#and I dont know why

[whitemochacoffee]

This is the funniest shit ever

#and i dont know why #what in hell is bad #whb

[oobbbear]

Orange Knife Master Post (updating)

Story tag: #Orange Knife

OC tag: #orange knife oc

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Orange knife OC discord

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Main Comics/Asks:

Story premise

Artificial Soul Gem

Doll’s height and body guard issues

Dandelion bites OK arm off(?)

Is Nato and Heart two separate gems?

Can OK make me a doll

Old man Nato

A hug for Nato

Why does OK hate Nato :(

Gay people

The Poly!!!

Nato and Heart Switch Function

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Character List:

OK: (tag) (new ref) (old ref)

Heart: (tag) (main ref) (back ref)

Nato: (tag) (main ref) (back ref)

Worm: (tag) (main ref) (Past ref (1) (2))

Dandelion: (tag) (main ref)

PinBoy: (tag) (main ref)

MoonDust

Jave

Spark and Sable

Household recycling bin

(Crossed names are yet to be introduced!)

#orange knife #its missing a lot of refs #ill do it when i have time to #will link this in the pin post #updating as we go wohooo #Im treating this burning garbage bin more serious than #literally all my other stories #and i dont know why

[oifaaa]

May I see your black cat Peter Parker doodles please

I'll show you one only bc I've realized I've not posted any art in a week

#ask #anon #marvel #spiderman #peter parker #felicia hardy #black cat #marvel comics #oifaaadoodles #is it bad that I kinda prefer peter and felicia to like bruce and selina #and i dont know why

[wiiggleworm]

all of my pastel kandi so far ♡

#the heart one feels oddly steampunk #and i dont know why #kandi cuff #kandi #my post!!

[iamfuckingsorry]

Sorry guys, another DE rant incoming. This one's not even on any specific topic, just some feelings about the game that I need to get out.

So, the game absolutely fucking killed me. I intentionally didn't play the entire thing at once to give myself time to process and it still fucking killed me. And by killed I mean I had to take crying breaks at work hiding in the bathroom. Like literally unable to go through a day at work without coming this close to a breakdown. And there's other compounding factors for that, sure, but still.

And it's like... It's a chilling social commentary with too many layers for its own good. The main character is a walking bundle of current and past issues mixed with the consequences of extremely messed-up past actions. The main support character has the best of intentions but is heavily flawed himself. Everyone else in the story is fucked up, really every single fucking thing is fucked up, yet the game itself keeps giving you these little snippets of hope. All the side quests where you can make a difference to someone. Deep conversations. Kim smiling. Realizing the people you originally thought were massive assholes were just hurting. The goddamn stick insect.

You are a violent and irrepressible miracle.

Something beautiful is going to happen.

In the dark times, should the stars also go out?

Streets and sodium lights, the sky, the world. You're still alive.

You still have some years. You still have some hope.

The only way to load the dice is to keep on fighting.

Kim being so hopelessly in love with Revachol even though he's been treated like shit by the city's inhabitants.

Harry being so hopelessly in love with Revachol, too, even though he can't even remember her.

The world is shit, but there's still all these little things that make it worth living.

And I'd... really love for that to be my take away. I would really, really fucking love that. But somehow, I can't.

Because no matter how much good you do preventing an absolute bloodbath in Martinaise, changes are coming, and they aren't good changes. The wheels are already in motion and they cannot be stopped, no matter how vigilant Harry is, no matter how much Revachol loves him.

22 years after Harry wakes up, Revachol's getting nuked to pieces.

Some 5 years after that, the entire world as we know it is getting swallowed by the pale.

Kim Kitsuragi will not live to see 70.

(Honestly, this is the line that kills me the most. He deserves to grow old, to look at his life and be happy with what he's done with it, at peace and fully accepted by everyone including himself for the first time in his life. And instead he's getting killed in a pointless conflict that will usher in the end of the world, or if he won't get killed then, he's getting nuked to death. Kim Kitsuragi will not live to see 70.)

Anyway. I know that that's part of the point. Horrible things are inevitable but that doesn't mean life isn't worth living and good things aren't worth fighting for. You can still fight the inevitable darkness while you're here, you should still fight the inevitable darkness while you're here, you need to fight the inevitable darkness while you're still here because if you don't, then what are you living for? And if not you, then who? If you lose your last sliver of hope, then you lose everything. Yes, life is terrible and terrifying, but life is also so, so, so beautiful.

And even when life is shit, it's all just part of a cycle. Sometimes bad things need to happen in order for the good ones to be able to come back again. One day I'll return to your side. After death, life again. After the pale, the world again. The good connected to the bad, intertwined so tightly they cannot be separated in any meaningful way.

And I think I'm starting to get there, I really do. After the pale, the world again. Even in the darkest of times there is always hope of a brighter future. After the pale, the world again. After death, life again. Un jour je serai de retour près de toi. The only way to load the dice is to keep on fighting. The stars will never go out, not even in the darkest of times.

But instead I just... I close my eyes and I think of Revachol herself begging Harry to save her, and I think of her burning, and I think of Kim not living to see 70.

