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wisefoxluminary · 6 months
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Misha Collins autograph at Comic Con Liverpool storytime
Hi, you may remember me posting my photos of meeting Jensen and Misha this morning so here is my follow-up post about getting Misha's autograph like I promised. He was everything I hoped he would be. He was so sweet.
I went in to the booth to get this photo of Castiel signed and he was so sweet and welcoming to me. I gave him a very special gift I made for him- a song I had wrote for Jensen and Misha based on Dean and Castiel. I was inspired by the song You Are Not Alone that Jensen and Misha made up on the spot during a JIB 11 panel and I made it longer and added more lyrics to it. My dad recorded and sang it and then put it on a personalised CD for Jensen and Misha as a gift. I have two copies. I gave Misha his one today and he loved it, saying that he would show Jensen. He was really sweet about it and I got to have a lovely conversation with him. I asked him how he was loving Liverpool so far and he said he was enjoying it. He was so lovely and charming. He really is an angel 😉🥰
I'm getting an autograph with Jensen tomorrow so I'm going to give him his copy. I'm sure he's going to love it.
I'm really happy with how my autograph went and how lovely Misha was about the song. I am even considering making an album....
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cevansbaby-dove · 4 months
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Lay By Your Side.
So After my last fic i wanted to write the last part and make it not as sad (sorry i made you Jensen girls cry!) Also no hate to his wife but they split in my fic.
Jensen Ackles X girlfriend!reader.
After getting shot you are in the hospital with Jensen right by your side when you wake up.
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Time skip:a day.
You open your eyes and see jensen asleep in a very uncomfortable position on the chair next to your bed. You smile. "That can't feel good baby"
Jensen looks at you with sleepy eyes. "Oh thank god!" He takes your hand kissing it. "Hey sweetheart how do you feel?"
"I feel like someone fucking stabbed me!" Jensen smiles rubbing your hand with his thumb. "You were shot baby"
You nod. "i know, are you ok? did you get-" He kisses your lips softly then pulls away. "don't ask so many questions, I'm alright i'm more worried about you right now"
You nod looking up at him. "Were you here the whole time?" He nods. "I couldn't think of leaving you...."
You give him a light smile. "Aww you didn't have to jens i'll be okay"
Jensen kisses your hand then looks at you with tears in his eyes. "I would hate myself if i left you when you needed me the most."
"So..can i still go to the con?" Jensen laughs lightly thankful for changing the topic. "Not sure yet i'll talk to the doc about it"
You nod and smile looking at Jensen he looks tired he probably barely slept.
"i'll be okay" He smiles. "you going to be ok if i left?" You nod. "yea go on have fun" he kisses you then says. "I love you i'll be back as soon as i can"
You giggle. "Baby you'll never leave if you keep talking to me"
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"they won't miss me" he says holding your hand. "Go on Ackles i'll be here when you get back" he kisses you and says. "okay i'm going now i promise' he walks away from your side not taking his eyes off of you.
At the con.
"so jensen we heard about Y/n how is she?" Someone asked him.
"uh yea she's a champ she's alright i really wish she was with us but she's going to rest till we head back to Texas and uh yea she's great" He smiles.
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Jared says. "I saw her last night and yea Y/N is strong thankfully she'll pull through and you know she might be at a con with him one day"
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Jensen smiles and looks at his phone.
Jens-hey baby miss you!
You hear your phone and pick it up and laugh. "Jens..."
Y/N-I miss you too baby hows it going?
Jens-meh i'd rather be by your side I'm so worried about you. 🥺
Y/N-I'm okay Jens you'll be back soon. don't worry, enjoy the time! 😘
Jens-Will try.
You smile at his message.
After the con.
Jensen walks into the hospital and sees your doctor. "hey doc how is y/n?"
"She's making a great recovery she should be able to head home tomorrow if you don't mind waiting till then" Jensen nods. 'Yea as long as she can fly back home without something going wrong"
The doctor says. "Alright i'll check on her in a few" jensen smiles. 'i was about to see her again thanks"
He walks away and walks into the room and see Arrow, Zep and Justice around your bed. Arrow turns and sees him. 'daddy!"
You look at Jensen. "Hey love" he sits by you kissing your head and then picks up Arrow. "When did they get here?" Danneel smiles. "hey jay"
He looks at her and says. "hi"
Danneel says. 'I heard about Y/N and i know how close the kids are with her so i flew out here to have them come see her hope you don't mind"
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Jensen shakes his head. "thanks" he said flatly.
You look at Jensen and say in his ear. "Be nice" he looks at you and nods lightly. "the doc said you should be able to head home tomorrow"
You smile leaning your head on his arm. "Anywhere you are is my home"
Part 3 anyone?
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Jake Jensen and #Dodger story requested by @nana1000night
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Basically fluff small mention of losing a family member in the military and Jake being a shy sweetie.
Comments and reblogs appreciated no reposts or publishing anywhere
You see the cutest couple at the park: A tall man and his dog an orange/tah body and little white paws almost like socks and his owner tall and handsome. Sure he had some outdated blonde tips but he's a man hats he know about style plus he looked handsom. Who are you to tell a tall handsome muscularman what to do with his hair. Oh what the hell most he can do is say no.
"Hi can I pet your dog?" You almost wanted to hit yourself in the face you sound like a child. Oh well whats done is done.
"My dog?" He fiddles with his glasses
"Your dog." Ok maybe you should just leave He's clearly nuts or dense
"My," he glues slightly "dog?" How dense is this man? Maybe the steroids he used to get those very gorgeous amazing biceps warped his brain. Wait am I staring don't stare. You point to the dog wagging his tail
"Your pup......py" you say slowly trying to guage if he's an harmless idiot or insane.
"Right my dog its not actually my dog. It's I mean right now it is because I mean I have it with me right now but its actually- it's my neice's I offered to watch him while they went on vacation." he laughs nervously looking around. It was like he was suddenly burst into reality. The blush on his face was cute. You could tell he wasn't used to women talking to him.
"Awww that's sweet. You say that to every girl at the dog park?" You kneel down to pet the dog, he's obviously too frazzled to say yes or no.
"It does sound like a line doesn't it" as he plays with his glasses, "But no here look"
He kneels and proudly shows pictures of his neice playing on her soccer team.
"Aww she's cute."
His dog tags made a noise as they hit eachother. The ball and chain necklace was barley sticking out of his shirt.
"What branch?"
"Hmm?"
"The military what branch."
"Special opss."
"Not exactly an answer but thank you for your service."
Jake blushes at the attention.
"I can't really talk about-"
"Its ok I get it my brother was in the marines"
She pulled a necklace out with a marine class ring
"Was...." Jake said softly. "I'm so sorry."
"Thanks."
"I know it doesn't mean much but."
"It does from people like you. I think you get it more. You still in."
"You're never out."
She nodded and bits her lip.
"Whats his name?"
"Dodger."
"Like the baseball team?"
"The musical-"
"Oliver," she smiles.
"It's my neices favorite."
"You're really close with them aren't you."
"Yea they're all I have so."
"No its sweet. Most men don't care your girlfriend's a lucky girl." You're hoping the blush on your face isn't too visible.
"Not yet. Well I don't have one right now that is. If you were uh wondering."
"No I always ask handsome men who are using dogs as their wingman who don't have wedding rings on. If they have girlfriends It's a tick. Do I get to know your name at least?"
"Jake. As in,' he pauses "Jake."
Jake laughs nervously, he's not used to women being so forward with him.
He's thinking about how to move forward when he sees a tear slip down your face.
He whipes it off with his thumb.
"I'm sorry If I " his face was turning red. He chastised himself for crossing a line but he couldn't help himself
"Jake don't appologize it was sweet its not you It's just It's just me." You mentally slapped yourself for that stupid line once upon a time you could flirt properly .
Dodger as if sensing you're trying to calm yourself crawls on you and gives you a hug.
"Aww. Thank you." You wrap your arms around the sweet dog.
"I think Dodger likes you." Jake softly smirked
"Do you think I can see Dodger again tomorrow or later today? "You looked mostly at Dodger suddenly becoming shy again.
"Well him and me come as a pair." Jake chuckles softly waiting for the 'oh forget it then to come out of her mouth.'
"I know why do you think I asked?" You smiled you at him.
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hologramcowboy · 1 year
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Jensen revealing that he wrote a note to elta that said ‘maybe some day’ - or something like that idr - because they were both with someone else, and giving it to her on the set on tih lol. Apparently she still has it. I can’t wait till the divorce announcement.
I gotta find that video where it is clearly stated they were hooking up on set. Someone please remind me of this tomorrow. I have a shiton of things to do today so no time to sleuth online.
That story is apartof his strategy, he is trying to build a false narrative to make himself seem more romantic and make their connection seem less superficial. The fact that they each made up a lie or embellished around this movie shows how aware they are that people know how they hooked up by destroying two other people. Two loyal people who didn't deservebeing betrayed and manipulated.
If he sent her that note prior to hooking up with her he was clearly trying to influence her into making the first move so he could get away with stealing her from his best friend. If a guy would send me such a note I would know he is trying to urgently get in my pants and shift all responsibility unto me. That's a spineless guy who can't own up to his desires so he is trying to manipulate me into making certain choices so he can't be held responsible. If he loved her he would have first clarified things with his girlfriend not chosen to cheat on her AND betray Riley. If you love someone you have deep reverence and you'd never put that person in such a situation. I'm not saying people can't fall in love/want someone else, that's perfectly human and no one owns anybody not even married people but the way you handle it is everything. If you can't respect your current partner, how are you going to love and respect your new one? Jensen downgraded from a serious woman to a floozy who was easy to seduce and in the process he backstabbed his best friend. He could have avoided hurting those two people by taking responsibility and owning his truth.
No one is perfect and we all make mistakes but when true love is present things are handled differently. Sorry but the only thing I buy is that Jensen was in a serious relationship but he saw an easy woman that easily rolled over and let lust overtake his other values. As for Danneel...someone of her ilk who made a career out of leeching off of her fiancè...she saw a bigger fish and immediately made her move to save her spot.
Sorry, this was a pretty long reply, I don't find that note romantic but, rather, manipulative. Also, no story he tells about her shows he loves her, there is no emotion, no dedication, no authenticity. He's also admitted to embellishing stories so I think that is a common pattern with him. Embellishing stories in whatever way makes him look good and exonerates him from any displeasing perception people may have. He never takes responsability and judging from that shady note story, he clearly never takes responsibility in love either and he definitely doesn't move from it, his intentions aren't centered in love. That is so sad and, if at all possible, I pity Danneel even more now.
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incarnateirony · 1 year
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oh look, more classist bitch anons that support domestic abusers and human trafficking and try to torment people over adoption proceedings made in the interest of the kids. Very classy, Suzanne/Candi/whatever bitch in that clique hid on anon. stay mad. You can stop drinking any time. That's your shit.
stay mad, you worthless cunts. No amount of millions of dollars will give rancid lives meaning. You don't contribute to society, you just demand, take, and try to mock, and then piss your panties when you realize you still aren't entitled to jack shit.
