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surpriseraisin · 2 months
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trollchendise au _ more blurbs
The captured trolls have a bracelet that they are told to wear at all times. They come in two forms; the ones worn by minors which can be removed and expected to be temporary in order to receive the second form, which is a permanent band sealed around a part of their forearm. This bracelet glows and pings a minimum of three times a day, and during those times takes a 'snapshot' of the trolls status (health, location, if they're alive or dead, the genre specific characteristic that decides their potency (pop trolls become more vibrant), and their designated product label (consumable, entertainment, supplement, or entertainment)). The bracelet for the minor trolls look like a braided twine or leather (depending on the genre), but are wires wrapped in said material, with a steel stud (rock and country) / bell (classical and pop) / bead (funk and techno) attached to it.
Rogue trolls or lost goods (trolls who are not accounted for, often times assumed dead, like bruce) often removed these bracelets. Easier and without scars when removed before turning into an adult (which is the age 21), but needing to be separated from the flesh as an adult and leaving a major scar behind.
when poppy was growing up, her father told her that they are hug time bracelets and when they light up it means its time for hugs. This was to preserve her optimistic outlook, as well as peppy's thinking that since poppy is part of the royal family brand that she is protected enough not to learn about the common sense and darker aspects of their life that other trolls learn as they are growing up. Unfortunately this is not the case, and in fact caused a culture shock for poppy and those she shared this belief with later on in life. Such as during the initial meeting between her and the bands that peppy tried to insert her into, like the snack pack and kismet.
Delta Dawn and Trollzart were purchased by a person known as the Playwright, who looks like a purple themed venice carnival jester, along with a variety of trolls in a group called Company. Playwright is famous for their plays, mostly tragedies with strokes of cynical and sadistic humor, which is why Delta Dawn was picked. Playwright is known by the trolls as someone who believes in method acting, and often prods and leads the trolls in the company into situations to 'enrich their life and delve into the role they will play". Such as turning a blind eye and leaving supplies and opportunities to meet their separated family but expecting them to return on time. Otherwise their role in the play will twist to teach them a lesson, which will in turn influence their life in reality outside of the play. And the unfortunate thing is, the troll themself would have been the one to hand the information over to the Playwright of what they value most, during their permitted escapes.
John traveled around after he escaped. He kept the bracelet on, but had help in tweaking it so that it pings once every 3 days. His hair was kept shortened and gelled with a specific hair product that kept it stiff and uncooperative, as the larger being who bought him is aware of the pop trolls' ability to use their hair in multiple ways. And john is determined and visibly motivated for his brothers that the larger being, known as the Producer, wanted to curb john's ability to escape and become a threat.
John contacted the rogue trolls that his grandma talked to him about, and joined in the plan to get trolls bought by kind if not 'kinder' larger beings, as well taking the system down.
the more he hears of his brothers being bought and disappearing the more desperate and crazed he grows. Becoming more erratic and frenzied in his attempts to make a name and place for himself and his brothers. Has taken to bribing to be connected to the bracelet of his brothers, so he can monitor their status; unfortunately this means he had front row status of when his clay's bracelet updated to be 'discontinued' and eventual abrupt disconnect, and bruce's status dropping in health and eventually as 'lost goods'. As you can imagine, seeing the status of companion for floyd and the less than stellar health status does not paint a good picture for John. Only branch's consistent location and great health in comparison to the rest of the brothers keeps john tethered to his past morals and focused in sane decisions.
currently staying in an aquarium planetarium kept by Kid ritz and some elemental like larger beings. A mix of funk and techno trolls do a show. Mostly left to their own devices, and their natural dances and music keeping the place looking alive and thriving. With large and winding see through tubes and tall domed ceilings for the rooms, it is kept mostly in dark lighting in order to highlight the natural glow of the techno trolls and make the bright colors and metallic finish of the funk trolls and their drifting technology and bubbles more prominent
may or may not have traded himself a couple of times to get the resources and connections to make the adjustments and plans he currently has. such as 'entertainment', 'supplement' or even in some memorable moments acting as temporary 'consumable'
ps. i do have a design for bruce and clay more or less drawn up as well as some scenes for them, i just need to transfer it from my notebook to my drawing pad kek. dunno how clear itd look if i took a photo with my phone.
i gave bruce the beginning of a beard and an apron hahaha
played around and gave clay a kind of starshaped hair, and TUSKS!! i like it :)
i think for floyd i wanna play around with giving him space buns or lots of clips. that prized poodle vibe.
playing with the idea of giving john a dwarf hairstyle and beard...lord of the rings almost...give him some salt and pepper look
branch has gelled hair, as is customary for pop trolls in bands to curb their ability to use their hair. Also has gloves on and a trademark face paint marking on him; hides the patches of gray that appeared and grown since each subsequent lost of his family and stayed permanent after grandma rosiepuff got taken. Kismet have mics on near constantly, and have learned to do sign language in order to communicate silently, though they try to disguise it as dance moves.
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purplefixations · 1 year
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The Best Thing We Never Planned
In honor of the most recent David audio, here is my mind started thinking after I finished listening to it. This is what I think would happen the next morning.
(in the mates gc)
Angel: *picture of David cuddled up to them, sleeping peacefully*
Angel: my fiance is the cutest😍😍😍
Baabe: aww, im saving this for future black mail
Baabe: WAIT!!!
Sweetheart: We're not gonna breeze past that like you didn't say what you just said!
Baabe: i swear to god if you're messing with us!
Baabe: angel answer your phone
Sweetheart: If this is a joke I'm gonna kill you, very slowly
Angel: what do yall want?
Angel: oh...
Baabe: "ya'll" lmao
Baabe: you're around sam too much
Sweetheart: What you mean oh?
Angel: u guys didnt know?
Baabe: NOO?!
Baabe: ash didn't either
Sweetheart: Same with milo
Angel: hold up, how do I know they that didnt know and just kept it a secret?
Baabe: look at my bf and tell me he can keep a secret :/
Baabe: also, I screeched when I saw the word "FIANCE" and he wanted to know why...
Angel: u screeched?
Baabe: I WAS SUPPRISED OKAY!!!
Sweetheart: And I thought milo was jumpy 😂
Baabe: don't pick on me sweetheart, you still havent answered the question.
Sweetheart: Oh, I asked Milo if he knew as soon as I saw the text
Angel: why...
Sweetheart: I assumed he knew and just forgot to tell me
Angel: and he didnt?!
Sweetheart: nope
Sweetheart: It seems David decided not to tell anyone, not surprising tho
Sam: Why is my phone blowing up all at once?
Baabe: scroll up
Sam: Congratulations Angel
Angel: DID U KNOW?!?
Sam: No, no one told me exactly. But Tank mentioned something a few days ago about David and serious commitments, so I'm not exactly supried
Baabe: TANKER KNEW?!????
Sam: Maybe, I can ask.
Sweetheart: I mean, David has been trying to actually include Tank in pack/friend stuff, so maybe this was one of the things.
Baabe: makes sense, tho ash and milo might feel a bit betrayed lol
Sam: They said that David asked them for help with what to say to not sound too cheesey. They also said that it was still extremely sappy in the end.
Angel: it was but it was a nice kind of sappy
Baabe: awwwww
Baabe: what'd he say?
Angel: i dont really remember the words
Angel: it was very long and i think i started crying near the beginning of it all...
Sweetheart: Haha, crybaby
Baabe: HEY! the only one aloud to call them baby is David, back off
Angel: YEAH
Sweetheart: Is this you saying that David calls you a crybaby, and you like it?
Angel: WAiT
Baabe: hahaha
Baabe: masochist
Angel: do you want me to put you on blast? cuz i have receipts
Sam: Okay, I'm going to stop this before it gets out of hand. Again, congrats Angel.
Angel: thanks sam
Sweetheart: Congratulations from me and milo
Baabe: and milo?
Sweetheart: He's been asking for live updates on this situation
Sweetheart: He has also demanded that he gets to help David pick out a suit
Angel: he has to take that up with davey, but honestly that might be a good idea
Baabe: why?
Angel: i love him very much, but he lives in clothes just nice enough to look presentable.
Angel: and dirty work clothes
Baabe: haha
Baabe: ash says congrats too
Baabe: he's been reading this over my shoulder for the last few minutes
Angel: that tracks
Angel: thx tho
Sweetheart: On a serious note, if either of you need any help with filing marriage paper work for an empowered and non-empowered through dump, let me know
Baabe: is it hard?
Sweetheart: I wouldn't say hard, but it's a bit complicated and a lot
Angel: ill keep it in mind Sweets thx
Baabe: getting off that serious note
Baabe: ash made a meme and wants me to send it to you all
Angel: GIMME!!!
Baabe:
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Angel: HahAhHAha
Sweetheart: Is that Aggro?
Baabe: he says yes
Angel: is he actually upset?
Baabe: nah, he's just dramatic
Sweetheart: pls tell me he sent that to David
Baabe: he did
Angel: hes still asleep so don't expect a response yet
Baabe: he's still asleep? I thought he was an early riser and shit?
Angel: normally, but i think the solstice tired him out
Sweetheart: It's probably an emotional vulnerability hangover
Angel: lmao
Baabe: haha
Sam: So it's not just Tanker who gets those.
Angel: LMFAO!!!
Angel: theyre too fucking similar
Baabe: hehehe
Baabe: oh shit, if i die pls have a picture of me at your wedding
Angel: ofc, but why r u dying?
Baabe: I didn't notice that ash left, and I smell smoke
Sweetheart: I'll make sure it's a cute picture
Baabe: bless you
Angel: oof, go make sure your mans didnt commit arson
Baabe: 👍
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Bonus:
"Angel, why did Asher and Milo send me vaguely threatening memes?"
"Ooohh. Yeah, that's on you."
"Why?"
"You're the one that didn't tell your best friends that you were proposing."
"I didn't tell them because they cant keep a secret. If I told them, they'd tell their mates, which would be fine but then everyone would start dropping hints and you'd get suspicious."
"Tanker tells Sam everything and you told them."
"How do you know I told Tanker?"
"As I said, they tell Sam everything."
"What- Did you add him to your weird group chat?"
"It's not weird Davey, and besides, he enjoys it."
"I don't know why I bother at this point."
"Because you love me!"
"Yeah. I do, you snot."
Idk how it got this long, I was not planning for that. I wrote this over the span of two ten minute breaks and my lunch at work, so that's why it's kinda chaotic. Anyways, love y'all <3
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onebigfangirlworld · 2 years
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Family Dinner
Summary: It’s Sunday night which means time for family dinner for Maverick, Iceman, Reader and the dagger squadron
Relationship: IceMav x daughter!Reader, Bradley Bradshaw x sister!reader
Warnings: none
word count: 2097
A/N: This is my attempt at a sequel to On the Outside Looking In, you don’t have to read it to know what is going on but it would help, not beta read
Link to masterlist
“I’m sorry, what’d you say?” Y/N pulled one of ear buds out. She had been sitting at the kitchen table, working on her homework while her dads made dinner. The dagger squadron was coming over for Sunday dinner, and her dad’s were cooking. Y/N has been working on getting to know the squadron and expressing her feelings instead of keeping in. She was also trying to get to know all the new siblings she had. So far, Y/n was closest to Fritz, which made Bradley a little jealous as he was used to being Y/N’s favorite.
“I said, can you help set the table, everyone’s gonna be arriving soon,” Maverick repeated himself, as he pulled a dish out of the oven.
