#but ugh i want it so badly

[vastpotato]

Can you imagine jon/Martin finding out about tma and getting to see the fandom and how thousands of people love their tragic story and love them despite it all.

Like Jonathan sims, who ended the world. Who is so crippled with guilt and self loathing. Sees how many people love him and have written ESSAYS about how it wasn’t his fault. Jon who isn’t human anymore but clings to it with every ounce of strength, finding out that there’s an entire fandom who loves him even (especially) as a monster, who celebrate and draw him with as many eyes as possible. Jon finding out that thousands of people love him even with all his sins.

Martin, who’s been alone his entire life. Who doesn’t think he’s worth worrying over. Finding out how many people would die just to get a cuppa from him. Him finding out that the entirety of the fandom just wants to experience a Martin hug. That there’s an entire fandom of people who think he deserves so much happiness and friends and love. Martin who gets to see people realize how clever and intelligent he actually is, who credit him where credit is due and then some.

Just them finding out that thousands have heard their story and flaws and love them

#ugh #I’m crying over thinking how they would react #I want a Martin hug so badly you don’t understand #tma #the magnus archives #the magnus institute #magnuspod #jonathan sims #the archivist #the eye #jonmartin #martin blackwood

[radioactive-cloud]

oh for fuck's sake

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+ bonus

whatever the fuck jure and bojan had going on

#they are so important to me #you don't understand #never beating the husbands allegations #they are so soft and adorable and ugh i want what they have #silly slovenian musicians make my mind go jgkgjdjsk #enjoy these badly-made gifs #nace jordan #jan peteh #jance #janace #jure maček #bojan cvjetićanin #joker out

[ninja-knox-ur-sox-off]

Y’ALL THE MARKETING TEAM DID PIXAR’S ELEMENTAL SO DIRTY

#knox rambles #Elemental #ITS SO GOOD??????? #ITS GOT SOME FIRE (pun intended) LINES #AND THE TRAILER IS LITERALLY NOTHING LIKE THE MOVIE Y'ALL DONT' UNDERSTAND #I'M FLIPPING TABLES #I SWEAR DISNEY IS JUST TRYING TO OFF PIXAR RN WITH HOW BAD THEIR MARKETING HAS BEEN LATELY #actually i notice marketing in general has just dropped in quality lately but what'eve's #my bro wanted to take me to see it so badly and i couldn't understand why until i watched it like #trust me dudes it's GORGEOUS #AND its got amazing story #like #UGH I'M FISTFIGHTING THE TRAILER #IT LEADS YOU TO BELIEVE THE MOVIE IS ABOUT SOMETHING TOTALLY DIFFERENT #LIKE ITS SO BAD #THE MOVIE ITSELF IS TOP TIER QUALITY #I would say i'm overhyping but then i remember some of the lines and the way the characters and relationship are written and just #no i'm really not overhyping it's actually really good #there's so much mroe going on in that movie than just romance my dude

[letswonderspirit]

fashion sheet 🕺

#danny phantom #my art #doodles #character design #I wanted to put them all in one place :) #small redraw #UGH I wanted a box ghost / lunch lady marriage episode so badly #I have to manefest it in my head for now #and Danny is forced to go because it would just be rude not to #like as a ring bearer or whatever

[moonlume]

tumblr said draw something bad so I did but I'm mad I still didn't feel anything

#man i started tagging this and i cant even bring myself to do it. hashtag art hashtag illustration hashtag capitalism. #sorry to be sadposting... tumblr is the only place i can admit ive actually been really really struggling with my love for art... #i should be grateful. i should be thankful for the fact that i can do art as my job. i shouldnt be whining about it like this. #but theres a hole in my soul where my joy for creating used to be and i dont know how to fix it. i want to love to draw again. #its been like this for probably over a year now and i dont know what to do. i cant abandon everything ive been working on for 7 years. #im also unemployable. so its not like i would dare to quit moonlume...but i just want to find joy in it again... #but capitalism has dug its wretched claws into my skull so badly that everything has been feeling incredibly soulless. i hate it. #anyway. might delete this later. its unprofessional but this is the one website where i can let go of professionalism for 5min and be human. #i dont hate what i do and i really am thankful..i just i wish i wasnt so stressed about making everything look good and perfect and sellable #but at this point its subconsciously connected to my survival that every time i think about drawing i stress myself out before i even start #ugh idk. neither here nor there. cant quit but dont feel connected to my work but cant change what i do or i will alienate my audience 👍

