#blah blah blah into the void

[prettyylittleethingg]

Dead ass didn’t do one single thing today at work and I want someone to fight me about it.

#rant #blah blah blah into the void #why didn’t I restock? how about you come restock deez nuts #missed phone calls? just call them back dimwit #am I okay ? NO I NEED A TRILLION DOLLARS AND TO LIVE OFF THE GRID FOR FUCKS SAKE #I could murder someone with a marker for looking at me too long right about now #PMS? maybe #burnt out? also likely #psychotic episode ? do you really even need to ask ??? #I usually go over and beyond for my floors staff but even they left me tf alone tonight #vent

[laufire]

jason's lazarus pit was golden jason's lazarus pit was golden jasonslazaruspitwasgolden jason's lazarus pit was golden JASON'S LAZARUS PIT WAS GOLDEN

AND PIT MADNESS IS *NOTHING*

#can't you read the TWO universally accepted good jason stories #(utrh and lost days) #they're good jason's there. the pit? gold. the madness? NOT FUCKING REAL #your story? WORSE FOR NOT KNOWING THIS #talking to the void #my thoughts #fandom nonsense #dc comics #jason todd #before someone comes at me about how people can write what they want and canon isn't sacred and blah blah #yeah i know. you'll notice I'm ranting about this in my personal blog! instead of leaving it in someone's inbox! #in my personal blog i can say express my own opinions! #and my own opinion is that the pit madness trope SUCKS and if you use it your jason writing is BAD #and also at this point I've developed a violent pavlovian response to the word ''green'' but that's neither here nor there #bitter lau tag #dc #dc thoughts

[justablah56]

do you guys ever like . think about Glenn close .

do you ever think about how all he ever wanted was for everything to stay the same . that it would all be okay and chill and nothing *really* bad would happen to him .

do you ever think about how his son was more important to him than that .

do you ever think about how much Glenn really truly cares about Nicky .

like . ok listen . he literally . he was literally trying so hard . the sacrifices he forced himself to make so that Nick could live a life he would enjoy . he assumed that his son knew how much he loved him and that was where he failed . glenns real motive is that he's willing to loose Nick if it means that Nick gets to be happy , regardless of his own feelings on the matter . before the realms it's going out on tour for long gigs , he's willing to leave because it'll bring money in and Nick will have a comfortable home . he assumes that Nick knows it's hard on him , but Nick just saw his dad leaving . because Glenn will give and give and give anything that he can for the people he cares about , but use all the effort in the world to try and appear as though he's not . that what he's doing to help isn't actually that big of a deal . and that's what tore him and Nick apart . is Glenn giving all the time he could to keep him and Nick afloat and trying to hide how hard it was for him . and Nick only seeing his dad leave him every chance he got .

anyways I'm going rabid . Glenn close .

#just blahs #chances are this makes no sense #but I need to vomit my words into the void thanks #dndads #dndads glenn close #glenn close dndads

[beansterpie]

rewatching LoK, i'm being reminded how much I dislike the.... the brothers, mako and bolin, yanno? they're such underwhelming characters on basically every level. it'd almost be impressive if they weren't in every episode and didn't annoy me so much ugh

#bean talking into the void #also this show in general is very flawed lol #cool things about it but the choice to structure it more like a #prestige tv show #as in each season follows One Story #is... i wouldn't say it was a bad choice but i feel like you can see the growing pains #switching over from the episodic structure of ATLA #s1 while flawed is solid #it knows what it's trying to do even if it doesn't always stick the landing #season two feels like a season-long filler episode LMFAO #which is hilarious because a lot of world-building stuff happens #but tonally it's all over the place #serious political plots interspersed with the B Plot following Tenzin and his family #on vacation??? #so fucking random #but anyway back to roasting the brothers #i find bolin just annoying in general his brand of comedy totally doesn't work for me #but at least he has like #a personality that's consistent #mako is sooooooo blah #the writers have no idea what to do with him and he comes across as having a strikingly boring personality #with no defining traits other than being wishy washy (and a boot licker) #it FEELS like he was meant to remind viewers of Zuko #at least in appearance if nothing else #another broody pretty boy to latch onto #but he has literally nothing interesting to actually get invested in #sure he's got his tragic backstory and he's the 'older brother who took care of his younger brother after their parents died' boo hoo #but that's all just exposition and it's barely shown in a way that feels illustrative or emotional in any way that matters #(other than him comforting bolin in s1 after he KISSES THE GIRL HE KNEW BOLIN HAD A CRUSH ON lmfaoooooo) #(what a good big brother lmfao)

[noose-lion]

Next time I see a bsd fanartist draw Chuuya as a stick (and everyone else as not-a-stick), I'm going to put my electronic down, roll my eyes really hard, then continue on with my life. Because in the end, their happy and not harming anyone so it doesn't matter.

Anyway. That's a pet peeve of mine overall when it comes to fandom.

