head. Tubbo giggled, zipping up his bag and slinging it onto his shoulder.
They made their way out into the living room, where a duffel bag already sat on the floor beside the couch. Tubbo threw his bag down next to Ranboo’s, and jumped when the duffel moved.
“Hey, Boo?” Tubbo whisper-yelled.
“Yeah?”
“Care to explain why your bag is shaking and purring?”
They stared at each other, Ranboo freezing like a deer in headlights.
“… I couldn’t just leave Enderchest.”
Tubbo laughed fondly. He knelt down and scratched the cat’s ears, which earned him a louder purr.
“Guess I understand. Cats have got to stick together after all.” Tubbo grinned.
Ranboo groaned across the room.
“Catboy, little meow meow, my meow meow catboy, little baby man.” Tubbo strode across the room, smooshing Ranboo’s cheeks with his hands.
“You are a menace to society.”
Tubbo cackled evilly, and moved one of his hands up to scratch around Ranboo’s ears, laughing again when a soft rumble came from his husband’s chest.
“This is not funny.” Ranboo could barely stop himself from purring long enough to say it.
“Mhm.” Tubbo rubbed Ranboo’s ears and the purring grew louder.
“I hate this.”
“Tell me to stop then.”
Ranboo flushed, and Tubbo laughed triumphantly, bonking his forehead with Ranboo’s and leaving him be. He made his way up to Michael’s room, followed closely by Ranboo, who held another backpack in his hands and was yet to stop purring.
They moved in tandem, grabbing and folding their toddler’s clothes and placing them in the backpack. They also brought an assortment of books and little trinkets they’d collected for Michael over the past few months. Finally, they grabbed some blankets and folded them neatly, stuffing them into the backpack and zipping it up. Ranboo swung the backpack over his shoulder and shimmied back down the ladder.
Tubbo sighed, and sat on Michael’s bed, gently carding his fingers through his son’s short mane. Ranboo came back up, and sat beside him.
“I can’t believe we’re doing this.” Tubbo mumbled, half to himself.
“Can’t believe in a bad way, or can’t believe in a good way?”
“The good way.”
Ranboo leaned against Tubbo, resting his cheek on Tubbo’s head, careful to avoid the horns.
“Should we wake him up now and get him out to a boat, or should we wait for Tommy?” Ranboo swung an arm around Tubbo’s waist lazily.
Tubbo leaned into the gesture. It was quite bizarre. Ever since his execution, physical affection had left him uneasy and anxious, but for some reason it was different with Ranboo. Maybe it was how unsure of it he’d seemed himself, or maybe that he hadn’t known Tubbo before the scars. It made Tommy jealous, Tubbo was well aware of that. But at the moment, Tommy was only just getting back to being able to handle hugs, so Tubbo wasn’t sure cuddling would do either of them any good at this point.
“Bo?”
Tubbo snapped back.
“Right, sorry, yeah, let’s uh, let’s wait for Tommy to get here. He’ll probably wake Michael up with his knocking anyway.”
Ranboo hummed amusedly, and Tubbo smiled. He glanced out the window, and watched the waves for a moment.
“You wanna go for a quick stroll before Tommy gets here?” Tubbo stood, offering Ranboo a hand up.
“Sure.”
Ranboo took it, and they made their way to the doors, Tubbo slipping on his coat as they left. They wandered around for a bit, chatting idly, reminiscing on stupid and funny moments that had happened in the little town of Snowchester. They eventually ended up on the docks, and Tubbo sat down, swinging his legs over the side. Ranboo sat beside him, his tail wrapping around towards Tubbo.
Tubbo shivered, and leaned into Ranboo, who held him.
“So this is it then. Anywhere you wanna visit before we leave? L’manhole, maybe?”
Tubbo smiled.
“Nah. I’ve said my goodbyes to that place. I’m all good to go.”
Ranboo laughed quietly.
“Not to question you, but for someone who spent several nights awake making layouts for his builds, you don’t seem all too sad about leaving them.”
“Well, I mean, yeah. It kinda sucks, but at their core, they’re just builds. I’ll think back on them one day and cringe at how I styled them. You and Michael and Tommy being safe is far more important than whatever project I’m focused on at the minute.” Tubbo said quietly.
Ranboo hummed.
“And you know you’re the same for me, right? You’re always gonna be one of my top priorities.”
It felt a little uncomfortable to hear, but Tubbo knew that was just his messed up brain doing its messed up little thing. And so, pushing down the feeling of twisting in his stomach, he leaned closer to Ranboo.
“Thanks, boss man. I’m glad.”
They sat for a moment in silence, listening to the waves lap at the sides of the docks. Tubbo checked his communicator for the time. Tommy should be getting here soon. Thank god, he was getting a bit anxious to actually get on the road. He was, of course, still grateful that the universe had decided to give them a moment of peace before the inescapable chaos that would be travelling a long distance with a toddler and Tommy- so, basically two toddlers- for several days. Hell, maybe even several weeks.
So, of course, Ranboo had to ruin the peace.
“You’re actually talking about your feelings. A big win for the Tubbo_Beloved community.”
Tubbo huffed out a laugh, gently slapping Ranboo’s chest.
“Oh, shut up.”
Ranboo giggled, his tail wagging happily and hitting the stone.
“OI TUBBO! BOOB BOY! I’M HERE!”
Tubbo let out a sigh and turned to see Tommy standing on his porch, waving his arms around like a madman. Ranboo laughed, bonking their foreheads together. Tubbo groaned, letting his head fall onto Ranboo’s chest for a minute.
“Ready to spend several days on end with the one and only Tommyinnit?” Ranboo’s voice was light, lighter than he’d heard it in a while.
Tubbo smiled.
“Gods help our souls.”
Ranboo laughed, loud and clear, and Tubbo grinned. He pulled back, and Ranboo stood, helping Tubbo up as well. They made their way back to the cabin, Tommy tapping his foot impatiently like a cartoon character. Tubbo walked up the steps and made eye contact with Tommy, asking a silent question.
Are you okay?
Yes.
Are you sure you wanna do this?
Yeah, I’m good.
Tommy swung an arm around Tubbo’s neck, pulling him in quickly for a side-hug, then relaxing and dragging him inside.
“Your gremlin’s awake by the way. Couldn’t handle the might and power of the great Tommyinnit.” Tommy grinned as he tossed his bag next to Tubbo’s beside the couch.
Tubbo rolled his eyes, and motioned for Ranboo to go get Michael with a nod. Ranboo laughed quietly, and went upstairs. Tommy released Tubbo from his hold, and plopped down beside the bags, petting Enderchest, who seemed somewhat apprehensive of the new person.
“So did you say goodbye to everything?” Tommy scratched behind Enderchest’s ears and the cat immediately warmed up to him.
“Nah. I’ve made my peace with this place. Just waiting to leave now.” Tubbo sat down beside him, taking a few locks of Tommy’s hair and beginning to twist them into a braid.
“Saw your message on the Prime Path.”
“Yeah?”
“Made one beside it. Now it says ‘TUBBO_BELOVED and BIG MAN TOMMYINNIT WALKED HERE.’”
“Pffft- I’m glad, now everyone will know the true owners of the Prime Path for generations to come.” Tubbo tied the braid together loosely, then sat back.
“Fuck yeah they will. Big Man Tommy’s legacy is going nowhere.”
Tubbo laughed, and Tommy smiled gently.
Tubbo’s ear flicked as the hatch to Michael’s room opened, and he looked over to see Ranboo carrying a very sleepy Michael down the ladder. The toddler was wrapped in his favourite blanket, one he’d been given by Foolish, and was clutching his chicken plush against his chest with one hand. His other hand gripped Ranboo’s shirt, rumpling the thin fabric, and not assisting in keeping the toddler in Ranboo’s arms in any way, shape, or form. Tubbo stood, making his way over and taking Michael from Ranboo’s arms. Michael gently headbutted his chest, and Tubbo did the same to Michael’s forehead.
“Did you tell him what’s happening yet?” Tubbo asked as Ranboo made his way down the ladder.
“Not yet, figured we should tell him together.”  
“Mm. Fairs. Mikey?”
Michael gazed up at his dads sleepily. Tubbo’s heart clenched at the sight.
“You awake there, buddy?” Ranboo asked, running a hand through the toddler’s mane.
Michael grunted and hid his face in Tubbo’s shoulder, causing a soft laugh from Ranboo. Tommy snorted from across the room.
“Can we talk for a minute Michael?” Tubbo placed a kiss on his son’s forehead, and Michael looked up at him, then Ranboo, and nodded.
“Alright.” Tubbo carried Michael over to where Tommy sat, and returned to his place on the floor with Michael in his lap.
Michael’s eyes shot open when he saw Tommy, his mouth gaping in surprise. He squirmed out of Tubbo’s grasp and walked right up to Tommy, placing his tiny, hoof-like hands on Tommy’s cheeks.
“Mimi.” Michael stated with a seriousness that bordered that of a commander’s.
Tubbo burst out laughing, and as Ranboo slid onto the floor beside him, he could feel his husband shaking trying to hold his own laughter back. Tommy sighed dramatically, but smiled.
“Yes, it is me, your saviour, Mimi. I’ve arrived to make sure those two don’t bore you to death.” Tommy nodded in Tubbo and Ranboo’s direction.
Well, he tried to. He did what he could with toddler hands holding his head in place. Michael followed his gaze, and looked between his dads like he was contemplating something very important. He looked back to Tommy and nodded. Tubbo gasped.
“Have we been betrayed?” Tubbo looked back at Ranboo, who grinned.
“I think so, I think so.”
“We’ve been betrayed by our only heir. Oh woe is me.” Tubbo fell back dramatically into Ranboo’s arms, and Michael giggled.
Tubbo reached his arms out in Michael’s direction, and Michael waddled back over to him, sitting squarely in his lap, and looking up at him expectedly.
“Alright. Serious talk time,” Tubbo squeezed his son, and Ranboo nodded in agreement, “I’m gonna tell you straight up, because I know you’re a big kid and you’re gonna be okay. But it’s okay if you feel upset at what I tell you, okay?”
“You’re allowed to feel however you do, I promise your Bee and I won’t ever get mad at you for that, alright?” Ranboo gently squeezed Tubbo’s shoulder as he spoke.
Michael looked between the two quizzically, and then looked back down at his lap. After a moment, he looked back up, and nodded seriously.
“Alright. So, we’re going to be moving houses, and it’s probably gonna be really far away.”
“And we probably won’t be back for a very long time.” Ranboo added.
Michael’s eyebrows furrowed, and Tubbo would have cooed if he wasn’t worried that Michael was upset. The toddler jutted his thumb out in the direction of the mansion, and Tubbo is quite proud of himself, because he at least had the decency to look sheepish at it. Tommy had to suppress a laugh, hiding it behind a cough. Tubbo glared at him. Ranboo snorted from behind him.
“No, Mikey, we’re gonna travel for a while and then build a new house, far away from here.”
Michael frowned, and took his chicken plush back in his hands, placing it in his lap. He squeezed it gently a couple times as Tubbo ran his hand through the toddler’s mane. Michael eventually looked back up at him, and signed something that Tubbo recognized as “Mimi come?”
“Yeah, bud, Mimi’s coming too.” Ranboo smiled patiently.
Michael squeezed his chicken plush again, then stood, pointing to the ladder.
“You need back up, Mikey? What’s up?” Tubbo asked.
“Need clothes and books and toys.”
“Oh, we’ve already got your stuff packed! Come look!” Ranboo reached around Tubbo and grabbed Michael’s backpack, a yellow one with a bee embroidered on the front.
Ranboo unzipped it, and Michael ran back over, gripping the backpack and looking inside. Ranboo helped him push the blankets aside, and Michael looked at all the clothes and toys they’d packed. He tapped his chin, and Tubbo had to hold back another laugh, because where had he even learned that from? After a couple moments, Michael zipped up the bag himself, and nodded firmly at Ranboo.
“You’re ready to go?” Tubbo asked.
Michael reached for his chicken plush, and Tubbo handed it to him. The toddler nodded.
“Alright. Are you feeling okay about it?” Ranboo placed the backpack beside the other bags as he spoke.
Michael frowned again.
“I don’t know.”
“That’s alright, bud. Do you feel sad?”
Michael shook his head almost immediately.
“Do you feel angry?”
“…No.”
Tubbo watched the interaction with a certain fondness. Ranboo was always so careful with explaining emotions to Michael, and trying to help Michael understand his own. It was sweet to watch.
Tommy obviously didn’t share the same sentiment. He didn’t say anything, but Tubbo noticed his fingers drumming anxiously against the floorboards. His other hand pet Enderchest with a fervour that the cat probably didn’t appreciate. Tubbo would have to thank him later for being so patient with Michael. Or, at least trying to.
“Do you feel nervous?”
Michael stopped for a minute, clutching his chicken close to his chest and mulling it over. Eventually he nodded, and Ranboo smiled gently, the way he always did when he spoke to Michael.
“That’s okay. Your Bee and I are gonna be right beside you the entire time, okay? And if you’re ever feeling nervous, you can tell one of us, and we’ll try to help. Is that okay?”
Michael nodded, and opened his arms for a hug, his chicken falling into Ranboo’s lap. Ranboo pulled him into a hug, not letting go until Michael did. The toddler then turned to Tubbo and did the same. Tubbo held him close to his chest, rocking them from side to side gently. Michael pulled away, and Tubbo did too, gently bonking their foreheads together before completely pulling away.
“You’re very brave, Michael. It’s not easy to do things you’re nervous about. We’re proud of you.” Tubbo ruffled the kid’s mane as Michael grinned.
“Alright. We’re gonna leave now, and you can sleep on the way, okay?”
Michael smiled and nodded, grabbing his blanket from Tubbo’s lap and wrapping it around himself haphazardly. Tubbo stood, followed by Ranboo, who picked up Michael and carried him over to the door. Tommy scratched Enderchest’s chin, then gently zipped up the duffel a bit more. He stood, grabbing his own bag and slinging it over his shoulder.
Tubbo grabbed his backpack and did the same as Ranboo buttoned Michael into his coat. Tubbo grabbed Michael’s hat and slid it on the toddler’s head before helping him with his boots. Tubbo slid on his own boots, tying them tightly. Ranboo grabbed Michael’s backpack, slinging it over his shoulder, then grabbed his duffel bag carefully. Tubbo picked Michael up, and they left the house.
They made it to the front yard, and Tubbo turned around one last time.
“You wanna say bye to the house, Michael?” He murmured.
“Bye bye house.” Michael’s words slurred together with tiredness, and Tubbo awed quietly.
He turned and began to walk away, but Michael grabbed a fistful of his hair and pulled it gently, just enough to sting.
“Ow- what the-“ Tubbo took a deep breath, “What’s up, Michael?”
Michael pointed at the house.
“Picture.”
Ah. Of course. Ranboo had shown him their camera a few days ago, and the toddler had loved it. Of course he’d want a picture of the house. Tubbo turned to look at Ranboo, who shrugged, then slid Michael’s backpack off and grabbed a camera from inside. Tubbo sighed. One more quick detour wouldn’t hurt.
“Alright. Let’s go stand by the door.” He carried the toddler back up the front steps, and turned to face Ranboo and Tommy.
Ranboo readied the camera, before being slapped gently in the back of the head by Tommy. He looked back at Tommy with confusion, and Tommy rolled his eyes.
“Go stand with your family, dumbass.” Tommy held his hand open for the camera, looking everywhere but at Ranboo.
Tubbo laughed to himself as Ranboo visibly softened, handing Tommy the camera and making his way up the steps. He stood behind Tubbo, gently placing a hand on Tubbo’s shoulder.
They smiled, and the camera flashed a few times. Tommy pulled back, inspecting the photos for a minute, then gave them the thumbs up. They walked back over, and Michael poked Tommy, pointing at the camera.
“There you go. These pictures up to your standards Big M?” Tommy asked, showing them the camera.
Michael looked at the pictures, then nodded seriously.
“Good, wouldn’t want to disappoint.” Tommy ruffled Michael’s mane, then handed Ranboo the camera.
Ranboo carefully slid it back into Michael’s bag, and the four made their way to the docks.
Two boats were already tied to the docking points, and Ranboo must have set them up when Tubbo wasn’t looking, because Tubbo definitely hadn’t. Ranboo carefully made his way down the ladder and into the first boat, standing with his feet wide. Tubbo bit his lip.
This probably wouldn’t be a fun time for Ranboo, he wasn’t exactly great around water, for good reason. With any luck, they’d only need to travel by boat for a few hours, then they would find land and borrow (read: steal) some horses and travel horseback from there.
Ranboo gently placed his duffel bag in the bottom of the boat, sliding off Michael’s backpack and placing it beside the duffel. He then reached up towards Tubbo, and Tubbo carefully handed him Michael. The moment Tubbo let go, Ranboo sat down, clearly not trusting himself enough to hold their kid above water.
Tommy made his way into the second boat, tossing his bag on the floor as well. Tubbo climbed into Ranboo’s boat, but passed his backpack to Tommy, who put it beside his own. Tubbo sat down, then reached for Michael again. Ranboo handed the toddler over, then stood, untying the boat from the dock. Tommy did the same in the boat next to them.
Michael made himself comfortable in Tubbo’s lap, and, almost instantly, fell back asleep. Tubbo laughed gently and looked up to Ranboo, who was watching them with a look of fondness clear on his face.
“Alright, you guys can make doe eyes at each other once we get there, c’mon.” Tommy grinned as Ranboo spluttered, then began rowing.
Ranboo huffed, but followed suit. They began travelling Northeast.
“Our arms are gonna hurt so bad tomorrow.” Tommy stated tiredly.
“Worth it.” Ranboo smiled.
And they were off.
They’d done it. They’d escaped.
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The Northern Lights - Chapter Two
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hi! sooo here’s the awaited chapter... sorry for long update, next one is definately going up in the upcoming week:) i’m not working then so i’ll have all the time in the world to write, FINALLY.
Summary: Elain Archeron was tired of leading a life of never ending disappointments. The salvation is brought to her by an unexpected journey to Alaska and a certain, dark-haired male. Sometimes, the best way to learn about yourself and accept all the flaws can be encouraged by someone else.
Chapter Two
Fortunately, Elain took Cassian’s advice and a while later, she found herself suited in the recommended hotel. Morrigan was truly ecstatic when she welcomed the new guest. Elain thought that her joyful behavior was not only caused by business-related matters, but she truly loved encountering people.
The assigned room was neatly organized and the wooden furniture made the atmosphere more domestic. They were some paintings of indigenous nature that could be found in Alaska. Also, the room was placed just below the roof and from the window there was a breathtaking view of Velaris skyline.
Elain didn’t bring many things on her unplanned trip. Just a bit of necessities, which could help her out on everyday basis. So, it was really a blessing, when Mor  (the beautiful owner insisted on calling her by that name) offered her some soup. After that, Elain was ready to call it a night.
She slept peacefully and dreamed about those enchanting eyes, which she had seen at the nearby bar.  
The morning light awoke her from her sleep. Velaris was situated on the southern regions of Alaska, so every twenty four hours consisted of day and night.
Thankfully, it was the summer time so there weren’t any essential changes to Elain’s accustomed way of living. Although it was colder comparing to California weather, she didn’t mind the slight shift.
Elain began her morning routine and laid out some clean clothes. Then, she washed her face and applied a little bit of makeup. It always made her feel a little more confident and in her current situation it was exactly what she needed.
Although, she would have never admitted it loud, another reason for her efforts was a spark of hope of crossing paths with the handsome male, who was occupying her mind recently.
After not so pleasant experience with men, Elain learned to be more composed when it came to first impressions. She tried to maintain a clear mind and not give in to feelings. The life taught her that lesson in a hard way.
Her former boss, always kind and easygoing, turned out to be a prick who had tried to force her to sleep with him in order to keep her job. Of course, she had denied his request, but it wasn’t the end of her trouble. He had made sure that any other accounting firm in Los Angeles didn’t hire her because of alleged insubordination at work.
That was the last straw which made Elain leave the city and take a break. In reality, she didn’t love the job and often found herself dreaming about setting up her own flower shop. However, she had commitments and a childish passion wouldn’t pay the bills.
A silent knocking interrupted Elain’s thoughts. She made her way to the door and opened them straight away.
At first, her attention was brought to a tray which was held by Mor. It was surprising to Elain, considering that she hadn’t remarked anything about having breakfast here earlier. She motioned her to come inside and the ladies had their breakfast together, in Elain’s room.
Unexpectedly, it turned out that Mor was in close relationship with the brothers.
Cassian took over the pub from his father. The business was lead in the family for ages. Although, the most surprising fact to Elain was finding out that Rhysand and Azriel were adopted by Cassian’s family at young age.
Rhys, as Mor called him, was currently staying at Los Angeles, working for a corporate law firm. However, Azriel had been running his own car repair shop here, in Velaris.
Elain heart skipped a beat when Mor mentioned Azriel’s occupation, because she knew that meeting with him was inevitable considering her rental car situation.
She called the firm this morning and it turned out that they weren’t keen on covering the expenses or exchanging the car. They claimed that it had been working perfectly fine until she had rented it so all the problems were supposed to be caused by her driving skills. In that case, they refused to pay for highly needed repairs, because she signed the agreement form which unfortunately stated that any possible damage would have to be taken care of by her.
So, in conclusion, Elain didn’t have any other choice, but to have it repaired and pay for it. She promised herself that was the last time she was using any kind of services provided by this type of firms.
