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that-sarcastic-writer · 8 months
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A Love Game
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DI!Single!Dad!Leon S. Kennedy X F!Teacher!Reader
Summary: You hear a glimpse of Leon's relationship with his daughter. And later he makes you a proposal you just can't refuse
Warnings: mild sexual content, still minors dni, brief phone sex, allusions to sex, Leon has a mouth on his as always, bit of soft!dom leon, mostly Leon being a soft dad on this one, foul language (as always), no use of y/n
WC: 3k
A/N: so I'm totally in love with this dynamic! And yalls support was insane. I literally wrote two separate drafts of a continuation of these two and whichever I finished first was gonna be posted, so the light smut one won bc I'm tired atm and didn't feel like sitting in front of my computer for 6 hours🙃 so this short part will have a second part to it with full spicy time. And another standalone part with these two (coffee and other things) having some more spicy time is also in the works, so stay tuned. Besitos <3
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Leon blinked slowly, his eyes now starting to grow sore from staring at the bright computer screen for so long. But he just hadn't had time to finish this stupid report. Sure, he has had two whole days to get it done, but with a tiny human clinging to his arm every waking minute, it was a bit more complicated than he thought. But he couldn't possibly ignore his little girl when he barely had the time to be with her without having to worry about stopping some mad scientist with too much time in their hands. He didn't mind though. His little girl was more important than anything else. 
Still, he took advantage of the little window of time he had now. He had given Isabella dinner a little over an hour ago. Then left her in the dining room to finish her homework. She had always been a smart girl, responsible with her homework, she never fussed when he asked her to do it, so it didn't worry him in the slightest to leave her to do her own thing. She tended to get distracted when he was around anyway. 
Though, maybe an hour had gone by when he heard tiny feet pad bare through the wood floors and he saw a mess of chocolate brown strands sticking from its bun peek above his computer screen. He slowly lowered the screen until it was almost shut and he was met with a pair of sapphire eyes that were a replica of his own. He raised an eyebrow at her. 
"Daddy." She took a step closer to him, her eyes big like she wanted to ask him something. 
Leon sat up fully, setting his laptop aside and nodded at her, giving her his full attention now. "What's up bee?" 
"Can I.. uhm.. I can play with your switch now?" She asked, dark lashes batting as she fiddled with her hands. As if she had to give him puppy dog eyes for him to say yes. He kept his face serious though. 
"You wanna play on my switch?" She nodded. He ran his fingers over his light stubble as if he was thinking real hard, he pursed his lips in thought. "I dunno hun, did you finish your homework?" 
"How did you know I had homework?" She asked with an adorable frown on her face, it took Leon all of his willpower not to break then. 
"Well I do now." He slipped a smile and she pouted. He couldn't help but chuckle at his little girl. He took her in his arms and sat her on his lap. "Well I knew before. Wanna know how?" 
Her head perked up. "How?" 
Leon leaned into her ear with a smile, "'Cause dads know everything about their little girls." He pressed a kiss to the side of her hair and set her back on her feet. "But yeah, Miss Pretty Teacher told me." 
"That's cheating!" She whipped her head around with a gasp and glared at him. He again couldn't hide his laugh. 
"Yeah alright, you caught me," he raised his hands up at her in surrender. "You can play on the switch for a bit. Do you remember how to turn it on?" 
Izzy proudly nodded and skipped over to the large TV hooked up to the living room. The TV had been on, nothing playing, but just on, since Leon had intended to play some white noise in the background but never actually loaded up anything. He switched to the right input as he watched Izzy turn on the Switch. It took her a second to remember how, but she was happily skipping back to the couch with the controllers as the loading screen came up before Leon could get up to help. He shook his head to himself, but he puffed out a breath when Izzy jumped on his lap, rather hard, the little girl giggling when he groaned. 
"Jesus Christ, when did you get so big?" He chuckled, fixing her on his lap so she wouldn't fall and watched as she scrolled through the games until she found Mario Kart. 
"I turned seven in October, remember?" She piped up, genuinely reminding him of such an important date, as if he would ever forget. He nodded. 
"I know, Izzy. I took you to Dave and Busters with Amara, remember?" 
"Oh. Yeah, you're right. That was fun. We should go again sometime! Please daddy?" She turned her head to look at him with this smile on her face and her big blue eyes. 
God, what did he ever do to deserve this kid? 
He pressed his lips to her forehead and nodded. 
"'Course. I'll talk to Amara's mom, okay?" 
He watched as Izzy excitedly nodded and cheered happily before she got lost in the game in front of her. He didn't mind her having screen time. It wasn't like she had an iPad glued to her face twenty-four-seven. He let her play once or twice a week, and maybe a third if he was feeling like playing with her. And she was more than happy to spend that time with her dad. 
Tonight he wasn't really feeling playing, so he watched her do her best. To her, she was the biggest winner there ever was, throwing turtle shells and bombs at practically nothing and hitting the wall with every curve, but she had fun with it, so he let her be, cheering her on whenever she finished a race, even if it was in ninth or eighth place. 
Maybe thirty minutes had passed when he felt his phone buzz beside him. He took his eyes away from the colorful screen to look at his phone. It lit up with a text, and his smile grew wide at the name. 
My pretty teacher. 
He grabbed his phone and quickly opened the conversation. You had been texting back and forth all day, for days now, after what he considered a perfect first date, but he just hadn't gotten around to match your schedule to plan another date. So you had resorted to texting and maybe calling once here and there. But God, he was really missing you right about now.
My pretty teacher: sorry, I went to dinner with my mom and sister. And I just got home. Hru? 
He bit his lip as he attempted to type into his phone one handed. 
Me: It's fine. I'm ok. With izzy. 
My pretty teacher: awww🥰 
Me: Can you call? I'm texting with one hand at the moment. 
You saw the message, and he could see the three text bubbles appear and disappear. Until they didn't come back. He mentally grimaced at himself, maybe the idea of talking to him while Isabella was there made you uncomfortable? Shit. He hadn't thought about that. Christ, he hadn't dated in so long he had forgotten that being a single dad wasn't exactly the biggest turn on. No matter how much one liked kids. 
His anxiety riddled brain stopped racing when he saw your contact name pop up on his screen as his phone started ringing. He grinned to himself. He glanced at Izzy— her full attention was still on her game, he shrugged and answered the call. He set his phone down, still having one ear bud in from when he was working on his laptop. 
"Hey Miss." He spoke first, his heart racing in his chest a bit. 
"Hi Leon." He could hear the smile in your voice. That shy smile he thought was the prettiest thing. 
"You busy?" He asked, still a bit worried he was interrupting you in the middle of something. Though the indistinct sound of TV playing in the background let him know that maybe you weren't that busy. 
"Not really. I got home a little bit ago so I was just about to run myself a bath." You answered, walking back and forth between your bedroom and the bathroom connected to it. "You?"
Leon tried his hardest not to think about your words too much. Not right now. 
"Nah. Just watching Izzy play on my switch. She's kicking ass in Mario Kart." He heard you blurt out a giggle, which made him chuckle, but what made him actually laugh was Izzy shooting him a frown over her shoulder. 
"Daddy, that's a no-no word." 
Leon snapped his head down at Izzy and he frowned, not sure if he heard her correctly, "What's that bee?" 
"I said that's a bad word."
"What is?" 
"Ass." 
Leon almost snorted at the way she said the word. With a frown and her lips pursed. He didn't care if she said bad words or not. He sure as hell said them all the time, but he encouraged her not to repeat what he said, in front of other people, at least. He narrowed his eyes at her. 
"So don't say it. I'm an adult. I can say them." When she kept looking at him, he placed a hand on top of her head and —gently— turned her head back towards the TV screen, despite her protest. "Keep playing your game, Isabella. Or you can't sit on my lap anymore." 
All Leon could hear was you attempting to muffle your laughter, but he could hear your giggles loud and clear. He only rolled his eyes, but he had a tiny smile of his own. 
"C'mon don't laugh, being a parent is hard. Are you the one teaching her this no-no bull— B.S?" He caught himself, closing his eyes when you laughed even more, now not even bothering to hide it. 
"I have to! I have a swear jar, I'm sorry. I gotta set an example." 
He actually laughed at this, remembering the mouth you had on you when he had you on his bed. 
"Yeah, well, you weren't so pure and innocent when you were screaming—" He caught himself again, his own eyes widening when he remembered Isabella was right there and he sighed out softly. "Give me an hour and I'll give you the answer you deserve, Miss." 
You stayed quiet for a second, not because he offended you, but because you needed a second to breathe and control the heat that flashed between your legs at his insinuation. You exhaled deeply before responding. 
"You're what again? Playing Switch with Izzy? 
Leon hummed in response. "She is. She's sitting on my lap so I'm being forced to watch." 
"I'm not forcing you!"
"On your game, Isabella. Stop listening to my conversation." 
"Does she have her own Switch or something?" You asked, now sitting on the edge of your bathtub as hot water poured from the faucet. 
"No. It's my Switch. But I leave it in the living room so she can play sometimes." He answered you with a shrug you obviously couldn't see. 
You chuckled softly, "How old are you again?" 