“Oh yeah, sure. Do you mind if i put my things in your office,Pops? I’ll get them after dinner.”
“Sure pumpkin. Just no snooping through the papers on the desk,” ice told his daughter.
“I know. Jeez its like I havent been living with the two of you for the past 20 years,” Y/n teased as she put her things in the office. “So whats for dinner tonight?”
“Jeez, its like you should know, you’ve been sitting at the kitchen table while we’ve been making it,” Maverick responded.
Y/N grabbed the plates from her pop’s hands and moved toward the table she had just been occupying. “Hahaha your so funny. Should’ve been a comedian instead of a pilot.”
“Y’know, maybe I will do that once I retire.”
“Seriously Dad? You retiring? That’ll happen the day pigs fly and hell freezes over.”
Ice chuckled at his family. He was happy that Maverick had been, albeit not willingly, promoted to rear admiral, had accepted that position as squadron commander of the Dagger Squadron and would be around more permanently. Bradley was also back home now. He could tell the Y/N was happy about the promotion, and Bradley being home, as well. Granted, neither of them had realized that with the promotion and new squadron, Maverick would be taking in 11 stray Naval aviators. There had been a few hiccups at the start, with Y/N feeling left out of the family, but they had pushed through that.
“Back to your earlier question pumpkin,” Ice interrupted his husband and daughter’s conversations, “we’re having lasagna, salad, garlic bread and the cake that you made. Can you move the bread basket and salad bowl over to the table please?”
“That just sounds like carb overload at this point. Are you trying to put them into a food coma so that they can’t fly tomorrow? Is this your secret plan to have one day off?” Y/N asks. The doorbell rings and she moves to go answer it.
“Maybe but don’t tell any of them!” Maverick called after her. “And tell them that they can just walk into the house! They don’t have to knock every single time!”
“I will!” Y/N calls back. “Hey guys, come on in!” 
Y/N moves out of the way and allows Harvard, Yale, and Fritz to enter the home. 
“By the way, Dad wants me to remind yall that you don’t have to knock or ring the doorbell, you can just walk right in. Where’s everyone else?”
“They should be right behind us. We all left at the same time,” Fritz tells her. She gives him a quick hug and lets all of them into the house. “So how have all of you been?”
“Just trying to survive training with Maverick. I mean how is he so good at his age?” Yale responds. They all walk into the kitchen to help finish setting up the diner table. Everyone greets each other.
“Dad fought for a long time to keep his wings. It’s why he’s only just now a rear admiral, kept turning them down to keep flying,” she puts one of the salad bowls on the table, “I’ve been in the backseat, while he flew and I don't think I’ve ever been more scared. He is fearless and I can’t imagine training with him.”
“Oh, did he also get you up in an f-18? I heard he did with penny too,” says Harvard. The front door opens and closes.
“I would’ve ground his ass faster than he could say F-18,” Iceman says. 
“Who's getting grounded?” a voice asks. Everyone turns and there stands Hangman, bob, Phoenix and Coyote. They all greet everyone. 
“Me, if I took Y/N up in an F-18. I never did but I have thought about it,” Maverick tells the group. “Where’s everyone else?”
“They were pulling up as we were walking in, so should be in any-” Phoenix starts but is interrupted by the front door opening and closing.
“We’re here! Sorry we’re a few minutes late cause someone took forever to do their hair,” Halo accuses.
“Sorry, I didn’t want to look like a 2013 popstar,” Omaha responds. 
“Enough.” Ice puts a stop to their bickering before it could even get started. “Now that everyone is here, we can eat. Has anyone seen Y/N and Fritz?”
“They were just here.” Harvard trails off. Y/N and Fritz had disappeared from the kitchen and dining area. Those two together are chaos personified. 
“FRITZ! Y/N! Where are you?!” Bradley yelled.
“Jesus, why are you yelling? Were right here?” Y/N asked.
“Well you and Fritz disappeared and usually when that happens, something happens,” Bradley explained.
“We were just in the living room talking.” Y/N and Fritz gave each other a look. 
“I don’t like that look,” Bob states. 
“It’s the only one Ive got Bobby,” retorts Y/N.
“Can we eat now? I was promised food,” Fritz says. Everyone nodded their heads in agreement, and moved to sit at the kitchen table. 
Ice and Mav sat down at their respective seats at the heads of the table. The sound of a fart broke through the sound of chairs scraping on the floor. Everyone froze and looked at each other with a look that said “what was that?”
Ice stood up and looked at his chair. A red whoopee cushion sat deflated.
“Okay whos bright idea was this?” Mav asked as he held up an identical whoopee cushion to hte one on Ice’s chair. At this, Fritz and Y/N busted out laughing. Soon everyone joined in.
“Is this what you two were up to while we were all in the kitchen?” Maverick asked as he laughed.
“Maybe,” Y/N drew out the final syllable. Then turned and gave Fritz a high five. 
Soon, everyone had calmed down enough and they started passing all the food around. The family talked amongst themselves, as the food was passed around. 
The sounds of cutlery scraping against plates, and laughter filled the home. The house used to be so quiet, with just Ice, Y/N and Maverick living in it. Now, it was full of life. 
“So Y/N, you never answered how you’ve been Mav’s backseater if he’s never taken you up in an F-18?” Haravard asked, a reference to the earlier conversation.
“Dad has a P-51 Mustang stored at his hanger, and anytime he’s home he takes me up in it,” Y/N responded.
“Ice and I have both tried to get her to get her civilian pilot's license but she doesn’t want to,” Maverick interjected.
“No, I am very happy sitting in the back seat. Even if it is sometimes like riding a roller coaster,” Y/N responds with a chuckle. The group returned to their own conversations. 
“Did everyone get enough to eat?” Maverick asked the group. Some nodded yes and others responded verbally. “Hope you have room for dessert, Y/n made cake for everyone.”
“Are you trying to put us into a food coma, Mav?” Halo asked, while some nodded along to her statement, wondering the same thing. Maverick only chuckled.
“I asked him the same question earlier. I think he is,” Y/N told the group.
“Don’t tell them all my secrets, Y/N.” Y/N left to get the cake. She had worked hard on it and didn’t trust anyone else to carry it.
“While she’s occupied, I’m telling you all this now, keep May 20th and 31st open. Y/N’s graduation is the 20th and we're gonna have a BBQ on the 31st with everyone to celebrate graduation and her birthday,'' Ice told the kids. “And keep this on the down low she doesn’t like celebrating much so all she knows is that we're having a family get together.”
“Ohh are we talking about the family getting together in May?” Ice nodded his head. “Are the uncles coming? I haven’t seen them in forever and I miss them.”
“They all said that they would be here, pumpkin. Now, who wants cake? It’s chocolate.”
“So Y/N any boyfriends or girlfriends?” Phoenix asked. Y/N blushed. She opened and closed her mouth like a fish before going back to slicing and serving the cake. She really did not want to have this conversation.
“She hasn’t had one since high school. They broke up right before they both graduated. What was his name again, Ice?” Maverick responded for her.
“Carl,” Ice told his husband. Then turned towards Y/N, who had been standing next to him, as she sliced the cake. “You haven’t told him about Adam yet, have you?”
“Carl?” Bradley asked.
“Adam?” Maverick asked.
The voices started overlapping, wanting to get more answers about both names. 
“You did this on purpose, didn’t you?” Y/N asked Iceman. “When people ask were I get the ability to stir the pot and cause drama I’m gonna blame it all on you.”
“They won’t believe you, pumpkin,” Ice told his daughter with fondness in his voice. Everyone’s voices started overlapping, clamoring for information about Y/N’s previous relationships. 
“Okay, okay, I’ll tell you more,” Y/N said, getting the group to quiet down. “Thank you, now please hold all questions to the end.”
“Yes, I did have a boyfriend in high school. His name was Carl, dated from the time we were sophomores all the way up until graduation. Literally, we broke up as we were walking to the stage. “
“He was a good kid. I liked him,” Maverick added. Iceman nodded his head in agreement. 
“Adam was more recent and very very short lived. I’m talking two months and none of you were supposed to know about it.”
“Y/N L/N did you really try to have a secret relationship?” Maverick asked.
“Wait L/N I thought your last name was Kazansy?” Hangman asked.
“Y/N is technically my niece. When my sister and brother in lawv passed, I got custody of her. We just didn’t bother to change the last names,” Iceman explained. Some people nodded their heads in understanding 
“Yes, I did. Anyway, Adam, met him on the beach. He was here for a vacation, thought it’d be a nice fun summer fling, and that’s all it was till he showed up on the last day of his vacation banging on the front door. When I answered, he practically begged me to try long distance, I said no and deleted his number. Pops, heard all of it and asked me about it and I told him the whole thing. I was gonna tell you dad, but then everyone just got busy.”
“Tell them the best part,” Iceman said. 
Y/N groaned. “Do I have too?”
Iceman laughed at his daughter. Everyone but Iceman and Y/N had confused looks on their faces.
“It’s the best part,” Iceman teased.
“Fine. Adam was a pilot. In the air force.” 
A beat and then it was like a bomb went off. First, Maverick started questioning his daughter’s sanity, and if she was okay. Then the rest of them started chiming in with their own thoughts. 
“I know I know, but to be fair the only rule that I had for dating was no naval aviators and technically he’s not a naval aviator,” Y/N told the group.
“No, he's so much worse. I mean seriously an Air Force pilot,” Bradley said.
“Like I said it was only a summer fling that ended when he left.” Y/N hoped that that would calm the group down and it did for a little bit, until Fritz decided to open his mouth.
“Is now a bad time to bring up the date you went on last week?”
“Fritz!” And with that sentence, a whole new can of worms was opened.
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*Cries in revealing lore*
There's actually 2 pieces of lore I need to get through so 1st will be Silver Lore
Only told several people about her so have lore
TW: Abandonment, Negligence, bullying, being forced, ripping off a body part, blood and death
Reminding yall that this was rushed so uh
-Generally had a tough time growing up, 1st being her parent abandoning her and leaving in the care of father, then her father becoming more neglectful when she was growing up and being bullied by 3 Collectors. She only made 1 friend growing up but unfortunately they moved away
Silver would really avoid the abandonment and neglectful feelings since it would just pain her in the chest and feels like she doesn't feel important to her parents. But then again, suck it up. Silver feels like she can't show much of her real emotions cause she feels forced to be the "Perfect Child" infront of her relatives. Even her own father. The only times she reveals her true self is when she's alone cause she doesn't wanna ruin the reputation of being the Perfect Child.
By "Perfect Child" I mean being favored by your Aunt and Auncle and they want u to look and act mature infront of your older and younger cousins. Making 'wise' decisions while u're not being able to do whatever the hell u want unless u want your reputation to be ruined. Poor Silver, she doesn't want her older and younger cousins not to be able to make their own choices. But she, unfortunately, has no choice. Who knows what their Auncle and Aunt are planning right now? Who knows.
