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dollyhao · 3 months

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succubus!reader x nerdy!ellie

summary: ellie is desperate to lose her virginity that has been looming over her her whole college career.

toni’s note: i made it guys! i promised this back in october and it’s the end of january… but it’s here.

cw: this is pure smut, no plot at all lol. 1.8k words

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ellie has not a single regret about what she’s about to do. ellie is in college and is still a virgin, at this point she didn’t think she’d ever lose her virginity. until one of her friends joked that she should summon a sex demon, that it was ‘the only way she’d get laid’. it wasn’t meant to be taken seriously, but desperation makes people do crazy things.

she read in an old book she found in the library about one in particular, the book had a picture of you drawn in and ellie thought you were absolutely gorgeous and perfect for her. what was the worst that could happen?

ellie lights the candles around the circle she made on her bedroom floor. she chanted your name 5 times like the book told her, then after 20 seconds the candles all blew out and a gust of purple smoke floats in the air. you pop out the smoke looking even more perfect than the book describes.

“who dares summons me?” you say in this slow sensual voice that ellie feels course through her body. you look around the room you were summoned in before your eyes rest on a short girl with black rimmed glasses on her face. ellie is looking at you with those pretty green puppy eyes, mouthed formed into an o shape.

“a girl? well thats new,” you walk closer to ellie sizing her up. “your cute… tell me what you want from me.” “i-i,” ellie is literally speechless. shes staring up at you, the lady demon whos probably gonna take her virginity. you have long horns on your head and a cute skinny tail, but the best part is that your completely naked. breast out in the open, nipples standing at attention, nothing covering your cunt and it’s just begging for ellie to drop to her knees to taste you.

“did you call me here to waste my time?” you ask her putting your hands on your hips with a quirked brow. “no no! i-i want you to take my virginity.” ellie says playing with her fingers. you hum, “ok ill do it. but you have to sign a contract-” “yes yes! anything!” you spawn a paper out of thin air, “dont you wanna know what your agreeing to?” but by the time you finish your sentence ellie has already signed the paper.

after she is done signing, the paper disappears. “i wanna let you know i-i’ve never done this before. well i almost did in my fourth year of highschool but that was a missed opportunity-“ ellie’s nervous rambling was cut off by you running your hands over her shoulders and ripping her shirt open exposing a blue sports bra underneath. ellie gapes at you, suprised at the sudden intrusion. you push the ripped shirt off her shoulders. “do you wanna touch me?” you say voice softening seeing how nervous the poor girl is.

she nods vigorously trailing her hands up your tummy to your breast. “you can touch me however you want.” you say smirking at her. ellie feels like she can hear your voice inside her head, a slow sensual voice with a rasp that can only be described as wild and sexy. she feels a rush of arousal pulse through her as she pushes you to lay on her bed. your eyebrows shot up, you feel her start to kiss down your stomach swirling her tongue around your navel before her head dips between your legs.

you buck slightly when you feel her inexperienced tongue flicking all around your cunt. she takes your clit into her mouth rolling and flicking her tongue all around it (like they do in the videos she watched before the summoning). you can feel her breathing heavy against you. she pushes two experimental fingers into you feeling how wet and tight you were. you taste sweet like honey and something else addictive that ellie can’t name, ellie suspects its part of your demon powers.

you grab her hair squeezing your legs around her head trying to contain your moans, no human has ever made you feel so good. you might just… like this girl. she’s cute and gentle. and she looks at you like your aphrodite instead of a sex demon.

you feel yourself about to cum when you push her head from between your thighs. ellie is looking at you, chin covered in your juices looking pussy drunk with her glasses fogged up. “are you ok?” she asked you, looking genuinely concerned. you want to coo at her but instead you flip her over taking place in between her legs this time. you peer up at her with this look that looks like you want to devour her. you pull down her sweat pants and underwear licking your lips at her slick pussy.

you give her clit a sweet kiss before using your thumb to rub circles on it. ellies moans out loud when she feels your abnormally long tongue enter her. your tongue is reaching places her fingers couldnt possibly reach. she chants you name which only encourages you to move your thumb faster on her clit. ellie grabs your horns and pull before locking her ankles together keeping you still as she grinded on your tongue feeling the knot in her stomach ready to explode. you let out a groan as ellie tugs on your horns. “im so close.” she says before her body goes rigid.

you pull away from ellie, swallowing her essence, seeming to have had an energy boost. “is there anything else you wanna try?” you say rubbing up and down her legs. she nods getting off the bed grabbing a box from under it. in the box are sex toys but ellie pulls out a girthy purple strap. “oh,” you say eyes widening, “you wanna use that on me?” you ask with that same sensual tone from the beginning. “yes.. please”

she puts the strap on before she feels you push her down on the bed straddling her. you hover over her dick grabbing it and running it up and down your slick cunt. “you want me to fuck you?” you say placing a hand on her chest still hovering over her. ellie nods her head grabbing your hips panting in anticipation, “yes please…” “ask nicely,” you say leaning down licking and biting her ear. “please fuck me. please.” ellie says bucking her hips. the tip of her dick pushes into you, you moan sitting completely on ellie’s cock.

you are bouncing and riding with no sign of slowing down. ellie is running her hands over your body, transfixed at the way your breast bounce as you ride her. when she sits up, she wraps her arms around your waist, holding you close to her as she kisses your neck and chest leaving marks.

you grab ellie’s face, tilting her head to the side so you can have access to her neck. you use your tongue to lick and suck marks into her neck until you get a little too excited and nick her neck drawing blood. ellie let’s out a groan followed by a guttural moan, completely dazed. you lick at her neck getting all the blood up before humming and planting a kiss on the mark.

ellie is gripping your ass meeting your thrust with her own desperate ones. “are you close?” ellie asked desperately, leaning to kiss you again. “very.” you coo out, kissing her using that long muscle of yours, twirling your tongue around hers.

you let go and ellie is staring in awe at the beautiful look you made while cumming. she lays back on the bed, exhausted and satisfied. when she feels your very sharp nails trail up her stomach and latch at her sports bra causing it to rip as if it was being cut by scissors. “more.” you whisper with a wide grin.

“what?” ellie asked wide eyed. “i want more. i think im going to keep you.” you whisper in her ear.

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I, Ellie Williams, am allowing succubus y/n to take on a human form and co habitat with me. I will fulfill her needs of sex so that she may stay by my side and use me for a long as she wills.

signed: ellie williams

#wlw #lesbian #ellie williams #the last of us #ellie williams x reader #ellie williams smut #loser ellie #ellie williams tlou2 #ellie x fem reader #ellie x reader

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jyoongim · 3 months

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Your hate fuck fic was absolutely SCRUMPTIOUS. Anything else with that mean ole’ radio demon degrading the reader would be greatly appreciated 🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️ maybe like the reader was angels friend- it’s a given she’s well versed in sex n such but has given up that life and he’s determined to see just what made her so popular 👹

themes: 18+! Fem!reader, creampies, fingering, begging, retired pornstar? Nudity, implied drunk sex (reader goes get sober), kissing, dick-riding, blowjob, long tongue, implied pussyeating,

Alastor x retired!pornstar reader

When you came to the hotel you were rather embarrassed to show up looking a hot mess, but regardless Charlie took you in.

You smiled when you saw a familiar face, Angel. Th two of you worked under Valentino until you ‘retired’.

“Toots here was the best in the business! She always knew how to bring in the big bucks” Angel had said during your introduction to the others, causing Husker to groan at the thought of another Angel in their midst and the others to be surprised. You really didn’t match the description.

You were the epitome of sex appeal before calling it quits. But the industry wasn’t like it use to be and Val wanted you to be more…willing to venture out of your comfort zone.

You weren’t really a pornstar per say, but you knew how to get the job done.

But you wanted to turn a new leaf. You ditched the tight and revealing outfits for more loose and modest clothing. It felt good to be your actual self.

But that didn’t mean that your sexual appetite just disappeared.

Alastor was the first to notice when you ditched the slutty attire to more conservative wears. You carried yourself like a well-mannered lady, but he always saw how you looked at him.

So he took it upon himself to see just how far you go when you couldnt contain your desires any longer.

You had been drinking with Angel, discussing how dumb Val’s scripts were and wondering how people enjoyed horribly written porn plots.

Angel had passed out on the couch and you stumbled your way to your room.

You giggled as you crashed into stuff and sighed in relief when you found what you thought was your bedroom.

You began undressing and in your drunken state, you caught sight of a full mirror. You took in your form and admired how you looked.

maybe you should have dibbled into porn. Your body was killer.

You pitted around to try and find a nightie for bed, but frowned as you came up empty.

”What are you doing in my room my Dear?” A voice asked, causing you to yelp and turn around to fins Alastor standing in the door.

You blinked slowly “y-your room? no this is…” you finally took in your surroundings and realized that you were indeed NOT in your room.

Instead, it was Alastor’s room.

You rubbed your neck, embarrassed “O-oh I’m sorry Alastor” you staggered to the door and went to move past him, but he shut the door.

”now now my dear a lady shouldn’t be walking the halls in your state, why dont you rest here for a while” his smile wide.

It had to be the alcohol in your system, because you smiled back and leaned your body into his, arms circling his neck “Oh Alastor youre so kind”

You had completely forgot you were practically naked.

Now that you were up close, you took in his features.

Angel was right. He was hot.

You always had thought Alastor was attractive. He oozed dominance and carried himself with such a prideful way.

You oftened imagined him having his way with you at night, resulting in many panties needing to be changed in the morning.

”something the matter my dear?” Alastor asked as he saw you stared at him, cheeks turning a rosy pink.

”H-has anyone every told you that you’re sexy?”

Alastor blinked and let out a laugh

”Oh my dear! Please this is Hell, I hear a lot of things. That pesky spider is always making depraved jokes of a sexual nature”

He grimaced with a shudder

You frowned ”then what about me?” You asked softly.

You suddenly became aware that you were in the nude…in alastor’s room…and he was just conversing like he hadn’t noticed.

He tilted his head, grinning at the pout on your lip

“What about you my dear?”

”You have the best piece of ass that ever graced the pentagram and you’re doing nothing. I’ve had guys kill to get this close to me”

That liquid courage must have been working double in your system, because you nuzzled your nose under his jaw, whining “Don’t you want to touch me?”

Alastor hummed as you trailed your lips up his neck

what a tempting little thing you were

”why don’t you show me what makes you the best doll?”

You had sobered up after the second orgasm.

Alastor had made you cum by his fingers and mouth. The tongue on that one

You were currently bobbing your head p and down on his cock. Eyes locked on his glowing red eyes as you deep throated him. Alastor had a lazy smile on his face as you sucked to your heart content.

You released him with a pop, keeping your tongue wrapped around his length. Happpy with your work you let him go and turned your attention to his balls.

Back in your hay day, you would have never let a man get this far with you, but you wanted this. You wanted to treat Alastor to what made you so appealing.

You climbed your way back onto his lap, slamming your lips on his as you Lined him up to your entrance.

Fuck you were soaking.