"Thirty-eight, but that's besides the point. I barely have time to use the thing. I mostly bought it for Izzy." He wasn't lying— entirely. He sometimes played, late at night by himself when he wanted to drown himself in a bottle of whiskey. He would choose to play a game to blow off steam instead of getting drunk with his little girl sleeping in the next room or passing out drunk at some shitty bar. 
"I'm very convinced by that." You snorted, making him sigh out at you.
"Hmph. Whatever. You wouldn't understand how cathartic throwing green turtle shells at tiny cars can be." 
"Oh I bet." 
"Daddy?" You heard Isabella's voice through the phone and your heart warmed.
Leon looked down at Izzy, "Yeah?" 
"Who are you talking to?" She asked with genuine curiosity, her very glorious race tournament now over and her attention was on him. 
He heard you go silent, most likely having heard the little girl and he sighed out, his eyes landing up on the ceiling for a second as he thought of his answer. 
"Just a friend, bee." He ultimately decided on that answer. It wasn't that he was ashamed of being with you, not at all, but Izzy was still young, and even he knew there had to be a proper introduction of you outside of your teacher role. He actually wanted to do this the right way.
"You fuck my brains out last week and I'm just a friend now?" He heard you comment in his ear and he groaned out. 
"C'mon, that's not fair." He leaned back into the couch, his forearm over his eyes now as he basically had two women all over him, pressing him with way too many questions for his liking. 
"I'm just giving you a hard time, Leon. I get it." There was humor in your voice, lightheartedness and even though he couldn't see you, he had a feeling you had that gentle smile on your lips. That eased the pressure on his chest. 
"Listen sweetheart, it's almost Izzy's bedtime," His eyes were on Izzy now, and with his eyes he was nudging at her to start wrapping up her game. She pouted, but didn't otherwise fuss. "Call you in an hour?" 
You both had this dumb, lovesick smile on your face, if only you could see the other.
"I'll be up."
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The warm water, the foaming body wash and the intoxicating smell of your favorite candle had done wonders to relax you. When you left the bathtub you felt like a whole new person. Though there still this tug of butterflies in your stomach as you anxiously waited for Leon to call you. 
You sat on the edge of the tub, warm and fluffy robe wrapped around your naked body as you mindlessly scrolled through your social media for a little while before you decided to check out for the night. You nearly slipped right off the tile when your phone buzzed and you felt a cold shiver run down your spine. 
"Hey, sorry about, y’know, earlier. Izzy and I are like that." You smiled at the sound of Leon's voice, now a bit hushed but more relaxed and carefree, like he now could say whatever the fuck he wanted. 
"It's okay. It was cute, hearing how you talk to her. You're sweet." You smiled to yourself, and you could hear him breathe out a soft laugh, most likely a bit flustered by your words, but he otherwise didn't show it. "You put her to sleep though?" 
"Yeah, I stayed with her 'til she fell asleep. I'm in my bedroom now, about to take a shower." He said the words slowly, with purpose, like he wanted you to think about it like he had been thinking about you, taking that bath. "So, you take your bath yet?" 
"Yeah, it was nice. I definitely needed it. I could've used some company though." You bit your lip, testing his reaction. There was silence, then he hummed. 
"Yeah? That so?" Now it was your turn to hum in agreement, your legs instinctively closing as you tried to soothe the ache between your thighs. "I'm sure you could've. Would've been nice to have someone hold you, right? Have someone leave kisses on your wet skin, say how good you're doing while getting your pretty pussy fingered?" 
You couldn't hold back the moan that left your throat at his words, and your free hand instantly traveled down, stopping at your belly. 
"Oh, that's a sound I'll never get tired of hearing. Fuck, you're already moaning for me and I'm not even there to give you a reason." He exhaled out a chuckle, his hardening cock starting to press against his sweatpants. 
"Fuck, I really wish you were here." You sighed out, your hand itching closer towards your already wet cunt, but you knew it wasn't your touch you ached for. It was Leon's. 
"Yeah? Why's that?" 
You whined softly, your phone almost slipping off your grip as your head fell to the side. "Leon…" 
"Tell me." 
"Because… I really, really, need you to touch me, hold me, ugh— I just need you to fuck me, Leon." 
Leon clenched his fist as his side, teeth digging into his bottom lip as he listened to your desperate words, and the sound shot straight to his cock. Fuck, he'd be lying if he said he didn't need you, too. 
"Goddamn baby," He grunted softly, his hand now brushing the front of his sweats, where his cock strained against the material, and he tried to muffle the sound between his teeth, but you heard it anyway. "You have no fucking idea how much I've been wanting to ruin that pussy of yours again. It's actually driving me crazy." 
You shuddered, the ache between your legs starting to become unbearable. "I really want to see you too, baby." 
Leon closed his eyes, biting his lip raw as he thought fuck it. He could explain in the morning. 
"Fuck it, just fuck it. Wanna take the drive here? I swear I'll give you exactly what you need and it'll be so worth it." 
You'd like to think you were a rational person, you always thought things through twice, three times if necessary. You didn't take risks, much less acted in a way that could be considered immoral, but for Leon? Fuck, for that man you would become the biggest whore in this world if it meant he would take you just one more time. 
"Be there in thirty." 
Fuck it. 
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Sneak peek of A Love Game Part II, coming soon
His lips were hard on your own, messy on your jaw, like he didn't know which part he wanted to kiss more. Your fingers were entangled in his perfectly soft honey brown strands, already melting under his touch. His hand came up under your jaw to grip your face in place, long fingers sprawled out over your neck. He pulled you back by your face and his eyes were hard on you, with this mixture of authority and utter need to fuck you. He could be both. 
"This is how this is gonna be. I'm going to throw you on that bed and fuck you the way you deserve. But I better not hear a single fucking sound leave those pretty lips of yours. Not tonight. Got it?"
Stay tuned for upcoming parts lovelies. Besitos<3
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bonny-kookoo · 3 months
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here to single handedly keep baby darling alive 🤲🏼 never forget about them 😭
Baby Darling is one of my favorite fics atm I won't lie
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Something that you still have to get used to, is the fact that Jungkook is not that kind of guy to hide his infatuation with you.
His friends are a little intimidating- and from looks alone, one might argue that they look like the definition of trouble, but after listening to them all talk and joke around for a bit, you realize they're actually really nice people.
Jungkook had asked you via text to bring him his wallet that he'd forgotten at your place a day prior- and you'd done so, meeting him at a small bar where everyone was sitting outside at a small table drinking and joking around.
At first, you didn't really know if you should- but eventually, you did, because honestly, you've become pretty attached to him these days. And he's not at all like the boyfriends you've witnessed your own friends have- he's not shy with pda, has you on his thigh right now because 'you don't need a chair, you've got me right here'.
Safe to say, Jungkook doesn't mind showing you off at all.
"She's really quiet." Jimin comments, and despite his almost intimidating aura, you find him pretty nice.
"You'll tell me when you wanna head home, right baby?" Jungkook worries at you, and you nod- while Yoongi shakes his head.
"I can't believe you finally found a proper girl." He simply mumbles, stealing a sip from Jimin's glass.
"They do fit though." Jimin giggles. "She's cute, and he's too." He comments, making Jungkook roll his eyes.
"I'm not cute, what are you talking about?" He growls almost, taking his beer for himself.
"You are cute. Did you know that he cries when watching Disney movies?" Yoongi spills, and Jungkook groans.
"Alright, this was a mistake. Babe, we're leaving." He jokes, making you smile at him.
"If we leave, are we gonna watch a movie at my place?" You wonder, and Jungkook stares at you caught off guard-
before the rest of the table, including you, erupts into laughter.
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burnt-to-cynders · 8 months
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Alright, time to actually make one of these for real, since this is looooong overdue. Hi! I'm Cynthia! I'm...a lot of things, and I struggle to describe them without it feeling inadequate! I play games, I write software for a living, I write non-software things for fun occasionally, I'm wildly horny, neurodivergent, a massive nerd who constantly wishes she knew more about everything.
Property of: @synthbang and @stalesweetrolls
Let's start with some ID stuff, I'm a pre-HRT(for now!!!) transfem, I go by she/they/it pronouns. My friends call me any fun variation of my name they can come up with, like Cyn, Cyndy, Cyndicate, etc. If we're mutuals, we're friends :3. I'm white, American(New England), poly, t4t, atheist, wildly sapphic, and physically, but not visibly, disabled.
As for interests, I've got literal dozens. Gaming, anime, manga, movies, writing, reading, music, pole dancing, ttrgps, game design, hiking, conservation, activism, fashion, just to name a few, each of which splinters into dozens of little sub-interests. Ask me a dragonball question, I dare you.
Actually, ask me any kind of question. Asks are open all the time and so are anons. Go wild ya horny fools
FOLKS WHO ARE NOT WELCOME (DNIs)
Minors
Seriously, minors, this blog is very horny
Ageless blogs
Sissy kink blogs
Race and ageplayers
SIDEBLOGS
I have two sideblogs atm, although in actuality there's just one that's even remotely active.