Now, do they celebrate Collector Holidays? Hahaha absolutely........not. She has never been to one at all, because her family doesn't celebrate Holidays. It's too "childish" to her family unfortunately. But then again, what are holidays? The children in the family aren't told they don't celebrate any holidays, and aren't even taught about Collector holidays. So any celebration that is mentioned, it'll start asking questions because the family is sh-t and is a bunch of a$$holes :)
I'll continue Silver Lore later cause it's getting boring and I am so done with this post rn
Anyways, time to talk about the most random things. About Collector lore. Haha
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Anyways
Normal
•Yellow Sclera
•Whatever eye color(No Heterochromia)
•Black Pupil
Peculiar
•White Pupil
•Red or Purple Sclera
•Heterochromia eyes
Hated
•Constricted white pupil(Always Constricted no matter what)
•2 or more colors as Sclera
•Heterochromia eyes
•These eyes are not special, they get the worst treatment among other Collectors
Loved
•White Sclera
•Black Pupil
•Rainbow eyes
•These eyes are special, they get better treatment among other Collectors
Collectors are actually b-stards. They're f-king picky about other Collectors. If u have something they don't like, they would deem u as "Bad Luck" and possibly spread rumors about u and your family's genetics because of how u look
U're lucky if u have something Collectors admire. They would deem u as "Good Luck" and give u better treatments among other Collectors just cause of how u look like. They're b-stards, but it's not all of them
Anyways u can actually rip off their arm or sh-t, most would be offended but u're lucky if u rip off an Collector's arm and they don't care, but I remind u the blood is something ok. I'm not kidding that sh-tty blood is f-king sticky and will f-king start foaming. It looks creepy to Mortals, and Collectors and Half Mortal-Half Collectors can see the blood. Now if u put their arm or whatever back, it'll start hanging. So Collectors would have to attach it themselves, it's incredibly annoying to them because they need to twist the f-king arm or sh-t a few times inorder to not hang lose
Then they would leave since experiences like this can make them so uncomfortable, especially for a child Collector. But it doesn't harm them, unfortunately. Btw touch the blood, u will possibly die. Best case scenario u only get burned, worst case scenario u die. And don't u dare drink it, u will die. That sh-tty blood is basically poison. So don't touch or drink it
That's all imma say so bye
@insanelyadd
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weltonlasso · 11 months
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What did Brendan do this time? 😭 I’m still not over his AMA tbh…
Sorry for being a confusing bitch who rehashes shit over and over and over. I don’t know how else to process my feelings. I’m in therapy. But like, she’s new-ish and idk if I’m at the point in our relationship where I’m ready to have deep conversations about television characters and the people who created them so here I am:
It’s just still the AMA responses from him. I thought I’d seen them all but there was a fucking grosssssss one that I had not seen about ethics and dr jacob where he basically ignored the part of the fan question that needed to be answered and doubled down on his obliviousness by saying:
actually you saw it as unethical BUT we actually wrote it as a loyal, normal, lovely thing because it had been more than 18 months and the statute of limitations on being fucking gross ended around that time and so it’s all good.
Hahaha OKAY like thanks for letting us know they didn’t actually choose DR Jacob. That the choice means nothing. ACTUALLY he is just a guy Michelle met at the grocery store. It was never supposed to be deeper than that—we saw what we wanted to see.
(Even tho they focused on it, made it something that shook up Ted and impacted the way he saw himself, his relationship with his ex, their relationship to therapy, Ted’s relationship to therapy in s3… I could go on).
Brendan can literally say the truth, “I’m glad you brought up the ethics of it all, we fumbled that a bit. I can see where that could have made some viewers uneasy. We didn’t mean it to hit quite so hard like that. I can see that was kind of a low blow to Ted. Our intention was to show Ted feeling replaced as a father and husband—to question his place in Richmond. This was a way we could do it with someone that already has a connection to both Michelle and Ted to really get Ted thinking about his home life and his role as a dad.
THE END.
Hahah him just actually laughing it off and turning it back around on the fan who asked that question with legit concerns. WHY CANT YALL even be critical of your own art??? FFS.
I just like???? see the succ fans and their guy being like ohhh fuck ya u liked that??? XYZ was such mess!?! Cool! I’m so glad you saw them that way!!! I never did!!! That’s so cool! Yeah we did THIS and you saw THAT and we went that way but it’s still cool that went that way and you saw THIS instead.
But it seems like TL creators aren’t open for any kind of discussion or criticism because they have already moved on to the new stories they are planning to tell with out Ted. And that’s lame as fuck!!!!!!
I don’t need an ending they threw together last min so that it can be “left open” for more. I needed an ending the show deserved— one that was true to all the stories and characters.
AND THEN.
THEN if they want to bring the show back in a few years it’s up to THEM to pick up their story where they want to have it at that point. But it’s really fucking unfair to fuck it over at the end so that there are loose threads for Apple to tie to new projects.
And then have the audacity to trash the fans who are tying to ask you about your characterizations and the decisions YOU decided on that suddenly didn’t jive with 85% of the larger story.
That kind of bullshit from the creator side makes me literally never want to engage with anything about this show again.
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potionpeddlerpatchy · 2 years
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hello katsuki has a slight crush on your bratty ass and so he's the first to notice how into you sero is and when you attempt denying "any chance sero is interested" katsuki rolls his eyes and offers like, really specific examples lol
he'll be like "yeah sure that's why he looks at yah after every stupid joke he makes to denki to see if it made you laugh🙄🙄"
and you're like... does he... do that?😳🙈
the man basically accidentally gets yall together by how many things he points out hahaha
Hello Gracie, my darling dear, what a lovely little gift you have left me! I hope you don't mind if I expand a little, do you?
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Katsuki didn't even mean for this crush to start; especially not after the horrible first introduction, he had with you. Where you so rudely slammed the door in his face when he stopped by looking for Kirishima; unimpressed by him and his presence interrupting your day.
And it wasn't like he could grumble about it and move on, oh no of course not. It wasn't like your roommate was dating his best friend or anything, not like he now had to be dragged along to hang out with them every now and then, and not like your roommate would bring you to fill out the pairs.
He was stuck with you. And likewise, you were stuck with him.
And he really truly didn't know what your problem was with him, why you would scrunch your nose up at him, furrow your brows, whenever he moved to be next to you; or whenever the suggestion would arise to go off into pairs separately to enjoy the whatever event you both were dragged to. Or why you had this horrible habit of sassing him whenever would try and talk to you - that every time he spoke highly of himself, or tried to compliment you, you would always snap back with a retort - hating that sometimes they were clever or spot on.
You were an absolute total brat, and Katsuki hated that he liked it so much. Hated that he found himself doing small things to make your life easier, like grabbing you a warm drink before meeting up with you and your roommate. Or bringing an extra jacket or mittens whenever there was an activity outside and you were ill-prepared for the cold. Or that he would tell Kirishima, and the rest of his friends, to "quiet the fuck down" whenever they got together for drinks and games at Kirishima's place because he knew the noise would penetrate through the walls and keep you from sleeping soundly.
And god did he hate the way you acted around Sero.
How that same calm, cool. collected and bratty girl you were around him would melt into a flustered puddle around Sero. The first time he witnessed it Katsuki swore he got whiplash. What was he doing differently? What did Sero have that he didn't? He didn't know, but he certainly didn't like it at all.
How his eyes would glare in Sero's direction whenever he heard you giggling up at him. Scoffing whenever you deliberately make your way over to Sero at every get-together, despite the fact he was the reason you were there in the first place. And certainly would clench his fists whenever he saw Sero place his hands on your waist or back when an action like that would normally lead you to a slap of his hands off.
He was whipped, utterly and totally by you and he hated you couldn't see it. Hated that you couldn't even see that Sero was interested too; that you were so totally blind when someone was interested in you, what their intentions were. Katsuki knew you were smart, but this was starting to question that notion.
Especially when you dragged him off to a secluded corner at the usual bar you all hung out in and asked "any chance Sero is interested"
He felt a lot of emotions at that moment. Annoyance at your obliviousness, confusion as to why you would even think to ask such a dumb question, and the sinking feeling in his heart of hope being dashed away.
Katsuki grew to like you, a lot. But at that moment he knew for certain that it was all one-sided - that any feelings you may have towards him were platonic at best. That those sweet eyes of yours, that were blinking up at him, would never hold the same kind of want and desire his eyes held when he looked down at you.
But he couldn't let you know that. Not like it was your fault this was happening anyway. So he scoffed, rolling his eyes as he took a swig of his drink; doing his best to keep any sort of emotion from leaking into his expression.
"Yeah sure that's why he looks at yah after every stupid joke he makes to Denki to see if it made you laugh."
Katsuki knew he was putting his foot in his mouth, ruining any and all chances he could possibly have to call you his, as he rambled off the list of small things his friend was doing to gain your attention; to gage whether or not you specifically were giving him the time of day.
But he wanted you happy, and if that meant you were with Sero and not him; so be it. If it meant he had to stand at an arm's distance and be your friend, so be it.
Katsuki loved you after all, and that is the sacrifice one does for love.
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I know you said accidentally, but I read that as angst.
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lee-minhoe · 1 year
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✨ content creator year in review ✨
tagged by @alrightyaphroditie @ambivartence @chanrizard love you all <3333 🥺🥺
1. first creation / most recent creation
my very first gifset ever was this one where jaemin freaks out after he realizes he talked about strawberries haha. my most recent set is this one of lee know's eyes :)
2. one of your favorite creations
hmmm honestly, even though they often don't get the most notes (or many at all), my fav creations are actually the ones i make for my moots bc i love seeing them love something made for them 🥺(and seeing them lose it in the tags hahaha) for example, this hyunminsung set; this soft lino set (and the infamous siyuan bias list set i made though i think there have been some new additions in the past month LOL); this changbin set; this tyong set
3. a creation you're really proud of
any of my comp sets!! apple hair lino, glasses lino, bw cap lino, shit lino says, the lino mood sets. i love making them, but they take a while and it's really nice to see the resulting set
4. a creation that took you forever
this lino maniac one took quite a while because i wanted to make all the clips move in sync, sometimes it works on my computer and not my phone so idk if it actually worked lol but had a lot of fun pain making that one
5. the creation that received the most notes
my first linotonin set, i am blown away by it but also maybe not surprised hahaha while we're here i will also plug my linotonin pt 2 and my linotonin in video form lol in case anyone needs a little linotonin in their life rn
6. a creation you think deserves more notes
like kass and sa and siyuan have all already said better, i don't think i necessarily deserve any notes because we're all here screaming about kpop in our little corners of the internet so it's not that deep lol, i'm glad if people like my sets and it brings them joy like it did for me to make them but i make sets because i want to <3 though i certainly appreciate the nice tags that people leave of course
that being said, i am still so shocked that this set received so many notes, like I GET WHY but i truly was just putting some random clips of lino that i liked from that skz talker hahaha. so i guess that just goes to show you, even if you do care about the notes it is hard to predict how many a set is going to get. so i try to remind myself to just enjoy the process :)
7. a new fandom you joined and a creation you made for it
oh man there were a looot of new groups but the big ones would be skz and txt (it truly does not feel like i joined those fandoms only last year in 2022). also nine.i !! some other groups too like n.flying, xdh, oneus, though i haven't made any sets for those. i also started to learn tbz and mx, and learned ateez and p1h names by osmosis thanks to siyuan lmao so you can thank her for the fact that i have now listed 9 new groups even though the question only asked for one
also!! k-actors!! :D
8. a creation you made that breaks your heart
lino eyes set because they make me melt
9. a "simple" creation that you really love
haha.....this was my pinned post for a while (sorry jaemin)
10. a creation that was inspired by another one
the lino mood sets inspired by this one, this mark set inspired by @tyongsies taeyong set hehe
11. a favorite creation created by someone else
there are literally so many i wouldn't even know where to start!! though i will give a special shoutout to nini's secret santa set for me because it is so amazing
12. favorite content creators for the year
okay here we go: @agibbangs @alrightyaphroditie @ambivartence @changbeens @chanrizard @chanstopher @chenleyah @dearlyminhyung @ggthydrangea @hyunebear @hyunpic @jinniebit @jisungsjaistandjeekies @leemarkies @minchanz @minzbins @ohoshi @potatzu @shorelinnes @snug-gyu @strayklds @tyongsies @yyukhei (this also serves as a tag if you haven't done it and want to, no pressure. otherwise this is just a hi and hug from me, love yall <3
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monstersinthecosmos · 2 years
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💔 for the fic ask. Because I know which fic(s) of yours broke my heart. :)
💔 Is there a fic of yours that broke your heart?