Thankfully, her amiable host gave her the address of Azriel’s workshop and Elain knew that visiting  the handsome male this afternoon would be inevitable.
“El, don’t worry. Az is the most helpful person I’ve always known. He will surely welcome you with open arms,” Mor stated and then lowered her voice grinning like a Cheshire cat, ” You know, given his looks, it’s a miracle that he’s still single.”
Elain flushed furiously and responded sheepishly, “Not only his looks but personality too.”
Mor winked at her, “If you need any dating advice in that matter, don’t hesitate.”
“I won’t, I promise,” she sighed,”… but I don’t think he would be interested in someone like me anyways.”
Elain noticed that Mor’s expression changed at her words. She looked really serious when she said,
“Elain don’t underestimate yourself, ever. You’re a strong woman, who didn’t fear changing her life from day to day when needed. Not everyone would be so brave in this type of situation.”
Mor paused and seemed lost in thought for a moment. She appeared to be talking from her own experience.  
“We know each other only for a day, El, but I can tell that you’re a good person even now. I’m truly convinced that you’ll find your happiness one day… Maybe it’ll take some time but it‘ll happen.” Mor added.
Elain was speechless for a few seconds after Mor’s confession. Nobody told her that before. She had a feeling that they’ll become good friends in short period of time.
“Thank you, Mor. I truly needed to hear those words…” she stopped and took a deep breath, “Even considering the not so pleasant conditions, I’m really glad that I’ve met you.”
Mor grinned and answered, “I’m glad too, El.”
Elain decided that it was the best moment to change the topic of conversation, and soon after that, the breakfast ended but in a light atmosphere. Elain promised Mor that she will reach out to her after going to Azriel’s workshop, because her new friend really insisted on being kept in the loop.
It was just after noon, when Elain made her way to the unfortunate car. She hoped that maybe it’ll magically start working, but as always, it didn’t happen. Now, meeting with Az was, in fact, indispensable.
She checked her appearance in the mirror and exited the vehicle.
The workshop was situated on the other side of Sidra, the river which flowed through Velaris.
Elain was grateful for a little walk there, so she could compose herself a bit more and prepare for the meeting. She wasn’t very outgoing and experiences like this, always made her uneasy.
However, this time it was entirely for another reason.
Although, after a though breakup, she didn’t really want to begin dating in such a short period of time, with Azriel it was different. She had never felt that strong connection before, with any other male.
The little voice in her head told her to trust her gut and just go with it.
Whatever happens, she didn’t have the choice now but to see him.
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It Had To Be You
Ch.9:  A Partner’s Beginning // Story Masterlist
Fandom: The Flash
Pairings: Barry Allen x Original Female Character
Summary: Belén and Barry are just starting to figure out how to work with each other as partners. Around the same time, Barry comes face to face with an old childhood bully that still manages to hurt him. It’s only when he remembers that he’s no longer alone that he’s finally able to leave the past in the past.
Pronunciation of OC’s name: Bell-en. The last syllable has an emphasis so it’s not pronounced like ‘Helen’ would be.
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Rayan Palayta couldn't stop reading articles and reports of the new vigilante that had made her debut in Starling City with the Arrow, Black Canary, Speedy and so on. That same vigilante was now one of the top stories being sold by the CC Picture News despite it being weeks after her first initial appearance in the city. Iris West was one of the lead reporters in that area and Rayan couldn't help suspect that the woman had no idea who this new vigilante was.
"So-" Maritza's voice made him look up from the laptop in front of him, "-this is where you're keeping yourself up now?" she made a gesture to the abandoned warehouse they were in. She walked into the small office where Rayan had secluded himself in for almost the entire day - as stated by Angela (or Pixel as she now liked to call herself).
"It was part of the gang of robbers I took care off a while ago," Rayan gave a shrug of his shoulders and clicked the link to a new article on the computer. "Decided to use it since Pixel's beginning to give me headaches," he rubbed his temples where he could feel an echo of said headaches.
"Pixel?" Maritza repeated, musing on what the switch of names could mean. "Is that what you're calling the ex?" Rayan rolled his eyes but said nothing. Instead, he focused on the article that gave origin points of the new vigilante. "Can't say I'm not happy to see that ending," Maritza said, crossing her arms and leaning against the wall, "Angela's kind of weird, but even I have to say that it's not technically her fault she nearly killed our dear sister."
At the mention of Belén, Rayan's eyes raised from the computer again. His face was stone cold and yet...he was guilty. He was guilty he nearly killed his sister without realizing. He had given the order to eliminate the new vigilante that was seemingly in the city to help out the Flash. He couldn't believe his ears when Pixel had returned with the news that the new vigilante had turned out to be none other than Belén. Rayan had raged, and somewhere along there, had blasted Pixel across her own living room, crashing several of her ornaments.
"If it helps-" Maritza leaned off the wall and moved towards the desk, "-my friend has nothing new to report on Belén. I thought that maybe Belén knew who the Flash was so I set my friend up in her job but she's been perfectly normal with no vigilante business."
"That he can see," Rayan reminded. "Let's not forget that he's not exactly friends with her."
"Alright, so he becomes closer to her, makes friends with her," Maritza shrugged. "Then what? What are we going to do now that we know Belén is a metahuman?"
"Metahuman," Rayan rolled his eyes at the silly name they'd been branded with apparently.
"Rayan," Maritza called again, sharper. "The plan was to get Belén away from the city but now that it's clear she's not going anywhere, we're going to need to do something else."
"What else can we do?" Rayan rubbed his temples again. That headache was starting to come back. "If she's a meta like us, then we should get her to join us."
Maritza blinked and straightened up. "A-are...are you sure about that? Let's not forget Belén thinks you're dead."
"I know, I know, but...once I explain to her what happened...she'll see why I preferred to stay dead. If she's so keen on finding me...what's the big deal?"
"I think the 'big deal' has to do with that speedster already getting into her head. Let's not forget the fact she's already been a hero in Starling city with the Arrow. Why would she want to join us?"
"Because we're her family," Rayan stood up from his chair. "Who else would Belén choose over us?"
Maritza leveled his stare for a moment before looking away. "It won't be easy...but...maybe you're right."
"Of course I am," Rayan smirked. "So we should start working on that before she really becomes a hero and loses us."
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"Cisco, I'm not wearing a skirt," Belén shook her head in the most polite way possible, but the action still had Cisco groaning in frustration. Caitlin sat at the other end of the desk, laughing to herself but giving the appearance of working on something else.
"But why not? It'll be a very pretty skirt, I promise, see?" Cisco gestured to the computer in front of them with the design of what would later become Belén's new super suit.
Now that they had began examining Belén's new biology and grasped a basic understanding of her powers, Cisco felt it was time for her to suit up. He would rather die than let her continue on with the outfit given to her by the 'Arrow cave'. Belén was excited for it, honestly, but they were just having creative differences.
"I'm not wearing a skirt if I'm gonna be out there helping Barry," Belén still refused much to Cisco's dismay.
Cisco made a motion with his hands for them to be calm and start over. "Okay, hear me out now," he said, warning her to let him speak first before she shot him down again. Belén got comfortable in her seat, crossing her arms and legs, to listen to him. "You need your suit to be more open to accommodate your powers. You said your vines can come through your hands and body which means the suit needs to have some openings. True or not true?"
Belén rolled her eyes but gave her confirming nod. "Yes, I know. And I am all for it if it means it'll make it easier to use my powers. That, however, does not mean that I have to go out in a miniskirt. Caitlin?"
Cisco glanced back at the silent brunette who of course had a side to choose. "She's right," Caitlin said with a small smile.
"You can't send me out there barely clothed, Cisco. I fall and I scrape my legs. I like my legs, Cisco, and I want them to be protected. Don't you?" Belén raised a questioning eyebrow. Cisco couldn't help give her legs a look-over. She chuckled and playfully hit him in the arm. "Stop looking at my legs!"
"Then work with me here!" Cisco let his head fall on the desk with a thud, causing Belén to lose it with another round of laughter.
"I think I broke Cisco," she told Caitlin, quite victoriously.
"Oh, he's finally quiet, thank you," Caitlin patted Cisco's back.
"Shut up," came Cisco's muffled order.
"Bells?" Barry had come into the room, making the ombre-blonde look back. He was about to say something when he saw Cisco still with his head on the desk. "What's…"
"I broke the great Cisco Ramon," Belén giggled and poked Cisco on the arm. "And over a skirt."
"Over a skirt?" Barry scoffed and came up to the three.
"When you say it like that of course it sounds bad!" Cisco pulled himself up and shot a warning look to Barry. He would not have Barry also ganging up on him like that.
"Cisco's trying to help me with a new suit," Belén finally explained. "But we seem to have disagreeing ideas…"
"Many," added Caitlin.
"It's not my fault Bells is being complicated!" Cisco exclaimed, earning himself a sharp look from said woman.
"You're the one trying to make me wear a mini-skirt for me to fight crime!"
"A mini-skirt?" Barry raised his eyebrows, barely getting a minute to think about that when someone smacked him on the stomach. He doubled over, groaning.
"That was for thinking about it," Belén got up from her seat then turned to Caitlin. "Honestly, Caitlin, I don't know how you put up with these two."
"I try my best," Caitlin dramatically said, now earning herself some sharp looks from Barry and Cisco.
"Bells, c'mon," Cisco began but the ombre-blonde cut him off.
"No! I don't want skirts," Belén left it clear for him. "I'm not made of steel, I do get hurt."
Barry was recovering from the blow and exhaled deeply. "Follow her instructions, Cisco, please." He then made a gesture to Belén for her to walk ahead.
"Hm," Belén threw him a look before grabbing her bag off the desk.
"Don't forget your treats," Caitlin reminded as she got up and walked across the room.
"Cait, that makes me sounds like a dog," Belén crinkled her nose.
"You know what I meant," Caitlin returned holding three wrapped up bars in her hands. "These should help you with your sugar levels."
"Yay," Belén said meekly as she took the bars and shoved them into her bag. As it turned out, her dizzy spells were part of her new metahuman abilities. Because her body was now divided with new Azalea genetics, her body required more sugar that she was not ingesting.
Cisco joked it was her needing to do photosynthesis.
Belén had promptly smacked him upside the head for it.
The bars that Caitlin and Cisco had made were specifically created to raise her sugar levels on a daily basis and thus prevent anymore side effects from harming her. Belén could definitely go without those min-episodes.
"Let's go," Barry told the ombre-blonde metahuman. She gave him a nod and in a second he had sped them to her block.
"That's still weird," she giggled as they began normally walking towards her house.
"Didn't seem so weird when 'the Streak' did it to you," Barry smirked. "In fact, you looked more in awe. And you certainly liked it."
"Shut up befoe I smack you again," she warned then came to an abrupt stop. "So, um, when exactly were you planning on telling me that you and Iris are on a no talk basis now?"
The question froze Barry in his tracks. He turned around and met her expectant look.
"I know I'm a bit slow sometimes but I've figured it out. It's been a while since I got back, and coincidentally the next day you stop talking to her. What, was it my fault you argued?"
"No," Barry quickly said to her, coming back to her, "It's just…" he sighed, "...she's been writing about us, Bells. Joe asked me to talk to her and it didn't work. I got frustrated with her not listening so I...may have asked her not to talk to me."
"Why would you do that, Barry?" Belén whispered, looking horrified. "She's your friend - practically sister!"
"I know-"
"And if there's anyone you should be upset with that she's still writing it's with me! I visited her and now I gave her more fuel. Don't be mad with her. Be made with me."
"No, it's not your fault. I'm genuinely worried about what could happen to her…"
"I get it, don't think I don't. Joe wants to keep his daughter safe and you just want her to be okay. But in the long run, I think it's Iris who should make the decision. I understand completely what it feels like having this passion for writing. It's my life, honestly. And once you find your subject, there is hardly anything anyone can do to make you stop."
"Hardly?" Barry repeated and noticed a strange shift in Belén's face.
"Let's just say...I had to leave some things..." she said and left it to that. "Thanks for bringing me home. Dad's been a bit on the fence of where I'm at now that I'm back. He thinks by having me hitch rides it's a sure way that I'll come home early." Because when she came back to the city, her father had taken the car privileges away for a while. Belén thought that was a bit fair.
"Tell him you were with me then," Barry then blinked when he realized how it came off and immediately set to correct it, but his stammering prevented a full sentence, "I-I m-mean...y-you know...like, uh...l-like...w-well...I mean…"
Belén covered her laugh with a hand and walked past him for her front porch. "I think I'll just say I was with some friends." She turned around, taking small steps backwards to the porch. "Cos if I say I was with the Streak he wouldn't get a kick out of it like others would."
"Yeah…"
"Take my advice about Iris though - just tell her already." And with that, Belén bid him goodnight.
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Some time later that night, Belén had pulled out her laptop to finish her work for CC Pictures. Her father walked by with a coffee mug and sat down beside her on the couch. When Belén realized he was staring at her she gently closed the lid of her laptop and met his eyes.
"Hi, Dad," a fleeting smile graced her lips. "Can I help you with something?"
"What were you reading?"
"Um, well, to be honest, I was giving Iris' blog a glimpse. She posted something new a couple minutes ago." And Belén was not happy to see it. While she stood by her statements she didn't want Iris getting hurt. Perhaps if she knew the truth it would sway her from that specific topic, or at the very least make her articles more cautiously.
Belén's father sighed and shook his head, clearly disapproving as well. "That girl is just looking for trouble. I like Iris, she's a very sweet young woman but this blog is going to get her in trouble. The city's not safe anymore with all these people with powers. They're all evil."
"Not everyone," Belén softly disagreed.
David scoffed, picking up his mug from the coffee table. "Honey, you've seen the news. Lots of people are getting hurt out there."
"Yes, but many of others are getting saved. Let's not clump all metahumans as evil."
"What?" David gave her a sharp glance.
Belén's eyes widened and coughed nervously. "Nothing. I said we shouldn't brand all people as bad."
David tilted his head and stared another minute at Belén. Sheepishly, she rubbed her arm and tried upholding his look. "Are you okay, Belén?"
"M-me? Yeah, Dad," Belén lightly smiled.
"You know, ever since you got back, you're...you seem different."
"D-different?"
"Yes. Time was you used to be completely engulfed with school and your friends and your internship."
"Dad, I graduated..."
"Yes, but your friends, they're not around anymore."
"What are you talking about? I do have friends-"
"Not the same ones." David put his muttered on the coffee table and shifted in Belén's direction. "Hilary, remember her?"
"Of course I remember Hilary."
"And then Jason, and Meghan, and all the others. They're not around anymore."
Belén sighed. "Dad, Hilary is getting used to her new job across the city. Jason moved and Meghan went on to graduate school. Everyone's got things to do."
"What about Iris?"
"What about her?"
"Haven't seen her in a while either."
"She, um...she's a having some complications with, uh, with Barry. She's not exactly in the talking mood."
"But you are," David gave her another look that she didn't understand. "It's just, since you got back I rarely see you with Iris now. It's either that Caitlin Snow-"
"Dr. Caitlin Snow," Belén wagged a finger. "She didn't go to school for people to overlook her title."
"Right," David playfully rolled his eyes. "Dr. Caitlin Snow, and Cisco Ramon, or Barry. They're not exactly the people I would expect you to be around…"
"They're good people and I like being with them," Belén smiled. "Don't go all 'They're from STAR Labs so they can't be good' on me."
David shook his head. "No, I wouldn't do that. despite what Harrison Wells caused to the city, I do respect his employees' loyalty to him. But sweetie, how long have you known Cisco and Caitlin, again?"
"Ten months."
"And then you met Barry how?"
"Through...Iris…?" Belén was barely making the connections when her father finally explained.
"You've known Iris for years and I don't think it's right you sideline her for these new people you haven't known for long."
"Oh my God Dad!" Belén chuckled. "I am not sidelining Iris for them! I just happen to have, um...a connection with them. That's all."
David raised an eyebrow and said nothing for the next minute. Then suddenly, he asked, "Are you sure you're okay?"
"Yes, Dad, I'm fine," Belén couldn't help smile out of flushness.
"Alright," David clapped his knees and got up, appearing to be done with the subject but Belén doubted it would be the last she would hear about it. He grabbed his mug and walked by, planting a kiss on her head. "Goodnight, sweetheart."
"Goodnight, Daddy," Belén smiled after him.
She waited for him to leave before diving back into her computer. There was much to do after all!
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Caitlin was in utter shock as she went over the various injuries Barry had managed to get in the span of a five minute fight with another metahuman.
"13 fractures," she began listing off to Barry, who laid in bed wincing at her scolding tone, while Cisco and Dr. Wells listened silently. "That's a whole new record! And not to mention that's only just in your hand. You also have a concussion, three cracked ribs, and a bruised spleen. Even with your powers, you'll need a few hours to heal."
When Dr. Wells was sure Caitlin had finished, he made the question all of them were curious to know about. "What exactly did you hit?"
"A man," Barry sighed, recalling the terrible fight. "A big, bad man. His skin changed when I hit him. Like, it turned to metal."
Wells raised his eyebrows as he thought about the new metahuman. "Interesting. A man of steel."
"So you went after a meta-human alone?" Even Cisco was disappointed in Barry for his abrupt encounter with the metahuman. "Dude, why didn't you call us?"
"I didn't know what he was," Barry said meekly before adding, "Besides, I was off-duty." And he would rather not go into detail about what that meant exactly.
"You're lucky he didn't knock out your teeth," Cisco pointed seriously. "Those puppies don't grow back."
"The strange thing is I feel like I knew him…" Barry admitted, still confused himself.
"What do you mean?" Wells inquired.
"He said something that was familiar, but he's gonna hurt someone if we don't stop him. So how do I fight a guy that's made of steel?"
"We will find a way. Tonight, you heal."
Barry had no energy to fight about that. He nodded his head and prepared for some sleep, or at the very least a nap.
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Belén was close to finishing her article for the day and couldn't be happier about it. It was nice getting back to a normal life - especially one with a good income. CC Picture News had been happy to receive her back as an official employee and had already tasked her with several important articles. She'd even made some new co-worker friends besides Linda and Iris.
"Scuse me?" a young man stopped by her desk with a manila folder in his hands.
Belén looked away from her computer to meet the freckled-face of a dark-haired man with blue eyes. She'd seen him around but never actually talked to him. "Hi, can I help you?"
"Yes, and I'm sorry about it..." the man started, chuckling nervously. Belén raised an eyebrow, confused of course. The man cleared his throat awkwardly and smiled at her. "Um, I'm Noah Gilan and I'm sort of a cub-reporter..."
"Oh, you're the new one Linda took on, right?" Belén recalled the various times she'd seen him tail Linda around.
Noah nodded his head. "Yeah, and she said you might be helpful in helping me write an article."
"Me?" Belén repeated, sounding (and looking) surprised. "I don't know, I mean...I'm sure there's plenty more experienced writers. I literally just started as an official employee a couple weeks ago."
"No, that's good - I mean, for me, cos...you know...some of the older people around here are sort of..." Noah leaned forwards to whisper, "...rude."
Belén chuckled. "Yeah, I know what you mean."
"Anyways, Linda said that you might be interested in being partners for a while. Just until I get the hang of things around here."
"I mean...if I can help then I will," Belén shrugged, not finding a problem. "It'd be nice to co-write some articles. I've done some already with my friend, Iris?"
"West?" Noah recalled. "Yeah, I've talked to her but I don't really know her."
"Well, she's a fantastic writer too if you ever want to find another partner," Belén said. "But in the meantime...you got any ideas for some new articles?" she asked with a sly look.
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Come lunch time, Belén found herself swept by a certain speedster only a couple steps from CC Pictures. She was all fond of the easy manner of getting around but not when she had literally promised her new co-worker/partner she would have lunch him. She already wasn't very happy with Barry and the others for not informing her about his encounter with the new metahuman last night. Getting a simple text in the morning was not sufficient.
"Woah, new guy we need to talk about?" Cisco immediately raised an eyebrow at the ombre-blonde, apparently having selective hearing because that was the only thing that caught his attention.
Belén rolled her eyes and hopped onto a table, letting her legs dangle. "I'm helping someone," she shot Barry a look, the latter currently taking a seat on the edge of the gurney-bed. "Next time call me, no?"
"Sorry, I was a bit distracted," Barry sighed. "I found out who our new metahuman is and I happen to know him."
"From where?" Caitlin came into the side room with a mug of coffee.
"His name is Tony, and he was my goddamn awful bully when I was eleven," Barry still appeared angry about the whole thing. "He used to bully me whenever he got the chance, and I was never able to do anything about it."
"Your childhood nemesis is now an unstoppable meta-human," Cisco gawked at the idea. "That is seriously messed up."
"I had a childhood nemesis. Lexi La Roche," Caitlin narrowed her eyes as she thought about her own bully. "She used to put gum in my hair."
"Jake Puckett," Cisco pretended to shiver. "If I didn't let him copy my homework he'd give me a swirly."
"I didn't really have a bully," Belén had her head tilted to the side, seemingly trying to think about one bully in her childhood. "Everyone just...seemed to like me…"
The other three traded looks among each other while Belén continued to think.
"Now that we've established that we're all uber-nerds," Barry began and glanced towards Belén, "except Belén who was clearly one of the popular girls-"
"Hey," Belén frowned his way. "It's not my fault no one wanted to bully me. I was nice to people, unlike you who speeds people out of their lunch plans." And as a mature gesture, she stuck her tongue out at him.
"Nice," Barry remarked, rolling his eyes. "Anyways, what are we gonna do about Tony?"