[wikitpowers]

mind blank just thinking of kit in these fits

#i want him to truly discover his style in twp #it will be such a hard slay #i need him in baggy jeans!!! #and unbuttoned shirts!!! #ALSO I WANT HIM IN A CROP TOP SO BADLY #(i need ty to thirst and have a seizure when he sees him in it) #and JEWELLERY!!! #RING WEARER KIT HERONDALE #i want kit to wear the blackthorn family ring so desperately #ugh i'm so far gone for him #kit herondale #the dark artifices #the wicked powers #tda #twp #tsc

[kiana-kaslana-423]

!! Not comfy with men will block on interaction !!!

Imagine Ho'olheyak never really being interested in having children or settling down with a family or something like that since her life span is cut, what would be the point of having all that? And surely she's someone that doesn't deserve it..

But when she met you her whole entire view flipped upside down! For some reason she started to feel this bubbly feeling in her chest every time she saw you, every time she thought about you she would think of a domestic life with you, a couple of children in a cozy home with just you and her,,

Who cares about whatever is going on right now! What she wants is you and just a couple of kids!! Surely that wouldn't be too much to ask for, right?.

“ So, do you ever think about settling down in the near

future with anyone? Just asking of course. ”

#ik this is SO ooc but I just need some happy fluff with her ;;;; #I just want to be her wife so badly #ugh #ho'olheyak #ho'olheyak x reader #arknights #arknights ho'olheyak #arknights x reader #arknights x you

[allseeingportrait]

Before I forget- commission I did for @year2000electronics of her human-lookin’ Bill in one of his many fantabulous outfits. I need to draw more of those they did such a good job with em

#drawing on the walls #commission work #bill cipher #gravity falls #yeah ill put that in the main tag #I want this coat so badly ugh

[rainparadefromhell]

this is what would happen if manuel ever came out to dante probably like 10 mins later

#he would mass text the whole school american shows style #no but let's get serious for a sec in tags #the show has a massive problem with outing throughout both seasons #but i am glad they kinda acknowledged that with simone telling mimmo it isn't right #and that he wanted to be the one to tell him so hopefully this will get touched on in the next episode #it is borderline horrific and irresponsible to show outing queer people as something not as serious idgaf if it's a rai show or whatever #not to mention how badly treated simone is by ofc ernesto and the other boys who beat him up but also dante #who is more concerned abt ernesto than his own son srsly wtf was that knee tap hug your child??? #ugh he is seriously one of my least favorite characters even if he is an entertaining character #rant = over #un professore #un professore 2 #dante balestra #simone balestra #manuel ferro #simone x manuel #simuel #un prof

[nebulousbrainsoup]

Hello~ it's me ^-^

Okay, so!

Imagine sleepy Joongie. He's tired and hasn't seen you in a few days bc of schedules. And despite him being very tired he's also very needy and skinship-y because he's missed you so so so much. Would love it if you softly trail your fingertips over his neck, arms (tattoo), face, etc. Might fall asleep like that but not before soft kisses, soft touches, soft sex? 😭😭😭😭

Unless, ofc, you push him too much and he goes into demon mode...

ughhhhh the paris vlog has us all so delulu 😭😭 sleepy joongie has been living rent free in my brain for the past week and i'm simply. obsessed with him.

mdni; nsfw under the cut; kim hongjoong x gn!reader

contains: sleepy morning sex, fingering, penetration, hair pulling, switch!joong, switch!reader, dom/sub undertones

waking up next to him would be the nicest thing frfr 🥺🥺 i bet he makes so many cute lil sleepy boy sounds while his brain is coming online for the day. he’d be the type to bury his face in his pillow and reach for you blindly from the other side of the bed. the second he makes contact, he’d practically purr, smile into the sheets, and relax back into dream land.