Maybe if you knew how to contribute, or work, or engage people without money or personal exchange, or build healthy social circuits, or speak the language, or appeal to the crew without waving monies like they're strippers, you wouldn't have wasted millions, and you wouldn't be staring at your TV realizing you lost.
nobody likes a cunt that uses them like barbies. No matter how pretty they are and how trained they are to smile when you hand over the money. Then again with your attitudes, I'm not even sure if you know what a normal, healthy, nontransactional relationship of any nature looks like. Got this feeling you don't even trust your friends to be friends if you were broke tomorrow. You all put off that energy tbh.
You dumbfucks think Jensen doesn't know about Suzanne threatening people while drunk? You what--you think that's his normal blue steel? Or his grumpy dad face? Flip through your galleries, bitches, and realize that man genuinely can't wait until the next asshole comes in. Congrats, keep digging your hole to Stick It To The Hellers. That'll work out great for you. Clearly it has so far.
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danwhobrowses · 2 years
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NXT World's Collide - Initial Thoughts
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Now to part 2 of 3
In NXT UK's last hurrah before taking a hiatus and becoming NXT Europe, what remains of the UK roster are to be integrated into the normal NXT, including their titles. The World's Collide event sees NXT UK cross NXT in battle in our second PPV of the Weekend, All Out will be (somehow) fitted in tomorrow
Spoilers for the PPV
No matches for the Kick-Off, bit remiss given how it's only a small card
Starting with NA title with Pretty Ricky, but Melo with the hanged jerseys mind games, Sikoa among the shirts, Melo has the NA title decal on his knee pad too
The two are very clean in their wrestling, a great double springboard cutter to cancel each other out popped the crowd
Also Stu Bennett has been great on commentary
Melo wasn't sneaky leaving his foot out for Trick to pull like half an inch XD
Good match, probably could've benefitted from story, Trick did bide Melo time but it was the paul smackage when Ricochet landed on his feet for the Shooting Star Press
Oh, so Roddy's dead
There are a lot of bodies for this four way
Ahhh Briggs and Jensen eliminated first by Gallus, so much for the NXT UK Tag Champions
That alliance between PD and Gallus didn't last
Creeds then eliminate Gallus, who don't leave quietly
Julius' hot tag was great
The eliminated teams are fighting in the ramp for some reason which leads to a le sigh ref bump
Kemp then of course uses this to turn on the Creeds
Urgh they had to go with the Zoolander Twins, where was Brutus throughout all of this?
The same promos from Clash are on NXT, does WWE think that we don't watch both?
Tony D'Angelo trying to validate the fact that he lost LDF doesn't work, but he looks to be trying to side with Cameron Grimes who blows him off
You make Meiko come out first!?
Bit too much smoke for Bea/Blair
Mandy arrives in a...car? Sporting USA attire
Someone is screaming far too much
Yeah that list doesn't do Mandy favours
Reminder that Meiko is 42 years old and still amazing
Bit dumb though to wait for Mandy to pose and not take advantage of it
Mandy's gear seems to be struggling to contain her girls
KAMIGOYE! Only 2
Of course the fickleness of American crowds that they will cheer anyone American against non-Americans
And Rose *URGH* wins, Meiko hits the Scorpion Rising on Blair and after having to set her up, Rose hits both with the running knee
I am absolutely fucking baffled that between Bea Preistley and MEIKO SATOMURA, WWE choose Mandy Fucking Rose to still be their champion
Why do I even bother? They made her beat Raquel, KLR and Io after all, I just expected the better wrestler to win
They moved Axiom vs Nathan Frazer to Wednesday :/
Just be Nikki Cross and Piper Niven already!
First to challenge all active women's championships but won nothing in NXT
Chance is literally so mini compared to Doudrop XD
Toxic Attraction make a distraction which occupied Nikki so that KC2 can beat Piper, even though Piper proved able to handle both women previously in the match
That's 3/4 interferences btw, plus Nikki could've made it, weak match really
Main Roster bias made the tag champs look weak as it is
The Dyad are just weird, why couldn't we have the Grizzled Young Vets?
Still not sure how I feel about Bate with the long Jesus hair
Of course my internet chooses the main event to start blipping out and killing the vid quality, I've seen the buffer bar longer than I saw Bate's entrance
Never been done? Titles have been unified from two different brands and even companies for like decades
Bronn's shoulder was well up from that Airplane Spin slam
Bronn kicks out of the Tyler Driver 97 but Bate gets to the ropes for the Gorilla Powerslam
Bate forgoes the second Tyler Driver attempt to try his rebound Shotei and runs into a spear to lose
Least Tyson Fury didn't come out to sing American Pie, but again it was just, fine? I guess I never quite bought that NXT would give it to Bate
There's something missing as well, I can't quite explain it but it's like that buzz in my chest that makes me into it, Bate and Bronn are great workers, but I feel like they could've done a lot more
Conclusion
Honestly, I would've rather slept. The opener was good but after that it was just a snowball of weak booking choices, I get you wanna make it feel evens but the fact that Pretty Deadly and Mandy became unified champions in succession then postponed a potential best of 3 banger between Ben Carter and A-Kid shows the mentality NXT 2.0 has at play, thew Vince-ism is still there, right down to the 'home team' bias.
I also hope that the NXT UK belts aren't gone, they are WWE's best looking belts, and if they are gone I will happily take the UK title for myself if they name a price.
Overall it was fine, somehow didn't top Clash at the Castle, ball's in All Out's court now. Now I have to have 5 hours sleep...
Match Results (and Predictions)
Carmelo Hayes (c) [w/ Trick Williams] def. Ricochet (Pinfall via Small Package) Pretty Deadly [w/Lash Legend] def. The Creed Brothers (c) [w/Damon Kemp], Briggs & Jensen (c) [w/Fallon Henley] & Gallus (Mark Coffey & Wolfgang) [w/Joe Coffey] (Final Pinfall by Prince on Julius after chair shot) - NEW UNIFIED TAG CHAMPIONS Mandy Rose (c) def. Meiko Satomura (c) & Blair Davenport (Pinfall by Rose on Blair via running knee) - NEW UNIFIED WOMEN'S CHAMPION Chance & Carter (c) def. Doudrop & Nikki A.S.H. (Pinfall by Chance on Doudrop via 450 Knee Drop) Bron Breakker (c) def. Tyler Bate (c) (Pinfall via Spear) - NEW UNIFIED CHAMPION
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mypoisonedvine · 3 years
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artificial scarcity || (soft)dark!Jake Jensen x reader
summary: you'll realize how good he can treat you, how badly you need him, one way or another. you just need a little encouragement, that's all.
word count: 4k, somehow...
warnings: smut! (dubcon; she is fully consenting but under dubious circumstances), drugging (technically), kidnapping, imprisonment, starvation, touch-starved reader, bed sharing, grinding/thigh fucking, size kink, spanking, implied stalking/voyeurism, implied noncon (kinda?), jake being possessive and manipulative and creepy
a/n: this was supposed to be a drabble which is why the pacing might feel a little rushed in the beginning but I hope you guys don’t mind!
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Jake was normally a relatively patient guy, especially with you since he had an obvious soft spot for the newest member of the team.  But after months of trying to get your attention, of his abysmal flirting not getting him anywhere, of you becoming more and more comfortable with the idea of him as a friend and nothing else, his patience was running thin.
He was tired of waiting for the perfect opportunity to rescue you and show you that he was the perfect guy for you.  He was tired of waiting for you to figure out that he could be everything you needed if you just let him.  So, he figured he needed to manufacture a chance to save you; he needed to take away some things just to bring them back, show you what it was like to let him take care of you.
Getting close to you was easy, you were teammates and friends so you trusted him.  The tricky thing was he didn't want you to know it was him, so he used your trust to lure you right into his trap.
Movie night tonight? There’s some cheesy slasher playing at the drive in at 1930, he texted you as soon as he could to the showtime to decrease the odds of you having any time to tell anyone about your plans to meet up with him; he’d rather not have the heat of being the last person to see you before your disappearance.
yeah sure!  are you driving? you replied almost instantly.
Yep, I’ll pick you up at S Lamar and Hanover in 10, he informed you, knowing it was close to your apartment but far away from any security cameras or likely witnesses.
He parked a block away and walked around the corner to see you standing there under the flickering streetlight looking at your phone.  You were waiting for him, and as he hid behind cover to come closer, you were clearly looking around for where he might be.  Thankfully, you didn't see him or his tranq gun, and he got your neck on the first shot.
He ran to catch you before you fell, relishing the weight of your body limp and pliant in his arms.  Somehow, he resisted the urge to play with you now, knowing it would be worth the wait to let his whole plan come to fruition.
//
The room he locked you in was dark and damp, barely any light but enough to see the half-full water bottle he left for you; your chain was short but you could reach everything you needed.  It broke his heart to hear your cries but he had to ignore them, if he came in now it wouldn't make sense.  He needed to be patient.
When the video feed from his camera inside showed that you'd fallen asleep for the night, he snuck in to bring you a new water bottle and a little granola bar since you'd screamed all day about being hungry.  You seem surprised when you woke up and saw it, quickly grabbing the bar but taking a long time to examine and smell it first before eating, like you were afraid it was poisoned.  But you ate, and drank your water, and waited for rescue.
Day 3 was the hardest to watch.  You tugged at your chain so much that he worried you'd hurt yourself.  He decided tomorrow was the last day because he couldn't take any more of this.
On the fourth day, he waited until you started to cry yourself to sleep before shutting down his equipment and finally coming to the door; he took a deep breath, preparing himself, before dramatically kicking it down and gasping when he saw you.  He called your name into the dark and you barely had the energy to open your eyes, poor thing.
"Oh my god, are you okay?" he yelped, dashing over to where you were chained and picking at the lock.  "I'm gonna get you out, don't worry, you're safe now."
"Jensen...?" you mumbled sleepily, making him smile and stroke your face a little.  
"Yeah, I'm right here."
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He carried you to his car and drove you home-- not your old home, your new one which also happened to be his apartment.
"I think it's time to wake up, I'm guessing you wanna take a shower," he cooed at your sleeping form, watching you stir in his arms before finally blinking your eyes open and looking up at him.
"Oh," you whispered.  "Did I fall asleep?"
"Yes," he laughed, "you've been out the whole ride here."
"Oh…” you repeated, “and where are we?"
"My apartment.  I didn't want to leave you alone right now."
You nodded, seemingly in agreement.  "You can put me down now."
He reluctantly did as you'd asked, watching you carefully put weight back on your legs.
"Woah!" he chuckled when you wobbled a bit, reaching out to catch you, but you recovered.
"Thank you," you whispered, and he smiled at you.
"Just wish I'd found you sooner.”
"Um, you said I can take a shower?"
"Yeah, down that hall, first door on the right.  I'll bring you some clothes,” he explained, and you smiled weakly before navigating your way to the bathroom.
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You looked so good in his clothes that his heart skipped a beat when he saw you step out into the living room.  The t-shirt that was almost too tight on him was baggy on you, reminding him of how delicate you were in so many ways, how much bigger he was than you.