A throaty whine escaped you as you lowered yourself on his cock

Alastor’s hands found purchase on your plush ass, helping you set a steady pace.

You were riding him like you’ll never get this chance again.

His cock felt so good. Hitting spots that had you mewling in his mouth.

You were sure his cock was coated white with how soppy your cunt was.

Breaking from his mouth, you moaned as he thrusted up into you, meeting your downward thrust. You were about to cum again. That sweet tingle shot through your core as you bounced on him.

”A-Alastor! Ah! P-please…I-I’m I’m gonna cum” you moaned quickening your pace.

You leaned back, one hand bracing his thigh, the other found your clit and you rubbed tight, fast circles as you rode him.

Alastor watched as you fell apart on his cock, he sped up his thrusts and growled when your cunt started to squeeze him.

”Go on dear. Cum. I want to feel that cunt cum on my cock.”

you whimpered, throwing your head back, a silent scream on your lips as your orgasm ripped through you.

Alastor braced your hips and rutted into you until he tensed; spilling his cum deep into your cunt.

You collapsed into his chest, grinning on him to ride out your orgasm.

panting, you sighed as he peppered your shoulder and neck with kisses.

”Finest cunt to grace Hell indeed my dear”

#hazbin alastor #alastor the radio demon #alastor #alastor x reader #alastor x y/n #alastor smut #jyoongim #hazbin hotel fanfiction #alastor hazbin hotel #Alastor imagine #alastor x you #hazbin x reader #hazbin hotel

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bumblinv · 1 year

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Hi! Are your requests open? If they are I'm just gonna leave this here, Neteyam, Ao'nung, Lo'ak (sperate) x OmaticayaGnReader who is sick, like flu for the na'vi or something like that, they have a fever and the chills and everything could it also be fluffy and absolutely adorable

--- personal doctors ☆ﾟ.*･｡ﾟ

neteyam, ao'nung, rotxo (seperated) x gn!metkayina!reader

you catch a cold, its time for your lover to take care of you

a/n ; im not good at writing lo’ak, so i bring you rotxo instead! i hope you dont mind<3

: ̗̀➛ neteyam

realizes your sickness even before you did

when you first sneeze or cough, his mind goes straight to the day before, recalling any peculiar food you've had

neteyam would notices too, when you pause between chores to massage your forehead

he will take over cleaning. making sure every corner is clean so you won't sneeze from the dust. he also makes sure you stay hydrated and even whips you up nutritious meals until your condition got better. usually, the fever never got up to you

but when it does, he goes in full momma mode

this man grows with 3 younger siblings, caring for someone is natural for him. he would stay by your side, whispering your name every few hours to wake you up, so he could feed and help you drink

neteyam might not be the best healer, like her sister, but he can make certain herb drinks

makes you ginger tea regularly to warm up your shivering body

you tend to get all sort of nightmares from your sickness, but dont worry, you’re waking up to neteyam since he’s cuddling you all night long. he will run his slender fingers through your hair, whispering comforting words to your ear

“everything’s okay, dear. i’m here”

we all need neteyam in our lives:(

: ̗̀➛ ao'ung

acts like he doesn’t care, but the moment your temperature starts to rise, he brings his mother straight to you

the tsahik would probably do nothing. she tell him to go ask kiri for some herb tea, and to make sure you drink and eat well, since fevers could heal by itself

but mans stressed

would refuse to let you lift a single muscle. he will be the one helping you change, wipe your face to keep you fresh, feeding you

since he’s not the best cook, he would ask tsireya to make you soups, wich she happily does. she makes great food, but your tongue tastes sour and your appetite is no where to be found

so ao'nung scolds you

“quit acting like a baby and please, just eat”

you know ao’nung. none of his scolding are anger, he’s just extremely worried.

watching you go to sleep after being scolded makes him feel like a villain. he would join you in bed and whispers an apology. gently bringing you closer to his chest as the both of you fall asleep

remember he's a worrier? it makes him act too much like a mom. he will insist on taking care of you, even when you're feeling better. will only stop until he's sure you're 100% healthy

ao'nung is a big softie

: ̗̀➛ rotxo

most clueless compared to the other 2

pls dont be mad, its not his fault

something tells me he’s an only child, a one that rarely got sick too, so he doesn’t know anything about caring for ill people

rotxo might be confused, but he’s not an idiot

the moment he touches your forehead and realizes you're scorching hot, rotxo instinctively wraps a fluffy blanket around you. the man will make you drink a lot of water, and went off running to the sullys

“what the fuck?”

“sorry lo'ak! its an emergency!”

he got home with omaticayan food wraps in hand. you’re too sick to say anything, so when he lifts your head to feed you, you don’t protest

the one thing that scares you the most is that his jokes completely disappears

all his stupid jokes, gone.

not in a bad way, this man is just so dedicated on you that he stops joking around. he cannot stand that you're feeling all sick and uncomfortable and wants you back to your healthy self

this man is so serious, even when he tried feeding you raw cloves of garlic

one time, he heard kiri saying that garlics are ‘good for boosting the immune system’

he’s not wrong😭😭😭

but kiri hits him on the head once she founds out

instead of feeding you raw garlic, she gives you a mix of aged garlic and honey as medicine such an asian mom move

he feels bad afterwards, would kiss your entire face despite your protest

the next day, you wake up feeling fresh. but your lover boys voice got so hoarse from sore throat and complains about his sore limbs

yes, he got your fever and yes, he never regret kissing you, even when you're sick

#avatar #avatar the way of water #neteyam #neteyam x reader #aonung #aonung x reader #rotxo #rotxo x reader #sick reader

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julilovesyou444 · 10 months

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pictures of you ~ bill kaulitz

background ~ you and your boyfriend were partying at a club when someone comes up to you to return your wallet. you quickly find out that it’s not your wallet, and it is infact your boyfriend’s. what you find in there makes you love him all the more.

warnings ~ NSFW!!!, praise, sub!bill😋kinda ?, oral male recieving, mentions of drinking , a bunch of bad bad stuff😄

a/n- english isnt my first languange so if there are any mistakes I’m sorry😪 okay im ngl some English words are so weird. like what is dick ???? cock??? what kind of words are that😭 lol im sorry- also this is literally my very very first time ever writing anything like this so I definitely have room for improvement, dont flame me 🙁

I was at the club on a Saturday, with the one boy I truly loved. We had been dating for around six months, and it had been some of the best time of my life. I was dancing on the dance floor, waiting for my boyfriend to get our drinks and come back. I watched as he ordered our drinks and began to wait for the bar tender to make them. He looked so pretty. I was already a little drunk but I was able to convince Bill that I was just going to have one more drink and then be done. Our hotel was right down the street and we didn’t have any plans for tomorrow, so I figured why not.

Someone tapped my shoulder. I turned to see a girl. She looked a little high, and her makeup was so cute and glittery.

“Hey girl! I think this is your wallet.”, she yelled over the loud music, pushing the wallet into my chest, forcing me to take it. Before i could protest, she disappeared into the dancing crowd. I looked around, a little confused. I didn’t even bring my wallet, so it definitely wasn’t mine. I opened it to try and figure out whose it was. I quickly found out why she thought it was my wallet. Where there was supposed to be an I.D, there was a picture of me. I was kinda drunk so I didn’t even process what was happening. I just wondered how this person got a picture of me. I looked through the wallets, only finding some credit cards and a little bit of cash. Then I checked the last little slot and found an I.D. I pulled it out and immediately smiled. It was Bill’s. How could I be so stupid? Of course it was my boyfriend’s. I put the I.D back in and then went to pull out the picture of me to get a closer look. I soon discovered that the picture of me was not just a single picture, there were many. Pictures of me playing guitar, doing my makeup, at the beach, laughing, sleeping, dancing, etc. my heart was so full of love for him. on the back of the photos, he wrote cute little captions and the date.

“sweet girl playing in the sand 6/7”

“sleepy angel 7/10”

“could listen to her laugh on repeat 3/4”

I put all the photos back into the wallet. I couldn’t believe how incredibly sweet my boyfriend was. I wanted to give him all the love in the world because he deserved it. He was genuinely the best thing that ever happened to me. I wanted to hug and kiss him into oblivion. I loved him more than anything, and it felt the absolute best to know he loved me too. I looked up to see him approach me with our drinks and his adorable smile.

“Hey, love, I have our drinks- wait I was looking for that!! I had to use the cash in my pocket for these!”, Bill exclaimed, motioning to his wallet. His smile was so bright and it made me feel all warm inside, knowing someone as beautiful as he was loved me.

“You keep pictures of me in your wallet?”, I questioned. His smile began to fade into an embarrassed look, like I had caught him doing something he wasn’t supposed to. His cheeks flushed and he looked down at his feet for a second.

“Yea.”

I gently grabbed his jaw and moved his head up to look me in the eyes again. I smiled so he knew that I wasn’t upset for whatever reason he thought I was.

“When did you even take these and print them all?”, i asked, petting his hair and gazing up at him.

“Oh, well, I took them with that digital camera I got for my birthday a couple years ago. And I’ve been taking and printing them for a couple months now, Tom had to teach me how to print them small enough to fit into my wallet. I had to buy special paper so that they would be shiny, y’know?”, he nervously chuckled as he rambled. I looked at him with pure admiration and love.

“Why do you have them?”

“Well, I just like to have pictures of you I guess. I wish you were with me all the time, but obviously you can’t be, so it’s just nice to have little reminders of you that I can take everywhere with me. It’s stupid, I know. When I’m at the studio all day, or when I’m on tour and i dont see you for a couple days, i just miss you a lot so I look at the pictures of you. Its kind of embarrassing that you found them…”, he said, clearly flustered.

“Bill, baby, it’s not stupid or embarrassing at all. It makes me feel so loved and so good to know that you like me enough to keep pictures of me in your wallet because you miss me or wish I was with you. I don’t think you understand how much I absolutely love you, and how badly I want to show you right now.”

A smirk grew on his face, especially at my last sentence.

“Finish your drink and then we are going back fo hotel.”, i said, taking my drink from his hand. I began to drink it, extremely fast. He watched intently, realizing exactly what you wanted to do. Bill chugged his drink too. I looked him up and down as he did so.

I grabbed his hand and lead him out of the club, he followed close behind like a lost puppy.

The cold whipped against our faces as we swiftly walked over to our hotel. We sped walked into the lobby, and despite how fast we were going, Bill still said hello to the old woman who sat behind the check-in desk. That’s just how sweet he was, practically tooth-rotting.

I pulled him into the elevator and pushed the button for our level. I looked over at Bill, who was clearly excited. He was swinging out interlocked hands back and forth, looking anywhere in the elevator but me. As soon as the doors shut, I pushed him against the wall and pulled his face down so our lips could meet. I was pressed up against him, kissing him hard. He squeezed my hand, which was still holding his. I heard the elevator ding so I pulled away. His eyes were full of desire.

I guided him over to our room, holding the door open for him. He mumbled a quiet, “thank you, baby” before stepping in. I was fast to go in too, putting the “do not disturb” sign on the knob before hastily shutting and locking it. I turned over to Bill, who had already kicked his shoes off and was now sitting patiently at the end of the bed.

