#and you finally reel it in

[civilization-illstayrighthere]

dear fellow ssri takers: do you guys have any vibrator recommendations. the way the lexapro is working i need to upgrade from a cheapie amazon massager to something that’ll treat my clit like a pigeon in a jet turbine

#anon is on #help me out man #and it sucks because it IS working. my anxiety went poof! but you know. so did my ability to orgasm. #reaching o feels like when you’re fishing in rdr2 and you think it’s a legendary #because its taking so long and you keep going like woooah gurl fighting for your goddamn life #and you finally reel it in #and its not a legendary #instead you pull out the saddest little carp you’ve ever seen in your life

[greencarnation]

eleven is fascinating to me because he came right off the back of tens horrible traumatic breakdown after he lost everything and he immediately tried to establish himself as the opposite of that. he is funny and goofy and almost childlike, and he bulldozes on in his adventures with amy like nothing happened at all. but then something happens and his masks slips and it's like oh! the core of this man is still anger. he is so so angry all of the time and this façade is the only thing stopping him from being consumed by it. he isn't over any of it and he hasn't moved on. he is wearing a fez and laughing but under that all that exists is age old anger and grief and it is going to consume him

#i do think that this pit of anger was eventually covered and soothed by the ponds #but he didn't adress it and he couldn't even look at it until he was twelve #when he stopped pushing back and repressing everything and finally allowed himself to exist as he was #but ok listen #its all layed out in the first 3 episodes of season 5 and in the way amy sees him #episode 1. here is the new doctor he is energetic and reeling and fun #episode 2. the space whale comparison. here is the new doctor. he is unthinkably ancient and almost godlike but he is so so kind #and patient and good. he is ancient and lonely but he can't stand to see children cry. so the doctor helps people #episode 3. daleks. the doctor is a soldier. these are his age old enemies. he wants them dead and he will stop at nothing #all logic and reason vanish. he is hitting the dalek with a pipe and yelling his head off while amy watches in horror #like obviously we know why but amy didnt #this is not a sane or rational man he is unstable and angry #and in that episode he was stripped back to what he largely is: hate #you would make a good dalek ect ect ect #anyway 3 episodes with 3 very distinct and equally definitely traits layed out like: here you go #i don't like elevens era much but those first 3 episodes were great #doctor who #eleven #amy #eleventh doctor #matt smith #dr who #dw #i mean idk this is what river literally had to spell out for him #eleven was careening completely out of control #how long til doctor means warrior indeed? #mine

[wallbeatjournal]

#i'm reeling i'm overwhelmed #can't even process the other events right now i'm so used to giving and now i finally get to receive #riverdale #archiereggie more canon than destiel...archiereggie literally the type of virgins to have sex once and declare i love you... #archiereggie...

[friendly-jester]

Benoit Blanc, you funky little fruit, I love you.

#can you guess what mom and I are finally watching? #glass onion #glass onion: a knives out mystery #benoit blanc #the benoit blanc universe #shouting into the void* #rory's highlight reel*

[leqclerc]

Checo: It didn’t feel like a goodbye to Seb. Charles: Sorry? Checo: It didn’t feel like a goodbye to Seb. I have a feeling he will come back. Checo: [to Max] Do you? Charles: I don’t have that feeling. Max: I don’t know...I mean... Charles: I don’t think he will come back unfortunately.

#formula 1 #charles leclerc #sergio perez #max verstappen #when i tell you this BROKE me 😭😭😭😭 idk why this was my final straw that sent me reeling but it absolutely was #i guess he's just tired from the race but charles's tone is so haunting...and the conviction with which he said it...chilling fr #what do you know charles 😭 #i mean 🤝🏻 i am also leaning towards seb calling it quits for good but hearing it from charles - who knows seb - hits so different #mamma mia itsa depression hours 😭😭😭😭😭 #abu dhabi gp 2022 #type: video

