#but just please 🥲 no 🥲

[luciuscodedswedeboy]

MCM LONDON - MAY 2023 • Nathan Foad & Con O’Neill

#I love them your honour #connathan #nathan foad #con o’neill #also please #pardon the terrible vid quality this is just what the official stream gave us #🥲🥲🥲 #sprizzy #izzy hands #lucius spriggs #mcm london 2023 #mcm london #ofmd cast #ofmd panel #our flag means death #ofmd #dorian’s gifs

[nipuni]

Some photos from yesterday 🍂 we got some house plants and found mushrooms in the park!

#nips photos #personal #sweater weather sweater weather #I also went to the dentist yesterday and I'm almost done with my orthodontics after almost two years!! just two more months #now I look like I have at least 10 more teeth in my mouth for some reason but I'm really happy with the results!! #but then I need to get a molar pulled and two implants and one requires more bone so that's a surgery cool cool cool cool #will I ever be free!! this is all so damn expensive!! but I have an infection in the bone so I have to 🥲 #anyway please take care of your teeth don't be like me and let them get to this point 😫

[last-in-line-for-hell]

Persistent Memory

#mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #my mdzs art #mo dao zu shi #blood / #death implied / #Btw if you are curious but may have missed it: #WWX reacts like that to LJY and JL grabbing him due to suddenly having a flashback to when he was ripped apart by corpses #He waves it off like always but everyone is clearly worried 🥲 #ptsd / #just in case #jin ling #lan jingyi #lan sizhui #ouyang zizhen #edit: lol forgot the caption #please don’t say his death was the consequence of his actions i hate that (wrong) take and it makes me sad

[a-skirmish-of-wit]

#can we work on breaking down low block defences please 🥲 #trying to walk it in and playing slow passes makes it easy to defend #the defence can just remain compact #but that’s what we seem to do every time we come up against a team with a low block #and then this happens #spain without the s #arsenal wfc

[middleearth-polls]

#did I forget anyone? #yes I'm adding Lost Tales element if it fits #sue me #LOTR #The Lord of the Rings #The Silmarillion #Middle-earth #Tolkien #tumblr polls #middleearth polls #please don't attack me for the last two or three #I know Huan is the bestest of boys #I know Beregond had very justified reasons #they just fit the criteria for the options 👀 #edit: I'm sorry - I didn't think they would get any votes... 🥲 #category: tbd

[lunarharp]

into the deep end - 30k T orufrey fic, focusing on memory trauma, disability, and romance.

the sweet oblivion of the victim, the poisoned freedom of the other.

for one moment - it had felt like two parts returned - the needed reunion of two disparate halves. no more secrets, no more pain.

the moment you get to give back what you never wanted to take. that moment, under the night-blooming flowers, when they had both let out the same single broken sigh of relief.

but they were never whole to begin with, were they?

qifrey swore he wouldn't say 'sorry' to this man any more if he could help it - sorry is cheap now. he didn't want to be in a position ever again where you only have 'sorry' left. so he just looks down into the threads of his blanket, strains his eye until it hurts, feeling his insides - his throat, heart and head - burn with pain. he expects more, but olly says nothing.

olly says nothing.

#witch hat tag #orufrey #sorry i wanted to make a new post for my fic since the first illustration is new. #*stands in the middle of a desolate field in the pouring rain* Please Read My Tale...Blease..Oh god please..*collapses to the ground* #someone asked if there's spoilers in it. Um...yes. Sorry...it's about everything #maybe i should describe it more? it's about qifrey becoming more and more disabled - as i feel is his canon trajectory #and both of them processing the choices that have been made. it was necessary for me to explore this in order to fully understand orufrey #and for them to have the cathartic conclusion-that's why this is important to me for my witch hat fanwork making life. this connects it all #and having dived into qifrey's mind and lived through oru's feelings i was able to get to a place that is possible for them. #the hit/kudos ratio is so pathetic idek what happened. ppl opening it realising its long and saving it for later or just bailing lmfao #idek any more i hate advertising my writing i hate trying to get more ppl to read my long fics it's so hard 🥲 #i'm so much prouder of this than my art...i was able to sink deeply into the orufrey feelings i had always wanted to fully explore #so. it's there lol.........i reread the date/kiss segment today after trying to forget about it thinking maybe the fic is just BAD lol #and like.....nope! i like it very much and this is what i was trying to get across. and it's always there to be read by anyone who wants to #and i will always remember the bliss i felt while writing when i was just lost in their world and living as them. dear GOD i love them. #i'm grateful to myself that i put in the work and love to make this so that i can always come back to it. i wanna illustrate scenes properly #but i'm never satisfied with drawing things i've written because i just can't capture the vivid experience in my mind. maybe one day.

