#but i have none :(

[noctumbra]

have you ever felt bad because you wanted something and you had no money so you asked for your parents to buy it for you but it made you so guilty and when they told you that they cannot get it because it just too high in price so you just wanted to throw yourself off of somewhere because you feel worthless and so fucking broke that you had to ask from them to get something you want—

was it ever hard for you to ask for money from your parents?

#i feel so guilty and so bad for asking money #but i have none #and i have no... after graduation plans either #i don't know what to do #how to move on #what i want to do #i have nothing #literally NOTHING #because i'm not good at anything #i know english yeah so what? a lot of people know english now #what other abilities do i have? what can i do where should i work— #i have nothing. #nothing. #i want to cry loudly #but i can't do even that #they'd hear and ask too many questions and then they won't like the answers #i'm. lost i think #blablabla

[awisa]

i ate way too many chips. i want like an apple or something

#but i have none

[tomurasdecay]

i wish i was still part of a discord server

#one with friends lol #but i have none

[kazieka]

so I started a new anxiety medication this past week and so far it’s been going very well except that I have extremely vivid dreams and apparently sleep texting. I seem to have sent this at 3am and i have no memory of it

but i am Right

#lindsey shut up #bitch king of angstmar ✌🏻 #I do recall having some lord of the rings related dreams but none of this #lotr #lord of the rings #this post brought to you by buspirone ig #shoutout to GROND

[ardri-na-bpiteog]

Also increasingly aware that a LOT of people "manage" getting through the 40+ hour work week by sleeping less than is healthy and relying on stimulants like coffee and energy drinks to keep them going.

For people who are unwilling or unable to do this...work really does just dominate your life. Like we really should not have to rely on unhealthy practices just to have a social life or keep on top of housework or whatever.

I know I post about this a lot but I'm so TIRED all the time and it's just so depressing that this is how we're expected to spend the one life we have.

#i have to get at least 8 hours of sleep a night to even barely function #with sleep #getting ready for work #commute #cooking #and errands #I typically have maybe 2-3 hours to actually do what i want in a day #and I'm usually too tired to actually do the things i want to do #and that's with a very short commute #if i actually had a long commute I'd basically do nothing but work #i see my friends like once every few weeks or months #because we're all so fucking busy with work and have such little time for socialising #and none of us even have kids or anything!!

[kavehater]

The way my luck is so good :D

#my head #I feel like my brain has just stopped working #can’t focus at all #dumb discourse #exams and studying #the thing with the arranged marriage #me not being able to get over things #dora daily #and my sleep deprivation and lack of eating even in the one meal I eat in a day #I just want to pause time #I am not even popular enough to be dragged into discourse #I don’t have asks piling or even 50 followers in my other account but SOMEHOW I’m dragged into this #goddamn #all I wanted was a place on my own #then she came along and I rlly warmed up to her sm #and other ppl I found super cool #then #all hell breaks loose #do not get me involved with grooming allegations pls istg #if you think said person groomed a kid you block them #I am a nobody in this situation and all I ask for is to have ONE peaceful day in my life #ONLY ONE #but I can’t even have that #madness #like I’d understand it’d be more of a responsibility if I even had 50 followers or even if I had 100 #but I have none #don’t insert me into something triggering thx #this is why minors shouldn’t write smut cause I didn’t even engage with smut and I got groomed thrice now imagine minor smut writers #anyways if I did have a following and had 3720194773101037470210 friends #like the 🙄 girl perhaps I would be compelled

[secondbeatsongs]

for anyone too young to know this: watching The Truman Show is a vastly different experience now, compared to how it was before youtube and social media influencers became normal

before it was like, "what a horrifying thing to do to a human being! to take away their autonomy and privacy, all for the sake of profits! to create fake scenarios for them to react to, just to retain viewership! to ruin their happiness just so some corporate entity could harvest money from their very humanity! how could anyone do something so evil?"

and now it's like, "ah, yeah. this is still deeply fucked up, but it's pretty much what every influencer has been doing to their kids for a decade now. probably bad that we've normalized this experience"

#the truman show #sbs rambles #I keep thinking about how children on popular youtube channels should probably have laws to protect them #social workers assigned to them maybe #I dunno #they did not sign up to have their lives sold for profit #but here we are #tho #I guess none of us signed up for it #and our data is harvested more than ever #god #high-tech capitalism sucks turns out #OH WAIT because tumblr is bad at getting context sometimes #let me specify: #I am not saying that the movie The Truman Show is bad or that it normalizes this #like all good sci-fi (because it is kind of sci-fi) it's there to warn us of what the future could hold #and it did that in a very good way - it's a beautiful movie #I could see someone with a bad faith take assuming I meant that it was part of the problem #it absolutely wasn't. it didn't normalize this; we did #youtube did and social media #it's us that's the problem #or more specifically: big corporations and a lack of regulation #that's the origin of most modern problems

[everchased]

can someone please get these hoes under control i'm BUSY

#gun cw #it's EVERY 5 HOURS AT LEAST #AND THEY STAY UP???? LIKE NONE OF THE ONES I'VE REPORTED HAVE BEEN DEACTIVATED #GO AWAY #anyways... #my art #edit: everyone who says i look like [insert anime guy here] has holes in their brain hope this helps some of u figure out what's wrong

[ssalballoon]

Mystra showed him the secrets beneath the veils. The gossamer veils first, draped across the Weave. The delicate veils next, draped across her body. 'Chosen One' she whispered, as she slipped them off completely.

poor gale :'(

- the dialogue is from ea gale's explanation about his folly

- i kinda like that she ended up looking like a mother-of-pearl inlay lacquerware!