[asleepinawell]

me trying to explain the whole fandaniel and zodiark thing to my friend who hasn't played the game: I had to kill the tentacle god because he got possessed by a clown

my friend:

#had to physically get up and walk into another room after that psychological damage #ffxiv #ffxivmp #mp #I mean I know not everyone saw the tumblr post the quote is from but that almost doesn't matter #fandaniel #i'm going to be reeling from this for the rest of the day #to the person responsible (they know who they are) how does it feel to be the funniest person in a fandom you aren't even in #making this is invoking that let's take psychological damage together pandaemonium meme I made #What Is Going On In Critically Acclaimed MMORPG Final Fantasy XIV

[good-beanswrites]

Hello 🎬👋!! Haha, I’m glad you enjoyed the thoughts, I loved these so much! Thank you!

LMAO I think a few of them would have real good taste in song titles, but others… not so much 😅 I actually think Yuno would have some pretty solid ideas. Though Haruka has some nice thoughts too, I heard both his titles are specific plays on words that I don’t think he’d come up with himself…

Omg yes! The prisoners would have such a good time planning mv outfits! I can definitely see it being bittersweet for Fuuta – exasperated by, but also homesick because, they all remind him so much of his sister ;-; Mahiru is devastated she's not getting a new outfit for I Love You and so she enjoys styling vicariously through helping the others. Shidou’s outfit was even more painfully Dad before the group helped tone it down. Before the mv color scheme was decided, they cycle through a few different colored marching band uniforms for Amane. Muu doesn’t quite understand the flower dress, but the team promises her it will all come together to look great.

>:O The birthday art can be au canon!! The previously mentioned fashion crew makes everyone dress up like their cake, and designer Mikoto photoshops them into a pic of it aww. Even after watching the t1 videos, it would be the nicest they've seen everyone get dressed up. They're shocked seeing the boys clean up so nicely in their suits, and the girls are just shining in their fancy dresses and heels. And maybe Es’ “birthday” pic was a pre-experiment candid shot of them chillin with the bunny off set :’)

On a slightly darker note, I wonder if those pv shots of the restraints are canon too. Milgram had a few ideas for worst-case restraints and took a few shots for reference during an early fitting…

ADFGGH rip Haruka 😂😂😂 I love the idea of a whole group of them sneaking around looking for tasty goo and fun props, and instead stumbling upon The Mannequin Room. And waait I'm so emotional over Kazui loosening up and having a bit of fun with his tricks :’D With all the themes about certain characters growing up faster than they should, it would be so lovely to see them giggling and messing around in a blooper reel! I’m imagining someone trying to twirl Amane’s baton as well as her and epically failing at it.

Yeah, I have a lot of different predictions for Amane’s t3 changes – but no matter what happens, she starts accepting help just a little bit more behind the scenes >:) It’ll still take her a really long time to break away from the cult’s beliefs (no one in the cast/team really knows proper cult deprogramming strategies at this point, but they start looking into it as soon as the experiments ends.) Still, she finds a balance of keeping most of her religion and also realizing that the others genuinely care for her. 

And oooh I really like that 👀 I always pictured the prisoner Es hints to be leading toward them being a prisoner in the future (accused of executing prisoners), but that would add so much more drama if it relates to a past imprisonment. The ten would make a perfect heist team, hacking the system, snooping around, and charming facility members in order to find paperwork detailing past experiments featuring Es. And Kotoko would certainly be leading the investigation – I love how closely she’s monitoring everything, it would fit so well if she were the one to see the truth first. Between the realization that Milgram hasn’t been fully honest, and the threat that Es may be there for even longer, the jailbreak would erupt much quicker than the current timeline. Although the au is nicer overall, I really like keeping Milgram a pretty shady organization hehe 