[mutantfactor]

Till The End Of The Moon | Tantai Jin

#asddffdd please excuse me my good sir i'm on my knees 🥹🥲 #technically this is the devil god who's actually cang jiumin who's actually tantai jin so... #let's just say it's ttj booboo #as the finnish proverb goes a dear child has many names #🥹🙏🏻 #till the end of the moon #tteotm #chang yue jin ming #cyjm #长月烬明 #wait which one am i supposed to tag? #cang jiumin #tantai jin #luo yunxi #leo luo #cdrama #my:gif #mf tteotm

[doll-elvis]

how many times did I watch this? yes.

courtesy of elvis.planet on Instagram

#the scream that I just screamt #excuse me while I bang my head into the nearest wall #please lord #I can’t breatheeee #I need him so badly jwshsjuswdg #I’m a puddle rn #I understand why they wanted to arrest his ass #you can’t be doing this to me elvis 😭 #just need to be on the receiving end of that hip action 🥲 #i love him #elvisaaronpresley #elvis presley #big daddy elvis #70s #elvis #Elvis concerts #elvis footage

[eyelessdoll-y]

ヾ(´￢｀)ﾉ Important!! ヾ(´￢｀)ﾉ

Everyone!! I created courage and did more arts accounts out of this Diabolik Lovers fandom blog, and with that, I also made an linktree to link every new account in any site I create. In other accounts (Instagram/Twitter/Ko-fi) I'll try post more drawings and receive more comissions (and get a job)!! There will be my general arts in any anime, game, movies; studies, animation, design!! If you really love and have interest in my general art, you might be following and supporting me!!! 🥺🥺💜💜

>>♡ https://linktr.ee/doll__amanda ♡<<

And I finally created a Ko-fi, the link is also right on the linktree!! If you want to help me and don't want to pay for a whole commission, you can support me at Ko-fi paying as much as you want and can!!

Also, I ask sorry if the text doesn't have much to do with the photo. I did this drawing of Shuu to draw attention, as I realized that the amount of followers who read and interact in my important text/warning posts is highly disproportionate to the amount of followers who interact in my arts and drawings. And it's okay, because my blog is focused on drawings so it's normal for this to happen, I just needed you guys to come read this warning so I ended up appealing with Shuu... A little. But come on, there's nothing explicit in this pic !!! 🥺🥺

Here's a short short of him listening to G-Idle's "Nxde" in bath. It's simple, nothing woooow in animation, but I just wanted to show it!! Shuu's photo in the full tub will be on one of my accounts, click on my linktree to find it! 😘😘 (if you are under the age of 18, you will not see. And I'm not sorry about that!!)

#diabolik lovers #shuu sakamaki #and an important warning #please follow and support me 🥺🥺🙏🏻💜 #like dont need to be THAT active... but just don't let me alone there pls 🥲🥲🥲 #who's artist and insecure in getting started should know what i'm feeling 😩😩 #AND THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR ALL #eyelessdoll y #admin notes #my linktree #support me on ko-fi #artists on tumblr

[slut4thebroken]

cw: nsfw lol

I just want a pretty boy to suck on my tits while I play with his hair :( is that too much to ask ???

#any pretty boy will do #I just want it😭 #cause I saw like two videos of that today and #🥲🥲🥲 #PLEASE #WHEN IS IT MY TURN TO BE HAPPY

[kim-woonhak]

what a silly little hat

#svtcreations #svtdaily #svtsource #hourlymingyu #seventeen fanart #mingyu #kim mingyu #seventeen #svt #my art #*ambiv.art #timelapse #lotti i owe u flowers as an apology for whatever this is 🥲 please forgive me #i promise i will draw wholesome things again i just realized my last two drawings have both been thirst traps LMAO im sORRY #this was supposed to be a 30 min sketch and turned into a 120 min rendering haha oops

[dazais-guardian-angel]

Dazai truly has become Oda in every way imaginable now. :’ ) the final words he gives to Sigma are the exact same words Oda gives to Dazai in the original scene Asagiri wrote for the end of the Dark Era stage play, 後は頼んだよ, “I will leave the rest to you.”

