#but instead its sebastian

[godbirdart]

happy april 13 its time to bang out the tunes once more

[art by astarlitevening ty 💕🐀]

#sebastian #fursona #banging out the tunes #neil banging out the tunes #but instead its sebastian #🐀💕💕

[skitskatdacat63]

these made me have a mental breakdown at 3 am tbh

#I DONT EVEN THINK I NEED TO SAY WHAT IM THINKING ABOUT THESE #THE TOP TWO ARE JUST SSDOSJFLKFJ;DKOPBJWP #YEAH YEAH OKAY OKAY OKAY NORMAL BEHAVIOR #like instead of just waiting he puts his hands on sebs hip and lower back???? okay???????????? #perfectly normal work place behavior imo! (sure sure sure.....) #such a tender soft touch...its okay fernando if youre gonna touch him in the first place you might as well grab him #i love looking at clips thru a shipper's lense bcs every little thing just causes horrific derangement #AND OH YEAH THE HELMET CARESS!!!!!!!!!! OKAY SEBBBBBB!!!! #this one's for C LOL bcs my god we are both losing it #just i cannot put into words my exact thoughts except LOOK AT HIS HANDS OKAY!!!!!! #vettonso #sebastian vettel #fernando alonso #f1 #formula 1 #2011 british gp #2011 is my comfort season okay?? im not worried abt spoilers bcs theres not rly a championship fight. its just good vibes #we do a little bit of f1

[schoolhouseart]

sebastian's new home

#my art #ranfren #sebastian de tomato smith chicken legs #randals friends #posting this now instead of queueing it. since its just a silly doodle

[chandlerchannie-dzi]

im just saying

#i see so many parallels between these two pairings romantically AND platonically #personally vanoé is young sebagni but instead its agni as the supernatural being #so basically #vanoé is sebagni's child #IM JUST SAYI #black butler #kuroshitsuji #sebastian michaelis #kuroshitsuji agni #agni black butler #vanitas no carte #the case study of vanitas #vnc #vnc noé #vnc vanitas #sebagni #vanoé

[knithell]

How would Sebastian and Ciel react if they saw that we were hurting ourselves?

Sebastian and Ciel reacting to a self harming reader

Hi luvvlyyuri, I hope everything is alright, please enjoy and I hope this comforts you. <3

TW: Self harm, cutting, blood, bruises, wounds, death, murder, other things…

•.* Sebastian *.•

•It was little at first, noticing bruises by the hems of your shirt, cuts lining your fingers, biting your nails just a little too hard… but it truly sinked in when Sebastian was fixing another laundry accident from Mei-Rin and noticed some bloody linens in a hamper. There were little drops here and there, and then harsh red lines dried and stained. He would gather it in his waistcoat pocket, careful to keep it hidden, before investigating once again, determining that the scent was yours.

•Certainly this hadn‘t been from any injuries you had gotten from chores… right? Sebastian had always been careful with you and your tasks at the manor. No, nothing too heavy for you to carry, nor to sharp to handle. Even when he had you plant harmless hydrangeas he made sure you were wearing the best made garden gloves London could offer.

•No, this was different. He thought back to the moments he had caught your sleeve rolled up a little too much, or your skirt raised just enough where he could see numerous bruises and deep, red cuts. The marks looked too purposefully done, done in places that were normally hidden beneath layers of clothing, only able to be seen if someone was observing closely. But Sebastian was always observing you, (even lightly stalking…), so of course he would find out.

•Sebastian was direct, never one to beat around the bush, but in this case he would try to be gentle. „What‘s this darling, hm? Oh it seems I spilt something on your shirt, forgive me. Let‘s clean this up shall we…?“ He wouldn‘t give you a chance to run away or hide, he‘d grab you, leading you to the nearest washroom before shutting the door and facing you. „Forgive me, but if I may…?“ He‘d gently grasp you, pushing your sleeve up ever so gently, careful to not let the fabric brush on the sensitive skin. „Oh darling. Why would you hide this from me? Now now, it‘s alright, Sebastian‘s here, you can cry. My poor, little dear…“ Regardless of any resistance you might have had to his touches and peering eyes, he would ensure you give in, not allowing you another chance of harming yourself by rejecting his love.