#milgram #omg these are all awesome! #now im imagining a stereotypical blooper reel and crying :') #i love that official art of es -- its so sweet ough #i have so many amane thoughts.... itll be really interesting to see what happens #(and then immediately sitting down to try and fix it without stepping on canons toes LOL) #thank you for sending!! this had my brain buzzing with possible endings 🤔 #i wrote the last chapter of the fic knowing it may need little adjustments once the final things air #but it was fun to think about things turning out drastically different #im glad people were entertained by the song titles -- i had a ton of fun with them asdfasd #lights camera sing your sins #ask

[hawnks]

Spiritual opposite of junji ito wet dog

#every day I have to stop and ask myself if something I’m adding in is too much #should I reel it in? #no I’m having fun <3 #I have FINALLY settled on what Evie’s actual role in the military is #she’s a part of this organization of sorcerers and witches trained to be like… the Heroes of their country #they’re incredibly powerful and also incredibly secretive. in order to fully commit themselves to their holy duty their memories are sealed #so they are like killing machines basically #and then there’s Evie. a little tiny woman who walks with a limp #who’s paperwork list her magical aptitude as ‘empath’ #and everyone’s like how the fuck did u end up here #except for Crow who’s like oh wow your life sucks. come back to my home and I’ll hand feed you grapes :)

[iamblueraspberry]

Sound Animation!!!!! Feat. the voice of Yours Truly

It's super jittery lol. I animated pretty much this whole thing today. That's 3 animations I've finished TODAY.

I am so tired.

It's so hard to animate a faceless person speaking. That's why the head is so shaky and weird; I didn't know how else to show their speaking.

Brought to you by my new special interest: Tornadoes.

#tornadoes are also one of my greatest fears #despite the fact that I live in a place that pretty much never has tornadoes #except for the one that happened the year before i was born #i heard that was 'fun' #when i presented my idea for this project to my class nobody laughed #well i think i'm hilarious #also plz be nice i'm not very experienced in voice acting i didn't have much time to practice #it's hard to record when you live with your family and have anxiety #by the way be on the lookout for the final reel compilation #imma be posting it before too long #rambling in the tags #iamblueraspberry #iamblueraspberry art #iamblueraspberry animates #my art #my animation #3d animation #animation #tornado #tbh

[nico-the-overlord]

HI kids! Me and my best friend

,mark;

#nico rambles #mark and friends #ashur is so unerving in this #and even after that lore video I watched #MARK WAS ONLY 10??? #at least tjat helped answer alot of my questions because man my mind was reeling #I also have never doodled someone faster after watching their show #maybe I’ll actually do some finished pieces later #I think it was just Ashur’s normal eyes but those rinhs around the pupils…stuck out to me so much #story was fucked but so so interesting #I also thought Billy just got knocked out in the end I didn’t know he straight up got killed #you go Mark! #thank you wide billy for finally getting me to watch this series

[michyeosseo]

The Dan household’s eldest daughter-in-law whose inner thoughts cannot be known. A four-dimensional character [...] was an opportunity given for me to transform as an actress: from feminine & cutesy image to a tsundere with unconventional material and futuristic style.

Yoon Hae Young as JANG SE-MI LADY DURIAN (2023)

#kdramaladies #kdramaedit #kdrama #lady durian #durian's affair #yoon hae young #아씨 두리안 #btw i love the wording of 'unconventional character' since jang semi hell be damned really does the opposite of conventions #you are a human-sized Wonder i hope you know that #her final greeting as if i'd forget i am now stanning a church ahjumma ehe #these are taken from the pilot and finale making reel interviews #because just because #she wanna play more lesbians evidently south korea's shaking in its boots #y'all didn't even ask her for a post-drama quote #(much in the same vein there's no semidoyi/baekjang couple spread ffs) #it's not right but it's okay i will be over it eventually #and like haeyoung unni i still dare hope

[starfiresky]

Yozora

#kingdom hearts #kh #my art #gaming #yozora #final world #starfiresky #verum rex #plz tell me I'm not the only one still obsessing over him #his weapons had me reeling #he's way too epic #I wonder what he really looks like #do you think the nameless star has a thing for him? #my aunt is a lifesaver #she texted me some tips on how to render hair #YOZORA FOR KH4 LET'S GO BABY #HYPE #kh4 #kh3