unless, that is, you can get him a little bit riled up before he passes back out. he melts under your touch easily when he’s wide awake, but something about drowsy joongie makes it about 10 times easier.

he very rarely realizes just how worked up your soft little touches get him in the mornings. you’re barely touching him, after all, fingers feather light as they card into his hair, trail down his jawline, trace over the curve of his cupid's bow. the arousal always hits him all at once, his eyes blinking only halfway open and pupils already lust-blown, a throaty moan leaving him.

you grin and drag your hand further down his body, dancing over his defined chest and down to the ink peeking from under his sleeve as his arm drapes over you. a shudder lights down his spine and he seals your lips, pulling you flush against him. he’s rolling on top of you in one fluid motion and pressing slicked fingers into you, working you open lazily to take his thick cock.

he pauses briefly when you finish clenching around him, gasping and whining as you shudder through the aftershocks of your first orgasm. his smile against your skin has you chuckling quietly, and the moment he hears it, he’s grinding against your hip and pressing kisses into your skin.

it’s your turn to put in work, he thinks, flipping you over to straddle him and gripping your hips for you to sink down onto his length. you both moan together as he fills you to the brim, and you slowly lower yourself back to his neck, pressing kisses to the skin.

it doesn't take long before his waiting gets too much for him; he starts squirming and whimpering under you, hips canting up into your own in a search for friction. he’s too distracted by his own arousal to register your quiet, mischievous laughter for a moment, but when he does, you can feel the tension in the air shift.

his jaw clenches and he breathes a sigh through his nose, slowly carding a hand into your hair.

you’ve just begun to lose yourself in his scratching at your scalp when his grip tightens and he yanks, quickly bucking up into you to pin you to the mattress. it’s your turn to whine as he slams into you once, deep, eyes narrowed as his desperation is molded into domination. when you start squirming under him, grasping at his shoulders, he smirks.

“not so fun, is it? c’mon, darling. beg.”

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#i'm fucking obsessed with this #it's so insane #i want him like this so badly #UGH #it thinks 😈 #hongjoong hard thoughts #hongjoong hard hours #kim hongjoong hard thoughts #kim hongjoong hard hours #ateez hard thoughts #ateez hard hours #kim hongjoong x reader #neb.moot <3 #sky ☄️ #twinnies

[sexiestwerewolf]

I truly don't think Misako is as bad as Garmadon but it still doesn't mean that I don't find her leaving her son at a boarding school that's literally designed to bring out the worst in kids was a good choice either and like I know Lloyd loves his mom but man 😭

#ninjago #lego ninjago #lloyd garmadon #ninjago misako #misako #idk i just think looyd forgives people really easily (outside of garmadon ofc) and im just here going #“god it would be so much more interesting if the writing took them in a longer direction of earning Lloyd's forgiveness” #like hed say he forgives them but he doesnt actually forgive them deep down bc he just wants to move past it but then he realizes #HEY IT DID AFFECT HIM BADLY and he still cares about it even if he says he doesn't #rossthinking #ADDING ON TO THIS BTW ypu can absolutely love someone and still want them in their life and still not forgive them for what theyve done #bc i love misako i genuienly wish she had more screen time but ugh she was just gone so often!!!

[vaguelyprophetic]

chewing at the bars of my cage rn because roman wanted so badly to finally get out and he’s the only one who knows that the only way to get out is to stop playing the game entirely. but shiv and kendall are so determined to fuck their dad over that they don’t actually care about getting out. and roman loves his siblings so much that he can’t help but go along with them when they change all of their plans even though he knows it’s a bad idea. and of fucking course that leads to him being pulled back in by logan because well fuck he’s still playing the game anyway and logan knows he can manipulate roman’s weaknesses (read: loving his family and wanting them to stay together by all means possible).