Oh gosh!!!!!!
tbh I really emotionally immerse myself when I'm writing so like it is not uncommon for me to hurt my own feelings when I'm really in it. 😂
A few off my head:
Where My Holiness Goes, this one is recent but I was thinking deeply about the idea of Daniel being trapped in this relationship with Armand and how that looked/felt for him in that transitional phase when like, he perhaps was not as afraid of him and they were starting to feel attached to each other, but for both of them it's still filled with so much resentment. I visualized this fic as Daniel experiencing a single nice day feeling recovered, only to crash and relapse. It represents a lot of things to me, aside from just the literal abuse nature of the ship but also like any time we try to recover from trauma, depression, whatever ails us, and that feeling of it slipping away but also the feeling of "I have to deal with this for the rest of my life", which can feel so fucking daunting sometimes. So just like the process of having him like wake up, order breakfast, stare outside at the beautiful day, really fucking upset me while I was writing it because I knew I had to take it from him. 😂 sorry bud.
Sfaíra Ti̱s Fo̱tiás, this is just excessive Armand whump LMAO but also like IDK WHY VC FANDOM DOESN'T WRITE MORE OMEGAVERSE, yall are missing out because I tell you it is FASCINATING to worldbuild and decide how the lore interacts with vampire stuff. 🍿🍿🍿 But wow like it's not even about writing the fic but like the process of thinking that hard about that part of TVA is so upsetting to me LMAO. I can only stomach so much of Armand's friends blowing into his face.
So Falls the World is like my fuckin love letter to Marius because he's my fav but like, trying to explore his flaws through Pandora's POV as a person who acknowledges that he is very fucking flawed but who loves him anyway and has to really do some soul searching to be able to have boundaries with him. Writing this fic got me really emotional because like, on one hand I poured a lot of myself into Pandora because I was processing some Abusive Relationship feelings and like having a conversation with myself about how it feels to feel stuck with a deeply flawed, abusive person. On the other hand, I really relate to Marius as a character and it's really cathartic to write about bad characters being redeemable or still worthy of love despite how badly they've fucked up. 🥹
quinque plus unum, I think about this concept more than I care to admit and there's something like very emotionally provocative to me to look at these characters' traumas and try to figure out which parts of their response to it are innate to them as people and which are simply a result of the various incidents. Like, would Daniel respond to the cult in the same way, and what needs to be different to land him there? Etc. But like I have a lot of questions about how Daniel wound up with Marius in canon and like imagining Armand as this like wandering, lost fledgling was just devastating to me hahaha.
The Lotus Eater I WAS JUST TALKING ABOUT THIS TO SOMEONE TODAY but I remember like kind of meandering with this story by the time I got to the end and I didn't know exaaaaactly how I wanted to end it but then I heard this song for the first time while I was writing the last scene and I threw that bad boy on repeat and it dictated the rest of the story to me and wow I was devastated. lmao.
ANYWAY THIS WAS A FUN QUESTION, THANKS, I LOVE BEING IN VAMPIRE PAIN!!
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the-record · 3 years
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SSA Princess
Prompt from @ssa-seecher Can anyone make a fic about like Spencer x Cute!reader? Maybe where the reader is like the BAU baby or sumn and they dress super cute and girly but then they go to a bar where there’s a bunch of performers and there’s a heavy metal band and the reader knows every word and headbangs and the BAU is like “wut the fuck, that’s so cool and scary for you to do.” And then Derek watches Spencer and Reader bond bc one of the songs they play is funny enough Enter Sandman (from the season 1 case) or maybe SLIPKNOT or KORN? idk that’s just something I thought would be really badass hahaha
Summary: Reader gets forced out with the team to the bar where she bonds with Spencer over her favorite music.
A/N: Okay so I kinda hate how this turned out so I’ve been re-writing and re-writing it but none of those were any better. Also can we all agree that if Spencer wasn’t totally introverted and self-conscious he would totally be super punk?
TW: None? 
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You were the BAU baby. The teams youngest member. The team had even nicknamed you ‘princess’ and ‘bunny’ because the way you acted and the clothes you wore. Also light tones and pastels. Purples, pinks, blues, yellows, anything light, fun, and super girly. Heels and skirts or dresses everyday with full face of makeup. You never missed. 
“Hey, princess.” You spun around in your chair to look at the person behind you and saw Emily. “We’re going to the bar tonight, wanna come?” You debated it for a second. You didn’t really like the drink and bars were full of sweaty gross men. “Please. You haven’t been out with us in months. Everyone is coming, even Reid.” She wiggled her eyebrows laughing making you roll your eyes.
“Fine. But I don’t wanna drink. I’m only coming because you asked and because you are buying me dinner before we go.”
“Wait I didn’t-” You raised your eyebrows at her. Your one condition on going was your love, food. “Fine. We can go get something before we go. So finish up because I am about to leave and I am taking you with me. I’ll be with Garcia when your ready.” You nodded and spun back to finish the very little work you had left. It was your last file and you were almost done with it. When you finished you brought all of your finished paperwork to Hotch, saying goodbye, before heading back to your desk to grab your belongings. 
“Bye guys! See you later.” You waved to your teammates before going to get Emily. “Hey Penny. Em I’m ready.”
“Wait, you actually got her to come out with us?” Penelope asked Emily completely stunned.
“I told you! Now I got to go get her food before she changes her mind. See you there?” She asked backing out towards you.
“Of course lovelies. Bye Y/N/N!” You waved before walking off with Emily. You’ve been on the team almost 2 years now and were really close with everyone. Specifically Emily and Reid. Yall were a power trio to say the least. Emily was kind of terrifying and sexy, Reid was hella smart, and you were a mix of both of them. She took you home to get ready before taking you to get a burger for Five Guys. 
“I love you so much Em!” You spoked while eating your food. 
“I love you too princess.” You guys pulled up outside the bar just as you finished eating and headed in together. She had convinced you to wear this super tight blue body con dress that defined your curves well so the moment you walked in, you felt the stares of drunk men. It made you anxious so you gripped onto Emily’s arm. “It’s alright. Just go sit with the group over there while I get drinks.” You nodded and let go but sped over the team.
“Damn Y/N.” You rolled your eyes at Morgan and took the spot close the Spencer leaving enough room for Emily on the other side. “Alright princess, what’s Emily getting you to drink?”
“Water.” 
“Y/N come on! It’s your night off. Just one drink?” Penelope begged. It was so easy to give into her but you had to stand your ground.
“I don’t like to drink guys. You know that.” And it was true. You hated alcohol. You were a little bit of a lightweight and hangovers hit you really hard so you stayed away from drinking.
“Fine.” Derek settled. Emily quickly came over and gave the team the drinks she had ordered. 
The night dragged on and you ended up leaning on Spencer’s shoulder as you tried not to fall asleep. He kept you upright and let you stay there the whole time until something caught your ears. Music. Specifically one of your favorite songs. Enter Sandman. You perked up at the sound of it, accidentally scaring Spencer. You stood up and pulled Spencer to where people were dancing as the team watched in confusion.
“What are you doing?” He yelled over the loud yelling and music. You didn’t answer him and just started singing every word to the song, headbanging with the rest of the crowd. You eventually got Spencer to as well and you both sang the music together.
Your friends watched in awe as you filled with energy and sang the songs being played. You quickly grew tired though and Spencer dragged you back to the table where you collapsed into your seat.
“What the fuck. Y/N, what was that?” You rest your entire body against Spencer as the team questioned you.
“What was what?” You were totally oblivious.
“That was kind of scary. Our little princess likes heavy metal and rock?” You shrugged and relaxed.
“Yeah. My dad loved it growing up so I have always loved it.” 
“Okay, but what about you dragging Spencer of all people down there? He doesn’t necessarily like that music and crowds are not his thing.” Emily questioned.
“Spence knows Enter Sandman. I forced him to listen to a bunch of those songs when we were driving to a cabin on one of our cases. Also I knew he wouldn’t really care.”
They all looked at him as you closed your eyes and fell asleep. Spencer held you close so you didn't roll off the seat in your sleep.
"I'm so confused right now."
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shijiujun · 3 years
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Hi I have a question about a tag I saw on some cnovel translations. It’s “Dog Blood,” which I think is a direct translation of the Chinese tag. One place I saw it was on a novel by priest called 锦瑟, if that helps. I couldn’t figure out how to find the meaning without reading a whole novel.
HAHAHAHA omg my friend, i’ve been wanting to do this post for a while, but anyway since you asked, i shall just go through some of the danmei/novel/cdrama genres or types below. it ain’t an exhaustive list at all, there’re plenty of variations, but you may see some of these on jjwxc, also feel free to add for others
[but before i go on a tangent, for 锦瑟 pipi’s description is 狗血仙侠 I think? means angsty, melodramatic, makjang (if you’re into kdrama) cultivation to become immortal types]
*some of the below are like, you’ll totally turn up your nose at it and go like what the fuck, and not that i consume some of these genres, and i have ZERO comment as to what these genres are and i don’t want to hear stuff about how immoral things are (which they, some of them really are) - i’m just adding it in so yall know what to look out for in jjwxc next time if you chance upon weird shit okay
and i know all of these by some unfortunate crash course by a friend who’s a weibo supertopic trawler:
甜/虐 tian/nue 
Sweet or angsty/suffering types.
宠爱 chong ai
Means one of the main characters/leads really, really dotes on the other person. Basically a sweet novel, excessively sweet one.
狗血 gou xie
Literally translated yes it means dog’s blood, but what this means is that it’s angsty as fuck, and melodramatic, a lot of parts that will make you want to like spit out blood, which is where the name sort of matches. It ranges from like main characters with shitty personalities, betrayal, a lot of heartbreak, have I mentioned blood-spitting angst HAHAHA because yeah that’s what I get. Sometimes death (temporary or fake or transmigration or otherwise) yeah you get it. It does not mean BE, it can be HE, but you’re in for a fucking ride
沙雕/搞笑 sha diao/gao xiao
This means humour, comedy! Rather safe, refers to light-hearted humour, meant to be funny hahaha
鸡汤 ji tang
Literally translated means chicken soup, and no this does not mean chicken soup for the soul type of novels - this is also used to mean humour but like meme-ish and more like in your face humour that’s dumb and smart at the same time. Like just ridiculous humour.