Cisco clapped his hands together, smirking. "Glad you asked. We're gonna train you, man. Karate Kid style."
"Hmm, I'm interested in seeing how this plays out," Belén said to Caitlin as they followed after Cisco.
He led them into another side room where a metal figure had been set in the middle. With its makeshift head and metal bar arms, it could almost be seen as a punching bag.
"Behold! I call him Girder!" Cisco gestured to the figure as he went over to a table.
Barry raised an eyebrow and glanced back at Caitlin. She, seeing his thoughts, immediately said, "For the record, not my idea."
"What is this supposed to be?" Belén seemed oddly amused by the metal figure as she walked around it. "It looks kind of funny...oh!" she clapped her hands, "Like one of those villains on movies!"
"I don't understand how you didn't get bullied," Cisco returned with a control hanging from his neck. "You just have that…thing people want to mess with."
"What thing?" Belén stared at him a long while, not understanding his insinuation.
"Nothing," Barry reached out for her arm and pulled her away from the metal figure.
"But he just said…"
"It really doesn't matter, he's wrong," Barry left her by the doorway where Caitlin was and turned back for Cisco, making a cutting motion across his neck. The last thing they needed was to further annoy Belén for the day.
"So," Cisco received the message and focused on the 'training' that was supposed to happen, "fighting is physics. It's not about strength. It's not about size. It's about energy and power. Channel your speed the right way and you can totally take this bad boy down. Now obviously your Girder is a moving target. So... I have ice and bandages standing by."
"What a reassurance," Caitlin mumbled so that only Belén was to hear. Both were completely disapproving of the idea. Nothing good would come out of it.
While Barry wasn't so keen on the idea of fighting this metal thing, he realized his options were oh-so-limited. He started to punch the figure in a speedy manner while dodging its movements Cisco enacted via the control. He would switch sides every so often but in the end the device proved a little quicker and punched him near the shoulder. Barry fell to the floor with a loud thud...and a crack somewhere.
"I'm pretty sure I just dislocated my shoulder," Barry groaned and clutched said shoulder.
While Cisco remained back to fix the Girder, Caitlin attended to Barry in another room. Seeing it was definitely a dislocated shoulder, she prepared him for the worst. "Okay, not gonna lie. This is gonna be quick but extremely painful."
"This was a stupid idea from the start," Belén was watching them attentively from the threshold. "Even I'm not that clueless!"
"Thanks, Bells," Barry winced. "I can always count on you to make me feel better."
Belén shrugged. "Great that you can!"
Barry heard his cellphone go off and struggled to answer it with one arm. "Eddie, hey."
"Allen, we found the stolen Humvee in the alley at Fremont and Lawrence. Need you down here to do your thing."
"Great. I'll see you in a sec," Barry hung up and looked at Caitlin, resigned to what would come next. "Okay…let's do this."
As he laid down on the bed, Belén rushed over to his side and grabbed his hand. "It hurts less if someone holds your hand. Trust me, I've broken and sprained bones so many times."
"You?" Barry asked, clearly doubting her words.
"Mhm, from when I did my aerial dancing," she said casually, but because of his coma-state Barry didn't know about that part of her life.
"What!?"
Caitlin chose that moment to snap Barry's shoulder back into place. The metahuman screamed and unintentionally squeezed Belén's hand in the process. She ended up screaming too and nearly fell to her knees in response.
~ 0 ~
"You were an aerial dancer?" it was now Barry who was standing on the side of the bed while Belén was treated for a broken hand. Feeling incredibly guilty for what he'd done, Barry had gone out (or sped out) and brought her back lunch that she had missed...because of him as well.
"I really was," Belén laughed at such doubt she received from him.
"And a good one," Cisco spoke up on her behalf. "I've seen videos."
"Very graceful," Caitlin added while she wrapped a gauze around Belén's hand. "I don't think I could balance myself with silk ropes..."
"It's not that hard if you got the practice for it," Belén shrugged.
"You don't look like the sort," Barry said to the ombre-blonde. "But what happened, if you don't mind my asking?"
"Um..." Belén's smile faltered a little bit but it came right back before she responded fully, "My Mom said that it wasn't a real career. See, my plans weren't to become a writer at all - I wanted to dance. But my parents talked it over with me - over and over - until I just agreed to leave it for journalism. I found that I actually love to write, but..." she sheepishly looked down, letting the other three figure it out.
"You wouldn't mind going back," Caitlin said it for her.
"Yeah," Belén nodded her head, looking pretty excited just at the thought of returning to her dancing. "I had a team, actually, here in the city. I haven't talked to them in a while..."
"You should go and see them some time," Cisco suggested, like many of the other times they'd gotten into that conversation. "You know, and maybe show some us some moves."
Belén laughed, face flushing pink. "Right. I'd probably fall on my ass now that I haven't practiced."
"No you wouldn't," Cisco shook his head. "I'm serious. Go back and do some dancing, girl."
"Well, now I can kind of understand why you didn't have a bully," Barry said distractedly. "You were like a triple threat."
Belén shot him a look. "Seriously?"
"Good writer, cute rambler, and an aerial dancer?"
Caitlin exchanged a look with Cisco whiled Belén blushed. She finished up with the gauze and Belén jumped right off the bed the moment her cell phone went off.
"Shoot, it's Linda," she made a face and rushed off to go answer it.
Cisco managed to contain himself a minute before he mocked Barry. "A cute rambler…" Caitlin giggled as Barry shot a glare on Cisco. "That's not a triple threat, that was just what you thought of her."
"I...I didn't mean it like that," Barry soon what he was talking about and became flustered. He panicked at the idea that he may have overstepped with Belén. But if that'd been the case she would've said something right after, no?
"Sure you didn't," Cisco made the last statement before Belén returned.
"That was Linda. I have to get back to work! Barry? Can I get a lift back please?"
"Yeah, I gotta go anyways." Barry was all too pleased to be leaving the mocking room behind. "Eddie's waiting for me anyways."
"See you guys later," Belén waved goodbye to Cisco and Caitlin. In a flash, she and Barry were gone.
~ 0 ~
When Belén returned to work, the first thing she did was stop by Noah's desk to apologize profusely for her sudden departure. Noah just chuckled as he got up from his chair to go make copies.
"I was wondering what happened to you," he said thoughtfully.
Belén rushed after him, her hand reaching to keep her purse's strap over her shoulder. "I-I am so sorry! Th-there was, th-this...there was a thing…"
Noah pressed one paper down on the printer's scanner and closed the lid. "There was a thing?" He repeated the question and Belén meekly smiled. Yeah, so she would definitely need to become better at lying if she was intending on becoming a full fighting metahuman.
"A-an important thing," Belén added as if it would make her excuse much more plausible. "But you should know that I am, under no circumstances, a ditcher! I don't skip out on plans I make with people! Once I agree to something I stick by it! I honor what I say and I-"
Noah turned around to face the rambling woman and promptly laughed. Belén straightened, confused. "Do you normally ramble like this?"
"U-um…" Belén leaned on her hip, one hand nervously scratching her head. "I've...I've been told...I, uh, I tend to…"
Noah laughed again, quieter this time. "It's kinda cute," he turned back to the printer and took out the scanned paper.
"I've been told that too…" Belén mumbled, thinking back to Barry's words earlier. She felt her face warm up and was glad Noah still had his back to her.
"I get it, Belén, something unexpected came up," Noah stuck in another paper to be scanned. "It happens. No need to feel bad about it."
"But I do feel bad," Belén moved around the scanner to face Noah. "You have to let me make it up, yeah? We could do lunch tomorrow? Big Belly Burger?"
"Yeah but I feel bad. Please, let me make it up?"
Noah turned around with a quizzical look on his face. "How about we make it dinner instead? We can stay in here and continue working."
Belén thought about it for a minute before nodding her head. "Yeah, I can do that - I meant that I want to do that!" she quickly corrected herself, flushing from embarrassment. "Not that I was doing it because I had to in that I'm being forced to and-" Noah's laughter cut her off. "I'm rambling again, aren't I?"
"A bit, yeah," Noah removed the second scanner paper from the printer. "Save that for the reporting, though. You're quick!"
Belén nervously chuckled while he continued to scan more papers. If only my rambling could help me make good excuses, she thought.
~ 0 ~
"Barry! Check it out!" Cisco waved Barry to come over to the desk where he had several tabs opened on the computer. Barry had taken to him a sample of gravel he'd retrieved earlier from the crime scene of Tony's. "The gravel you pulled from Tony's ride? It contains 76.8% hematite. Consistent with the mines at Keystone Ironworks."
"Which closed down ten months ago. It's the perfect hideout," Barry realized with an air of relief. He needed to bring down Tony before someone truly got hurt.
Caitlin cleared her throat and walked over to them holding her tablet towards them. "Barry, do you mind telling me about this?" She read aloud Iris' new blog post to them. "I have info about someone you're looking for. He was here. You know where to find me.' Now who could she be talking to?"
Barry nervously looked away.
"Belén told us what she did, meeting Iris one time but she never said she was going back," Caitlin's motherly glare was enough to make anyone squirm. "Belén can't be doing this, Barry...she can't…"
"Alright, it wasn't Bells," Barry sighed. "I couldn't help it. I went to see Iris to try my hand at getting her to stop with her blog."
"Hm, and how'd that go?"
"Clearly not well seeing as she's sending out SOS posts now," Cisco mumbled.
"Okay! It wasn't my best idea!" Barry exclaimed. "But look, Iris clearly has something we can use and we can't pass that up."
"Clearly," Cisco nodded and received a sharp look from Caitlin.
"Who's side are you on!?"
"The side that wins obviously," Cisco rolled his eyes.
There was a buzzing noise coming from Barry's cellphone and when he looked at the ID he did admit he was a little afraid. "H-hello?" He winced.
"Why am I reading 'I have info about someone you're looking for. He was here. You know where to find me' from Iris' blog?" Belén asked in an edgy tone.
"See, what had happened was-"
"Barry, I'm a journalist, I can put two and two together. You clearly went to see Iris as we agreed but instead of making her stop, as we also agreed, you only made her put herself out there even more."
"I didn't mean to!"
"No of course you didn't. So, what's the plan? How are you going to fix this? I'm working late tonight and I can't be whisked away again so don't even try it.'
"It's quite simple, actually," Barry sucked in a breath, his eyes flickering from Caitlin to Cisco who remained at bay from the conversation, "I'll be visiting Iris."
~ 0 ~
As Barry planned, they all did. While Caitlin and Cisco monitored their conversation, Barry spoke to Iris who truly did have something useful (and important) to say. Tony had the audacity to visit her earlier in the day, simply to flirt but made a threatening gesture when he was close to being caught. Needless to say, Barry was furious. Tony was his bully and it was his responsibility to find him and put him away in the pipeline before anyone was hurt. Yet Tony easily slipped through the radar and visited Iris in broad daylight!
What kind of hero was he!?
Well, he was not going to be the hero that let enemies like this get so close to his family.
That was his brand new (and abrupt) idea.
"Barry, talk to us. What are you doing?" Caitlin nearly demanded from the metahuman as he sped out of Jitters without saying a word to either.
"Dude, don't run angry," Cisco said, but his words went unheard. "We don't know how to defeat him yet."
Barry ignored both until he came into the Keystone building where Tony was allegedly staying. As he walked further inside he took notice of all the empty beer bottles and upturned machines. He stopped when he came across a decent sized, dry hill of what looked like...steel? Yes, that was it. It had to be.
"This is definitely the place," Barry spoke to other two still anxiously waiting for an update.
"You're trespassing, freak!" Tony suddenly appeared behind Barry and wasted no time in punching him.
He swiftly grabbed Barry and threw him into one of the nearby shelves. As Barry fell to the ground, Tony went for the shelf and pulled it down. Everything on the shelf, including things nearby it, fell over Barry.
~ 0 ~
As promised, Belén and Noah stayed in at CC Pictures to finish their work. Dinner was a pick up from the local Big Belly Burger. They had made very good progress and were nearly halfway done with the work. Plus, Belén had a chance to see who Noah was. She decided only thirty minutes after beginning to work with him that she liked Noah. He was nice, and very understanding. He was well aware of her family issues and minded how he worded his questions or even just how to act correctly when they spoke about sibling matters. He was reserved, surprisingly, but not enough to not laugh once in a while. Belén could definitely see a good friendship between them two.
Belén placed down a clear, colorful photograph on her desk of Plasticine in the middle of a jewelry heist. She then put down another photograph of Plasticine robbing a plain, old liquor store. Unbeknownst to Noah, the photographs had been retrieved by good ole Felicity Smoak when Belén was staying over in Starling City. She thought the best way to let Plasticine know she was being hunted was for Belén to publish an article on her. She just felt a little bad for not telling Noah.
"This metahuman is a weird one," she stated with arms crossed and a pensive look. "I mean, one day she's stealing priceless jewelry and then the next day..."
Noah picked up the photograph with Plasticine robbing the liquor store. "She's stealing milk."
"She's stealing milk," Belén hummed in agreement. "What kind of metahuman steals milk?"
"Metahuman?" Noah raised an eyebrow, his blue eyes boring onto Belén. "What is that?"
"Um..." Belén mentally slapped herself for being so careless. This wasn't STAR Labs and Noah certainly was not one of her friends who knew about metahumans. "That's just...what, um...I've heard they're calling themselves."
Noah shrugged and moved closer to see the pictures again. Before she said anything else that could out her, she grabbed her soda can and took a big drink.
"I honestly think she's just doing some grocery shopping," Noah joked casually and put down the pictures side by side.
Belén swallowed her soda and laughed. "Really?"
"Hey, just because she's evil doesn't mean she doesn't like to eat," Noah raised his hands defensively.
"Well, the fact is that she does this a lot..."
"So she does grocery shopping!"
"I need you take this seriously!" Belén whacked him on the arm and took a minute to calm herself. She wanted to truly analyze the movements of this metahuman. So far, she had nothing concrete on Plasticine because the woman only came out on rare occasions. "Plasticine comes out and makes several heists, makes a clean getaway with usually no victims."
"She's good at what she does, then," Noah tilted his head thoughtfully.
"But most metahumans usually like to...play with their food...and Plasticine doesn't seem like that," Belén remembered what she learned from Plasticine's favorite jewelry shop the night she decided to visit in her vigilante form. Plasticine never made to harm anyone, and she only went in when Alizae - an employee of the shop - was there. "She's very calculating."
"And you are very Sherlock-like," Noah picked up a french fry from a bag and dropped it into his mouth.
Belén rolled her eyes, about to retort sarcastically when her cellphone went off. She moved to turn it off but saw it was Cisco. She made a gesture to Noah she would only be a moment. He nodded and went back to his desk for other papers.
"Cisco, what's up?" Belén went for her soda again and took a sip. She nearly choked on her drink when Cisco told her what Barry had done. Well, he added the word stupid in there and a bunch of other words Belén had never heard him say. "Y-yeah, I'll come and help! Don't worry, I'll -I'll be there!"
Like a spring she jumped into action, stuffing things in her bag and clearing her desk off. When Noah saw this he hurried over to see what was wrong.
Belén didn't give him opportunity to ask. She started apologizing instead. "I'm really sorry, Noah! There's something I gotta do! A thing! Yes!" She was midway towards the door and turned back to the confused man. "Another thing came up! Believe me, important, it's a very important thing! I'm…" her hand was desperately trying to find the door behind her, "...I'm really sorry, I'm not a ditcher! I'm really not! I promise!"
But as she left she felt her actions sharply contradicted her words.
~ 0 ~
"Who let him do this!? I can't believe he thought this was a good idea. I thought he was a scientist!"
"Bells, he's not te-"
Belén was shooting glaring daggers at Cisco. This was not the time to correct her. The two and Caitlin had driven up to the Keystone building hoping to find Barry. He wouldn't respond to them anymore but the sensors still indicated he was somewhere inside the building.
"Eugh, it stinks in here," Belén crinkled her nose the moment they entered the place. It reeked of beer and other smells she would rather not identify.
"Perfect hiding place, though," Cisco mumbled and went ahead.
"Barry? Barry, where are you?" Caitlin began calling out throughout the horrible mess that was the place.
Cisco saw a glimpse of Barry's elbow hidden underneath a shelf and dashed towards it. "Caitlin, Bells, over here!"
"Of course he got thrown under a shelf!" Belén exclaimed and hurried with Caitlin beside her.
"Barry?" Cisco tried pushing somethings out of the way. "Please, say something! Say something so we know you're okay."
"O-ow…" was all Barry could mutter at the moment.
"Get him out of there!" Caitlin ordered.
Belén moved over to Cisco's right side while he continued clearing a way out for Barry. With one hand, she created a vine tendril that shot out to the shelf. She raised another vine and together pushed the shelf up momentarily. "C-Cisco! It's heavy!" Belén groaned through her struggle to keep the vines working.
Cisco and Caitlin hurried to pull Barry out from underneath. The moment he was safely away from the shelf, Belén growled and let the shelf fall again. She, too, fell back on the ground from the force.
"Bells?" Caitlin quickly looked up from Barry.
"I'm fine, don't worry," Belén waved a hand as she got back to her feet. She hurried over to the three and took a look at Barry. He was in an awful state, so much that he couldn't properly move nor say his 'thanks'.
Thanks to his fast healing, by the time they got him back to STAR Labs the physical injuries had already faded to a point of only seeing a couple bruises here and there. Still, that didn't mean anyone's anger nor concern had lessened by then.
"What were you thinking!?" Dr. Wells was practically fuming at the metahuman lying on the bed. "What were you thinking? I told you that we would figure out a way to deal with him."
"I'll heal…" Barry was trying his best not to snap back at any of them, though it was becoming incredibly hard to do.
"That's not what he meant, Barry," Belén had her arms crossed and more or less the had the same angry face she had since they found him. "When I agreed to you visiting Iris I didn't think something stupid like this would happen! How could you do that!? What were you thinking, seriously!?"
"I-"
"No, you weren't thinking!" Belén went on, and no one dared to interrupt her. "Because if you had, you would've seen how stupid this idea was!"
"It was-"
"Who in the hell makes such an abrupt, thoughtless decision!?"
"Uh, how about you!?" Barry found himself snapping back in the moment. "Don't you remember you were the one that made a ridiculous decision to leave with a stranger for two complete months without so much of a word to any of us!?"
That shut Belén right up.
The flash of hurt in her eyes made everyone uncomfortable. She dropped her arms to her side, and pursed her lips. Overwhelmed, she left the room with haste.
Barry sighed and turned his head to the side, seeing all the disapproving looks from the others. "Too far, I know," he mumbled.
"She wasn't wrong," Dr. Wells continued on like nothing had happened. "This was an incredibly stupid idea. He could have killed you."
Exasperated, Barry got up from the bed. "I know, alright!? I know! In the past 36 hours I've had my ass handed to me twice by the guy that tortured me as a kid. I couldn't stop him then, and I can't stop him now! Even with my powers I'm still powerless against him."
Surprisingly, Wells didn't snap back. "Not necessarily. Cisco?"
Cisco nodded and went for the computers. After pulling up the right page, he began to explain. "Any material, if struck at a high enough velocity can be compromised. We ran an analysis on the metal in Tony's footprint. Based on its density and atomic structure, if you impact it at just the right angle, at just the right speed, you could do some serious damage."
"How fast would I have to go?" Barry, intrigued, calmed only slightly.
"Factoring in the metal's tensile strength, estimated dermal thickness, atmospheric pressure, air temp, you'd have to hit him at approximately... Mach 1.1."
Caitlin's mouth fell open. "You want Barry to hit something at 800 miles an hour?
"837, actually."
"I'm glad Bells isn't here to listen to this!" Caitlin blinked, putting her hands on her hips in that motherly way that let the others know she was completely against the idea. "That's faster than the speed of sound!"
"I know. He would create a sonic boom, which, as I've said before, would be awesome," Cisco couldn't help giggle of excitement.
"I've never gone that fast," Barry felt the need to remind everyone.
"Yet," Wells corrected.
"I can't believe we're actually entertaining this idea!" Caitlin shook her head, now wishing Belén hadn't left so she could back her up on this.
Cisco went back to the computer to give it another glance. "I mean, he'd need a straight shot from Miles away yeah, 5.3 Miles, theoretically. Do it right, you'll take him down."
"Do it wrong, you'll shatter every bone in your body, Barry," Caitlin also sharply reminded him.
Barry sucked in a breath and re-evaluated his limited options. This...would not be easy.
~ 0 ~
"Maritza, hey," Belén greeted her older sister at the front door the next day with a confused expression. It was fifteen minutes till eight in the morning - Belén was still in her pajamas while her sister was already professionally dressed.
The older brunette was holding her son's hand and was looking rather urgently. "Look, I know you probably are busy but...can you please look after Axel for the day?"
Belén's eyes flickered to her nephew, the latter probably already having been told he would be staying with her judging by the toothy grin he was giving her. "Mar, I...I have work," Belén glanced back into the empty house.
"Please Belén, I am desperate!" Maritza exclaimed. "I have to substitute the morning and do my class today and I can't afford the babysitter right now."
"Look, I would really like to help but I'm not exactly off to a good start at work right now. I actually have to majorly apologize again to my co-"
"Belén I will do anything you want but please just take him for the day?" Maritza put her hands together.
"Maritza…"
"Please?"
"What am I supposed to do with him all day?" Belén spoke in a hushed voice. Her nephew may be a four years old but he was incredibly smart and the last thing she wanted was for him to be upset that his 'auntie Belén' didn't want him.