[ambeauty]

If you are a titans fan you deserve a certain amount of compensation. I’m watching all these other shows around me, they got promotional photoshoots each season, blooper reels, cast interviews, buzzfeed interviews and TikToks, etc. Mind you we have one of these most charismatic casts on television. Genuine chemistry bleeding through their pores making even the most camp of storylines and characters interesting. Our final season and we got next to nothing! Titans was the red headed step child of DCTV! And I’m petty enough to want everything to crumble in their wake.

The fans literally marketed the hell out of this show even if unintentionally. DK outselling most ships on the network?! And they put that disrespectful ass final season together and blew the entire marketing budget on the con. No matter if we agree or disagree on what we got it was never what we all deserved. Dick fans! Rachel fans! Gar fans! And Kory Fans! So yeah fuck WB for fumbling our diamond in the rough!! We all made it out of the DCTitans Hood and we should be proud of ourselves from overcoming all the odds 😭🤣

#DC titans fans are truly some of the strongest fans alive #like the way we fed ourselves on crumbs #not a blooper reel in sight #oh you want a puppy interview nah you can’t have that #oh an A&B takeover nope #oh merch? #MERCH?! let’s joke about in the show #like we were living in HELL #BULLETS flying left and right every day #ducking strays #this why I don’t like dc #they hate their fans #dc titans #dc titans finale #we deserve reparations

[xiaoshengnu]

𝕸𝖞 𝕵𝖔𝖚𝖗𝖓𝖊𝖞 𝖙𝖔 𝖄𝖔𝖚 (2023)

overview : episode no - 24 | genre - wuxia

yun weishan has only ever known darkness. brought up and honed from a young age to become a spy under the mysterious sect wufeng, she longs for freedom. the drama begins as she is sent on a mission into the gong family, the enemy sect of wufeng. if she succeeds, freedom she gets. surrounded by schemes and treachery with possible death looming on both sides, yun weishan must navigate the dangerous waters of the gong family and her own turbulent emotions towards her target, gong ziyu.

l⃣e⃣ t⃣’ s⃣    b⃣e⃣g⃣i⃣n⃣

YALL THIS DRAMA. THIS DRAMA. this drama was simultaneously the worst and best thing I have experienced in a long time. however, if I could only use one word to describe this drama, it would 100% be stunning. the drama is absolutely stunning. from the music to the costuming to the makeup to the actors- this drama's visuals is quite frankly something never seen before in chinese dramaland- its so dark and brooding and so cool. the plot on the other hand...? let's get into it.

o⃣u⃣t⃣     o⃣ f⃣     t⃣ e⃣ n⃣

𝖕𝖑𝖔𝖙 - 3/10

𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌 - 7/10

𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖘 - 7/10

𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖉𝖚𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 - 10/10

𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕒𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕒𝕘𝕖 - 6.7

o⃣u⃣t⃣    o⃣ f⃣    f⃣ i⃣v⃣ e⃣

𝖍𝖎𝖉𝖉𝖊𝖓 𝖌𝖊𝖒 𝖛𝖆𝖑𝖚𝖊 - 💎💎💎💎💎

[ honestly, this drama is pretty unique I have to give it that much. in every way. the characters? the premise? and the style? I think the visuals alone grants it it's five gem value. ] 

𝖗𝖊𝖜𝖆𝖙𝖈𝖍 𝖛𝖆𝖑𝖚𝖊 - ✨✨✨

[ despite the plot that is quite literally held up by like two stitches, I would probably rewatch it for the characters, but probably not think too deeply about the drama's construction as a whole because honestly- it would frustrate me to no end. ]