It reminded him that if he really wanted to, he could force himself on you and you'd be helpless to stop him.  But that wasn't what he wanted.  It was going to be so much better this way.
"Wanna go to bed now?  I'll take the couch," he offered.
"N-no," you stammered, and he gave you a quizzical look.  "I don't… I don't want you that far away."
"Okay, I could sleep on the floor," he bargained instead, "in my room, with you."
"No," you sighed again, "then I won't be able to see you."
"I'll be right there," he reminded you.
"It's a king, right?  You can share with me."
"Are you sure?" he pressed.  "I wouldn't want to make you uncomfortable."
"No, please, this is the only way I'll be comfortable."
"Okay," he smiled, guiding you to the bedroom.  He let you watch him take off his shirt and smirked a little when he saw you ogling.
"I usually just sleep in boxers," he admitted nervously.  "I'll put on some pajama pants at least."
"It's fine, really," you smiled.  "I don't wanna be any more of a burden than I already am."
"You're not a burden."
"And I'm not gonna wear pants to bed anyways," you shrugged.
"O-oh."
But he hadn't given you a new pair of panties to wear because he didn't have any to give you.  Which meant that if you took off the sweats he'd given you, that'd leave you in his shirt and nothing else.
He tried not to let that thought go straight to his cock as he unbuttoned and pushed down his pants, seeing you conflicted on where to look, before getting in bed.  You did the same, taking the sweats off once you were under the covers and tossing them out from under the blanket.
"Goodnight," he smiled as he turned off the lamp, hearing you whisper it back before starting to shift around and get comfortable.
He didn't have to wait nearly as long as he had expected to hear you meekly whisper, "Jensen?"
"Yeah, is everything alright?" he asked, voice full of concern.
"I… I don't want to ask you for anything else…" you sighed.
"No, hey, it's okay," he assured, "ask for anything."
"Would you, um, would you hold me?" 
He cleared his throat a little.  "If you need me to."
"Please, it's the only way I'll be able to sleep."
He sighed a little but relented, coming over to your side of the bed and spooning you, gingerly laying one arm over you and trying to avoid touching you anywhere too personal.
"Thank you," you sighed sleepily.
"Whatever you need,” he assured.
"Jake, why are you doing all this for me?" you asked quietly, turning back a little to look at him.
"You're my teammate, nobody gets left behind,” he explained.  “Besides, this is all my fault anyways.  You were waiting for me when they got you."
"No, Jake, don't say that.  It's not your fault."
"Alright, but it's not yours either.  You didn't deserve that."
“You’re right, but I don’t deserve this either,” you mumbled.
“Yes, you do.”
You shifted slightly against him, humming contentedly, and he groaned.
"I think maybe we should stop," he hissed, pulling away— but you stopped him by grabbing his arm.
"No, wait," you whimpered.  "Why?  What’s wrong?"
"I, uh, I guess I'm just experiencing some of the consequences of laying in bed with a beautiful woman…"
"Huh?"
"The, um, the biological consequences."
"I— oh,” you whispered.
"Yeahhh...” he trailed off awkwardly.
"No, hey, it's okay.  I don't mind, I mean, you can't help it,” you shrugged.
"Sorry, I'm not normally this easily amused but it's been a while, so…"
"I understand," you assured, "really, it's okay… just don't go."
He just barely heard your gasp as he pressed himself against you, his shaft cradled perfectly between each soft globe of your ass.  "Is this okay?" he asked quietly.
"Y-yeah," you answered, making him suppress a laugh since it was obvious you were noticing his size.  He would bet a grand at least that you were getting wet right now, if he had anyone to bet against.
Your back arched a little, pushing your ass into him with more force, and you actually started to rock your hips ever so slightly.
"Stop moving," he hissed through his teeth.  
"I'm not…" you denied weakly.
"Yes you are, you're… rubbing yourself on me."
"I'm sorry, it just feels good,” you admitted sleepily, surprising him with your forwardness.  “You like it too, right?"
"Yes, but I feel like I'm taking advantage of you,” he admitted worriedly.
"You're not,” you promised, “you did so much for me— you saved me— and I want to help you, too.  You said it's been a while since you were with anybody, I could help you out… you know, you could rub up against me until you…"
He groaned a little but leaned in closer until his lips were right against your ear.  "Are you sure?  Don't do me any favors, you don't owe me anything."
"I want you to," you assured, making him smile and nod a bit, taking a moment to enjoy a deep breath as he prepared himself.
Carefully, he began to rock his hips forward, rubbing his cock on you through his boxers.  Even with a layer of cotton in the way he could feel your warmth, he could imagine how smooth your skin was.  If you hadn't been able to make out the shape of him before, you certainly could now— the ridge of his head was probably digging into you, and on particularly long thrusts he could feel your ass against his balls (which, inversely, meant you could feel his balls against your ass).
He held your hips as he picked up his pace a bit, grinding into you and breathing heavily in your ear.  You gasped and tried to hide a moan by biting your lip but he heard it.  It was even more obvious when he whispered your name to you, heavy with desire, and rubbed your spine with his finger.  Your back arched even further, inviting him to push harder against you until he felt the slightest wet patch forming on his boxers— not from him, from you.  It made his cock throb and his breath catch in his throat.
Overcome with need, he pushed his boxers down quickly before getting back to it, both of you moaning at the feeling of his skin on yours.  He was so close to your pussy he could hardly stand it, and he knew you must be dripping right now, desperate to be filled.  He could probably slip right in and you wouldn't even stop him, but that wasn't what he needed from you right now.  You needed to ask him for it.  He knew you wanted it, but he needed you to know you wanted it.
A drop of precum formed at his slit, smearing onto your skin and easing his way further.  
"I want you to feel good, too," he whispered.  "I don't just want to use you."
He pushed his cock down and slipped it between your thighs instead, sliding right against your wet, silky folds.  You whined beautifully as he thrusted forward, your thighs clenching (and therefore gripping him even tighter) when his cock slid right over your clit.
Your wetness was plentiful enough to drench him just from this, so he already knew the answer but he still asked, "does it feel good?"
"Yes," you sighed.  "Yes, it's good…"
He knew he could make you come like this, and he knew exactly how to, but that wouldn't get him what he wanted.  Instead he only gave you enough to keep you on the edge, moving too slow to really let you finish.  You even tried to move faster but his grip on your hips was too tight, keeping you still so he could savor his own pace and keep you desperate.
"Fuck me," you moaned.  
"I don't have a condom," he whispered nervously.
"I don't care, just please…"
That was all the encouragement he needed, pulling back enough to guide his head to your entrance before sliding right in.  Your wet, hot walls stretched open to accept him, struggling against his girth but eventually giving way.
Your hand shot back to grab onto his thigh, trying to keep him from going too deep, but he had no intentions of holding back now that he was inside you; he delicately grabbed your wrist and guided your hand back to your chest where he wrapped his arms around you and held you tightly.
"Baby," he moaned into your ear as his hips met yours.  "This is my pussy now."
You gasped and shivered in his arms, eyes falling shut as he pulled back and pushed in again, incredibly slow but as deep as he could push himself.
Your moans were perfect, even better than the ones he'd heard when he hacked into your webcam because it wasn't just your fingers or toy anymore, it was him— exactly what you'd always needed, whether you knew it or not.  He'd dreamed of this for so long and now that he had you he couldn't imagine ever letting you go.  Every inch of your channel was like heaven, every moan was somehow more beautiful than the last.
"That's it, baby, take all of me," he purred when he pressed deep into your cunt, holding your hips so the tip of his cock hit the deepest parts of you.  You made the cutest little choking noise and he kissed your neck while trying his best to make you do it again, moving faster and slapping his hips against yours more firmly.
"Jake," you managed to whimper, and he groaned through his teeth.
"Yeah, I'm right here," he promised.  "That's me inside you, sweetheart, that's my cock filling you up."
He leaned back slightly and pulled your ass apart so he could see his cock stretching you out, disappearing into your body.  It made his head fall back for a moment before he pulled you close again and started thrusting faster.  He reached around and brought two fingers to your clit, rubbing it fiercely as he kept thrusting.
"Oh fuck," you moaned, "Jake, right there… I'm gonna come…"
He laughed a little, kissing your ear as a show of approval.  "Baby, you're so sensitive," he praised, giving your clit a little spank.  You cried out and shuddered, bouncing yourself back on his cock, meeting his thrusts.  Amused by your neediness, he stopped moving and watched you go.
"There you go, sweetheart, fuck yourself with my cock.  Make yourself come."
You whined and kept going, your ass slapping against his hips loudly.  He kept rubbing your clit as you worked his cock, your walls starting to clench down on him rhythmically and your body beginning to shake.
The absolute second he heard you cry out with pleasure as you reached the peak, he grabbed you and rolled both of you over until you were on your stomach and he was brutally fucking you into the mattress.  He could still feel you pulsing around his length, gripping him tight and pulling him deeper.
"That's it, keep fuckin' coming for me," he groaned.  "Gimme one more and then I'm gonna fill you up."
"Jake!" you yelped, grabbing onto the pillow and even biting it as he slammed into you.  
"You're so good, baby, your pussy feels so good," he growled, pinning you down by your shoulders as he sped up even more.  He laughed when he felt your walls weakly fluttering, his balls hitting your swollen clit with each thrust.  "Gonna come again already, baby?  Just from my cock?"
"Yes," you sobbed hoarsely, "yes, Jake, I'm gonna come again— oh my god, please don't stop…"
"Oh, I won't stop," he assured.  "You take it so fuckin' good, sweetheart, like you were made for it.  Like you were made for me."
You moaned loudly and he took the opportunity to spank you— not incredibly hard but enough to make you whine a bit… and get even wetter.
"Oh fuck, you like that huh?" he purred with a grin.  "You like it rough."
"Yes, fuck, I love it," you agreed with a moan.  "I'm— I'm coming, Jake, don't stop."
"Yeah, I know," he chuckled, "I can feel it.  Feels so good when you come on my cock, baby…"
You went suddenly from arching your back and gripping the pillow to falling limp and relaxing, your body his toy now as he fucked you to the point of overstimulation.  Your moans were exhausted and muffled now, your walls clinging to him desperately as he continued stroking every sensitive place he could reach (which was all of them).
He could so easily pull out and paint your back, or jerk himself off over your ass, but if he was going to claim your body then he was going to do it right.  
He didn't warn you in advance, just in case you suddenly decided to tell him to pull out, but he did make sure you knew what he was doing.  "Fuck, I'm coming!" he moaned as his cock flexed and his seed filled you, still thrusting in time with each pump of his release.  It was nearly overwhelming, physically and psychologically.  He was finally filling you like he'd fantasized about basically every time he got off since he met you, finally making you his the way you should've been from the beginning.
He sighed and laid down on top of you, smiling as he kissed all over your face, neck, shoulders, and back.
You giggled sleepily, but whined when he tried to pull out, bringing your legs up to hold him inside.  "Don't go yet," you pleaded.
"Okay, baby, I'll stay right here until you fall asleep," he promised.  "Goodnight, beautiful…"
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Not only could he not think of a night he'd slept better in his life, but he was pretty sure this was the best any man had slept in the history of sleep.  But even then, he wasn't at all disappointed when you woke him up.