"He's four," Maritza had taken the question as another form of 'yes' and so handed Axel to Belén, "Give him a coloring book and that'll be enough for hours."
"Maritza, I have work…" Belén said as a last resort but even she knew this was already a lost case.
"I know, and I am so sorry but I have to keep this job," Maritza planted a kiss on Axel's head. "Be good to your auntie Belén, okay?"
"Yes!" Axel clapped his hands and looked up to Belén. "Are we going to play games?"
Belén gave Maritza a brief look. "I don't think I have much of a choice."
"Sorry," Maritza gave her a quick hug then hurried away.
Belén backed Axel into the foyer so she could close the door. She yawned and turned around, looking down to Axel again. "Well, since I clearly won't be coming into work today, how's about we get more sleep? Nap time?"
Axel nodded his head and pretended to yawn, clapping his small hand over his mouth repeatedly. "I'm so tired..."
Belén chuckled and headed for the staircase. "You are such a good liar, Axel. But I swear to God if you draw on my face someone's not getting their chocolate milk later on."
~ 0 ~
Early morning turned into noon, and when Tony Woodward's case was turned over to the state Barry thought it suitable to find his friend whom he had offended the previous night. Now, his first idea on where to find her was her work…
Once more, he came across a stumped, and genuinely upset, Linda Parker.
"I love her, I really do," Linda was saying as she took a seat on the edge of her desk, "but she's not acting very professional like. She hasn't been back long enough to keep coming in late. Not to mention the fact she's about to miss her deadline this week because she keeps ditching a co-worker?"
Throughout this, Barry was guiltily listening to the woman go on and on...knowing that each time Belén had mysteriously disappeared had been because of him. "Listen, Linda, Bells is just going through some stuff," Barry began cautiously.
"I get it," Linda raised her hands, "Girl hasn't had it easy this year. But work is work. She can't keep doing this."
"She won't," Barry assured, promising himself that he would start being more mindful of the actions he took that would inevitably lead Belén into more trouble. "I'm...I'm gonna go talk to her…"
"Please do," Linda sighed and got off her desk. "I can't keep protecting her from the major bosses around here. Larkin has an attitude..."
Barry nodded. As soon as he could, he said goodbye to Linda and went to Belén's house. Knocking several times, he waited impatiently, and rather nervously. She probably had half a mind to slam the door on his face when she saw him standing there. Well, he wasn't the fastest man alive for nothing. He would have to keep the door open just enough to make his apology and hope for the best. Yes, that what he needed to do.
But, he was heavily surprised when Belén opened up and did nothing of the sort.
"Barry? What are you doing here?" she instead asked calmly, like their spat hadn't existed.
"You didn't come into work today and...I thought that was my fault…" Barry slowly explained, still wondering what she was planning on doing because so far her face had maintined completely at ease. Was this some sort of girl trick? Iris did it often with him when they were kids...and it was not fun!
"Don't flatter yourself, Barry," Belén chuckled a bit before gasping, "Oh my God I didn't mean to sound mean! S-sorry! I...I didn't...didn't really...sorry," it was her turn to be nervous. "Was that mean?"
"Bells, I...I thought you were mad at me, not the other way around."
"Oh, and you thought…?" Belén smiled and shook her head. "I was mad at you for a bit, then I got home and started thinking...and then I realized 'what the hell am I mad about? You were right'. Leaving Central City the way I did was completely rushed and stupid, no matter how logical I thought it was afterwards."
"I still had no right throwing that in your face," Barry sighed. "You were right about me - I shouldn't have gone out after Tony like that. It was stupid."
"But you did it for Iris, someone you consider your sister. If someone had done the same to my sister or brother, you bet your ass I would've gone after them no matter what."
"Still, I'm really sorry for what I said. It shouldn't have been said, period."
"Yeah, but I wouldn't stop my mouth and you were already pretty injured and frustrated so really this is still my fault and I should be apologizing so you shouldn't-"
"Bells breathe," Barry had to interrupt when he saw parts of her face going purple from lack of oxygen intake. Belén blushed and took in her needed air.
"Sorry," she apologized meekly.
There was a strange noise coming from the inside and while Barry didn't directly ask, he leaned slightly forwards. "Am I interrupting?"
"I'm literally just netflixing right now. Cisco's got me with the Walking Dead," Belén chuckled. "Well…" she motioned to be followed inside.
As Barry shut the door and followed her out of the foyer, he heard several distinct noises of a...gurgle? Was that a gurgle? Oh, there was a giggle too.
"Axel stop gurgling your milk and swallow it," Belén scolded when she walked into the living room.
"I like the sound," Axel called from the couch. He was very focused on a tablet he held but noticing his aunt had not come alone, he lowered the tablet for a moment. "Auntie Belén, Mommy says I can't talk to strangers..."
"Right," Belén pushed her hair behind her ears and motioned Barry to follow her again. "Barry, this is my nephew, Axel. He's the reason I didn't show up to work today."
"I told Mommy I didn't need a babysitter," Axel said in such a serious state that both Belén and Barry laughed.
"Axel, be nice and greet Barry," Belén motioned the boy to get up from the couch.
The small boy sighed but never got up. Instead, he let go of the tablet just to wave a hand at Barry then reach for the cup of milk he had on the coffee table. "Auntie Belén I'm watching Toy Story. Sh!" he then grabbed the small Woody doll beside him.
Belén made a face then turned to Barry. "As you can see, I'm very busy today."
Barry chuckled. "Right. Um, and he's...he's Maritza's son, right?" he vaguely recalled meeting Maritza and the small boy at Jitters.
"Yeah, my only nephew in the city," Belén shrugged. "And he's definitely worth the shouts Larkin will give me later."
"Big boss?"
"Big boss."
"Yeah, Belén, about your job...I'm sorry I've been causing problems there too-"
"Barry, please don't even worry about that," Belén waved a hand. "Just promise me next time you won't go into a fight where they can kill you without a proper plan first."
"I can do that," Barry nodded his head.
"Thank you, on behalf of all of us at STAR Labs," Belén rolled her eyes. "You're free to go without any guilt."
"U-uh, actually, I, um...you know," Barry decided to just start over again, "I've yet to catch up on zombies too…"
Belén followed his gesture to the television and blinked rapidly. "Oh...do you want to stay and watch with me?" she glanced back at him. "Of course, if you don't mind Axel. He's very shy when it comes to new people. Although he didn't have that problem with Iris - he frikin loves her."
Axel looked up with a big smile on his face. "Iris makes good chocolate milk."
"I taught her how to do that..." Barry said, leaning over the back of the couch.
Axel shifted so that he faced Barry. "Did you really?"
"Oh yeah, Iris and I grew up together so we taught each other a lot of things. She's like my sister, you know."
"Are you annoying?" the boy suddenly asked.
"Axel!" Belén scolded immediately while Barry laughed.
Axel simply looked between the two adults without realizing what he did. "My Daddy used to say that his big brother was annoying. Mommy said that uncle Rayan was annoying too. That's why I don't want to be a brother - I don't want to be annoying either." And without waiting to be scolded, Axel re-positioned himself on the couch and grabbed the tablet still playing his Toy Story movie.
"Barry, I'm sorry about that," Belén cleared her throat, obviously feeling bad for that bit.
"He's funny, I like him," Barry finished his laughter and moved around the couch. "And to answer the question, Iris was the annoying one, not me!"
"Now I'm telling," Belén playfully warned him as she went to sit down as well.
~ 0 ~
"This is definitely gross, I don't want to keep going," Belén cringed over and over as she saw blood spilling from a character's limb. She was glad that Axel had fallen asleep earlier. Despite being four years old, Axel seemed to like scary movies and whatnot. Maritza always said he got it from his father.
"Then why you'd watch it in the first place?" asked Barry who seemed to be studying the television rather than being entertained.
"For Cisco!"
"And what did we learn today?"
Belén groaned and threw her head back against the couch. "I can't watch..."
"You can definitely tell it's fake, though. The blood's not even the right color! Heck, barely anything on the show seems real!"
"It's a show-" Belén tried to remind but Barry was too excited to stop there.
"Look-" Barry shifted on his seat, eyes scanning the current scene on the television screen, "-it's a known fact that, technically, these zombies would have decomposed within like...a year, maybe a year and a half. Zombies in hot and humid places would have had their skin practically melting in weeks! They would literally be skeletons and maybe even just heads on the grounds. Plus, if zombies can turn you with a bite or a scratch then wouldn't that mean that nearly everyone would have been turned when they got blood on them? I'm talking about, you know, when someone stabs a zombie over and over and the blood splatters on their faces. One drop of blood in your system and you're..." he trailed off when he saw Belén staring at him with the widest of smiles. He was now aware of the mega rambling he'd done and suddenly felt his face warm up with embarrassment.
"Do you always get so analytical when you're watching TV shows?" Belén tried her best not to laugh.
"I-I tend...to do that...a lot...sorry," Barry shook his head. "It's kind of why Iris doesn't like watching television with me."
"I can see that. I mean, we watch television we mostly just...watch," Belén chuckled. "But when you watch television, you go on some other level...like a...like a 'Barry-level' that only you can reach."
Barry tilted his head at her, seeming completely offended. "What? I have a level now?"
"I think you always had a level," Belén nodded. "I should talk to Iris about it, maybe she already gave it a name."
"I have a level?"
"Yes."
"No I don't."
"Yes, you do."
"Belén!"
"Barry!"
There passed a long minute in which nothing was said and only stares were exchanged. Barry was just not amused and Belén was trying her best to suppress her smile that was already leaving noticeable traces on her lips.
"So, I have a level?" Barry finally began again, and when Belén nodded he quickly asked, "Why do I have a level?"
"Because," Belén let loose just a blip of her real laughter, "you look at the details no one else would. Take me for example," she gestured to herself. "When I watch a show, I don't go looking to see if the blood is the right color. I just go 'oh look, they're bleeding' and then move on."
"But how can you do that!?" Barry exclaimed, throwing his hands in the air.
"Because I'm just watching TV, Barry!" Belén said matter-of-factly, and giggled. Barry exhaled in resignation and shook his head. "Maybe it's just the fact you're a forensic," she added after feeling a little guilty, "You're trained to analyze things. It's just your custom."
"It's an annoying custom, or so I've been told," Barry muttered.
"No it's not, it's...interesting," Belén shrugged, "And kind of funny, not gonna lie. You get so into it - and excited too! You stay like that, alright? It's just part of you being an adorable nerd."
The last sentence had Barry in a mixture of flush and sadness. Belén saw that quick and sobered from her playfulness.
"I said something wrong didn't I? I...I didn't mean to-"
"It's not your fault," Barry said grimly, "Those words just sounded a lot like something Iris would say."
"Probably where I got them, to be honest," Belén mumbled and then spoke louder for him. "Why don't you talk to her? We can continue watching this some other day. It's obvious you miss her and this whole petty fight is just hurting both of you."
"I can't Bells…"
"Yes, you can," Belén said sharply. "Last time I checked, your sibling wasn't kidnapped or anything. She's probably at home right now...which is where you need to be." With that, she got up from the couch. "I have to bring Axel upstairs. When I come back, I would hope to see a little note from you-" she made a gesture of a squared note in the air that did, eventually, make Barry lighten up with a smile, "-saying you listened to my advice and went to see Iris."
She collected Axel from the other couch and headed for the stairs where. It would've made her feel good to know that Barry was planning on following her advice if it hadn't been for the phone call that he answered just as he had stood up from the couch to leave.
"Barry?" Belén had made a scowling face at him when she returned, though in his defense he had his back to her which didn't let him see it. "What are you still doing here? I know I was being a little sarcastic but I did mean for you to go to Iris and-"
"He took her," Barry turned around, angry yet completely terrified. "Tony took her right out of the house!"
"Wh-what?" Belén froze in her tracks. "Well...well...we gotta...we gotta do something! We, um, Star Labs, yeah! They can help us right?"
He nodded and made way for the doors. "I called Caitlin and Cisco, told them about it and they're working on it. This time he has to go down, I have to take him down."
"Not with that super punch you're not," Belén was coming right behind him. "Caitlin said you would break every bone in your body!"
"If I don't have another way then I'll have to take it!"
"I need to be with you so you don't have to do that awful option!"
"Bells!" They were now at the doorway, and Barry had turned around to remind her of her situation. "You have Axel upstairs, remember?"
Belén glanced back at the staircase with a thoughtful stare. "Well, he's only four. It's not like Maritza's gonna believe him if he says anything about you. Plus, he loves Cisco, so he'll be fine."
"Bells…"
"If you don't speed us there in the next minute I'll take back the 'adorable nerd' compliment I gave you."
"That was supposed to be a compliment?"
"Barry!"
"Fine!"
~ 0 ~
It only took another hour or so to get a clue of Iris' whereabouts. It appeared Tony had taken her back to their old school and somehow, mysteriously, there had been a report of a fire alarm going off in that building. The group assumed it had been a sign from Iris' part trying to signal her location. Smart girl because it worked.
"Okay, but how do you intend on taking him on?" Belén asked, for what the others counted as the tenth time.
"Fighting, clearly," Barry didn't want to be rude to her but at the moment his patience was low because Iris was off somewhere with an incredibly dangerous metahuman.
"That's not a plan!"
"She's not wrong," then came Belén's backup, Caitlin. The bioengineer sat at the desk concerningly preparing the computer to monitor Barry's future movements with the suit. "The idea of this sonic...punch, is completely a 'what if'."
"Well then hopefully we won't have to use it," Barry said his last sentence before speeding out of the building.
Belén looked at the remaining others with a straight face. "He's gonna have to use it, won't he?"
"The chances are very high," even Dr. Wells had to admit.
"Then someone should be there to make sure he has a better chance," Belén walked towards the desk.
"Hey, hey, hey!" Cisco exclaimed as Belén placed down her nephew on the chair between Cisco and Caitlin.
"Look after him, please?"
"I don't need a babysitter!" Axel grumbled but was not acknowledged.
"Bells, this isn't a good idea," Cisco earnestly said. "You haven't seen this guy, alright? You haven't even tested your own powers completely-"
"I've tested them enough," Belén made sure to look at everyone whilst saying that. "I've trained with the Arrow, with the Canary, and I think I've learned enough to go out there. You're going to have to excuse me but you've only seen a glimpse of what I've learned to do." And Belén thought that was an understatement. There was a side even she hadn't really seen and wasn't very interested to.
"He's dangerous," Caitlin reminded meekly, though knew this was a lost case.
"I know, and strong. Look, I'm not going to go in to punch him. You're right, at one point, Barry will have to do that stupid sonic thing and when he does, I'd like to make sure this Tony is already weakened."
"What do you mean by that?" Caitlin furrowed her eyebrows.
"Well, Tony might be metal but he doesn't stop having human lungs," Belén smirked.
"I don't have your suit ready," Cisco said as a last resort to get her to stay back, but he shoould've known better. Belén was a journalist - they persisted until the end.
"I've still got my original outfit," she winked and ran off.
"Where is auntie Belén going?" Axel was left asking but none of the adults could come up with a good answer for a four year old.
~ 0 ~
Iris was completely terrified as she watched from her spot on the ground as the Streak (tentative name, she noted) fought against her deranged kidnapper. She was frozen on her spot, thinking if she moved she would perhaps get in the way. But then just like that, in the middle of the fight, the Streak sped out.
Smugly, Tony glanced back at Iris. "There goes your hero."
Iris was well overconfused, but she said nothing. Then, out of nowhere, several pink Azaleas dropped and formed a neat circle around Tony.
"What the…" Tony looked down at the flowers and had a mini-laugh, "...what's this?"
"Over here," came the order of a modulated voice. Iris perked up when she recognized the voice.
He looked ahead and saw a woman in a green leather jacket that faded into pink, and matching pants. "Buddy of the coward I assume? Well, your little flowers aren't gonna do much for you sweetheart."
Belén keenly listened to the earpiece for a status on her time before speaking again. "Do you know what Azaleas can mean sometimes? Death."
"What? And you're gonna kill me with them?" Tony was close to laughing again.
Belén felt something in the pit of her stomach while the man laughed. She flexed her hands, not needing to even look at them to know they were sporting green blotches. She fought against it, pushing it away and focusing on the little time she had left until Barry would return. "I'm not a murderer, I'm a partner." She extended a hand towards Tony and turned her palm over. A bright pink Azalea formed at the center of her hand and released what looked to be like pollen into the air. "Azaleas, while beautiful, are quite poisonous." Tony began to cough as he felt something prick at his throat. "It's not enough to kill you, don't worry. I've learned the correct amount to weaken someone." The flowers around Tony were now opening up and releasing the same pollen into the air around him. Belén calmly walked around Tony who was coughing violently and stumbling. She stopped by Iris and helped her up. "We need to move!"
"What-" Iris barely had time to say when Belén yanked her to the side.
It had been a well calculated moment because a mere two seconds later Barry reappeared, faster than ever, and in a great leap his hand collided with Tony's face...creating the perfect sonic punch.
Barry fell back against the lockers and Tony staggered back, completely disoriented. Belén mumbled a 'stay here' to Iris and hurried up to where Tony had landed to deliver a final punch that would knock Tony out for real. She then made the Azalea pollen from the air disappear before Iris got a whiff of it.
"Nice one," Barry remarked after a moment, still feeling rather weak. "But what are you doing here?"
"Helping your ass, what else?" Belén couldn't help chuckle then glanced back to Iris who was slowly coming forwards, looking shaken up. "You'll be fine now, we promise."
Iris nodded, her fear slowly fading and replacing with awe as she looked at the two heros. As bad as it may have sounded to anyone else, this was the closest she'd ever gotten to either of them.
~ 0 ~
When Tony awoke he found himself in the small containment pod in the pipeline that would become his new home. "Hey! What is this? Where the hell am I?"
"Somewhere you'll never hurt anyone ever again."
Tony got up and pounded on the glass door that turned out not to be as fragile as he thought after putting up with several of his steel punches. "Who the hell do you think you are?"
Barry stepped out from the shadowy archway and allowed Tony to see who he was in reality. "You know who I am."
"Allen?" Tony went in a momentary stupor.
"The thing that happened to you, Tony, it happened to me too, but it didn't just give us abilities. It made us more of who we are. You got strong. I got fast. Fast enough to beat you. You used your gift to hurt people. Not anymore."
"Allen. Allen. Allen, don't walk away from me, Allen!"
Barry stepped back and let Tony be promptly shut up in the pipeline. Once the door was fully shut, he whirled around and did some sort of victory dance that everyone else in the room decided to ignore for the best.
"Dude, that had to feel great," Cisco laughed alongside him.
"You have no idea," Barry nodded his head.
"Almost as good as proving us wrong about the supersonic punch?" Caitlin asked with crossed arms.
"Actually, that part hurt. Like, a lot," Barry looked at his fist that was already healed...lucky him.
"I hate that you heal faster than me," Belén glumly looked at her gauzed up hand.
"Nobody said you had to punch him afterwards," Barry couldn't help laugh at her face.
"Excuse me for coming to help you!"
Barry sobered and gave her a light smile. "Well thanks."
"Okay," Cisco clapped his hands together as they headed out, "I need to know which childhood bully we are gonna take down next? Mine or Caitlin's?"
"Seriously, Cisco?" Belén gave him a sharp look.
"What? Oh, right, I forgot little miss adorable didn't have any bullies," Cisco made a faceand earned a whack on the arm.
"I told you people just liked me! It's not my fault!"
"Sure," and she was surprised that it came out of all three of her friends' mouths.
"You're all just…" Belén scrunched her nose as she thought of something to say, "...big nerds! You're just nerds and you're jealous because I never had someone pick on me." She left them very amused as she went ahead to go collect her nephew. It was getting late and she knew it was only time before Maritza would arrive at the house.
"Dr. Wells I am so sorry," she quickly apologized when she walked into the cortex room, "It took longer than expected to put Tony away."
"Don't worry, I assumed Barry had to have a couple minutes to gloat to him," Wells shot the said man a look as the others came in.
"I did not gloat," Barry said proudly.
"No, he just danced," Belén cleared her throat and suppressed a laugh. She moved to the chair where Axel had been left at, the boy babbling to himself while he scribbled over a worn out journal. "What are you doing there, Axel?"
"Drawing," he said distractedly, not even glancing at her.
"He's very interested in the technology around," Wells gestured to the computers and screens on the wall.
"Oh, he gets that from his uncle Rayan. He used to let Axel use one of those drawing programs on a tablet." At that moment, her phone went off and she didn't need to answer to know who was the caller - she had seen the time. "Maritza's at home and I need to get there fast…" she eyed the speedy metahuman, "...up for one last trip?"
"Always," Barry nodded and moved forwards.
"Uh, Bells, I know this is probably ridiculous to ask but don't you think Axel might mention something about all this-" Cisco gestured to the room as well as Barry and herself, "-to Maritza?"
"Don't worry Cisco," Belén had picked up her nephew into her arms, "Maritza would never believe it."
"I'm not telling," Axel hopped off chair and snagged his paper with his newest drawing. "I can keep secrets too." He quickly looked at Barry with big eyes. "I won't tell, I promise!"
"We believe you," Barry reassured him but silently concluded that Belén was right. Even if Axel accidentally let it slip that he was the Streak, Maritza would never buy it.
"Hey Axel," Cisco came by the boy wearing a suspicious smirk Belén was already not liking, "Sonic?"
"Boom!" Axel threw his hands into the air and giggled, much to the dismay of everyone else in the room.
