#godcomplex

[justice4billiam]

Do you kiss your mother with that foul mouth? A lady should never be this disgusting. I mean. Ew.

No but I kiss your mother with this foul disgusting mouth. AND. She loves it. Find something else to do with your time because you're just feeding my ego baby. Have the day you deserve. xoxo 😘😘

#godcomplex #yourmomgoesdownonme #i.hope.your.ancestors.are.disappointed.in.you #ur.a.coward.for.using.anonymous.like.that #sayitwithyourchestbigdawg

[workof-tortured-poetsdepartment]

Sundar to main hu bas kabhi gurur nahi kiya

#godcomplex

[velvetnviolentviolets]

Get To Know The Author

name : Kay

pronouns :  she/her

preference of communication : Honestly I have a huge preference for discord. I don't trust tumblr IM to actually alert me. Ive recently learned tumblr has been eating my asks too. If I don't reply to an ask or DM me PLEAS reach out to me. I will NEVE outright ignore something. If I don't think something is going to work for our muses I will reach out to you. 

most active muse :  Kat is my loudest and most demanding. After that would be Her brother Kass, Feyre, and then our spotty maybe I'm here maybe I'm not - Emmett.  

experience / how many years : Ohhh boy. I've been doing the rp thing off and on since 2010. There was a five year chunk in recent years where I disappeared for a bit but the lovely @sharpayevcns pulled me back in a few months ago and I am so appreciative that she did. <3 

best experience : Discovering the people here that make me feel safe enough to obsess over threads. You guys have absolutely made my return to tumblr. If I were to delete my blog with nothing but my connection with you guys to show for it - Well I would be absolutely fine with that. You guys are amazing and will absolutely be tagged in this. 

rp pet peeves : I keep running into situations where I get heavily invested in plotting something (Drawing, writing head cannons, making playlists, planning cannon events. . .I literrally brushed up on a whole ass language for a plot) Only to have those people completely leave me on read. I am not a pushy partner in the least. I would be more than happy to wait a month for a reply. But I need communication. I need feedback if something doesn't sit right for you. I need reciprocated enthusiasm. You don't have to show It the same way I do but I need some show of enthusiasm otherwise it just feels uncomfortable and I feel annoying and restrained. That's not what I'm here for. I've honestly made the decision to start unfollowing people based on a three strikes basis. No hard feelings. I just don't want to follow anyone who doesn't bring the same energy I do. 

fluff, angst, or smut :ALL OF IT! While I'm becoming more and more selective about who I write smut with I LOVE writing smut ESPECIALLY if its born of post Angst fluff. Actually almost exclusively. There is nothing that gets my muses motor going like post Angst Fluff! 

plots or memes : Augh! Don't make me pick. I love Plotting but sometimes nothing really gets the juices flowing like memes do. I cant tell you how many times a simple meme interaction help set a pivotal point in a plot. ALSO- Memes are usually what help me forego my shy nature. While my muse outwardly gives NONE of the Ducks. . .I do . I give all of the Ducks so memes help  me loosen up. I'm not responsible for the haphazard neuroSpicy creature you meet once the shyness has fallen away. You've been warned.

long or short replies : It depends on my mood and attention span. There is a Adderall shortage right now so I have only been taking my Adderall on work days so Ive had a VERY hard time focusing o replies as of late. When Im on top of my Game I am LONGWINDED AF .Please don't ever feel like you have to match me because there are times where I will write you a novel and we were only supposed to be writing a sentence or two. It just happens and Im sorry.  time to write : Ha! um . . . Well I work Graveyard  Thursday- Saturday from 8PM-9:30ish AM (PST)  On slow nights I do write here and there but for the most part I can be found here pretty sporadically. If I have something going on during my weekend that I have to be a daytime person for then ill be up during the day time. OTHERWISE- Mostly evening and spooky hours . 

are you like your muses : I could draw some parallels with each of them but I dont think I am like any of them. 

tagged by: The Alluring  @wynterlanding ~<3

@grimmusings @sharpayevcns @godccmplex <3

#wynterlanding #sharpayevcns #godcomplex #I hope this wasnt toooo much of a rant #XD #ooc

[newstudentdiaries]

It's so stupid but the way autumn motivates me to study is insane. mmm hot tea! Now I want to be an all-knowing entity. I will become God for 3 months. I call it the Gilmore girls effect

#autumn #Can't wait for autumn #studying #study #philosopshy #gilmore girls #rory gilmore #motivations #girlblogging #godcomplex

[picklemanofdoom480]

YIPE

#selfie #lgbtq #mirror #mirror selfie #mlm #gay #homo #enby #i thonk atleazt #genfer is hard #pretty #cute #hanfsome #slay #godcomplex #wooooooo #flannel

[doggywoggy13]

Partial Journal Entry 4/20

I wish I had weed. 

