#c aurel

[gunsnpie]

#this realization just came to me #because sammy was like 37 when dean died #and then in the future he died of old age #so. around 70-80? that's a solid 40 years. #i'm going to throw up #every day this show makes me suffer #spn #supernatural #sam winchester #dean winchester #sam and dean #samdean #wincest #poetry #poem #c. c. aurel

[cinnamonchaos]

On loss

"Because the truth is - we never really lose the people we love. They are in the sunsets, and in the rain, and in the forests, and the laughter, and music that takes out breath away. We never really lose their love, their beauty, because that energy doesn't disappear - it finds new ways to reach you. Pay attention." - B. Sparacino

"On my silent days I miss you a little louder" - C. C. Aurel

"I miss her all the time I know in my head that she is gone The only difference is that I'm getting used to the pain. It's like discovering a great hole in the ground. To begin with, you forget it's there and keep falling in. After a while, it's still there, but you learn to walk around it." - R. Joyce

"I don't like how endings in real like come on so suddenly without making sense, without much warning. One minute you're in the middle of something and the next it's all a very long time ago and you're a different person… and none of it's coming back." - Anon

"Sometimes I miss you more than I remember you" - O. Vuong

"There was a before you and there was a during you. For some reason I never thought there would be an after you. But there was, And I was in it. I'll be in it forever." - C. Hoover

#loss #poetry #poems on loss #we never really lose the people we love #Ocean Vuong #C C Aurel #C Hoover #rachel joyce #Bianca Sparacino #a gentle reminder #poems on friends #poems on sadness #poems on love

[poeticnoumenology]

c. c. aurel

#c c aurel #remembering #longing #memory #remember

[ambivxxlence]

Ya tengo una Masterlist, bien chafa pero es lo que hay. 

Faltan personajes que iré agregando con el tiempo, pero esos son los que quiero usar por ahora. Casi todos tienen sus fichas y las que faltan las iré agregando. 

Y eso, gracias por leer y si quieren rol I’m here. 

#Los primeros dos chicos son un pinche desastre #but it gets better #o eso creo xDD #Y Aurel es nuevo c:

[tywysoges-g]

“Well fancy seeing you here.” Gwen stated, crinkling her nose with a smile as her eyes landed on Aurel. “Then again, this is a royal wedding so maybe it’s not as fancy a thought. Or perhaps fancier?”

@aurcls​

#c: aurel #convo #hshqevent038

[questionthewitness]

you are made of pain and grief and regret and love. that is all you are, and all you have ever been, and all you ever will be.

or, tim wright, a brief synopsis.

gut punch, everybody's worried about owen | entry #20 | entry #15 | clarice lispector | entry #64 | entry #72 | entry #74 | unknown | entry #66 | the worm king's lullaby, richard siken | entry #83 | entry #80 | c. c. aurel | entry #83 | entry #84 | bitter water, the oh hellos | entry #17 | entry #84 | if my body could speak, bylthe baird | entry #86 | marian keyes | entry #87 | firstfullmoon, tumblr | entry #87

#hi! i'm going fucking insane #tim wright is a character very near and dear to me and one that i have a shit ton of thoughts on #i could honestly do like. ten more of these types of posts and still have more to say #what happens when a hyperfixation goes on for almost a year i suppose #anyways. tim wright wherever you are i hope that you're safe happy and healing #god knows you deserve it #cris.jpeg #web weaving #marble hornets #mh #slenderverse #tim wright #tim marble hornets #jay merrick #jay marble hornets #brian thomas #brian marble hornets #alex kralie #alex marble hornets #long post

[ixioideae-letters]

i miss you more than i remember you

clementine von radics / c. c. aurel / miles johnston / ranata suzuki / clementine von radics / sue zhao / madeline miller / lily thula / salma deera / clementine von radics / shelby eileen / jedaleyjd via pinterest / holly warburton / mary oliver / mitski / sea wolf / nickie zimov / trembling blue stars

#on love #on unrequited love #on remembering #on being left behind #on loving someone who doesn't love you back #web weaving #compilations #comparatives #parallels #i miss you more than i remember you #brain rot

[belovedhomo]

marius pontmercy

my tears ricochet - taylor swift // joan tierney // the next right thing - frozen 2 // oil study - liza sivakova // a meeting in a part wendell berry // c. c. aurel // amy dunne // the perks of being a wallflower dir. stephen chobsky // you were a home i wanted to grow up in - flatsound // griefsuggestion // francis forever - mitski // belovéd - yves olade // les miserables illustrated 1862 - gustave brio & émile bayards // hibari no asa - yamashita tomoko

#marius pontmercy #les miserables #web weaving #les mis #taylor swift #grief

[dionysian-mystery]

Now I have to remember you for longer than I have known you.

C. C. Aurel

#dark academia #light academia #light academia aesthetic #dark academia aesthetic #darkest academia aesthetic #academia #darkest academia #academia aesthetic #classical academia #grief #the secret history #the song of achilles

[volevoimparareavolare]

Ora dovrò ricordarti

per un tempo più lungo

di quello in cui ti ho conosciuto.

-C. C. Aurel

#tradotta #vita #vivere #amore #persone #frasi #citazioni #messaggi #frasi belle #dolcezza #tiktok #dolore #lacrime #piangere #verità #amore tumblr #ti odio #ti amo #mi manchi #ti penso #frasi tumblr #cit

[gacougnol]

Aurel Bauh

Amphithéâtre de la faculté de médecine

Bucarest, c. 1945

#aurel bauh

[esotericas-sims]

fiddling around with making my ocs in the sims! here are aurele, manon, and nicolo, c. 1790-something

i have zero cc in my game for this period because i wasnt planning on making them, so rel and nic's outfits are especially anachronistic. may go cc shopping to fix this but there's so little 1790s cc...

manon is the daughter of a french noble family caught on the wrong side of the revolution, so she runs away to italy and gets taken in by nicolo's family. aurele ends up being their tutor & very much a father figure to the both of them

i may someday actually write their story, so i will refrain from spoiling too much right now...