骨科 gu ke
LMAO okay this literally translated means orthopedist, like the doctor department u go to when you break a bone? AHEM in danmei or actually not just danmei, any sort of het books, if you see this it means incest. So most of us would steer clear of this. The name came about (don’t take my word for it, there are a few versions I’ve heard but this is the most common one I think) because this popular male blogger was on a livestream or smth, and then his father came into this room to basically break his leg because he found out that the guy was sleeping with his younger sister, and that’s how it got its name
Look, I don’t judge, but I’d totally run the other way if I see this on any novel description just saying hahaha
小白 xiao bai
Literally translated as Little White, but used to mean surface-level type novels or stories (commonly used to describe web novels or fan fiction oops hahaha) - No depth in storytelling or characterization, no overarching huge plot, not very creative either HAHAHA (but does this mean it’s not good?! we’ll leave the jury out for that one)
菠萝 bo luo
Literally means pineapple, the fruit lol, but it’s used as slang/euphemism for B (bo) L (luo) - BL novels HAHAHAH
清水 qing shui
PG-13 novels, no explicit plots or scenes or people etc.
傻子 sha zi
This is a bit of an iffy line as well, technically it’s used to mean like a main character (one of the main leads) is a bit like naive and innocent and a bit of a bimbo/himbo/thimbo - but I think recently there’s been a rise of novels where authors (not just danmei, also in het ones) take the ‘silly’ part one step further and one of the leads can be actually mentally ill or retarded - so if you see this, you may wanna find a second opinion to see what kind of book it exactly is, so you don’t get a shock :/ Some of them are written well and treat the issue of mental instability and illness properly, others use it as just a trope/plot point, yeah so it’s hard to tell.
Don’t even ask okay, don’t ask why this exists or why people write certain things I do not have the answer. 
And then there are types based on like the setting:
末世 Apocalyptic
明星 Entertainment Industry 
民国 Republican Era 
高�� Main lead comes from like the upper echelons of society
军 Military
生子 Preg/MPreg
机甲 Robotics
声优 Audio VA/Entertainment 
重生 Reincarnation
穿越 Transmigration
科幻 Sci-Fi
修真/仙侠 Immortal Cultivation / Xianxia
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aphrodite1288 · 3 years
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This is not about kadi so if you don't want to answer I would understand. Have you ever had information that surprised you? Something you can't believe? Related to kpop idols, actors or ent industry?
That Jongdae didn't want to have a child at this young age and in the beginning of his Solo career! But once it happened he was so accepting and so understanding! He married his GF becoz he loved her and accepted her pregnancy with open arms even though that brought him so much hate! But he protected her and never let the bad words reach her he is a shield to her and his baby 🍼 But the baby was not planned! when the girl is born he loved her with all his heart and she is so spoiled i saw her she is so cute and has Jongdae's lips 👄. I recently saw Jongdae's footage with his wife and daughter at Apujongreodo entering the mall, he was holding his baby and his wife was holding the baby bag! And they went shopping and got back into his fancy black car.
All Exo members are smoking some stopped but most of them not!
That Sehun is not a happy person and he has more dark thoughts that what y'all see. He hasn't had the best childhood like yall thought. I won't say more i don't want to interfere his private life and expose it. So please Love him and give him a lot of support! He is lovely and he thinks he is useless in the band and members always cheer him up but he needs to hear it from his fans! That's why he is working harder and attending vocalization lessons with Baekhyun and chanyeol's voice tuning teacher and y'all can tell his singing skills has improved from the DFTF ALBUM!!! PLEASE GIVE HIM LOTS OF LOVE!, He is working hard for his fans to be proud of him! He needs reassurance!
That BAEKHYUN is so attached to ExoL! He is so scared of losing them and being forgotten when he comes back from military. He has these doubts and he talked about it with everyone he knew! Even His Fans! Yes he calls his fans and talks to them!
That BAEKHYUN often calls his fansites' masternims and fans he trusts and they chit-chat a lot!! He is close with them!! He asks them about everything related to Exo if they enjoyed the albums, the songs, his Solo etc.. he asks them if he should improve on something, he asks them to tell him if he lacks something in his latest performances! He even calls his fans to chitchat for hours about what content he should post on youtube ! He asks his closest fans to check what other Exol want him to do! And if they're satisfied with his hard work! And if he made the proud ! He discusses everything that bothers him with some of his fansites and trustworthy fans! ALSO He talks to fans about their struggles and he cheers them up! And buys them gifts during their birthdays yes he remembers their bdays!
That BAEKHYUN loaned money to a fan when she called him saying she needed money! He even paid surgery for a fan!
Sehun often pays meals for Exol secretly before leaving the restaurants or Coffee shops especially when he couldn't sign for them !
That Seungri wasn't the one to be blamed in the burning sun but all evidence was against him and he was played ( I don't know abt this, i don't defend any man who assaulted women as a feminist myself i can't come to terms with believing this but i saw a lot of ppl saying it!)
That BP members are jealous of Jen for getting all the brands and the commercials, which YG ent solved and started distributing solo projects to the other members and asking sponsors to not only focus on Jen and suggesting them the other members! Now we see other members promoting for famous fashion, cosmetics, sports and make up brands, while before, they were jobless and only Jenn who was getting all the money and roles and brands and was the only member active for two years 2018/2019 and even the first one and the yongest to have the earliest solo debut only after 2 years of debuting with her band, i mean a rookie shouldn't get a solo until they skill their singing and acting! But Jenn's potential was big and she has tons of fans that's why YG wanted money so took advantage of her epitome fame to debut her to get cash🤑💰 Jenn didn't like her members being left out and she talked to them about this a lot. This subject of members being jelaous of her bothered her and at a certain period caused their dinamics to go down in the band. She saw them changing and she saved the issue from getting worse by talking to YG coz she truly loved her members.
Jenn is more perverted than what ppl think, she knows a lot of guys and she is very loved by everyone. She is Nice! But she is not innocent! SHE DATES A LOT! ONLY HOT and Tall wealthy GUYS ! MODELS and ULZZANGS! Her mom and dad are in the industry that's why she gets everything she wants and she does work hard for it though! But the opportunities mostly come at her through her parents ! She is very spoiled baby girl.
Kaistal are close friends i mean i saw their pics together and they're still friends and they're still talking and Ji supported her so much when she left SM also he is still supporting her Solo career as an actress now, he texts her to support her works and to give her his opinions, Krystal trusts him a lot he protected her and helped her a lot before! 🤷🏻‍♀️
Ksoo hid his relationship with Ji from his Fam for a long time??
Kaisoo kissed during a truth or dare game when Ji lost and had to kiss Kyungsoo on the lips and Ksoo didn't object it was from before debut! I guess that's when the members knew they were in love?? I don't know abt this! I'm not sure. But it's a possible probability.
Chanbaek did kiss but it was not during a truth or dare game, it was Chanyeol who shocked Baekhyun by kissing him on the lips to shush him down 🤫
Chanbaek living together coz baek is a clean freak and can't stay with many ppl in one place he is a private introvert who loves to stay alone and play videogames! And chanyeol granted him this wish and invited him to live in his house for 2years or more i don't remember 🤷🏻‍♀️
SUHO dated Two members of Apink
Jongdae dated one member of Apink!
Exo are so so close with APink!
Luhan had a crush on Chorong from APink!
Sehun is close with Oh Hayong of Apink! Coz they have the same last name!! He is still close to her and supports her a lot, she is close with Suho too! And all other APink members! Sehun is also close to Gugudan.
Taeyeon loved Baekhyun truly and their breakup left a scar on her heart! She hates men now hahaha I hope she gets to find the love of her life she deserves happiness please give her much support! I want her to be dating Ravi he is a softie and will treat her well!
Yeri of RV is a playgirl she is so bold and asks guys out when she likes them! I love her for that! Girl power! But she is so nice!!!
A lot of news about BTS their Gfs their Exes with Pictures and all their dating history, their toxic company overworking them etc... But I'm not too interested in BTS these things came to me I didn't ask for them🤷🏻‍♀️ lucky? IDK maybe.
And many many many more things. I just can't list everything
I don't know if I answered your question! But that's all that came to my mind! Some things may not be too shocking it surprising or unbelievable like you asked but still they're precious secrets and gave them to y'all for free!
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onebigfangirlworld · 1 year
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I posted 17,720 times in 2022
That's 2,123 more posts than 2021!
194 posts created (1%)
17,526 posts reblogged (99%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
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@grazieseb
@do-you-have-a-flag
@thefaggifier
I tagged 487 of my posts in 2022
#rambles of one - 160 posts
#top gun maverick - 34 posts
#formula 1 - 31 posts
#daniel ricciardo - 22 posts
#top gun - 17 posts
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#reblog - 15 posts
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#the other guards and o have agreed that we’re just gonna start dumping buckets of ice into the pool anytime someone says it’s cold
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
Family Dinner
Summary: It’s Sunday night which means time for family dinner for Maverick, Iceman, Reader and the dagger squadron
Relationship: IceMav x daughter!Reader, Bradley Bradshaw x sister!reader
Warnings: none
word count: 2097
A/N: This is my attempt at a sequel to On the Outside Looking In, you don’t have to read it to know what is going on but it would help, not beta read
“I’m sorry, what’d you say?” Y/N pulled one of ear buds out. She had been sitting at the kitchen table, working on her homework while her dads made dinner. The dagger squadron was coming over for Sunday dinner, and her dad’s were cooking. Y/N has been working on getting to know the squadron and expressing her feelings instead of keeping in. She was also trying to get to know all the new siblings she had. So far, Y/n was closest to Fritz, which made Bradley a little jealous as he was used to being Y/N’s favorite.
“I said, can you help set the table, everyone’s gonna be arriving soon,” Maverick repeated himself, as he pulled a dish out of the oven.
“Oh yeah, sure. Do you mind if i put my things in your office,Pops? I’ll get them after dinner.”
“Sure pumpkin. Just no snooping through the papers on the desk,” ice told his daughter.
“I know. Jeez its like I havent been living with the two of you for the past 20 years,” Y/n teased as she put her things in the office. “So whats for dinner tonight?”
“Jeez, its like you should know, you’ve been sitting at the kitchen table while we’ve been making it,” Maverick responded.
Y/N grabbed the plates from her pop’s hands and moved toward the table she had just been occupying. “Hahaha your so funny. Should’ve been a comedian instead of a pilot.”
“Y’know, maybe I will do that once I retire.”
“Seriously Dad? You retiring? That’ll happen the day pigs fly and hell freezes over.”
Ice chuckled at his family. He was happy that Maverick had been, albeit not willingly, promoted to rear admiral, had accepted that position as squadron commander of the Dagger Squadron and would be around more permanently. Bradley was also back home now. He could tell the Y/N was happy about the promotion, and Bradley being home, as well. Granted, neither of them had realized that with the promotion and new squadron, Maverick would be taking in 11 stray Naval aviators. There had been a few hiccups at the start, with Y/N feeling left out of the family, but they had pushed through that.
“Back to your earlier question pumpkin,” Ice interrupted his husband and daughter’s conversations, “we’re having lasagna, salad, garlic bread and the cake that you made. Can you move the bread basket and salad bowl over to the table please?”
“That just sounds like carb overload at this point. Are you trying to put them into a food coma so that they can’t fly tomorrow? Is this your secret plan to have one day off?” Y/N asks. The doorbell rings and she moves to go answer it.
“Maybe but don’t tell any of them!” Maverick called after her. “And tell them that they can just walk into the house! They don’t have to knock every single time!”
“I will!” Y/N calls back. “Hey guys, come on in!” 
Y/N moves out of the way and allows Harvard, Yale, and Fritz to enter the home. 
“By the way, Dad wants me to remind yall that you don’t have to knock or ring the doorbell, you can just walk right in. Where’s everyone else?”