@den-of-cyn is where I used to do my hornyposting. The big thing that's there now is the pinned post with a list of my kinks, for those of you interested in the horny side of the Cynner. The account got flagged as NSFT and I haven't been able to get that revoked yet, and moreover I decided to stop worrying about it and just started posting horny on main anyway. There's quite a few good ones on there that I haven't reblogged to here, and a few pics I haven't reposted, so if you somehow don't get enough horny nonsense on this page, you can always go there to see some vintage Cyn >:3
@thebookofcyn is my writing sideblog. It's where all my original stuff will one day live, when I get the spoons to put all my old stuff on it. It is SFT FOR NOW, IT WILL NOT BE IN THE FUTURE! Soon there will be a pinned post there explaining my tags and how to find stories. I'm hoping to post more there as time goes on and I actually embrace this hobby more.
TAGS
I layer my tags and usually don't do content tags, and I don't tag reblogs except to do responses. The tags that mean things on this blog are as follows:
#cynposting - Any post by me that has text outside of tags, including reblog replies. Searching this tag will get you everything I've written in text on this blog.
#cynful thoughts - Any post I think is horny. You can filter for this post if you want to see me being a degenerage, or filter it out if you'd rather not.
#pics of the cynner - Any picture of myself, pretty self explanatory. Most are accompanied by #cynful thoughts
#Cyn fits - pics of myself taken specifically to show off an outfit and explain why I chose it for that day.
#I asked - Reblog of an ask that I sent someone
#ask and ye shall receive - Tag for when I answer an ask
#get tagged idiot - Tag for when the only content of a post is me @ -ing someone in the reblog.
#pinned post - Last one, tag for the previous pinned posts I've made. This should be the last one. In theory.
And that's it!!!! For now. Probably. I'm a wordy bitch, so I expect this'll get longer and longer.
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agent-love-101 · 9 months
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SOBS LOSES IT LOSSES IT PH MY GOD I LOVE THIS SOSOOSOSOS MUCH RAHHAJDBAJDNJSNDS YOU WROTE HIM SO WELL HES SUCH A !!! CREEP!! JABJSSNJSNSNS
oh my GODDDOSNSJNSJS I need to know how he reacted to reader returning home with groceries sooo bad, like him just soooo insecure and scared abt them leaving that he accuses them of doing something else bc they didn’t tell him— and how worried he was and what if they had gotten kidnapped or murdered and how would he know where to even look— etc,,
Reader putting the bags down and walking over to lace their hands around his neck and kiss his jaw before laying their head along his chest going “I’m here now, aren’t I?” And “I didn’t want to wake you up, you looked so sweet wrapped up in our blanket”
And RHANSKSNSJNAKSJS THE WAY THEY SAY OUR BLANKET AND HOW THEIR CHIN RESTS ON HIS STERNUM LOOKING UP AT HIM LIKE HE HOLDS ALL THE STARS IN THE NIGHT SKY AND -!!!!!
“But if it really scared you so much, I’ll wake you up next time, Maybe you can even tag along,“
which doesn’t sound like the best outcome because he still wants them to just stay inside while he goes out and gets whatever they need — create some sort of dependency plus make sure reader is kept to himself— but !! A win is a win !!
“It could be like a date”
And he doesn’t want to admit how quickly his entire resolve melts as soon as their hands touch his body and snake into his hair but he at least manages to mumble something about locks and keys before folding into the readers embrace which they (being the same one from the prompt —!) would respond by rubbing circles into his back and talking into his shoulder saying
“If that’s what you want,” with like such a nonchalant and Endeared voice as if he was asking to pick what they were eating rather than whether reader is allowed to leave the house by themselves or not,
!!!!!!!!!! I just !!! Love how you write him sosoosos much it’s soo insanely wet paper bag like that one asker said —!-!!-!-!-!
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YESSS OMG this is gonna be so fun to write omg, though you pretty much wrote all of it for me!! sorry I took a bit of a break; feeling some fandom fatigue (and I'm fixating on another fandom atm) but I'll try to get through all my requests!!
to put you in his perspective, when you leave his body goes into a full panic mode. his chest feels ice cold, like his blood has stopped circulating. he speeds through the apartment, knocking things down (strong or not, he still has a lot of power to send things to the floor, especially when he's frustrated.)
when you finally make it home, he's in hysterics. he's cried so hard he's gasping for air.
before you can ask if he's alright, he rushes toward you, grabbing your arms, keeping them forcefully at your sides, asking where you've been in such a loud panicked tone.
you are barely able to tell him you were simply on a late night grocery trip due to his frantic yelling. despite the yelling, you don't feel scared.
you're too busy comforting him to notice the locks are different. very different.
when you do, perhaps you think its a bit cute how he wants to lock you up...but he always forgets the brands you prefer. so to persuade him, you console him further. tell him you can both go next time...but he shakes his head.
despite you saying how it can be "like a date", he can't stand the thought of people looking at you. undressing you with their eyes.
gently caressing his arm, following the direction of moles as if connecting constellations, he can't help but soften up a little.
there's that other bit of johnny you love. the stammering one, the sweating one...your boyfriend.
"...w-well...um...maybe." he stammers out.
you know that answer will turn into a yes later...with a lot of work.
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dreamtydraw · 3 months
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hiya!!
first of all, absolutely adore your new pfp! it's so cute!! (*^-^)
second of all, my sorry I couldn't answer after my last ask, but I really hope you'll feel better soon! (>.<) feel hugged dreamty!!
we're kinda in the same boat, tho. I'm not feeling too great myself atm (*´-`)
anyway, lots of love!! <3
~🌿
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Djdidi hi plant anon !
Know that the silly dog gif is suppose to be a 30 sec animation i’ll have to finish for this week so i’ll soon post them ( this is my fav animation of the semester)
Thanks for the new pfp ! Second time someone mentionned and funny enough it’s from this set of 3 stickers i made for my school holliday market.
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I add them to stickers package of people I know or people who made big purchases ehehe
Tons of love to you plant, I hope you’ll feel better soon.
Now answering the rest of the ask I’ll drop the update about my mood under there because it’s not pretty.
I’ll admit i am not doing well this days.
I can’t say why exactly i’m feeling bad, I always had up and down mood and some down mood really makes me feel low.
I know that it’s not based on anything factual but i can’t help but feel hated or judged. Everything that i say or show in front of more than one person is doubted by my own brain. I have to force myself to not delete everything that i type because i feel awful.
If i tried to put words on it, i hope that it’s not true despite knowing i dont’ have any real reason but i just feel like a pathetic person who is annoying and who’s presecence is a nuisance. Anyone who say the contrary is saying it out of pity and if I try to say that i’m sad it’s for attention because why the heck should i say that ? It’s not like I’m important or anything i must have a huge ego.
I’m doing a lot of things wrongs, I feel awful for taking so much time doing my packages or doing my homeworks.
I know it’s temporary and it will go aways because it always goes away at some point so i just try to live with it until it fades and I can go back on doing alright.
Right now only thing that helps me keep my head distracted is working on my game or being forced to go to class because going out at least force me to take care of how i look and all.
This is a big vent post and i’m really sorry about it but i can’t post on insta without feeling bad, i don’t have the strenght to text my friends without feeling bad and tumblr is the only place i managed to show sign of life with minimal feeling of being worthless.
It may be worrying to read all that but like i said it will go away but i just don’t like going trough it, i’ll be better in a few days it’s alright.
Anyway, thanks for reading and tons of love. I’m trying to work on some exclusive valentine days stickers but i don’t think i’ll be in time for it.
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jadeylovesmarvelxo · 2 years
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here’s an angsty request for you ❤️ reader being the longtime crush of one of the hellfire boys so when her and eddie get together he doesn’t know how to break it to him that they are a couple and maybe a fight in the group breaks out and eddie feels torn between his best friends and the girl he loves but obviously understandings and happy endings bc my poor heart can’t take the angsty unhappy endings atm
Torn
Warnings; Angst with a happy ending. Fluff.
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Eddie was awake when she woke up that morning. Usually, he was a pretty heavy sleeper and he loved lie-ins so she was immediately worried when she saw he was awake.
There was anxiety written clearly in his features and she gently touches his cheek.
"Ed's what's wrong?". He swallows and turns to her.
"It's just Gareth has a crush on you and I am worried about what he will say when he finds out about us". She gently takes his hand and squeezes it.
"It will be fine baby you'll see". He turns to her looking agonized.
"He's my best friend princess. He's going to hate me". She soothes him.
"No, he won't. You'll see Eddie, everything will be fine". She snuggles close to him and hopes that she is right.
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She and Eddie were so lost in kissing that they didn't hear the Hellfire boys come in, didn't expect them to arrive so early.
She was perched on his knee trailing gentle kisses over his neck when they hear a shout that causes them to break apart shocked.
Gareth is glaring at Eddie who looks abashed and unsure what to say.
"What the fuck man? you knew I had a crush on y/n and you go behind my back with her?".
Jeff shakes his head and looks so disappointed.
"Come on man. You knew that Gareth had a crush on her that's such a dick move!". Eddie swallows.
"Look I didn't plan for it to happen it just happened". Gareth snorts.
"That's convenient, you're my friend man what the fuck?". Y/n listens to the arguing growing increasingly upset. She doesn't want to be the reason that Eddie and Gareth fall out.
"I came onto Eddie, don't blame him". Mike frowns.
"He knew Gareth liked you, he should have at least said something". The volume of the shouting grows louder and she walks up to Eddie feeling naseated.