#eso speaks #esoteric sims #behind the scenes

[paarthursass]

The Act 1 Wyll and Aurel dynamic is so funny to me actually.

Because Aurel is a dhampir, he has had Bad Experiences with monster hunters, he is traveling with Wyll out of necessity because of the tadpoles but he cannot let Wyll find out what he is.

But Aurel can only think "He is a monster hunter, which means his view of the world is limited and he will strike me down the moment he knows what I am" for so long after knowing Wyll. Because Wyll is so nice. He so sincerely want to help the tieflings at the grove (but, well, they're not monsters, they're refugees, so that just means he's an honorable man) and he's fine with Astarion being a vampire (but then, Astarion's an idiot who isn't all that much of a threat, so of course he's not going to worry about killing Astarion) and he's willing to spare Karlach at the expense of his own safety and...

And eventually Aurel cannot hide from the fact that Wyll is, fundamentally, a kind and honorable man. He is not like the other monster hunters Aurel has faced, the ones driven by dogma and hatred. Wyll is guided by love, by compassion, by a desire to protect people and he only directs his fury towards those who are actively harming innocents. By all rights, Aurel should realize midway through Act 1 that Wyll isn't going to try and kill him on the spot as soon as he knows what Aurel is.

But Aurel doesn't tell anyone about what he is. It is a secret he holds onto out of old fears and anxieties. The last time his secret was discovered the man he loved was killed, and he won't go through that again. It eats at him, the what if's crawling around his insides and keeping him awake at night every time a new companion's secret is discovered. And Aurel is so prone to spiraling, to getting lost in the worst-case scenarios - no matter how absurd or unlikely they may be.

It comes to a point where every time he talks to Wyll there is an ache in his heart because Wyll is a good man, he's such a good man and Aurel is so glad to call him friend, and perhaps in another life they could have...no, no, the nature of his existence means that one day they will be fundamentally opposed to one another and Aurel's heart will break again.

And meanwhile Wyll has probably already figured out that Aurel's a dhampir because a) he doesn't need to breath, b) he goes out for 'nightly walks' WAY too much for a guy who complains about nature all the time, and c) one time he climbed up a sheer cliff-face like david bowie in labyrinth when he thought no one was looking (wyll was looking) and now he's just trying to come up with a tactful way to breach the subject. Because from what he's read dhampirs are usually pretty touchy about the whole 'vampire parent' thing and he knows what it's like to have a fraught relationship with a parent, and he doesn't want to push if it's a sensitive subject...

So you've got Aurel talking himself into seven different anxiety attacks on a daily basis while Wyll stands to the side going "how do I tell him I already know without making this Worse"

#sophie.txt #oc: aurel

[yoruqueenofnightsims]

Spooktober CAS Challenge by @samssims

Day 7: Angel - Aurel

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[staycoolart]

Aurel Schmidt

Drug Voodoo (Wristbands), 2019

Colored pencil, pencil, pastel, acrylic, wristbands, beer, human hair, metal, archival glue, and burn holes on paper

21 1/2 × 14 in | 54.6 × 35.6 c

#aurel schmidt #art #mixed materials

[szczek]

casey can you pls tell us what the symbols in the corner of ur oc refs means c: looks at you like this twiddling my thumbs

well my dear jit the answer is simple i made a little symbols to convey which characters belong to the same universe.

like the first one is a lil gun cause the main story follows zixue and him being an ex “mafia” (mafia in brackets cause this is a little different but he was a trained killer who was under one boss before he went rogue) member there’s a lot of violence and shooting involved so a lil gun it is :D

second we have lil music notes because it’s a nice story about a group of friends who are in a band together :)

third i gave them a lil star because the story is set in the future which follows mostly dorian who alongside with aurel accidentally get into a situationship which gets them involved in an organisation who tries to take down not really an evil government but mostly one person who controls everything from behind closed doors but also they do get to fly some spaceships so yay stars :p

fourth is supposed to be a drop of blood cause it’s a vampire story about a vampire family and their drama while also some other stuff brewing in the corner

fifth a sword cause yk it’s a fantasy setting where an ex soldier gets approchaed by their army commander to task them with keeping the queens younger daughter (which no one apart from the royal family and few closest ones knows even exist) because she ran away while her older sister fell sick to find a cure so a swishy sword

sixth (oh god so many of them) i basically ripped of the ghost doctor cause it’s abt jane who can see ghosts and mercy who happens to have recently became a ghost and they annoy each other very much so they get, you guessed it, a lil ghostie boo

seventh! a 16yo girl goes missing in a small town, so the three 14yo friends decide to unravel the mystery behind this disappearance and their man suspicion falls onto the guy who went to juvie for having killed his family in a fire years back so they’re getting a lil flame

and last but not least eighth, they got a heart because i rly didn’t know what to give them and honestly it’s a story abt a ceo with darker side and the country’s most beloved star who despite appearances is not having a good time let me tell he is very much not so it’s a story about the two of them the two very lonely people from completely different worlds who find each other :^)

ok i bet you weren’t expecting this much info but BUT to explain the symbols i had to explain the stories!! also with the first one the gun it’s one universe but like most people there have no relation to Z so they just mind their own business but same universe so they still get the gun pew pew

#these were obviously very very brief but i hope you enjoyed learning a bit about them #i could’ve left this at just oh this is to set which ocs are in which verse but liek who wouldn’t jump onto a chance to talk about their kid #s #and i have plenty as you can see of them so #this is fun i should talk about them more #ily man thanks for asking #my ocs