•Hugs, kisses, whatever you name, Sebastian is there in an instant, intent on not allowing you to harm yourself again. If he needs to restrain you, he‘ll wrap his big arms around you, cocooning you with his body as you sit there. Whether you‘re crying, screaming, kicking, or even just sitting there zoning out, he will keep you there, hoping the pressure helps.

•If that doesn‘t work, he‘ll go for a walk with you around the manor or in the gardens if you are restless and anxious, hoping you can blow some steam off that way as well. Keep in mind, though, that as a demon he may have less healthy coping mechanisms to help you with, and although he will disapprove of you physically harming yourself, you may be able to convince to have sex with you until you can‘t remember why you were hurting in the first place. This is what he is usually used to when humans are in desperate positions, so he may resort to this if he, too, gets distressed watching you struggle. He tries to avoid this with you, as you are not just any human, but his adorable human partner.

•He also reassures you constantly, if he feels you may struggle with self harm due to not being sure of yourself, he will try and help you with compliments and praise.

•.* Ciel *.•

•Missed meetings, forgetting tea time, leaving abruptly in the middle of him speaking with you… Ciel was certain something was off. Surely it wasn‘t something he said, always being careful with his love, his often harsh and cold nature wasn‘t something he felt was suited towards you. But now, he began to think of times he became short and impolite, of times where he had often declined walks in the garden in favor of his work… perhaps you were drifting away because of him.

•This was a major worry for him. His duties as an earl, a guard dog, and a CEO of a major company were endless, and Ciel thought that perhaps the stress from them had rubbed off on you and you decided to distance yourself.

•He was at a loss, you kept avoiding him, even when eating dinner together you averted your eyes under his worried watch. He decided that night he would confront you, even if you didn‘t like it, but he needed to reach out to you. Knocking on your door gently, Ciel would inquire if he could come in. Regardless of your answer, he would have Sebastian unlock it before ordering him away, eager to be alone with you. Looking at your form, he timidly would go up to you, sitting on the edge of the bed.

•“Something has been bothering you, my love… I would hope that it wasn‘t, well, that it wasn’t because of something I‘d done, and certainly not because of who I am as a person,“ he is nervous, glancing at you to the wall and finally dropping is gaze to the floor, „but, if that is how you feel, then I would do everything in my ability to uh, get better so that you can too.“ Ciel is beginning to hear the thump and rush of blood with every beat of his heart. His head is pounding and his eyes feel a slight sting to them. Only when you place a hand on his shoulder can he finally face you.

•You‘re crying. Tears are sliding down your cheeks, and you feel warm and embarrassed and horrible. You‘re crying and it‘s all you can do at this moment. He wraps you in tightly, listening to your sobs and your strained voice, which seems to yell at yourself. Your fingers are gripped tightly in his shirt and he understands. And that’s all he can do at the moment. All he can do is understand that that is the same voice that yelled out as he was abused and tortured, as his terrors came for him during the night, as the horrors replayed in his mind and when he blamed himself for it all. He understands that you blame yourself, just as he does, and as he gently pries you off him he asks to tell him if there was anything you did to take out your frustrations.

•You slowly pull up your sleeves and be tenderly grasps your forearms, turning them over to inspect the damage. “Just some cuts is all. And-well-maybe I hit myself too…” you are looking at him, not through him, when you say this. “Oh my poor little dear,” he’s caressing the marks now, careful to avoid anything fresh. But even so, he is curious, “I understand you seem to be upset with yourself, but is there anything in particular sweetheart?” The thought lingers and although you can tell him the specifics later, a few words leave your mouth.

• “I suppose, yes there are specific things, but it doesn’t really matter, and I know you’ll argue with that, but I don’t mean that it doesn’t matter in a way that it doesn’t matter if those problems are solved... I mean in a way that those are only the pieces. Life overwhelms me, it’s one struggle after the next, another thing to keep up with another expectation to meet. I can’t blame any one area or person for my pain, but I can blame one life. My life. I can’t blame you, because I know your life has also been broken and built up on pain, it’s just that it collides with mine sometimes and overflows, just a-“ “-a mess,” he blurts out. “Yes,” and that’s the last thing you two said that night before promptly snuggling in bed and simply laying with one another. Two painful lives twisted, something was bound to break. But now it can heal again…