"I'm so sorry Eddie, I never wanted this to happen and I didn't want to come between you and your friend. I should go". His eyes widen and he shakes his head.
"No sweetheart don't go". He cups her cheek and she feels the tears fall.
"If I stay it will make things worse". She kisses his cheek and feels her heart ache as she walks away from him.
His friendship with Gareth was so important and she knew if it comes down to it who he would choose if he had to. Not that she wants him to do that but if he did he would choose his friendship.
She's terrified she is going to lose the man she loves.
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Eddie collapses onto his throne, his head in his hands. He's so fucking torn, Gareth is his best friend but y/n is the woman he's head over heels in love with, he's never felt like this about anyone before. Ever.
Suddenly the shouting dies down and Gareth speaks up quietly.
"Do you love her man?". Eddie looks up, there are tears in his eyes and he nods.
"Yeah dude, I do. I am so sorry, I never meant for any of this to happen but yes I am in love with her so much".
Gareth sighs.
"Look I am still mad but she doesn't feel the same, she is obviously in love with you and you love her. I can't be a dickhead and come in between that. I just have a crush, it sucks yeah but it will go away, you two are in love it's kinda sickening". He jokes.
Eddie smiles a bit.
"Thank you man, I do love her and I can't lose her, look I am going to talk to her and make sure she is okay, I'll be back alright". He jogs out to his van, keen to make sure his princess is okay.
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The doorbell rings around twenty minutes after she gets home. Her stomach sinks as she knows it's Eddie and she is worried he is here to break up with her.
Taking a deep breath she answers the door and sees that it is Eddie. Her heart races until he pulls her into his arms and kisses her hair.
"Hi, sweetheart". She cuddles into him.
"Are you and Gareth okay? Ed's I don't want to come in between you two". She tells him nervous and he softens.
"We are okay baby, he understands. He is still mad but he understands. He knows how much I love you".
Hastily she wipes her eyes and tells him her fears.
"I thought you were going to break up with me, that it was over between us". He gapes, recovers and shakes his head.
"Oh no sweetheart, no. I love you so much and I'm not going anywhere". He kisses her tenderly.
Relieved she relaxes and cuddles into him.
"You better get back to your campaign Dungeon Master, the sheeples will be waiting". He winks.
"I'll be back in an hour, two tops and then we are going to cuddle up and chill okay?". She nods happily and feels at a lot more at ease now.
True to his word he isn't very long at all, he comes back infinitely more cheerful around an hour and a half later telling her about the awesome campaign he just done.
She loves listening to him talk so passionately about D&D and snuggles up with him in bed, glad that everything has worked out okay.
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dumbbvnnyboy · 1 year
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So this is my first yandere fic so allot of is inspired by the amazing @belovedyandere
Warnings:
Manipulation, dr*gging, smut, also kind of a self insert
Today I was finally gonna execute my plan to get y/n, or at least grow a little closer to him.
I'd been Watching him for a while now, taking notes on his new favorite bands and biases, the games he was talking about and playing, i even hacked into his internet history to see what he was doing lately.
Which gave me some great information.
I knew gaming club was today and I'd seen him go to meet up with a couple friends there while I was having practice back in the fall.
I walked in and saw y/n talking to his friend while they played some Xbox game from their phones.
Deciding to sit somewhat close to them and do the same, making sure to specifically pick his new favorite game.
I'd already beaten it, along with all of his other favorite games, and a few I'd thought he'd like so he wouldn't catch on to my copycat behavior.
That's why it took so long for me to talk to him, I had to plan and research throughly.
As soon as I got to a cut scene I'd noticed y/n lifted his head to look at me and my phone screen.
"You like (f/g)!?"
"Ya, it's really immersing."
"How do you feel about (other fave game)"
"It was great, pretty hard but I really loved the graphics"
"Wow, I didn't know a jock could have such good taste."
"Ya, I don't fall in with stereotypes."
"I was wondering why you haven't called anyone here a slur yet."
I laughed and smiled at him again.
"You know if you like (f/g) and (o/f/g) I'd be happy to show you my collection later today, if you wouldn't mind coming over."
He looked towards his friend as they gave him a glare.
"Oh don't be such a pessimist, of course, I can come over today."
I couldn't help the smirk that formed on my face, I knew he was pretty naive which was what grew my fondness of him, but I didn't actually think just asking him would work.
He was almost in the palm of my hand, and if I played my cards right he'd be mine.
"Well whenever you want to go we can."
"Oh ok, just let me get my stuff together here, I'll text you when I get there ok."
He said the last thing to his friend as he swung his bag over his back.
I smiled as we walked out of the school, feeling the cold stare of y/n's friend.
I'm sure they were just protective of him, but that won't be needed anymore, not when he has me.
"Do you want the aux?"
"Well, I don't know if you'll like my music taste."
"Ah I don't judge, all music is pretty good."
"A-alright, this is probably my fave song atm."
He started to play Polaroid love by enhypen as I pulled out of the school lot and drove to my house.
I could tell he had started to become a bit nervous.
"Is everything alright?"
"Ya I just.."
"Your worried I bite aren't you, well I promise I don't, not to hard at least."
I smirked and the rest of the ride was quiet.
We pulled into my driveway as sugar rush by txt played on the radio.
A fitting song for what would entail.
We headed up the stairs to my room as he followed me shyly.
Once he saw the shelf with all the games on it his eyes lit up.
"Woah! Do you mind if I look through these?"
"Not at all."
He started to flip through the cases, pulling some out to look at them as I sat on my bed watching him.
It was adorable how excited he was, making my mind linger on how amazing it would be for me to finally corrupt him the way I'd been planning too.
"Would you like anything to drink?"
"Um alright, what do you have?"
"I think we have coke and Sprite."
"Cokes fine."
I left the room to grab them, making sure to turn up the heat and add something extra to his drink.
I walked in and handed him the glass which he accepted and started to drink.
"Your room is really nice."
"Oh, thank you, I try to keep it as clean as I can."
"Ya.. me t-to."
"Is something wrong y/n?"
"Ya ya, it's just, is it h-hot in here or."
"I feel fine, maybe try taking off your hoodie."
"Maybe I should just go home."
"Oh no darling, I wouldn't want you to get any worse, I'll get you some medicine and you can stay here til it passes."
I grabbed the hem of his hoodie and helped him take it off.
He was like putty in my hands, the aphrodisiac was making him more and more trusting by the second.
I wrapped an arm around his waist and led him to the bed laying him down.
I leaned down to his ear
"Doesn't that feel much better?"
I could practically see the shiver it sent down his spine as he nodded.
"Just let me take care of you, alright?"
"A-alright."
I smirked into his neck starting to kiss and suck at the skin.
He placed his hands on my shoulders, squeezing them every now and then as he whimpered and mewled.
My hands slipped up his shirt, starting to feel around his chest, playing with his nipples.
I started to trail kisses and hickeys further down his body body before I got to the hem of his pants.
I looked up at him waiting for a nod to continue which he did before hiding his face behind his arm embarrassed.
I continued to unbutton his pants and pull them off of him.
I knew he was beautiful, but I never thought he'd look this amazing.
I pulled down his boxers and took him into my mouth making him grab the sheets and moan out.
His body shook, i could tell he'd never experienced this kind of pleasure before.
Sliding my hand back up his body I placed two fingers on his lip.
He opened his mouth quickly starting to suck on them.
After a few seconds I took them out and used my other hand to spread his legs.
I started to stretch him with one finger before adding the second.
He continued to shake and moan as I continued the sensations.
I took my fingers out of him and pulled my mouth off starting to position myself.
"This might hurt a bit, but I promise I'll be gentle."
He looked up at me with glazed eyes and drool spilling from his lips.
I grabbed his chin and rubbed my thumb over his lip.
"My my how pretty."
I leaned down to kiss him as I pushed in.
He moaned into my mouth and I grabbed his hip with my other hand starting with a slow pace.
Y/n grabbed my shoulders again, this time squeezing harder and digging his nails into me.
We disconnected as a Trail of saliva kept us together.
His entire body was flushed, and his face had contorted into one of absolute pleasure and bliss.
He could barely talk or think, all he could do at this point was moan and whimper.
I wrapped my hand around him starting to stroke him with a fast pace and a hard grip making him practically scream and cum all over himself.
"Oh darling, you've made a mess."
I laughed as he whined out, still not letting go or slowing my pace.
"Ah t-too much too-
I grabbed his chin and kissed him again.
He whined into the kiss and his body shook again as I overstimulated it.
Kissing down his chin and sucking more hickeys into his neck I couldn't help the grin on my face.
"You're being such a good boy darling."
I finally had y/n all to myself, and no one would ever get between me and him.
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fuzzydreamin · 8 months
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My Fallout Writing Projects + Ideas
Alright, here's a list of the things I have for anyone interested in my plans and dumb thoughts.
I'm only trying to actively work on my main stories atm, but I hope to get to a few of my side stories at some point too - probably as palette cleaners between writing my bigger projects.
Main Stories
Give Me Sanctuary
Fallout 4 retelling. It's a huge project that's gonna cover pretty much all of the in-game content retold as a story, as well as changing things so that they make more sense both for being told as a story instead of a game that has to have a certain amount of tracks, and just in general for the things that don't make too much sense as they are atm. Multiple POV, centered on my OC built from the base female player model - Nora.