“They should be right behind us. We all left at the same time,” Fritz tells her. She gives him a quick hug and lets all of them into the house. “So how have all of you been?”
“Just trying to survive training with Maverick. I mean how is he so good at his age?” Yale responds. They all walk into the kitchen to help finish setting up the diner table. Everyone greets each other.
“Dad fought for a long time to keep his wings. It’s why he’s only just now a rear admiral, kept turning them down to keep flying,” she puts one of the salad bowls on the table, “I’ve been in the backseat, while he flew and I don't think I’ve ever been more scared. He is fearless and I can’t imagine training with him.”
“Oh, did he also get you up in an f-18? I heard he did with penny too,” says Harvard. The front door opens and closes.
“I would’ve ground his ass faster than he could say F-18,” Iceman says. 
“Who's getting grounded?” a voice asks. Everyone turns and there stands Hangman, bob, Phoenix and Coyote. They all greet everyone. 
“Me, if I took Y/N up in an F-18. I never did but I have thought about it,” Maverick tells the group. “Where’s everyone else?”
“They were pulling up as we were walking in, so should be in any-” Phoenix starts but is interrupted by the front door opening and closing.
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199 notes - Posted September 28, 2022
#4
On the Outside looking in (p.2)
Summary: It’s been 17 years since Bradley left but he’s back now and he’s brought the newly formed dagger squadron with him. But Y/n is starting to feel left out
Relationship: IceMav x Daughter!Reader, Bradley Bradshaw xx sister!reader
Warnings: a lot of angst
word count: 2,474
A/N: Here it is the final part. I tried to make this as angsty as possible
Tag: @luckyladycreator2 @daughterofthereaper02 @shakespear-picaso-lovechild
Part 1
To Iceman and Maverick, 17 years passed by in a blur. They watched their little girl grow up right before their eyes into a strong, confident young lady. Y/N was 21 now and was working her way through college. She continued to live at home with her fathers, while attending a community college.  They watched her go through kindergarten to middle school to high school, through friends, phases and boyfriends. In turn Y/N watched her papa rise through the ranks. All the way up to Commander of the Pacific fleet, while her Dad stayed a captain. She was by their side when DADT got overturned, thanks to her fathers, and was standing right next to them when they got married. She was there when her papa got throat cancer. She remembers doing her homework, while he went through chemotherapy. She was always proud of them and happy to be able to call them her fathers. But all three of them always felt like something, or rather, someone was missing. 
 Iceman kept tabs on Bradley. He always knew where he was and how he was progressing through his Navy career. Iceman updated Maverick about Bradley all the time, and informed him that Bradley was still able to follow his dreams of becoming a Naval Aviator, even though Maverick had pulled Bradley’s application to the Naval Academy with Iceman’s help. 
However, Iceman was a known puppet master, and had concocted a plan to get Bradley and Maverick back in the same place and to get them talking. He only hoped that the actual mission and the side mission would both be a success.
The uranium plant mission had been a success. Everyone had returned home safely and alive. Of course there were a few hiccups along the way but everything had worked out in the end. Iceman’s side mission of getting Bradley and Maverick to reunite and talk also worked. 
Bradley was now home, permanently. With Iceman setting up the Dagger Squad as a permanent squadron, Iceman and Maverick found that they now had 13 children. They went from one to thirteen in a short amount of time. However, there was trouble brewing.
Y/N didn’t know if her fathers actively knew what they were doing or not. With Bradley returning, and all these new aviators that her fathers decided to adopt, Y/N felt like she was being pushed aside. She felt like she was being replaced. 
It had started off small. Some nights, some of the aviators might join them for dinner, or family dinners were cut short by Maverick running off saying that someone needed him for something. Then it soon became plans that Y/N had set with her fathers were getting canceled so they could go hang with the Dagger Squadron. Y/N could slowly feel herself being pushed out of the family. She was happy for her fathers. They finally had Bradley back and more kids that they could relate to but it hurt.
Anytime she was asked how she felt, Y/N would put on a brave face, give the person that asked a smile, and tell them that she was fine. If her fathers were happy, she was happy, even if it hurt her. 
But Bradley could tell that something was wrong. He always knew. Even if he hadn’t seen or talked to Y/N in years, he knew her too well sometimes. The smile would never quite fully reach her eyes, when everyone was over. She would always look just slightly annoyed with everyone. He tried talking to her about it. Multiple times. The first time was when they had a giant discussion about everything that had occured over the 17 years that Bradley had missed. Even though Y/N had sent him letters, he had thrown them out, still too angry to even read them. He regrets that decision. 
Y/N continued keeping her feelings to herself. 
“If my fathers are happy then I am happy.” She repeated over and over to herself. It became her little mantra. It wasn’t healthy for her but she didn’t care. 
“Why don’t you try sitting down with us and having an actual conversation to get to know everyone?” Bradley had asked Y/N one night, when all 12 aviators were over. When Y/N saw that , she ran straight to her room, too tired to deal with the boundless energy they all had, even though they were all older than her. 
“I’ve tried that Bradley. But all you guys talk about is flying,” Y/n responded. 
“No we don't. We talk about other stuff.”
“Fine. All you talk about is flying and then inside jokes. Which I don’t understand. It’s hard to be involved in a conversation when you don’t actually know what's going on. I mean, why sit there and not understand a single thing that’s being said, when I can easily just sit in my room and do my own thing. Besides, it's not like anybody notices if I’m there or not.”
“What do you mean by that, squirt?” Squirt. The nickname that Bradley had given Y/N before he left. It had been a long time since anyone had called her that.
“It doesn't matter.” Y/N sighed. “Just go back downstairs. They're probably wondering where you're at.”
Bradley started heading towards the door to leave. “They’re wondering where your at too, y’know?” He walked out of Y/N’s bedroom and went to join the others.
“No, they aren’t,” Y/N whispered to herself. She went back to doing her homework.
Y/N kept her mouth shut about her feelings, and continued telling everyone that she was fine and happy with all the new siblings. 
Soon, Y/N couldn't keep her feelings locked away anymore and she would let them all out.
It all happened one evening. Y/N had been gone since 7 am, rushing to her classes for the day and then off to the diner she was a waitress at. It wa nearing 10 pm and Y/N just wanted to go straight to her room and stariaght to bed. She was exhausted. 
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229 notes - Posted September 21, 2022
#3
Peace and Quiet
Summary: Your exhausted but you also want to spend some time with your boys
Relationship: Bob x Rooster x Hangman x gn!reader
Warnings: none, this is just a lot of fluff
Word Count: 598
A/N: I havent written a fic since like 2018/2019 so please be nice to me. This is heavily insired by @daughterofthereaper02 and her work. I don’t own these characters and please don’t steal my work
You didn’t know who or what to blame for your exhaustion. You could blame the full moon that was happening tonight. You could blame the fact that all the students in your classes today were rambunctious and couldn’t sit still. You could blame the fact that you were up late unpacking box after box, trying to get moved into your new home with your boyfriends. You tried to find a reason for your exhaustion but there were just too many to count. Even though you could feel the exhaustion sitting in your bones, you still joined your boyfriends out for a night at The Hard Deck. Having not seen them, in what felt like weeks due to busy schedules, you’d take any chance to see them.
“You doin’ alright, sugar?” Jake asked you. The two of you had been playing pool against each other but you were struggling. Jake had noticed pretty quickly. So had Bradley and so had Bob. The three of them always seemed to notice when something was wrong. 
“Yeah,” you give him a soft smile, “but I think I’m gonna get another drink. Can you step in for me Bradley, please?” 
“Of course, darling,” he pressed a gentle kiss to your cheek, and you passed the pool cue off to him. You stopped by Bob, sitting on a bar stool watching the pool table and having a conversation with Phoenix, and asked if he or Phoenix needed anything. You got their drink orders, and a refill of peanuts for Bob, before making your way over to the bar. 
Returning to the pool area you pass off the drinks to everyone, before slotting yourself between Bob’s legs, his arms wrapped around your waist, as he continues his conversation with Phoenix. Your back presses against his chest, as you feel yourself relax into his embrace. 
“You alright there, sweetheart?” he mumbles quietly in your ear. 
“Yeah. Just tired that’s all,” you respond before stealing some peanuts out of the cup in front of you. He nods his head in response and gives you a quick kiss on the side of your head before returning to the conversation. You closed your eyes, laid your head back on his shoulder, let out a deep sigh and relaxed even more into Bob’s arms. 
Bradley nudged Jake’s ribs, stopping him from lining up the shot he was just about to take.
“What-” Jake started saying before Bradley cut him off and pointed towards Bob and you. Both you and Bob were enjoying the quietness of each other’s company. The two men smiled at the two of you fondly. They wished they could freeze the moment and stay there forever. It was as close to perfect as they could get right now.  
Bradley and Jake were finishing up round two of their pool game, when Bob got their attention. He jerked his head towards the door, a subtle hint, asking if they were ready to go. You were practically falling asleep in Bob’s arms and the boys all agreed it was time to go home. 
“You ready to go sweetheart?” Bob softly asked. You opened your eyes and saw your boys all staring at you. You nodded your head and moved out of Bob’s arms. Jake wrapped his arms around your shoulders and led you out the front door, with Bradley and Bob following behind you. As you walked to the car, you felt Jake give you a gentle kiss on your forehead. You gave him a soft smile. You were very happy and content and ready to go to bed.
233 notes - Posted August 30, 2022
#2
On the Outside looking in (p.1)
Summary: Tom “Iceman” Kazansky and Pete “Maverick” Mitchell love both their kids but sometimes one gets pushed to the side
Relationship: IceMav x daughter!Reader
Warnings: none that I can think but if there is some just let me know
word count: 433
A/N:  This is part one just to set up for everything that happens in part 2 and also i wanted to get this out for everyone. This is also posted over on my AO3 account 
Edit here is part 2
Tom “Iceman” Kazansky. Pete “Maverick” Mitchell. Wingman, husbands, and great fathers to Bradley and their daughter, Y/N. Bradley came into Maverick and Iceman’s care, when he was 10 years old, after his mother had passed away from breast cancer. 5 years later, little Y/N, who was only a year old at the time, came into their care after her mother, Sarah, who was Ice’s sister, and Y/N’s dad passed away in a freak car accident. 
They did the best they could at raising Bradley and Y/N. Sometimes it was difficult, since there was a 14 year age gap between the two of them but they made it work. Bradley adored Y/N and Y/N adored Bradley.  Even though there was a 14 year age gap, they were as close as siblings could be. 
That all changed when Y/N was 4, and Bradley was 18. 
All Y/N could remember from that night was loud voices, yelling from downstairs, slamming doors and then quiet. She crept out of her room towards the stairwell that overlooked the living room. She watched as her two fathers silently hugged each other. She could hear sniffling, and they were talking in hushed whispers.
“Dada? Papa?” Her soft voice cried out. Both men turned to look up at their daughter. Mavericks eyes were red and puffy. He quickly wiped his cheeks
“Y/N. Pumpkin you should be in bed,” Iceman, her papa, called up to her.
“Couldn’t sleep. Too loud. Where Bradley?” She replied. 
Maverick and Iceman looked at each other, wondering what to tell their daughter. A few moments passed, silently. A silent conversation happened between the two wingmen. At last they had come to a decision. Iceman turned and made his way up the stairs towards his daughter. Maverick moved out of the living room and to his and Ice’s shared bedroom.
