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didipin · 9 months
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My fellow Reylos,
Are you thinking what I'm thinking??
>:3
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In the 2nd season of The Mandalorian, when Grugu interacts with the blue butterflies, that could have been happening at the same time that Ben was rescuing those blue butterflies in the roll out shorts. He's the right age for it.
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marinersubmariner · 5 days
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I thought it would be cool to see a Ben Solo Akira slide, but since the Akira slide has been parodied to death (including by Obi-Wan Kenobi himself in Tartakovsky Clone Wars) I changed the angle a bit to be less redundant.
Also for some reason I felt the need to make my life really difficult by trying to design a new speeder bike??? Which foolishly seemed necessary to me because I wanted to align it more with the cyberpunk anime look. And then I just had to keep going and give him a helmet and facial injuries for my own amusement.
Since this sort of started out as a biker gang AU, it really should have aesthetically been Kylo and the Knights of Ren, but that went right out the window because I'm incessantly compelled to dress him in blue.
The design on his helmet is a zoomed-in portion of the symbol from Anakin's podracer and racing flag (grandpa's #1 fanboy). I was initially messing around with placing it in full but thought it looked too busy. I do kind of wish I had figured out a way to keep more of it, because after I drew it I realized it looks like a blue butterfly?!?
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Galaxy brain connections just happening to me completely by accident
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REYLO POLYMER CLAY EARRINGS AND PINS
When my passion for polymer clay meet my other great passion: reylo
Reylo has been a pillar of my literary and artistic life since 2019. I met a golden community, online friends who became friends in real life. I'll forever be grateful for it.
I choose to made some butterfly theme earrings. For those who don't know since the release of a kid show with Ben Solo in it saving blue magic butterfly, the butterfly kind of become the emblem of the reylo fandom.
I added lots of glitter to illustrate the butterflies of the cartoon which was made of sparkling crystals
The jar one is from a fanfic idea : Rey founding blue butterfly, keeping them and finding Ben thanks to them.
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kookiestiddies · 2 years
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the way we are | 2 - the party
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pairing: jeon jungkook x female reader
genre: drabble series, college au, enemies to lovers >:), pining, fluff, angst, and smut (in later chapters)
➔ He got on her nerves and he knew it. She took his heart and she doesn't know it yet.
wc: 4.3k
warnings: swearing, reader is grumpy, kissing, attempted humour, typos and grammatical errors prolly, allusion to smut, bad jokes (again... it's a real problem), annoying characters maybe (oc prolly idk how to feel about her), jung hoseok (a necessary warning), jung hoseok again except I should mention that he embodies 'no thoughts just vibes" lowkey, taehyung too, taehyung showcases instigator behaviour, ben affl*ck (idk man, you're confused I'm confused), mention of queefing, kindergarten level insults.
taglist: @bubbless-world @ohitssummer @jeonsorchid
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The Jeon twins made for an odd pair. 
While they lived up to their title in terms of mannerisms and speech patterns, physically, they were as different as can be. 
If it weren’t for the inky patterns that lined their arms and possibly other parts of their body, their matching set of doe eyes, and the sudden dips in each cheek that always appeared after the sight of a familiar face or a well-told joke, you could never have guessed that they were once womb-mates.
While Chaeyoung thrived in bright shades of pink and white, Jungkook opted for the brooding presence of blacks and anything else no brighter than navy blues. Where she was all softness and curves, he was a sketch-up of hard lines. On the days when Chaeyoung wore butterfly clips in her hair that complimented her flowy dress and Mary Jane heels, Jungkook styled his mullet, wore more silver jewellery than you could count, and stalked about in black stompers.
One of these days, you were fated to find out that said stompers were actually worth quite a bit. But not just yet though.
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Parties were never your thing. 
Not to sound too different from other girls or anything, but you truly did prefer the comfort of your cosy shoebox dorm and a never-ending stream of meaningless online content. 
Parties were too loud, too stuffy and too stressful. That is unless you were shitfaced drunk like you were currently. 
Just a few months into your new company of friends, you were quick to learn that the whole lot of them were party animals, almost always on the lookout for nights of alcohol-induced shenanigans, and shameless whoring, twerking, strutting and queefing around as Jimin had so eloquently put, while you were decidedly not.
“You’ll come won’t you,” Chae asked you as she grasped your upper arm and looked at you with puppy eyes. 
“I won’t,” you answered with a sickeningly sick smile. 
It was on a Friday afternoon when you had been in the middle of your solo biweekly revision session that Chae’s familiar cotton candy head had popped over the sea of silence that engulfed the library. Students glanced at her with annoyance as she noisily clacked her heels over the floor to where you were seated in a single booth towards the back corner. You were also quick to notice the quiet thud of a pair of stompers that followed her suit. 
“Told you she wouldn’t be into it,” Jungkook said dismissively with a blank expression and lazily leaned against the side of your booth. “Oh c’mon, you can’t abandon me like this!” Chae whined and tightened her grip on your arm. It was starting to hurt honestly. 
The girl sitting in the booth across from you sent an angry “Shh!” in your trio’s direction. 
You lowered your head in embarrassment and gestured to the twins to quiet down. “Babe, what do you mean abandon you? I love you and everything and I truly appreciate our friendship and all, but we really haven’t known each other long enough for this to be that deep,” you said with a look on your face that said you were joking. Jungkook snorted loudly at that.
Another “SHH!” landed on you again. Bitch.
“Y/n! I can’t handle another night of taking care of Jimin and Nayeon’s horny asses. Do you have any idea the bullshit those idiots put me through?!” Chae cried. Her grip on your arm tightened even more. 
Jesus fuck, does she work out?!?
“C’mon Chae, I told you she wouldn’t be into it. You said you’d prove me wrong. You didn’t. You owe me ice cream now. Let’s go,” Jungkook said monotonously and stood up as you hopelessly pried Chae’s hands away from your arm. 
“Chae, please let go, you’re killing me here,” you whisper-scream, admittedly scared of the chick in front of you.
Luckily, the shrill ringtone of Chae’s phone suddenly cuts through the air and leads her a short way away from your booth to answer the call, gorilla grip talons and all. Both Jungkook and you notice the irritated look on the girl across and shared an awkward-embarrassed look with each other.
“What? Did you guys bet on me going to the party or something?” you redirected, looking between the twins. He shrugged. “Am I only worth some ice cream?” you joked mindlessly. 
“If you must know, it’s really cheap, grocery store ice cream…” Jungkook said quietly, but not quiet enough to escape your earshot as you massaged your arm (which will probably bruise tomorrow).
Asshole. 
“Oh? Is that so? Everyone knows that cheap, grocery store ice cream tastes miles better though, compared to whatever premium coco-mocha-pumpkin-spiced-latte-ariana-grande ice cream I’m sure your tasteless ass likes having,” you banter. 
At this, he stares at you, glides his eyes up and down your figure, and smirks. 
“I mean… I didn’t even say that that’s my taste.”
“What is your taste then?”
“Cheap, grocery store ice cream,” he says strangely with a smile.
Is he flirting with you?
....Ew.
You let out a huff at that and say, “Whatever. This is a really dumb conversation. Hope you enjoy your ice cream, whichever one it is that you end up getting,” before turning back to your work.
Jungkook was still looking at you, with what you suspected was hesitance.
You look back and raise a questioning brow at him. 
Just as he opened his mouth, Chae saunters back over and unknowingly interrupts him. “Hobi’s here,” she announces while looking around the library. All the focus you had on Jungkook is abandoned immediately as you whip your head around to look for the sight of a familiar sunshine grin.