Tons of additions too. Companions will all have even more of a personal story and conclusions, relationships of all kinds will be explored, and background characters will be fleshed out, including bringing in some NPCs that are basically nobody or barely exist in-game beyond a mention, etc.
It's gonna be long, it's gonna be very self-indulgent, and it's gonna take me time, but time passes anyway and I'm gonna have fun putting it all together. It's for me.
Icarus Into Acheron
Fallout 3 story all about Alberta. I'll probably have to make this one while working on GMS as it would help make sense of things when Al shows up in Nora's story - though that won't be until somewhere around the final third or quarter. It won't be as long as GMS either, as I won't be going into the whole of Fo3 or hopefully doing too many massive rewrites to the games' story.
Mostly covers leaving Vault 101 to taking down the Enclave and the changes and challenges Al faces between then. There will still be a lot of the side quest stuff included as Al works their way around the Capital Wasteland gaining caps and contacts, but I'll also likely be leaving some of the side quests and DLC stuff for smaller additional stories rather than having them all together. They need things to do during their wandering phase after all.
While I said earlier that it would help make sense of Al's background and personality, I won't say that it would be required reading as IIA will have themes of SA which some might not be comfortable reading (it'd be dub-con moreso than non-con but that's a personal line to draw and I feel a warning is still needed). While violence in general isn't something I'll be shying away from in GMS, IIA will certainly be a much darker story overall mostly because of these themes and their impact on Al and the story.
But don't worry if you wouldn't want to read that, there will still be a certain level of explanation going on in GMS for Nora (and the reader) to understand the situation anyway. It just gives a deeper look into how everything came to be in relation to what's going on with Al. Writing the actual story down mostly helps me know what is concrete about it all - there's a lot I hesitate to say is canon about my OCs and stories until it's written down in full context and I don't hate it.
Side Stories
These may not happen in the orders listed - or some at all depending on how the main stories go. They're just ideas I have so far that don't fit into the main stories, usually because they don't happen in the timeframe of them.
Icarus Related
The Pitt - How Al gets caught up in that and deals with it. And it doesn't end any of the ways the game lets you do so because it's dumb and I hate it.
Mothership Zeta - Being kidnapped by aliens is canon to Al.
Point Lookout - Al hanging out with annoying the pants off of Desmond. Would defs have his POV and how he thinks of Al, comparing them to a mutt dog. They're a menace but a menace he can use. It'll be fun.
Harold/Bob might be it's own story. Maybe other interesting side quests that don't fit into the timeframe of IIA.
GMS Related
Danse leading an expedition on the newly refurbished USS Constitution to find wild horses/sleipnir for the Minutemen (Preston's busy and Danse knows more about ships in general). Has a few other companions along for the ride, as well as a lot of crewmembers under his command. Danse has a great time (/sarc).
Captain Zao fixing up the Yangtze so that he can go home, taking a test voyage that leads to Vault 120 - Idea surrounded Nora being the one to go with him (she tells very few people about the submarine) but she might be busy during the timeframe I initially planned for...
How Nora loses her leg several years after GMS.
Series of small prequel fics about the companions lives before the start of Fallout 4 - Origin stories. Things like M7-97 escaping the Institute and becoming Danse, Nicks earlier days out in the wastes and going from handyman to detective, Deacon and Barbara. Stuff like that.
Future fic. The kids have their own adventure. This is where my girl Barbie comes from, but she's not really a main character /doesn't get many if any POVs.
Alternate Universe Stories
Some of these have rough outlines, some are still just collections of ideas. I'm not actively writing any of these since I'm just focusing on my main fic, and some plot points in them won't make sense without being able to reference back to base-game changes and large events in GMS anyway. These essentially go in order of which I have more planned out.
We Dig Two Graves
Part 1: Fools Rush In: The bombs didn't fall. War continues on. Nora, unable to rejoin the JAG now that she's had Shaun and wants to stay close to him, joins the Cambridge police in some way (probs not an officer - need to look into it) and meets human Nick Valentine post the whole Eddie thing.
Very slice of life slow-burn romance with some drama and mystery tossed in. Explorations of love and grief and morality and the burdens of society, culminating in the two eventually going against the law and secretly hunting Eddie and his lot down. Nick and Nora end up having a daughter together - poly with Nate.
Part 2: Where Angels (Fear To) Tread: The bombs do fall! Now several years after when they should have (Shaun is about 3-4).
This time thing doesn't change much else about the world itself besides what explicitly happened in the prequel cause I can't be fucked doing all that. Human Nick went into Vault 111 with Nora and the kids in Nates place because Nate wasn't home and they needed to get to safety. He held onto Shaun while Nora had their daughter with her.
Both Nora and their daughter are stolen by Kellogg, with Nora insisting on being taken with her child rather than putting up a fight, knowing it would likely get her killed.
Nick dethaws later with Shaun and has to venture around the Commonwealth as the 'Sole' Survivor looking for his lost family while balancing looking after his son. Ofc he meets synth Nick, who is still the same as he is in-game and running on the recently post-Winter's End memories, thus he has no idea what happened in the prequel after his conciousness split from human Nick.
Nate is a ghoul, he gets to live in this AU damnit.
There Is No Sky
Something suddenly goes wrong™ with the world. It's a 'the apocalypse turned up' AU. The land goes sour, animals start to die, the air isn't good anymore, and people start turning to cannibalism to survive. It's chaos. It's fun. It's sad. A lot of people, including some companions, die or are maimed in some way. I really abuse a lot of characters in this, but I still plan to give it a 'happy' ending because by god did I want to give these characters back something after all I will put them through.
Blood and Thunder
Overboss Nora AU. Events go slightly differently when Nora goes to Nuka World and she has to take on becoming a raider boss for real this time. As she unites the raiders of the Commonwealth under her banner her former companions are stuck either trying to stop her or still facing down the Institute and their own problems.
At some point she and Maxson form an alliance between her raiders and the Brotherhood against the Institute, hence the title. The story focuses on exploring individuals limits, morality, what a person is willing to give up or do to others to protect what they hold dear, revenge and the idea redemption, etc.
Unnamed Cyberpunk-ish AU
The genre, not that show/game. This one actually mostly revolves around Danse and Hancock, and this world's version of The Railroad, which helps both synths and ghouls.
It's an AU where the bombs never dropped, the war ended, and the fallout pre-war society continued on into an even more futuristic age. However the impacts from the war still play a huge part in how that society functions, including how people went into vaults before they anticipated bombs falling and were still turned into science experiments because they had essentially signed away their rights to vault-tec, ghouls existing in modern society thanks to general radiation pollution and being shunned and hidden or even stolen away by the government, Institute and synth related things not dissimilar to in-game but in some cases more open and backed by the government, space travel (moon and mars), and more.
This is one of the ones that's still more of a collection of ideas than anything concrete yet. General jist is that there's a lot of bad shit happening that's just treated as normal, and Danse wants to go to space. If Nora does show up in this somehow she will probably play a much smaller part and won't be a main character or POV.
Other Stuff
I've got a few one-shot ideas too, but nothing worth mentioning. Honestly, it's mostly smut.
In regards to my Fallout 76 character, Jack, his story won't be done in a stright forward manner. I'm thinking something like journal entries, maybe some visual stuff if I can get the energy. I'm still figuring him out but I have some basic ideas.
As far as New Vegas and other games go, I have no real plans for anything for now. I haven't played them and am sort of holding off while I concentrate on my east coast content. I do want to see them and create some more OCs, but as you can see I have quite enough to keep me occupied for now. I'll probably play NV and create some OC's, but it would be a while before I really got into any stories for them.
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Hiiii!
It's the ATINY who recommended Ashes of Love some time ago :)))
I hope you're doing well ❤️ I recently saw your update and that you're struggling with a lot of stress atm so I hope you're being kind to yourself and that you make sure you're cared for.
Just like every whump lover out there, I have a couple of whumpy tropes that always get me, no matter what and lately I've been obsessed with one in particular: I was wondering if you could recommend me some dramas where the main whumpee slowly loses consciousness in their caretakers arms. It's a trope I absolutely LIVE for bc it's always a very tender situation where you can see the love in the caretaker's eyes 😍
Also, please don't get too worried about not being online as much, I'm sure everyone who follows you and your blog understands that we all need some time to ourselves :3
Hello, ATINY!!!
I’m doing alright. I am still pretty stressed but as I’m sure you know my kpop groups have been a huge help!
I can absolutely recommend some! If anyone else has any, PLEASE suggest them!!! (If I can give specific episodes, I will. If I have a list for the entire drama or have an Episode Highlight, I’ll link it and the text will have color)
1. The Following 1.08
2. The Untamed 1.23
3. Just Between Lovers 1.16
4. Come and Hug Me 1.17
5. Angel’s Last Mission: Love 1.29
6. The Night Beyond The Tricolored Window (2021)
That’s all I have off the top of my head, unfortunately, BUT like I said if anyone has any suggestions I’d really appreciate it as well since it’s a trope I really enjoy, myself!!!
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u good? u dont seem to be posting as often atm
Oh don't worry about me honey- I'm alright.
I'm finding it very hard to post lately, just in a "daydreaming phase" or a "low stretch" in terms of what I have energy to make. It's mostly just me barfing up ideas to some friends at the moment.