"I cannot believe you taught my nephew this," Belén playfully scolded Cisco for that but the man was busy high-fiving with Axel to care. "Barry, get us out of here!"
Barry thought it would be a good idea since she looked close to hurting Cisco. As they approached Belén's house, they could see Maritza's car already in the driveway.
"I'm gonna need a good excuse," Belén said as they walked down the sidewalk.
"She won't buy the one where you say you were 'out with friends'?" Barry made a face at her.
She turned to him with an amused smile. "Maritza is very delicate when it comes to her son - especially since she lost her husband. But don't worry, your name nor anyone at STAR Labs will not come up."
"Why don't I go in with you and we make up some excuse together?"
"That's very sweet of you but I would rather you went to go find Iris. You have spent all day with me and frankly it makes me feel guilty."
"Guilty?"
"Iris is your best friend, your sister, your family, I don't think it's right that you ignore her and do it by spending your entire day with me. Iris is also my friend, a really close friend whom I completely love. I feel like I'm betraying her by not helping this icky fight between you both."
"Okay," Barry gave in rather easily after hearing her logic. Truth be told he didn't feel well with himself either. More than anything he wanted to fix things with Iris and get back to normal. Ignoring her probably wasn't helping.
"Thank you for today," Belén said softly. "I can't wait to see everything back to normal tomorrow."
"As much as it can with all these metahumans?"
"Yes," Belén laughed, "As much as it can be with all these metahumans."
"What's a 'metahuman'?" Axel looked up at them both, curiously.
"We're going to talk before we go back to your Mom, okay...?" Belén said back, nervously smiling at Barry while motioning him to get going.
"Good luck," Barry told her before leaving.
"Good luck to you," Belén felt the need to say back. When he was gone, Belén took Axel by the hand and slowly walked for the house so that she could come up with a good story on what to tell Maritza.
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Concerning Khandeed and Codices
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Once the little band of adventurers had left with Kandeed in tow, D’lilac went for her linkpearl again as she started digging her way through the stolen equipment. Equipment that they themselves had sought to utilize in their last endeavor, and its theft the source of their financial misfortune these past several moons. Even just looking at it brought back memories the Miqo’te would’ve rather left forgotten to the annuls of time and further darkened her seemingly perpetual dour mood this day.
“I still could have corrrrnered him myself,” she growled as she pried open one of the crates, despite having missed the entirety of the standoff due to reporting in. “We didn’t need the help.”
“Your audacious alpha allegations aside,” Tsunene intoned across the pearl, tapping a finger idly atop the open copy of the Doman picture book she had received from the leve to Kugane prior. “I could not suffer any setbacks in seizing that simpleton, so assistance seemed prudent. And seeing such success substantiates my keen sense of the situation.”
“They’rrre adventurerrrs. They’ll stick their noses in ourrr business,” the Seeker warned, shifting about to keep the linkpearl active while simultaneously trying to peruse the contents of the box before her. “It’s what they do.”
“Hardly,” Tsunene countered as she withdrew a set of colored wax sticks from a drawer. “Once our hardy help have their handout in hand, they’ll have no need to be nosey.” She paused for a beat, drumming a green crayon against the open page of the book. “Unless a certain cohort carelessly caught their curiosity while cavorting about?”
“Harrrdly,” Lilac snapped back, tossing the lid back in place haphazardly and moving onto the next. “All they noticed was apparrrently how ‘angry’ I am.”
“They are not wrong.”
“I’m angrrry because of you! I had this!”
“Mm,” the lady Lalafell murmured in response, obviously not paying much attention – instead adding a bit of color to the Doman picture book with her wax utensil. “On the thought of things you theoretically have, though... has there be any serendipity in your search of the stolen? Or has your ire inconvenienced even your inquiry into the inventory?”
“I’m fine,” the Miqo’te responded grumpily, cracking open a dirty notebook and flipping through the various scribbles and doodles within. “And I don’t see it anywherrre. Got some of Khandeed’s ‘notes,’ though.”
“I am absolutely invested in the inscribed idioms of that idiot.” Tsunene paused to switch to a violet crayon and continue her art. “Do its contents still include the contemptable coarse and crude caricatures of our coworkers?”
“Only the one rrreceptionist girl.” Lilac turned the notebook sideways with a perplexed expression. “And I don’t think herrr curves are quite so… exaggerrrated. Also, I’m fairrrly certain she can speak prrroper common.”
“I am afraid to ask.”
“’Khandeed is smartingest and handingsomest.’”
There was a huff that – for Tsunene – passed as a bark of laughter. But such merriment, no matter how subdued, was short-lived. The Plainsfolk was back on topic with neck-breaking speed.
“As entertaining as his errant elocutions are, they are extraneous to our efforts. Recover my records.”
D’lilac groaned. For a moment, the little Lalafell had almost seemed… tolerable. One of her rare brief flashes of amicability amongst a sea of annoyance and irritation.
“I’m looking,” she insisted, tossing the ratty tome aside to land atop one of the crates she had already searched. “It might not even be herrre.”
“Well, who else would waltz off with my work?”
“The conjurrror?” Lilac retorted with a shrug despite being well-aware it wouldn’t be seen. Or perhaps because of it. “The brat? I mean, the notes concerrrn him, after all.”
For a brief, wonderous moment, Tsunene seemed to be at a loss for words. And, being the hunter that she was at heart, the Seeker was quick to pounce on this moment of weakness. It wasn’t often she got to relish in such opportunity.
“You did think of that, rrrright?”
“Of course I did,” Tsunene snapped, though her hesitation earlier had given her away. “I simply wanted to capture Khandeed and confirm whether or not he carried off my codex before considering the conjuror or the child. Plus, there was the possibility to procure the purloined equipment essential to our efforts.” She set her artistic tools aside and admired her handiwork – have turned the moss-haired monster-turned-hero in Tsubu’s pictures into something much more familiar. “To that end, I am tasking you with transporting all that to the following target location…”
“Me?” the Seeker interjected incredulously, looking about the illicitly furnished cave. “Carrry all this?”
“You had claimed you could handle it, had you not?”
“I meant hunting Khandeed, you know that.”
“And this is purely part and parcel of that plan. Hopefully such a hale hunter can handle such a heavy burden?” Lilac could feel the dry, childing smile through the linkpearl. “While you work, I will wrap things up with our wonderful workers and their well-earned wages.”
“Now just hold on a sec—” Click. The linkpearl shut off with a sharpness and finality that got a wince out of the Miqo’te. She was half-tempted to just call back, but she knew Tsunene wouldn’t answer. She had decided the conversation was over, so it was over. Much to the Seeker’s growling chagrin as she continued to mumble complaints and curses, looking over all the recovered equipment and wondering how in the heck she was going to get it all moved.
At least this was just grunt-work – not that she enjoyed being thought of as a grunt – and not anything overly dangerous. Perhaps she could call in a favor with a couple acquaintances at Scorpion Crossing. They had plenty of porters and – more importantly – ones that knew how to keep their mouths shut. For a price, of course. Such were the ways around Ul’dah, after all…
And it would be not that much later that Lilac would have loved to be hauling around crates and managing porters instead, as she slammed the heavy smithy door shut behind her and assessed the situation.
It had seemed easy enough – she just had to get into the brat’s establishment and snoop around for Tsunene’s codex while the Lalafell had taken to looking into the conjuror. Which, from what the Miqo’te could discern from her accomplice’s annoyingly alliterative accent, might’ve involved having to deal with navigating the dangerous waters that was Ishgardian nobility. Tsunene had made a dig at Lilac’s inability to navigate high society, but the Seeker had actually been a bit grateful for what seemed like the “easier” job.
That was before she had forced the lock ��� a skill garnered from her less respectable suns – and entered the building. The diminutive owner had departed not long before to deal with some manner of leve regarding pirates or something out in the Yafaemi Saltmoors, leaving the Miqo’te free to take her time with the task. Or so she had thought.
Until that little purple nightmare had made itself known to her and flipped all that on its head. One moment she was checking shelves and crates, the next she was dealing with a tiny porcine whirlwind hellbent on taking her out. And the thing was like tiny voidsent what with all the biting, charging, kicking, and apparently some manner of magic as the beast whipped up tiny pillars of wind – made even more dangerous by the bits of metal and ore that they ensnared – and flung fist-sized burning rocks at her that she wasn’t sure were summoned or just ripped from within the fiery depths of the forge.
Just remembering that sudden chaos as the whole smithy was seemingly turned into a weapon against her, Lilac cast a dejected look at her poor tail. Once tipped with a proud puff of fur, it was now stripped of such simple beauty – the ball of fluff a spoil of war of that tiny hell-spawn. And that wasn’t counting all the bruises and scrapes and burns and other wounds she had suffered in her frantic egress from the place.
At least, she mused as she clutched tightly at her prize and sought to catch her breath, she had got what she had come for – and then some. She could take some solace in that Tsunene would be navigating all that pomp and circumstance in the both the literal and the politically icy lands of Coerthas for naught. Plus, she had managed to make off with a few other of the boy’s things as well. It wasn’t full recompense of the indignities he and the conjuror had imposed on her on that island those many moons ago, but it was a start.
A rather fine leatherworking knife, for one, along with a strange crimson-hued potion hidden behind his Orchestrion that had caught her eye and a couple extra books along with the one Tsunene so fervently wanted back. For as obnoxious as the brat had been, she had to admit he had some good taste as a fellow reader of Doman picture books. They’d make for at least some manner of entertainment while she recovered from this whole endeavor.
For now, though, she just had to get out of here. She wouldn’t put it past that little hellion to come bursting out of a window or something to continue its assault. And the absolute racket the both of them had caused in her escape might’ve caught the attentions of the Brass Blade guards patrolling the area. And her with no gil to pay them off with after having to use her own coin for those Scorpion’s Crossing porters.
Beat up and down on coin once again, along with having to deal with Tsunene being… Tsunene – which was a problem in its own right – D’lilac once again found herself wondering if this was all worth it. Momentarily, at least. Whether it was sunk-cost fallacy or an actual belief that the results of the lady Lalafell’s ambitions would be worth all the pain and effort, the Miqo’te tightened her grip on her prizes and shook her head to dislodge such weak-minded thoughts.
The Seeker would have her moment in the sun soon enough. All she had to do was wait it out.
... And see if the Alchemist’s Guild had any hair growth tonic for her poor tail.
To Be Continued in “It’s My Money and I Want It Now.”
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Finding Refuge
Day three of #CCWeek2018 by @writing-multifandom
This one is actually part of a project I’ve been toying with for a little while. Figured this was a good way to find out what you all think (That said, since it’s an early chapter this is a pre-relationship CC fic)
Alternate Universe
               Sara’s whole-body aches as consciousness slowly returns, but she finds her hip is the worst as she takes inventory. She remembers being chased by the pack, nips to her heals and calves as branches scratch her arms and face. But then one of them had lunged, caught her hip and… “Vampire!” she jerks up, crying out as the pain intensifies in her side.
               “Easy Sara, you’re safe.” A woman is at her side now, dark hair tumbling over her shoulders in waves and concern in her eyes. “You need to rest,”
               “Where am I?” she pushes down the panic that’s threatening to bubble up.
               “You’re in Refuge Manor,” she gives a gentle smile, “My name is Gideon, I’m one of the caretakers here.”
               Sara looks down to where the woman’s skin is touching her arm. “Your skin is cool.”
               The woman nods, “I am an android, I do not produce heat like most other beings.”
               Sara nods, though part of her is still processing the words. “What happened?”
“I appear to have ended your would-be execution last night.” A male voice drawls, looking up she finds the blue eyed vampire that had stepped in, throwing the wolf off of her and frightening the others.
“I suppose you’re expecting a thank you.” His keen eyes remain focused on her as her own gaze roams. He’s dressed entirely in black, the only skin she can see his face and where his long fingers hook into the pockets of his tight jeans.
“Hardly,” his smooth voice draws her attention back to his face, lips curved in a smirk as he pushes away from the wall. “Gideon sent me out to find you.”
Her attention turns curiously back to the woman at her side, “Let’s get you back on your feet, then we can answer whatever questions you may have.”
“I’m fine,” she swings her legs over the opposite side of the bed, absently noticing that she’s never seen the cargo pants and baggy shirt she’s wearing. The observation is short lived as her leg attempts to give out beneath her.
A cool hand catches her arm, waiting until she’s steady to release her. Part of her is unnerved at how quickly the man was able to move, the other part is too distracted by his eyes. His brow is furrows in something dangerously close to concern, and she quickly pulls away with a mumbled, “thanks.”
“Just didn’t want to have to pick you up off the floor.” He replies with an uninterested shrug. But still remains within arm’s reach of her.
“Leonard,” Gideon draws both of their attention. “Why don’t you take Sara for a walk on the grounds?” she motions out the door, “Then Rip and I can explain things in the study?” she turns her attention to Sara, “If you do not oppose?”
Sara shrugs, “Can’t see why not.” She glances back at Leonard, “he seems as safe as anyone right now.”
“Then it’s settled!” Gideon claps her hands together, smiling at them. “We’ll see you soon.”
Leonard motions toward the door and while having him behind her is not ideal, she wants out of the room. He moves to walk silently beside her, and she allows herself to admire the paintings and photos lining the walls. Footsteps pull her attention back up as a brunette approaches them.
“Lenny!” the girl grins, then turns her attention to Sara. “And Sara, right?”
As she gets closer Sara can see the small fangs in her smile. “That’s right…and you’re?”
“Lisa,” the woman offers her hand. “I’m Leonard’s sister.”
Sara accepts the gesture, again surprised at the difference in temperature. “It’s nice to meet you…I think.”
Lisa just laughs, eyes sparkling with a life Sara didn’t know was possible in her kind. She turns to her brother, “I’ll catch you later.” She presses a swift kiss to his cheek before dancing away.
They begin walking once more, and she glances up at her escort. “This isn’t what I pictured Coven’s looking like.”
She gets a short chuckle in return. “This is not a coven Miss Lance.” There’s a hint of real amusement in his features, “and most of the team here would take insult to being called such.” He indicates his head to a room on their right, and she follows him in.
It’s a gathering room, with couches and recliners spread around a large TV. As they enter a large man rises from one of the cushioned seats to approach them. He’s the opposite of the one beside her, his jeans and shirt loose fitting and crumpled. He radiates a heat and energy that Sara is familiar with, a slow anger building as light reflects off something around the man’s neck.
“Sara,” Leonard speaks from her side, “Meet Mick Rory, our-“
“Werewolf,” Sara finishes, looking up at the man who’s watching her curiously. “Collared like a family pet,” she growls.
“I like this one,” Mick grins, “She’s got fire.” He looks back down at her, “But the collar ain’t a form of ownership Blondie.”
“I made it,” a new woman, dark skin and jet black hair, steps up beside them. She only reaches his shoulders but has a powerful presence all the same. “It has properties to help keep his…hotter emotions…manageable.”
He smiles down at her, “Saves a bunch on clothes,”
The new figure turns back to her, “It is good to see you awake.” She rests a hand over her chest, “I’m Amaya,”
“You’re…not a wolf or a vampire.” Sara looks at her curiously.
“No, I’m a practitioner of the old arts.” She offers a wry smile, “Or a witch, by most people’s standards.” She shrugs, “But aside from a little magic, I’m quite human.”
“An android, two vampires, a werewolf and a witch co-existing…The more I see the less I understand,” she frowns.
“Refuge is a place for outcasts.” Mick shrugs, “all kinds of us ‘ere.”
“You hardly strike me as the type to be tossed aside by society,” she gives Leonard a side glance.
He’s smirking at her again, but there’s something self-depreciating this time. “You’d be surprised.” He motions back to the main hall, “Come, I’m sure Rip and Gideon are waiting.”
“Lead the way,” she motions, following him out.
She doesn’t realize she’s started to limp until he’s slowed to walk beside her. “Perhaps touring the grounds was not the best of ideas with your injuries.”
“I’ve managed with worse.” She glares, and he just watches her with a distant curiosity, but doesn’t move from his place alongside her.
The next room they enter appears to be a lab, a young man turning from one of the tables as they enter. “Snart! Good, I was hoping you could –” he trails off as Sara comes into view. “Ah, I see the newest guest is on the mend.”
“This is Sara,” Leonard replies.
“Oh!” he gives her a blinding grin. “I’m Raymond, but everyone calls me Ray.”
“Human,” Sara raises a brow.
“100%” he nods.
“So what’s your story?” she asks, looking around the room. “This seems like a strange place for a man of science.”
Before he can answer a new voice comes from a second doorway. “Ray, are you done with that plant yet? Amaya want’s it back.” Sara’s attention is caught as the light reflects off twin pairs of sheer wings on the woman’s back. They flutter impatiently as she stands with arms crossed, inky hair pulled back to reveal her dark eyes and features. She gives Sara a half-glare, “What are you looking at? Never seen a fairy before?”
“Zari, be nice!” Ray half sings as he turns, “Lily went to water it, I’ll take you to her.” He turns back to wave at Sara, “It was nice meeting you Sara!”
As Leonard leads her toward another doorway she looks back. “I’m not sure what I find more strange. The human size fairy, or the scientist in a hideaway for the supernatural.”
“Well, Dr. Frankenstein is the reason Zari is our size. She can also be small, and it’s far more irritating.” Len makes a distasteful face before shaking his head.
Sara stops, staring at Leonard’s back in surprise. “Wait, did you say Frankenstein…as in the Frankenstein?”
He turns, amusement in his eyes. “A descendent yes.” He frowns, “apparently attempting to conquer death runs in the family. It’s why he’s here.” Leonard motions forward, and they resume walking. “Raymond’s fiancé was killed, and so, struck with grief he decided to bring her back.” He shakes his head, “It failed, but was enough to catch Rip’s attention…which is a story I will let him tell.”
“Okay…so if there’s not a monster, then why is he still here?” Her body is beginning to ache, and she attempts to focus more fully on the conversation.
“The scientific community aren’t huge fans of his work. And, despite his painfully bright personality, he’s good to have around. In fact, he and the other resident science geek, Lily, are the ones who made Gideon’s current form,”
“And Lily, is she?” she cocks her head.
“Also human. Rip rescued her from a changeling nest, she’s grown up here.” He offers a half smile, “She’s some of the more tolerable company in this place.”
If he says anything else Sara misses it, her attention captured entirely by the immense library they’ve stepped into. Sunlight comes in from windows, many of which have reading nooks tucked neatly inside. Two figures rise from a table at the center of the room as they approach. One Sara recognizes as Gideon; the other, a thin man with sharp eyes and short hair in disarray, is unfamiliar.
“Hopefully Leonard was not to terrible of company,” the man has a distinctly British accent, brown duster shifting as he approaches.
Sara offers a half smile, “I’ve spent time with worse.”
“And with that,” he offers a half bow, “I have other matters to attend to.” He gives Sara one last look, “Miss Lance.” And then he’s gone.
“Vampires, they do enjoy their dramatic exits.” The other man shakes his head, making a sweeping motion toward the table. “I’m Rip, the head of this..”
“Household.” Gideon finishes as Sara sits across from her. “Dysfunctional as it may seem.” She has that little half smile again.
Rip nods, “And we’d like you to join us.” He settles next to Gideon once more, “But I’m sure you have questions, so please,” he makes an open gesture before him.
“Who are you?” she narrows her gaze, “How did you find me?”
He chuckles, “By trade I am a Hunter, one of Van Helsing’s line.” She tenses, and he waves a hand dismissively before them. “But I assure you I mean no harm.” He offers a depreciative laugh, “I have not been part of the order for many years.” He motions to the woman at his side, “As for locating you, it’s one of Gideon’s skills.”
“I am able to sense out non-human lifeforms using a vast array of information alongside my algorithms and probabilities.” Gideon picks up, “It is how I located you, and also how we knew you were not like the others of your pack.” She frowns, “I just wish we could have reached you sooner.”
Sara shakes her head, “I would not have come.” She gazes out one of the windows, “Even now there is a pull…to return to them, even though I know it would end poorly.” Her attention shifts back to Rip. “But why leave hunting?” her gaze narrows, “Why walk away from that to build this place?”
“Have you ever been in love Miss Lance?” he asks in return, sadness in his eyes.
“Yes…I think.” She frowns, “But that’s hardly an answer.”
“On the contrary, it is entirely the answer.” He runs a hand through his hair, leaving it in some disarray. “I fell in love with a woman, we were married, had a beautiful son.” He sighs, “But eventually the order learned she was not human,” there’s darkness in his eyes, “And they took my family from me.”
“I’m sorry,” she drops her head slightly, “I didn’t-“
“It’s quite alright,” he gives a small smile, and she notices how Gideon’s hand has moved to cover one of his on the table. “But that is why I made this place. Somewhere that others like Miranda; who are victims, not monsters, can live.”
She looks down to where her hands fidget against the table, and then back up to the pair before her. “You must understand, this is a lot to process.”
“Of course,” Rip nods, “Life in the Refuge is very much different than any home you have had.”
“We do not expect an answer now, only that you think on it.” Gideon offers her an encouraging smile, “Come, we have a room you can stay in while you decide.”
Sara takes the offered hand, allowing the woman to lead her up a set of stairs and down a door lined hall. “How many of you live here?”
Gideon shrugs, “It varies.” She motions to one of the doors, “Leonard likely introduced you to most of our full time residents. But there are a few that are in and out.” She motions to Sara’s clothes, “Kendra was kind enough to offer her clothing while she is away.” She shakes her heads, “Shifters do not settle anywhere very long, but she and Carter will be back I’m sure.”