It doesn’t take long for you to find it as its owner walks over to your group with a bickering Jimin and Taehyung in tow. Taehyung’s hands are flailing everywhere and he’s bouncing around with Jimin looking at him in ridicule while trying to get him to calm down.
“What are these idiots fighting about now,” Chae mutters under her breath.
“...but Affleck’s Batman was literally the worst okay?! His rat-ass thought he was doing the middle-age existential crisis gimmick right, except that he wasn’t. Brother Pattinson came in and fucking ate that shit!” you heard Taehyung saying passionately as the trio came within earshot, making Jimin burst out a screech while Hoseok chuckled. You sneak a glance at the girl across and you’re pretty sure you catch her shaking in anger or something.
“Hey guys,” Hoseok threw at the twins and you. You were the only one who bothered to reply with one yourself. Chae was too invested in Taehyung and Jimin’s conversation to respond while Jungkook seemed to be in a mood all of a sudden, his eyes fixated on the way Hoseok walked over and leaned against the table facing you. 
“What are they arguing about?” you ask Hoseok. Before he could answer, Jimin voices it out himself exasperatedly. 
“But what does that have to do with why JLo and him aren’t good together???” 
“It has to do with everything!”
“EXCUSE ME, BUT CAN YOU PLEASE EITHER KEEP IT DOWN OR LEAVE THE LIBRARY?!” the girl from earlier finally explodes at your seemingly ever-growing gathering.
“Jesus fuck, yes, yes! We’re leaving,” you bellow out, annoyed and terrified, and start packing up your things.
“We’re leaving?” Chae asks finally tuning in back to you.
“We are?” Taehyung asks.
“But we just got here,” Jimin adds pitifully. 
It’s your turn to be exasperated as you say “Shut up, please, all of you. We’re getting out of here and going somewhere less quiet so that we don’t seem too much like animals.” You finish packing up and head towards the exit, throwing a measly ‘sorry’ to the girl ahead of you without waiting for a response. The rest of the group moves over similarly like a school of fish.
While Jimin and Taehyung carry on their argument, this time with Jungkook joining in (he’s Team Affleck because he and Jimin are both problematic like that), Hoseok catches up to you and Chae. 
“Are you sure you’re not gonna change your mind about coming to the party?” Chae tries again.
Hoseok cuts in before you could answer, “What, you mean the one happening tomorrow night?” She nods in confirmation. “She doesn’t want to go but I want her to,” Chae whines. 
“This is gonna hurt Chae, but frankly speaking, I don’t care what you want,” you say curtly making her huff and setting Hoseok off with laughter. 
“Shut the fuck up, that wasn’t even that funny!” Chae whines at Hoseok. “No, but it’s what your entitled ass deserves,” he throws at her causing her to fume.
“Who are you calling entitled?!? Jungkook, did you hear what they’re saying about me?” she screeches at her brother. Said brother turns to her and says, “I did and I agree, you are entitled and I also don’t care about what you want.” Now the whole group is laughing along. 
“That’s it, I’m calling Nayeon, you know… a real friend,” Chae huffs and gets distracted by her phone. Hoseok takes this as an opportunity to lean over and put his arm around you. 
“I know we’re joking and all, but I’d really like it if you’d change your mind about the party,” he says softly. 
“Oh, I don’t know. It’s not really my thing, ya’know? Besides, I have Mr Byrnes class to study for. He keeps talking about a test that isn’t even in the study plan and it’s making me paranoid that he’s going to surprise us with a pop quiz one of these days,” you ramble as he listens attentively. 
“C’mon, it’s just one night. Just have some fun. And I promise that I’ll watch out for you, okay? Make sure things don’t get out of hand or let anyone force you to do anything crazy,” he says.
“What do you say?” he asks, eyes hopeful and smile as wide and bright as ever.
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Of course, you said yes. 
It's so stupid. How could you refuse when he had asked so nicely? Plus, he promised to watch out for you.
So here you were, walking up to a large house set in the corner of an upper-class residential area that had college students pouring in and out of every entrance possible with Chae, Nayeon and Jimin. You honestly had no idea who’s house this was, or who even organised this party. An act of stupidity on your part you realised, because now you had no choice but to lean on your friends for safety. 
Oh well, Hoseok did promise to watch out for you, you thought as you secretly smiled to yourself.
Not secretive enough it seems as Chae tells you, “With that look on your face, I hope you’re actually excited to go to this party for the sake of having fun.”
You reply with a simple “Sure,” as your group turns into the neat little pathway leading up to the front door.
“Whether Y/n’s excited or not, I sure as hell am. God, I can’t wait to get fucked up tonight. It’s been too long,” Nayeon chirps next to you, much to Chae's chagrin.
“I’m begging you two,” Chase addresses both Nayeon and Jimin as she says, “don’t do anything you’ll regret in the morning. I’m sick of babysitting you two,” with a scoff. The perpetrators merely giggle at her as they spread out separately into the dancing crowd in the living room-turned-dancefloor.
“C’mon, let’s go out to the backyard. It’s way too early to be partying this hard,” Chase says and leads you by your hand. 
As soon as you step foot out of the house, you’re relieved to be able to breathe without the entailing smell of sweat and alcohol in the air. Towards the corner of the porch, leaning against the railing with red solo cups at hand are Jungkook and Taehyung talking with two other guys you don’t recognise. 
They’re both tall and attractive, you’re quick to notice. While one is more built all-around, the other has wide shoulders leading to a tapered waist.
“Hey guys!” Chase chirps at them. “Meet Y/n. Y/n, this is Namjoon and this is Jin,” she gestures to the built one and the one with wide shoulders in order. You greet them pleasantly before stepping aside to stand next to Taehyung while Chae rants to them about Nayeon and Jimin.
Suddenly, you feel a poke of a finger in your side. “Y/n….you’re at a college party without a drink. Tch, tch, tch,” Taehyung chastises you as he leans over. You can already smell the faint lingering of alcohol on his breath. “Sorry, I’m just really not looking to get shitfaced tonight,” you weakly say. 
“Fuck off, one drink never hurt anyone!” he retorts with a laugh. “I’ll be right back,” he says and before you could refuse, he’s already headed towards the kitchen indoors, presumably to get you a drink. 
In his absence, you notice Jungkook quietly nursing his own drink next to you. You shift your attention away from him and start looking around the backyard. 
Your eyes are searching, here, there and everywhere looking for a specific face. Where’s Hoseok? You want to text him, asking him if he’s here already, but you’ve never really texted him before. Would it be too obvious if you were to start now? In your train of overthinking, you fail to notice that the boy next to you has shifted to face you. He’s studying you, your actions, but you fail to notice. 
“Missing your loverboy?” the voice from next to you breaks you out of your reverie.
You look at Jungkook and dumbly say, “Huh?”
He chuckles and shakes his head, and curse the heavens for making him as handsome as he looks when he does so. “I asked if you’re looking for Hoseok hyung,” he says. 
“Maybe.”
“Hmm, figured as much,” he shrugs. At this, you raise a curious brow at him.
“Uhm, duh, you look like you lost your puppy or something. Huhu, where’s my boyfie, huhu,” he mimics you in a high-pitched voice. 
You look at him in disgust before saying, “Ugh, I have never and will never use the word boyfie.” It’s a weak attempt at a comeback, you already know. “Aha, but you don’t deny that you’re looking for Hoseok hyung!” he says with a grin. 
You let out a scoff at that and say, “Okay, so what? What’s it to do with you? Can you mind your own business?”
