#btw this is directed to all of you

[noecoded]

When i say asmodeus is a little evil in a fun silly flirty way this is what i mean i think ppl make him just a little too Normal like there isnt something off . Like normal stable upstanding devildom citizens do not say shit like that .

#i think you would be having a normal conversation w asmo and realize midway through that he hasnt blinked once #just stares and smiles while making direct eye contact until you have to look away #^ hes waiting for u to compliment him btw. he does not stop staring until you tell him hes the most stunning creature in tje 3 realms #this is only part of my asmo screenshot collection but im too sleepy to go thru all of iit and get the best ones rn..

[heartslobbf]

LOVE; DOUBT; PANIC

hadestown, his kiss, the riot / sir frederic leighton, orpheus and eurydice / hugh quarshie and lucian msamati as othello and iago / william shakespeare, othello / francisco goya, saturn devouring his son / ilya repin, ivan the terrible and his son / tennessee williams, a streetcar named desire / naudline pierre, for a little while longer / naudline pierre, closer still / james baldwin, another country

#HIGHLY recommend checking out naudline pierre #new fave along with salman??? yes actually <3 #also the othello production that pic is from is rsc 2015 directed by iqbal khan if you’re curious!!!!! #it’s good i enjoy it #this moment is taken from the fake marriage scene btw #but ya i just think that doubt and panic in love is fascinating and the driving force of tragedy and i think about it a lot <333 #shoutout jem my best friend jem for the streetcar quote #like being emboldened by the presence of your lover and having that love undermined when they aren’t there #being driven to destroy your lover for false or ill guided reasoning likeeeee #i mean im saying lover but two of these r parental things so you know #just like . tragedy!!!!!!! this is tragedy!!!!!!!!! #shut up daisy #web weaving #additional shoutout to jem for making me realise that ll is driven by love doubt and panic #like imagine distilling all of THIS so well #really happy w this post btw so please dont let it flop :) #hadestown #othello #james baldwin

[cyberpunkboytoy]

I’ve started learning how to draw, and decided to practice with these guys

#I love how you can tell which direction I drew in bc they gradually get better #Aoba (compressed) #anyway... #dmmd #DRAMAtical Murder #Aoba Seragaki #Koujaku #Noiz #Ren #the Ren is definitely my fav #not just because I started understanding proportions then but because of the tongue #poses are all from the artbook btw I am not that creative #my art #feels weird that this can be a tag for me now

[mormonculturememes]

On the importance of family history:

#submission #endless-fluffering #jsdfghdsjfh mood #i sometimes remember my white mystery with the acronym WEDGIES #welsh english danish german irish (extra e) swiss #mostly english and danish though gfsdgf #led #btw this is all from direct lineage tracing i do not support the whole 23andme stuff. not gonna shame or make a moral judgment if you do #you do what you want with your money and genetic material i guess #but i do Not support skipping the family history work and instead sending your personal info directly to a corporation #like who know what theyre gonna do with that dawg. it's sketchy #again not shaming but like. by my own personal sensibilities (which you have every right to ignore) i am judging jsdfhgj #still love you though #mwah

[layla-carstairs]

if I see one more post that's like "Mirabel and Bruno should have walked away from their horrible abusive family 😠 they shouldn't have forgiven abuela because she the worst and didn't deserve it. Mirabel and Bruno shouldn't have apologised", I'm going to scream. Like, you're missing the whole point of the movie

#I could probably write a whole essay on this but not right now because I'm tired 😅 #this isn't directed at anyone in particular because I've seen this opinion so many times I've lost count #ugh it just makes so mad #also the whole 'stop normalising this family dynamic' like shut up 😐 #the madrigals remind alot of my own family #and it's not perfect but it's still my family :/ #if something is broken that doesn't mean you just throw it all away #this isn't about legitimately abusive and toxic families btw #because family isn't everything but it's not nothing either #like the madrigals have acknowledged their burdens and how they hurt each other and are trying to fix that #that's an amazing step in the right direction and as long as they keep taking steps #they'll be alright #encanto #oops I just wrote the essay in the tag 😅 #the way I have much more to say too #anyway #mirabel madrigal #abuela madrigal #alma madrigal #isabela madrigal #luisa madrigal #julieta madrigal #agustin madrigal #bruno madrigal #pepa madrigal #felix madrigal #dolores madrigal #camilo madrigal #antonio madrigal #also?? did you all forget that immediately after mirabel and bruno apologised they were told that they didn't need to 🤨 it's in the movie

[trapperjohns]

what's everyone's favorite mash episode(s) (asking for a friend)