And I really love the progression of the way his eyes look in this chapter, and how Sigma is allowed to have this moment of questioning and rebelling against all the faith Dazai had naturally been leading him to place in him up to this point, which is what I hoped would happen. He’s been confused ever since Dazai first chose him, and everything he’s ever known about how everyone sees/treats him turned upside down by Dazai’s words and actions, and just when he’s finally started to feel like he’s found some hope and lowered his guard, Dazai pulls him back underwater, instantly reinforcing all of Sigma’s trust issues and reinforcing that he should never believe in anyone, because (he thinks) everyone lives to manipulate other people. Dazai’s dark eyes here reinforce that, too, and the other panels around this point where they look white and hollow and demonic, all like Fyodor’s. He appears like an evil, looming force pulling him back under, trying to kill him, when Sigma is so close to the freedom of the air he desperately wants (aka free from pain, which is what he’s been seeking his whole life).

But then Dazai makes this face, and the first one I posted above, and Sigma understands, even without words, that Dazai doesn’t have evil intent: on the contrary, he actually is bound and determined to save his life -- and the light in his eyes comes out through this determination and kindness, arguably the most light we’ve ever seen his eyes have in the entire manga (in the “I leave the rest to you” panel too). The “No” could be Dazai wordlessly telling him to not leave the water, but my first assumption was that it was Sigma telling himself no, stopping his own train of thought about Dazai being the same as Fyodor and someone he shouldn’t have trusted -- he soon realizes why Dazai stopped him, and that he’s still going to try to save him, that he wasn’t wrong about him, and it’s all because Dazai’s earnest expressions get through to him.

And it’s just so heartwarming to see how far Dazai has come. :’ ) He tried so hard to save Sigma (doing the most physical action we’ve ever seen him do, really), did his best to be reassuring and comforting to him afterwards, and then reaffirmed his promise to ensure he escaped Meursault alive, his final words to Sigma echoing Oda’s and his last action being to save an orphan, just like Oda did in his last moments. Obviously Dazai isn’t actually going to die, he’ll be saved somehow, but I do think as of right now he really does think this is the end for him, and that he didn’t foresee the elevator dropping -- he was examining the wires a few chapters ago because he thought he might need to know how to open the doors in case Fyodor pulled an uno reverse, hence why he looks more annoyed than shocked when the water starts, but here, when the drop collision sequence is initiated, he looks genuinely shook in comparison. There’d be no reason for him to give the thumbs up if he knew more danger was on the way, either; that’d just be cruel. No, I don’t think he saw this coming, and it’s important that that turns out to be the case: it’s important that he spent what he believes to have been his last moments saving someone like Oda wanted for him, and doing what Oda would have done in the same situation. That doesn’t mean that it’s okay that Dazai throws his life away so easily, and cares so little for his own safety; he still has a long way to go in that regard. But it’s still so beautiful to see how much he’s changed, and how much he’s truly begun to embody Oda and his legacy; the fact that he messed up and miscalculated, because Dazai isn’t infallible, but in turn didn’t hesitate to use his last moments to save Sigma. Oda would be so proud for everything he did here. :’ ) 💖

There are a lot of options for how Dazai will be saved, and by who, but personally I hope (and I kind of expect) that Sigma chooses to not give up on him and ultimately plays a role in saving his life, to return the favor and repay him for his kindness. Not only would it be a beautiful way to initiate Sigma’s ADA entrance exam as people have said, but it would bring the Dazai > Atsushi > Sigma chain full circle: Dazai saved Atsushi at the start of the series, allowing him to (spiritually) save Sigma at sky casino thanks to the growth fostered in him by Dazai, and now finally, Sigma could potentially save Dazai thanks to Atsushi kickstarting his own growth (and Dazai continuing it). Fyodor is overly cocky right now and so tunnel-visioned on killing Dazai, it’s possible that he has no idea that Sigma managed to escape the elevator and is now a wild card; even if Sigma doesn’t go as far as killing Fyodor himself (which I don’t want, tbh; that’s endgame stuff arcs down the line and imo Nikolai and Dazai should be the ones involved with that), he could throw a wrench in the jailbreak duel, and help Dazai and Chuuya get out alive. It would be poetic, and only fitting, for Fyodor to underestimate and be outdone by the kind of person Dazai told him is the strongest in chapter 77 -- a self-proclaimed “ordinary man” -- who could only have the strength to take such action thanks to the chain of kindness that Oda originally started. 💖