“Where Bradly?” Y/N asked again, as her papa picked her up and carried her back to her room. “Why Dada sad? Are you sad?”
“Bradley had to leave. He and Dada got into an argument, that's all. Nothing to worry about,” Ice quickly told her. He laid her on the bed and pulled the covers over her body.
“Be back?” she asked him.
“He’ll be back soon, pumpkin. He just needs some time to himself. He’ll be back soon. Okay?” Iceman tells his daughter.
“Okay. Goodnight papa.”
“Goodnight pumpkin.” He kissed her forehead goodnight, and left Y/N’s bedroom.
Bradley didn’t come back the next night. Or the night after that. He wouldn’t return for another 17 years.
262 notes - Posted September 18, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
Complete
Summary: Everyone has a soulmate, or sometimes multiple. But you will never feel complete until you have met all of your soulmates. It can sometimes take years to meet them, especially if you have multiple soulmate.
Relationship: Bob x Rooster x Hangma x gn!reader
Warnings: None
Word count: 3075 
A/n: This is only my second attempt at writing top gun fanfic so please be nice. Again this is heavily inspired by @daughterofthereaper02 her  works are absolutely amazing and you should go check them out
You were lucky to grow up in a world with soulmates. Someone, or multiple someones, were destined to love you forever. A majority of people had only one, some had two but even rarer were the ones with three soulmates. You fell into the last category. When you were thirteen years old, three names appeared on your rib cage, one right after another. Jake Seresin. Bradley Bradshaw. Robert Floyd. The three people that were meant to love you unconditionally. Your mother and father commented on how lucky you are to have three soulmates. They also told you that now begins the hard part. The waiting. Waiting to meet each and every single one of them. Your parents told you that you would never feel complete until you had met all three. Even if you had met two of them, it would never feel right until all three of you were together. Your parents also reminded you that there was a chance for one or all of them to die before you even met. If that were the case, their names would burn off your body and all that would be left would be a scar to remind you of what could have been. While you didn’t want to think about worst case scenarios, that little tidbit of information was always there in the back of your mind.
While some people actively searched for their soulmates, you choose not to. It would happen when it was supposed to happen. You weren’t going to force it. 
You met Bradley Bradshaw first. You both met in college, in your shared Spanish 101 class. It was the first day of classes and you two had sat right next to each other. It was as cheesy and cliche as one could get. The professor had told everyone to turn to their table partners and introduce themselves to each other. 
“These are going to be your partners for every group project and lesson going forward. Better to introduce and get to know each other now, rather than later. And who knows some of you might be soulmates,” the professor had said. You gently smiled at the  last statement, deep down hoping that it would be true.
“Bradley Bradshaw,” the man sitting next to you said. Your eyes widened and you turned towards your table partner. He had brown eyes, dark curly hair, and the beginnings of a mustache growing on his upper lip.
“I’m sorry, what did you just say?” you asked.
“Uhm, Bradley Bradshaw? “ It came out more like a question. “It’s my name.”
You gave him a soft smile, and extended your hand out towards him. 
“Y/N Y/L/N”
He returned the smile. 
That was the start of everything. After that fateful class was over, the two of you spent the rest of the day getting to know each other. You learned that he wanted to be a naval aviator, like his father and that something had happened between Bradley and his uncle to cause him to not get into the Naval Academy. You told him that you were a history major and that you wanted to teach just like your mother had done. You shared likes and dislikes with him, hopes and dreams, and what you feared. You two told each other everything. The two of you even spent time speculating about the other two names, Jake Seresin and Robert Floyd, that were tattooed onto your skin.
The years went by and soon you both were graduating college. After college, he would be going off to flight school. Even with the setback from his uncle, Bradley had still made it into the Navy and was on his way to becoming a naval aviator just like his father. You would follow Bradley to Pensacola, Florida while he attended flight school and you had accepted a job as a teacher for the high school on base. The perks of being a soulmate to someone in the military, you could stay on base with them. Neither of you were expecting to meet your second soulmate while in Pensacola.
It happened while you were on your lunch break. The students were all at lunch and you had a free period. Sometimes students would wander in and ask questions about homework assignments or use your classroom as a quiet place to study but today it was just you, and you embraced the silence.
Buzz Buzz Buzz Buzz
Your phone would not stop buzzing. The screen kept lighting up with notifications. All were texts from Bradley. 
Bradley: I’ve met him
Bradley: Jake Seresin
Bradley: He’s a cocky asshole. Thinks he's better than everyone. 
Bradley: But he is also very good looking
Bradley: He asked if I had met you or Robert yet. I told him that I met you but not robert. I also told him that you were here on base with me.
Bradley: He also hasn’t met Robert yet. He wants to meet you.
Bradley: I told him he can come over after training today.
You: Oh wow, sounds like you had an interesting day. I’ll make sure there's enough food for dinner tonight to feed all three of us. 
You: I’m nervous to meet Jake. What if he doesn’t like me?
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303 notes - Posted September 4, 2022
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Fic summary 2021
happy new year yall!! (*´∇`*) it's been a little over a year since i started this blog, and oh boy what a journey it's been. before starting this blog, i was on a hiatus from writing since 2017 ish when i left my previous fandom, and i never expected to write again?? but finding a new fandom has changed that and well, here we are!!
thank you for supporting this little blog of mine whether you sent an ask or left a comment, aggressively reblogged 30 times in a row with memes attached, or said you wanted to punch me in the face (affectionately... i hope LMAO). thank you to my besties for putting up with my hyunjae enemy agenda, my regular anons for still being here, those that stop by, and anyone who has read something of mine and had it linger in their minds even for the briefest moment 🥺
aight 2021 fic summary up ahead, where i answer questions like fave fic written, most fun to write, hottest moment, and fave lines haha. keep reading if ur interested i guess!!
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Total word count written: 151,269 (........i've never hit such a high number before)
Total word count published: 105,135
Fandoms written: tbz!! (and a tiny bit of nct if that counts)
1. Looking back, did you write more fic than you thought you would this year, less, or what you predicted?
WAY. MORE. just look at that count!! i checked my old blog and i've averaged about 70k words written per year there, with ~40k published. i really didn't expect to be so immersed in fic again!! to be able to catch up to my pre-hiatus skill level, surpass it, and then write this many words after a four year hiatus... i'm pretty amazed. so yes way more than i expected
2. What pairing/genre/fandom did you write that you would never have predicted in January?
i think last january i didn't even know i would write for tbz HAHA. this was supposed to be a jaehyun blog (as you can tell by the url LMAO) and i only had jaehyun works at the time!!
3. What’s your own favourite story of the year?
hmm it's in between my big four: if the lipstick matches, you look hideous on me, heartbreak for hire, this is how we fall. i'll probably have to read them again to pick a fave but bc of recency bias and all... i'll go with this is how we fall.
4. Did you take any writing risks this year? What did you learn from them?
tried writing sm*t, but it's not published so does that count? also bloom for you was a bit of a challenge bc i've never written a hanahaki au before nor have i read many of them, and writing a happy ending for it was kind of difficult bc how does one resolve THAT? think it worked out in the end though :')
5. Do you have any fanfic goals for the new year?
hmm i'd say it would be to write for myself? something i recently realized was how draining writing was becoming, and that was bc i focused so much on meticulously planning them that it was no longer enjoyable to write. so yes we're gonna go back to writing self indulgent fantasies only in the new year HAHA
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From my past year of writing, what was…
My best story of this year:
this is how we fall. i know i hated it while writing it but i think it turned out quite nice, especially the way everything falls into place by the end of it. there are themes of fate and destiny weaved into it, and a nice balance of humour, character development, and heart fluttering feels. and well, i heard it made some people believe in love again hahaha
My most popular story of this year:
you look hideous on me, for sure. by a landslide. call me a one hit wonder 🥴 haha jk but i definitely underestimated how much people would like bad boy sunwoo. oh and they were soulmates :'))
Most fun story to write:
if the lipstick matches!! i definitely enjoyed writing this the most bc it was SOOOO self indulgent. literally me projecting my own organic chem lab experience... including the near-kiss in the lab with goggles on (pls don't try that yall!!) and the scene with hyunjae at the party hehe. i loved writing kyeobmuda as y/n's besties, and their dynamics were honestly so much fun. and of course, it was my first ever tbz fic 🥺
Story with the single sexiest moment:
that hyunjae e2l drabble 👀 is 👀 quite 👀 hot. the rest of it sitting in my wips is much hotter though HAHA. OH WAIT there's that scene at the end of you look hideous on me. yes that one.
Most “holy crap, that’s wrong, even for you” story:
ALDKJFKJ THAT'S GOTTA BE TAKE A HINT I'M SORRY. i hate the fic. i have nothing to say about it.
Story that shifted my own perceptions of the characters:
heartbreak for hire maybe? it was my first time writing younghoon in a long fic and the first time i caught feels for him ok. now he's made his way to the top three on my bias list :')
Hardest story to write:
TAKE A HINT SMH but also this is how we fall. these two tripped me up so bad with the plot points, but in different ways. take a hint was too simple, being an f2l that i didn't really know what to do with. this is how we fall was.... WAY too complex that i had to cut out plot points and it took me a long time to figure out how to do that.
Biggest surprise:
that you look hideous on me would turn out to be as popular as it is???? or that i'd write a hyunjae angst that broke people.... or that i'd have anything to do with hyunjae at all 🤡🤡🤡
Most unintentionally telling story:
hmm i guess i always end up weaving personal beliefs and ideologies into my fics in a way? this is how we fall, heartbreak for hire, and more than tomorrow have some lines i plucked out of my fave quotes or posts.
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Favourite opening lines:
i don't particularly like any of my opening lines tbh but here you go
[the regular dilemma]
hyunjae as comedic relief as always
“Social media is a disease, Y/N,” Hyunjae says, trying to grab your phone out of your hands. “Tell me, have you ever seen anything good being posted online? They just feed you brain-rotting posts that will reduce your IQ a little each time.”
[not cute]
i got called out for always starting with dialogue, which is true only about half the time though
“So is he the one?” Eric whispers excitedly, tilting his head over at where Juyeon stood behind the counter. The barista seems to be busying himself with something, and you could only hope that nothing your two loud friends say today would reach his ears. “The cute barista who apparently likes your goat face—”
[bad at being bad]
chan i'm so sorry but ur hilarious in this fic
“He’s so good looking,” a voice says, pulling you out of your thoughts. “Like, so good looking.”
Favourite closing lines:
[this is how we fall]
hands down my all time favourite closing lines. they tie up all loose ends of the fic and close it so nicely AND could also be up to interpretation. also i get shivers every time an author weaves the title into the story so that's kind of what i did here.
Now you don't have to look into his future to know that all the scenes you'd seen were about you. Now you can picture it—Sunwoo looking up from your laced hands on the table and seeing your smile, face no longer out of focus. Pulling away from your kiss in the orchard has you seeing your own gaze, surprised but content. And then there's this very moment when you see yourself in Sunwoo's eyes and you just know.
This is how you fall in love.
Favourite lines from anywhere:
[you look hideous on me]
this one was too funny ok
The most you give him is your name, so that he might stop calling you by the S-word that you’ve come to hate so much. Though now you’re not so sure if the S-word is soulmate, Sunwoo, or skater boy.