•Ciel is careful with his words, but not like before. Not a babying or chiding tone, but a gentle yet honest one. He knows if he can express the pain he feels it may help you understand, (and himself for that matter), that it is never anyone’s fault that you hurt yourself. You hurt and cry just as he does, and you two work on expressing yourselves more. Sometimes if there are moments where you are simply too distraught, when certain things seem bigger and more daunting than others, Ciel wraps you up and promises he’ll take care of them. You notice that some more less than kind people have disappeared and later show up with all sorts of wounds in them. Some wounds that look like forks have been stabbed into them, and others with bullet like marks. Perhaps a small pistol held against them… Ciel tries his best to comfort you, and at the end of the day you always end up wrapped in his arms instead of in bloody bandages. It’s a nice change, for the both of you…

Sorry if I ended up having more for Ciel luvvlyyuri, the words seemed to write themselves for him!

#sorry if this was broken up a little weirdly #I was struggling with trying to not overexplain things #its a bit of a touchy subject that i am familiar with #so i wanted to be careful #black butler #kuroshitsuji #black butler x reader #ciel phantomhive x reader #sebastian michaelis x reader #ciel phantomhive #tw #tw self harm #tw cutting #tw bruising #tw gruesome #knithell #black butler x self harm reader #sebastian michaelis #this ended up reading like a story instead of just headcanons sorry!

[soldier-poet-king]

Oh AND my parents are being all passive aggressive woe is me about Christmas decorations and 'family time's and whatever bc we still don't have a tree or have anything decorated bc the week where we would normally do that we were out of town BC my COUSIN DIED SUDDENLY and somehow my mother decided she can't decorate during the day WHEN SHES HOME ALL BY HERSELF BC no apparently she has to spend all day with my grandmother (who tbf i think is starting to be increasingly needy and aging and fine but also like set some goddamn boundaries this is what happens when you indulge her every whim for your entire life and move down the literal street and never get any distance) and so it's just endless goddamn drama and I'm EXHAUSTED BY IT like I get she keeps the house running but what the fuck does she do ALL DAY that she has time to complain and pick passive aggressive fights with my father like. Ma'am. Ma'am. The rest of us work AND still manage house, maybe not to your standards, but idk why ur complaining about having your cake and eating it too like. Grow tf up like the rest of us. Life isn't a hallmark movie, stop making ME MISERABLE I straight up refused to go get a tree with them I'm not having this argument while they pick a fight in public BC they're insanely picky about the PERFECT TREE like weird white ppl for the 27th year in a row. Fuck.

#please please please let me fuckin leave #its me in my room playing video games against the world #sebastian contra munda except its fran contra familia #really not. helping. my resolve to not just casually have wine everyday #I DONT. I DO NOT. I AM VERY RESPONSIBLE #but the DESIRE IS THERE just to not deal with their shit #instead i have my stupid lil watter bottle and my stupid healthy foods and my stupid little insanity #there is not enough distance in the world. tbh. to free me from this #but not being in the house would be a START #please. let me get that job. so i can afford nasty city rent and leave #i have no friends ergo no roomate potential. and my ocd wont let me live with strangers #at least my family is the devil you know #but HOLY SHIT

[fishnchip3011]

everytime i actually open up sdv to play i get flashbanged with sebastian's white ass sprites because i always forget not everyone sees him as wasian💔 my current hc for him is half chinese (liable to change... but ik for sure he's half asian) but he is Not bilingual he can't rly speak or write the other language he can only understand it when listening but even then he's not very fluent LOL this is just turning into a sebastian hc post might as well go full out. to me sebastian Does have relationship experience but has been thru shitty ones in the past which is part of the reason why he's so pessimistic & brooding </3 and he'd hook up with ppl in zuzu city for a night for a while but it just made him feel shittier so he's stopped since ☝️ also people make him out to be way cooler than he actually is like yea sure he's kinda cool but he's also a Massive Loser especially when he tells you how he hates "seasonal fads" like pumpkin spice and that one line about the potluck soup where he's like "Why ruin the potluck? Hmm... I guess some people feel liberated when the rigid structures of society break down a little. Maybe I'm weird.” WHO ASKED😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 his ass also can NOT cook he can make spaghetti but it's mid. he probably has low ass stamina and yeah he's tall and lanky (rn i see him as around 5'9-5'10) but you could snap him in half over your knee. when he's in an actually healthy relationship he gets really flustered over certain romantic gestures cuz he's not used to feeling valued or being considered someone's #1. he picks up on little things and does acts of service but i also think he can be really callous and insensitive at times because while he can be pretty perceptive he is also Very Emotionally Stunted. he unlearns lots of unhealthy behaviors & mindsets with the help of his partner & family & friends ^__^