- oh this was a subconscious choice, but Gale is sitting in seiza which is a posture for showing respect especially to elders. it's also known to be a painful position to sit in for extended periods of time, which is why it was sometimes used as a method of (morally dubious) punishment. however, experienced people can maintain this posture for much longer. food for thought :-)

- (edit: deleted this point bcs it didn't really make sense + detracted from the art a little;;)

#also had other companion drawings w gale and mystra planned for this but none of them are complete... perhaps another day #mystra #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #bg3 fanart #gale of waterdeep #gale dekarios #my art #hm i dont have many opportunities to share my mystra thoughts so! #mystra is incredibly difficult to redesign and draw! I want to give her a fantastical element to her while retaining her austere aloofness #(her unassuming design is actually surprisingly effective in making her seem so effortlessly powerful) #I love spiderweb imagery and braids(weave) for her but braids make her seem so... kind? very soft? i'll try again another day... #is this seriously my last post of 2023. goddamn

[captainjonnitkessler]

The "radical leftists" on this site who talk constantly about the importance of solidarity and kindness and compassion and then immediately tell anyone who disagrees with them to kill themselves are going to be devastated when they learn how much of actual union organizing involves talking to people whose politics you find incredibly repugnant and meeting them where they're at in order to find common ground

#so weird that none of the organizing lectures I've been to have advocated for suicide baiting as a tactic #can't imagine why that would be #turns out 'worker solidarity except for anyone who i deem not radical enough' isn't actually solidarity

[tragedyposting]

*Please only answer this poll if you’re American, if for some reason you have a burning curiosity to know where the results are at I can send an update, I don’t want the results to be too skewed.

Feel free to tag/reply your state and which you identify with more strongly

#rebecca rambles #I have a very strong sense of ‘patriotism’ about being a New Yorker #but little to none at all about being an American

[darkwood-hollows]

hot take but i actively miss when tv shows were like 20 episodes a season. slow down. let me get to know the characters. let them do something dumb and not consequential to the plot for one fucking second i'm begging you.

#television #movies #media #prestige tv this and prestige tv that #its not prestige when everything is???? #none of these streaming service 8 episode whatevers have anything on the sopranos #and that includes ones that i like

[chloesimaginationthings]

FNAF Afton kids got interesting coping mechanisms

#myart #chloesimagination #comic #fnaf vanessa #michael afton #mike schmidt #fnaf #fnaf movie #sister location #fnaf fanart #five nights at freddy's #they are both super normal and well adjusted I promise #another Vanessa and Michael bonding moment 🔥🔥 #I know both tried so much for their fathers approval #only to be both betrayed anyway by him #LEAST they have each other to talk about it #Mike isn’t very impressed by how they cope #but he can’t talk much seeing he copes through actually constantly sleeping #none of these guys are okay and that’s okay 💜

[maskednerd]

#happy late halloween! #enjoy these sleep deprived fnaf movie textpost memes #this will not be the last of them I assure you! #cus i have many ideas hehe... none of them well-thought out tho #fnaf #fnaf movie #fnaf movie spoilers #textpost memes #mike schmidt #steve raglan #vannessa fnaf

[cappycodeart]

"The dead one! Yeah I haven't thought about her in a long time!"

A little theory I've had about Winter King's original motives based on his heartless comment about Betty and Ice King's original motives for kidnapping princesses in the first place...... clearly she gave off Bad Ex Vibes…

#adventure time #fionna and cake #simon petrikov #winter king #candy queen #princess bubblegum #ice king #betty grof #fionna and cake spoilers #adventure time spoilers #at spoilers #spoilers #fan art #digital art #sketch #2023 #SORRY THIS IS SKETCHY I NEEDED TO GET IT OUT OF MY SYSTEM. I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS JERKWAD #SO MANY QUESTIONS SO MANY THOUGHTS AND NONE OF THEM WILL EVER BE ANSWERED LOL #I say bad-ex in quotes I feel like I hc that this Simon definitely had some ego issues to begin with... #and whether betty left him or died in the apocalypse he held that against her and became resentful instead #after he became Winter King he grew out of it and stopped caring because he's having a fantastic time now #but PB has always been a subconscious reminder of Betty. Why else would he target her specifically.

[glassrooibos]

Everything stays right where you left it huh guys

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #adaine abernant #fantasy high junior year #I loved this parallel from Siobhan #none of these guys are getting a break huh #IM ABOUT TO LISTEN TO THE NEW EP TOO #Hope nothing upsetting or unsettling happens :0) #ps I have no idea what sauce you put with strudel #I would have thought custard #but the symbolism… #THE DRAMA of a red berry sauce #I dunno guys #should I do more freshman and junior year parallel pieces? #lmk #I love you bye