"Good morning," you whispered in his ear with a giggle, making him blink his eyes open and look down at where you were resting your face on his chest.
"Good morning," he returned with a grin, wrapping his arms around you and holding you close.
"Last night was… pretty amazing," you smiled coyly, and he stroked your cheek as he felt it warm even more.
"Yeah, you have no idea," he chuckled, lifting your head so he could give you a kiss.  It was supposed to be quick and wholesome but you deepened it instantly, wrapping your arms around his neck.  
Just as you started to climb up to straddle him, he heard your stomach loudly growl and he pulled back to laugh.
"Sorry, sweetheart, but it sounds like you've got some other needs to take care of first," he smirked.
"Ugh, you're right," you sighed, "I'm going raid your kitchen."
"No, let me do that, I'll make you something— whatever you want," he offered, starting to sit up, but you pushed him back down.
"Jake, you've done enough for me already.  I don't even know what I want, that's why I wanna go look at what you have."
"If you insist," he relented, watching you hop out of bed and playfully smacking your ass when it was within reach.  You giggled and scampered away, leaving him to lay back and put his hands up behind his head, taking a deep breath of satisfaction.  His plan had not only worked but gone beyond his expectations— clearly you had wanted this, on some level, from the beginning, you were too eager for him to believe otherwise.  But that didn't matter now, because you were finally his and it was exactly as he'd dreamed it would feel: right, undeniably and overwhelmingly right.
He decided to take a break from basking in his own glory for a while to get up and find some food for himself as well.  After all, he planned on fucking you at least one more time today so he'd need lots of energy to keep him going.
He slipped back on his boxers and walked to the kitchen, finding you there standing oddly still.  "What are you doing?" he asked with a bemused scoff.
"Jake…" you mumbled, staring into the cabinet blankly.
"What's wrong?" he asked, stepping closer but stopping in his tracks when he saw what you were looking at: a six-pack box of granola bars.  He sighed a little as he internally chided himself for such a rookie mistake.  "Baby, seriously, what's wrong?"
"I… these… this is the same kind they gave me… it was the only thing I ate for almost four days."
"Oh my god," he whispered, stepping up behind you and wrapping his arms around you to try to soothe you.  "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to bring back any bad memories.  You only ate granola bars for four days?  Honey, you must be starving, please just let me cook you something—"
"No, not only granola bars: only a granola bar.  Just one…"
You reached up to grab the box but he held you tighter, trying to stop you.  Instead what happened was you accidentally knocked the box over, exactly five bars sliding out and landing on the floor with a crinkly thud.
You gasped with realization and tried to squirm away but his comforting hug turned into restraint instantly.  "Jake, let me go…"
"I'm sorry, baby, but I don't think I can do that."
"Jake, please," you begged with a sob.  "Why did you— how could you?"
"I know you had feelings for me, you just needed a little encouragement."
"Feelings for you?  I hate you!"
"Huh, that's odd, because I distinctly remember you begging me to fuck you last night,” he taunted.  “I remember you coming for me, twice.  Is that what you normally do when you hate somebody?"
"You're a monster," you sneered.
"And you're stuck with me, whether you like it or not," he chuckled, spinning you around to bend you over the counter, pressing his hips against yours as you whined and failed to squirm away.  "So you might as well let yourself like it."
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navybrat817 · 3 years
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I ship you with dark jensen
Dark Jensen?! Jake Jensen?! Wow, lovely. This is a happy surprise! And inspired another Drabble.
Pairing: Dark!Jake Jensen x Reader Word Count: 1,011 Warnings: Stalking, obsession, creepy behavior, threat of violence to loved ones. Threat of Non-Con/Rape. Please do not read if this upsets you!
18+ Please!!! This is not beta-read, so any and all mistakes are my own.
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You couldn't sleep again. It was hard to remember the last time you got a good night's sleep. It was almost a blessing that you didn't have to go to work tomorrow. Your little admirer saw to that. He saw everything.
"It's only temporary," your boss had told you. His look of pity made you want to scream. It was only a matter of time before they outright fired you. What would you do then?
You didn't want to drag your friends or family into this. Part of you wondered if they would even believe you. Because Jake Jensen was a nice man. He proudly served his country. The man adored his niece. The loveable goofball was awkward around people he liked. He couldn't be a person with dark intentions.
Except he was. His military training made it easy to blend in when he followed you. His hacker mind made it even easier to find out everything about you. Almost everything today had a paper trail and they all led to his hands now. He could take your life apart piece by piece if he chose to.
Strangers found his charm endearing. The way he spoke of his niece, they knew he wanted a family of his own one day. He decided you would be the one to give it to him. What about what you wanted? What about your desires?
You heard the text alert from your phone beside you, grabbing it after a few seconds. You didn't want to look, but not knowing was even worse.
“Can’t sleep?”
You ignored the message, setting the phone back on the nightstand. The bastard knew you couldn’t sleep. He was just taunting you at this point. And like salt in an open wound, he sent another. You had to look.
"Don't ignore me, gorgeous. Please."
You sneered at the screen, setting it down once again. The "please" was a false sense of security. He was ordering you to respond. And you stubbornly refused because you were tired of being nice. Being nice was what got his attention to begin with.
You embarrassingly jolted when the device began to ring. You could silence it, but he would keep calling and calling. Worse, would he show up if you ignored him?
"What do you want?" you answered, keeping your voice steady and devoid of emotion.
"You don't sound very happy to hear from me," Jake replied. "That hurts my feelings."
"Just leave me alone, Jake," you muttered.
"I can't do that. You know I can't. Why are you being like this?"
"Yes, you can. It's actually very simple. I'll give you a list. Please, stop texting me. Calling me. Emailing me. Watching me. Following me. Don't even think about me. Just move on," you told him, pinching the bridge of your nose. "I'm not the one for you."
"I can't do any of those things, gorgeous," he said after a moment, like he was trying to repress his anger. "And you are the one for me. We're going to be happy together. I know it. I waited long enough for you."
"I'm not-"
"And since you like lists so much, I'll give you one of my own. The first thing I'll cross off my checklist when I go inside is to tie you down to the bed," he said, his voice dropping an octave.
"Jake…" you whispered, looking around as you sat up.
"Then I'll cut through your clothes. You're wearing one of those old t-shirts, aren't you?" he asked as you looked down at your body. "It's a shame. You shouldn't wear t-shirts unless they're one of mine."
"I'm hanging up," you warned him as you got to your feet.
"Don't you dare hang up on me!" he snapped, making you freeze. He never got angry with you and you had to remind yourself that he could hurt you. "Now…" he continued, his voice deep again. "Where were we? Oh, yeah. Tied to the bed. Clothes cut off. Next thing I'm going to do is kiss all over your body."
Your throat felt dry as you went to your computer. Someone could call 911 for you. Nothing happened when you tried to turn it on though. "What the hell?" you asked.
"I wonder if you'll gasp or moan as I part your legs and kiss right between your thighs. I'll bet you taste as gorgeous as you look," he continued, as if you didn't say anything. "Oh, if you're thinking of messaging someone...don't. Unless you want Cougar to pay them a visit. He hasn't had any target practice in some time."
"Jake, please," you whispered as you went to the bedroom door, your hand shaking as you locked it.
You heard him moan on the other end. "You said the next thing on my list...You begging for me to take you. I will again and again. Will you scream my name when you come or will you whisper it? It honestly doesn't matter to me. It'll still be my name on your lips when you clamp down on my cock."
You squeezed your eyes shut, but it didn't prevent a tear from falling. You wanted to forget his words, but they kept buzzing in your ears. It didn't matter that you had been attracted to him. He was obsessed.
"I'll keep fucking you until you know where you belong. With me. Wrapped around my cock and filled with me. My list sounds pretty nice, doesn't it?" he said, his voice gruff as blood rushed to your cheeks. "Fuck, I don't think I can wait any longer."
"Leave. Me. Alone. You need help, Jake. And I can't be the one to help you," you got out. You didn't want him to know that his words got to you. "And you're never going to have me. Ever."
He waited a beat before he chuckled. It was an eerie sound. "I guess we'll find out, won't we?" he asked.
You were about to ask what he meant when you heard your front door open.
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Another Second Chance 18- Therapy
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Another Second Chance Masterlist, Happily Ever Eventually Masterlist
Author’s Note: The final (hopefully) installment of the Happily Ever Eventually RPF series.
Summary: Y/n finds herself a new house and Misha is determined to make it a huge project.
Pairing: Jensen x Reader
Word count: 2993
Story Warnings: past cheating, mentions of FFM threesome, not much in this one
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“It’s pretty, right?” I ask, looking around the open concept of the first floor of this $350,000 house.
“Kitchen’s kinda outdated,” Jensen says, pointing at the fridge. “I mean, that fridge has gotta be from when you were in high school.”
“I could buy new appliances, Jay. Get a natural gas stove set up. Install some cabinet pulls, because I’m not a really big fan of this whole lack of elements.” I gesture at the cabinets. “Probably stain it a little darker to go against the flooring. But it’s pretty, right?”
Jay smiles. “Yeah. It’s pretty...and it’s about twice as big as the one you’ve been living in. Which is what you need.”
“Yeah. Walk-in closet in the master, too. It’ll be a good place to put the security hub.”
“Or you could put the security hub in the closet in the den and put your clothes in the master closet,” Jay suggests, grumpy old man in his tone. "And if you're gonna update the kitchen, you gotta update the bathrooms. Get one of those-"
"I am not getting an automatic toilet!" I laugh. "No one needs that!"
"Of course no one needs it but it's freakin' awesome!"
"Okay, Dean," I tease.
"Dean would agree with me. Automatic toilet, with the bidet and the-"
"Dean Winchester would break an automatic toilet and then complain that it's a damn computer which means he can't fix it without help."
Jay laughs. "He'd still think it was cool."
"He'd be down for the heated seat. I will give you that much."
He smiles as he looks around. "So...are we looking at your new digs or what?"
I bite my bottom lip and run my hand over the granite countertop. “Shouldn’t I ask Nova's opinion? It's gonna be her home, too."
"She's a teenager. As long as she's got her own room, I'm sure she's gonna be fine." He sets his hands on my shoulders and smiles. "But you can show her pictures or bring her by before you sit down with the realtor."
I nod and smile. "It's in the right school district and a bigger room for her and for Mav and the bonus room can be an office. I really think it's the place."
"Then get it," he encourages. "Get it, Baby Girl. We can make it perfect. I'm no stranger to a little reno."
"Please," I start, laughing. "A contractor did the work on your old place. Shush."
He looks a little offended. "I helped. I painted. I installed the sink in the half bath off the kitchen."
"Fine. You can stain these cabinets for me." I wink and step away from him. I'm gonna get this house. "Come on." I walk to the foyer where the realtor is waiting and I smile at him. "Can I put in an offer now or should I wait a few hours?" He smiles brighter than the sun.
"You can make an offer anytime, Miss."
Miss. Still young enough to get 'miss'. "Good. Let's do this."