[more than tomorrow]
i might cry again
And this time, you understand him. It wasn’t more than yesterday and less than tomorrow like he’d always said. Love in itself is something greater than all of the tomorrows that had been promised to you, and all of the tomorrows that had been robbed from him. Because even when tomorrow comes and the tomorrow after that, it will still silently sit on your shoulders and slip out with each tear and rest between the pages of a book left incomplete too soon.
[sangyeon wip]
lot of nice lines in this one but yknow i might never finish it or post it so just throwing it here i guess. posted something else from this au for a wip wednesday once upon a time tho
But sometimes love is the warmth of sunlight on your face, streaming through the windows of a place you call home. Sometimes it smiles at you fondly in the mornings and sometimes it takes you by the hand to guide you gently to the barstool in the kitchen. Sometimes love simply looks at you like you are exactly where you belong.
Scenes from anywhere you would have choose to have illustrated:
the first slow dancing scene from this is how we fall or the rooftop scene (fake stargazing!!!) from you look hideous on me!!
New year’s resolutions:
should probably be writing less and exercising more tbh HAHAHA. but uhh i guess i'll try to get back to writing self indulgent stuff!!
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Word Count Totals
Total finished, posted fic: 105,135
i think it's actually ~111,200 if you count the things on my mlist but some of the things i posted this year were written in previous years so i didn't count those
Longest posted fic:  this is how we fall - 16.9k
Longest wip: my 15.5k sangyeon wip that still isn't close to being done HAHA. maybe in 2022 :')
Total number of words written: 151,269
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amjustagirl · 3 years
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I love Akaashi so much and ofc it hurts me heart to see him in pain 😩 But like...jaded Akaashi is an idea I actually love a lot?? Like more than I want to admit? I know a lot of others want to see him happy in a relationship - myself included 😌 - but I love angst Akaashi so much at the same time! He definitely messed up the first time, and the second go around wasn't much better, but he works with literature! Hopefully he believes in "third time's the charm"? Although he strikes me as the kind of guy that was nose deep in all those tragic, self-flagellating romances stories 😅
If you had any ideas for poor Keiji of course we'd love to hear them, but you DO NOT HAVE TO! I almost feel guilty that you're writing the Osamu fic for us considering you just finished writing Bokutou's fic! 😫 Remember to always take breaks!
And I hate to be greedy with my ask, but does it get tiring or tricky writing so many stories in the same Universe? I think it's amazing that you're able to do that so seemlessly, but I saw an ask where you said you were considering having Suna's fic to be set outside of Storm Chaser? I'd love to read it! I'm just in awe of how well you're able to tie in so many storylines! 🤗💖🤗💖
Hahaha third times the charm? Maybe - but the pain train still has akaashi's name, at least based on the snippet of dialogue I'm inspired by :
He looks at you, wilting peach blossoms in his hands. "You - I don't understand."
"Of course you don't", you laugh, tasting ashes on your tongue. "You don't even see me, do you? Until now, you're still haunted by her."
"I don't -"
"I think I deserve to be loved for me", you laugh, the sound bitter. "If you can't do that, I'll have to do it myself - I'm used to that, after all."
Anyways - as to your other question! It's no trouble abt writing osamu, inspiration finally hit, so I'm happy writing it. It's not super easy writing in the same universe, but each story bounces off the next, so its endlessly satisfying. My only issue is that yall might get bored of it, or there are continuity issues (I think there are! But yall have been kind enough not to point it out)
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nestacorvere · 3 years
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acosf rant review
i finished acosf a while ago and i just can´t stop thinking about it so this is an attempt to get it all off my chest cause i have a lot of thoughts. 
spoilers below the cut 
i read the first 6 chapters when they were “leaked” and honestly that just set the bar really low. all these years that i´ve waited for the book i always thought nesta was going to illyria and that she would be away from the inner circle (except for cassian and azriel). but then came those chapters and i realized the ic would actually be in the book and i was pissed. 
the first few chapters were hard to get through. what mor said about sending nesta to the court of nightmares (and cassian not saying anything about it), what amren said about putting her in the dungeons in hewn city made me want to through my phone across the room. sure, send a depressed person dealing with ptsd, which is something they have all gone through before, to a place where she´ll feel more tortured. yay that´s so smart. it will certainly make her feel better (/irony). 
also this thing feyre says and sjm apparently forgets about it throughout the book to make us believe feyre acted solely on nesta´s wellbeing. (i dont´t hate feyre yall it was just clear to me she had ulterior motives to send nesta away and that quote proves it)
“It is about how it reflects upon me, upon Rhys, and upon my court when my damned sister spends our money on wine and gambling and does nothing to contribute to this city! If my sister cannot be controlled, then why should we have the right to rule over anyone else?”
but then the part where nesta calls rhysand “an arrogant, preening asshole” got me laughing so much. this whole scene is a fucking disaster but that part was funny af. 
i only began to really like the book after the scene where nesta helps gwyn by trading the books in merrill´s office. when nesta trully smiled for the first time i literally teared up. 
also nesta´s friendship with the House was amazing. one of the best things in this book. and the whole “the house likes romance books” made me laugh all the time. 
“The book,” Nesta said, a bit breatlessly, “is about...” Her nostrils flared and her eyes went a bit unfocused. “A book”. 
“Interesting”, Cassian murmured, “Sounds great.” 
and this dialogue... pure gold. i’m also like that when i’m reading smut and someone asks me what the book is about hahaha. 
now another thing that bothered me:
“Because illyrians are backward and horrible”  
why is sjm constantly depicting the only POC in acotar as monsters? wht tf did she make them to be abusers? it´s a rhetorical question btw. i think we all know the answer. i´m a firm believer that even though this is a fantasy book, stereotypes like this are still damning and wrong. 
the fighting scene between cassian and azriel and nesta fantasizing about a threesome was funny and weird. i understand sjm wanted to show us who the threesome would be with if she hadn´t deleted it and it actually made me glad she did. it would not have fit the narrative at all.
the sex scenes were great in the beginning but then i got tired of them. i always get tired when there´s that much sex scenes and ik sjm warned us. but it was nessian so i made myself read and care about them. 
nesta´s power damn i was shook. i loved it. all the scenes that showed her power were absolutely amazing. 
now moving on to the worst part of the book. nesta Made the weapons. with her power. therefore they are her weapons. they happened to end in rhysands hands but that doesn´t give him, or feyre, or the ic the right to choose not to tell her about her weapons. the whole high king thing sjm threw out there just to make us see that hey rhysand is not bad yall he doesnt want to usurp power even though he has the weapons for it and his friends actually suggested it. amren could go to fucking hell for all i care after this. also for the things she say when nesta confronts her about it. 
when rhysand and all them found out the baby could kill feyre and didn´t tell her i was already pissed. who the fuck they think they are to deny her the information that she might die and that her son would likely die with her? nothing and no one has that right. not even her fucking mate. no one. i think it was wrong of nesta to tell her the way she did and to only do it out of anger. but i was actually fucking glad someone told her at all. and rhysand threatening to kill nesta only makes me more angry. even feyre can see it was because of the parallel she saw between them not telling her about the weapons and she isn´t even angry at nesta. but rhysand thinks he has the right to be angry after not telling his mate she could die? oh fuck off. 
i actually enjoyed the major plot of this book. the dread trove thing, the queen and koschei was actually pretty interesting to me and i wasn´t bored. it actually made me more interested to read the next books. i had promised myself i would be done with sjm after acosf cause all i ever cared about was nesta but i might keep reading cause i enjoyed this plot. 
since i´ve talked about the worst part (to me) let´s talk about the best parts now. nesta´s, emerie´s and gwyn´s friendship was absolutely everything to me. i love them all so much. i was just so happy to see nesta happy and i fell in love with emerie and gwyn as well. i also love nessian and although some things they said to each other and the way cassian behaved toward nesta in some scenes didn´t really make me happy, i will always love this couple. i just like the version in my mind and fanfics better. and nesta´s whole healing arc was amazing to me. it made me so so proud of her.  
azriel´s present to nesta made me soft. i love them so much omg i wished they had interacted more.  
the scene where it´s revealed nessian are mated is so heartcrushing. it made me sad to see cassian say he was “shackled” to her because she had already admited she felt unworthy of his love and by saying that he just made her feel it all over again. sad sad sad sad sad. i actually cried. 
the whole blood rite thing to me was only to prove to us readers that nesta was strong even without her powers and it was preparing us for what would come. that being said i actually liked it. i think the bond the girls created there and nesta realizing how strong she was made it worth it. 
now to the ending. i unfortunately read spoilers of the ending before i finished the book. so throughout it was already preparing myself for that scene. i think that was part of the reason that i wasn´t pissed by the end of the book. i don´t think power means strenght and i also believe nesta is strong regardless of her power. but i just loved her power, you know. i don´t think she´s any less strong now because everything she learned makes her strong in a different way. but i was just sad. it made me think sjm just didn´t want anyone more powerful than rhysand. 
also sjm really made nesta think of rhysand as her brother, seriously. out of nowhere. he never did one good thing toward her. never. and he also didn´t apologize for the bad things he did. no one apologized actually. nesta and feyre were the only one´s that actually said they were sorry and that realized they were wrong. sjm made nesta apologize to everyone. but only one person apologized to her.  disappointed but not surprised. 
i think that´s all i have to say. this book was truly a rollercoast of emotions to me. i was angry, sad, i laughed, i cried (of sadness and of happiness) and in the end i was just happy. all the things i wrote here were because i couldn´t stop thinking about the book after i finished it and i started realizing some stuff. but i still loved it. nesta is my favorite character and in the end i´m just happy she´s happy. 
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n7punk · 3 years
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Heyyyyyy i'm a bit late to the party, but i just finished Strange Disease and GOD i love your writing, thank you for sharing it us. Free serotonin!!!!!!!!
Love that you're doing a smut fic followed by a teens fic. Balance is everything hahaha. And a question, do you have playlists of your fics??
Best wishes on your surgery, take as much time to recover and rest as you need. And one question that just came to mind, you have any terms of endearment (im not really sure thats the correct expression in English) you are or arent confortable with? I'll go around calling everyone dude but wouldn't want to do anything to make you uncomfortable
hope you don’t mind me publishing this, i usually priv answer things not sent on anon, but i want to answer some of these questions publicly.
ty for reading! im glad you enjoyed the fic. All of my long-form fics have been rated M or E, but I really wanted to explore some childhood fluff because I think about Catradora during the Horde times a lot lmao. The second fic in the series will be when they are older and rated E, but I separated it out since the majority of the fic is while they are kids/teens.
I do make playlists for some of my fics (the greys playlist is just starting to take shape), and i usually post the titles of a few select songs from them in the fic notes for each individual fic. i can’t share the playlists as they are on youtube and would share my full name publicly, since google has never heard of privacy. i also usually delete the playlist once a fic is done. i have a general catra, general adora, and general catradora playlist i use too. i’ve posted some tracks from my catra playlist here, which i also just went back and updated since this reminded me! I posted the song titles i looped for strange disease near the beginning of the fic notes.
ty for the well wishes. in english, the phrase “terms of endearment” is pretty limited to affectionate names like “baby” and “sweetheart” one would use for a loved one, but i totally understand what you mean! im nb and use they/them pronouns, but im fine with gendered terms like “girl” and “dude” and non-gendered ones like “yall” because i know that in their actual usage they are not gendered, just in definition. i don’t mind being called things like that, or just “n7″ or “punk”, or my name if you prefer lol. i appreciate you taking the time to ask!
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