He looks like he has more to say, probably to tease you, but is cut off by Taehyung crying out “Children! Children! Please settle down, the party’s only just started. I can’t handle ya’ll bickering so soon.” You roll your eyes at Jungkook and turn away from him, making you miss out on the boyish grin he sends your way before he turns away himself to tune into Chae’s conversation with Namjoon and Jin. 
You don't blame Taehyung, if you were being honest. This is how it's been with Jungkook ever since The Textbook Incident. You're not sure if the two of you will ever be able to overcome that. The only reason you say that of course, is because he hasn't even apologised yet even though it's been months.
With that being said, you could probably the bigger person between the two of you and simply let go of all those bad memories and the ensuing hatred.
You could. If you wanted to.
Taehyung waltzes up to you and flourishes a red solo cup to you with a proud look on his face. “Ta-da! A drink for Her Highness,” he dramatically says with an even more dramatic bow. 
You giggle as you accept the drink. “Thank you, good sir,” you play along. Taehyung lets out a pleasant sigh and leans forward against the railing. His sudden silence hints to you that he might have something on his mind.
You don’t bother asking yet though, comfortable with the lack of conversation between you, and instead listening to Namjoon and Jin telling Chae about their disastrous search for a roommate. It seems like Jungkook had gone back into the house at some point.
“You guys don’t understand the number of crazy people we’ve met so far. We interviewed this one kid, a comp-sci student, who asked if we’d be okay if he were to use our storage room to keep all his blow-up “life-sized sleep dolls”. Like, what the fuck does that even mean?” Namjoon says exasperatedly. Jin shakes his head and takes a sip of his drink before saying, “I don’t think any of us here want to know what that means,” making the whole group laugh. 
“Hey, didn’t you say you wanted to find a different place to live? Somewhere closer to campus or something,” Chae asks you with a nudge of her elbow.
“Oh yeah, I almost forgot about that,” you reply. You turn to Namjoon and Jin to explain “The place I’m at now is too far away from campus, so I’m thinking about moving somewhere closer so that I don’t have to stress too much about the distance before leaving for classes.”
“Well hey, our place is less than a block from campus. If you’re interested, we can talk another day,” Jin says excitedly. Your eyes widen with excitement and you agree to meeting another day to discuss it.
While you’re busy exchanging numbers with Namjoon, Chae suddenly notices Taehyung’s silence and asks him “What’s got you thinking so deeply? Looking so serious doesn’t suit you” she says poking her tongue out teasingly at him. 
This brings Taehyung to stand straight and point at your chest area. “It’s weird you know,” he says. 
Your tit?
“My tit?” you ask aloud.
“Huh?” he asks back and realises what he’s pointing at. “What the - no! You idiot, not your tit. Your tit is fine. I meant you in general.” 
You and the others can’t control your giggles as you prod him even more, “What’s so weird about me?”
“It’s weird how you can’t seem to get along with Jungkook. He’s literally the nicest out of all of us.”
This catches you off guard as the laughter suddenly lulls down.
“What’s that supposed to mean? He’s always getting on my nerves on purpose. He’s such an idiot,” you say along with a quick apology towards Chae. She smiles strangely at you while Namjoon and Jin watch the conversation play out in silence.
“See that’s the thing, he’s never trying to get on your nerves on purpose. You just seem to always get annoyed by him all on your own,” Taehyung refutes.
“He’s right. Not to sound like I’m trying to stand up for my brother too much, but it is weird how much you can’t stand him. He doesn’t hate you the way you hate him,” Chae says the last part with a strange tone in her voice. “But it’s like you don’t even want to give him a chance to be closer with you.”
You suddenly feel cornered by the duo. “Oh, I don’t know. Maybe we’re just wired into different frequencies or something. Somehow, everything he does annoys me so much. God help me if knew why,” you try to brush it off and take a large gulp of your drink. 
You wonder if it had anything to do with the lack of an apology following The Textbook Inci
Are you getting a bit tipsy right now? Probably. Eh, whatever - you think as you chug the rest of the drink.
“Maybe, it’s because you like-like him,” Taehyung says making you choke on your drink. 
Namjoon and Jin are chuckling into their cups when he says that while he stands there calmly with Chae waiting for you to finish your coughing fit.
“What the FUCK! Like-like him??” you let out an emotionless laugh and say “what are we, five? Like-like him, pfft! As if.”
You’re desperate for this conversation to end now. 
“Why? It’s not that ridiculous. It would be kind of nice if my baby brother and my best friend were to date,” Chae says with a smile and a shrug. “Besides, you what they say - there’s a thin line between love and hate…”
For a moment you’re almost touched that she called you her best friend, given that you’ve only known each other for a little over half a year now. But you’re not able to forget the context just yet.
“HAH! No offence Chae, but there is no way I could ever like, or love,  your brother.”
Of course, the universe is not on your side today (has it ever been?), because it’s at that exact moment that the man you’d been on the lookout for the whole night strides onto the patio towards you little group. 
“Oh shit, Y/n loves Jungkook? Then, I’m out of here,” Hoseok says with a teasing lilt in his voice and the insinuation of what he says makes your hearts beat faster. 
“NO! I said I don’t like him. Or love him. C’mon Hoseok, I want to dance. These rats can rot out here,” you say and drag him by his hand into the house through the swarm of bodies. 
You’re well able to notice your friends’ teasing comments follow you into the house, but not the pair of doe eyes that is fixated on you from the inner entrance to the porch area as you pass them.
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Currently, you were bouncing along with Hoseok in the roomful of bodies, barely able to decipher anything other than the music booming through the space. Oh, and his hand are on your hips.
Fuck, you think to yourself. That boy has got you wrapped around his pretty little finger, literally, and he doesn’t even know it.
Or maybe he does? You don’t know. You don’t know anything right now. You’re so out of it. 
The full weight of the drink Taehyung had given earlier had finally hit you 20 minutes ago, and ever since then, you’ve been daringly thrusting your hips and grinding against Hoseok in tune to the beat of the songs playing. You’re not sure if he’s drunk himself since you didn’t see him ingest anything since you met up with him on the porch, but the way he’s grinding back onto you, gripping your hips possesively and whispering sweet nothings into your ear suggest that he might be. 
“Y/n…” he breathes out. “You look so beautiful tonight. Sorry I didn’t tell you earlier. I wanted to. I thought it, but didn’t say it.”
You let out a cuckle and say “That’s okay. Thanks. You look really good tonight too.”
A minute passes of you two continuing to dance when he suddenly stops and motions you to do the same. “Can I- Can I ask you something?” he stars. The suddeness of his actions sobers you a little and you merely nod at him. “What is it?”
He seems hesitant to continue and it looks like it’s really eating him up. “What is it? You can ask me anything,” you encourage him.
“Okay, uhm, well, is there- fuck, okay,” he says before clearing his throat and looking at you pointedly. “Is there anything going on between you and Jungkook?” he asks.
“What the fuck, no!” you’re quick to refute.
His eyes widen at your response. “No? Are you sure? Are you 100% positive on that?” 
You can’t help but let out a chuckle at that.
This is so ridiculous. 
“No, Hoseok, there’s nothing going on between me and that brat Jeon Jungkook. Okay? The others were just joking around. There’s nothing happening between us. Is that what you wanted to know?” 
He visibly brightens up and says “Well yeah, because I wanted to know if what I’m about to do next would land me a punch on the face or not,” with a laugh. He comes closer to you and wraps his arms around your waist with a grin forming on his face.
“What are you going to do?” you ask, you breath getting shallower. Your heart is pounding so fast you hear your heartbeat in your ears.
“I’m going to kiss you,” he says.
And when he leans down and brings his lips to yours in a searing kiss, you’re unable to think of anything else anymore. Fuck Jungkook. Fuck everything.