#i almost popped a vein trying not to mention rowan in all of this so this post is more. consumable i guess #but rowan to me is soooooo perfect for him to me because rowan's whole thing is empathy and warmth #where it's a strength but also a weakness for him because he's also a chronic people pleaser and a doormat #out of the need he feels to make people feel valued which is a good thing but not when its to the point of self negligence #rowan gives rly good advice but overburdens himself cuz he feels responsible for ppl&doesnt give himself the same treatment he gives others #when he's with sebastian he helps him feel valued and sebastian learns to trust people more and not to immediately assume the worst of ppl #and seb is sooooooo perfect for rowan bc seb is vocal about what he dislikes and when hes not happy w something/one #and is good at setting boundaries whereas rowan is Not. he helps rowan learn how to say no to ppl and be more assertive #& think abt his own feelings more! they both help e/o vocalize their feelings #for rowan its vocalizing his opinions more and valuing himself more & for seb its vocalizing more for the sake of better communication #w other ppl so he can establish better trust & relations w ppl. and stop being so closed off/unapproachable LOL #their differences match up well but it also leads to arguments/tension cuz seb doesnt communicate and resorts to avoidance #and rowan is too pliant sometimes to the point where it hurts not just himself but the ppl around him including seb #also fun fact rowan is the type to cry when he gets really angry/upset & when seb resorts to avoidance instead of reassurance #(which is what rowan wants) rowan sometimes ends up catastrophizing & also bottles up his emotions similarly to seb #they always reconcile in the end tho even if it takes a while </3 they r both learning ok!!!!!!!! #not perfect to the point where they dont argue bc thats Impossible but they suit each other well. they r good for each other qwq #eon babbles #stardew valley #farmer rowan #<- i talk about him in tags. hehehe

[missgrelle]

grelle/redcliff/sebagrelle/grelliam sims 4 dump!

#it only took me 47 hours to use the pose mods instead of 54 this time #i swear the pose mods are making grelle curvier which yknow.. slay of course but i didnt do that jshdsjhd #umm anyways i spent several hours trying to look for 'work' outfits for her yknow button ups pantsuits coats and whatnot #just to dress them all casually. fuck it we ball #im sick of this game #redcliff #sebagrell #black butler #grell sutcliff #madam red #sebastian michaelis #grelliam #its 4am goodnight

[warty-hog-legacy]

SKETCHES 

of Clara’s clothing. Will do school uniforms eventually

headcanon under the cut

Also, after the whole fighting-Ranrok thing (gotta happen in March, right? still snowy out), Clara is wounded via knife slash to her ankle, also twisted same ankle, got walloped by a troll, scratched up her legs something awful sliding on rocks, and then watched her favorite professor die. She’s in hysterics when Sharp and Prof. Onai are trying to corral her up to the hospital wing. She keeps trying to escape and go find the entrance to the mined tunnel.

Pls keep in mind, she’s 15, been awake for like 36 hours straight, and just lost someone important to her (again, so like, old memories of her sister dying are resurfacing). Obviously, she is a pillar of calm and collected sanity.

Additional Information: When the tremors with the Ancient Magic started, the Profs who did not go to help fight were herding students into the Great Hall, like when Sirius scratched up the Pink Lady’s portrait. So a not insignificant number the student body heard Clara’s screeches, snuck to the door and saw the floating cot with a body under a sheet, the haunted looks on the professors as they return.

Rumors circulate. As they do.

So two mornings later, when Sebastian has worked up the nerve to actually talk to Clara (he heard her parents were summoned in the middle of the night, also heard she lost her mind, that a dragon lived under the castle, castle was almost blown up, etc... who knows what’s true). So. He’s going to talk to her. Which he’s talked to loads of girls, and talked to Clara loads of times. Except that she’s refused to talk to him since the Uncle Solomon incident, and that’s why he’s nervous and trying to talk himself into seeing her.