‘keep reading’ for detailed review

 𝖕𝖑𝖔𝖙 - 3

okay- hear me out y'all. I know people absolutely LOVE this drama and I am one of them, but I have to admit the logic in this plot sucks ass. like it really sucks ass. recently i heard a youtuber describe the characters as people who thought they were zhen huan but in reality were just a bunch of xia dongchuns and it really made me laugh- and guys... unfortunately, its true. some of the methods that the characters use to scheme and idk "verbally spar" honestly were just so- sigh. so ridiculous.

generally speaking, I felt that the drama didn't really have a "thread" or a central purpose, which I think is mainly a result of the build up to the ending. it failed to answer so many questions and instead made it worse by creating even more. overall, the plot kind of just felt like wading through a gigantic mud marsh with pointless confrontations and plot points popping up everywhere. the scriptwriters gave the drama a super complex framing that they just weren't able to do justice. two powerful sects and two people from completely opposing sides. one is an assassin-spy that initially (?) yearns for freedom and one is the leader of the sect that she is trying to destroy. add to that all the scheming that goes on the gong family. and a lot of childhood trauma. that's a shit-tonne of emotion and plotting to deal with which you can't realistically develop to a good quality within just 24 episodes.

I also got the vibe that the scriptwriters were scared to pin point any of their characters down for the sake of mystery, which honestly instead of making the drama better, really just made it worse. so many characters' motives were constantly doing 180s and big revelations were thrown in without any evidence of it being interlaced with the rest of the drama (I'm looking at you Big Plot Twist At End of Drama). like, the general concept was amazing, show-stopping, fantastic, never seen before, but then came the execution and it all just sort of fell apart.though I did enjoy the plot and watched the show until the end, ultimately I felt that there was honestly just too many frustrating flaws to justify it getting anything higher than 3. I loved the drama all the same though, the concept, the music and cinematography was just insane.

𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖘 - 7

ugh all the characters in this show where literally sO COOOLLL. they all had such distinctive characters, styles and personalities, it was amazing. honestly, literally never seen before. their tragic backstories were so so heartbreaking. while plot wasn't fantastic, the drama was pretty good at establishing and handling the characters and their emotional attachments to each other. its kinda funny to me that for a drama which marketed romance as it's main thing, the non-romantic relationships were so much better written. I loved yun weishan and yun que's relationship to their master han yasi and the relationship between xue chongzi and xue gongzi. and omg, gong ziyu's relationship to lady wuji? brought me to tears.

speaking of the romance department; I found it really hard to invest in the ships. while I approved of all the pairings and thought a romantic dynamic between them would be very interesting, it did feel like the storytelling was yet again lacking. I couldn't be sure wether I could really invest and ship the romance between shangguang qian and gong shangjue bcs both their motives were so unclear, and neither of their feelings towards one another were never really explored properly? and while I definitely understood yun weishan's attraction to gong ziyu, I didn't really get why gong ziyu loved her and risked so much for her which made some of his actions seem really silly and hard to stand by. overall, for the romance, i think I liked what it had the potential to be than what we actually got.

𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖉𝖚𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 - 10

Y'ALLL. time to talk about my absolute FAVOURITE part of this drama. THE PRODUCTION. the colouring, the lighting, the sets, the cinematography?? the makeup? the music? the costume design?? THE COSTUME DESIGN?? its quite obvious that a huge amount of the budget for this drama has simply been poured into the design, like I've seriously never seen a drama shot like this ever before and it was absolutely insane (though they definitely had to cut down on the cast and extras, the whole drama has this weird kind of empty feeling for a manor that is so rich and famous and so tightly guarded, like yun weishan didn't even get a personal handmaiden) I remember seeing the trailers for this show and literally screaming- the drama itself did not disappoint. I would even go as far to say that I would watch this drama completely just for the aesthetics.

𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌 - 7

in my personal opinion, no complaints about the acting, it was pretty great. although it's pretty dramatic at times and everyone speaks at the volume of a whisper, at no point in the drama did I get taken out of the show by the acting. esther yu really slayed in her new assassin role which was so fun to watch especially since most of her roles thus far have been rather cutesy and light- and her marital arts scenes ate- in fact all the martial arts scenes ate in my opinion. I think even the side characters did fairly well, it was all very nice. no complaints.

