#and so fucking sad

[littlegondolinmonster]

Rogue's mental state after 54 years since her toxic, manipulative, sexist, drug addict,unloyal,egoistic, abusive boyfriend died because of his stupidity and fucking gravity, but she still blames herself for it, for no FUCKING reason

Wakako Okada's mental state after killing her five husbands

#rogue amendiares #cyberpunk 2077 #shitpost #wakako okada #SLAY #fuck johnny silverhand #cyberpunk rogue #johnny silverhand #it's just too funny #and so fucking sad

[butch-himbo-king]

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#saw a picture of myself from when i was really struggling with my body image when i was younger and started sobbing #bc i was literally a tiny fucking baby it was like middle school and i look so small #but we were at the pool and i was swimming in shorts and a tank top bc i was so scared of my body existing #and looking at it now is like overwhelming bc what the fuck that’s a picture of a baby #and the fact that i know what’s going on in that kids head and how fucking wild and Wrong the feelings they’re having are #i can’t recall ever seeing a picture of myself from that time bc it was so bad i would never let anyone take them of me #bc i was terrified of having to see myself or ppl being able to look at me like that forever #and actually seeing one and seeing what i truly looked like vs the image i had in my head of how i thought i looked #is fucking wild #and so fucking sad #sorry i’m having a lot of emotions abt this actually didn’t expect that to happen but #here we are ig #personal

[gorgeoussimplehousecat]

after you i would accept nothing less i just keep repeating it i feel crazed

#that is so fucking romantic #and so fucking SAD #nancy drew cw #nancy drew spoilers #nace #mine

[themistymountainscold]

i haven’t ugly cried like this since the clone wars finale

#the last of us ep 3 #holy fuck #itbwas so sweet #and so fucking sad #i cant #the clone wars #kanan shit #the last of us

[cherryflavorh8tr]

no roman no no no roman no ROMAN NO ROMAN PLEASE ROMAN

#succession #ruby rambles #the entire last 10 minutes i was like “oh god they’re just grieving kids oh my god #and roman lashing out because kendall lashed out #it feels so? #it feels true #and so fucking sad #because we want to change the ending so bad #but it’s almost like we know it!

[kyraktos]

I wanted to write today and I got a little bit done! But I am so very sad today so I think I will be going to bed to cry as a little treat for me

#im eepy #and so fucking sad #and I STILL have a fever #sigh. #when you buy somethin tasty bc u eat ur emotions and you are so fucking sad that you havent eaten for almost 48 hours #bc it makes you feel so sick? #yea thats nap time babey

[lauryn-order]

I accidentally got exposed to Covid tonight.

I’m currently sobbing and having a panic attack.

My parents came back from vacation and I had been house sitting. My dad was just congested and tired but I talked him into taking a test. It came back positive.

@bby-foxx can’t be around me now or she had to miss work so she’s going to go stay at her mom’s house.

I feel like I can’t breathe.

#this is not the month for this to happen #I’ve never slept here alone #I didn’t get to kiss her before she left #at least I kissed her this morning #I’m terrified #and so fucking sad

[kevindavidday]

just finished reading greywaren and i feel like someone just ran a truck over all my emotions, reversed it and then ran over them again. repeatedly...

#i feel #insane #i feel miserable and #so happy #and so fucking sad #and like crying and at the same time its just my face scrunching up into weird ugly expressions #just thinking about it #god..

[leossmoonn]

I suggest everyone read All The Bright Places. But not on a plane. Because you will be crying while you’re in the middle seat. Awkward sniffling bc you’re equally congested and crying making your snot run.

#I KNEW THIS BOOK WOULD FUCK ME OVER #BUT GOD ITS SO GOOD #AND SO FUCKING SAD #LIKE #I Don’t thjnk I’ll recover.

[sexualrevoluti0n]

Apologies to my neighbour who must be really fucking tired of hearing me crying at around 2 in the morning. Believe me I wish it happened at a more convenient time so I could sleep as well.