Instead he Lurks (defintely lurking) outside the hospital wing, unsure if he wants to talk to her or not. He sticks his head into the door, half hoping she’s still sleeping and half-hoping she’ll see him and all that awkward guilt will vanish.

Sebastian is treated to a view of privacy curtains halfway down the wing. And through a little gap, he gets a glimpse of her lacing up her corset. Just for like, 1 total second.

5 minutes later, a bunch of second-years watch him sprint out of the castle and dive headfirst into the lake.

#hogwarts legacy #hogwarts legacy mc #clara white #sebastian sallow #he does end up going back up to the hospital wing before dinner #Clara is sitting in bed (in a NIGHTGOWN so he is thinking of going back into the lake and just asking the merpeople to drown him) #She is absolutely devouring a new book (sherlock holmes) #She's also all bruised up and her hair is in a braid instead of its usual twisty thing #Anyway so he loses any ounce of planning what he was going to say and simply goes 'Hello' #His brain = not working too many emotions that he doesnt want to think about like guilt and anxiety and #and something thats making his hands feel sweaty #Finally he sits in the chair next to her bed and asks if she's alright #corrects himself and says of course not shes in the hospital wing #says he wasnt sure if she'd want to see him #oh and he heard about Fig and is sorry about that #Sebastian realizes he's doing all the talking and shuts up #Clara is holding onto her book (her beloved whatever book she is currently reading is her beloved) #like her book is going to steady her #her voice is rough from screaming and whatnot but she thanks him for visiting #And then her parents enter the room and Sebastian wishes the chair would morph into a coffin so he could die then and there #But Clara finds her parents doting on him to be amusing enough to smile through her grief so he tolerates Lady White fussing over his robes #This time when he leaves the hospital wing he goes straight to the baths and puts it on ice cold #b/c he cant get Clara and her messy braided hair and the corset glimpse ouf of his mind but she's a FRIEND

[skitskatdacat63]

I started a "big" drawing of them, but didn't wanna get too into it, so here are some small Hussar Martian :)

#*both drawings this and the wip are hussar au #i just didnt wanna get into something too deeply late on a weeknight #so you know!! draw chibis so i can draw still but not be very tireless #definition of my art: burning the midnight oil fr #things i find funny: #both this and the wip are referenced from pics from various rbr car launches #so i guess those are pretty important pics to me 🤭🤭 #and then the other is that both of their hair styles are inspired by malaysia 2010(beloved) #anyways could you imagine seb on the battlefield??? seb on horseback?????? #that is why Mark is perpetually tired. he is so DONE with restraining seb from galloping in battle #i have to do more research on the and layout structure of power in this au so take this lightly but #i imagine theyre the two commanders of a battalion 🥰 #and mark was already there and then seb got promoted into being his co-leader #and seb effortlessly sways all their men into being wrapped around his finger and mark is so salty #seb: can we please go on another reconnaissance mission 🥺🥺 #mark: no. i do not want you getting shot at again. repairing your uniform is so bothersome! and you need to learn how to sew!!! #seb: but Kate's Dirty Sister(horse)(imagine that name in German instead) is so fast and quiet!! mark: no. #BUT GAAAAHAHHH YKNOW??? theyre brought together thru triumph and trauma just like in f1!!!!!! theyre teammates sob sob sob #hussar au will always be special to me. one may say fav child. just bcs its the first one i researched deeply #f1 #formula 1 #sebastian vettel #mark webber #sebmark #martian #f1 fanart #formula 1 fanart #catie.art. #hussar au

[dumbasswhatever]

at the beginning of the trial for 4-2, the judge makes it pretty clear that he hasnt seen klavier in court since the trial of seven years ago, and he even says that he worried klavier might still be upset about it. but klavier doesnt actually confirm or deny any of this

this dialogue drives me so insane. did he really stay away from all legal matters for seven years? did he prosecute cases and just happened to deal with other judges? did he work on cases that he didnt prosecute (like how edgeworth worked on sl-9 without being the prosecutor)??? he didnt even start prosecuting cases right after kristoph was arrested, there were about two months between 4-1 and 4-2, so it seems like he really did just start standing in court again to see if apollo was a good lawyer or not. im losing my mind i need to see klavier gavin again i need to know if he really did stop working as a prosecutor entirely for seven years and if he really did suspect that kristoph manipulated him all along