Gideon stops, unlocking door and allowing it to swing open. “I must insist you remain with us until your wound has healed; but regardless of your final choice the manor is at your disposal for as long as you wish to stay.”
Sara nods, and Gideon leaves her with her thoughts. Rip is waiting when she reaches the main platform, his mouth set in a thin line. “Will she stay?”
“I cannot be sure,” Gideon shrugs, “But I do not believe she has many options.”
“I do not want to frighten her, but she is in a great deal of danger.” He sighs, “Phoenix are a rare breed, and their power is sought out by Hunters and creatures alike. The wolves already know of her existence, it is only a matter of time before others join.”
Gideon pats his arm, “Let’s not rush things, there is a good chance she will choose to remain with us for other reasons.” Her hand slides into his, fingers linking as she pulls him toward their own room. “One challenge at a time my love. One at a time.”
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cryptostache-blog · 6 years
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Keeping Track Of Your Cryptocurrency Portfolio; Best Apps of 2018
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Whether you are a day trader, swing trader, or just a HODLer of cryptocurrency it can be a nightmare trying to keep track of all your investments. Let me repeat that... complete... damn... nightmare! I am mostly a long term holder of cryptocurrency, with a few swing trades thrown in there for good measure, so even with my very small amount of trades it can be hard to keep track of my profits and losses from my coins. That is why having a good cryptocurrency portfolio management app is crucial for knowing how well your investments are doing and what their real value is. I put together this list of the top cryptocurrency portfolio management and tracking sites of 2018 so you don't have to dig through all the options! I Still Suck At Managing My Portfolio There are a ton of great platforms out there to track your cryptocurrency portfolio and I have tried some of the top options below. Despite all of these being very solid, I STILL suck at keeping track of my investments and it is all MY fault.  Yep, you read that right. Even with this great offering of software I still have trouble managing my portfolio and visualizing my profit/loss and it is all because I get lazy... I make trades or purchases of ICO's and then just forget or don't bother entering them into these amazing apps. This is my personal warning to myself really... "The 'Stache NEEDS TO STOP BEING SO LAZY!" Regardless of my own shortcomings I still think these are the cream of the crop for tracking your portfolio. Without further adieu (and in no particular order), the top crypto management tools! Altpocket.io
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In my eyes, Altpocket.io is one of the cleanest and well designed portfolio tracking sites out there. I probably use this site the most out of all the trackers because I LOVE the design and layout (reminds me a lot of Exodus, another of my favorites!). Adding coins is super easy and you can even do importing from 2 popular exchanges, Bittrex & Poloniex. Unlike some other sites, you can kind of "post" to the community and there some social features like badges you can earn.
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The site is free to sign up and right now they do not have a paid element, but they do state that eventually that will be the case. One of the more unique features I like is they allow you to add a "mining/free" entry which is very helpful in those special use cases that come up often. I would highly recommend Altpocket.io as my personal go-to online resource for portfolio management.  CoinTracking.info
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A favorite among traders, CoinTracking.info is by far the most advanced platform with a very robust set of features that you just don't find on most of the other sites and apps. You can import from tons of exchanges through .CSV as well as API and they even let you import from popular wallets like Exodus, Electrum, and Blockchain.info. The interface is very clean, but is also very busy because of all the great features they pack in.  You can generate a ton of reports and they even have a Tax-Report tab that can help you visualize that based on your coins. As I start to trade more I find myself coming back to CoinTracking more and more for their unparalleled features. The site has a free plan, but also offers 2 paid levels that unlock even more features like automatic API and advanced Tax-Report. If you are looking for the complete package, CoinTracking.info is it.  CryptoCompare.com
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CryptoCompare.com is one of my favorites out of the many options out there. They have a great interface that is really easy to understand, add your coins, and then visualize. CryptoCompare has a lot of other features on it's site as well, so it is not strictly a portfolio manager. In comparison to other offerings the CC portfolio is VERY simple. It does not allow you to do imports from popular exchanges, which can be a major downside for traders. The features are somewhat limited as well, but I think that is a good thing for someone just starting out in crypto. The service is free to signup, but they will have a paid version that unlocks more features once it is out of Beta. Since I don't trade a lot, I like to keep it simple and CC lets me do just that.    Blockfolio App
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What portfolio management review article would be complete if they didn't include Blockfolio? This is the most popular mobile app out there for tracking your portfolio. The interface is straight forward and pretty easy to use. Not a ton of bells and whistles, but it makes it really easy to visualize your portfolio from you phone. The app is available for both Android and Apple.  I don't use this app that much as I tend to be in front of my desktop most days, but I know many many people that crack out on their Blockfolio app checking it every few minutes. Don't get addicted! Honorable Mentions
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Totle.com - This is a new platform that is in development right now that I am very keen on. It combines portfolio management with trading. Basically you setup your portfolio and can dynamically allocate where the funds you deposited should go without having to maintain multiple wallets or exchange accounts. The Totle platform will do it all for you in the background! This is still in development, but I think it has promise as a next-gen platform for complete portfolio management. 
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CoinTrackr.com - It doesn't get simpler then CoinTrackr.com! You don't even need to create an account, and it is as simple as it gets. Not much here, but still a very "easy-on-the-eyes" quick solution for visualizing your portfolio. I included it in this list because I just really love the clean design.  TL;DR To sum it up. If you want to go simple check out Altcoin.io and CryptoCompare. If you need more advanced features, CoinTracking is the way to go. Only got your phone? Check out Blockfolio for one of the better mobile solutions. No matter what site you choose to manage your portfolio, don't be like The 'Stache on this one and give into pure laziness!  I Need Dynamic 'Stache-folio Management!
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Turn Away|| Barry Allen || Cancer series 1
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Pairing: Barry Allen x Sick!Reader
Word Count: 3290  sorry its so long
Summary: You have cancer and are currently going through chemo therapy. You are currently seeing forensic scientist, Barry Allen, but he doesn’t know yet.
Warnings: Serious illness, Cancer, Sorta sad not really, minor swear words
Note: this is based off Cancer by MCR covered by TØP. I kinda want to make this a series, but let’s see how this one goes first.
You sat in your large cushioned chair watching chemicals drip from a pump through the port into your body. The constant rhythm of the dripping chemo had you in a nulled state. It was boring to watch, but you had nothing else to do. You were there alone for your second session in your chemo therapy cycle. It was a Tuesday, and everyone who knew about your condition was at work. Your whole family was there for your surgery when the doctors removed a cardiac tumor. Your mother and aunt Marie waited by your bed for 5 days while you were in the hospital. Sadly, your mother had to return to Star City for work leaving you with your aunt Marie who had insisted you move in so she could take care of you. She came with you to your first appointment, but she wasn’t able to take off any more work leaving you to sit in the dingy room all alone. You didn’t mind much, and besides you weren’t completely alone. There were two other people getting treatment today. One was a woman who looked to be a soccer mom in her late 40s who you had seen here last week. She was reading a book that you couldn’t make out from here. The other was an older man who you guessed to be in his 70s. He was snoring rather loudly which brought a smile to your face. He reminded you of your own grandfather who fell asleep anytime he was sitting still. You had wanted to fall asleep, but you knew that if you fell asleep now you wouldn’t wake up anytime soon. You were constantly tired as a side effect of the drugs that were being pumped into your system. You had brought a book to read, but you now you were really regretting your choice of title. You thought it would be funny to read The Fault in Our Stars while you were going through your chemo. Now you just thought it was damn depressing. When the book first came out, you ate it up, but now you were not too keen on the idea of it. These kids had their life taken away from. They would never go to college. They would never get married or have kids. There were so many experiences they would never get to have. It reminded you that there were experiences that you were never going to get to have, and that was something you really didn’t want to think about. You didn’t want to think about the fact that you might be dying because you didn’t want it to be real. You took a deep breath and set your book on the table that was beside your chair. Your blanket that was slipping off your legs, but it was kind of nice to feel the cold air against your legs. It was only about an hour into your session, and you were already uncomfortable. No matter how you sat, with your limited positions because of the port, it didn’t get better. You were just doomed to sit uncomfortably. After about ten minutes, you found what you decided to be the most comfortable position you were going to find. You heard your phone buzz from underneath your book on the table. In frustration, you threw your head back lightly hitting it against the back of the large chair. Taking a deep breath, you moved to grab your phone to check the message or notification that had arrived not long ago and snuggled back into your chair.     SAVE ME FROM Dr. HIGH HAT -Barry You laughed at the message you had just gotten. Though you had only known Barry for a little over three months, the two of you had become very close. Part of being so close to him involved him texting you at all hours of the day and night to tell you about his day which often included complaining about his boss or telling you all about what his friend, Cisco, had done that day. Today was no different.     Is he really that bad? -Y/N After sending the text, you set your phone on your lap and looked to the clock. You knew that no time had really passed, but you were antsy to get out of here.  Almost instantly, your phone buzzed. You grunted loudly at Barry. Your communications were really great at times when you wanted to text, but now you were just annoyed more than anything. You hadn’t told him about your condition, and for now you wanted to keep it that way. You had meet Barry right after you had found out you had a tumor at CC Jitters. It was around that time that everyone you knew found out. They were all so sympathetic that it was almost toxic. You could no longer have a conversation with any of them without talking purely about your cancer. With Barry, you didn’t have to worry about it. You thought back to the day you met him. It was a rainy day in Central City which you had found was rather unusual. There had only been about ten or eleven of them since you had moved here almost three years ago. You had moved most of your things into a storage unit this morning and you were moving the rest of the things from your apartment into your aunt’s house this afternoon. You had gotten up early to finish quickly, but that left you in dire need of coffee that lead you to your favorite coffee shop in town, CC Jitters. You stood in line waiting to order. You usually order a small iced tea, but you needed the caffeine so you were planning on getting something stronger today. The person in front of you finished his order and move aside to let you order. “What can I get for you today?” the barista asked. He was in his early 20s dressed in a sweater and a beanie similarly to you. Though you were trying to do everything possible with your hair while you still had, it you had rushed out the door. The barista was smiling at the rain outside over your shoulder. “Can I get a medium Café mocha for here?” You said. Though it was a simple order, you were nervous. Your voice shock unsteadily, but you took a deep breath to calm your nerves. “That will be $4.15,” The barista said. Silently, you handed him a $5 bill and waited for your change which you put into the tip jar. You step aside to let the person behind you order as you watched your drink being made. After it was served to you, you found a table and settled in with your book, To Kill a Mockingbird. You liked to read while you had your coffee. You saw it as a nice break from the world for a while. This was prime reading time as Jitters was mostly empty. “Hi, I couldn’t help but notice your reading a To Kill a Mockingbird,” A voice said. You looked up from your book to see a man leaning on the edge of your table across from where you sat. He was a very attractive tall, lanky man with brown hair and green eyes. He had smile on his face that made your heart flutter slightly. “Oh, yeah it’s one of my favorite books,” You said offering him a smile. “I’ve read it too many times to count now.” “I can tell,” he said gesturing to your worn copy whose binding was in need of repair. You smiled down at your book putting your bookmark in it and setting it to the side slightly. You gestured to the seat in front of you. “Would you like to join me?” You offered. To which he quickly pulled put the chair and sat down. The two of you talked for over an hour before you both had to go. You exchanged numbers and promised to meet up soon. You did meet up with Barry not long after that you went on a date with him the following week. Not long after that you got together with him one more time that month. Despite not having seen him since before your surgery, you two had grown close, both romantically and otherwise. You finally looked at the message from Barry.     He truly is. He took me off another case because of “metahuman involvement”- Barry You had to admit it was pretty funny that this kept happening. There were very few cases now days that didn’t have some sort of metahuman involvement meaning Barry had a very light case work that got smaller every day. He didn’t really get why he wasn’t allowed to work on the metahuman cases, so he always hashed it up to his boss being mean to him. It really got Barry worked up.      Well, there’s always another case -Y/N You responded more quickly this time and didn’t bother putting your phone away knowing that Barry would respond right away again.     True. I’m about to get lunch. Want to go with me? -Barry Your heart broke a little. Barry had been asking you to do things with him since your last date, but you were worried about him finding out about your illness so you always turned him down. Every time you did, your heart broke more. You really liked Barry and under normal circumstances you could see yourself having a future with him.   I can’t. I’m kinda busy right now. -Y/N You used the same line a million times and usually Barry was understanding, but sometimes he would get frustrated. Part of you hoped that this wasn’t one of these times.    I can do it later if that works better for you -Barry Barry didn’t hesitate to send you another message right after that.     It’s been two months, and I’d really love to see your beautiful face again -Barry Unsure of what to do, you step your phone down and looked around the room. In that moment, you made eye contact with the woman across the room. The joy in her eyes disappeared as was replaced with concern. It hadn’t occurred to you that your emotions were probably written all over your face. “Are you okay sweetie?” Her voice was smooth like honey even though she looked paper thin. “Not really you,” You answered honestly. After you found out you were sick, part of you decided that you try to be honest when people asked if you were okay. You thought life was too short to lie about and hide emotions. “I’m sorta seeing this guy, but I haven’t told him I’m sick.” She nodded thoughtfully and took a moment to think. You watched her mull things over in her head. After a few breaths, you looked down at the message that was still on your phone screen. “I’m not going to tell you what to do, but let me tell you a story,” The women started. “This isn’t my first time going through this. About ten years ago, the doctors found a lump on my breast. At the time, I was married to my first husband of nearly 20 and it was really devastating to both of us. Our kids were 14 and 12, and we weren’t sure what we were going to do. We did everything there was and I went into remission. I got better, but my marriage was broken from that. My husband kept saying that this was not what he signed up for and it caused us to separate. “After about a year, we got a divorce. I was really devastated at first, but I went to a support group for people with cancer, and things got easier. I met Gary there and the two of us got along really well. Eventually our friendship turned into more and we were married a little over three years ago. When I relapsed, Gary was there. He has been here every step of the way. He knew exactly the risks when going into this marriage and it made us stronger whereas before it tore my marriage apart. “I don’t want you to have to go through what I did. You have the opportunity to let this boy know before you get to close and it breaks you completely when he leaves. The sooner you let him know the sooner you find out what kind of person he is. Just think about it.” You looked to your phone again really thinking about what she said. Taking a deep breath, you typed your message.     My thing finished in about an hour and a half. Do you want to meet at Big Belly Burger afterwards? -Y/N “Thank you,” You said quietly to the woman who just smiled and went back to her book.     Can’t wait. I’ll see you there -Barry You watched as the woman got up with the help of a nurse was prepared to leave. On her way out, she placed her hand on your shoulder and looked you in the eyes. “If he doesn’t want to be with you after this then you know before you get your heart broken to badly. I’ll be here next week, and I expect a full report on what happened,” She offered a warm smile and squeezed your shoulder before leaving. The room returned to the soft sounds of the old man snoring. You looked out the window by your chair at the pale gray sky of Central City.
After wrapping up your chemo for the day, you did your best to get to Big Belly Burger in time. You didn’t want Barry to have to wait for too long. As you walked into the small restaurant, you saw Barry seated in a booth with food already in front of him. He looked up at the sound of the door opening and saw you walk in. His smile stretched from ear to ear. He stood as you got closer to envelope you in a hug. His arms were warm and comforting which differed from the chilly November air outside. “I like what you did to your hair,” He said as the two of you sat down across from one another. You hand instinctively went to your hair that was cut very short. You had cut after your surgery in preparation for losing it during chemo. “Oh, yeah I just needed a change you know,” You said. “I hope you don’t mind I ordered for you. A cheese burger and a medium lemonade, right?” he said gesturing to the food that was placed in front of you. You smiled and nodded. There was a certain pride you had over the fact that he knew your order. You had come here once with him and you brought him lunch to have together once, but those were both two months ago. The fact he remembered meant a lot to you. You sat together eating. Barry told you a story about his best friend, Iris, who had gone on a really bad date recently. Barry talked to you about Iris a lot. At first, you thought he liked her, but after getting to know him better, you discovered that though he used to like her, he no longer did. You listened intently adding your input when necessary. His smile grew when you tried. “So, what is new with you?” He asked laying his hand on top of yours. “It’s been too long since we got together.” “I actually have something really important to talk to you about,” you said. You looked down at his hand on yours. The pressure had decreased between your hands. “Are you seeing someone else?” He said quietly. “I mean we never really said that we were together, but I thought that you saw us as going somewhere like I did. I understand though. I can be distant-” “Barry, I’m not seeing anyone else,” you interrupted him. A part of you was sad that he thought you would do that to him. “Far from it, actually I’ve been hoping that you weren’t thinking of seeing anyone else. That’s not what I needed to talk about though.” “Wait so you are telling me you don’t want to be with anyone else, but me,” Barry smiled this goofy smile to which you returned. You squeezed his hand. “Right, but Barry, please I really need to talk to you about this,” Your eyebrows creased and you could feel your head throb slightly. The fatigue from earlier today was really kicking it up a notch, and you felt a little sick to your stomach. The nausea was worse than it had been ever been. You pulled your hand away from you him and let it rest over your mouth. You slowly got up and headed in the direction of the bathroom. Barry jumped up to follow you. When you finally pushed your way into the one-person bathroom, you leaned over the toilet and emptied your stomach. You felt a warm hand rubbing warm circles on your back. You wiped your mouth on your sleeve and made a note to change when you got home. You leaned back into Barry’s chest. “Barry, I’m sick,” you said quietly as you two sat there on the floor. You felt his chest move as you felt him chuckle. “Y/N, I got that,” He said as he ran his hand over your forehead and through your hair. You sighed. “Barry, it’s more serious than that,” you pulled away to look at him. He his smile fell slowly. He looked at you with compassion. He was urging you to go on, but you needed a moment to figure out exactly what to say. You stood up off the ground and went to the sink. After turning the faucet on, you splashed cold water on your face. You saw Barry stand up from off the floor and came to wrap his arms around your waist. “I have cancer,” you let out a deep breath as you closed your eyes. Barry let go of your waist and stepped back. It seemed that your confession had stolen all the words from his mouth. After a moment, he looked between you and the floor desperately. “You… I can’t- I don’t. Y/N. Are you okay? Are you going to be okay? Is it treatable?” Barry looked worried. I smiled at him and looked him in the eye. “I am going to be okay.” He wrapped his arms around you and buried his face in your neck. He was warm, and it calmed you. You felt tears on your shoulder. As a way to calm him you rubbed your back. You felt tears in the corner of your eyes. In that moment, you realized you were both still in the bathroom. You pulled away from him. “Barry, we are in a big belly burger bathroom,” you said laughing. He looked you in the eye joining you in laughter. “Let’s get out of here. Are you tired?” He asked, and you nodded. “I’ll call into work and tell Albert that I’m taking the rest of the day off. We can go back to my place and watch Netflix.” “That sounds perfect to me,” you smiled and wrapped your hand around his waist. You walked out of the bathroom together. With him by your side, all the awful feelings you had about your chemo feel away. You had Barry by your side and that was enough. You looked at the tall lanky man walking alongside you, and smiled. “Thank you,” You said. Barry just looked down at you with a small smile and pressed his lips to your temple. You had a feeling that everything just might work out.
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Fic: Burning Sky
This fic is for @gillg25​, who asked for fic based on this headcanon of hers, about Lightning’s crash. I didn’t want to just steal your idea, and I didn’t want to repeat stuff I myself have already written, so this starts a bit further back. ;) Hope you enjoy! The epigraph (and title) are from Bad Company’s “Burnin’ Sky.”
The sky is burnin' I believe my soul's on fire
July, 2007.
Doc frames it as a question.
It's what he does when the idea he's had is both stupid and dangerous. Maybe it's how they teach you to talk in doctor school, or lawyer school, but Lightning has a feeling it goes deeper than that.
Doc is teaching at the edge of a sport that defines itself by exceeding its edges. Racing is, more than finish lines or pole positions, the breach between tire and asphalt when you don't have the downforce--when that bump sneaks up on you; it's the keening shriek of air better measured in cc's than inches when you're loose on a turn and skim a wall. It's teaching your hunger for the edge without dooming your student to your old mistakes.
But here's the thing. Question or not, it's what Doc Hudson would do. It's what the Fabulous Hudson Hornet would do. Lightning's never once answered 'no.'
--
November, 2016.
There's a storm up in the mountains--lightning, the works. The race is on, though--if there's anything to be said about Los Angeles, it's that it can stop a storm dead in its tracks. Traffic, grid-locked; smog, rising; inversion layer, paralytic.
"They're worried about wildfires," says Danny, whose name Lightning only knows because Danny qualified a tenth of a second ahead of him, and because he replaced Bobby. Danny's talking to Chase, who replaced Brick, because Danny still has anyone to talk to, because Danny was never friends with Brick Yardley or anyone else who's gone now.
Chase doesn't even know what a wildfire properly is. That's how young these guys are.
But Los Angeles is always worried about wildfires.
Lightning just needs to focus on Storm.
--
It's always dusk under a wildfire. Orange and hazy, Cadillac range obliterated by smoke, it feels like they're on the moon. Except it's hot. Real hot. Radiator Springs shutters, all of its residents having retreated indoors; and caught up in the sepia of wildfire, it looks the way Lightning imagines it would have, if it had been allowed to disappear.
Red's already burnt a ring of brush all around town, doused the roads and all the tractor tracks he could find. They'll probably be all right, though with fires this size it's hard to tell. It's all scrub brush out here, so they can't fuel the truly large blazes like they get up north, but if there's something this desert has in spades, it's wind. You get wind and fire on a plain together, and boy, they can dance.