I don’t understand why I like the things I do 

or why I ate that peanut butter smoothie

I wish Dylan, who I’ve loved since 10th grade in a BPD-obsessed manner, loved me back but in the same breath I wish I hadn’t wasted so many tears on him and sometimes it’s hard to remember that my ex hurt me I wish I’d never cheated on him, I miss him in an off way

This trauma thing is a joke 

I want to [redacted] again or fuck but that’s not an option because I’ve given in and I’m on my period

Sometimes I hate men 

Why can’t I have normal guy friends? Why do they all have to like me or want to fuck me? 

I think I’ll dye my hair a bright color 

It’ll give me something to do or maybe I’ll shave it off I wish I was less ugly, my mental health has been slipping but it has been for awhile, I suppose because I don’t have the constant validation of a relationship and I’m not ready to form another one but, I’m finally free and a bit happy tbh, everyone is right I need to focus on friendships and myself tomorrow I’ll exercise and not even to lose weight. 

I do deserve love and I always will 

I need to stop seeing him as god

God wouldn’t hurt me like he has, only man can hurt me in such ways 

I want to be his good boy 

I don’t have an identity anymore but I used to have one and I’ll find it again and be happy 

I wonder what my hand-writing says about me?

#breakup #god #godcomplex #edrecovery #hairdye #selflove #bpd #bpd favorite person #finding myself #men #mental illness #metoo #me too movement #420 #420weed #blog #self expression #co-ed friendship #smoothies #boy problems #i wish he loved me #selfcare #platonic #frienships #besties

[truluvsuicide]

Well I'm a Buddhist so it didn't work out with his god complex #breakup #godcomplex #seperation #disagree #narcsissist #truluvsuicide https://www.instagram.com/p/CgwAV7YOhdi/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#breakup #godcomplex #seperation #disagree #narcsissist #truluvsuicide

[flitzibun]

This is long, and getting longer (That's what she said! *high five*), and the more I write, the more I remember.....

(..back to the frame of mind I was in when I first started writing this.. Breathe.)

What kind of shitty person do you have to be, that your weed delivery guy *bans* you. All you had to do was text them, and put money in your mailbox. What the hell did you do to the nice man?

Overtexting, I bet you fucking hounded them like you hound everyone else in your life. I bet they had to block your number, and thanked their dear stars that you don't know where they live, but they know where *you* live.

Oh, and didn't you "introduce" your brother and I to this delivery service when your daughter was not even out of school yet? She brought a weed vape to our house and was using it. She was underage. I hadn't had breast cancer yet, so she was definitely under 20.

Oh. I bet you pestered them about having referred us (and probably others, like your daughter's boyfriend and your niece) and wanted free edibles or something every single time you ordered. And when they refused, then you barraged them with hateful texts.

I was there. I saw what you did to your brother. With my own ears, I heard you say vile, hateful things to him, curses which he took to heart. He didnt have to put you on speakerphone, you were fucking loud and particularly evil. I saw your text messages, the ones he would let me see. Some of them he sent me screenshots. I have so many screenshots.

I saw your manipulation of your mother. And when she passed, your manipulation of her estate lawyer. Of the mediation group we had to bring in because you would not leave that poor woman alone. And then you filled their voice-mail and text and email inboxes with so much putrescense that they refused to speak to your brother, even.

And so he was in the dark for everything that was going on. And you poisoned your daughters' and niece's minds with how *he* was the reason the estate was getting fucked up. When it was you. You have wasted three YEARS.

Your all-out Battle against your little brother possibly turned the girls' hearts, but you definitely wore them and your poor husband out.

The days spent with you were either familiarly horrifying (you and/or your husband, falling asleep after an angry rampage [and a sulk about how everyone's out to get you] in some drug induced haze on the oxblood couch, after spending hours in the bathroom putting on makeup, or turning your niece into a clown with a pearly nose), or you having a decent time and everyone smiling through their teeth, unable to relax because any old thing might set you off on a months-long Hate and Vengeance cycle.

Thank goodness you could only sustain your vitriol for a few days in a row, of drug-fueled (meth?) wakefulness. I can't imagine if you had been the teeth-gritting, voice-screeching, worst insult finding, horrible, shitty person at ALL times.

Your niece said that you "get manic" when you "don't sleep" for three days in a row. Then when you "rest", you'd actually talk about him being a great brother.

The beautifully calligraphed letters, raving about how awesome he was, thanking him profusely for the cigarettes, and money, and soda, and plying him with suboxone to keep him dependent on you..... You're disgusting.

Oh, and niece? Kid? If you're reading this, what the hell is wrong with you. If I had known that you prompted your cousin's girlfriend to accuse him of SA? That you made fun of *him* because she wanted to call him Daddy? That you exacerbated the whole situation? You wouldn't have been able to sit for a fucking MONTH.

Although, now I see that's a kink of yours. You're just like your mother. It's a miracle that you haven't gotten pregnant yourself and subjected an innocent baby to the kind of childhood YOU had.

Yes, I have heard lots of things about your mother and about how you were scarred for life. I can see the anguish in your eyes in the photos that your grandmother kept on that disc.

But instead of rising above your mother's filth that she left you in, you gave in to it. You dove headlong into acid and pornhub and insex and OnlyFans, all before you had even graduated high school... And used the same usernames over and over and over...