#It gets to bedtime and I'm suddenly so fucking lonely in our bed in our house #and I can't let myself stop scrolling to go to sleep #because then I'll be thinking about it all with nothing to distract me anymore #so I'm still awake and mentally exhausted but also super wide awake #and so fucking sad #I'm so tired but i cant relax because when I do my brain goes #hey #remember all the stuff you've lost #remember everything you miss #remember everything you could have had if you weren't fucking disabled #and i hate it #so I'm back downstairs with some cointreau to try to help me get to sleep #maybe i can get to sleep on the sofa #alcohol #alcohol mention #grief #relationships #personal #disability #mental health

[andrei-svech]

I teach Kindergarten. Every day, 18 babies come into my classroom in the morning, and leave my classroom in the afternoon. Hundreds of thousands of teachers do the same every day. And I’m sure, like me, sometimes they worry their babies may come into their classroom in the morning, but not leave their classroom in the afternoon. Especially on a day like today.

Often we don’t allow ourselves to go a place so dark and desperate in our minds that we can comprehend someone walking into an elementary school with a gun and murdering innocent babies. But that’s what happened today in Texas. It’s happened before, most notably in Newtown, Connecticut. It could happen in my school. It could happen anywhere.

When we have active shooter drills, I have to teach my students to squat instead of fully sit, incase they need to run. Our staff went through a course where we learned how to tie shut our classroom doors because they open out and not in. We learned to only allow a gap wide enough for a shooter’s arm to get in, and have our “strongest” students throw common classroom items at the shooter to hopefully dislodge a weapon. We learned we could use anything, even as simple as a tampon, to plug a bullet wound so one of our five-year-olds doesn’t bleed out on our classroom floor. We scoped out our rooms to determine the best places to hide our innocent babies.

I’m tired. I’m grieving the loss of innocent children’s lives, of innocent teachers lives, teachers just trying to do the same job I do every day. But most importantly, I’m angry. Because never in my life did I think we would see so many of these mass casualty events, shootings involving YOUNG CHILDREN, and still not do a damn thing about it. I can’t wait to march in the streets for my students’ right to safety. I can’t wait to go in and hug my babies tomorrow. For the teachers who will never be able to hug 18 babies again.

#trigger warning!!! #i’m sorry #i’m furious #and so fucking sad #I feel despair

[sevenhundredhells]

Been flooding my blog lately and I keep feeling bad abt it. Feel bad for grieving about someone I never knew. Feel bad for crying right now at 4am because he didn't deserve to die, he had so much life left to live, he was so kind and did everything right and yet he still died.

I wasn't an avid watcher. I didnt watch him all the time. But I still enjoyed and liked his content and he was a comfort I would go to.

This is the first time I've cried over a content creator. Maybe it's because I'm tired.

I want my chest to stop hurting. I feel angry. I feel hopeless. He was barely 23. He didn't deserve it. It's not the same as someone old dying. He was barely at the average age where people are fully developed. He didn't even get to see his mid-thirties. He had so much left to do. It's not fair. It isn't. Death is natural and expected but it still feels not fair.

Fuck cancer. Takes away so many lives of people who don't deserve it. People who have just really started living their lives. People too young to get the full experience of life.

I feel selfish, but everyone keeps saying grief is natural and expected so I suppose I'm allowed to be. You should be too. Be angry. Be upset. Cry over the man who impacted so many people's lives. The man who didn't even live to see 25. The man that, even when dying, thanks his audience for their support and how it'll help his siblings. Who says I love you guys and wishes us all long and prosperous lives when his was just 8 hours away from ending. Who refused to rest until he could say goodbye to us properly.

I cannot imagine the pain his family is going through if this is what millions of people that never met him are feeling. How his siblings must be feeling. They don't deserve that. None of them do.

Techno deserved to get better. It isn't fair.