Red waits, wordlessly anxious, and hopes for the best.
According to Sheriff, Red thinks the fire is far enough away, at least for now. Doesn't feel that way, though. If Lightning closed his eyes, he'd believe it were right in front of him. It's gotta be 140 degrees. It's been 140 degrees for days. It feels like it's been the last lap of a summer 500, track so slick it's almost liquid, for a full-on week.
Doc asks, "Hey, Rookie, you wanna try something?"
And so, with Red in tow, they head to Willy's Butte.
--
Los Angeles at night is a race you need to lead in order to win. Problem is, it's hard enough to hold P6 against these guys, much less overtake. Lightning stays out of the pits as long as he can to build as many hundredths of seconds as he can between him and the car behind him, snatches a few off Danny's lead on him, and prays there aren't any early yellows.
In the distance, there is thunder.
--
A couple slow laps around the Butte, and it's hot and unpleasant, but nothing awful. Lightning wasn't made for low speeds, so they always feel a little coarse. But it doesn't get better. The air's flabby, just doesn't have the density, doesn't have the oxygen, and Lightning's engine can't find its power. It's hard to breathe.
When the wind blows in, so does the ash. It coats the track like snow and it coats Doc like a fine white dust and Lightning can't see much of anything at all, just dirt and ash and the occasional snatch of the plummeting cliffside he knows is out there. He tries to find what speed he can. He feels lightheaded.
You know, when I was a rookie on the force, Sheriff told him once. He says, Any time I bulls-eyed, I couldn't ever actually see the target. When my vision went pure white I'd pull the trigger and that'd be my perfect shot. It was always the ones I couldn't ever see.
Not gonna lie, Sherif. As a private citizen living in your town, that's a little scary to me, Lightning replies.
They weren't Hail Marys, boy, Sheriff huffs. That was instinct. Experience taking over. You just don't know it 'til you feel it a coupla times.
"Watch your temperature," Doc shouts over Lightning's engine. "What you're feeling--usually you only ever get that at the tail-end of an actual race. Everyone knows you got talent, rookie, but that's only gonna get you so far when you're up against a field who's got 300, 500 races on you."
It's hard to train race circumstances as fleeting as this one--those last five minutes where the pressure's on and one poor experimental decision can cost you. But under that wildfire, it's those last five minutes forever. They train until Lightning's engine is spent and there's so much dirt and ash clogging his air filter he can't speak without hacking. He feels like he's run a thousand races.
--
Los Angeles at night. You lead, you win.
Lightning screams out of pit road just ahead of Storm. It took 450 laps to make this play. Now he just needs to hold on.
It’s honestly breathtaking how quick Storm shuts that door.
--
Sally's pretty irate at Doc when she finds out about their wildfire training, which is probably where that doctor-lawyer school thing comes in. She's irate even after Lightning coughs his way through some staccato, single-syllable version of "No, I wanted to, it's fine, I feel fine, this was actually really helpful."
"Does Spare the Air Day mean nothing to you?" she asks Doc tersely.
In truth, the phrase means less than nothing to Lightning, because he lied, he does not feel fine, and his vision's going white and he suspects it has less to do with instinct and experience than it does with oxygen deprivation, and instead of heading to the shop with Doc he groggily wanders to his cone and refuses to be roused because he'd rather be miserable and asleep at home than miserable and awake in the clinic. That can wait 'til morning. End of discussion.
It's a mistake, and the most miserable night of his life because he cannot sleep because his body keeps jostling him awake to remind him that he cannot breathe, but maybe that's a learning experience, too. Sally says I told you so.
But whatever Sally's chagrin at their bold rejection of safe common sense, he'd never felt endangered. Besides, Doc was there. Red had been there. They'd only been training the edge, not derailing from it.
They talk about this on the radio a lot, as Lightning grows his career. How good he is at finishing, at clawing to first in the last laps of a race, out of the broiling pan straight into the cool shadow of that checkered flag.
And when the Cup introduces restrictor plate races, he's skilled at that, too. He adapts well to their breathless feeling, the way they steal power that you know you have--should have. Lightning owes a lot to that wildfire.
When asked about his training, Lightning simply replies, "Doc," even though Doc's been gone for four years and the last time ash rained down on Radiator Springs was even longer ago. His answer will always be Doc.
--
Lightning remembers almost nothing from the second that back tire goes out. He thinks remembers scrambling to keep hold of the track, but being at the mercy of the elements more than anything else. Correction: His elements. This is not a dust storm, it is not a tornado. It's not even the fire, raging in the mountains under lightning far above. This is the force of himself, and at 200 miles an hour, it plows him head-first into the wall.
They say he went airborne. They say he rolled--eight times, maybe more. Straight down the track, like a cue ball. Would've been gentler in the apron. It's a miracle he didn't injure anyone else.
He doesn't remember any of that, though he swears he can remember the pain.
His nurse swears he doesn't. "Trust me, honey. What you're feeling is the pain you're in right now," she says. She sounds like she might've already had this conversation with him a couple dozen times.
He might've had an out-of-body experience. He could see what was left of himself, splayed out on the track.
"They showed it on the screens," says Sally, who's there sometimes and not, which is confusing, especially when she tells him, "No, it's Friday," except it's Saturday, because it's race night, because the ambulance was only a moment ago, and normalcy was just one tire longer ago than that.
"Yeah, they showed that on the screens," she says, in response to whatever it was he just said. "Until they cut the visual, because they thought that maybe you--"
"It's Tuesday," says Sally. "You should get some sleep."
--
The ER is filled with ashy, fire-damaged cars who've just lost their homes to the blaze that razed the hills--the blaze which was, as it turns out, not so far away after all. The news is filled with the lightning storm that started it all, and doomed them. It's filled with news of Lightning, burning too. It's a testament to how this city works that they still spare him a private room.
The number of displaced cars climbs. The fire goes uncontained. There are two confirmed deaths.
--
Lightning dreams racing more than he dreams anything else. No surprises there. He dreams the dreams where you're supposed to run your heart out, but you can't. You can't make your wheels turn faster, can't get your engine to pump air through its cylinders, can't get the life inside you spin the way you know it needs to. That's how it always happens, in dreams.
But when he wakes, alone, in the hospital, he doesn't see the difference. He smells like smoke.
"They shouldn't let you watch that," says Sally, during visiting hours the next morning. It's a Wednesday. She shuts the news off mid-cycle. (The cycle goes McQueen, wildfire, McQueen wildfire, McQueen, community interest story about cats, McQueen, wildfire…)
When Lightning reminds her that he is extremely concussed and probably won't remember it anyway, she doesn't think it's funny. She says, "I don't care. You don't need to see that."
Whether he remembers it for five minutes or five years, he doesn't need to see that. And when you watch yourself fly through the air, the screen has a way of making five seconds into five minutes, five minutes into eternity. (Remember that wildfire? With Doc watching? Five hundred last-five-minutes. A lifetime of experience.)
When Sally is gone, the TV springs to life again. It asks, "Will this be McQueen's last?"
They frame it like a question. They don't mean it like one.
--
Lightning wants to bounce back. That's sort of his style. But it doesn't come naturally this time, so maybe it's not. And there are so many maybes clogging his mind they can't possibly be helping the concussion. Which is making him feel like garbage, by the way.
Maybe they were right, putting Doc out to pasture after '54. Maybe Rusty and Dusty are wrong, for not following suit; they're not exactly business moguls. They're constantly giving away free maintenance, free bottles of bumper oil. Heaven knows how they kept on top of all those sponsor deals. But who knows? Maybe Lightning doesn't have sponsors anymore. Harv has not exactly been in contact. Maybe it was wrong to end Doc's career, but not his. He's not the Fabulous Hudson Hornet, after all; he's just Lightning McQueen. And maybe experience is nothing against what a Next-Gen's got under the hood, white-hot or not.
Maybe it'd be a mistake to come back, because it was already a mistake to have stayed.
"Well, does it feel like you made a mistake?" Sally asks, having withstood this particular litany of maybes multiple times already. It's the first time she hasn't let him get away with his self-pity, so either he's looking better or she's finally annoyed.
"It feels like I'm in pain," Lightning mutters, distracted. He's trying to figure out if she's annoyed. Present circumstances make it hard to think in anything but worst-case scenarios.
"I know you are, Stickers. But that's not what I asked," says Sally, gently. She kisses him. Not annoyed, then.
Maybe.
--
It wasn't a mistake. He ran that race because he deserved to be there. And he ran it hard, because there's no other way to race. You leave your rubber on the road and your smoke in the air and if you have to eat your own glass, then you do it. If you gotta hold yourself together with tape, you do it. And if you hit a wall and you don't remember anything, anything but this moment right now, then you get right back out there and you keep running. Even under wildfire. Just because it feels like hell doesn't mean you're wrong.
--
They're rebuilding in the LA hills, now that the fire's choked itself out. The faces of the displaced Angelenos on TV are masks of grim determination. It's not a resilience story, or community interest story (that one is about harbor seals this time); it's a 'the fire took everything' story.
"Our home is gone," one of the cars points out. "And it feels like trash; and it ain't gonna stop feeling like that. But man, I don't gotta take it lying down! Of course we're gonna rebuild. And of course it's gonna be on that same hill! It's my hill! I know I can't say this on TV but--eff that fire, you know what I mean?"
--
Lightning knows what he means.
--
Four months later, that car is back up on his blackened hill, living large in a mail-order double wide with an ostentatiously lavish fountain sitting in his front yard. It's pearl white against black char, peppered with the green of the tender new growth that made it back with the winter rains. The fountain cost four times as much as his house and he doesn't regret a single dang thing.
It has a setting where you can make water shoot up into the air like fireworks, which he uses often. So he does that, and goes back inside. He flips his TV to the Daytona 500.
He looks for the 95.
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stillthewordgirl · 7 years
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LOT/CC fic: A Little Trouble (ch. 2 of 4)
In a universe where the Legends returned to their earlier lives after Savage’s defeat, Sara Lance is bored out of her mind. And then a certain crook turns up…
Set in an AU in which no one died at the Oculus, Miranda and Jonas lived, and Rip promised to return for the Legends-and hasn’t, yet. Many thanks to @larielromeniel for the beta read. Can also be read here at AO3 and here at FF.net.
And, yes, that reference is exactly what you think it is. :)
Sara's promised to finish out her shift, but otherwise seems quite happy to leave the bartending job behind her for a time to help him with whatever plan he's come up with. It's really been about keeping busy, she'd told him with a grin, and if she gets to put down the occasional bar brawl, that's even better.
She's just so obviously pleased, so sincerely happy to see him, that he's really regretting not showing up earlier. Maybe then he'd have thought of something better than a heist that has no basis in reality. But maybe this happiness has more to do with the promise of doing something, anything, than with his presence, he thinks a tad glumly as she watches her bantering with a few customers down at the other end of the bar.
Well. He can understand that.
Her breaks are becoming fewer as the crowd picks up, but she keeps returning to his corner when she can, refilling his drink (he'd switched to soda hours ago) and leaning on the bar to chat. They wrap references to their time on the Waverider in coded words that won't alert those around them to things like time travel and assassins and immortal psychopaths, grinning at each other when one or the other makes a particularly good reference.
"I'm here until closing tonight," she says with a sigh during one brief break, just as things are getting truly busy. "I'm sure you don't want to hang around that long…"
He would, actually, if she asked.
But he can take a hint.
"I can take off now," he says smoothly, rising from the bar stool and reaching for his jacket. "See you tomorrow?"
Is that a flash of disappointment in her eyes? But Sara nods and gives him a half-smile, then hesitates, moving closer.
"Whatever this is, Crook," she says in a low tone, "no one gets hurt. Right?"
He gives her a mock-offended look. She knows his feelings on that. "A heist in which there's violence is a poorly planned heist."
"I know. But…well…"
Cop's daughter. "Promise," he tells her, trying to convey his seriousness with the tone of his voice. "I'll give you more info tomorrow. Where do you want to meet?"
Sara looks thoughtful. "I'm staying with a friend," she says slowly. "So that won't work." She smiles a little, eyeing him. "I know too many people around here, and you're a bit too notorious, to make this really convenient," she says with amusement. "You sure this is a good idea?"
In for a penny. "Positive." He gives her a look through his eyelashes. "Notorious, huh?"
She leans close…close enough to make him inhale sharply, something she can't possibly miss…and then grins again. "Extremely."
She takes a step back as he tries to look like he's not composing himself. "There's a park down by the waterfront. Meet you about noon? It's not like either of us is a morning person."
"That works." The more time he has to figure out what he's doing here, the better. "I'll bring coffee."
"My hero."
She laughs at the look he gives her before he leaves.
Sara's humming to herself when she turns back to the bar, her heart lighter than it's been in a while. She's still smiling while serving a bunch of the usual suspects—the man older than her father whose fingers she'd had to threaten to break the first night she was here (but only once), the pairs of "bros" she's pretty sure are secretly dating, the giggling just-barely 21s she keeps a keen eye on.
And when she turns around again, Maria is standing there, watching her with a knowing smile.
"You know," she comments to the younger woman, "you just lost me a bet with myself. I'd wagered myself a new pair of heels that you'd be goin' home with that young man."
Despite another twinge of regret, Sara can't help but laugh at the thought of Leonard's reaction to being called "young man." "He's a former...co-worker," she tells Maria breezily. "Needs some help with something. A friend."
"Mmhmm. You didn't see the way he was watchin' you when you weren't looking," the older woman says shrewdly, turning to hand off a beer. "That's not how 'just friends' look at each other."
Sara snorts. "I'm wearing tight jeans," she reminds her friend. "He has eyes."
"That's not what I meant."
There's something in Maria's tone that makes Sara stop, even in the middle of the chaos of the bar, and stare at her.
"That man looked at you like you were water, and he hadn't had a drink in weeks," the waitress says, leaning on the bar, nostalgia in her voice and a certain understanding. "And I don't mean 'cause of the jeans, although I'm sure that helps. I remember my Elena looking at me like that, way back when. Not that she doesn't still, sometimes, but..."
"It's not...
...for me...and you...and me and you...
"...like that," Sara finishes lamely. "If he wanted to..."
You want to steal a kiss from me, Leonard?"
"...he'd have said..."
You'd better be a hell of a thief.
Sara sighs. "It's busy," she tells the other woman, "I have to get back to work."
Maria watches her younger colleague move down to the other end of the bar and shakes her head before heading back into the Friday night fray.
"And you, honey," she says with a sigh, gathering a tray full of drinks, "you looked at him just the same."
Research into the leading Star City museums comes up empty. Leonard frowns at the screen of his laptop. There are valuables there, sure, but none of a level of uniqueness that would really tempt him. He doesn't think a heist of mere monetary value is really going to impress Sara, anyway, and frankly, these days it doesn't really interest him either.
Which leaves stealing something useful, unique, valuable in a nonmonetary way…or at least valuable in more than a monetary way. But what…and why…
He leans back in his chair and stares at the screen, a memory-and faint tendril of inspiration—rising. Yes…yes, that could work.
But he still needs something to steal. And there's no way around it: with this sort of timeframe, he's going to need to ask for help.
Leonard sighs, picks up his phone, stares at it a moment, and then sighs again and dials a number.
One ring. Two.
"Hello?"
"Scarlet," he says, keeping his tone businesslike. "I need a favor."
A long pause. Then: "Snart?" Barry Allen says, his tone mystified. "Where are…what kind of favor?"
"Who's someone in Star City who deserves to be stolen from?"
"Excuse me?"
"You heard me." Leonard rises from the desk, strolls over to the windows in the hotel suite. "I need to find someone in Star City with information to steal. Information they don't want anyone to have. A 'bad guy,' to use your simplistic terminology."
"I can't help you steal." Barry sounds appalled. There's the faint sound of traffic in the background; he must have left wherever speedsters hang out on Friday nights and gone outside. Good. "And it's not exactly my territory anyway."
"But you know people here."
"Yeah, well, so do you!" A beat. "Wait. You're in Star City?"
"Do not tell Mick. Or Raymond."
"Ray would probably know someone, you know." Barry sounds a little less appalled now and a little more amused. "Or you could ask Sara Lance. She lives there, you know."
The kid can't see him, but Leonard rolls his eyes anyway. "Yeah, yeah," he drawls, trying to keep his voice uninterested. "Come on, I'll owe you a favor. There's gotta be someone here who could stand to be taken down a few pegs…or just be taken down. I just need a lead."
"Why?"
That gives him pause. "I can't tell you."
"Then no deal."
There's a little steel in the kid's voice. Leonard's impressed.
"Look," he says, wheedling a little. "I've already promised that no one gets hurts on this…job. And you know the sort of people I mean. The rich, the powerful, the ones that think no one can touch them. There's got to be someone."
Barry sighs. "Look," he says, and Leonard can hear him starting to cave. "I'm sure there is. But I don't know who I could…"
He stops, the wheels nearly audibly turning.
"Spill it."
"OK, OK." Barry says slowly. "I do know someone. I'll ask if…if they know anyone who'll fit the bill. I can't guarantee anything. When do you need it by?"
"Tomorrow morning. As early as possible."
"What!? Snart, you do realize it's past 11 p.m…."
"I'll owe you one, kid. Thanks." Smirking, he hangs up on Barry's protests and stretches, then heads back to the computer.
He may have walked into this without a plan, but he'll be damned if he doesn't know Star City as well as he can by the next time he sees Sara.
Time to do some studying. And thank god for Google Maps.
The people strolling in Star City's Galleria Mall might be forgiven if they, consciously or unconsciously, move to veer around the bespectacled blond woman who's muttering to herself as she stalks through the building's main concourse, cup of coffee in one hand, the other clenched in a fist. None of the stores are open yet, but the mall walkers and mommy-and-me groups are out in force, and she weaves through them like a woman on a mission, grumbling as she goes.
Eventually, she selects an unoccupied bench at the opposite end from the food court, one of the quieter locations at the time. Still, anyone who ventured down to that end of the mall might hear the odd word of profanity, mixed in with "Barry" and "Allen" and "owe me." After a few moments of peering suspiciously around, she opens her cup of coffee and takes a long drink, sighing as caffeine hits bloodstream.
And that's when a tall man, dressed impeccably in jeans and a dove-gray button-down shirt, drops into the seat next to her.
"Good morning, Ms. Smoak," he drawls. "You're looking well."
Felicity, whose first impulse is to slap him and whose second impulse is to reach for the Mace in her purse, can't restrain a tiny yelp of surprise, followed by a defensive slide to the other end of the bench. The man in question, however, doesn't react, simply leaning back on the bench and smirking at her.
"Leonard Snart. Goddamnit, Barry. You could have..." Then she stops and narrows her eyes at him. "What are you doing in Star City? Does Sara know you're here?"
Snart, to her surprise, promptly loses the smug smile and blinks at her.
"What?" he says blankly.
"Sara. Sara Lance," Felicity shoots back impatiently. "I know you know her; she's talked about how you traveled together. Tried to tell me you weren't a bad guy. I thought you... you Legends... were a team; if you came all this way and haven't..."
"She talks about me?"
Snart, apparently, is still hung up on her earlier words.
And just like that, it starts coming together.
Felicity bites back her ire and eyes him speculatively, then shakes her head. "Barry didn't tell me you were the one who wanted information," she says, ignoring his question. "He's going to pay for that. But I managed to put together what he asked. And...noooo..." She raises a hand as he starts to say something. "First, I want to know why you want this. And you can't just talk me into it like you did him, buddy. Barry's too nice for his own good some days."
Snart glares at her. She glares back.
He's far less intimidating with Sara's words about cards games and bar brawls and chubby-cheeked babies in mind, she decides while glaring. And he is a damned fine-looking man, if you don't have to worry about the whole cold-gun-pointed-at-you thing.
Finally, he sighs, tilting his head to the side, a long-suffering expression on his face. Felicity folds her arms and waits.
"I need to plan a heist," Snart says finally. "Something out of the ordinary. And no, I'm not telling you why, but I've already promised no one will get hurt. I just need a good target. Someone who deserves a...comeuppance, if you will."
Felicity studies him a moment longer, frowning. She's pretty sure he's telling the truth, as far as it goes, but the lack of reasons bugs her. Why isn't he in Central City—a city he allegedly knows like the back of his hand-to pull off his mystery heist? Why Star? Why is the heist itself what matters most?
And...
And he never said Sara didn't know he was here.
Felicity's mouth drops open and she stares at him, the pieces falling into place in her head.
"That's it!" she breathes. "You're doing this to impress Sara!"
Snart's eyes widen, but he doesn't immediately retort, which Felicity takes as confirmation of her wild guess. "That's it! I'm right, aren't I?" She sets her coffee down, clapping her hands. "Aww, does Captain Cold have a crush?"
The crook opens his mouth, closes it. Felicity grins. "No, more than a crush." She tilts her head, considering him. "You…
"Enough."
Snart's voice is quiet enough, intense enough, that she actually listens, startled out of her amusement by his tone. He looks her right in the eyes, then glances away and shrugs.
"Do you have the information, or not?" he mutters, "because if not, I have better things I could be doing with my time."
He couldn't have confirmed it more if he'd shouted "I've fallen for Sara Lance" from the rooftops. Felicity takes a deep breath, then nods, opening the fingers of her left hand to show him a USB flash drive.
"This is everything we have on Steven Kay, one of Star City's top tycoons." She nods as Snart's eyes narrow. "I see you've heard of him. Pardon my language, but he's a real dick. I'm pretty sure he's all about the blackmail, but it's not easy to prove, and...the Green Arrow...can't go after everyone..."