#bungou stray dogs #bsd 106.5 #meta #this chapter was literally everything i could have wanted i am SO EMOTIONAL #I WILL NEVER BE OVER IT #ASAGIRI GIVING ME LITERALLY EVERYTHING I EVER COULD HAVE WANTED #DAZAI HAS GROWN SOOOO MUCH HE'S BECOME SO MUCH LIKE ODA I COULDN'T BE MORE PROUD 😭😭😭💖💖💖 #as soon as i saw that big panel of his face i was like........ he looks like oda......... ASAGIRI I SEE YOUUUUUU #AND THE FINAL WORDS #I SEE YOUUUUUUUUUU #ISTG IF DAZAI THINKS ABOUT ODA WHEN HE THINKS HE'S GONNA DIE BEFORE HE GETS SAVED I WILL SPONTANEOUSLY COMBUST #ASAGIRI PLEASE THIS IS THE PERFECT OPPORTUNITY I WILL CRYYYYYYY 😭🥺🥹💖 #Dazai was so much like Oda here and Sigma looked just like Atsushi in that one panel DONT TOUCH MEEEE #THIS WHOLE CHAPTER WAS SO PERFECT #I NEED SIGMA TO SAVE HIM NOW #the longest chapter we've gotten in AGES and it was a banger god bless #tbh i really needed this after season 4 lmao i needed a reminder of why i love this series so much :''''') something to soothe my rage #asagiri saw my bitterness at anime sigma and was like 'here u go babe i got your sigma and dazai and oda feast' #probably means next month will be short again and a pov change lmao 🥲💔 #gonna enjoy this while it lasts #anyway i was really happy to see that moment of Sigma getting mad even if it didn't last long (and for a beautiful reason) #because he Deserved that #(because that's what i wrote in my fic and i feel vindicated now even if that wasn't the main focus of this chapter looool oops-)

[whereismyhat5678]

Okay guys

So so so guess what?

I’m drawing Peppina for the first time (gender-swap Peppino) AND OMG-

SHE’S SO MUCH FUN TO DRAW LIKE- HER ARMS ARE MY FAVORITE PART AND SHE’S JUST SO COOL AND PRETTY AND I WANNA BE HER SO BAD- 😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏

I WANNA BE A UNIT WHEN I GROW UP- LET ME RUN UP WALLS- LET ME PUNCH AND BREAK BRICKS- LET ME RUN AS FAST AS MY LEGS CAN TAKE ME- I WANNA BE A UNIT SO BAD PLEEEEEEEAAAASE-

#Pizza Tower #Peppina #Gender-Swap Peppino #PLEASE THIS IS MY FAV ACTUALLY- #the only thing that sucks is I’m two doodles in and my tablets running out of battery 🥲 I gotta charge it real quick BUT OMG THIS WOMAN #SHE’S GORGOUS JUST- MWAAAAH #💋💋💋💋

[coffeecities]

this sport is truly testing my patience bec i can't wait to see 1644 and liam and ollie back on track lmao hopefully fred and theo make it to f1 soon istg

also!!!! 1633 title race please!!! end this drought lmao

#please i just want to see my boys 🥲 #charles leclerc #lewis hamilton #max verstappen #liam lawson #ollie bearman #fred vesti #theo pourchaire

[suddencolds]

almost done... 🙏

#before yvverse i was never the kind of person to write 4-6k word chapters #i have been writing this chapter since february 6th #it was agonizingly difficult... line by line crises type of difficult D: #i still have no clue how people like write thousands of words in a day and then hit post 🥲 i have spent so long on this. i think i spent #an hour this morning writing one paragraph #but now that the finish line is in sight i just feel so ready to post it (even though it is not done. and needs at least 500 more words #on top of editing) #anyways. apologies for yapping 🙇‍♀️ #in terms of difficulty... i feel like writing this series has been eye opening to me as to what i find difficult to write? which is #interesting. fool me twice pt5 was also hard for me in the sense that i rewrote it no fewer than 5 times... and this installment was hard #in a different way. T_T i want to claim victory! but not yet! i haven't earned it #anyways... please expect the next chapter at some point over the next week (and if it's not there i have likely fallen into another crisis)