#technoblade #tw death #tw cancer #tw grief #im sorry if this is messy or seems over the top #i never met him #but i wish i did #he seems like he was an amazing person #i rewatched his last video while writing the end and started crying again when his dad was tearing up #he just #didnt deserve to die #at all #and it makes me so fucking angry #and so fucking sad #he caught it early #got treatment #from what we could see he was doing everything right and still died and it isnt fair #and i dont give a shit if death isnt fair it doesnt make it hurt any less #i dont give a shit if you didnt like him #because his FAMILY didnt deserve it #his younger siblings #i have two younger siblings and the thought of leaving them hurts #or god forbid one of them dying #it would fucking kill me #we love you techno #hopefully you continue to inspire those in your next life too #wherever that is

[irl]

yo whats up im gonna get. uh. kinda emo

i lost someone so fucking close to me

they didnt die

i dont know what happened i dont know where it went wrong i dont know

but god. fuck

i wish i could have them back i wish i still had them they were one of the most important people in my life and then they were gone and i couldnt damage control anything

everything was beyond my grasp when it happened everything was out of my control everything took a wild left turn and i didnt know how to keep things from crashing

they loved me. like. were in love with me. i dont. i dont remember the extent. but i do remember they didnt have many people at all in their social circle. at times, it was just me and [redacted].

i couldnt be everything they needed me to be for them. and i couldnt love them the way they wanted me to love them. i loved them so much i loved them so fucking much. but not in the way they wanted from me

and then everything got worse

and then they were fed lies by [redacted] about me about how much i hated them and didnt want to speak to them and didnt want anyone i knew to speak to them and that if i found out that they were talking to [redacted] that i would get belligerently angry at both of them

that was never true. i dont know how they couldve believed that. i never said anything like that. i never told [redacted] anything like that

they told me i ruined their life

they told me they never wanted to speak to me again

i dont understand it. i dont understand what happened. i dont know what happened beyond the curtain. i dont know what [redacted] fed to them

i miss them. i wish i could talk to them

i really genuinely hope theyre okay. i hope theyre good. i hope theyre thriving. i hope the universe has allowed them to find happiness and sustainability

they were always having it so rough. they deserve the rest

#txt #journal #god ugh #god i #i miss them #i feel #sick #and so fucking sad

[artkaninchenbau]

Crocodile finds a strange stray cat an 11-year old Nico Robin (AU where they met 13 years earlier. Robin's been on the run from the World Government for 3 years. Crocodile's 27 and has not set up base in Alabasta yet)

It seems like I have become possessed. By some sort of demon.

Bonus:

#My art #One Piece #Nico Robin #Sir Crocodile #Y'all the OP brainrot is BAD #According to an SBS Crocodile would absolutely spoil his child rotten if he had one. *We all know how Robin's childhood went* #Scary mofo who does not know how to parent a child but boy does he have the spirit + Child who has never had proper parent in her life #They'd make. An absolute disaster of a duo. This AU concept is so fucking funny to me okay #But also sad because I would fucking die for baby Robin she deserves the fucking world #This poor girl has never been spoiled in her entire life AND NOW PAPADILE IS HERE TO SPOIL HER #You know it's funny. I know 11 yo Robin should LOOK older than 8 year old Robin. But Crocodile is a fucking giant so she's still baby sized #Also I just had too much fun drawing Robin looking as pathetic as humanly possible lmao #She's a like a wet kitten in the rain 😭

[where-our-stories-start]

A Jazzman's Blues (2022)

#a jazzman's blues #a jazzman's blues netflix #citsy #milauna jackson #leanne jean harper #solea pfeiffer #racism #colorism #passing #white passing #this movie was fascinating #and so fucking sad

[kylejsugarman]

only thing i know for certain is that if "breaking bad" took place during modern times, jesse would've used his cash to buy a drone and there would've been a sick ass sequence filmed from drone perspective and one episode cold open would've been all scary and sinister and it would end with an ominous shot of the drone laying all crushed and fucked up on the floor to imply harm done to jesse. and it would be really sad

#syd squeaks #he'd still have a roomba i think bc thats just a good investment. its good technology. it vacuums for u #but i can so easily picture sad drone all fucked up #breaking bad #jesse pinkman