All you think about is him.
Hoseok.
Hoseok.
Hoseok.
He’s such a great kisser, lips so soft and careful yet bold. While your tongues are having a passionate battle for dominance, with you losing quickly, he brings his arms to wrap tightly around your body. “Y/n…” he moans in between and you swear you’ve never heard a sound more sweeter. You’re moaning too as you brings your hands up to run through his hair and down the back of his neck.
The pair of you part after what feels like both forever and finite. “Fuck, you’re something else,” he says breathlessly. You chuckle at that, out of breath yourself. 
You take a moment to just stare at his face and you’re heart feels like it’s about to beat out of your chest. He’s taking the time to look back at you too. You see his eyes dart around your face - to your eyes, nose, hair tucked behind you ear, you lips. 
His face is lit up by the glare of the colourful lights decorating the ceiling and something else that is purely him.
Hoseok.
Sober-you would never find the balls to admit your feelings to him, but drunk-you could. 
“Hoseok…”
“Yes?”
“I-I like you.”
.
.
.
“I like you too.”
“Really?”
“Yeah. How could I not?” he says with a chuckle before he closes the gaps between your lips again. 
That night, on the livingroom-turned-dancefloor of the house, who you still to this day didn’t know who it belonged to, you and Hoseok kiss and kiss and kiss until you find yourselves rushing out of the house, hand in hand. 
That night, you and Hoseok found yourselves tangled up with each other in his bed at his apartment and you stay up to watch the sunrise together. 
That night, you and Hoseok started anew as boyfriend and girlfriend. 
Unbeknownst to you, that night, while you had found yourself brimming with happiness, another soul found itself drowning in heartbreak.
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notes: ya'll (me referring to maybe 10 people), this is so embarrassing. firstly, the fact that I've only jUst completed the second part of this almost HALF A YEAR since I posted the first part lmfaoo. and then... i fr thought that whatever little i was writing was actually gonna turn out to be a lot longer that a measly 4k, craaazy🤸🏽‍♀️ anyway here's the second part to wtv this is. i hope your read the warnings bcs i giggled a lot writing it. it only became crack halfway through, it was verY serious at first. enjoy👍🏼let me know your thots :8)
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thepuppetheads · 10 months
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Na Faixa #8 - Outshined (Soundgarden)
Essa música faz parte do álbum Badmotorfinger, lançado em 1991, e é considerada um clássico do Grunge/Rock alternativo.
A música começa com um riff pesado e marcante de guitarra, tocado pelo Chris Cornell, que também é o vocalista. O riff é baseado em uma escala pentatônica menor, que dá um ar de blues e de rebeldia à música. O baixo, tocado pelo Ben Shepherd, acompanha o riff com notas graves e pulsantes, enquanto a bateria, tocada pelo Matt Cameron, cria um groove sincopado e cheio de energia. A combinação desses elementos cria uma atmosfera de tensão e de angústia, que reflete o tema da letra.
A letra fala sobre a sensação de se sentir inferiorizado e deslocado em um mundo que não te entende. O eu lírico se sente ofuscado pelas pessoas ao seu redor, que parecem ter mais sucesso e felicidade do que ele. Ele também se sente incompreendido e rejeitado pela sociedade, que não aceita o seu jeito de ser. Ele diz coisas como "I'm looking California and feeling Minnesota" (Eu estou parecendo Califórnia e me sentindo Minnesota), para expressar o seu desajuste e a sua falta de identidade. Também diz "I got up feeling so down / I got off being sold out / I've kept the movie rolling / But the story's getting old now" (Eu acordei me sentindo tão mal / Eu me livrei de ser vendido / Eu mantive o filme rolando / Mas a história está ficando velha agora), para mostrar o seu cansaço e a sua frustração com a vida.
O refrão da música é um grito de desabafo e de revolta que diz: "Show me the power child / I'd like to say / That I'm down on my knees today / It gives me the butterflies / Gives me away / Till I'm up on my feet again" (Me mostre o poder, criança / Eu gostaria de dizer / Que eu estou de joelhos hoje / Isso me dá borboletas / Me entrega / Até eu estar de pé novamente). Ele pede por uma força maior que o ajude a superar os seus problemas e a se levantar novamente. Ele também mostra a sua vulnerabilidade e a sua esperança de mudar a sua situação.
A música tem uma estrutura simples, versos, refrões e um solo de guitarra no final. O solo é tocado pelo Kim Thayil, o outro guitarrista da banda, e segue o mesmo riff da introdução, mas com algumas variações e adornos. O solo é curto e simples, mas eficaz em transmitir a emoção e a intensidade da música.
Outshined é uma música que representa bem o estilo e a personalidade do Soundgarden, uma banda que mistura elementos do metal, do punk e do rock psicodélico em suas composições.
A música também mostra a voz poderosa e versátil do Chris Cornell, que consegue cantar desde notas graves até agudos impressionantes. Outshined é uma música que fala sobre a dor e a luta de quem se sente diferente e marginalizado, mas que também tem força e coragem para enfrentar os seus demônios.
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So I’ve been a reylo since tlj and pretty involved in fic/slightly involved on tumblr (sw blog is suburbanstarwars). Anyway, I know that the blue butterflies are a big thing for ben solo for some reason but I have no idea why or where that comes from. Is it like a legends thing, or from a specific fic and people went with it? Would love to know the origins of this if you know
hi! i believe it comes from star wars roll out (kids cartoon) where baby ben solo helps butterflies and then the butterflies help him. you can watch it here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h1XgODBkwGg and https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kS7H75jQu0A
but yeah, i wouldn’t say it’s like a really big thing lol. i think people on twitter made it much bigger than it is. but it’s cute!! <3
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vespaer77 · 1 year
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Okay, I saw someone else say something and this time I noticed it too. Very loudly and very obviously, Ben Solo's motif gets played while Grogu is on screen. Like, the first time it was subtle, but this time it was very clear. Like..... what is up with that? Between that and the blue butterflies a season or so ago? Just.... interesting. Probably means nothing but this time it seemed like it was begging to get noticed.
Anyone else? Just me and that rando on Twitter?
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kryzobi-wan · 2 years
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Am I crazy or does the track "The Seeing Stone" from The Mandalorian season 2 sound an awful lot like the Ben Solo / Kylo Ren theme??? I mean
The only connection to anything Ben Solo in that scene is the blue butterfly which I know people noticed way back when.
Hmm, coincidence or not...
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silverhyacinth · 2 years
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Be With Me: A short Reylo narrative. (Based on my recent art in instagram)
There were butterflies that night on the vast fields of blooming Hyacinths. The sky was also dazzling with stars and constellations. Don't forget the glow of blue fireflies accompanying the butterflies.
As the wind playfully swept Rey's hair, she sat in the middle of the fields, enjoying the sight.
It was a year since Ben's death. That night on Exegol still haunted her. The moment when she and Ben were fully reunited, that was when the force took him away from her.
Kylo Ren was gone and was replaced by Ben Solo, she prayed since then to the force to bring him back. She was desperate to at least get to know who Ben was, the real him for a change.
But no matter how hard she'd beg, nothing happened. In him she found solace and complete understanding. He promised her that she would never be alone, but things happened.
She wept silently on the fields. Her tears streamed heavily down her cheeks.
"You promised me, Ben." She mourned again and again.
The wind would gently sweep away the tears from her eyes. But it did nothing to change the fact of reality. She was alone.
The butterflies seemed to notice her sorrow, so they flew towards her. They fluttered above her and landed gently on her shoulders, back, and head.