Plus, I got my booster shot recently (Feb 1st) and I had the bad reaction again ^^; so I've got a lot to watch out for. I'm also pretty tired, and I can't exert myself too much (or even stand for long stretches of time) so I don't have a ton of energy to do much of anything.
Basically- the tissue around my breastbone got inflamed, again. So I'm in pain pretty much all the time right now and I get tired out right quick. Between that and college I just don't have much energy!
But seriously, I am all good. Thank you for the concern though <3 I'll be just fine. I just need rest because my body doesn't like me very much lmao
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clumsyclifford · 3 years
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hi bella!! I'm running to a meeting so I can't take the time to figure out if you've answered these yet or not so sorry if you already have but how about 10, 16, 22, 28, 36? 💜
omg well i was ALSO running to a (virtual) meeting hence why i only got round to answering this NOW i have been a busy bella today!!! but no worries i think i’ve pretty well proven myself capable of answering the same question twice dflkgjsdfklhmj
10. which songs means the most to you? YES i answered this here and YES i will come up with another answer. okay i’m gonna say a weird one. wildflower was released in quarantine, and my sisters and i really bonded over that song. because it was a straight banger! we would play it in the kitchen when we’d clean up after dinner, and during the chorus we would headbang at the right parts. my younger sister learned the tiktok dance to it. and like. it was nice to share that with them because i love my family, so. i’m gonna go with that. i wouldn’t say wildflower means the most to me, and in a normal context just listening to music i’m just kinda like alright this is a normal banger of a song, but listening with my sisters it’s a whole new level
16. fav song live? seeing as i have never seen them live i’m going simply based off the live albums they’ve released, but from THOSE i am contractually obliged to say valentine. valentine live fucks me up no cap. nuff said on that i think
22. fav cover? well! there was a good stretch where i was Unaware that what i like about you was a cover (i was young) and i have ALWAYS thought that one fucked. so there’s that. BUT i do really REALLY like the stay cover, although i’ve never heard the original (to my recollection) so that might be more about the song itself than about 5sos’s cover specifically. although i have also never heard the original of what i like about you, so. yeah. i don’t think i actually completed a single thought here. final answer, what i like about you
28. least fav song? ummmmmmmmmmmmm atm it’s probably permanent vacation? let me go take a look actually. oh......youngblood might be up there too tbh. one of those. is that unpopular? no idea. who cares at this point
36. you can only say one thing to one member of the band. what would you say? yeah i look ashton irwin directly in the face and say why the fuck do you think that americans don’t deserve the don’t stop ep. what the fuck is your problem asshole. who made you the gatekeeper of good music
5sos asks :)
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Good afternoon/morning to you too :) I will be careful, thank you for worrying.
Oh noessss I'm melting your voice must be so mellifluous and beautiful 😭😭😭❤️ that's such a cool thing, wanting to be a singer. im sure even without the training you voice is a delight to listen to. And again, I wish you all the best in becoming a translator!! Which languages would you specialise in?
I woke up rather early today because I had to collect some documents from school before work, and I walked to my old grade school where my brother was collecting his certificates and stuff (I guess it was a small graduation thingy, but a makeshift one, with only one student at a time) and it was nice to see my old teachers 😭😭they all called me pretty I felt so shy skdjsksk and I really missed them :]
yes yes, I love science pickup lines, I have this thing with my friend where I tell her one a day without fail, and she screenshots and adds it to her collection.
AHH that doesn't mean anything😤😤❤️, but I do hope you'll enjoy watching some of those.
I have nothing to say besides I love you more,(Shiro-kun :) and I will really really try to express it as often as I can. It makes me so happy to know that I (somehow) make your day a bit brighter with these asks, and I hope you know that you make mine so bright with your replies ❤️
Good evening! Well, it's probably night for you right now, sorry again for late answer. Got carried away today again^^"
Dont get your expectations too high, my voice might be nice (my friend's words not mine) but it's not capable of singing at ALL😭 though I might probably train with my ukulele if I get one. Also, thank you!! I'm probably gonna be English (since my first languages are russian and kazakh), but I also want to try Japanese. I'm learning it at the moment, though I only know how to introduce myself atm😋
Ohh, that's so cool!! I'd love to reunite with my teachers as well, but they left the school, and I've no idea where they are anymore:( I'm glad you could meet up with them!! And I bet they're right about you being pretty, I just know it😌💕
Alright but that sounds so wholesome, my friend would just laugh and be like "never again" xD plus the fact that she knows of my crush on her probably makes her uncomfortable~ But ya know what, feel free to send me any science jokes any time of the day! They'd surely make day brighter hehe
I love you as well<33 I hope you rest well tonight, honey💖💗💕💖💗💞
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florianwirtz · 4 years
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Oh love, don't worry about your exams, you can't drop! It is difficult not to feel down about it but you have to think that this year hasn't been normal and most people I know haven't been able to get the same results as they did during other academic years. I'm sure next year it will be better!! Sending you lots of hugs!!!
thank you :( it’s just I was literally the worst out of everyone and I hate feeling like this, it makes me feel so useless. I don’t even understand why I thought it was pretty alright but then to realise and see that everything was wrong is kinda crushing. Especially when I’m so unsure about everything right now, I don’t know what to do atm. Love you thank you for your message!!
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Janis & Grace
Janis: [Let us say that some boys on the bus were going hard with being dicks because duh, shit always goes down on the bus] Janis: 3 of those lads have sent me dick pics Janis: say the word, like Grace: only 3? 💔 Janis: What can I say? Janis: Not got the pull I used to, obvs Grace: yeah same Janis: Yeah Janis: well, there's comfort in knowing you're always one #scandal away from being old news at this school, yeah Grace: mhmm I'm like so comforted rn Janis: Not my forte Janis: I'll work on getting the remaining 2 dicks Janis: revenge porn, I could do Grace: 🤞💜🙏 Janis: I hope the rest of the insults you've heard today have been more creative than that poor showing at least Grace: Duh of course they haven't 🙄 Janis: Gutting Janis: should've paid more attention in English, lads Grace: [sends her some of the quality content] Grace: that'll be easier when I'm not there to be like TOTALLY distracting obvs Janis: 😑 Janis: How dry Janis: 💀 or 👻 Grace: I mean like catch them at 20 still trying to pass Grace: much as I wanna kms Janis: True that Janis: only here past junior cert to get more fingering experience Grace: ugh Janis: I know Janis: romance is dead Janis: is there anything I can actually do though? Grace: get that as a matching tattoo with barista boy? no 👌👌 Grace: idk cos idk what I can even do soooo Grace: my life is just over Janis: I'll float the idea Janis: might be a bit mainstream Janis: yeah but is that such a bad thing Janis: was pretty tragic, right? Grace: can you not Janis: I'm not taking the piss Janis: I'm being real Grace: & I'm not in the mood for a life revamp atm Grace: or your advice Janis: I'm not trying to be a guru either Grace: well you don't know what you're talking about so that's a relief Janis: Alright Janis: not said I do either Janis: sorry I don't, if I knew how to avoid scandals, I could sell that shit for a high price Grace: just stop Grace: I could care less that I'm #cancelled Grace: it's not even Janis: Go on then Janis: I know you aren't upset over that idiot Grace: Duh Grace: he's the WORST but I knew that already Janis: and give a shit about everyone talking shit, apparently Janis: so, what is it? Grace: it's real if I say it Janis: Is that why you're not saying anything Janis: I know it doesn't stop the talk but some people might listen Janis: what don't you want to make real? Grace: I don't want people to listen, I literally don't want anyone to know Grace: I don't even wanna know, I wish I didn't Janis: Grace Janis: what are you talking about? Grace: I'm literally the worst person, I didn't wanna have his baby & now god has like cursed me forever Janis: Babe, God is NOT a subscriber Janis: tell me Grace: if you make me 😂 I will 😭 Janis: That would make things feel more normal Janis: but I'll calm my comedy genius Janis: you haven't grown another head and I don't think our animal have been slaughtered Grace: thanks babes Grace: but I'd rather have another head than this Janis: More to contour, I get it Janis: Kinda Janis: so it must be bad Grace: Yeah Grace: like I said, my life is over Grace: it's not even started & it's done Janis: Did you want the baby Janis: I know you said not HIS but like Janis: it'd be understandable to be in two minds, even after making a decision about it Grace: not now but I didn't know that'd mean not ever Janis: What? Grace: it's not just that I wasn't pregnant this time Grace: I can't be Janis: Ever? Janis: The Doctor told you? Grace: Ever Grace: the doctor said I'm going through the fucking menopause, like is nan even?! Janis: the menopause Janis: is that even possible Janis: fuck Grace: I don't think the doctor is allowed to drop fake news on me Grace: like maybe there's another storytime coming Janis: When did you find this out? Grace: I went to the doctors right after I delivered my fake news to him Janis: Jesus, Grace Janis: How are you in School Janis: why? Grace: I told you, I don't want this to be happening Grace: I'm freaking out, the symptoms are