I took my heels off and began to walk over to him, antagonizingly slow. I watched as his eyes scanned my body, chewing on his bottom lip. I climbed on top of him with each of my legs on the outside of his, straddling him. I put him hands on each side of his jaw and used my thumbs so caress his cheeks.

“you make me feel so good all the time, bill. you’re the most caring person I know. that’s why I want to make tonight about you. I want to take care of you and make you feel good, exactly the way you do for me. Can i do that tonight, please?”, I said softly. He swallowed hard and nodded quickly.

“I need words, baby.”

“Yes, yes please.”, he said in a rushed tone.

“Good.”, i smiled before leaning in and ever so gently kissing him. It was a kiss from pure appreciation. I deepened the kiss, using my hands to pull him closer to me, if that was even possible. I ran my fingers through his hair, tugging at it ever so slightly. I knew how much he loved it. I began to start slowly grinding myself against him, and in no time, I could feel a tent in his pants start to form. I loved how quickly I could make him hard. He pulled away, breathing hard.

“Please, I- I need you.”, he said in between pants.

I smiled and nodded. I got off of him and started to unbutton his jeans. I grabbed the sides and slowly pulled them down, revealing his black boxers that you could clearly see his erection through. It looked like that was already a little wet spot on them from pre-cum.

“are you excited, sweet boy?”, i cooed.

“yes, please, I need you to touch me.”, he hastily replied.

I pulled them down and watched as his errction sprung up. just the sight of it made me flustered.

I licked a long stripe up the underside of his length and heard him gasp. I decided to stop teasing and began to bob my head up and down on him.

he threw his head back and gripped on the sheets. His chest was rapidly rising and falling as i continued to go down on him. I could tell he was trying to refrain himself from being loud. little noises still managed to escape his throat. he repeated my name over and over again in tiny moans.

I pushed my head all the way down so his tip hit the back of my throat. I watched as his eyes rolled to the back of his head. I came up for a breath of air before going back down and deep throating him once again. I felt him start to twitch in your mouth, showing me he was close. I started to swirl my tongue around his tip while my hands took care of the rest of it. his hands got tangled in my hair but he didn’t push my head. I bobbed my head down a couple more times and listened as he whimpered. he kept muttering little praises to me. I knew he was about to finish. He looked a little sweaty on his face.

“ugh- please, keep going, princess. I’m almost there.”

I hummed in response, which just about threw him over the edge. he bucked his hips up into me, craving every last bit of satisfaction he could get. he finished in my mouth and i swallowed. he loved when I did that, said it was the “sexiest thing ever”. he watched as i did, his eyes fixed on my face. i climbed up to him and cupped his face. I kissed him very gently. I pulled away, but our foreheads were still connected. His eyes searched mine, and I could tell that he found whatever he was looking for in them. The little grin on his face told me so.

“i love you.”, he whispered.

“I love you too, Bill.”, i whispered back before giving him another kiss. I pulled back and admired him for a second.

I thought about how everyone deserves someone like Bill. Just not my Bill. I was forever grateful and knew I would be forever in love with my one and only, Bill.

#bill kaulitz #bill kaulitz fanfic #bill kaulitz x reader #tokio hotel #tokio hotel fanfic #tokio hotel x reader #bill kaulitz x you #bill kaulitz smut #bill kaulitz fluff #tokio hotel imagine #tokio x reader #tokio hotel fluff #tokio hotel bill kaulitz

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42-42-564 · 10 months

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just finished rewatching soul eater. crona maka and soul black blood trio. cannot stop thinking about the ways they differ and overlap

crona and ragnarok are two separate entities. ragnarok is an entire separate being that lives inside of crona. they have different wants and needs and personalities, but they do both value their body's survival, even when they're at each other's throats. as a pair they are the most separate and individual. their relationship is a constant struggle due to their circumstances (but i feel like they could definitely work it out)

the little demon is a separate entity within soul, but it's exclusively a mental presence. he's part of soul in the way that he's a manifestation of soul's "inner darkness" and his fear of losing control over that. the little demon is constantly trying to convince or trick soul into letting go and giving in to the catharsis of violently losing all composure. soul and the little demon definitely dont have the same working-together relationship as ragnarok and crona, where they choose to use the black blood to the body's advantage. the little demon wants this relationship (albeit one where he has full control), but soul is adamant that he alone retains control of his mind, body, and actions. he cares extremely how he acts and that he is doing what he feels is right, correct, or just the best option for him personally. the little demon isnt technically wrong! the black blood does what is promised: keeps maka from feeling fear that kept her thinking rationally against an irrational opponent. it was an important thing to take advantage of. unfortunately the little demon is a little demon and doesnt actually want whats best for soul.

maka's black blood presence is an instinctual, involuntary self-defense mechanism. she's literally dissociated as it kicks in, and it disappears when she comes to. she lives entirely unaware (or at least, we're meant to believe she is) that she's part weapon. that's some pretty intense repression. maka is shown to go fucking apeshit multiple times, usually when her emotions can no longer be put in check. when fight or flight kicks in and she chooses to fight. maka's scythes are barely organized or thought out in any way, they just appear and disappear as theyre needed. when shes truly cornered by asura they explode all around her in a desperate attempt to skewer him. maka's black blood presence isn't another entity the way crona and soul's are, but it serves the same purpose for survival.

i absolutely love treating soul and maka's situations similarly to crona and ragnarok's and i feel like its an under-explored idea. join me

#posts #soul eater #crona gorgon #soul evans #maka albarn

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sopebubbles · 5 months

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Hi darling, I read what you posted about your health and the future of Lone Wolf. I'm not here to tell you to write another chapter or anything, I actually want to share something with you that helped me a lot during a time when I was feeling bad physically in a general way.

Based on personal experience, I highly recommend you to stop eating gluten. Whether your health is being tarnished by it or not, it can hugely impact your lifestyle by leaving it out of your diet. It could also help the medications you are taking to make an even bigger effect on your body.

I don't want to brag about me, but I deem it important to share my experience with you and hopefully it can help you start improving your health.

Since the beginning of the pandemic, I started to notice a regression on my period. I also began feeling nauseous and with high migraines that would make me lay in bed unwillingly. I had to take homeopathy to force my uterus to help me menstruate but once I finished the bottle of medicine, my period would be gone too. The headaches and nausea didn't disappear, at all.

It wasn't until August of this year that my mum, (may she be blessed) told me to stop eating anything with high amounts of gluten, like bread, cake and pasta. Darling, I guarantee you that that Saturday was the first day in three years since I felt "normal" again.

I haven't eaten gluten since then and I have felt way better than months ago.

Sorry for rambling but it pains me to hear you that you are suffering, specially with your health.

This is my case, I am not assuming yours is the same as mine but I highly recommend you to try.

I have found multiple products that are gluten free and are not that expensive as I thought they were.

I discovered my gluten intolerance after three years of feeling like absolute shit. I only hope this can help you, I usually don't share this with anyone as I don't like reminiscing those months when I tired, sleepy, nothing was appetizing to me, my hormones were all over the place. I wasn't living, I was merely surviving.

Take care, and I really wish you would give it a try. You have a beautiful soul and an incredible mind full of amazing stories and plots that need to be known You have a lot to experience and many things yet to see. You have a gift with words and I can tell you have a really big heart.

I wish you the best and I apologise if this was tedious to read. I only wanted to give you a piece of advice and remember we, as ARMY support each other. We are not just a fandom, we are family of the purple blood.

May you have a blessed day and your health may be restored as soon as possible :)

~Rosie 💜

Hi Rosie! Thank you for taking the time to share your experience. I'm sure you are probably right about the gluten thing, but it's one of those things i simply cant resign myself to. I have a hard enough time with food, the idea of cutting out wheat products when I dont like the taste of alternatives just makes me want to cry. Doesnt seem like a life worth living if theres no bread in it.

Sorry it took me so long to reply to this. Im low key really bad at taking unsolicited advice. Im an aquarius sun, Sagittarius moon, so i just cant stand it. But i know you meant well and i appreciate your care. Hope you have a great day 💜

#Rosie 🌹#sopebubbles 🧼

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poopyballz28 · 11 months

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Some Baki characters if they played instruments

hello friends its me again, here with a fun revamp of a prompt i made about a year or 2 ago. realized i dont have to burn myself out writing prompts i dont like but know will be popular and i can just, write about the things i actually find cool or interesting. enjoy this one. 💯

Baki

• A really killer guitar player. Like this kid can SHRED. He gets really into the music and eventually everything around him just disappears. You can truly see the determination and skill in his hand movements when he plays his guitar.

• He really didn't expect to get the popularity that he did. He initially just wanted to play his music for himself or to show Kozue. He's a really humble guy, calling himself "fine" at best, despite all of the super hard chords and notes he's skillfully hit with no issue.

• His ability to hyper focus on the music and strike the chords he does leaves audiences in awe. It's almost like he gets better every show.

• Tends to have guitar battles with other powerful players. He tends to wanna battle the ones with the most experience and abilities, a player who could do things Baki knows he probably couldn't pull off himself. Via all the musical guitar "fights" and friendships that form from them, his strength heightens.

• Teased a bit in school for the huge guitar case he tends to carry around. It's especially not helping considering nobody has seen him actually play it. He tends to keep a lot of his playing to himself.

Kozue

• See, I'm kind of caught between her being a bass girl and a piano/keyboard girl. Keyboard may seem like the most agreeable instrument for her but listen to me here. Imagine her absolutely tearing shit up on bass guitar to heavy metal songs all alone in her cute little pink room. Isn't that so true!? That's just so her for some reason.

• But don't get me wrong, keyboard totally fits her too. I see her learning and playing little Vocaloid piano medley's when shes alone.

• Silly idea where Kozue stays late after school in the music room and plays little piano melodies when nobody's around. Baki was actually looking for a quiet place to play guitar until he overhead Kozue playing down the hall in the music room. He watches her from the small crack in the door and falls in love all over again.

• Baki sneaks in and starts playing his guitar with her, adding on to the tune she's playing. She's initially a little nervous, but the big goofy smile Baki gives her lifts her spirits. The two make quite a ruckus in that little music room.

• The two walk home together smiling and talking about all sorts of music and songs they enjoy. When they show up home, Kozue turns to Baki and gently kisses him on the cheek, with a sweet "Lets play together again, okay?" before happily jogging back to her house. Baki just realized how much he loved that girl.

Kiyosumi

• Oh yeah, this guy goes HAM on electric guitar. I got no doubt about it. He'll shred so hard at a live show he'll be grinding that shit ON THE GROUND. He gets a little worked up.

• He's the type to have been in several underground rock bands but always ends up leaving them later on due to creative (or just petty) differences. He eventually starts a solo project where he completely composes his own edgy grungey sounding music.

• He gives me very heavy Orange Range vibes, probably a lot of rapping and singing in his songs accompanied with that super hard guitar he destroys on.