She flinched at the sudden contact, the butterflies were shocked too. They flew away from her but eventually returned when she was still.
Rey wiped the tears off her eyes then sniffled. She giggled softly at the sudden contact of the butterflies. It began tickling her.
"I see you guys have come to join me in my sorrow." She said as she reached out her hand to invite a butterfly.
A big blue monarch suddenly landed on her index finger. Its wings slowly fluttered before resting completely still on her finger.
"You're a beautiful one, you know. You remind me of someone." The butterfly slowly crawled from her fingers towards the direction of her palm.
Rey gladly opened her palm for the butterfly to come there. She could've sworn she saw its wings glowing.
She just sat there and relished the presence of the fluttering creatures before her.
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Somewhere in the fields, a presence was beginning to manifest. A flight if blue butterflies emerged from the Hyacinths and began forming the shape of a human. The fireflies glowed beside the flight, then the shape began manifesting.
Soon enough - a tall man with pale skin, dark curls, warm hazel eyes, and a dark blue sweater began to appear.
The man gasped as he regained his balance. The flight of butterflies fluttered away from him. As if being ressurected from the dead, Ben took in a deep breath and laughed softly.
"It worked!" Ben exclaimed. He began observing his surroundings, blue Hyacinths began to bloom before him.
The wind suddebly blew from his direction and he welcomed it. It has been too long since he last felt the cool evening breeze blow at him. It overwhelmed him to be alive again.
"I've missed this." He said while cherishing the breeze.
Out of nowhere, a voice of a woman almost too familiar called out to him.
Ben.
"That voice.." He searched for the source. He began walking towards a random direction before hearing it again.
Ben, be with me. Please.
The voice pleaded and called out to him again and again. It took him a while to realize the person calling out to him.
"Rey!"
It's been a while since he last spoken that name. That woman, who's been haunting her thoughts since his sudden death. The same woman who kissed her before departing to be one with the force.
Ben rushed to find Rey. The first few tries led him to nothing, only large bushes of Hyacinths blooming in the dark. Luckily, the force was kind enough to help him.
Magically, the wind swept him off his feet and swiftly lead him to a path with less Hyacinths.
The butterflies followed him and blue fireflies lit up the way. The wind gently set Ben down back to the ground. He looked over his surroundings and he saw the middle of the field.
As he walked further, there he saw her. He was surprised at first but then, he smiled and tears began to well up in his eyes.
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The butterflies that were surrounding Rey suddenly flew away as the sound of rustling came from behind. She stood up from her sitting position and her hand flew down to her belt as she grasped for her lightsaber.
She ignited the hilt of the saber and its yellow blade came into view.
By the count of three, I'll turn around. She thought to herself.
One, the rustling grew louder. Two, sweat formed around her forehead and her heart felt like it wanted to escape her chest. Three, she turned around and saw the source.
She couldn't believe her eyes, she dropped her lightsaber and it extinguished automatically.
Right before her eyes, amongst the field of Hyacinths and butterflies, stood before her was the one and only - Ben Solo.
Tears began forming in her eyes and her heart felt like it wanted to explode. Ben took a few steps towards her but she ran up towards his arms.
Ben caught her and wrapped his arms around her tightly. The unshed tears from their faces began streaming down endlessly.
Rey wept in Ben's shoulder. Happiness, genuine happiness exploded from her chest. Her senses gave away and all she felt was nothing but their heartbeats.
After a while, Ben parted from their embrace and stared into Rey's eyes.
It was like that night on Exegol again. Both of them, staring deeply into each other's eyes with unspoken words being said quietly. This time, it felt unsurely real and Rey feared that it would end soon.
Instead of staying silent, she spoke before Ben would be gone again.
"Hi." She managed. Her tears flowed but not as fast as earlier. Ben smiled at her and wiped Rey's tears.
It was too much for Rey, she wished Ben would say something because it was beginning to become like Exegol again.
"Say something, please. Let me know if you really are real and I'm not just hallucinating you."
For a while Ben just cupped Rey's face and wiped her tears away from her face. He just wanted to take every piece of Rey in, since it's been so long. Even he himself was sobbing.
He placed his forehead on Rey's and sighed. Rey allowed him to while waiting patiently for his answer.
"I.. I'm here sweetheart. I'm here." His voice was trembling at every word, then added "I'm just glad to have you back, Rey."
It was Ben's turn to cry uncontrollably. Rey traced soothing circles by Ben's cheeks and allowed him to sob.
It was too long since the absence of other. They just needed time to take in each other's presence. For a while they just sobbed and held each other in ones arms.
Rey was content, finally, she wished for that moment to last. She never wanted to let Ben out of her arms ever again.
Silently, they stared into each other's eyes. Ben could see the fear in Rey's eyes, but there was a hint of something else, something thriving for a long time. He recognized it as happiness and..
"Rey, are you scared?" Ben asked.
"To be honest, I am." Rey replied.
Unsure of why, he pushed the question further.
"Why are you scared?"
"Because, if this is a dream when I wake up you'd be gone again. And I don't want that. I don't want to lose you again, Ben. I.."
Before Rey could finish rambling, Ben joined their lips together into a gentle kiss.
Rey was taken aback, but she let it happen. The kiss went from gentle into something tender, something more harder, something more passionate.
Ben eventually parted their lips and stopped kissing Rey.
"I'm sorry, I didn't let you finish. I.."
But before Ben could finish his line, Rey said something almost at the same time.
"Shut up and just kiss me, Solo."
Ben's eyes widen and it caused him to chuckle. Rey seemed to realize her desperateness so it caused her to blush.
"I'm sorry, that was too demanding." She chuckled while her cheeks turned crimson.
"No need to apologize, sweetheart. I like you being demanding." It was Ben's turn to blush this time.
"Ask me again." He repeated, and it took Rey by surprise. But it didn't take her a second thought, so she asked again.
"Kiss me."
Ben smiled then for the second time, he pressed their lips together. The kiss was enough to make their lips bruise because it was so passionate and intimate.
This time, when they parted something happened. As Rey opened her eyes, she saw Ben slowly fade away.
Ben seemed to notice this and the smile from his face faded away. He began glowing like the fireflies around them and he was slowly fading away.
"No, no! Ben, don't leave me!" Rey shook her head vigorously while Ben cupped her face for the last time.
"Shh, Rey. Listen to me." Ben pleaded. Before he completely faded away he needed to say what he was feeling, fast.
"I'm glad that the force allowed me to manifest to you even if it was only for a short period of time. Rey, sweetheart, please never forget me."
Tears began forming around Rey's eyes again, so did Ben's. It was going to be another goodbye for them. So, he gathered up his courage to say these next words.
"Rey, I love you."
Rey's heart pounded and her whole world stopped. Ben.. he.. he loves me. The sudden confession caught her off guard, she couldn't do anything but smile and let unshed tears form in her eyes.
"I love you too, Ben."
She finally said back to him, before he could fully fade away. She needed Ben but she has to accept the fact that nothing lasts forever.
"Ben, be with me." Rey couldn't help but say. She felt helpless.
"I am always with you, sweetheart. I will never leave you alone." Ben replied before giving her one last peck in the lips.
After that, he completely faded away.
In life, we have to learn to accept about the reality of some things. Even though it hurt like hell, we should learn to come to terms with it. But we should remember that even in our loneliest moments, we are never alone.
Just like Rey and Ben, there will always be ways for us to be whole again. Because no one is ever really gone, and we are never alone.
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Basic Information (Bio at end)
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• Full Name: Emily Celeste Lockmoore
• Nickname(s): Oscar calls her Vinny after her favorite painter, Van Gogh.