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"Four bedroom, 2 and a half bath, 3200 square feet with an office next to the master bed. It needs some updating and work...had a contractor quote me $60,000 but that's not bad...covers new appliances, too."
"I could come down and help," Misha offers. "You know, a lot of that stuff you can DIY and I can help with most of it."
"You don't have to do that, Meesh."
"Why would I let you spend that much money on something I could help you with for a fraction of the cost?"
"Misha, you really don’t-"
"I'm not letting you tell me 'no' on this. We'll get together some manpower and get this done for you."
He's really not going to let me say 'no'. "Okay. Well, it's going to be several weeks before the paperwork is finished and all that. I'll let you know when it's mine."
"Good. I'll start looking at HGTV.com." Damn it, Misha. Don't be so extra. "And send me pictures and a floorplan so I know what I'm working with."
"Yeah, okay." Really no point in arguing. It's Misha. If I don't send him pics and a copy of the floorplan, he'll just find the house and get them himself off the internet. "I'll send it to you after my appointment tomorrow, okay?"
"Sounds good. Talk to you then."
"Bye, Meesh." I hang up and sigh. He's gonna make it this whole thing, isn't he?
His house in Washington did come out amazing, though, so he does have some skills that will help in this. Eh, why not? Why not get together with my best friend and make my new home my own?
"So, I get to see this house eventually, right?" Nova says, walking into the living room.
I smile. "Come see all these pretty pictures I took and we can speculate on what craziness Misha is gonna come up with." I pat the couch next to me and she comes over. "This is the view from the street." I start showing her the pictures and she claims a room before I've even finished the digital tour.
"Oh, and you're gonna paint the exterior, right? Like, it's pretty but it's yellow. You're gonna fix that, right?"
"Oh, I'm sure Misha isn't going to let me move into another drab house. You weren’t here the first time he showed up at this house but he had opinions about all of it. I didn't let him talk me into reno last time but this time...I don’t know...maybe this will be the forever home so…"
"It's gotta be custom!" Nova exclaims.
"Exactly."
"Can I paint my walls custom? Or get custom wallpaper done? I know that a lot of people don't like wallpaper but I've seen a few places that got it right and-"
"Yeah, baby, of course. We'll figure out something awesome for your walls." I kiss her forehead. We'll do whatever she wants for her room.
"Yay!"
I love when she's happy.
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It's been a while since I've been in Dr. McCauliffe's office. Life has been in the way...and I guess I didn’t want her to judge me for my involvement with Jensen...which is ridiculous because she's my therapist. She's not going to judge me.
"So." She taps her pen against her clipboard. "What's new?"
"Well...I have been dating Jensen again. I know you saw that in the news."
"I saw it on Mr. Collins' Instagram, actually," she says with a smile.
"Right. The video. Forgot about it for a minute. Um, yeah, like I said in the video and Jensen said in his...spark's still there, we're giving it another chance."
"How's that feel?"
I bite my bottom lip. "Scary as Hell, honestly. I mean, but it's good. I've done pretty good with boundaries and moving slowly. You know, before...we jumped in head first and everything was this intense passion right out of the gate but this time…" I shrug. "I don't know. Maybe we've grown up, or grown old, but…"
"Have you slept with him?" she asks and it's because she knows that sex was a big issue when I was with him before. Sex was all we were supposed to be in the beginning and sex ruined us in the end. I know why she's asking but there's this...well, it's a bit intrusive, isn't it? It seems like she's judging me for being sexually active and I know that's not what it is but my whole spine goes tense when she asks.
"Yes. We dated for about a month before we started getting physical again."
“And how has that been? I don’t need details, of course, but...emotionally, how has it been to be intimate with Jensen again?”
How to answer that?
Really, how am I supposed to answer that? It’s the best sex I’ve ever had, emotionally fullfilling in a romance-novel sort of way. It’s perfect but it does have its scary moments. “Well, we’ve only actually...slept together a couple times this time. His libido is a lot less than it was. I mean, he didn’t have sex the entire time we were broken up, can you believe that?”
Dr. McCauliffe adjusts her glasses and shrugs a little. “I do not. Five years is a long time to go without sex...but you seem to believe it. That’s what matters.”
I never even questioned it. Should I have? No, because he’s been so honest about everything else. “I went years and years without sex after Nate. I believe Jensen did the same after me. He had a lot going on. He was in recovery for alcoholism. He had to be a good father and work on his career and-”
“You just got very defensive, very quickly. Why is that?”
Fuck, I don’t know. I run my hand over my mouth and shrug. “I don’t know,” I respond honestly.
“Analyze it, Y/n. Why would you get so defensive over my disbelief in what Jensen told you?”
“Because I didn’t question it,” I answer after a moment. “Because he told me that the last time he had sex, real full-penetrative sex, was the time that broke us and I didn’t really question it. I took it at face value because we’ve been doing very good about honesty with each other and what if that’s stupid? What if I’m stupid because maybe he’s lying about it and keeping stuff from me and-”
“You said he’s been very good about honesty so far, right?”
I nod. “Yeah. He’s...he admitted to stuff that I never thought he’d admit to and he apologized for stuff and he’s been open about what happened and why. He’s even been honest about little things that he would have lied about before...like I told him about Will and he Googled him. Used to be, he’d keep that kind of thing to himself, never tell me, but he admitted it without even prompting.” I chew on my bottom lip as she starts scribbling on her notes. “I believe him. It might be stupid but I believe him.”
She sets her clipboard in her lap and smiles at me. “It’s not stupid...and he’s likely changed enough that honesty is important to him. You’ve told me that his recovery has changed him. Jared’s told me the same. Now, it’s a bit hard for me to believe that he’s changed so much in the last five years that he would have abstained from sex since the last time he was with you, but...I don’t know the man, do I? You do. Jared does. If you believe him, then don’t let me change your mind.”
“I believe him. You didn’t see the way he looked at me the first time we...‘Reverent’ is the best word for it.”
“What do you think that means for you?”
I scoot back, leaning against the back of the couch. “I think he’s finally got Danneel out of his head.”
“Do you?” she asks and I hate when she asks things I don’t want to answer. “Danneel was a major roadblock in your relationship before, wasn’t she?”
“You know she was. I was so focused on giving Jensen what he wanted...Danneel...that I couldn’t see that I was what he was supposed to be wanting. I wanted to be like her, couldn’t appreciate myself. I know this stuff, Doctor.” I shift on the couch and sigh. “I don’t wanna be Danneel and I don’t want Jensen to be with her. I want Jensen to be with me...I want him to want to be with only me.” I shrug. “Seems like that’s where we are. He doesn’t even talk to her anymore. I talked to her the other day and she didn’t even know why he doesn’t talk to her anymore.”
“You talked to Danneel again?”
“Yeah. We ran into each other at a shop while I was getting Nova a new dress. It...didn’t go well. Nova was very combative with Danneel. I ended up having to...be very honest with my daughter. She knows about everything now...even the night with Danneel.”
“Oh? How’d that talk go?”
“It was...it was good to get it off my chest, actually. It was like the conversation where I told her about, about why her father and I got divorced. It’s like...It was a hard conversation but it was an important one. I don’t have to...hide things anymore and that’s a blessing. She understands why I make the decisions I make now...she understands...the betrayal was a lot deeper than she even knew. She understands that now and...maybe it’ll make us closer, but at least she knows the truth now.”
“And she’s living with you now, right?” I nod. “How did that happen? Nathan doesn’t seem the type to just allow her to do what she wants.”
I snort. “He’s definitely not, but...he fucked up with Jenny, blew up his marriage. I’m actually surprised it took her this long to realize that he was cheating on her, but whatever. Um...Nova didn’t want to be there for the destruction of his way of life and she asked if she could come to Texas. I convinced him to let her come because she didn’t need to see the parade of his affairs that Jenny would bring up. I then used those women to convince him not to fight me on custody when I refiled. It was…” I scratch at my cheek. “It was a low move, but it’s exactly the kind of move he pulled on me, convincing the judge that I was too unstable to care for her. I don’t feel bad about it, especially since she wants to be here.”
“That’s a big change...on top of other big changes.”
“Yep...and there’s more coming. Because I need more room since Nova is living with me, there will be a new home in my future."
"A new home? That's exciting."
"It is. And I am more excited about it than I am scared so that says something."
"I remember how anxious you were about your first house. I remember all the security options you went through."
"Well, security had to be heavy. I had to think about Tom and his crazy-ass fans and the crazier of Jensen’s fans and the paps. There was that one photographer in Vancouver that climbed the balcony outside the condo to get pics of me and Jay, remember?" I shiver at the memory of looking out the French doors to see a man with his camera, snapping away. So intrusive. "I'm gonna have to put up a privacy fence and a coded gate at the new place, too...and, of course, all the security cameras."
"Sounds like a big project."
"Yeah. Definitely. Not even half of it, though. Misha wants to DIY everything."
"Misha isn't your husband, Y/n," Dr. McCauliffe reminds me and I laugh.
"I think he forgets that sometimes. But there's not a lot of use in arguing with him. He's...well, he's right a lot. Like, most of the time, I mean. So, I always cave to him."
"Do you want to do a big DIY project at this new house?"
"Not at first, I didn't but...I dunno. Might be fun. I've never gotten to do that kind of project and knowing Misha, he's gonna make it fun even if it is hard work."
"Well, as long as you can maintain your work as well as this project. How is that coming along?"
"Really good, actually. We started shooting not too long ago...and I hadn't even considered that this project might be detrimental to Midsummer. I'll have to make sure that Misha knows that Midsummer comes first."
"Well, it seems like you've got things under control."
"Yeah? I was afraid you'd tell me I was...going too fast or…"
"Do you think that? You were telling me that you'd done well with boundaries and keeping things-"
"Well, I have! I mean, Jensen was talking about moving in together already and I shut that down and decided to get a bigger place...my own bigger place."
"Jensen wanted to move in with you?" She writes down something on her notes. "And you said 'no'?"
"I said 'no'," I confirm. "I was really proud of myself, Doc. Nova was proud of me, too, actually. Which was...it was interesting and new. I don’t know that she's ever been proud of me for anything and I know that it's supposed to be the other way, where I'm proud of her and I am, of course but Nova being proud of me setting these boundaries and sticking to them...it gives me hope that she'll be able to do the same in her own life, you know?"
"There's nothing wrong with feeling happy that you made your daughter proud and there's nothing wrong with hoping she's going to make different mistakes than you. She's going to do well in life if you keep making the best choices for the both of you." She sets her clipboard on her desk and smiles. "I'm proud of you, too, by the way. Six years ago, you would have jumped at living with Jensen."
"Six years ago, I did."
We finish out our session with a promise to not go so long without seeing her next time. "Mental health is about the maintenance," she reminds me as she opens her office door and walks me to the reception desk. I agree and set an appointment for six weeks out. I call Misha as I start my car, intending to tell him that Midsummer comes before the house project. I haven't even gotten a 'hello' out of my mouth when he speaks.
"I saw the pictures you sent. I have so many ideas!"