You posted so very much publicly.

And you told me that you felt like your uncle "treated your family" poorly or something. And you couldn't give a solid answer about what the issue actually is. I told you that he remembered taking you in as a little one, keeping you safe, fun times playing.. And you said yeah, but then you didn't see him for a long time and couldn't connect with him.

What the shit does that mean. How poorly could he have treated your "family"? Your mother, who ditched you with your father, to allegedly go on to kill one boyfriend, and get another boyfriend arrested with her for swinging a katana at a gazebo? Who killed her body slowly with alcohol and then finally more quickly by strangulation? (Yes, dear, confirmed. Not just an OD. But you knew that. Clever girl. 🦖)

Your father, who ditched you with your grandmother as soon as he could, and then kept collecting from the state in your name? Who said out loud so you could hear him that he wished you hadn't been born?

What did your uncle have to do with their fuckups? Who blamed him? Your mother, your aunt?

People cared about you. But you became this revolting thing. And you revel in it. And you revel in hurting people who care about you, just like your mother, just like your aunt.

You said how profitable your grandmother's death would be, right here on tumblr. I have a screenshot.

I am so tired of being plagued by thoughts of the both of you. This blog is to purge my brain. My phone. My computer. I don't want you anywhere near me anymore. Both of you are shitty people. Especially you, Queenie. People deserve to know the REAL you. The viper.

#conspiracy theories #can't pick your family #dont care anymore #spilling beans #shitty people #elle #godcomplex #mental health #mental illness #hosebeast #vent #tw vent #allegedly #Spotify #thumpasaurus #i'm pissed #righteous anger #truth #but am i wrong #what've I done to deserve this #gauntlet thrown for now #flitzibun #thomas thorne #earworm if youre an 80s kid #lol #eff it #let the chips fall #just breathe #bipolar #better writing than talking

[tumbl4christ]

#endowment #endowed #creator #godcomplex #complex #grand #scheme #grandscheme #biggerpicture https://www.instagram.com/p/Cn6L1vaOHAD/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#endowment #endowed #creator #godcomplex #complex #grand #scheme #grandscheme #biggerpicture

[ego3spiral]

#ego #spiraling #spiral #innerpeace #godcomplex #hysteria #enlightened

[twodoubles]

He actually thinks is on fire cos of him and it's got nothing to do with the US elections...

#elonmusk #godcomplex #twitter #socialmedia #us midterm elections #uselections

[imagionary]

(Late to posting this on Tumblr)

Cogtober prompt Day 2: Scary Robert Cyger

#ttcc #toontown corporate clash #toontown: corporate clash #toontown #cogtober #cogtober day 2 #mr godcomplex #the thought of him getting so mad that he starts laughing scares me #chairman #robert cyger #the chairman

[velvetnviolentviolets]

It’s true @godccmplex . You’re a peach.

#ooc #godcomplex #If you aren’t following them you are just not enjoying this site to its fullest.

[aprofessionalwithoutstandards]

how good are the mercs at sucking dick

scout: 4/10. needs work but at least he tries

soldier: 6/10. good at it but his gag reflex is hard to ignore for him 💔 luckily hes got the power of america

pyro: 9/10. dont ask

heavy: 5/10. really tentative with himself and kind of nervous but also the call to Submit and be a Good Boy is too much to resist

engie: 9/10. hes got no gag reflex to me. also sucking dick is really only summat he does as a treat for a good sub so it makes it all the sweeter

demo: 10/10. yeas

medic: 8/10. really good at it but same as engie. also he prefers to get head rather than give it it fuels his god complex

sniper: 6/10. relatively okay but constantly stops to ask if hes doing a good job

spy: 5/10. probably okay at it but youd never catch him doing it (hes really good + he swallows)

Do u know that post that's like "he sucks at giving head but you have to grade him on a curve because he had a bad childhood" literally Sniper. I think he's really into giving head btw he's just kinda got that sandpaper throat

#sooo super agree w medic preferring to get head than to give it bc of his godcomplex btw that's why he's suchhhh a good dom #ask #anon #tf2 #mick dicks #nsft

[whimsyprinx]

Wool Dragonheart, patron saint of bastard children

#whimsy whispers #I love you my godcomplex dragonborn tief bitch who is trying to start a religion because their god mom had a fling and decided to abandon #both the child and it’s father sk not to tarnish their reputation as a god #she is so stupid and this is not the basis on which a religion should be started especially by someone who doesn’t know what they’re doing #but damn if they’re not going to try #the end goal is to topple and ruin their mothers reputation and standing in the church if not the entire religion since it worships her #the leap from ‘oh no my mom doesn’t love me and is too busy to see me like my dad says I’m sad’ to ‘im so fuckijg pissed rn im going to #become a god just to spite you’ amuses me

[cuntstable]

would you people kill me if i said that after refleting on the show for a while ive come to the conclusion that my favourite mob psycho character OTHER THAN mob himself is dimple. would you beat me up for that

#i like him i like him is the problem. horrid funny fart cloud with godcomplex. i want a plushie of him #mp100