• Age: 25+
• Date of Birth: October 25, 1993
• Hometown: She was born in Kansas, however it is not her hometown. They were on their way to their father's next jobsite and her mother went into labor. They never made it to a hospital in time and had to pull over.  She was born on the side of the road, in the backseat of the family car, in the middle of nowhere. 
• Current Location: D.C.
• Ethnicity: Caucasion
• Nationality: American
• Gender: Female
• Orientation: Hetero romantic. She loves romance and all that is involved, but she hasn't had many actual relationships given her nomadic lifestyle. She did have a fiancee at one point, Eric. He was abusive both mentally and physically. He is deceased.
• Religion: Agnostic. 
• Political Affiliation: None.  Seeing how the government has affected her brother's life, along with her childhood, she has no loyalty to any of it.  She doesn't even vote.
• Occupation: Tattoo artist, Artist
• Living Arrangements: Solo in an apartment not too big, but big enough for her. Always close to her brother.
• Language(s) Spoken: English, some Norwegian, and a smidge of Italian
Physical Appearance
• Face Claim: Emily Rudd
• Hair Colour: Black, but has changed it to blonde in the past.
• Eye Colour: Blue
• Height: 5'5"
• Weight: Healthy and trim, but not overly fit. She hates working out.
• Build: See above
• Tattoos: Legs coverd in a mural of all her favorite horror icons, Top half of a back piece with flowers and a snake, rib piece dedicated to her family
• Piercings: Basic ear piercing
• Clothing Style: Casual, relaxed, very jeans and tee, but cleans up nicely.  She has ben known to dress up a bit on occassion, but her job isn't very conducive to dresses and skirts. She'd be flashing her lady bits to far too many customers to wear one every day.
Health
• Physical Ailments: None
• Neurological Conditions: None
• Allergies: None
• Sleeping Habits: Prone to bouts of insomnia.
• Eating Habits: Not the greatest, but not the best either. She is a great cook, and loves to feed others, but when it comes to herself she is a creature of convenience
• Exercise Habits: Hates exercise
• Emotional Stability: Fairly stable. Her emotions can become intense, especially when it comes to those she cares about.  She does have a hard time reeling them in once they've gotten to a certain point. And cries at shit like commercials and tender moments.
• Sociability: Social butterfly when she can
• Addictions: None
• Drug Use: Weed
• Alcohol Use: Socially
Personality
• Positive Traits: Loyal, Fierce, Moderately intelligient, Willing, Mostly optimstic, Spontneous, Artstic, Creative, decent observation skills thanks to her brother
• Negative Traits: At times can become reclusive, dealing with intense emotions is difficult, jumps to conclusions, trust issues, nomadic tendencies, snappy when angry/upset, impulsive, attachment issues
• Goals/Desires: Given her childhood, she just wants a normal life - a happy marriage, kids, a dog, the white picket fence.  She wants it all.  She wants to own her own tattoo shop one day.
• Fears: Losing Oscar. Failure. Heights. 
• Hobbies: Painting, sketching, cooking, watching movies, event planning, people watching, loves to fluff the nest since they grew up with pretty bare surroundings due to moving so much, hacking.
• Habits: Wrings hands when upset or nervous, Complete shut out of the world when she is painting. She alse becomes a mess when doing so and plays music while creating. Loves to keep her place cold to cuddle up with tons of blankets or wear hoodies all year long. Always watches others eat first just to see their reaction to their meal, especially with her food, sleeps with her feet out from under the covers, always has something playing in the background - musice, tv, etc - hates silence.
Favourites
• Weather: Fall
• Colour: Doesn't have a single favorite, but she loves pastels.
• Music: Some classic rock since it was so intengral to her young life, but mostly hip hop and 50s.
• Movies: Old school/vintage, Horror, Kung Fu, Chick Flicks (although she will deny it if you ask) and anything cheesy. The cheesier the better.
• Sport: None
• Artist: Vincent van Gogh, Monet, Jenny Seville
• Beverage: None
• Food: Pizza, pasta, seafood
• Animal: None really.  She likes all animals.
Family
• Father: Frank Lockmoore, deceased, black arms dealer or both gevernment and undreground markets.
• Mother: Millie Lockmoore, homemaker, deceased, died while Emily was young from cancer.
• Sibling(s): Oscar Lockmoore, they are five years difference - he being older, alive and well, black arms dealer with father until joining Delta Force SpecOps for military, then onto the federal bureau of investigation as a field agent.
• Children: None, but wants them badly.
• Pet(s): Do the spiders in the basement count?
• Family’s Financial Status: Well enough off when father was alive. Lives comfortably now on her own.
Extra
• Zodiac Sign: Scorpio 
• Hogwarts House: Ravenclaw
• Moral Alignment: Neutral good
• Primary Vice: Weed (she does not consider this a vice however)
• Primary Virtue: Loyalty. She is nothing but solid with her people.
• Element: Air
Bio
The Lockmoores had about as normal a life as you could have - from the outside anyway. They put on the perfect family facade so well no ever qestioned when they materialized in a new neighborhood or when they left it.  Behind closed doors however the patriarch of the familial unti was a black arms dealer working for both the US grovernment and some of their underground partners. "It's a living," he would reply whenever asked about it from those in the know.
And it was.  A very good living, but it didn't come without its costs. Neither of the children were ever to really form bonds with friends until adulthood when they were no longer being carted around the world for 'dad's work'. And their family outside of the four of them was nonexistent.  Their father had long before cut ties with his and their mother had been an only child whose parents had already passed by the time she met Frank.
Oscar was first, then Emily five years later.  The two of them becamse thick as thieves from day one.  Oscar is extremely protective of his sister - sometimes to the point of secluding her from the world.  He means well, but it can be a little much for Emily at times. Shortly after her birth, Millie was diagnosed with cancer and survived another year before perishing to the disease.  Frank did his best to keep things the way they'd always been, but Millie was a big part of keeping the children fed, clean, and happy when he was gone. 
For awhile it was just Oscar and Emily at home, but it wasn't long until her big brother was expected to join in on the family business. Her father died a few years later during a deal gone bad, leaving Oscar and Em on their own.  It was at that point that Oscar joined the military and the two of them began their own nomadic lives.  Emily had always moved near wherever Oscar was stationed. The two now reside in D.C.
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weirdesplinder · 2 months
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Parliamo della serie di libri Anita Blake di Laurell K- Hamilton e facciamo due conti
Iniziamo con due brevi premesse e due conti prima di tutto. Questa serie è iniziata nel 1993, anno di pubblicazione del primo libro in America, quindi ben 31 anni fa. 31 ANNI!! E non è ancora conclusa.
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Ai suoi esordi questa serie fu rivoluzionaria per la figura moderna del vampiro. Se Anne Rice riportò i vampiri in auge rivisitandoli totalmente e umanizzandoli pur però mantendoli al tempo stesso estremamente alieni da noi perchè apppunto immortali e quindi immutabili... La Hamilton ebbe l'idea di umanizzarli ancora di più, di sporcarli di vita ( sono gestori di strip club, spoglirelisti, ma anche spie, mostri, assassini... possono essere moltissime cose e avere moltissime forme) di farli a volte cambiare ed evolvere e crea anche una cacciatrice di vampiri dal carattere particolarmente freddo e prevenuto contro i mostri, che piano piano conocendoli cambierà idea su di loro, ma rimarrà una femmina alpha, non una donna da salvare o proteggere. E' lei che salva loro o li uccide, scegliete voi. E anche l'idea di darle potere sui morti tramite la negromanzia era veramente buona. Inoltre i primi libri di Anita Blake sono anche polizieschi con vere e proprie indagini e casi da risolvere.