• His stuffs super authentic. He's gotten pretty popular for the shitty but addicting sound quality of his instrumentals. And while a lot of the lyrics you could say are crude or kind of messed up, he's always subconsciously hiding some kind of message in there. If its to do with his overbearing hatred and anger for things or simply just self doubt, theres usually something pretty heavy hiding behind those guitar strokes he uses to impress people so desperately.

• Guitar is most definitely his stress reliever. He'll just grind on that shit when he's upset or stressed out to ease his mind (which is pretty common unsurprisingly) You can see all his pent up issues release themselves through his music.

Kaoru

• Definitely piano. Not even particularly keyboard, just piano.

• He used to play to his mother, with all her favorite songs and melodies, he would play to her for as long as he could. So much his fingers would start to ache. The more his fingertips would strike the keys the more he was determined to cure him mom via music. If even for a day, a minute, a second, she could live without pain, he'd do anything to make it happen.

• After her passing he couldn't touch a piano without flooding memories of his mothers decrepit and declining state when she was still alive. In fact, it would fill him with anger. Why couldn't he do anything to help her? To save her?

• After taking witness to Baki's rising musical power (and quite honestly, his cheery attitude when playing) Kaoru touched a piano for the first time in a while. As he started to play some old tunes he played to his mother, memories started to fill his mind. But not bad ones. The ones where his mom was smiling and chatting with him. Teaching him, joking with him, complimenting his skills and hidden kindness. It all came back.

• Suddenly, he understood. He began playing as much as he could, practicing and honing the skills he's always wanted to achieve, though the keys felt much smaller than they used to. He realizes his mother would've wanted him to continue playing piano. But not for her anymore, but for himself.

Katsumi

• Very much a drummer. Following deeply in his dads footsteps, despite all of the expectations on his shoulders.

• His abilities are super impressive. Some seeing him as being one of the best drummers in the world next to his father. It seems like the more he plays the more his skill tree grows. He's often regarded as a musical genius. His improvisation and techniques on his drum set would blow anyone away.

• He tends to perform neat little tricks while he's drumming (he's a bit of an entertainer at heart, ever since his childhood) He definitely does cool "magic" maneuvers and stuff with his drumsticks.

• He does a ton of taiko on the side too. Usually joining in on parades and brightening everyone up. He's a really popular figure for his skilled drumming and fun aura.

Atsushi

• A true bassist. You can tell he really knows what he's doing when he plays.

• Started playing a lot of instruments during high school after really indulging himself into his musical interests, listening to tons of metal and hard rock and over time collecting a pretty lengthy cd album collection.

• But something about the bass kept his interest, he goes on to practice everyday in hopes to become one of the best bassists in Japan. Never being one to let an opportunity for a challenge pass him by.

• Started a little two person rock band with Kiyosumi that eventually broke apart thanks to an argument. While they didn't release any of their music physically or upload it to the internet, they still played their few songs at private shows together. Their songs sound absolutely sickening (in the best way possible) They definitely have some scat and screaming in them, vocal wise.

• The two have since made up but never resurrected their band back. They still tend to play and challenge each other with their string instruments regularly though, coming up with all kind of stupid challenges and crutches they force each other to use to see whose the better musician. Final verdict, they both suck.

Kosho

• Okay I was really gonna put bass here, which is definitely very true but I thought of something even better. Kosho. Violin. Boom.

• A very heavy visual kei fan, would always find a clever way to add his violin into a vkei song he likes. Loves performing violin covers to music he enjoys. He's probably uploaded a few to niconico, but cropped them just enough so you can't see his face. He's tends to get a bit embarrassed about it. He still manages to wear the most extravagant and stylish visual kei outfits from his closet, though.

• His music was always his best escape from real life, the sounds of the strings taking him to a world that's simpler, devoid of all the common stresses he faces on a daily.

• He really pushes the limits on what a violin can do. He takes his playing very seriously, so he's always determinedly finding new ways to enhance his abilities. He truly honors and respects his instrument, being very well aware of its history and various play styles.

• At first he tried to keep his violin playing a secret from his brother, not really wanting to deal with any teasing. Although, it was pretty inevitable Kureha would notice the melodies flooding from underneath the door to Kosho's room.

• Admittedly yeah, Kureha does poke a little bit of fun at Kosho's little "hobby", as he calls it. Much to Kosho's dismay of course.

no guarantees but i might make another post about the characters if they became popular musicians. i realized i had some cool ideas for that too. anyways poopyballz OUT.

#baki the grappler #baki hanma #baki dou #baki headcanons #baki son of ogre #grappler baki #kozue matsumoto #kiyosumi katou #kaoru hanayama #katsumi orochi #atsushi suedo #kosho shinogi

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that-foul-legacy-lover · 1 year

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This guy showed up at 10 pity on 50/50 when his banner was running and this gave me an idea for the Sanctuary AU:

Imagine the legacy creatures just randomly showing up in your office while you're working a night shift. They dont do anything like cause mayhem or terror(Kaeya and some of the Harbingers cause mischief at most) but all of them just want to see you. You are in your office filling out paper work and your notice movement in the cages and you later find they're broken open. But instead of some dramatic climax like in horror movies you just see Childe and Dainsleif, standing by your door way, you only seeing their torsos because they dont fit frame and all they do is just.

[Chirp translation] "I got a nightmare can I sleepy with you tonight."

And you agree every time. Not because you feel like you have to, but because what better way to work a graveyard shift then stargazing while being surrounded by abyssmal monsters.

Bonus: You begin to notice that some of the creatures are always finding their way out even if theres no indication of them breaking out. Its then you learn some these guys can teleport... so they'll pop in and out and you never question it.

YESSSS MORE SANCTUARY AU OMNOMNOMN

oh my goodness just imagine seeing all of the Abyssal monsters standing outside looking at you pleadingly- Childe and Dainsleif are there because they get nightmares, Kaeya follows because he knows they're going to go see you, Diluc chases him because he KNOWS Kaeya's going to cause mischief, and Albedo's just curious. anyone else who arrives is either wondering where they're going or thinking "hey, they're going to see my favorite person (you), I deserve to see my favorite person too!!!" so you have several Abyss creatures staring at you and you sigh and just open your arms as you walk out the door so you can hug them as best you can!! you've got paperwork to do, but you can easily do that outside with a candle (you're used to working late nights since you're one of the only people who can get everyone to sleep)

the first one to sneak into your office was Childe, no questions asked. he gets nightmares more than almost anyone (except maybe Dainsleif. Kaeya is a close second) and he's also the closest to your office, so one night when he had a really bad terror he just slipped out of his enclosure and went to find you, working hard during a graveyard shift. you quickly discover that late nights are infinitely better with a purring Legacy on your lap, especially since you can play with his fluff while you read. Childe's permanent spot is your lap, it's no one else's, that is HIS SPOT. he's normally quite friendly but he can and WILL shove anyone off your lap if he wants snuggles

you find out about the teleporting thing when Columbina just APPEARS behind you one day- it scares you half to death and there's no indication that she broke out, and then she just vanishes again with a little pop. MOST of the Abyssal creatures don't abuse this power- except Columbina and Dottore. they use it all the time because they love giving everyone a good scare. honestly, Columbina is pretty relaxed apart from the initial fright, she mostly likes wandering around and humming or dozing in places, but Dottore is an absolute MENACE. you're still trying to figure out some way to get him to stay in his enclosure so everyone can rest a bit easier, but for now you've learned to identify the sound he makes when he appears and disappears (the only time you're fine with any of them suddenly appearing is if they're hurting somehow or had a nightmare, then you comfort them for the rest of the day)

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softprettything · 1 year

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late bloomer, ch 6

AO3 | Previous | Next

Fandom: OHSHC

Pairing: Kyoya/Reader

Tags: 18+, A/B/O Dynamics, College AU, Fake Dating, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Slice of Life, Eventual Smut

Summary: Nobody ever said falling in love with your best friend would be easy.

Taglist (new!): @silverhetdanes @lampalooza

late bloomer, ch 6

“Are you sure you don’t want to revisit the black dress?”

“No.”

“Are you sure? It’s a classic for a reason. You can wear the blue blazer for color?”

She shakes her head. “It’s a date, not a Model UN conference.”

Right.

You came home from your shift at the coffee shop to find Haruhi in her room, and her room looking so messy that it might as well be your room. That was an hour ago, and it’s only gotten worse since then. An hour of her turning down everything you suggest; trying on every possible combination of clothing she owns; trying on the few articles of your clothing that she wouldn’t drown in.

Your phone buzzes—your group chat with the twins.

Thing 1: y/n. come out.

Y/N: Im busy

Thing 1: busy doing what, sniffing h’s dirty laundry?

Thing 2: EW

Y/N: Youre absolutely vile

Thing 2: ignore him

Thing 2: but also…..come out

Thing 2: pregame in 5 @hikarus place

Y/N: Homework

Thing 1: booo.

Thing 2: its literally friday are u kidding

Thing 2: get your ass over here and lets go frat hopping

Y/N: Ew x a million

Y/N: You know i dont do frats and ALSO i have HOMEWORK.

“How about this?”

You lock your phone, toss it on the bed. Look up. “Oh.”

You recognize the long-forgotten camisole, simple ivory silk. Must have found that at the back of a drawer, though God only knows how it’s so wrinkle-free. She’s tucked it into the dark, slim-cut dress pants (the pants you’ve mended for her at least once a year through college—cheaper than buying new ones, after all), and adjusted it to be just the right amount of baggy. Really, it’s not that much different from what she usually wears. There’s no reason for you to feel as though your heart has made a play for your esophagus.

But then she turns back to look at you, and something about her eyes, something about the arc of her neck, something about her smile, her smile, her smile —faint and familiar and more vulnerable than any you’ve seen—something about it has you lost for words.

Though the smile quickly disappears when she sees your lack of reaction. After all, you aren’t usually the stoic one. “Oh good? Or…”

“Yeah. No, yeah, it’s perfect.” You cross to the dresser, doing your best to seem very interested in the slim selection of costume jewelry you two have amassed over the years.

“Really?”

Your eyes meet in the mirror. And it’s funny, because you and Haruhi have been friends for years and years. Nearly two decades, at this point. You’ve seen each other through every year of school, through every major life milestone, through first kisses and funerals and everything in between.

But here’s the thing: you can’t remember the last time you ever saw her looking anything close to insecure.

You look down at the little gold hoops you have in your palm. You walk over to her, and place them in her hand. “Really.”

She swallows, and nods. Outside, you hear the sound of a car door opening and shutting. Haruhi turns back to the mirror to start putting in the earrings. “That’s probably him. Could you—”

“Already on it.” You stop at the door. “You know he’d be an idiot not to be into you, right?”

There’s a short moment of quiet. “Thanks, (Y/N).”

*****************

After awkwardly greeting Tamaki at the door (her brought her a small bouquet and a single rose for you, which, you begrudgingly admitted to yourself, was very considerate), giving him a half-joking version of your typical “hurt her and you’ll be sleeping with the fishes” speech, and closing the door behind them (because you’d already forbidden yourself from torturing yourself by watching them walk to the car), you check your phone again.

Thing 2: here btw

Thing 2: its raining pls come get me

Thing 1: y/n.