And I want to cry.

#DE #disco elysium #herr's personal tag #god this rant got so so heavily edited down and it's still so fucking long #god #i /need/ to talk about DE to someone alright #i /need/ to or i swear i'm gonna go crazy #if you're wondering about the kim line #he says he is 43 and planning to live to see 70 #when harry wants to climb up that rusty fire ladder to the building ruby's hiding in #and i dont know why #but that line just hits me so fucking hard

[maxsix]

#jun #junhui #wen junhui #seventeen #svt jun #seventeen junhui #no i think i will end up editing every single second of him in this video #sorry not sorry though #i get so fixated with him #and i dont know why

[sevensistersofsussex]

Reason 57 why tumblr is the superior social media app: when I come across content I don't like, I get to easily block it.

#tumblr #now im just being force fed anti meghan markle content #and i dont know why #like im not a fan of the royals in general #but im especially not a fan of mocking a woc for surviving an institution like that

[sportasnore]

My man putting more faith in an umbrella to slow his fall than I put in one to keep me dry.

#missing a shoe is too relatable #and i dont know why #lazytown #robbie rotten

[maybeiwasntthere2]

WHO ARE YOU?!

SURVIVOR IM SO DONE WITH YOU WHERE ARE YOU. WHAT AM I DOING HERE WHY WHY WHY WHY DONT SAY GOODBYE ILL SEE YOU LATER LIKE JUST. GOD DAMN I WANNA GO HOME SURVIVOR

Who

#i wanna know why #and i dont know why #Whyed ya have to #rainworld #rw #slugcat #monk #Im so scared and confused #WHY WHY WHY! #I JUST #WANT #TO #GO #HOME

[curiouschaosstarlight]

Part of a post I'm writing that I think distracts from the actual subject of that post but I feel like saying it anyway;

The Crepus situation seems to be pretty well-preserved from manga to game, from what I can tell. Diluc's vague about it but actually saw the scene, from beginning to end. Kaeya insists Diluc killed his dad but arrived late and didn't actually see what happened, nor did he have a clear view of what Diluc was doing at the time.

Considering how I'm...relatively sure their whole confession-then-fight thing went down not too long later on top of everything else, I don't think they've ever actually, like...talked about it.

...What I'm saying is, I'm pretty sure Crepus died from the whole overuse of Delusion thing, especially since they made special effort to draw him disintegrating rather than as a regular-ass corpse, which is not something Genshin has ever or will ever shy away from. Not "trapped in agony and Diluc had to murder him himself". I could easily be wrong, but considering everything else we see and hear in the manga and game, it would be real fuckin' weird that the only person whose word we have to go off on for details is Kaeya, the belated party that was NOT there for inciting incident.

I genuinely think Kaeya made an incorrect assumption and just...hasn't ever had it cleared up. Because he and Diluc aren't talking. And who knows how Diluc's actually handling the situation. Whether he did or didn't mercy kill his dad, the survivor's guilt has to be immense regardless.

Anyways, point being, I love and adore Kaeya, I really do.

But he's a pessimist and also a little bit of an idiot at the best of times.

One that's smart, crafty, and perfectly capable in many areas, but keep in mind he was gonna kill Collei without actually assessing what her real problem was because he was projecting so hard, and I think he's only somewhat learned to project a little less in the actual game.

Not everything every single fictional character says is 100% actual, true, unbiased fact, even if the character themselves might 10000% believe in it.

And I just...think it's very deliberate that the manga showed the events the way it did, and ALSO had only Kaeya say directly that Diluc killed Crepus. We see the events for ourselves. The events are ambiguous and look way more like Diluc hardly had any reaction time beyond being able to pick Crepus up. (Which could easily be why he has blood on his face; from picking up a bleeding man.) It just feels deliberate. Very, very deliberate storytelling.

And Maybe I'm Wrong. That's not too weird. Maybe it'll never be confirmed one way or the other.

I just...think we shouldn't rest on our laurels and call something completely canon when it's, so far, been left very much ambiguous.

#chaotic rambles #organishin #the phoenix down #frozen febreze #that is a really REALLY dumb pun and i think it'll get me weird looks if i try to explain it-- #anyways that's my kaeya tag now-- #as i was looking at lines for puns Diluc's line about Kaeya says Kaeya can only be half-trusted #and man aint he right for the wrong reasons huh-- #see that's what we call being biased af but also being kinda sorta right by coincidence #anyways dont listen to either one about the other they're both wrong #as an aside im genuinely shocked i dddont think i mixed up Kaeya and Diluc's names in this even once #i have a very clear idea of both characters separately but for some reason my brain will mix up their names and weapons #and i dont know WHY #gettin' better at it but i've still fucked up relatively recently--

[panaceatthedisco]

I think one of my favorite things about star wars is the absolute lack of fucks they give about addressing royalty properly

#watching the mon cala arc rn #they just adress the prince as #prince #and my brain #just keeps going #ah yes of course #the artist formerly known as prince #its so funny #and i dont know why #star wars #clone wars #the clone wars #star wars the clone wars #mon calamari #they do this with #satine kryze #too actually #if im wrong #dont come at me #its just a #shitpost #star wars shitpost

[favesgrave]

something terrible is happening to me. i cant watch tfp anymore it’s lost its rewatchability for me

#and i dont know WHY #i just have no desire to watch any of the episodes anymore #which sucks because this was like. my favorite show when i was little #i’ll rewatch it if my froends have an episode on #but otherwise won’t think to touch it #someone fix this #transformers #tfp #transformers prime #maccadam #maccadams

[blushweddinggowns]

WIP Wednesday!