Era un'idea nuova all'epoca e le regalò il successo. Io stessa amai quei primi libri e nacque così una serie culto che dura da 31 ANNI, composta da 30 libri, esattamente uno all'anno (quello di quest'anno non è ancora uscito):
   1. Guilty Pleasures (1993)    2. The Laughing Corpse (1994)    3. Circus of the Damned (1995)    4. The Lunatic Cafe (1996)    5. Bloody Bones (1996)    6. The Killing Dance (1997)    7. Burnt Offerings (1998)    8. Blue Moon (1998)    9. Obsidian Butterfly (2000)    10. Narcissus in Chains (2001)    11. Cerulean Sins (2001)    12. Incubus Dreams (2004)    13. Micah (2006)    14. Danse Macabre (2006)    15. The Harlequin (2007)    16. Blood Noir (2008)    17. Skin Trade (2009)    18. Flirt (2009)    19. Bullet (2010)    20. Hit List (2011)    21. Kiss the Dead (2012)    22. Affliction (2013)    22.5. Dancing (2013)    23. Jason (2014)    24. Dead Ice (2015)    24.5. Wounded (2016)    25. Crimson Death (2016)    26. Serpentine (2018)    27. Sucker Punch (2020)    28. Rafael (2021)    29. Smolder (2023)    30. Slay (2023)
Ma se per i lettori sono passati 31 anni dal giorno in cui Anita ha conosciuto il suo vampiro Jean Caude nel primo libro della serie, quanti anni sono invece passati per i personaggi stessi?
Per dirvelo ho consultato la timeline ufficiale della serie.
Allora, i primi quattro libri, da Guilty pleasures a The lunatic caffè, sono ambientati nello stesso anno. Che supporremo sia il 1993 per Anita e company.
I successivi quattro libri da Bloody bones a Blue moon sono ambientati tutti l'anno dopo, supponiamo nel 1994
Dal nono libro, fino al quindicesimo, siamo nel 1995, poichè sono ambientaui tutti l'anno seguente ancora.
Dal sedicesimo al ventesimo siamo nel 1996, suppongo poichè sono ambientati tutti l'anno dopo.
Dal ventunesimo al ventitreesimo nel 1997, perchè sono tutti ambientati l'anno seguente.
Dal libro 24 al 28 siamo nel 1998, poichè sono tutti ambientati l'anno dopo ancora.
La timeline ufficiale si fermava qui, sottolineando tra l'altro diverse incongruenze cronologiche anche di sei mesi o sette, perciò arrotondando possiamo dire che con il libro 30, i personaggi potrebbero essere nel 1999 come nel 2000, facciamo finta per fini puramente matematici di comodità mia, che siano nel 2000.
Quindi tirando le somme secondo Anita, lei ha conosciuto Jean Claude solo 7 ANNI FA.
I 30 libri della serie pubblicati in 31 ANNI coprono solo 7 ANNI di vita dei personaggi, circa.
Jean Claude ha chiesto ad Anita di sposarlo ufficialmente nel libro Affliction, il n. 22 della serie, cioè per il lettore 11 ANNI FA! E per Anita 3 ANNI FA. Se la matematica non è un opinione.
Eppure nel libro 30 della serie non si sono ancora sposati, nonostante i preparativi siano iniziati 3 anni prima per loro, e 11 anni fa per noi lettori, e peggio ancora deve ancora presentare lui e gli altri che sposerà (lei è poliamorosa da circa il libro n. 14 circa, ma già dall'11 non era esclusiva, quindi da circa 18 anni per i lettori) ai suoi familiari ufficialmente!
Ci rendiamo conto dell'assurdità di questa cosa. Leggo dei prepaativi di questo matrimonio che ancora non si è fatto dal lontano 2013! Undici anni! Ho raggiunto il mio limite mi dispiace.
La differenza temporale tra i personaggi e i lettori è diventata incolmabile. Senza contare che anche per i personaggi stessi 3 anni per organizzare delle nozze sono tantinelle direi.
Se poi a questo sommiamo il fatto che a mio parere i bei libri della serie sono finiti col libro n. 10 nel 2001, quelli buoni sono finiti con il n. 15 ( e sono molto cllemente nel dirlo) e quelli decenti pure più o meno lì... Come posso continuare a leggerla? Non ce la faccio.
La natura thriller noir paranormal sexy dei primi libri è stata snaturata fino ad essere irriconoscibile. Le trame si ripetono, gli amanti aumentano senza motivo giusto come pile intercambiali più o meno, manca di verve, manca di inventiva, manca di anima ormai questa serie. Persino le scene d'amore se così le possiamo chiamare mancano di passione giuro, sembra tetris. Lui va lì, lei va là, no aspetta lui non deve toccare lui, che però deve vedere l'altro e intanto l'altro che fa?
E' una serie ferma nel passato, come prova la sua stessa timeline e in un passato che l'autrice stessa però rinnega, stilisticamente parlando, quindi in realtà è in un limbo indistinto invischiata in meccaniche da cui pare non riesca o non voglia uscire, in attesa di qualcosa che sembra non arrivare mai. Proprio come il matrimonio di Anita.
Perciò io qui scendo dal bus e mi fermo. Mi dispiace, ma non leggerò più i prossimi libri di questa serie, ma mi terrò informata e se uscirà il libro del matrimonio magari la riprenderò, magari la Hamilton avrà una svolta e tornerà sui suoi passi e ai bei libri del passato. Chi lo sà? Tutto è possibile.
Nel frattempo potete leggere tutte le mie recensioni di tutti i libri della serie fino al ventottesimo a questo link:
https://weirdesplinder.tumblr.com/tagged/anita%20blake
Addio Anita, spero non per sempre.
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nonhumanhottie · 9 months
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Mando season 2 rewatch
Chapter 9 - The Marshal
Can't trust no one these days Din is in the fucking trenches
Peli is an absolute pleasure
'Power hates a vacuum' is hardcore
You know what I stan the sand people
Chapter 10 - The Passenger
Grogu running to Din still melts my fucking heart
Frog Lady is everything to me
Housemate losing their mind over grogu eating the eggs
Dins finger wagging lives rent free in my head
Damn new Republic cops
Chapter 11 - The Heiress
Frog love reunion
Housemate lost their mind at the octopus chowder scene
Bo!!!! Her wig and headband are so fucking ugly but i love her
God I love imperial twinks
They love their tadpole so much frog love!!
Chapter 12 - The Siege
The wire scene is never not funny
The girl with the rey hairstyle has my heart
Oh the cloning arc sure wish that went somewhere
Fucking m count I couldn't even begin to describe that to my housemate
Episode 13 - The Jedi
Why does star wars struggle today with headtails when they had in nailed down in 1983
Anyway i love the owl in the tree
I don't really like live action ahsoka but her mind convos with grogu were so cute and her smile melts me
And the meloncoly theme playing in the background
Chapter 14 - The Tragedy
He has such good dad energy in this episode
I'm pretty sure thr blue butterflies are originally a Ben solo thing but I don't know
Boba is cool aa hell again
Gideon having beef with a baby is so funny
Chapter 15 - The Believer
I honestly love mayfeld there's something about an ex-Imperial with a new york accent
I love when mando sighs like that
The troopers that are left are the true believers there's no conscripts left
Mayfeld's speeches are so good in this episode oh my god
Din repeating Gideon speech is so baller
Chapter 15 - The Rescue
Ugh that beginning fuck that trooper
Let's go lesbians!!!
Neck snapping in my star wars
I get so caught up in this ending
Like Luke's appearance makes me so emotional everytime and artoo!!