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Imagine you being Jared Padalecki's sister and being married to Jensen Ackles since 2010 and you had found out that you can't get pregnant and Jensen ends up cheating on you with Danneel and gets her pregnant. It breaks your heart and you end getting a divorce and you end up sleeping with Bill Skarsgård and surprise you get pregnant.
January 6, 2017
Seven fucking years of marriage down the fucking drain , ” You said .
I'm so sorry sis , ” Jared said as he wrapped his arms around .
He had cheated on me with Danneel and got her pregnant. All bc I can't get pregnant and it breaks my heart bc I had always wanted kids so bad and now he going to be a father, ” You said .
You deserve better than him sis , ” Jared said .
I'm done. Can you pick a divorce paper and bring them to me on set today , ” You said.
I will , ” Jared said .
Thank you , ” You said.
If I was you. I would do something to hurt Jensen more , ” Jared said .
Like what , ” You asked ?
Get his name cover up on your arm , ” Jared said .
Yeah. I'm going to get his name cover up now , ” You said with smile .
Your phone went off.
You check it and see that it was from Bill.
Who are you texting , ” Jared asked?
Bill. He had asked me if I want to go out to lunch with him and I said yes , “ You said with a smile.
That explains a lot now. Every time you mention Bill name and you get a huge smile on your face , ” Jared said with a grin.
Shut up , ” You said .
No way. You like him more than a friend , ” Jared asked?
Ok. I do like Bill more than a friend and I wish that I got together with him instead of Jensen , ” You said .
Is Bill dating anyone , ” Jared said .
Nope. He told me that he is single , ” You said .
There is your chance to grab him and make him yours , ” Jared said .
What about me still being married to Jensen , ” You asked?
So. You are getting a divorce and you can anything after that , ” Jared said .
You smile .
You better get ready for your lunch date with Bill, ” Jared said with a smirk.
It's only lunch , “ You said .
Yeah right , ” Jared said .
You had change into a long sleeve shirt and jeans and had boots on.
Tell Bill. That you are cold and he will give you his coat and Ik that it will work bc gen did it on me, ” Jared said with a grin.
I am going to leave this here, ” You said as you take off your wedding ring and lay it on the counter .
Good. Now Bill will think that you are single now , ” Jared said with a smirk .
I have to go now , ” You said as you grab your keys.
Have fun , “ Jared said with a smile.
Thank you for lunch. I had fantastic time today with you , ” You said with a smile.
Your welcome. I had a fantastic time today with a beautiful girl, ” Bill said as he smiles at you.
Did you just called me beautiful, “ You asked?
Yes, I did. What are you going do about it , “ Bill said as he moved closer to you .
Can I kiss you , ” You asked ?
Yeah , ” Bill said.
You wrapped your arms around his neck as you pull him into a kiss.
You feel him kissing back .
You pulled back and look at him.
Can I ask you something , ” Bill asked ?
Yeah. What is it , “ You said .
I had like you more than a friend and I was wondering if you would be my girlfriend , ” Bill asked ?
Yes. I will be your girlfriend, ” You said with a smile.
Bill wrapped his arms around you .
Shit. It's cold , ” You said as you rub your arms.
Here, ” Bill said as he hands you his coat.
Thank you , ” You said as you slip the coat on.
Hey. I'm not heading to set today and can you bring the divorce papers to my house, ” You said as you sent it Jared.
Sure, ” Jared replied .
Since we aren't doing filming until February. Since the snow. I was wondering if you could come to Sweden with me , ” Bill asked?
Yes. I would love to go with you to Sweden , ” You said with a smile .
Great. I will pick you up tomorrow at 11,” Bill said as he kisses you on the head .
Can't wait , ” You said.
Today. I had a fantastic time and I can't wait for tomorrow , ” You said .
I will see you tomorrow, “ Bill said as he pulls you into a kiss.
Bye , “ You said .
Bye my love , ” Bill said .
You watch him walk to his car.
Did you have fun with Bill, ” Jared asked ?
Yeah I did , “ You said with a smile .
Is that Bill’s coat , ” Jared asked ?
Shit. I forgot to give it back to him , ” You said .
How did lunch go with Bill, ” Jared says .
It went well , ” You said with a smile..
That smile. Tell me that more than lunch happen, ” Jared said .
Bill and I kiss, ” You says .
No way , “ Jared said with a smile.
I enjoy it so much , ” You says .
I can tell by the smile on your face , ” Jared said .
There is one more thing that I need to tell you , ” You said.
What is it , “ Jared asked ?
Bill asked me to be his girlfriend and I said yes , ” You said .
Jared looked at you with a smile.
I'm happy for you sis , “ Jared says .
Thank you , ” You said .
I'm leaving tomorrow , “ You said .
Where are you going, ” Jared asked?
Sweden with Bill , ” You said .
Jared looked at you with a smirk .
Ik what you are think. So shut up, ” You said .
If you two do the dirty. Make him wear protection , ” Jared said. 
I can't get pregnant. So it's pointless to make him wear protection , ” You said .
Ik that you wanted to be a mother so bad , ” Jared said .
Yeah. But that will never happen, “ You said with a sad smile.
I have to start packing now , ” You said as you walk into your bedroom.
I have got the divorce papers like you said , “ Jared said.
Great, “ You said as you grab a pen
You read where you have to sign at.
Are you sure about this , ” Jared asked ?
Yeah. I'm done with Jensen and I want to be happy and that is with Bill , “You said.
You signed the divorce papers .
x Y/N Padalecki.
When I leave tomorrow. I need you to take those papers to Jensen , “ You said .
Ok I will , ” Jared said .
So. What are you going to do about the tattoo and the wedding ring , “ Jared asked ?
I'm getting the tattoo cover-up and I'm selling the ring , ” You said.
It's 6 now. The tattoo place doesn't close until 11 , ” Jared said .
Let's go now , ” You says
The Tattoo Place .
Hello. What can I help you with today , ” A girl named Megan said.
I want to cover this up with something , ” You said as you show her the tattoo on your left arm.
Ok. Follow me , ” Megan said .
Do you know what you want to cover that , ” Megan asked?
Roses , ” You says .
Ok, “ Megan said .
One hour later .
All done , ” Megan said.
You look into the mirror at your arm.
I love it , “ You said.
Now. Since you got the tattoo cover up and what about the ring , “ Jared said .
Pawn shop , ” You said .
Hello. What can I help with today, “ A guy name Brad said.
I would like to see how much this is worth , “ You said as you hand him the wedding ring.
Ok. I have to see if the diamond is real or not , ” Brad said .
The diamond is real , “ Brad said .
Ok. How much do you think it's worth , ” You asked ?
I say around 30k , ” Brad said .
Wow , “ You said .
How much did you want for it , “ Brad asked ?
60k , “ You said.
I can't do that. What about 45k , ” Brad said.
Deal , “ You said as you shake his hand .
Sign here , ” Brad said .
You signed your name.
Here is your money , “ Brad said as he counts the rest of the money .
Thanks , “ You said as you put the money in your wallet .
45k is a lot of money. What are you going to do with it , “ Jared said .
Idk yet , ” You said.
The next morning.
Do you have everything before you leave , ” Jared asked ?
Yes I do , “ You said.
Have fun and I love you , ” Jared said .
I love you too , ” You said .
Enjoy your 13 hours and 55 minutes flight to Sweden, ” Jared said .
I dread this flight, ” You said .
You will be fine sis. You have Bill with you the whole time and take pictures for me , ” Jared said .
I will , ” You said as you huge him.
Bill is here , ” You said as you grab your suitcases .
Bye , “ Jared said .
Bye , “ You said before you get into the car.
Jared watches as the car leaves the driveway.
Now. I need to head over to Jensen's house , “ Jared said as he grabs his keys and the divorce papers .
( Jensen House )
Jared , ”Jensen said .
Hello Jensen , ” Jared said as he walks inside .
What can I help you with , ” Jensen asked ?
I need you to sign those papers , ” Jared said.
Those are divorce papers , ” Jensen said .
Yes. Y/n wants a divorce , ” Jared said.
No. Y/n wouldn't want a divorce , ” Jensen said .
Why wouldn't she want a divorce. You cheated on her and got Danneel pregnant , ” Jared said.
Ik that , ” Jensen said.
She already signed the papers Jensen , ” Jared said.
No. She wouldn't sign the papers , ” Jensen said .
Yes. She did sign the papers , ” Jared said as he shows him where you signed your name at.
Shit, ” Jensen said .
Just signed the papers and get this over with , ” Jared said .
Fine , ” Jensen ssid as he grabs a pen and signs the paper .
Thank you , ” Jared said .
Have you seen y/n , ” Jensen said .
A smirk came upon Jared’s face and he turn around.
She took a trip with Bill, ” Jared said.
Her costar , ” Jensen said.
Yep, ” Jared said with a smirk
Have a nice life with Danneel and the baby , ” Jared said .
( 13 hours and 55 minutes later )
6:00 am.
Damn it's cold , ” You said .
Yeah it is , “ Bill said.
You walk inside the cabin and sit your suitcases by the door.
Wow. It's beautiful, ” You said as you look around.
Ik that you would like it , ” Bill said.
You slip your shoes off and your coat and gloves .
What do you want to do , ” Bill asked?
I'm tired , ” You said .
Do you want to take a nap , “ Bill asked ?
Yeah , “ You said .
Come on, ” Bill said as he grabs your hand and leads you to the bedroom.
This feels so nice, “ You said as you lay back against a pillow.
Bill chuckled.
Are you coming, “ You said as you tap the bed.
Bill slips his shoes off and climbs into the bed.
You lay your head on his chest.
Bill runs his fingers threw your hair.
Keep doing that , “ You said.
Bill smiles down at you as he continues to run his fingers threw your hair .
That feel nice , ” You said as you let out a little moan.
I'm hoping that he didn't hear that , ” You thought .
Did you just moan , ” Bill asked with a smirk.
No , ” You said as you hide your face in his chest .
Y/n, ” Bill said .
You looking into his green eyes .
I'm just embarrassed that you hear me, ” You mumbled .
I thought that it was cute that you let out a moan, ” Bill said as he smirked at you.
Shut up , ” You mumbled .
Make me , ” Bill said with a smirk .
You grab his shirt as you pull him into a kiss.
He starts to kiss back as his hands go up your shirt .
Your hands grab at his belt.
Are you sure about this , ” Bill said as he pulls back .
Yeah I am sure ,” You said with a smile.
Both of you get under the cover .
I love you , ” Bill said as he kisses you on the head .
I love you too , “ You said .
Two weeks later. January 23rd, 2017
Congratulations Ms. Padalecki. You are pregnant ,” Dr.Rue said .
I have been told that I can't get pregnant, “ You said .
I think a miracle has blessed you , ” Dr.Rue said .
I'm going to be a mother , ” You said with a smile.
Congratulations Ms.Padalecki , ” Dr.Rue said with a smile.
Can I ask you a question if you don't care , ” Dr.Rue asked ?
Sure , “ You said.
Did your ex-husband have low sperm production and maybe why you couldn't get pregnant and him being twelve years old then you, “ Dr.Rue said .