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𝖇𝖔𝖓𝖚𝖘!!

favourite character(s) : 

yue gongzi ( who doesn't love an angsty angsty man? he's literally the definition of that teary wet cat meme and I love that for him ) 

xue chongzi (yet another angsty man- you can see a pattern forming lmao- his arc at the end was literally so heartbreaking. one of my favourite characters from this show fr. )

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𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖈𝖗𝖊𝖜 (source mydramalist)

lead actors : esther yu, zhang linghe, lu yuxiao, cheng lei

director : guo jingming, luo luo

screenwriter : guo jingming

#my journey to you #cdrama #wuxia #cdrama recommendation #drama review #final review #at long last my review is heeereeee #honestly it took me so long to finish it bcs this drama left me reeling #in both a good way and a bad way #like #the plot logic was just so out of whack #but it was so good at the same time like what #and sometimes it did make sense #but sometimes it didn't #LIKE #AKSJDJDJ #Esther yu #zhang linghe #lu yuxiao #yu shuxin #chinese dramas #cheng lei #shanggang qian #yun weishan #gong ziyu #gong shangjue #fandomaesthetics

[divinekangaroo]

the melting point of gold - pettiot - Peaky Blinders (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

Ch 1 / ?

Between S6-E3 and S6-E4. The 36 hours between Ruby’s death and Ruby’s funeral.

Women are decorative. Men must be functional. This is a very special kind of lie.

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Inspired in part by @deadendtracks meta on Lizzie and Tommy around Ruby’s death.

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Tommy Shelby/Lizzie Stark, Tommy Shelby & Ruby Shelby, Charles Shelby, Charlie Strong, Frances, Oswald Mosley, Johnny Dogs, Esmerelda Gold, Adam (House of Commons Secretary) | Grief, Resisting Despair, Intrusive Thoughts, Intrusive Memories, Angst, Dysfunctional Family, Complicated Relationships, Anger Issues, Backstory, Gender Role Issues, Tommy’s Complicated Relationship with his Ethnicity, Unnamed Mental Illness, Manic Tommy, Sleep Deprivation, Mild Anachronism, Abortion, Child Abuse, Drug Addiction, Friendship, Extended Family, Funerals in a time of Infectious Disease, the Lasting Legacy of Catholicism, Tommy’s Metacognition Breaking Down, Ethnic Slurs, Sex, Lack of Communication, Hallucinations or Waking Dreams, Too Many Flashbacks

#Peaky blinders #my writing #peaky blinders fanfic #tommy shelby #tommy x lizzie #ruby shelby #I’ve finished this but its a beast to edit #so have broken into chapters because i kept over editing the first chunk #and finally went i have to post this to anchor some part of it #the worst about stream of consciousness is it never stops flowing #So the thing about why does the death of a daughter trigger flashbacks #because the death of a daughter is the failure of a father and a family #And so these walls of time and age and confidence built all come crashing down remembering his family and his father and his mother #and he goes from place to place in memory as well as location and time #reeling through all of it #and yet these temporally grounded peers he has looks at him like #just sit down a minute mate can you? #no no the inability to anchor the mind is an inability to anchor the body

[wewontbesleeping]

i have complained about this before, and i'll complain about it again, but it's just. so stark coming from tumblr and opening a different social media and seeing swiftie content because it's all just like. "here's why this song is actually about THIS person" and it's like AI garble that entirely misses the point of a song by selecting one line that can be bent and shaped into meaning something completely different if you close one eye and pretend that you know nothing about taylor swift.

#just saw a reel that used an obvious AI article as 'proof' for their little theory #like WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT. #sorry i'm grumpy today lmfao #i just need to take my final exam and get it over with so i can stop being a bitch #but also some people ARE stupid and it's annoying to me. #both of these things can be true