Thing 1: are you still playing dress up with haruhi.

Thing 1: you ARE aren’t you.

Thing 2: y/n just say youre coming so hikaru can come unlock the door

Thing 1: you know the door code, dumbass.

Thing 2: oh yeah

Thing 2: k im in

Thing 1: y/n. pls come save me from this idiot.

They must have started drinking, because the next text was twenty minutes later—and significantly less comprehensible.

Thing 2: look if ur.not gonna pregame at leastt meet us out

Thing 2: hango n ill drop the addres

It’s not far from your apartment; just a seven minute walk. Which you could probably make in five.

No! No. You are not going out walking alone, in the middle of the night, only to ruin your only sneakers on some filthy, sticky frat room floor, come home too exhausted to even take off your makeup, and wake up tomorrow morning smelling like sweat and beer and other unmentionable fluids. That is the last thing you want or need.

Thing 2: u promised back in aaugust youd come out with us atl east onxe

Thing 2: onxe

Thing 2: ONCE

Thing 2: cmonnnn

That last text was five minutes ago. Surely they wouldn’t have left for another party that quickly?

Chewing on your lip, you type:

Y/N: Still there?

#kyoya/reader #kyoya x reader #late bloomer #chai.writes #ohshc x reader #kyoya fanfic #abo

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velvetnviolentviolets · 10 months

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Get To Know The Author

name : Kay

pronouns : she/her

preference of communication : Honestly I have a huge preference for discord. I don't trust tumblr IM to actually alert me. Ive recently learned tumblr has been eating my asks too. If I don't reply to an ask or DM me PLEAS reach out to me. I will NEVE outright ignore something. If I don't think something is going to work for our muses I will reach out to you.

most active muse : Kat is my loudest and most demanding. After that would be Her brother Kass, Feyre, and then our spotty maybe I'm here maybe I'm not - Emmett.

experience / how many years : Ohhh boy. I've been doing the rp thing off and on since 2010. There was a five year chunk in recent years where I disappeared for a bit but the lovely @sharpayevcns pulled me back in a few months ago and I am so appreciative that she did. <3

best experience : Discovering the people here that make me feel safe enough to obsess over threads. You guys have absolutely made my return to tumblr. If I were to delete my blog with nothing but my connection with you guys to show for it - Well I would be absolutely fine with that. You guys are amazing and will absolutely be tagged in this.

rp pet peeves : I keep running into situations where I get heavily invested in plotting something (Drawing, writing head cannons, making playlists, planning cannon events. . .I literrally brushed up on a whole ass language for a plot) Only to have those people completely leave me on read. I am not a pushy partner in the least. I would be more than happy to wait a month for a reply. But I need communication. I need feedback if something doesn't sit right for you. I need reciprocated enthusiasm. You don't have to show It the same way I do but I need some show of enthusiasm otherwise it just feels uncomfortable and I feel annoying and restrained. That's not what I'm here for. I've honestly made the decision to start unfollowing people based on a three strikes basis. No hard feelings. I just don't want to follow anyone who doesn't bring the same energy I do.

fluff, angst, or smut :ALL OF IT! While I'm becoming more and more selective about who I write smut with I LOVE writing smut ESPECIALLY if its born of post Angst fluff. Actually almost exclusively. There is nothing that gets my muses motor going like post Angst Fluff!

plots or memes : Augh! Don't make me pick. I love Plotting but sometimes nothing really gets the juices flowing like memes do. I cant tell you how many times a simple meme interaction help set a pivotal point in a plot. ALSO- Memes are usually what help me forego my shy nature. While my muse outwardly gives NONE of the Ducks. . .I do . I give all of the Ducks so memes help me loosen up. I'm not responsible for the haphazard neuroSpicy creature you meet once the shyness has fallen away. You've been warned.

long or short replies : It depends on my mood and attention span. There is a Adderall shortage right now so I have only been taking my Adderall on work days so Ive had a VERY hard time focusing o replies as of late. When Im on top of my Game I am LONGWINDED AF .Please don't ever feel like you have to match me because there are times where I will write you a novel and we were only supposed to be writing a sentence or two. It just happens and Im sorry. time to write : Ha! um . . . Well I work Graveyard Thursday- Saturday from 8PM-9:30ish AM (PST) On slow nights I do write here and there but for the most part I can be found here pretty sporadically. If I have something going on during my weekend that I have to be a daytime person for then ill be up during the day time. OTHERWISE- Mostly evening and spooky hours .

are you like your muses : I could draw some parallels with each of them but I dont think I am like any of them.

tagged by: The Alluring @wynterlanding ~<3

@grimmusings @sharpayevcns @godccmplex <3

#wynterlanding #sharpayevcns #godcomplex #I hope this wasnt toooo much of a rant #XD #ooc

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lunarifie · 2 years

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Rewatching Ninjago

(With no context other than the episode)

Skybound 1-2

Im gonna be completely honest, out of all the seasons, I remember skybound the most

Maybe because it was the first time the series took Jay away from the comedic role and gave him development

I need everyone to stop calling Nya ‘sweetheart’ or im going to explode them with my mind

OH WAIT I FORGOT

THIS IS THE SEASON THEY GET FAMOUS

I was so caught up on pirates, genies, and Jay being an idiot that i forgot that was a huge factor

I remember I really hated dareth this season

Dareth: Your a boy band! A hunk machine! You dont need a girl in the group!

All the ninja: 😐😑😐

They really called him out on his bullshit

Cole wants nothing to do with the love triangle 😭

God I remember hating this famous ninja thing

Theres was so much second hand embarrassment I had to endure, and now I have to do it all over again

So much unneeded drama

Like yeah, i want the ninja to have recognition, but I dont want them to become popstars 💀

just for them to be appreciated for doing their JOBS

Cole got so giddy learning he can disappear :)

Jay and Zane have weekly chess game nights its canon because I said so

I love happy Cole, yes, your a ghost but your living your best life, LIKE YOU SHOULD.

Cole: remember back in the tomb of the first spinjitzu master? When we all saw the reflections of out future selves?

Cole: When I couldnt see anything, it wasnt because I was a goner! It was because I could disappear!!! (Strikes a pose and disappears) :D

Jay: ohhhh then why dont you make like a ghost and VANISH. 🙄

Hhfkdndjfnd

Be nicer to him Jay 😭

Zane: you still havent told him about the reflection of you and nya, have you?

Jay: And ruin our friendship? No thanks.

I can promise you, Cole couldnt give two shits about having a romantic relationship with Nya. Nonetheless FIGHT you over it

Jay: Either way, she made up her mind. Its just, seeing us together, its all I can think about.

Damn.

Honestly, Nyas anger directed towards Jay is completely valid. If I was perceived by the media as merely an object or prize to be won I’d be fuming.

Its so funny that Kai is all about this ‘fame’ thing. Being the poster board face for lego ninjago at the beginning and having the most merchandise

CLOUSE!

I love reoccurring characters even if Clouse is a little bitch

Misako: They’re growing up…

Wu: Yes, but I like to think ninjago would fall apart without us.

Valid.

its nice to feel wanted

Nya: Are you sending out a CHIRP?!?!?

Kai: UH, my followers have wants too!!!!

KAI GODDAMMIT.

Purple ninja my beloved

I love little kids helping the ninja its my favorite thing

Nya: how long did it take you to make that gi?

Purple ninja: when youve broken both your legs, you have a lot of time on your hands 😊 (slams into an exit door)

Wait wait wait wait

THIS is the rooftop. THE ROOFTOP WHERE JAYA HAPPENS!!!!

Jay: We’re a team! We stick together!

Nya: thanks. But i can stick up for myself.

Cole: He was just trying to be nice 😒

Jay: Dont worry! Its just our ‘first fight’ :)

JAY. CMON DUDE.

Nyas allowed to be stingy but dont take it out on Jay 😭

Coles literally telling Nya to take Jays hand hes had enough of this bullshit 💀

Doesn’t clouse get screwed over by this genie?

Ah, excuse me. Djinn.

I forgot how Cole turns human again but if its anything like Clouses traumatically painful cries of agony then maybe he should stay a ghost…

Kais figurines are actually really cute.

Zane and Lloyd: No traces of clouse…

Yeah bc hes fucking dead

Its common knowledge now that ninjago is one of the 16 realms??? Like citizens know??? That would drive me absolutely insane.

Nadakhan: Delara died?!?

Cyrus borg as the infobot: died, expired, rot, tint, kicked the bucket-

Hfjsbfjsntbr

Cyrus borg: I cant tell you where the realm crystal is! But i can tell you who has it! And where THEY are!

Me: 😐😑😐

Man in stiix: No one here cares for them fruit-colored ninja.

Cole: Um! 🤨 excuse me 😠 what fruit is black 🙄

Jay: blackberries?

Cole:

Cole: shut it jay.

SO THIS IS WHEN THEYRE ALL SEEN AS CRIMINALS

But wtf does nadakhan have to do with this? Can he do illusions or some shit?

NOOOO NOT JAYS PARENTS STOP

I feel like my soul was ripped out at how sad they looked

Nya comforting Jay after he sees his disappointed parents 🥹

Chief: the ninja are at large, they are armed and dangerous. And—and. (Squinting at his script) they have, legs?

Chief: Call law enforcement so we can apprehend them.

Zane, dialing law enforcement: Hello? Law enforcement?

Lloyd: Zanewhatareyoudoing-

Zane: I am programmed to obey the law 🤨 I need to tell them our location.

Stiix citizens: arent you all those ninjas?

Jay: HAHA! Nope! We’re that other group that has a nindroid, a ghost, and a girl…

hfjsjfndjsdhdisnr

Kai: six against six, at least its an even number.

Lloyd: were not gonna fight citizens KAI.

Kai: … dammit…

Jay: how are we supposed to fight back??!?!? Witty banter!?!?!?!

Zane: Statistically your witty banter usually gets us into more trouble 😄

Love how Coles hoodie makes him look more ghostly

Awwwwww nya allowed jay to help her

Theyre growing :)

People of stiix calling them the fruit-colored ninja is the greatest thing

If Lego had the balls they’d call them the fruity ninja

THE CHIEF GOT MISAKO?!?!?

RONIN.

THE NINJA TRUSTED YOU YOU ASSHOLE

This is actually so interesting, i remember the ninja being framed for crimes but I forgot it was this season. And right after they were famous and beloved nonetheless.

Wait is Wu inside Djinns bottle??? Like Clouse???

Misakos so smart she already knows who nadakhan is 😌

Okay but WHY dont they believe misako and the ninja

Like is it THAT hard to believe that a past enemy the ninja defeated can create illusions, and might want revenge????

Do the police legitimately believe, the ninja, known for being stealthy and cunning, are just gonna GIVE their status on social media?????

I guess a clues a clue right

Man they dont give Nya ANY credit. That was obviously her bracelet on the rat too. It was HER plan. Not Kais 😒

Jay. Ik your not this stupid. Nya just said a djinn is bad news. Trust your future girlfriend on this one buddy.

Jay: I know from my reflection that we end up together! Maybe a wish is how!

I mean… hes not wrong.