crazy Janis: Is it just pure bad luck Janis: it can't be like..reversed Grace: there's like no way to undo it Janis: Shit Janis: I'm sorry Janis: that is huge Grace: yeah me too Grace: the pity party this fam would throw would be huge Grace: along with the guestlist of all their accidental babies Janis: and we have enough birthdays with all those accidental kids so Janis: Obviously, no need to explain why you're keeping it to yourself Grace: I can't do this Grace: be this Janis: I don't think you have a choice Janis: well, you don't Grace: is it my fault though? all the binging I used to do Grace: Ro got to have a kid Janis: Of course it ain't your fault Janis: this shit is unfair and random Grace: Yeah Janis: and it'll always be shit and unfair Janis: but you can still live your life, just different to how you've imagined Grace: I don't wanna live this life Janis: There's not an alternative Janis: but I can guarantee it's not gonna be as bad as you feel right now Grace: I was just starting to get my shit together, for god's sake Janis: I know Janis: but you still have the rest together Grace: HE'S the last boy that's ever gonna come near me, that alone makes me wanna die Janis: that's bollocks Janis: you've not got the plague Janis: socially, right now Janis: but who gives a fuck, yeah, the lads 'round here are not the be all in any way Grace: I literally live here Grace: what else am I gonna do go online and find boys who are into 👵? Janis: Boys that don't go to our school, would be a start Janis: ones that aren't likely to be fans of that prick, shouldn't be hard Janis: you're not going for 12 year olds, like Grace: I said don't make me 😂 Janis: It can't hurt Janis: except literally, maybe Grace: I've gotta get used to all the fucking aches and pains anyway ugh Janis: Any excuse for a spa day, you Grace: I'll lose your invite, don't even worry Janis: 💔😏 Janis: you should though Janis: do something that doesn't make you feel like 👵 Grace: casual infertility party Janis: not exactly what I was thinking but Janis: interesting take on the baby shower epidemic Janis: I'd come Grace: oh god don't, Rio's gonna have another one soon Janis: It'll be nice to not have to snatch it back from an OTT gay this time Janis: more chill Grace: unless I snatch it cos I go fully mental Janis: I'd recommend a less baby crazy target Grace: maybe I'll start pushing all the 🐈s around in a pram like oh hey this is my new vibe Janis: if you want your face clawed off Janis: they're pretty unsympathetic little bastards Grace: I literally didn't wanna be in this fam before what am I meant to do now?! ugh Janis: As much as it would be a laugh to ask Ri to surrogate again Janis: let's think of something a little less drastic for the time being Grace: like? Janis: like Janis: you can't disown us all, it'd take to long Janis: but you could not be around for a while Grace: 👌👌 except I have nowhere to go Grace: not trying to have a Q&A with my friends about this Janis: You're so lucky I'm the twin with brains Grace: rude Janis: what about going to see Ava for a hot sec Janis: she's not the barrage-you-with-questions type Grace: it's lowkey very unlikely her mum & dad would want me there though Janis: yeah but it's as unlikely they'll be about enough to notice you that hard Janis: everyone knows you're going through it right now, even if they don't actually know what IT really is Grace: okay yeah Grace: mum does, she'd let me go Janis: exactly, who actually gives a shit if you miss a week or so of school Janis: Ava could still go if she so desperately needs, you just need to chill Janis: away from here Grace: not me, school was the worst even before this Janis: One thing we can agree on Grace: don't like tell anyone, okay? Janis: No shit Janis: 'course I won't Grace: Even your boyfriend who you're so 💖😍😘 for & have no secrets from Janis: Even though you're being purposefully antagonizing rn Janis: I won't tell no one Grace: thanks Janis: It ain't even an ask Janis: so don't mention it Grace: 👌💜 Janis: I'll hook it up with her, no stress Grace: I'll handle mum Janis: and your packing Grace: at least I don't have to serve a look as hard when there's only 1 person there I'm avoiding as opposed to like ALL of Dublin Janis: safe to say you can give the #ootds a break too Janis: strictly loungewear, like Grace: mhmmm Janis: bit rude to avoid Ava though Janis: do I need to tell her you're getting in the guestroom and not coming out, like? Grace: oh please, I would never Janis: Who are you avoiding then? Grace: just a boy Janis: unlike you Grace: excuse you Janis: You'd have your exes all back 'round like a family reunion Janis: who's this boy, did you shit in his bed, what's the story Grace: 😱😱😱 Grace: I WOULD NOT Janis: 👌👌 you love a repeat Grace: I'm a hoe reformed 😇🙏 Janis: so that's why you're avoiding Janis: get a wimple, join a convent Grace: literally can't 💍 anyone but god now anyway so Grace: obvs that's what he wanted when he cursed me Janis: #whenbaeisposessive 😍 Janis: and don't talk shit, you don't have to promise you'll have your firstborn within the year when you get married, like Janis: not necessary Grace: whatever we're so off topic rn Janis: the topic of you shitting in some London lad's bed, 'cos you did not deny it Janis: let's get back on that Grace: OMG no! Grace: I'm 👵 not 🤢💀🤒😓💀 Grace: he's just a hookup, no drama Janis: just gonna run for cover if you 👀 him Janis: standard Janis: probably not lurking about her gaff unless you've really one-upped everyone and fucked your uncle 🤢 Grace: EW! Grace: I'm not even gonna 👀 him cos he's her bfs brother but like I didn't know that so Janis: that's funny Janis: soz Janis: 😂 when the incestuousness of it all happens without you even trying Grace: 🙄🙄 Janis: okay 🤐 Janis: but deffo avoid him Grace: duh Grace: the state of me & my life rn Janis: more like the state of that whole situation Janis: getting involved in that is not anyone's idea of relaxing Grace: obvs but that's not anything to do with him Grace: just like none of this #scandal involves you Janis: Think people know better than to imply it was a threesome, yeah Grace: Gross! & you know what I mean, babes Janis: yeah, it's beyond #obvs you don't wanna avoid this boy mhmm Grace: like that matters, he's not gonna hit me up & same Janis: well okay Janis: arranging that goes beyond sisterly duties into pimp territory so Janis: focus on what you're actually gonna do whilst you're there then Grace: 😭😭💀💀😭 then yeah? Grace: 👌💜 Janis: you could do that here Janis: at least go somewhere instagrammable to die Grace: well duh Grace: final livestream for the haters Janis: 🙄😏 Janis: wonder if anyone's killed themselves on stream yet Janis: must've Grace: obvs Grace: but I literally couldn't even if it was original content cos they'd all think it was about him & I'm sooo 💔💔💔 Janis: No one wants that as their legacy Grace: exactly Janis: even if the race to #1 most subscribed when he gets #cancelled would be just riveting Grace: he won't even though his fans are just Janis: sweaty virgins Janis: yeah, figures Grace: 😂 Grace: I'd tell him to hit them with a Q&A but like he's got no answers Grace: literally should've known I wasn't pregnant Janis: thank fuck you ain't Janis: this time anyway Janis: obvs the whole thing is a little more complex but Christ Janis: having to parent with that Janis: and knowing your child was the product of a really shit shag Janis: 💔 Grace: IKR Grace: at least he doesn't know he could blame the menopause for how shit it was Janis: I highly doubt he knows what the menopause is Janis: nevermind the concept of it coming early Janis: though that shouldn't be that unfamiliar Grace: who knew it could come this early though Grace: not his defence squad but like wtf Janis: I hadn't heard of it before, really Janis: like I knew people like Ro and Mia and co can stop getting their period and it might not come back, even if you sort yourself Janis: it's shit luck Grace: yeah Janis: Did you not get your period Janis: on whatever contraception you're on Grace: loads of people don't on the implant so I wasn't freaking out Janis: yeah Janis: s'what I thought Janis: you don't think, I mean that's not why, is it Grace: I'd hope someone would have floated that as a side effect before I got it put in but it's not like I can ask my former squad if they're also going through it Grace: they might've moved on by now anyways it only lasts 3 years Grace: hence my 👶 panic Janis: I don't think even doctors and scientists know what it does to our bodies Janis: we're still guineapigs for all this shit Janis: I know loads of people get fucked up from all the hormones they add to your body, and the ones they take away Janis: again, just bad luck it happened to be permanent, I guess Janis: fun times Grace: at least I won't have to do any of that shit any more Janis: that's true Janis: it's not like there aren't any perks Janis: or that the losses can't be filled with other potentials in the future, when you actually wanna think about all that shit Grace: unless I go bald then I will kms obvs Janis: If you go bald, you can just go for it and superglue a wig on Grace: find me one that doesn't make me look like a weird cartoon character & sure Janis: no 💗 or 💙 Janis: got it Grace: ty 💜 Janis: failing that, you could make Ri transplant you some of hers Janis: like so you won't give me a baby, okay Grace: 😂😂 coming at her with ✂ Grace: I love that you didn't volunteer yourself bitch Grace: 💇 or 👶 tbh Janis: Full horror movie moment that Janis: selfish to a fault me Janis: and final girl, so you can pry 'em off my cold dead head or outta my cold dead womb Grace: my 📽🎞😱 moment is that this is gonna change my skin type to dry so it'll take me at least a full week to find replacements for all my makeup faves Janis: yeah, but think about how hard your spots should disappear Janis: get yourself a decent moisturizer and you won't even need to bother barely Grace: !!! Grace: I didn't even think of that OMG Janis: mhmm 👵 don't get acne Grace: 🙏🙏 Janis: and you can try a new facial over there, yeah Grace: as long as Ava isn't like no thanks bitch Janis: won't give her an option tbh Grace: 📽🎞😱 Janis: 😏 you know I'm scary bitch Grace: oh please Janis: 👊 Grace: 😘
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Imagine talking to Diego about Klaus || UA One shot
You sat at the table and looked into your glass. There was still orange juice in it and you didn't feel the urge to drink it. So you just kept looking at it. Must taste great, you thought. I wonder why I poured it.