Like I don't care if you just draw him like a normal person or if your stylistic art style has everything looking like lines and angles. I embrace that even, it's creative and fun. It's mostly when people draw certain characters different from how they draw others. And thats fine by itself, not what I look for in fandom, but like it's fine. It's just when those people show up in my blog or comment section claiming that me drawing a character (for this instance Chuuya) with a completely normal body type is wrong. Because and I quote, "he's not that masculine".

It just feels icky I guess.

If you see fault in what I have to say, look me in the metaphorical eye, maybe dust off your brain so it doesn't overheat, and explain it to me.

Personally, I see Chuuya (outside of highly stylized art) as having the bodyshape of a mixed martial artist (you know, what he is), or maybe a baseball player (because of the way he uses his ability).

#my stuff #screaming into the void #and the void screams back #bsd #bungou stray dogs #soukoku #bungou gay dogs #bsd chuuya #nakahara chuuya #chuuya nakahara #chuuya supremacy #its okay for a short long haired character in a popular gay ship to NOT be a teenie uwu boy #its also OKAY for a short long haired character in a popular gay ship to BE a teenie uwu boy #i just have opinions #that i must broadcast on the internet you know #anyway #buff chuuya supremacy #buff chuuya agenda #buff chuuya rights #blah blah whatever #bsd analysis #bsd headcanon #bsd headcanons

[no-light-left-on]

Do the DaudMartin, you coward.

how was I supposed to say no

#dishonored #dh #teague martin #daud #daudmartin #I hope thats the ship name but what do I know #ert #sketchbook #void-damned #blah blah mistletoe requests still open until I get tired of them #this one was fun martin is always fun to draw

[seeminglydark]

sad boy hours, activate!

#blah never gets easier being the one left out #even at forty-something #too old for this shit #but not too old for sadboy hours #whine whine vent vent #into the void #rj rambles #better days tomorrow #WHY ISNT MY ART GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU #ok im done. #feel free to sad boy in the tags if you need too #hello listener

[immarainbowpatooie]

#voices of the void #votv #shitpost #meme #blah #based on stupid convo in the discord

[lowvintagesims]

ik simblr can’t be about notes or else disappointment is inevitable but i’ve been putting off my first story post for weeks bc i’m afraid it won’t get any attention

#like ik that it’s a common position to feel things like ‘you can’t let notes drive you #you need to just post things bc you want to those them full stop’ #and i get that however #there’s a middle ground between being completely notes driven #and also experiencing inspiration and validation from people liking your content #like i don’t want to hear ‘there’s nothing wrong with getting 11 notes’ i know that #but i feel like it’s not wrong to want to feel like your content is going out into a void tk #yk #i feel like im getting my point across idk i’m quite tipsy #i’ve just been so putting off my story post bc i feel like it won’t get a lot of feedback #blah blah it’s okay if it doesn’t. ik #but at the same time i am motivated by people #caring. yk

[national-hockey-lesbian]

nico hischier + loving under layers of protection

—Seema Reza, from “This Poem is Want—”

#blah blah blah something about only touching people when you can guarantee you won’t feel their skin on yours #also slight nico/jack #nhl #hockey #devils lb #nj devils #nico hischier #jack hughes #requests from beyond the void (request🏷) #absolute fave #my edits

[prick-love-for-arting]

... Mhm

#haikyuu!! #fan art #sketch #yahaba shigeru #traditional art #haikyuu art #vent art #idk if it actually is but its there in case people dont want to see that kind of stuff #anyway im going to rambling about projecting for a bit because im not feeling so hot rn #1 its low self esteem hours for... reasons I'd rather not disclose because i dont need others feeling bad about it anyway blah blah blah #constant feelings of being undesirable and like im not valuable for just myself throwing that onto Yahaba and his relationship to oikawa #2 i feel very guilty about the way I'm feeling atm because other people are very happy and i just feel like im making things about me being #sad if i say anything to those involved #3 i hate asking for attention and feeling like I'm going out of my way trying to get it when everyone else seems like it just fucking #happens to them instead of searching for it #man maybe getting bullied in middle school did have a lasting impact on me #drawing my boy crying keeps me from crying!! #screaming and crying and whatever else goes with it #anyway... #mutuals please dont ask me about this i just needed to throw it out into the void

[florallylly]

sorry queen but a cheater is a cheater is a cheater and that's not a label i easily let go of

#obviously extenuating circumstances #but i don't mean i was traumatized and repressing my feelings blah blah staying with the safe choice #so u were an asshole. #so u obviously don't care enough about the person ur dating to stop for a second and actually think about the consequences of ur actions #and the fact that she didn't even acknowledge what she did #and just happily ended up with her man and her ex APOLOGIZED? #pick up ur head king ur crown is falling #and yes this is a major reason why i refuse to even support ronance #like it's my personal opinion and i'm not stopping people from shipping who they like #but i also want to get my thoughts out there scream into the void or whatever #as a lesbian from a small town i'll tell u i would certainly not date a girl who cheated on my best friend #so don't pull that argument on me #it just feels evil to me #like can't steve have ONE thing like ONE person in his corner #why make him constantly apologize and have to give way when he's done like. nothing wrong #first of all he was reclaiming queer duh #and he was right to be pissed #i get that it's two attractive girls and one is canonically gay #but ur reaching