Lloyd: then we’ll find Djinn in pairs so he cant pick us off.

Jay: (immediately goes to Nyas side with a huge smile)

Cole (popping out of nowhere): Yeah yeah! And Jay and I can look for clues at the scene of the crime where he framed us!

Cole: What do you say buddy, just like old times?

Jay: haha sweeeeeet. Who doesnt like old times 🙃

Kai and Nya: sibling team

Jay and Cole: Bruise team

Lloyd and Zane: actually-get-shit-done team

RONIN YOU ASS

I refuse to believe ronins smart enough to hack into Zanes system.

This must be so scary for Lloyd to just watch his friend go braindead

Dont-mention-Nya-every-time-your-on-screen challenge. Try it out Ronin.

He sucks so much.

Hes a cool villain though.

Ronins really catching them all like pokemon huh

Jay: its the amusement park! So many fond memories. Thats where I unlocked my true potential! Oh oh! And theres where Nya and I had out first date. I bet we’ll laugh about this in the future :)

Cole: ?

Jay: I meaaaaaan, why would she laugh about that! She hates me. 😀

Your giving yourself away Jay

Cole: The djinn can shape-shift! He could be anybody!

Jay: 😨

Jay:

Jay: (sticks his hand through ghost Cole)

Cole:…

Cole: seriously?

Jay: just needed to make sure 😊

RONIN.

Cole after hearing his friends are all captured:

Jay, at ronin: HA! You think u can electrically tie the master of lightning!

Ronin, pointing a cannon gun: Yeah but are you the master of kabloowey 🤨

Cole: You cant see me!!! Im a ghost! Am i here? Or over here!?!? HAHAHA

Ronin: I have thermal vision Cole. 😐

Cole: you do…? (Gets captured)

Ronin really DID catch them all…

The chief: Ninjago is safe once again!

I hope the chief gets fired.

#ninjago #lego ninjago #Rewatching Ninjago

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Hi, welcome to my blog!

Im Alex, you can call me Soap/Moss(or both), Neko, Goat/Potato, or anything you like!

I speak Russian/Ukrainian, Italian, and English. No war or russiaphobia mentions, i chose stay on the neutral side and I'm glad if you get that.

My pronouns are he/they/it. You may use "she" only if we're close and im comfy with you

Im genderfluid!

This blog is Drama-free! That means i will not support or enter any gender/sexuality drama in the UT/DR fandom or any fandom in general.

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sneakyscarab · 9 months

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its that time again! my touhou posting continues. this is the most important one though, so you definitely wanna read this one. trust me :P

nina's thoughts on Touhou 8 - Imperishable Night

Imperishable Night is the best game ever made it has Wriggle Nightbug in it and she's the coolest touhou so this game is the bestest of all of them 100% perfect game!!!

jk. kinda.

Imperishable Night takes a big step forward in a lot of places, expanding on what worked well in PCB and making changes to what didn't, with a handful of really cool features unique to this game.

for starters, the playable character roster has exploded from three characters to EIGHT characters, split into four teams of two each with a human and a youkai. unfortunately none of the teams have any alternate movesets so theres technically only 4 choices, but the characters in each pair have different enough shots that you basically have 8 different weapon types to utilize. Reimu returns partnered with Yukari, Marisa is joined by Alice, Sakuya is back again with her mistress Remilia, and Youmu and Yuyuko join in as a duo of newbies. i tried out all four pairs and cleared stage 6A with each (although i admit to using continues for most of those runs) but MariAli was my fav so i went with them to get the true clear with a 1cc-6B. i love how theres a technique for Marisa and Alice where you can make use of Alice's laser taking a half second to disappear and instantly reappearing on swap, swapping with a good rhythm to keep full uptime on Alice's laser while also shooting out bullets as Marisa to get really high damage output. not only is it a fun maneuver to pull off, but it has an amazing name given by the fandom: the MALICE BEAM!

on the topic of swapping, what you do when playing as either human or youkai affects certain mechanics in IN, most notably the Time system. when you first start a run off IN the time starts at 11pm and if you reach 5am your run ends. using a continue takes a half hour, and clearing a stage typically takes an hour off of your total, but you can make a stage only take half an hour instead if you collect enough time points. the main source of time points comes from the human/youkai meter. when you do things as your human or youkai partner the meter moves in their respective direction; when its maxed on humanity you gain time points through shooting enemies, and when its maxed on youkai-ness you gain time points for grazing bullets. a couple other mechanics also work based on your human/youkai status, like enemy summons that dont damage youkai but also can't be hurt by their bullets. the time system is a bit tough to understand, but its theoretically optional since if you 1cc you won't really run out of time anyways, and it allows for wiggle room later in runs if you managed to clear earlier stages within the half-hour, and the game doesn't punish you with a bad end for continuing like others do.

for new characaters, all i have to say is WRIGGLE NIGHTBUG!! LETS GO BABY!! WRIGGLE SWEEP!!!! Wriggle is probably my fav character in touhou just in general, let alone from this game. is she just a first stage boss with very little to do? yes. does she basically never show up again outside this game? also yes. do i care? no! Wriggle is an adorable firefly lady and the self-titled queen of insects, she can talk to and command bugs to do her bidding, and she frequently hangs out with other characters i like such as Rumia and Cirno and the next character i talk about from this game. this is absolutely a biased take because i love bugs but i dont care, Wriggle is the best. (plus shes totally trans-coded, definitely not me projecting :P) Nightbug aside, the other characters in IN are pretty solid too! Mystia is great, although that one is also probably a bit biased because her izakaya fangame is incredibly good and does a great job endearing you to her. gotta respect the grind of a bird youkai opening a fried food stand but selling eels instead of the expected chicken cause she doesn't wanna feed birds to people. also the fact that she scams people by afflicting them with night-blindness without their knowledge and then selling her fried eels as a cure is so funny. Mokou is an all around solid character, i love the concept of this immortal phoenix lady who hates the immortal moon princess so much, and neither one can die so they just beat the shit out of each other all the time (and maybe kiss? classic enemies to lovers) and her design is really sick, the detail of having a bunch of fire-warding charms plastered all over so she doesn't light her outfit on fire is hilarious lol.

does Imperishable Night have flaws? yeah for sure. needing to unlock stage 6b is kinda lame, and stuff like the last spells are weird mechanics that don't really do anything. however, WRIGGLE NIGHTBUG IS IN THE GAME LETS GO BABY WRIGGLE NIGHTBUG BEST TOUHOU EVER WOOOOOOOOOOO-

#grimoire of nina #touhou #touhou 8 #touhou IN #wriggle nightbug #imperishable night #touhou project

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I know you already told us what happened at the Yule ball but I was wondering if you could give us a more detailed account of that night nevertheless? And of the next day? You know, Benedict asking Sophie where she'd disappeared to and if they were ok. Then Sophie's dismissal and him realising that she meant much more to him than he'd wanted to admit and his following heartbreak..

“Anon asked: me about your hp au: you dont understand….IM OBSESSED. but like how does hp!benophie’s first kiss actually GO?????

Okay so I’ll save the aftermath and realisations for another day but here’s a more detailed account of what went down at the Yule ball;

For the last week Sophie had felt as if she were walking on air. Benedict Bridgerton had asked her to the Yule Ball. Ben had asked her. She could hardly believe it when the words left his mouth asking if she wanted to go with him. For years she had played out fantasies in her head of Benedict asking her out, of confessing his love for her, of storming right up to her and kissing her like there was no tomorrow. While she had yearned for her wildest fantasies to come to life, Benedict actually asking her out had still left her stupefied until she provided him with an answer.

“I’ll go to the ball with you, Ben.”

She could barely believe the words that were leaving her mouth, that she was accepting an offer from her long-standing crush, that Benedict Bridgerton wanted to go to the ball with her ahead of anyone else. It was as if she had been sucked into one of her own outlandish fantasies and even if that were the case she didn’t care; she was going to live out this beautiful dream for all that it was.

On the day of the ball she had spent hours holed up in her dormitory getting ready, beautifying herself to the best of her sixteen year old ability, wanting so desperately to impress Benedict and make him see her as more than just his younger brother’s best friend. She was no longer the small lost child he had spotted several years previously at Kings Cross; she had blossomed and was now a young woman who he could (hopefully) consider romantically.

After looking herself over several times in the mirror she finally descended from her dormitory to the Ravenclaw common room where she was meeting Phillip. She had arranged with Benedict that they’d meet just outside the Great Hall in part so he wasn’t left hanging around waiting for her to be ready and also in the hopes that she could make a grand entrance (as silly as she knew it sounded).

“Well? What do you think?” she asked Phillip, feeling self-conscious from the perplexed look on his face as he looked her up and down. “It’s not too much, is it? Like it doesn’t look like I’ve made too much of an effort, right?”

Phillip’s silence and indecipherable expression was making her doubt herself by the second. What if it was too obvious that she was trying to impress Benedict? What if she arrived outside the Great Hall and immediately everyone knew she was desperate to win Ben over? What if Benedict saw all the effort she had gone to just for his benefit and cringed and felt awkward around her for the rest of the evening?

“Oh god,” Sophie fretted, “I should have just played it safe, shouldn’t I? I should have just reworn the dress I got last year.”

“Soph, no.” Phillip finally said. “You look wonderful.” he assured her.

“You’re not just saying that are you?”

He shook his head. “Not at all. I’d never lie to you, Sophie.”

She breathed a sigh of relief. If there’s one thing she could rely on Phillip for it was his honesty. He wouldn’t dream of letting her make a fool of herself and she knew if she had appeared in an absolutely horrendous choice of attire, he would have been the best friend possible and have escorted her back to her dormitory and have refused to let her leave until she had changed into something better.

“Before we go, I did want to say something.”

Sophie wasn’t expecting Phillip to sound so serious and she briefly wondered if he was about to ask her advice regarding Lucy. She figured he would be uncertain at the very least, having been surprised that anyone would ask him to the ball in the first place, even though Sophie knew of plenty of students who giggled and blushed as Phillip passed by in the corridors between classes.

“I just wanted to make sure that you’re not getting your hopes up.”

She hadn’t expected him to say that. She stared at him wordlessly, wishing he wouldn’t continue and yet -

“I know Ben asking you to be his date means the world to you - but Soph, I don’t want to see you get hurt.” he told her in earnest. “I don’t want to see you led on-”

“We’re only going as friends.” she cut him off abruptly, determined to bring an end to his concern. “It’s nothing more than that. I know that.” she stated.

Benedict had said himself when he asked her that it didn’t have to be a thing, that they would just go as friends, that it was no big deal. In fact he seemed nervous at the thought that she might think that, now that she thought back on it. She knew she was putting herself at risk of getting her heart broken, of Benedict’s regard for her remaining unchanged after the ball. She wasn’t stupid; she was a Ravenclaw after all. Even as she had prepared herself all week for the ball the rational voice in her head had warned her to not get her hopes up, to treat attending the winter formal with him as she would treat anybody else accompanying her as her date.