#gripping the sides of my laptop so tightly i crush it. so i've been thinking about aa4 recently #this is all questions but generally i think that um. theres no way he gave up being a prosecutor entirely #i mean klavier said that daryan was the very first detective he ever worked with. and the case seven years ago had gumshoe instead #so we know that before that case klavier had probably been working on other cases and just wasnt like the prosecutor in charge of em #so he very much could have been doing that #also. if he did stop standing in court. did he really believe that kristoph manipulated him??? like listen #yes in 4-4 he says that hes been wondering about the truth of that case for seven years #but. he could have been lying. bc earlier when apollo suggests that kristoph is the killer in 4-4 #klavier says. and i quote. 'there's no way my bro could do a thing like that!' #and the judge is like yeah he was in jail he couldnt have done that. but the wording of that sounds much more like klavier believes that #his bro is not an evil person. (yes kristoph was already arrested for murder once at this point. but if klavier watched that trial then #i think theres a good chance he noticed that the bloody ace was suspicious as shit. i think he could have still believed kris to be innocen #............................................who knows maybe he believed kristoph not to be a murderer but a guy who gave him wrong info #why did i put this in the tags if i was gonna write a whole essay. whatever. i have to put klavier in my brain and microwave him every #so often. i know so many klavier lines its insane also i know that some of these lines probably were not meant to be thought about too much #but what are htey gonna do? put me in ace attorney jail??? let me see klavier and franziska and kay and sebastian? ok go ahead

[clonerightsenthusiast]

man now I'm thinking about how I'd fucking kill for a sage mini set during the tessa era. like early tessa years. I want the book of teenage sage being pushed to go undercover with the worst people in the world knowing the whole time that the other kids like her got to become heroes.

#its crazy how fast i fell for sage #she expressed bitterness one (1) time at xavier for putting her on that path #and it was like a fucking light switch flipped #she couldve been an og x-man! she couldve had that found family! instead she got SEBASTIAN SHAW #and i want to see it!!! #x-men

[bapydemonprincess]

AU where Sebastian is a Prince/Princess and all the other servants are his/her sworn protectors.

#kuroshitsuji #Kuroshitsuji AU #sebastian michaelis #Mey Rin #Bardroy #Bard #Finnian #I just wanna think of scenarios where instead of being OP Seb is in need of protecting #Maybe o!ciel is like a child they had with a former and likely dead lover #or a child Seb swore to protect from harm in his parents place #Certainly the kid isn't the main character BUT like Seb's biggest quest yet #to learn what its like to care for another and feel cared for #Geeze wtf brain

[jamesbukkakebarnes]

POV: You're Steve Rogers and your boyfriend is a dumbass 🤧

yall can thank @cable-knit-sweater and @yesand87 for encouraging...this 🤠

#stucky #stevebucky #bucky barnes #gay bucky barnes #sebastian stan #bottom bucky barnes #evanstan #<<< alternatively this is seb sending his bf what was supposed to be a sexy strip tease but instead its...not 🤡🤪 #sebastian stan edit #does this count as a shrinkyclinks au???? #video #my friend is trying to convince me to make an ig for all my seb dancing edits but...we'll see 👀 #my edits

[roley-poley-foley]

i’m fuckin OBSESSED with the decision to put Noah in mask and makeup to make him look old and then have someone else play his young adult self

#noah sebastian #bad omens #just pretend #the other guy is credited as playing ''young noah'' #maybe that was just a naming choice for the credits and noah is not actually intending to be playing his older self #but its hilarious to think they went to the effort of doing him up instead of just. #having an older guy play old him

[005seb]

Me: I will draw Seb

Me, 5 seconds later: I like it, Picasso

#WHAT DO YOU MEAN THIS DOESN'T LOOK LIKE SEB???? please get some glasses its obviously him #i feal like Estebestie/Alonso and that drawing of seb #i should have added a bee #if it has a bee and a scruffy beard it's obviously seb #sebastian vettel #is it presumptuous to tag as my art when is just a 5 seconds sketch????? #seb sketch #my sketch #i went with sketch instead of art