#idk why i rly love movie tonight lmao #AND fallen idol too. one of my fave written and directed by alan alda <333 #but morale victory holds a rly special place in my heart bc its the first (and only?) episode i remember watching over 10 yrs ago #like. the part where charles takes the man to the piano. that scene stuck w me all these years #ALSO bless you hawkeye. my mentally ill blorbo <3. when i saw the scene w sidney i had deja vu of also watching it over 10 yrs ago #and of course point of view too. the gender afirmation is soooooo <3333 #(also can u believe i love trapper and he's in literally none of the episodes i mentioned lmao) #this post has no purpose other than me being nosy btw #z

[dyketubbo]

okay finally writing this bc its hit that point in the night/morning where i regained the energy to rewrite this but. can we please talk about the habit of people using scars/physical disabilities to make a character scary in this fandom?

like with, say, tubbo, not too bad! hes such a likable character that generally his scars are just drawn as a part of him, often horror pieces with him focus on other aspects like the nukes or him living by the woods or the fact that he died for those scars. all fine as far as i can see

....and then theres quackity. who is a canonically half blind character with an obvious scar. and people use it to make him *scary*. artists, both visual and textual, exaggerate the scar, describe the unnervingness of his fanonically blue eye (which, the subject of giving a mexican person a blue eye just because hes half blind when thats not how blindness works is.. hm), even sometimes describing it as a glass eye (meaning using the prosthetic as a reason to be unnerved by him). they give it otherworldly properties, they make it like a 777 machine to symbolize his greed and want for power, they make it into a void on his face, a glitch, a poker chip, whatever.

and let me say- that shit should really stop flying. i get the intents of people who do this, really, i do! i dont think the people who do this are ableist, but. dont use scars for horror. dont use physical disabilities as a way to make a character more terrifying. please. quackity can be scary and unnerving on his own, you can do it without resorting to "disability/scars scary", i promise. i havent seen it happen to other physically disabled characters yet (except for michael_beloved but ive talked abt my distaste w horror including him before), but im gonna take that as a blessing

(note- while i agree this shouldnt be done for mental illness either, this is about physical disability and i want it to stay focused on physical disability because ive seen ppl talk about the horrification of mental illness but not abt physical disability, not in this fandom anyways. however, feel free to make your own post or find posts from people who talk about the habit of using mental illness as horror in the dsmp fandom)

#the og version was much more generally worded but i decided it was best to just be direct #just.. if you want to interpret the scar in a cool way ok but make sure youre not doing it to make him seem unsettling please #theres many ways to draw disabled characters without doing it.. Like That #also the blue eye thing irks me bc. hes mexican. he has dark brown eyes. stop giving him blue ones #that is what poc mean when we say whitewashing is not just lightening skin #mask mews #quackity #dsmp #tubbo is mentioned #ableism tw #ask to tag #feel free to add on w/ your own thoughts or whatever youve noticed btw just keep it on topic plz ty #if you want to have the assurance that this is from a physically disabled person or w/e i have chronic pain and thats all the info ur gettin #theres more im just not gonna share that in the tags of a post abt quackity aetche queue

[batarangsoundsdumb]

@bees-your-stove is now officially my only follower. i'm sorry guys, y'all are fired

#NOW I KNOW I SAID 'get this post to 15 k bc i wanna be famous' or some shit #BUT DAMN #bees-your-stove you are THE ONLY PERSON #there is one person on here #and that is bees-your-stove #fantastic username btw i truly want to know how that came about #thank you graciously for your ringing endorsement of where it all began #'YOURE FIRED' (this is directed at anybody that is not bees-your-stove and for that matter... the pornbots can stay) #fank you bees-your-stove #ily #weve never spoken or anything i just love you #batarambles

[sobsicles]

wait, no, that's my emotional support car...

#guys (gn) can we stop trying to burn things pls #leave baby alone she did NOTHING wrong 😭 #this is very dean-coded of me yes. but i stand by it. #see i always miss the fighting bc im off writing. #im like that guy who comes into the room with pizza. and everything's just on fire. #like. we're attacking the car now? #NO. we have loved that car faithfully for years. we will NOT betray her now. i refuse. #remember when we all used to come up with that headcanon about baby turning into a person? hmmmm? remember those days? #yeah i havent forgotten. dont cite the old magic to me witch. i was there when it was written. #we had all thought it would be hilarious is baby turned out to be a hot dude (the guy from vampire diaries. damon. he was the general pick) #and we all very much enjoyed the idea of Bisexual Repressed Disaster Dean having a fucking crisis over it #or alternatively it was a thing for the car to have a crush on cas and dean being offended jealous in BOTH directions #yeah ive been around a while. #you know who else has? BABY. and i love her. i wont apologize for it. #also this is all like jokes and shitposting btw. do not actually wish to join arguing if there actually is some. #but baby? love that car. she's baby 🥺 #sobs says things