But what prevented her utter sensibility to the situation was the way in which Benedict had positively beamed at her when she accepted his offer to go to the ball with him. His features had lit up so eagerly, his eyes sparkling with delight, and even if she was being naive, Sophie couldn’t help but think that maybe, just maybe Benedict might like her back - even slightly.

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Benedict had been stood outside the Great Hall for nearly twenty minutes as he supervised Colin and Michael while he waited to meet Sophie. At the very least Colin and his partner in crime were distracting him from the anticipation he was harbouring for his date. He wasn’t sure why he was feeling nervous; this was Sophie after all. He knew her inside and out, hadn’t gone a single day in years without seeing her and talking to her, had never felt more at ease with anyone - so why did he feel so tense all of a sudden?

“Um; what in Merlin’s name are you doing here?”

Benedict turned to look to see who Colin was talking so rudely to until he realised it was their sister. Suddenly Colin’s shock was understandable; as she was only a third year, Daphne shouldn’t have been attending the Yule ball - unless someone had invited her.

“Friedrich asked me.” Daphne replied primly and brushed her hands against the blue skirts of her dress.

“Oh, typical!” Colin tutted. “Of course you’d manage to wrangle your way into a ball! And with the Minister of Magic’s nephew of all people! I wouldn’t have expected anything less!”

As Daphne bit back at their brother defensively and Colin continued to take the mickey out of her, Benedict glanced at his watch (a birthday present from his recent 17th) and wondered how much longer he’d have to put up with his siblings before his date showed up.

“Holy shit!”

Benedict snapped his attention away from his bickering siblings upon Michael’s exclamation. He, his date Honouria, and Colin’s date Maggie (or was it Magnolia? Margaret? Benedict hadn’t really been paying attention when Colin grunted introductions) were all gawping up the staircase. Following their train of sight, Benedict’s eyes landed on who they were all staring at; Sophie.

Arm in arm with Phillip, she descended the staircase looking utterly ethereal. Her silver dress made her look heavenly, as if she were an actual angel floating along. In that moment Benedict realised even without the beautiful dress that Sophie was an absolute angel in every way possible; the way she looked tonight only accentuated the very soul of her pure-hearted character.

He was undoubtedly as slack-jawed as everyone else watching her, her dazzling appearance stopping most people in their tracks. It was as she reached the second half of the staircase that her eyes landed on his and instantaneously she bequeathed him the most radiant smile. Benedict’s heart skipped a beat - or maybe it was a triple somersault - and he couldn’t help returning an identical smile back to her. Nothing pleased him more than to be the reason for the light and joy that lit up her face; and out of nowhere he hoped nobody else but him would ever elicit such a reaction from her.

“Oh, so this is why you took so long to get ready.” Colin remarked teasingly when Sophie and Phillip reached them, and was immediately elbowed by Daphne.

“I think what Colin is trying to say is that you look incredible, Soph.” Michael said.

Michael and Colin’s dates enthused with him, complimenting Sophie while Phillip greeted Lucy who had just joined the group. Sophie had then looked shyly to Benedict, clearly expecting some sort of response from him, but before he could provide her with one Daphne was insisting they all gathered for photos.

They were all roped into the picture, whether they liked it or not, with Daphne getting Professor Danbury to take a photo of the Bridgerton siblings plus Phillip, Michael, and Posy with their dates, before insisting on solo pictures of the couples. Benedict dutifully went along with his younger sister’s demands, knowing the quicker he complied the quicker it would all be over with. As he stood with Sophie, his hand resting at the small of her back while her arm wrapped behind him, he couldn’t help but acknowledge how perfectly they seemed to fit by each other’s side. As Sophie beamed for the camera, Benedict lost focus of smiling for the lens Daphne had pointing at them and instead found himself gazing down at Sophie, his lips curved into a soft and wondrous smile at just how beautiful she was.

Once Sophie had taken photos of Daphne and Friedrich, they all entered the Great Hall, which had been decorated with boughs of holly, ivy, and mistletoe and festooned with candles to create the (more so than normal) magical yuletide ambience of the ball. As the last few students entered, the band started up and a slow number began to signify the beginning of the evening. Couples were immediately taking to the floor for a classical dance, Friedrich and Daphne among them.

“Ugh, lame.” Colin snickered as the floor filled up with more and more dancing pairs.

Benedict had never really cared for dancing - but he knew Sophie loved to. His eyes fell on Sophie, who was winsomely looking out across the floor with a silent yearning. He remembered seeing her last year pull the same expression of longing as she lingered on the sidelines of all the dancers, seeing how neither Colin, Phillip, nor Michael had thought to escort her to the floor. He would have asked her himself had he not somehow ended up with Prudence Featherington for a date (he was certain he had been slipped some sort of love potion, or been confunded at the very least).

“Soph.” he drew her attention to her, her eyes rounding with surprise that he was even addressing her. “Will you do me the honour?” he grinned at her and offered out his hand.

Whatever bewilderment she had momentarily experienced was immediately replaced with an elated smile and she slipped her hand into his without a second thought. He drew her to the floor and began waltzing in time with the other dancers, twirling Sophie around, experiencing a feeling of pride like no other that he was the one who got to sweep her across the floor, that he was the one who got to hold her in his arms, that he was the one who had made her so happy just by asking her to dance.

She giggled as she pointed out that her friends had followed Benedict’s example as Phillip danced stiffly with Lucy, Michael with Honouria as he proved that he was actually a very capable dancer, and Colin plastered a smile on his face as Margot... Mildred... Melba - oh, who was he kidding, he hadn’t heard her name at all - kept treading on his feet.

When the slow song came to an end the band immediately changed their tune and began playing an up-tempo number. Benedict stayed on the floor dancing with Sophie for that song and then the next, and the next, and the one after that, and the one after that, until they finally took a break for a drink to cool them down, before they were once again back on the dancefloor. Benedict had never cared for dancing; but he cared everything about Sophie’s happiness and seeing her so ecstatic and having the time of her life kept him dancing madly alongside her.

Eventually they had worn themselves out and despite the freezing cold Scottish winter, they opted to step outside into the school gardens to cool down from their excessive non-stop dancing. They managed to find a little alcove along the terrace, hidden out of sight by rose bushes, and they settled down on the stone bench as they took the time to finally catch their breath - at least, Sophie was catching her breath; Benedict found that as soon as he looked at her, he had lost his altogether.

Illuminated by the fairy lights hanging up all around them in the garden and from the moon and stars shining down, Sophie was without a doubt the most gorgeous woman who had ever walked the earth, Benedict was sure of it. Though some of her curly locks had come loose from her updo and though her face was rosied from the hearty dancing, she was still the most perfect person he had ever seen and the most perfect person he had ever met.

“What?”

He didn’t realise just how hard he had been staring at her until she questioned it, having caught his piercing gaze locked in on her - but in his defence, how could he bear to look away?

Benedict shook his head slightly, dismissing her confusion for why she should be gazed upon.

“You’re just so beautiful, Soph.”

He hadn’t meant to say that. Hadn’t meant for his inner thoughts to leave his mouth quite so readily and without much thought.

The air around them stilled, his words hanging in the air between them. Without meaning to he had altered their friendship. What he had said wasn’t said in a jovial casual tone that friends typically used with one another; there was a tenderness, a sincerity, an underlying heat to it that he couldn’t go back on - and quite frankly Benedict didn’t want to.

Sophie looked at him breathlessly, trying to figure out if he actually meant what he had just said. He was fearful he had made things weird, that she would be embarrassed and get up and leave in light of his comment, that she would put distance between them and avoid him. He knew he had stepped a line in saying such a thing; he shouldn’t be coming out with such things as her best friend’s older brother.

“Really?” she swallowed, much to Benedict’s eternal relief as her eyes shone back at him, glimmering with - dare he believe it - hope?

“Beautiful.” he affirmed. “So beautiful, Soph.”

There was no misinterpreting his tone of voice and there was certainly no denying the way in which he gazed back at her adoringly. Without thinking he brushed back a loose curl behind her ear and then his hand lingered there, his eyes drifting from her pixie-like ear, to her mesmerized eyes, and then down to her gently parted lips. All at once he could think of only one thing; kissing her.

It was an urge stronger than anything else he had ever felt before in his entire life. His fingertips were tingling from where they brushed against the back of her ear, his heart pounding emphatically, and there was an air of heavy anticipation consuming not just him but Sophie as well. When he looked up from her lips to meet her eyes - the most awe-inspiring eyes - he realised she had just looked back up into his eyes in the same breath, having looked at his own lips.

Not a single other thought crossed his mind; of what it would do to their relationship, of what it meant, of where they’d be when they came back from it; and then he kissed her.

As soon as her lips brushed against his, Benedict felt his heart erupting into fireworks. The instant warmth and relief, the thrill and euphoria, the feeling of homecoming and belonging washed over him. All that he could feel, all that he knew was Sophie, and in that moment she was all he could ever wish for.

His other hand cupped her face, brushing his thumb across her cheek, and he felt a rush as she clung onto his jacket, pulling him closer, wanting his chest pressed against hers. The kiss transcended into more and more as they traded them back and forth, fully lost to the world around them and everyone and everything in it. He had kissed several girls during his time at Hogwarts but none of those kisses compared to the ones he shared with Sophie - and none of those other girls could even compare to Sophie.

They could have been kissing for a few seconds, perhaps a whole minute, maybe even an hour; the point was that Benedict didn’t notice nor care; all he knew was that he never wanted it to stop.

But eventually the shared breathlessness caused them both to resurface at the same time, detaching their lips from one another but remaining in each other’s embrace with their foreheads leant together, his hands still cradling her face while hers remained clutching onto his jacket. They steadily regained their breaths and while Benedict hoped to kiss her some more once they had recovered from the grandiose sensation they were experiencing, he didn’t get the chance.

From inside the Great Hall they heard Michael’s voice speaking into a microphone, announcing he was about to perform for the gathered students. Sophie gasped in delight and sprung to her feet, grabbing Benedict by the hand and hauling him after her as she hurried back inside. As soon as they had skidded back into the Great Hall Colin appeared right in front of them, completely failing to notice the fact that they were holding hands, and snatched Sophie’s other hand. Sophie’s grasp on Benedict was ripped away as Colin ran off with his hand clamped around hers, leaving Benedict staring after them.

“Okay, Hoggy-Hoggy-Hogwarts!” Michael called out from the stage. “This one goes out to all you fan-fucking-tastic muggleborns and to the wizardborns with absolutely impeccable taste!”

A roar of growing excitement was returned from the room as the band played the intro of the song before Michael aggressively launched into the lyrics;

“Coming out of my cage And I've been doing just fine Gotta gotta be down Because I want it all,”

Benedict couldn’t help but bark with laughter from the exhilarated response of the entire hall as everyone jumped to their feet, muggleborns and purebloods alike all eager to join in with the song. Right at the front of the stage were Colin, Phillip, and Sophie, the three of them hyping their best friend up with the most exuberant energy Benedict had ever seen them exude.

“It started out with a kiss How did it end up like this?”