Probably, ” You said .
If you don't care. How old is your new boyfriend, ” Dr .Rue said.
Bill is 26 , “ You said.
Since Bill is younger then Jensen. Bill might have more of a chance to get you pregnant since he is a lot more young and healthy , ” Dr.Rue said .
You nodded your head .
Everything looks good and the baby is healthy , ” Dr.Rue said.
You nodded your head .
Here is your pictures and your next appointment is February 4, “ Dr.Rue said.
Thanks , “ You said .
I'm ready for this cold to go away , ” You said as you step inside the cabin and take off your boots and coat and gloves .
How did the doctor appointment go, ” Bill said as he moves away from the stove .
It went good and I had got unexpected news, ” You said as you sit down at the table.
What is the unexpected news , ” Bill asked?
I was told by the doctors that I can't get pregnant at all. Turns out I'm pregnant, “ You said .
Your pregnant, “ Bill said with a smile
Surprise , “ You said .
I'm scared , ” You said.
Ik that you are scared but everything is going to be ok , “ Bill said as he wrapped his arms around you .
When do we have to leave , ” You asked?
The 31st, “ Bill said .
Ok , ” You said.
I'm just wondering how am I going to tell my brother. I went to Sweden not pregnant and I left Sweden Pregnant, ” You said with a smile.
Probably in shock , ” Bill said .
Yeah, ” You says .
I love you , “ Bill said .
I love you too , ” You said .
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Two Weeks
Part 2
Summary - You don't know the value of someone until you lose them. Dean didn't understand the importance of you in his life until he was too late.
Pairing - Dean x Reader(?)
Warnings- Angst, Fluff-ish, Swearing, self doubt, Dean being a dick (sorry)
Word Count - 1.5k
Square filled - Slow Burn ( @spndeanbingo )
A/N - I had thought of leaving “Two Weeks” as a one shot but since y’all had shown the first part so much love, I thought about writing a second part and it turned into a series.
This is also written as an entry for @jensengirl83 ’s 200 follower challenge. My prompt was “I don’t want to fix this again!”
Spn divider by @talesmaniac89💕
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“One more,” you ordered the bartender.
“I think you should take it easy now, hun,” she raised an eyebrow at you.
“I can handle my alcohol,” you slurred.
“It doesn't seem like that. Come on, no more drinks for you. Go home, get some sleep,” she said and passed you a glass of water. You rolled your eyes, gulping down the glass of water and stood up from your seat. You swayed a little, maybe she was right about you being drunk.
The cool air hit you in the face as soon as you managed to stumble out of the bar. You were looking around yourself, unsure of what to do next when you heard a deep rumble and a car pulled up beside you.
You knew it wasn't a creep - you knew exactly who it was. You could recognise that purring of the engine anywhere. You didn't bother to take a look at who was in the car not wanting to see him, not after so long. You were done with him for good.
You heard the door of the car open and slammed shut after a few seconds. You heard footsteps approaching towards you.
“Y/N,” he said in a gruff voice, “I read your letter.”
You turned towards the man you once loved.
“And?” You said in a cold voice. You saw him staring at you with those piercing green eyes.
“Why can't you let me be happy Y/N? You and I - we never had a future. It was only sex for us. I love her- the woman you saw kissing. I want her. She is my future. You can't mess that up for me just because you didn't get what you wanted,” Dean said, his eyes hard.
“Wha-” you felt your throat closing up, you couldn't believe what you were hearing. It all meant nothing to him. You felt your lungs give up. You tried to breathe but it felt like you were drowning. You heard a sound - was that your phone ringing?--
You woke up with a start. You were back in your motel room, your phone ringing on the nightstand. Ignoring your phone, you got out of the bed to get yourself some water. Beads of sweat were still lining your forehead. It was still dark outside. You drank an entire glass of water and came back to the bed.
You gently rubbed your temple, thinking back on the dream. This was a recurring nightmare. What if this was your mind subconsciously hinting at that truth? What if you really messed up everything in Dean's life just because you were pathetic? Maybe he left you because he wanted to get the hell away from you. You were not his girlfriend, then why were you expecting him to drop everything and run back to you? Maybe this was his only chance at a normal life he always wanted. Why did you have to fuck up everything?
Picking up your phone, you saw you had missed a call from Bobby. That old geezer was always worried about you. You decided to pay him a little visit the next day to let him know you were alive.
You sighed loudly. You needed to get on with your life. Four weeks had passed by, Dean didn't bother to contact you. It was not like you had cut him off entirely from your life. You still had the same number because you were hoping that he would realise his mistake and call you up. You waited but he never called. You realised that loving him was a mistake. Dean would never reciprocate those feelings.
You felt anger replacing your sadness. You were done being treated as his second option. You realised he would never put your name on the top of his list, you would never be his priority. You were going to get over him.
You started to pack your bags for the second time and prepared to leave the motel room which had been your home for the last two weeks.
Tomorrow would be a new day for you.
You looked at yourself in the bathroom mirror. Numerous questions were haunting you - why did Dean have to break your heart like that? Was it really all a game for him? Were you really not worth his love?
Your train of thoughts were broken when you heard the main door open loudly. You checked yourself. You didn't have your gun on you and there was an intruder, probably a monster in your room. You looked around yourself searching for anything that could come handy.
When you didn't see anything useful, you tiptoed out of the bathroom. You managed to secure your gun from under your pillow and turned around to point it towards the intruder.
Your breathing hitched at the sight of him. The forest green eyes you once loved locked with yours. You dropped the gun in your hand.
“Y/N,” Dean spoke in a gruff voice, creating goosebumps all over your skin, “I read the letter.”
There was a sense of déjà vu in what was happening. You looked down, bracing yourself for the impending rejection.
“I have the answers,” Dean said, surprising you. You looked up and saw him waving the piece of writing you had left for him. You remained silent which Dean took as a sign to continue.
“Y/N, when I saw you that day hurrying out of the story, wiping your tears on your sleeves, I realised the grave mistake I had committed. During the entire drive back to the motel, I was going over all the ways I could ask you to forgive me but none of them seemed right because I knew you wouldn't forgive me,” you scoffed at his words, “I know you don't believe me but this is the truth. Lisa...she is not you. Y/N, I am ready to fight for us, because you are worth it.”
You hadn't noticed, but during Dean's speech, he had come closer to you. He put a finger under your chin, making you look up to him. Your eyes roamed around his face, taking in his features. He was there standing before you, wearing his best apology but you couldn't forgive him. You were too scared to let him in again. He tilted his head and leaned forward. He pressed his lips onto yours, kissing you gently.
He had expected you to kiss him back but what he didn't expect was you to push him back, your palm connecting with his left cheek. Dean stood there in front of you looking dumbfounded.
“I don't want this - us.” You said.
“Why?” He asked, his voice low. You didn't want to slap him, but you also knew that he deserved that slap because of all the heartbreak he had put you through.
“Don't act like you don't know Dean,” you said, your voice laced with venom.
“Y/N, I-” Dean squeezed his eyes shut. “Y/N, I am sorry for what I did.”
“Don't say that crap. Don't you dare apologise. Two weeks Dean! I waited for you for two long weeks. Holding onto that false promise of yours like my life depended on it. You never once looked back at me when you walked out of that motel room. What would have happened if you hadn't seen me in that store? Tell me, Dean,” you sniffled, wiping away the tears angrily that rolled down your cheek.
“I know what I did is unforgivable but Y/N, I'm here now and we can make this work. Come on sweetheart, we can fix this,” Dean pleaded.
“That's the thing Dean! I don't want to fix this again! I can't let you break my heart again. I am done being your second choice. I-I c-can't-” you broke down in front of the green-eyed hunter. This was the last you wanted to happen. Now he was going to think that you were weak and pathetic.
You felt Dean's arms around you. Even though you despised Dean for what he did to you, he was still your home, your safe place.
“I will never leave you again, sweetheart.” He rasped.
“How can I trust you again, De?” You said, your voice barely a whisper.
“I am ready to fight for us. It will take some time,” he whispered in your ears and cupped your face, "but I will do anything to make you mine again."
You looked up, your eyes meeting his.
"You better not fuck this up, Winchester," you warned.
"I won't sweetheart, I promise," Dean said, planting a soft kiss on your forehead.
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I just wanna say that I'll wait as long as it takes and I'm really excited for it....but whatever the ending to Underneath verse is, it's gonna stress me out. I seriously spend time fretting about how this shit will POSSIBLY work out with them retiring on an island with their dogs. I can't make it work and it's giving me anxiety. Like...
God, I can't wait to see how this shit goes down.
Ahhhhh, thank you so much!!! And I’m so sorry it’s stressing you out! I mean, I am also thrilled in my little author heart, but mostly sorry that you’re feeling anxious! I wish I could help and just post The End tomorrow, but writing is so slow going *cries* If it helps, I have a plan. Like, I know where they boys are going to end up, I just need to see how Jensen decides to get there. Fucker is stubborn....
Thank you so much your message! Love for the verse means the world to me <3
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An apple a day
Pairing: Doctor!Jensen x Reader
Summary: You were just having a bad day, that’s it. I mean, dislocating an arm while carrying cartons into your new apartment? That could happen to everyone. But intentionally miss three vaccination appointments? That could only happen to you. If only the doctor wasn't so cute...
Word Count: 2,507
Warnings: Fluff, mentions of pain and injuries, syringes and stitches
Author’s Note: This story is based on a request by @myopiamystical So reader has an accident. And she gets dislocated arm or leg. She is brought to ER, the doc is Jensen. Reader is allergic to most of the sedatives so Jensen has to relocate it with reader being conscious. This scene + the very same day, later reader has to take some injections (2-3) which she is very afraid to take it from nurse, Jensen overhears and does it himself. Can you write these two with all the fluff? Jensen asking her out, inviting her over dinner since she was just released from hospital and the whole date? I changed it slightly but I hope you like it. This one is long. Enjoy and shower it with love.
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"Gabe, I'm fine! I already said that!" you repeated in annoyance as your future neighbor pulled you into the emergency room. "Now come on, Y/N," he said and dragged you toward the emergency room by grabbing your arm. "Ouch..." you hissed and tore your arm away from him as you rubbed across it to dull the pain. He raised his hands apologetically. "It's okay. It's okay." Gabriel held the door open for you and immediately the biting scent of antiseptic hit you. Men and women in scrubs hurried around, caring for patients. You meandered your way through the chaos to the reception. The cold light shimmered on the bright tiles on the floor and everything was white and turquoise. Typical hospital. The receptionist didn't even notice you until Gabe finally cleared his throat.
"Excuse me. My friend here-" He demonstratively put his arm around you, but you stiffened under his touch and escaped his embrace. "She's moving and she got caught. Her arm is hurting a lot," he explained. He probably meant well, but you were quite capable of talking yourself. You denied it. "It's not so bad..." you said, looking at the dirty tips of your sneakers. She checked you out and then handed you a clipboard. "Fill this out in the waiting room." she ordered and nodded towards the waiting room. You nodded. Gabe was about to follow you when you turned around again. He was a nice guy, but you hadn't known him long. "Thanks for bringing me here, Gabriel. You don't have to wait anymore. I can handle it." you said, hoping he'd take a hint. Of course he didn't. "Oh, nonsense, it's no problem. I'll wait with you, neighbour." He winked at you and you sighed inside. "All right, neighbour." You mumbled and sat down.