[shoujoaccent]

reading jjk is like reading a run-on sentence over and over again bc things could be said so clearly and yet it’s not 😭

#a lot of the plot is actually very simple and direct but this man gotta treat it like a rocket science lesson every time damn #like choso’s technique not working in water is simple like his blood is watery so adding more water mean he deluding it even more #that’s all he needed to say but no lmao #also sukuna is interested in megumi’s technique bc it’s the technique that rivaled gojo #its also a technique that can incarnate cursed spirits so he won’t need itadori as a vessel #but is it explained that way? ABSOLUTELY NOT like bro you are that meme of shounen characters talking too much about their shit 😭 #every time I read a technique and it’s explained in a way besides the obvious and simple way it hurts my head #I think the characters are very likable and the lore and world building is nice #but the execution sometimes…. bro LOL #also just the way everything is toji’s fault but no character ever comments that he is a response to a broken system #like especially if ur gonna have maki right there who isn’t allowed to advance bc quite literally it’s her family is blocking her way #which means ur grading system does not matter if it’s biased and NONETHELESS THE FACT THAT A LOT OF THEM AINT EVEN REGISTRED LOLOLOL #I also just hate the power system bc I get it but this story is so heavy on technique that if I’m gonna be explained 85 techniques that #arent gonna be relevant than just….. PICK A STRUGGLE LMAO if technique can beat power then what does it matter #also if all these mf are just gonna be special grades…… then….. fjjjddjksks god I hate it here #also somethin about nobara being the one to respond to mai’s trouble of being a woman— #which btw like WHEW the misogyny from the families outside of gojo is wild like y’all too ugly for this 😭 #but it’s just nobara’s storyline about being an outsider esp with saori who was harassed for being a city girl like frjejejej I get it but #it be real inconsistent out here which tells me that their plot lines really aren’t necessary or given the attention it deserves #also like ISNT it important to set up the system that gojo is fighting against like his past arc was so good but it needs to be brought to #the main timeline like the only person who has made an effort in his beliefs is nanami and he ain’t even— LOLOL #it’s just like u ever see such a good premise and characters but the execution be wack #I know half of y’all ain’t even reading bc tsumiki is megumi’s step sister #like he literally said he met her when he was a kid but ppl say that she’s his moms kid from another man fjrjsjs #WHY WOULD HE REFER TO HIS MOM AS TSUMIKIS MOM AND NOT JUST MOM THEN #I’m not even mad it’s just like it’s been a long time since I’ve seen characters solely carry a show vs plot in a long time #but the plot isn’t even that bad it’s just the execution that makes it a mess fjdjdjskjs

[olliedollie1204]

gonna be petty here for a second so pls ignore if u want, but camilo's completely disproportionate popularity within the encanto fandom is one of the most insane examples of male characters getting prioritized over female characters i've seen in a long time

#i was gonna write a whole rant about this but i lost steam #edit: ok warning this rant got a little character-hatey i promise i like camilo and i dont wanna insult people who like him #i understand how fandom content works i understand people like to talk abt things that they wish the og media had delved deeper into #i get it i promise i get it. it's just insane to me bc he's honestly.. like 100% you could remove him from the story and nothing would chan #*change #mirabel's relationship with him is one of the most underdeveloped relationships in the movie #yet there's just so much content about him and mirabel. about him and BRUNO. who never said a direct word to each other in the whole movie? #i'm irritated that this underwritten halfbaked character is prioritized over every other grandkid except mirabel #luisa and isabela had freaking FULL SONGS in the movie. several scenes! important dialogue! #why are so many people treating camilo like the most interesting character!! he's fucking not!! #(and that's a CLOSE margin btw. going off a super basic ao3 search- #camilo is the 3rd most tagged character in all encanto fics #behind mirabel at number 2 and bruno at number 1) #(which also grinds my gears *just* a little bit that bruno is higher than mirabel but also i fr get it like people wanna write about- #-genuinely interesting concepts of generational trauma and abuse that the movie demonstrated and bruno is a super interesting character to- #write about) #but then again that's like. the literal whole point right. bruno is a fascinating character. mirabel is the Main Fucking Protagonist #and camilo is There #it just annoys me which sucks bc i LIKE camilo and i don't want to start getting really annoyed at seeing him everywhere when i feel like- #there's soooo many other more important (and female) characters who deserve the amount of attention he's getting for no reason) #again i say no reason but i get it. if nothing else i totally understand why people like a blank slate character #who they can project whatever personality they want onto #it's just disheartening to feel like isabela and luisa are always added as afterthoughts when camilo was in the movie for 7 minutes and is- #one of the fandom favs #god i hope my tags dont get cut off jhdghsj #my posts