As he watched on from the sidelines, Benedict’s attention was based solely on one person; Sophie. His mind was flashing the newly formed memory of kissing her, of holding her in his embrace, of having her pulled so close he was sure he had felt her heart pounding against her chest and reverberating against his own.

“It was only a kiss,”

“IT WAS ONLY A KISS!” the crowd screamed back in response to Michael, with his three best friends’ voices heard above everyone else’s.

Benedict couldn’t fight the smile off of his face as he watched Sophie jumping around with Colin and Phillip, the trio loudly singing along with Michael and having the time of their lives. He would have made his way through the fray to join in but from where he stood he had a perfect view of Sophie and simply watching her enjoying herself was intoxicating. He could quite happily watch her smiling and scream-singing and jumping up and down and laughing hysterically and loving life all night long. Surely nothing else could beat the sight of the gloriously happy girl he was in love with.

All of a sudden Benedict stiffened - what was that? What the hell was the thought that had just crossed his mind? Being in love? With Sophie?

An avalanche of emotions took over him, all the while he remained entranced with Sophie rocking out with Colin and Phillip. The thought that he might be in love with her - with Sophie - was all at once frightening and staggering, confusing and confounding, unbelievable and ridiculous. Sophie, who he had known since he was thirteen, who was best friends with his younger brother, who was as good as part of the family since she had started living at Aubrey Hollow since her second year was all of a sudden consuming his mind.

Yes, he loved her, of course he loved her. He cared so much about her, she was so dear to him, he would do anything for her without question or hesitation; but did any of that amount to being in love with her?

Surely he was just getting swept up in the heightened joy of the evening. They had had an incredible night together, had danced until they could barely breathe, and perhaps the kiss they had shared had simply fogged up his brain in failing to register between loving her company and being in love with her.

“It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss,”

He tried to convince himself that their kiss was just between two friends caught up in the moment. That what it had felt like to kiss her, the feelings it had evoked from deep within him was nothing more than misguided affection. He could have felt this way about anyone if he had shared in a kiss with them.

But the longer he watched Sophie, the more he wanted to storm over and kiss her again, in front of everyone and without a care in the world. He wanted to feel that all-encompassing sensation he had felt when they had kissed before, the way she had made him feel whole, how obviously apparent it was that she was his entire world, how ardently and utterly he loved her with every piece of him.

Oh.

He loved her. No; he was in love with her. He was in love with Sophie. And if he thought about it, he had probably been a little in love with her for quite some time now.

As the song was coming to an end he should have pulled her aside, invited her back out to the terrace to blurt out his newly discovered feelings for her and hope that she reciprocated and kissed him once more.

But he didn’t do that.

Instead he paced over to the refreshments table and grabbed a drink, needing something to settle the maddening emotions he was being overwhelmed by. Henry and Wetherby pulled up alongside him and began to chat, and for the most part he replied on auto-pilot to their smalltalk.

“You and Sophie seem to be having a great time.” Wetherby noted, finally grabbing Benedict’s attention.

“Well yeah. Of course. We’ve always got along well.” he replied, hoping the beads of sweat forming on his head weren’t obvious to his friends.

“You know what? I think you might like Sophie even more than your brother.” Henry remarked and arched a teasing eyebrow.

Benedict felt his throat go dry despite the fact he had just taken a sip of his punch. Of course Henry would pick up on his underlying feelings for Sophie and of course he felt the need to verbalize his suspicions - Benedict just wished he hadn’t. He wasn’t ready to share how he felt about Sophie. Not when he was only just coming to terms with it himself.

He was sure he was in love with her - but what if he wasn’t? What if he was just merely infatuated with her? What if he professed his feelings, they got together but as soon as he had her he realised he didn’t want her anymore, not in that way at least. It would ruin everything. Not just their friendship but her friendship with Colin as well as her relationship with his whole family, a family who she was essentially a part of considering she resided with them outside of school. How could he fuck all of that up on a spontaneous whim? He needed more time to figure out his feelings, at the very least he needed to sleep on it. And if he was going to tell anybody about his feelings for Sophie, surely she deserved to hear it first?

He snorted, relieving himself of the mounting tension within him before responding to Henry. “Don’t be ridiculous. She’s just my little brother’s friend.” he said. “And besides, I only brought her as my date since nobody else asked her.”

The second part hadn’t been entirely necessary but he wanted to cover his tracks to his friends, to put a definitive stop to any further implications they might want to vocalize. He didn’t want them to nudge and snicker whenever Sophie passed him in the corridor, not wanting her to feel self-conscious or weird around him.

“Shame.” Wetherby shrugged. “You two looked cute together.”

And with that comment Benedict immediately felt guilty, especially with the way both Wetherby and Henry looked at him with disappointment. He knew that they knew he was being overly defensive and they all knew why.

He did like Sophie more than Colin. In fact he loved Sophie more than his brother did. Colin saw her as his best friend and treated her in the same way he treated Phillip and Michael, but Benedict saw her as everything and more.

As simultaneously assured yet confused of his feelings as he currently was, he decided to push all that aside, to quash his overthinking and simply enjoy the rest of the night with the very girl who was consuming his every thought.

He left Henry and Wetherby and went off in search of Sophie. Michael was singing another crowd-pleaser as Benedict threaded his way through the throng, finally tracking down Colin and Daphne near the front. To his surprise however, Sophie wasn’t there.

“Hey!” he shouted above the music, grabbing Colin’s arm for good measure to get his brother’s attention. “Where’s Soph?”

“Y! M! C! A!” Colin yelled back in his face. “It’s fun to stay at the Y! M! C! A!” he carried on, singing along with Michael and the rest of the crowd.

Benedict rolled his eyes, seeing as his brother was of no use and turned to Daphne instead, hoping she’d be of more help.

“Dunno.” she shrugged as she spelled out the letters of the song with her arms. “I think she went to the bathroom?”

Benedict sighed but was more gracious to her for her attempt at helping him. He managed to get his way back out of the crowd and to the entrance of the Great Hall, leaning against the wall and deciding to wait for Sophie to return - but she never did.

In fact he didn’t see her again that evening and while he was confused by her disappearance without a word to anyone else, after his initial disheartened realisation he figured that actually it was for the best he didn’t see her again. If he had spent any more time with her, regardless of his intent to just dance and hang out, he was sure he wouldn’t have been able to resist kissing her once more or have ended up blurting out his feelings. He could have messed it all up between them and have lived to regret it, so he was grateful that he hadn’t. As he settled in his bed that night he decided that come morning he’d wake up with fresh eyes and a fresher mindset and figure out how to navigate these new feelings he now possessed for Sophie.

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It had been the best night of Sophie’s life. It was one thing to have spent most of the night dancing away with Benedict but to then have him call her beautiful, for his eyes to gaze longingly into hers, and to then kiss her?! She couldn’t believe it, that she was finally living out her greatest dream of being loved by Benedict, of having her long-harboured feelings reciprocated.

If she was that powerful enough of a witch she would have cast a spell to freeze time around them and kissed him for as long as she could. It was all she had ever hoped for, Benedict was all she had ever wanted, and it seemed for a moment in time that he felt the exact same about her.

Nothing else could have pulled her away from him apart from the opportunity to sing and dance about to Mr. Brightside with her best friends, and it was that reason alone why she popped the bubble she and Benedict had been in when they had been alone outside on the terrace. She thought she could indulge in rocking out with her friends before returning to Benedict, maybe suggesting they sneak back out to the terrace and pick up where they left off, hoping that perhaps he might express romantic feelings for her.

When Mr. Brightside came to a finish she immediately set off in search of Benedict, wondering where he had gotten to. As she reached the area of several refreshment tables, she then heard his voice coming from the other side of the Christmas tree she was standing next to. She had been about to move and make her presence known but then she heard Henry’s question and she heard the implications in his tone.

“Don’t be ridiculous. She’s just my little brother’s friend. And besides, I only brought her as my date since nobody else asked her.”

It felt like she had been hexed with every spell in the book all at once. From his immediate snort to the way he had scoffed in response, Benedict made it abundantly clear that what they had shared out on the terrace - what had answered all of Sophie’s long-awaited for hopes and dreams - had meant nothing to him. That she meant nothing to him. That she was just Colin’s friend, not Benedict’s, that he viewed her merely as an obligation. Benedict didn’t love her, not even remotely as much as she loved him, and in that moment she doubted he ever would.

She didn’t know how she managed to not burst into immediate tears but she was able to at least walk away a few steps before proceeding to do so. Someone had called out to her - it might have been Lucy - but she didn’t stop to see; all she wanted to do was get out of that ball and as far away from Benedict as she possibly could.

With broken sobs she raced out of the Great Hall and up the stairs, running as fast as she possibly could in the stupid heels she had bought especially for the ball in her stupid pathetic attempt to impress Benedict in her stupidly foolish belief that he might possibly return the love she felt for him.

She reached Ravenclaw Tower but so distraught was she in her heartbreak that she couldn’t provide an answer to the riddle she was posed with in order to return to her dormitory. She couldn’t think straight and tried pleading with eagle doorknocker, imploring it to just let her in but it staunchly refused.

“Sophie?”

She startled at her name being called and when she spun around she found Phillip regarding her with the utmost sympathy. She wanted to tell him she was fine, not wanting to hear him tell her he told her so, wanting to just crawl into bed and never see or talk to another person ever again.

“Oh, Sophie.”

As much as she wanted to be alone, as soon as Phillip pulled her into a hug she did so willingly, allowing him to hold her as she sobbed into his chest. She hated herself for being so stupid, for getting her hopes up, for ever believing for a second that Benedict would love her back in equal measure.

“Soph?” Phillip asked her gently as her crying eventually subsided, her throat now raw and with no more tears left to shed. “What did he do?”

Right away she heard the twinge of anger in Phillip’s voice and even if she hadn’t she knew she wouldn’t have told him. As heartbroken as Benedict had left her, it wasn’t his fault that he didn’t see her in that way. Her heartache was all her own doing and she wasn’t about to lay blame at Benedict’s door for leading her on, not when she had been pining after him for four long years now.

“Nothing.” she shook her head frantically. “He didn’t do anything.”

“Soph.” Phillip growled, already knowing her too well to fall for such a lie. “What did he do?”

“Nothing! He did nothing, I swear!” she insisted. “You were right. I got my hopes up but Ben didn’t do anything. I just realised he’d never like me the way that I like him, okay? He’s not a bad guy or anything, Phil. It’s not his fault that he doesn’t... that he doesn’t love me back.” she croaked pathetically.

She thought Phillip might hit her with the “I told you so” then and there but she should have known that he would never say that to her. Instead her best friend held her tighter, stroking her back consolingly as her weeping recommenced. He continued to hold her until she had exhausted herself and finally he provided an answer for the riddle to enter the common room. He accompanied her to her dormitory and gave her one last hug before she went to bed.

Her body was somehow able to produce one last batch of tears to cry herself into a melancholy sleep and though she so desperately tried not to, all she could think about still was Benedict; except now any thought of him was plagued with the knowledge that he didn’t love her, that all of the dreams she had centered around him had gone to waste.

Benedict Bridgerton didn’t love her, and Sophie would just have to learn to live with that.

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