Tagged by @devondespresso and @nburkhardt 💕💕💕💕

THE RULES

In a reblog (or new post w/ rules attached), post up to five (5) filenames of your WIPs; not titles, file names.

Post a snippet from one of them. Snippet must be words you wrote in the last 7 days. We’re posting progress here. If you haven’t made any, go make some and come back to post!

After you’ve posted, people can send you an ask with one of your file names. You must then write 3 sentences in that file. If the filename is one you can’t share from (for example, an event fic), write 3 sentences on it anyway, and then 3 more on another to share.

That’s it! You can invite others to join in, or just post. If you tag me in your post, I will send you an ask request!

WIPS

Basically the same as before but with different file names!

Uh no she's happening

Childhood

Possibilities

Steddie Big

Siren

SNIPPET (18+ under the cut! Very slight though, but she's there)

Steve woke up slowly, still trying to cling to the dream. Fuck, that was a good memory. Maybe even his favorite so far. There was no panic this time around, no. It was more than welcome.

He sat up with a smile, quickly realizing that Eddie had cleaned them both up while he was asleep. God, he always took such good care of him. He glanced over at him, heart melting at just how adorable he looked when he was asleep. He was so fucking pretty. All naked and too handsome for his own good. 

Steve brushed back some of his hair before leaning down to kiss his forehead. He felt so good, and so lucky to be with someone as wonderful as Eddie. 

And you know what? He didn’t feel ashamed, he didn’t feel guilty, and he could give less than two fucks about what anyone thought of him. He just…wanted. He wanted Eddie’s hands, his cock, his mean laugh as he fucked him into oblivion.

And Steve knew exactly how to get it.

#steddie #asks #ask games #wip weekend #oh the amnesia au how you plague me #but god damn it i'm trying to get that bitch finished but every sentence is a battle #and i dont know WHY

[tamagotchikgs]

anyway back onto regular scheduled mental illeness posting guys i dont recognize myself in the camera anymore

#ive never really felt connected 2 what i see but the last couple days i just look Different #and i dont know why #it’s not the same as the usual jump around

[fuzzytrashbird]

generally confused when ppl get cats for hundreds of dollars or even like $50+ bc all 3 of my current babies were free. also i dont think any of my previous babies cost money to get

like how are people out here spending so much just getting the furbaby?? just find a free one it's not hard /joke

got this gorgeous gorgeous boy named Samwise from a friend of a friend. her family had two abyssinians who they found out got pregnant by the local maine coon and they had like 8 or so kittens total, both litters born within 24 hours of each other. they just gave those lil babies away to friends and friends of friends.

then mom found thing 1 and thing 2 these two (Edward and Alphonse- good luck telling them apart) around 11 pm abandoned in a parking lot of a laundromat a couple years after we got Samwise and was like "these are mine now"

theyre all buddies and no the voids do not stay still 99% of the time

#cats #cat #just thinking #cat pictures #i love my cats #but edward is by the bathroom yelling #and i dont know why #also they all have nicknames #sam has like 50 #ranging from samsam to mr baby man #edward is called edward cullen sometimes #alphonse is lil baby

[rose-n-gunses]

Occasionally I'll see posts where people talk about feeling alienated from their peers growing up and I'll be like hey same except for the fact that like. I wasn't bullied and I had friends and I "fit in" and such so I feel like I must not be as different as I think or maybe I'm more "normal" than I feel but then like. Sometimes I go out with people my own age and I'm like yeahhhh we are not the same

#and i dont mean this in a pick me way #it's like. when i hang out with people i feel like im sitting behind a wall of glass so i'm there but not quite? #and i feel bad about it because it makes me feel fake! #like you know how people go and have dinner and sit and talk about stuff i just always feel like im doing it Wrong #and i dont even know if the differences are as noticeable to other people as they are to me #but it's like.. i feel like there are certain things that are typical amongst age groups #(music and fashion and other things like that) #that i don't share in/relate to #so i feel like i have nothing in common with these people #and it makes it difficult for me because when people tell you to make friends it's like.. #1) that is. not something that i am able to do easily #2) do they know how difficult and draining it is to be friends with someone you have literally nothing in common with #it makes the friendships feel superficial imo #idk #it's not even just with having no interests in common it's also very clear that like. we do not think the same way #and sometimes i feel like a robot just like. going through the motions of being a person in social settings #it's always been like this or at least has been for a long time #and i dont know why #but if u ask my parents theres mothing wrong with me! #irl #just r's thoughts #delete later