"Okay, something is bothering you. You wanna talk or wait for your drink to solve your problems? In that case I would add something to that juice if I were you."
You looked up and saw Diego standing on the other side of the table looking at you.
You sighed. "I'm pretty sure drinking won't do me any good."
"In that case, I have a clear schedule." He sat down and waited for you to start.
You sighed once more and shook your head.
"It's Klaus," you finally admitted. "I'm worried about him." After looking at your glass once more, you decided to focus on Diego instead. "I know he has been... problematic for a really long time. I've not been here long enough to fully understand what's going on. But he's been gone for two days now. And you guys don't even seem to be worried!"
After a moment of silence, Diego spoke up. "You really think we're not worried? Sure, Klaus has been an addict and he comes and goes as he wishes. We never know how long he's gonna stay or of he's planning to come back. But I have been taking care of him for years. I told him to send me a message when things are getting rough and he has done so many times."
"And what if he didn't have the time to do so?"
"You have absolutely no idea how many times I went looking for him." Diego appeared to be getting angry at you. "How many times I walked out that door because he hadn't sent a message and has been gone for days without a sign of life. How many times I found him lying in the gutter with an overdose and took him to the hospital and he ended up in rehab because of me. He hated me for it but I have always been there for him."
You pressed your lips together. No, you really had no idea what that had to be like.
"I'm sorry," you said quietly. "I've never thought of it that way."
Diego closed his eyes. "Don't be. You couldn't know. I understand your concern but trust me, we have things under control."
He got up and started walking towards the door. Then he stopped and turned to look at you. "It's good to see someone else taking responsibility, by the way. It's really good to have you here."
Then he left and you were back alone with your glass. You took a deep breath. You were glad you had talked to Diego. Apparently you had had the wrong impression of him and clearing things up made things easier. The feeling in your gut eased up a little. You drank the juice. Klaus would be alright. You trusted his brother. You smiled a little. Good to know he actually was fine with you being in the house, too.
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Greetings!
Remember when I said I wanted to go into different fandoms with this page? Guess what just happened! Yea, I've finally gotten around to actually doing that! So here's my first one for the umbrella academy based on Klaus and Diego's relationship. I just love these two.
Oh, by the way, good omens will also become a part of this page. One of my favourite shows atm, they really did the book justice.
So yeah, hope you liked it and see you next time!
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fyrapartnersearch · 5 years
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hey, i'm tea (like the beverage). i'm in my early 20’s, and i live in midwestern USA so my timezone is central. i roleplay exclusively through email. i’ve tried other mediums and they just don’t stick for me. there will be an ooc thread for plotting/planning/talking and an rp thread for the actual roleplay. my ads never fully format properly after i submit them so i’m sorry if some stuff bleeds together or if there are huge blocks of text.
for the rp itself, well. i’m looking for a small array of things, so i figured i’d make an ad as a catch-all instead of doing something like one ad per request. i will only do oc/oc romance, and i only do m// and/or f//.
i’m currently looking to roleplay ocs in the following universes: fallout, percy jackson, harvest moon, and atla/lok. and for a purely original setting, apocalypse/post-apocalypse (zombies are good in my book! i like ‘em with a creative twist, though) or horror romcoms.
style; ☆third person. ☆past tense. ☆novel or multi-paragraph; i can snap out four paragraphs or 20, usually novel but like i can work w/ anything. ☆good handle on grammar, maybe some spelling errors if i’m responding from my phone. i’m very relaxed with typing OOC as u can tell but i go all out with actual writing, don’t worry.
characters; ☆varied in personality and backstory, i usually make new ones for rps but sometimes a character sticks with me. ☆i can handle various roles at once; side characters or recurring roles aside from mains are welcome. ☆doubling or tripling is alright. ☆i don’t use FC’s and prefer written descriptions, but i’m a hoe for pinterest and moodboards and use that for character references. i’m super into aesthetics. ☆i get attached to our characters so i’m into talking about them and making content. expect me making pinboards or drawing things or sending u vines/songs and being like “this is them.”
smut; ☆required. i don’t fade to black. ☆switch characters by default. i will die if you come to me with the intention of only playing bottom characters. ☆no incest, pedo, bestiality, toilet stuff, noncon, mpreg. please don’t contact me if u support any of that stuff in any way. i’ve had people contact me who have links online and i’ve found out they’ve written incest or pedo fanfics, so like… in general, stay away plz.
i prefer my partners to be 18+ minimum, 20+ is best case scenario. none of the characters will be underage and would be in their twenties or older.
AND NOW… ONTO THE UNIVERSE RELEVANCE… i’d looove to play any of these, but asterisks are for particular cravings.
FALLOUT; i’ve only played F3 and a little bit of F4 i know i’m a newbie. 😞 everyone tells me to play NV and i will! i’m working on it. i have no plot in mind other than it could be fun to make our own setting/area of the US they haven’t explored in canon, like mountains or something. but otherwise staying in canon areas is good! ☆ghoul/non-radiated person ☆fresh-outta-the-vault/wasteland veteran ☆sole-survivor/oc ☆lone wanderer/oc ☆regular oc/oc!
PERCY JACKSON;*** i never read heroes of olympus or any other riordan book beside the original PJO books. BUT i love the original series so that will be my focus. for the plot, i don’t have anything, but i’ve seen a couple ads floating around with some interesting plot bunnies? so anything is good! there is one proposal i’ve seen around that i think would be really fun, which is ocs in pjo in another time period. what can i say, the combination demigod/mythology + aesthetics from the 18th or 19th century just gets to me, i’m rlly into it atm! dashing adventures on cobblestone streets and deadly weapons hidden in skirts and tucked into the lining of carriages. PLUS U CANNOT DENY HOW PERIOD PINING KILLS U… brushing pinkies… longing gazes… i’m so down. but any time period to be honest, from ancient greece BCE to modern day. i’ve got a couple plot ideas + character ideas i’d like to try out so i’m ready when u are. some pairings ideas: ☆big three demigod/extremely minor demigod kid ☆demigod/satyr or spirit ☆demigod/someone who can see through the mist ☆demigods with a parental rivalry ☆BEST FRIENDS bro CHB is like. peak best friends to lovers scenario
STORY OF SEASONS/HARVEST MOON; alright, this one is pretty different. this would be very video game-like: heart events, character gift preferences, festival events, the whole nine yards. i have a couple of ideas for a town setting, but mostly i’d like to make one with my partner:
☆fantasy-based, like rune factory. along with humans, there could be dwarves, elves, mermaids/mermen, selkies, magic-users… maybe a shape-shifting dragon ☆supernatural-based, maybe a halloweentown vibe? or something more sinister. along with humans, there could be vampires, werewolves, demons, witches, ghosts, et cetera. ☆pokemon-based. instead of regular farm animals, they’re pokemon! miltank, combee, mareep, sudowoodo, et cetera. this could be suuuuper cute and fun. ☆LOZ-based, in hyrule. there could be hylians, rito, zora, et cetera.
A:TLA/LOK;** i’d prefer something set either before a:tla or after lok with our own avatar and group. could be fun and interesting to explore and make our own story. i have an idea for an avatar just because i’ve been thinking of avatar in general but i really don’t have a preference for the role so lmk if you’d rather play it. i also have a few little plot ideas, depending on what the timeline we shoot for is. ☆avatar/bender helping them master an element ☆avatar/non-bender ☆airbender/firebender ☆any/any!
APOCALYPSE/POST-APOCALYPSE;*** what can i say? every once in a while, i get bitten by the apocalypse bug. i’m used to doing post-apocalypse, where people are living on in the world after it’s ravaged, with it being the only world they’ve ever known. which is fun! but i’m also down for a current apocalypse, where people live their daily lives and are forced to adjust to the world following a catastrophic event. i’ll be honest, i prefer this genre with some sort of monster. usually zombie and I KNOW they’re overrated and everywhere ok but it’s a classic. i’m into zombies mostly in the vein of tlou or have a more creative twist but i’m cool with any. and that said, doesn’t have to be zombies! i’d love to do an apocalyptic rp with a different monster, from the supernatural to the paranormal to the extraterrestrial. a character being immune to whatever’s going down would be fun too.
HORROR/SUPERNATURAL ROMCOM; i prefer horror-comedy like the addams family with quirky horror stuff, so i’m not looking too much for anything genuinely frightening (but that could be super fun too! lmk how u feel). accidentally summoning a demon, someone accidentally selling their soul, vampires who have only been vampires for like a year, horribly unlucky witches, people investigating mysterious supernatural happenings in their town, roadtrips to hell, stuff like that. any and everything is good, my options are beyond open. also in general i prefer human/non-human pairings, so anything along those lines in a setting like this will work. werewolves, demons, vampires, witches, send them all my way.
 email; ☆[email protected]  
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