And din saying goodbye... even though they walk it back
Still a perfect 2 seasons
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bluelineblues-blog · 1 year
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The temporary quarters that the restructuring congress organizers had secured for their visiting dignitaries were lushly appointed, in Rey’s experience. Not only did they boast of beds far softer than any she could remember, but the linens were fine, cool, and plentiful. The sleeping rooms had soft chairs and decorative tables as much for ornament as for work, did not contain multiple beds, and boasted of their own personal ‘freshers.
And a balcony overlooking Hanna City.
Rey threw open the doors, and stepped out into the soft sunset sky. Somewhere below, once upon a time, young Ben Solo had called this city home. Maybe, just maybe, she could reach him here.
Sitting on the floor of the balcony, she crossed her legs beneath her and closed her eyes. The evening breeze and the hum of speeders below faded away as she sank into a meditative trance. Once in that silent space between heartbeats, she began her familiar call.
... be with me ...
Several moments (minutes? hours?) passed, she felt the lightest touch on her hand. Opening her eyes to the blue-grey falling dusk, she marveled at the presence of a beautiful blue butterfly.
Not Ben, but her heart felt light all the same at her visitor.
“Hello there, little one,” she murmured quietly.
—-
Stepping off of the Falcon and onto Ahch-To’s rain-swept inclines was refreshing to Rey’s senses after a long, unfruitful voyage. From Ajan Kloss to Chandrila to Kashyyyk, to Tatooine, Lothal, and Tython ... and so, so many hours spent in hyperspace between. As she climbed up the slope towards Luke’s stone hut, she wiped the rain off her cheeks and hoped that Ahch-To could replenish the void in her heart where the Force bond was sundered, as well.
—-
When Rey had helped Ben through the mirrored portal from the Vergence, the bond had flared into being full of agony before he passed out. Now, on the other side of a nap for Rey and bacta and analgesics for Ben, she could sense it - sense him - awakening.
—-
Rey snuck quietly into the captain’s cabin on board the Falcon. The cabin’s overhead lights were in the dim Night Watch mode, in the hopes of allowing the patient to rest.
Ben seemed to be piled under their entire supply of blankets, but the mediscanner glowed with data. Rey peeked under the blankets. The right leg of his trousers had been split from waist to hem, and his leg covered in a flexpoly sleeve from upper thigh to ankle, providing the artificial bacta needed to repair the shattered bones. His tunic had been removed to assist in the placement of bacta patches over the broken ribs and heavy bruising.
“Oh Ben,” she murmured, replacing the blankets and running her hand over his hair gently. “Why?”
“Y’ m’ wayfinder,” he mumbled from under the blankets. “Couldn’t do it without you.”
She sank to her knees by the bunk, heart aching. “I needed you, too, but you were gone,” she whispered around the lump in her throat.
“Din’ need me. You knew the righ’ path.”
“I needed my dyad,” she insisted, a sniffle escaping. “I was only half alive without him.” Still half-asleep, still under the effects of analgesic and soothing ingredients in the artificial bacta, Ben began a soft rambling of apologies and promises, until he’d slipped back into healing sleep.
Rey tucked her hand into his, and settled herself carefully on the bunk beside him. He might not have been entirely awake for the exchange, but his words had been genuine, and the bond had resonated with feelings of regret - and his steadfast faith in her.
She shimmied into his tunic over her own garments, and curled up next to him.
—-
When Rey finally emerged from the captain’s cabin, Rose gasped - her friend’s face was drawn and pale.
“Rey, you need to sleep,” Rose entreated, giving her arm a squeeze.
“m sleeping,” Rey mumbled.
“Propped upright at the side of the bunk doesn’t count,” Rose replied softly. “You should eat something, then go lie down yourself.”
“I can’t,” Rey lamented quietly. “I can’t leave him.”
And Rose understood - if she had been able to claw through time to rescue Paige or their parents from their deaths, she wouldn’t be able to take her eyes off of them. “I don’t want you to get sick,” she replied finally. “I patched the mediscanner through the engineering board - if it alerts, I’ll check on him.”
Rey’s face furrowed in uncertainty, and Rose grinned mischeviously.
“You could rest with him, Rey.”
“...OH.”
—-
The small orange-and-white droid rolled into Rey’s side, burbling a series of concerned tones.
“I’m just worried that it’s not going well, Beebee.”
BB-8 chirped in response, loud, insistent.
“I know that Poe is a good man. But Ben really hurt him, before.”
—-
The entourage surrounding Senator Rose Tico of the Alderaanian Diaspora and Allied Free People burst forth from the Chandrila Senate House, spilling onto Elutherian Plaza. The young Alderaanian Rose had selected as her Executive Secretary enumerated the various luncheons and functions to which the Senator and her staff and guests were invited.
“Do you want to go with Rose?” Rey turned to ask Ben, but the question died on her lips as she saw him staring towards a fountain, newly installed on the marble floor of the plaza. Carved out of strong Alderaanian granite stood a towering sculpture of Leia Organa, clothed in her Senate robes and the years that had lined her face and hands, at the end.
Clasping Ben’s large hand tightly with hers, Rey changed directions slightly, one that would bring them closer to the fountain. She caught Rose’s gaze and looked pointedly over at the fountain.
Rose replied with a brief, knowing nod, and expertly directed the small bubble of chaos surrounding her away from the little family and towards lunch.
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ao3feed-stormpilot · 2 years
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The Last Skywalker
by skyrey_17
Years after the Battle of Exegol, Rey and Ben led a domestic life out of reach of the galaxy until disrupted again by the growing sith cult that refused to die with their cause, attempting to rally around the former Supreme Leader and their empress. In a desperate attempt to shield their two daughters from the harsh reality, the family leaves their home and travels the galaxy with Rey and Ben on a mission to end the darkness once and for all while their kids (F15 and F11) try to find answers to the questions their parents refuse to answer about the war.
What they discover leads Meira (F15) to question her own beliefs and everything she’s been told, causing her to grow weary of the people around her. Acknowledging the darkside of the force and in their blood shouldn’t be forbidden.
Words: 1145, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Categories: F/M, F/F, M/M
Characters: Rey (Star Wars), Ben Solo | Kylo Ren, Finn (Star Wars), Poe Dameron, Rose Tico, Kaydel Ko Connix, Leia Organa, Original Skywalker Character(s), Rey's Mother (Star Wars), Chewbacca (Star Wars)
Relationships: Rey/Ben Solo | Kylo Ren, Poe Dameron/Finn, Poe Dameron & Finn & Rey & Rose Tico, Poe Dameron & Ben Solo & Rose Tico, Chewbacca & Rey
Additional Tags: Parents Rey/Ben Solo | Kylo Ren, Post-Canon, Redeemed Ben Solo, Ben Solo Lives, Soft Ben Solo, Rey Needs A Hug (Star Wars), Reylo Kids, Minor Original Character(s), POV Original Character, Domestic Fluff, unnecessary amounts of fluff, No Smut, i think, What Was I Thinking?, kinda cliche, Girl dad Ben, past trauma, Protective Rey (Star Wars), Family Secrets, Jedi Culture & Tradition (Star Wars), Alderaanian Culture (Star Wars), Planet Jakku (Star Wars), Post-War, Not Canon Compliant, Possible Character Death, Dark Past, Planet Ajan Kloss (Star Wars), Planet Exegol (Star Wars), the darkside is a pathway to many abilities some consider to be unnatural, Author Is Sleep Deprived, The Author Regrets Nothing, POV First Person, Blue Butterflies
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/GiVOkZ8
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