[secondhello-moved]

I think the best thing ive seen on here is people pointing out that the whole, "gifted kid burn out" thing is dumb nd shouldn't be the biggest most relatable thing for All neurodivergent kids. Because Oh my god ive felt so pushed from my own commuity cause of how many ppl, including friends, were just treating this thing like it was normal nd supposed to happen. I did not grow up being literally bashed by adults nd teachers for not being smart enough just for other neurodivergent ppl to tell me I was doing my childhood wrong cause reading any book without pictures made me want to explode nd cry nd throw up and being in classes made me melt down. I really try to sympathize w the whole "gifted kid burn out" stories but like I would literally take a childhood of having at least Something I did noticed nd liked and then growing out of it than being called the, "not so smart one" in my family up into high school.

#btw if you were one of those kids who was extremely smart in one subject but it didnt help in school at all we're making out rn mentally #no cause its like I literally dont care you got put in some program cause you could read all of hp 😭 #I was here studying animals nd wanted to be a vet while some 'gifted kid' was reading big boy books? sad. #sorry if im coming off a bit aggressive I just woke up nd immediately thought abt just how frustrating it was #being alienated in a group of kids I was supposed to relate to cause even then I was 'too dumb' #Oh yeah on that. um. im really glad I see ppl discussing albeism from other neurodivergent folks cause of this cause that shit sucks. #im sorry I do autism wrong or im sorry im autistic nd not adhd orr im sorry I dont have that hashtag burn out . maybe you should shut up... #also I see parents stressing you abt grades as a different thing cause I was as well till they gave up on me #nd many 'gifted kids' I knew weren't #gifted or not if parents stressed you abt grades that sucks #anyway. I get why these types of things are bad.. I GUESS. but uh #maybe we should get rid of the idea this is universal? #feel like I gotta say it but this isnt directed at any current mutuals #more so ranting twords annoying kids I knew in school

[cquackity]

good afternoon to c!tommy apologists and c!tommy apologist ONLY, how does it feel to have the best opinions on this site

#you all are so massive! #this is /lh btw and not directed towards anyone #just feeling fond of that side of the fanbase #dsmp #dream smp #ramblings #tommyinnit #c!tommy #c!tommyinnity

[naes-dairy]

I think I'm starting to realize that I really don't believe in myself even if I am being right.

I could literally have the correct answer on a test or see fake link to something and still click on it/choose a different answer because I doubt my 'intelligence', but when it backlashes I call myself stupid because I doubted myself, fueling my low self esteem.

It's like an endless cycle of hate and doubt, stemming from me yet aimed towards the same person who's feeling these things.

Then I question me. Why am I like this?

...

I have nothing left to say regarding this topic, and I feel that the worse thing I could do is accept this thing.

But it's too late. And I hate myself for it.

#pain #i literally didnt even try to me this sound reader directed #i hate this venting embarrassment of a blog #if thats what you even call it #low self everything #low self esteem #self doubt #press x to doubt #haha funny totally life problems so cringe haha #why am i like this #like literally #why #i have two exams tomorrow wth am I doing #1am btw #1am #vent #i just realized i should name all my posts vent since its true #what #what?

[bibiana112]

Okaaay most direct person on tinder I've matched with so far just messaged me

#I haven't like #touched the swipe left/right thing in So long I'm amazed and annoyed #so like I see the match notif and go oh c'mon and Immediately #get messages asking for my fic links which???? #out of all the openers I will admit that's been the best one lmao??? aksjaaksjakk #literally the most direct gay woman in that whole goddamn app aksjkja #lmao hey girl wanna read some tragic shit or did you expect shipping like a normal person 😂 #literally happened rn btw I was so shocked I had to write it down on my journal #which is here lmao #Void fala aí

[suguwu]

y'all i love love love that you send me fanart etc. but please remember that i won't post it/answer the ask if it's reposted/unsourced work! this includes tiktoks that are a mash-up of varying artists. i truly do adore that you think of me and want to send me things, but i do try and be conscious of this!

#bee chats #this isn't directed at anyone btw! #i was just going to send a tiktok to a pal and then realized it was all reposted so it was on the mind #it makes me kick my leetle feet that y'all think of me tho <3333 #if an artist allows reposts that's fine! but a lot of the time—esp on tiktok—i find that there are mashups of artists who ban reposting #also if you ever see me reblogging/answering an ask with reposted art—please tell me!!! #okay bye ily drink some water <3