[justablah56]

hi aether this is a robbery please give me any terry jr headcanons you have (if you have any!!!!!!! /nf)

nooo not my Terry Jr hcs

ok but yes :333 I do in fact . have hcs . of the tj variety :33

okokok so . ONE . this is one that I talked about on one of babas posts the other day , but ! points at him asexual . to me he is a sex positive asexual but also demi in the sense that he has no sexual attraction but if he knows you super well then he's willing to fuck

and TWO a v common one , tall ass . the tallest ass . like . 6'4 or smthin . idk . and with this , a slightly less tj related hc that is not as common , Veronica is taller than Terry thank you for coming to my Ted talk . to me Terry saw 1 (one) woman taller than him and was like 😳😳😳

and now a third one that I don't think I've ever mentioned , Terry a pokemon guy . he has the biggest pokemon card collection anyone has ever seen . he is a silly scary goth teen and then you go to his house and his bed is just covered in little pokemon plushies . his favorite is espurr <3

#just blahs #fun fact i actually already answered this and so i posted it and them i realized i didn't have wifi so it was iust . lost to the void . #and i only just got wifi back and had to retype all this hsnxjskjdns #anyways #Terry my beloved <33333 #my silly guy <333333

[franklespine]

Saw a tiktok of that mitski song with the lyrics "if you need to be mean be mean to me, I can take it and put it inside of me" with sam as the mean one and dean being the one who can take it and put it inside. logging off. did you even watch the show. are you that psychologically damaged. i have had a long day and the algorithm shows me this. do you hate me god.

#i enjoy the edits but boy do people on tiktok have the worst opinions on spn ever #or just anything really #sick of debating the morality or whatever of the brothers so im not saying that this should be the other way round but you cannot sit there #and tell me sam was the mean asshole to dean and dean was the one who internalised it all like the damaged saint he is #yeah ok Mr sam you having agency was a personal offence to ME never do that again #whatever opinions subjectivity blah blah whatever #i get it #i do #whatever #i too interpret only through the frame of my personal existence #but like if i have to see one more tiktok about how sam was the favourite son I'm going to have to stage an intervention #see an edit of sam and all the comments are haha cool can you make a dean one?? #loosing the idgaf war rn because of you tiktok spn community #hope you're happy #tho tbf i probably wouldnt bother having a little rant to the void abt it if it wasn't so horrifically late at night

[lemony-snickers]

dear body: when I complained about being So Very Tired for no reason, what I meant was that I wanted to wake feeling rested after a long night’s sleep, not that I wanted you to wake me up at 2:30 am and keep me awake.

#lemony overshares #ah yes there it is the work anxiety - the surety that I am gonna fuck this all up #I wonder how many times I have smiled when I wanted to sink my teeth into a forearm #Hey news flash - not everything requires an hour-long zoom #Some stuff can just be an email! #I hate the bureaucracy of capitalism! I hate knowing I am gonna screw this up! #and also the anxiety about this space - about not being wanted #I was looking forward to sharing some darker stuff and then chickened out. For what? #No one here has an expectation of me. There is no brand to tarnish no fan base to let down (lol the absurdity) #Instead I bailed on the back third of a fic because I knew it wouldn’t be under my name so who cares - got sad but it was my choice??? #Even when I try something new I can’t quite hit the right notes #Blah I am too old & tired for the same middle school bs yet here I am at 3:26am lamenting my fanfic 💀 #Hopefully yeeting these thoughts into the tumblr void will stop them repeating like broken vinyl in my brain so I can sleep #Here’s hoping 🤞🏻 #thanks for coming to my tag talk

[actual-changeling]

told my therapist i'd text my mother and tell her not to come by (she asked/said she would cocme visit me THIS WEEKEND, i had a panic attack about it, we've all been there. probably)

but im so bloody tired of having to deal with this kinda stuff, therapy was exhausting, sitting with my emotions and not going insane was exhausting, and i'm also just. sleep-tired. proper tired. it's past midnight and i just want some warm tea and to go to bed soon

#alex yells at the void #i can text her tomorrow it's fine #anna (my therapist) is once again quite concerned about me #i did get pretty lost in my head towards the end #she was once again like i'm here for the next few days i check my emails every day blah blah im here if you need anything #as if i would ever ask for help like bloody hell i cant even out loud say that i dont want my mother to be around me for the foreseeable #future or whatever im just #it's in my head and im trying to say the things i need to say but it's like running into a cement wall head first #and the more i try and push the harder it gets #anyway. im terrified my therapist is gonna get frustrated with me #even though i know she's like the nicest person ever #but what can you do #anyway #tea fanfic bed