"Yes, I'm sure he's very busy." Snart smirks at her in a way that makes Felicity uncomfortably sure he knows exactly who the Green Arrow is, then frowns at the drive. "So, if you have the information there..."
"This is just background information on him, his business, and his building, along with some past suspicions and allegations. He keeps his black book in hard copy." Felicity glares at the drive herself. "It's very irritating. The book is, from what I'm told, locked in his penthouse office in the Kay building downtown. Lots of security, etc., etc. That's what you want."
"So, not only is that likely enough to take Kay down, but also lots of his rotten big-business buddies, because this guy's not going to bother with pocket change," Snart muses. "Yeah. Yeah, that works."
He lifts an eyebrow at her and extends a hand. Felicity sighs, then reaches out to hand over the drive ...but pauses.
"And once you have the black book," she asks sternly, "what are you going to do with it? 'Cause the selling-it-to-the-highest-bidder thing, it doesn't work out well. This could do a lot of damage in the wrong hands."
Snart's mouth twitches, perhaps at the notion he could be considered the right hands. Still, he nods at the question, allowing her the point.
"I have...a friend. Well, a friend of my sister's. Who has a team. They provide..." He thinks it over a moment, then cocks his head at her, "...leverage."
Felicity's mouth forms a startled little "o" and she stares at him another minute. Then she nods back.
"I...might know something about that," she admits slowly. "Yeah. Yeah, that's a good place for this. You'd give it to them? Promise?"
"Does my promise actually mean anything to you?" He's expecting scorn in response, but Felicity gives him a long look, then shrugs.
"If only because of Sara," she says. "Whatever else is going on with you two, I think you care about what she thinks. And if you know her at all, you know not to really piss her off, or you might wind up with a bad case of dead or maimed."
She reaches out, then, and drops the drive into his outstretched hand. Snart pockets it smoothly, then rises, giving her an enigmatic smile as he does so.
"You won't tell..."
"No." Felicity rolls her eyes. "Not unless I have to for some reason. So don't give me one, OK? Sara likes you, though I haven't the foggiest idea why. I'd hate to mess that up."
Snart nods, seriously, but then the familiar smirk reappears.
"Well, then," he drawls, turning away. "Nice doing business with you, Ms. Smoak. My regards to the mayor."
Felicity watches him saunter off into the mall, shaking her head, then grins smugly as she takes a sip of her coffee.
"Still the age of the geek," she quips happily, "baby!"
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The Care and Feeding of Training Assassins 3/3 - Captain Canary
Title: The Care and Feeding of Training Assassins Fandom: DC’s Legends of Tomorrow Rating: Teen Pairings/Characters: Sara Lance/Leonard Snart Summary: @gawkydoteficus prompted: FLUFFY PROMPT FLUFFY PROMPT FOR CC: Sara will forget to eat when she trains to Len starts leaving little snacks for her in her room/around the ship/in the training area? Timeline: sometime during season one Word Count: Overall: 4,186, This Chapter: 1,316 Disclaimer: I claim no ownership over these characters. I am merely borrowing them from Berlanti Productions, DC Entertainment, and Warner Bros. Television. Betas: Thank you to angelskuuipo and shanachie_quill for looking this over for me.
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Chapter Three: The Main Event
After Leonard had set the table, including the salad, checked on dinner in the oven, and that the ice cream was still in the freezer, he reluctantly left to go change into whatever Kendra had picked out for him, leaving Mick to watch over the galley.
Upon entering his room, Leonard spotted the black suit jacket and black dress shirt lying on his bed, along with a note.
How'd I do?
- Kendra
Leonard stripped out of his jacket and sweater and slipped into the dress shirt, which fit him perfectly. He quickly tucked it into the black pants he'd been wearing as Kendra had thankfully not provided him with dress pants. He was willing to wear the dress shirt and jacket, but wearing a full suit would feel too much like running a con, and he didn't want that with Sara.
Looking at himself in the mirror, Leonard could admit that he looked good in the form fitting shirt. While he may not show it off, he did have a good physique, if he did say so himself.
Finally he pulled on the black suit jacket and couldn't resist smirking. Maybe Kendra had been right in insisting that he dress for this dinner with Sara. Not that he'd tell her that.
Realizing that he hadn't said what time dinner would be, Leonard stopped by Sara's room to see if she was ready now. Her door was closed, but when he knocked she called out, "Come in."
Sara was in her bathroom, just finishing applying her lipstick.
Her face lit up upon seeing Leonard standing in her room. "Hey!" she said in greeting. She boldly ran her eyes over him, unconsciously licking her newly painted lips. "Don't you clean up nice?"
"You look beautiful," Leonard said sincerely, his eyes raking over her.
"Thank you," Sara said. "Is it time?"
"I came to see if you were ready," Leonard said. "We didn't actually set a time and dinner is nearly done."
"Yeah, let me just grab… Actually, I don't need anything," Sara said, realizing that she wouldn't need any weapons, a phone, or even any money.
"Why don't you take this?" Leonard said, offering his elbow.
Sara chuckled, taking his arm. "Smooth."
Aside from sparring or the kiss earlier that day, this was the first time that Leonard had offered a part of himself to Sara to be touched.
"C'mon, I need to make sure Mick hasn't let dinner burn," Leonard said, guiding Sara towards the galley.
"So what's up with Mick announcing to everyone that we were having dinner tonight?" Sara asked. "Didn't think you'd be so keen to have everyone knowing our business."
"That wasn't my intention," Leonard admitted. "I asked Mick to keep people away tonight since I made dinner for you. Didn't want everyone else trying to join us."
"I appreciate it. Of course, they're just going to make up their own stories about what's going on," Sara pointed out.
"Let them," Leonard said. "Won't be as good as the real thing."
"Hey, boss," Mick said from his post in the doorway to the galley. "No one went in."
"Thanks, Mick," Leonard said.
"You both look hot," Mick said, taking in the pair.
"Thanks, Mick," Sara said.
"You want me to keep guard while you eat?" Mick asked.
"No, you've done enough," Leonard said. "Go ahead and make your pizzas and get out of here."
"Gideon, you heard the man, pizza me," Mick said. "One large cheese and one large meat lovers."
While Mick waited for his food, Leonard led Sara to the table and offered her one of the seats. He opened the bottle of red wine and poured them each a glass.
"Have fun you two," Mick said, taking his pizzas and leaving, instructing Gideon to close the door behind him.
"Alone at last," Sara purred.
"Hold that thought," Leonard said and went to pull a casserole dish from the oven, bringing it to the table.
Sara's delighted laugh made the effort worthwhile.
"You made mac and cheese?" Sara asked.
"From scratch," Leonard confirmed. "It's one of my specialties."
"I think I'm in love," Sara sighed. Both of them ignored the thrill those words evoked.
Once Leonard finally sat down, Sara raised her glass. "What should we toast to?"
"Always having someone to eat with?" Leonard suggested.
"To new beginnings," Sara said.
They clinked glasses before each took a sip. Leonard dished out servings of the pasta and they began to eat.
Sara lifted a forkful of cheesy pasta, blowing away some the steam rising from it to cool it off before taking a bite. Her eyes widened in surprise and delight as she chewed and swallowed.
"This is really good," Sara said. "I had no idea you could cook."
"One of my many hidden talents," Leonard said, glowing internally from the praise. "Mom died when Lisa was just a kid and with my dad usually too drunk to remember to eat himself, let alone feed us, I learned how to make a few things."
"Wouldn't the boxed stuff have been easier?" Sara asked, taking another bite. "Not that I'm complaining. This is amazing."
"Easier, but not as filling. Besides, do you know how many chemicals are in that stuff? Cheese should not be neon orange," Leonard said, his face twisted with disgust as he took a bite.
Sara laughed and sipped at her wine.
Pointing his filled fork at her, Leonard said, "Hey, if I'm going to do something, I'm going to do it right."
Sara leaned forward and captured his fork with her mouth, sitting back as she took the contents of it with her. After she'd swallowed, she licked her lips, all the while holding Leonard's eyes. "You're certainly off to a good start."
Leonard remained frozen in place, his mouth hanging slightly open, all of his blood having run south. He licked his lips and took a drink of wine, his empty fork dropping back to his plate.
"I'm glad you like it," he finally managed to say in a normal voice.
"This is one of the nicest things anyone has done for me in a very long time," Sara said, honestly. "The fact that it tastes great is a bonus. I would have been happy just sharing something Gideon made, so long as it was with you."
"That's what I said," Gideon interrupted.
"Can it, Gideon," Leonard snapped, causing Sara to smirk. "Trying to have a private conversation here."
"Canning it," Gideon responded.
"What I was going to say before we were rudely interrupted," Leonard paused to glare at the ceiling in case Gideon was going to interrupt again, "is that it is my pleasure. You're much better dinner company than Mick."
"What, Mick doesn't get prettied up for you?" Sara teased.
"Not since joining this crew," Leonard said.
Sara laughed. "You telling me there's more to your partnership than just thievery and I'm wasting my time here?"
"Partnership is all business, and you are not wasting your time," Leonard said, allowing her to feel the weight of his words.
Sara's breath hitched at the intensity she saw in his eyes.
"Hey, Leonard, what would you say to making this a regular thing?" Sara breathily asked.
"Me cooking or us eating together?"
"Either. Both," Sara said. "Whichever means us being alone together."
"I'd say that's the best proposition that I've gotten in a very long time," Leonard said.
Standing, Sara moved around the table, watching as Leonard pushed his chair back as he read her intent. Sliding onto his lap, her arms going around his neck, Sara said, "I'm not really hungry anymore."
"You know, neither am I," Leonard agreed, his hands settling on her hips.
"But there's still ice cream," Gideon announced.
"Shut up, Gideon," Sara and Leonard said in unison.
It was the last thing that either one of them said for a very long time.
The End
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To be a great innovator, learn to embrace and thrive in uncertainty
Innovators are comfy coping with uncertainty. Gremlin/E+ by way of Getty Photos
Madam C.J. Walker, born Sarah Breedlove, was America’s first feminine self-made millionaire. She pioneered a line of hair care and wonder merchandise for individuals of shade early within the 20th century, and the current Netflix collection “Self Made” particulars the story of this proficient innovator and the challenges she overcame on the way in which to her success.
To perform her targets, she needed to face overwhelming uncertainties. How would she finance her enterprise? Would her partnerships fail? Would her merchandise promote? Would ruthless competitors and racism get in her approach? Madame Walker’s future was removed from sure when she started her journey, however that didn’t dissuade her.
Madam Walker was keen and capable of face unsure conditions as she grew her enterprise. The Smithsonian by way of Wikimedia Commons
It’s tempting to suppose that innovators are a breed aside or maybe fortunate to be in the fitting place and time. However analysis reveals this isn’t the case. So what traits do innovators like Madam Walker have that cause them to the seemingly serendipitous second? What makes for a profitable innovator or entrepreneur?
I’m a researcher and professor who research technique and entrepreneurship. I’m additionally myself an entrepreneur, angel investor and board member for startups and revolutionary corporations. Popular culture might need you consider it’s a tolerance for and even an obsession with danger that makes nice innovators. However in actual fact, analysis has for many years demonstrated that innovators and entrepreneurs aren’t any extra risk-taking than the common individual.
Usually, innovators are far more comfy making choices below situations of uncertainty than the common individual. Moreover, innovators are inclined to have a set of expertise that permits them to higher navigate this uncertainty. My expertise and analysis has proven that not solely are these skills efficient, however they may also be realized and practiced and anybody can enhance their innovation expertise.
With cube, the dangers are identified however out of your management. Diacritica by way of Wikimedia Commons, CC BY-SA
What’s danger? What’s uncertainty?
Danger is when the components figuring out success or failure are out of your management however the odds of success are identified – a recreation of cube, for instance. You possibly can’t management whether or not a 2 or a 12 is rolled, however you understand the chances.
Uncertainty is when the components figuring out success or failure should not essentially out of your management, however are merely unknown. It’s accepting a problem to play a recreation that you don’t fully know the principles of. Innovators are typically extra keen to enterprise into the unknown, and subsequently usually tend to have interaction in formidable tasks even when outcomes and chances are a thriller.
Apparently, danger and uncertainty seem to set off exercise in several elements of the mind. Purposeful magnetic resonance imaging has allowed researchers to find that danger evaluation is a largely rational and calculation-driven course of, however uncertainty triggers the traditional fight-or-flight a part of the mind. This analysis would recommend that skilled innovators are higher capable of keep their analytical capabilities despite the adrenaline and instinctual response that arises when confronting uncertainty.
Innovators don’t ignore danger; they’re simply higher capable of analyze it in unsure conditions.
Abilities of innovation might be realized
The chemical response to danger and uncertainty could also be hardwired in our brains, however that doesn’t imply you might be both born an innovator or not. Revolutionary capability might be realized.
Jeff Dyer, Hal Gregersen and the late Clay Christensen spent years investigating the traits of profitable innovators and broadly divide the abilities of innovation into two classes: supply expertise and discovery expertise.
Supply expertise embody quantitative evaluation, planning, detail-oriented implementation and disciplined execution. These are definitely important traits for fulfillment in lots of occupations, however for innovation, discovery should come earlier than supply.
Discovery expertise are those extra concerned in creating concepts and managing unsure conditions. Probably the most notable are:
The flexibility to attract connections between seemingly disparate concepts and contexts. An inclination to query assumptions and the established order. A behavior of what’s contributing to an issue earlier than dashing to an answer. The frequent use of systematic experimentation to show hypotheses about trigger and impact. The flexibility to community and broaden a set of relationships, even with out an intentional objective.
Like every expertise, these might be realized and cultivated by means of a mix of steering, apply and expertise. By asking the fitting questions, being observant or conscious, experimenting and networking with the fitting supporters, innovators will probably be extra prone to establish alternative and succeed.
My colleagues’ and my very own analysis and expertise are summed up in our e-book “The Titanic Impact.” We describe the PEP mannequin of profitable entrepreneurs and innovators. It stands for ardour, expertise and persistence.
Profitable innovators are keen about the issue they’re fixing and share this ardour with family and friends, potential prospects, supporters and different stakeholders.
Innovators additionally are inclined to have private expertise with the issue they’re fixing, and this yields useful perception and firsthand data.
Lastly, innovation takes persistence. As Walker skilled, rising a enterprise – even with confirmed merchandise – doesn’t occur in a single day. It takes somebody keen to push the boulder uphill to make it occur, and infrequently, the extra disruptive the innovation, the longer society might take to embrace it. Madam Walker amply personifies the PEP mannequin.
The pandemic has created dozens of latest issues in want of revolutionary options, like telehealth, which has seen an enormous growth in use. AP Photograph/Elise Amendola
Innovation now and sooner or later
Throughout this pandemic, many individuals could be inclined to batten down the hatches, tighten their belts and trip issues out by sticking to what they already know.
However uncertainty and alter create alternative and a necessity for innovation. The pandemic has created or exacerbated many issues which might be ripe for revolutionary options.
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Practices that had been till just lately on the perimeter of acceptance – equivalent to telehealth, meals or grocery supply, e-sports and on-line schooling – at the moment are being accepted by mainstream society. As with something comparatively new, there may be numerous room for radical enchancment.
Now is just not the time to place blinders on and shut your eyes to uncertainty. For those who construct your discovery expertise, you usually tend to create alternative and persist by means of uncertainty. Like Walker, anybody can domesticate the skills to navigate uncertainty and create constructive change. Innovators should not a breed aside.
Todd Saxton doesn’t work for, seek the advice of, personal shares in or obtain funding from any firm or organisation that will profit from this text, and has disclosed no related affiliations past their educational appointment.
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Custom Bikes Of The Week: 20 October, 2019
Not one but two incredible BMW builds, plus a wild Honda dual sport scooter, a rare Egli-Triumph track bike, and a muscular Honda CBX from Tokyo. Buckle up!
Honda X-ADV by Officine GP Design If you don’t know what the X-ADV is, get ready to have your mind blown: It’s an adventure scooter that Honda released in 2016. Yes, this neo-futuristic cafe racer started out as a scooter (and a dual-sport one at that).
Our compadres over at Return of the Cafe Racers don’t go into too much detail on how Officine GP Design got around the X-ADV’s frame and suspension to transform it into this, but it’s not entirely inconceivable. The X-ADV has long(ish) travel suspension, and the same parallel twin motor as the wildly popular NC700. So it has good bones.
Those bones are now wrapped in a full complement of hand-beaten aluminum body parts. The steering area’s been reworked to take a set of clip-ons, and the front headlight represents the squared-off ‘O’ in the builder’s logo. The upgrade list includes a custom-built set of 17” wheels from OZ, an SC Project exhaust and a few trim parts from LightTech.
The final color scheme is a delightfully muted grey with black and red highlights, and the seat’s wrapped in exquisite Foglizzo leather. An adventure scooter-based cafe racer shouldn’t work, but we’re into it. [More]
BMW R65 LS by K-Speed Do the guys over at K-Speed in Thailand ever sleep? Judging by the frequency they push out new work, probably not. Hot on the heels of their Honda Monkey cafe racer, they’ve just unveiled something completely different: this perfectly balanced BMW R65.
It’s not as extreme as the K-Speed builds we usually feature, but it’s a good indication that the crew can do neat and tidy just as well as they do OTT. The starting point was a 1981 BMW R65 LS—weird triangular fairing and all. K-Speed stripped off all the non-essentials, and gave the Beemer a dose of high-impact style.
The BMW’s been slammed, and treated to YSS rear shocks and an all-new subframe. It wears a new tank and seat, slim fenders at both ends, and a pair of peanut-style valve covers for a more vintage feel. K-Speed also made up new exhaust headers, and capped them off with mufflers from their own Diablo range of aftermarket goods.
We’re loving the subtle bobber touches—like the 5” front light and low-slung handlebars. And even the classic sawtooth tires look right at home though. And if you’re tired of seeing Firestones on custom motorcycles, this’ll really tickle you: these are actually Taiwanese knock-offs, from a company called ‘F*ckstone.’ [Facebook Gallery]
Prototype Egli-Triumph OHC Triple Ben at Silodrome has a nose for sniffing out rare and exotic machines—and he keeps a keen eye on top auction sites too. He’s just dug up a real banger: an Egli-framed Triumph with a prototype overhead cam motor.
BSA/Triumph were experimenting with overhead cam engine designs in the 70s, and the story goes that at least two prototypes were built. They were based on the 750 cc BSA/Triumph ‘unit’ triple of the time, with a four-speed transmission. One prototype used a chain, the other a belt.
The design never went further than a prototype, but luckily a chap called Bill Crosby bought the belt-driven motor in 1983, and built it into a fully functioning Rocket III ten years later. But that’s not all he did…
Inspired to pursue the idea of a race-specific version of the OHC triple, Crosby used bits of the ‘spare’ motor to build a one-off version of the design. Then he wedged it into a Fritz Egli frame that he’d bought for endurance racing, but never used. The rest of the bike was completed with traditional telescopic forks, twin rear shocks and drum brakes at both ends.
This extremely rare and completely unique track bike is expected to fetch between £6,000 and £10,000 at Bonhams. It’s reportedly running, but the ignition timing needs attention. We’re praying someone buys it, perfects it, and runs it. [More]
Honda CBX by Remotion Although it was first released in 1978, the six-cylinder 1,047 cc Honda CBX is a great example of the excess on display in the sport bikes of the 80s. It would ultimately be outsold and overshadowed by the CB900F, but we (and many others) are still in awe of this inline-six monster.
In the right hands, it makes for a pretty epic custom build too. This muscular CBX cafe racer was built by Remotion in Tokyo, and it hits all the right notes. It’s been pared down beautifully, thanks to a new tail section and seat…but it’s the suspension overhaul that’s really grabbing our attention.
The front forks and single-sided swing arm are all from a Ducati 1098. Remotion made up custom triples to hold the forks, and custom shock mounts out back. Then they mounted up a set of compatible Kineo spoked wheels, wrapped in Pirelli Diablo Corsa II tires.
Remotion also overhauled the carbs, and fabricated a one-off six-into-six exhaust system. The CBX now wears clip-ons, a new dial, an LED headlight, and a custom-built license plate bracket behind the rear wheel. We’re not sure what would be most fun: riding it, or just hearing it scream as it flies past. [Via Custom People]
BMW K100 by Ruby Cafe The BMW K-Series is slowly gaining ground as a viable donor for custom projects, but it’s hard to make it look really good. Ardy Attaporn of Ruby Cafe in Thailand has knocked this K100 ‘flying brick‘ out the park though, thanks to a combination of sleek bodywork and clever engineering.
The K’s fuel tank, tail section and headlight nacelle are all one-offs, shaped out of steel. But there are a few really slick tweaks lurking lower down. This Beemer’s sporting a set of Honda CBR1000 front forks, matched to the wide 16” front wheel from a Harley Road King. Out back, Ardy’s wedged a Moto Guzzi V10 shock into a custom four bar linkage system that he designed in SolidWorks.
The rear wheel’s from a BMW R1150GS, and the brakes are a combination of Brembo and Kawasaki Z800 components. There’s also a set of Suzuki GSX-R clip-ons, an Öhlins steering dampener and an Acewell speedo.
Ardy also added CNC-machined triple clamps, and rebuilt the entire rear section of the frame. The exhaust is his handiwork too, and he even went so far as to design a new air box. We reckon it’s one of the sharpest K100s on the road—especially with that M-inspired livery. [Ardy Attaporn Instagram]
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