#kendall and shiv have been treating him like shit!!! #of course he’s going to be lured back in by logan!!! #he wants to be wanted so badly he wants his family to be a family #I can’t come up with anything coherent or smart to say I just. UGH #succession #succession hbo #roman roy

[heyhua]

#ugh my heart has broken into pieces #i did not expect to cry #and here i am bawling #i know wei qian is devastated too #he so badly wanted zhiyuan to not feel outcasted #and it must have broken him to send him away like that #unknown #unknown the series #bl series #bl drama #wei qian #wei zhiyuan #taiwanese bl

[ribbed-vault-heart]

i’m so overwhelmed by things that shouldn’t be overwhelming...

#among them‚ i’ve fallen behind on drscula dauly for the first time this year and it’s stressing me out cuz i really really wanted to keep up #this year that was the one goal i had for the year is keep up with it. last year i fell way behind when my brother died and it was so hard #catching up and the entry on the 30th was a little longer than they’ve been recently and i’ve been busy and also slipping back into depressi #on real bad and i’m just not in the mood for it and i feel like it’s just gonna snowball #and this is such a non issue. it’s a book. that i’ve read before. but still it’s just stressing me out. among other things #like library books that are overdue and i haven’t finished or journal entries i want to write or a letter i’ve been wanting so badly to writ #e and a short story idea that i wanted to write down but is escaping me and fucking. tumblr notifications #these are non issues!!! but it feels like there’s a timer for the world to end again all the same. #ugh #and i should be able to focus on one thing and get it done! these things shouldn’t be hard! they’re even meant to be enjoyable! but i can’t #get myself to do anything lately #and on top of all that i’m not able to fall asleep even with my sleep meds. #what even ever‚‚‚ #anyway sorry for the rant i’m basically fine

[lover-of-mine]

I just found your drown buck 2024 tag/spec and can we just talk about that a bit more? Specifically the potential that is a resuscitation scene??? Because you're so right, Eddie going his own brand of ballistic trying to find a way to free Buck (I'm liking the Buck-trapped-in-a-flooeded-room, Eddie-banging-against-walls flavor).

He eventually gets Buck out and there's a throwback "Buck! Can you hear me?" as he's trying to asses the situation before he realizes no... "nonono" (starting compressions) "Not again! You're not doing this to me again, Buck!" Eddie's sopping wet, but we can also make out the tears in his eyes as he's getting more desperate and scared. "C'mon!"

MOUTH TO MOUTH.

Buck sputtering back to life. Eddie suddenly the one drowning in pure RELIEF, his voice even cracking when he encourages Buck to "get it out, that's it, yea. you're okay." And when Buck is able to take his first inhale, that's when Eddie can finally exhale.

Eddie props Buck up so his back is against Eddie's chest and Eddie is holding him close saying those sweet nothings while Buck is catching his breath and starting to get his bearings. Which is ideal because they're both freaked out and the only thing making Buck feel remotely safe is Eddie's arms around him and hearing his voice: "You're okay, I gotcha. I gotcha." And the only thing making Eddie feel remotely okay is holding Buck close to him and hearing him breathe.

YOU GET IT!!!!!!!!!! My main thing with buddie there is the possibilities in desperate CPR. Eddie trying to get to him, finally realizing Buck is unconscious, saying any variation of "you're not doing this to me again", mouth to mouth, Buck waking up and dropping back against Eddie, "it's okay, you're okay, I got you", Eddie pressing his face to Buck's hair as Buck leans against him, both of them breathing heavily because Eddie wasn't breathing either. The possibilities there are SO GOOD. And it's not like they would never do something like that for buddie, I mean, the shooting is right there. And I KNOW Ryan and Oliver could deliver the cpr scene of my dreams. It could be SO GOOD. I need it.

#it could be such an intense scene you know??? #i dream about it dude #that speculation is everything to me #i know the chances of my being right are low #but i want it SO BADLY #ugh #drown buck 2024 #911 #911 speculation #i really need a tag for asks #anon 😌

[harmonyverendez]

#marry me onyx #you shall be mine #romance club #rc onyx #rc nova #w: time catcher onyx #w: time catcher #mine #i want this man so badly 🫢🫢🫢 #they need to let us marry each other already #ugh 😫😫😫