Eagerly you began to fill in the sheet. Complaints, medications, allergies. You were allergic to many sedatives and wrote that down on the paper. Last tetanus vaccine? You had to think about it, so you tapped your pen against your lip. You had no idea. You didn't like getting vaccinated. You weren't anti-vaccination, but you were afraid of injections. So you crossed the line and brought the clipboard back to the reception.
A few minutes later a blonde doctor's assistant appeared in the doorway and called your name. "Ms. Y/N L/N?" She read it out loud and looked up. "Yes, that's me!" you said, rising from your chair. "Follow me, please." She led you through the hallways into a white-painted consulting room. She must have sensed that you were uncomfortable, because she smiled at you. "Please sit down. Dr. Ackles will be with you in two minutes." With these words she closed the door and left you alone in the sterile room. Your gaze wandered and you looked at the various information panels and anatomical drawings on the walls. On the desk in front of you was a model of a human eye and the walls were decorated with drawings made by children. Almost always there were suns, rainbows or a house with a child on it. "Thank you, Dr Ackles" was written on it in scrawly letters.
Suddenly the door opened and the doctor entered. He was wearing a white coat and a stethoscope was hanging around his neck. He had blond hair and looked young. The turquoise shirt stretched over his muscular upper body and he definitely looked good. He smiled at you in a friendly way. "Good afternoon Ms.-" He glanced quickly at the clipboard in his hand. "L/N. I am Dr. Jensen Ackles." His green eyes sparkled as he gave you his hand, which you shook with your uninjured arm. His handshake was warm and firm.
He settled on the other side of the desk opposite you. "Well, Ms L/N, how can I help you?" he asked with a friendly smile. "Well..." you started. "I'm moving and I'm in the middle of a mess. I was taking apart a shelf and I got caught on an old nail. The nail scratched my forearm, but we fixed that. The thing is, the pain made me abruptly snap. Then my shoulder cracked and now I can't move my arm anymore," you said and looked a little ashamed to the side.
Dr. Ackles immediately stood up and circled the desk. "Let's have a look." he said, looking at your shoulder. "The joint is definitely dislocated and should be put back into place." he noted seconds later. He hurriedly took a look at the clipboard. "It says you can't take sedatives, so we'll have to do it without," he explained and you swallowed. "Don't worry. It'll be quick and it will only hurt for a moment." He reassured you when he saw your concern. You nodded reluctantly. "All right," you agreed.
Gently, he placed his hands on your shoulder. "Let's count to three together, yeah? Then I pop your shoulder in. So, ready?" he asked. "Yes," you replied, clenching your teeth together. "All right. One." You breathed more rapidly. "Two." Suddenly, he pushed hard on your shoulder and the joint snapped back into place. "Ouch." You sucked in the air through your teeth. A sharp pain shot through your shoulder. Then the pain ebbed and turned into a dull throb in the background. You moved your arm in disbelief. "Didn't we say on three?" you asked and a laugh escaped your lips. Dr Ackles agreed. "I'm sorry. It's a trick I often use on children because they're less prepared and less afraid, then." He smiled at you crookedly and shrugged his shoulders apologetically. His hand casually brushed across your neck before he stepped away from you.
"Now, let's have a look at that scratch," said Dr Ackles, urging you to roll up your sleeve. He opened the bandage and examined the wound with a professional eye. "The wound is badly reddened at the edges. Have you cleaned it?" he asked. You shook your head and bit your lip uncertainly. A worry line appeared on his forehead. "A rusty nail, you say? When was your last tetanus vaccination?" the blond man asked with concern. You shrugged your shoulders. "I-I don't know. I-I - well... I'm pretty scared of needles." you mumbled and he nodded. "What happened after you dislocated your arm?" he asked further and made some notes. Then his green eyes found yours again. "Well." Embarrassed, you tugged at your shirt. "I fell down and hit my head on the floor," you muttered. "Did you pass out afterwards?" the young doctor asked immediately. You nodded tentatively while he disinfected the wound.
"All right, Ms L/N. In any case, you must spend the night in the hospital under observation. There is a suspicion of a concussion." he explained to you after lighting into your eyes. You nodded softly. "Very good. I will now give you some medicine. Amber, my assistant will help you take them and then bring you to a room where you can spend the night. We'll get you a tetanus vaccination tomorrow." You tried to block the thought of the upcoming vaccination. "Thank you, Dr. Ackles." He nodded at you with a smile, looked like he had something to say, but then Amber came into the room. Dr. Ackles was needed in another room.
You had Amber tell Gabriel you were spending the night in the hospital. Gabriel wanted to see you again, but Amber insisted it wasn't a good idea because you needed rest. He brought you a duffel bag with your toiletries and clothing in the late afternoon.
You had already been lying on the bed in your room for several hours, surfing through the internet in boredom. You were accommodated on the third floor of the hospital and listened to what was going on in the corridor. Shoes squeaked on the linoleum and every few seconds a door slammed. You glanced through the floor-to-ceiling windows and watched the sun set slowly behind the building complex. It bathed your room in an orange light and every move you made cast long shadows on the wall with the door to the hallway.
A knock tore you away from your thoughts. Before you could say anything, the door opened at almost the same moment. Dr. Ackles' blond head appeared in the doorway as he peered into the room. "May I come in?" As if you'd lost the ability to speak, you just nodded without saying anything.  When he entered, he smiled at you impishly while hiding something behind his back. Curious, you watched him enter the room.
"I came back to check on you." Dr. Ackles came to your bed. "I stole some pudding from the cafeteria" said the blond with a cheeky grin, triumphantly holding up a glass of pudding. He winked at you and the gesture caused butterflies in your stomach. "And, um, well..." He suddenly seemed embarrassed and scratched his neck nervously. Then suddenly he reached out to you with a book. You were surprised to receive it. "What is that?" you asked. "Storm of Roses" was written on the cover. "I brought you a book from my office. Against boredom." Your fingers were running over the worn pages. You opened it at a dog's ear, and your eyes went over the lines. "It's obviously some cheesy romance novel." He said. You looked at him with a smile. He immediately blushed and cleared his throat. "Uh-uh, not that I would read something like that. A patient left this in the waiting room. I'm just keeping it for her," he stuttered. You raised your hands defensively and bit your cheek to suppress a giggle. "Of course." you replied seriously, flipping through the pages. "But it's quite good - at least that's what I've heard." He bit his lip and took a deep breath. To spare him any more humiliation, you stepped in. "Thank you, Dr Ackles." You gave him an honest smile as you pressed the book against your chest and looked at his rose-tinted cheeks. He avoided your gaze.  So, Dr. Ackles was a hopeless romantic. Interesting.
You spent the rest of the evening reading the book and eating your pudding at the same time. Eventually, you got so tired from the medication, you could barely keep your eyes open. It was only ten o'clock, but soon you fell asleep with Dr. Ackles' book on your stomach. Two hours later Jensen stuck his head back in the room. He was on emergency duty that day and had to take over the night shift on call. With a slight smile on his face, he realized that you were already asleep. Silently he stepped into the room and leaned the door behind him. Then he went to your bed, gently took the book from your hand and put it on the bedside table. Then he tucked you in and finally turned off the light next to your bed. On tiptoe he sneaked out of the room again and quietly pulled the door into the lock.
The next morning, after breakfast, you waited in the waiting room with a cup of coffee and Dr. Ackles' book. It was still early, but there was already a hustle and bustle in the hospital and you watched the people. Then the door to Dr. Ackles' consulting room opened. A little boy came out of the room with a lollipop. "Thank you, Dr Ackles," the boy beamed at him. Ackles smiled at him. "You're welcome, buddy. And wear a helmet next time, yeah?" "I will." said the boy, and the blond leaned into the door with folded arms, watching the little boy run excitedly to his mother. Then his eyes fell on you. He waved at you with a smile and you melted away. He was just too sweet.
Amber pulled you out of your crush. "Ms. L/N. It's your turn now." Like last time, you followed her into the consulting room. But you were disappointed to realise that Dr Ackles was not there. "The doctor said you need to be vaccinated against tetanus, is that correct?" You nodded and watched in panic as she prepared the injection and disinfected a spot on your arm. Just as she was about to prepare the syringe, you flinched. She stopped in surprise. "Is something wrong, miss?" Embarrassed, you dodged her questioning glance. "I'm afraid of needles. I wonder if Dr. Ackles could take over. It's not that I don't trust you, but..." Amber nodded sympathetically. "Wait a minute. Let me see what I can do." She disappeared, and a short time later Dr. Ackles entered the room. You were relieved to see him.
"Hey there. How are you today?" he asked in his calm and deep voice. "Fine, thank you. I'm just a little scared about the injections and I was hoping, well, you could help me -" You fell silent when he disinfected the spot again and refilled the syringe. "Well, we're going to count backwards from 1,029 in 13 steps, yeah?" he said. Confused, you looked at him and stared anxiously at the syringe approaching your arm. "Look ahead, Y/N. I can't hear you count." You looked ahead and began to count shakily. "1,016" you muttered and jerked as the syringe pierced your skin. "What's next?" Jensen asked and distracted you. You continued to count and were soon so concentrated that you didn't even notice the syringe. Only when he dabbed the blood off your skin did you look up surprised. The young doctor smiled at you. "You did great, Y/N." You noticed that it was the second time he used your first name. Then he put the Band-Aid on you. "You see? You get a special unicorn patch. It's only for the really brave girls." He winked at you. You blushed and a smile crept up your lips. "Thanks, Jensen." You just used his first name too. His fingers gently stroked your skin as he pressed the patch on. "Would you like to have a lollipop like Tommy?" he asked afterwards. Tommy must have been the little boy from before.
Laughing, you shook your head. "I don't think that's necessary. It hardly hurts anymore." His green eyes sparkled in amusement. Then he took a step back and cleared his throat. "Well, that's it. You have officially recovered. Don't let me see you back here again so soon. Take care of yourself for a while, okay?" Your heart got heavy when you realized it was time to go. You grabbed his hand and shook it. He was called into the next room. He touched you for a moment as he went past you and then he was gone.
At home, you dropped your bag on the floor and closed the door. You threw your jacket on the sofa when suddenly something fell out of your pocket. You bent down in surprise. It was a red lollipop and a note was wrapped around it. Curious, you rolled it up and read it.
Dinner at my place, brave girl? Call me, Jensen xx
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s-dwinchester05 · 4 years
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Little Witches | A Supernatural Story
Whole story summary: Sam and Dean’s brother got away, but when he’s dragged back into the hunt, a whole load of drama is to follow.
summary: Dean had to collect his brother, Nathan, to help him find their Father. This is where Nathan’s drama filled journey begins.
warning(s): angst, mention of suicide, sadness, supernatural level violence, fighting/arguing.
actor(s): Timothy Granaderos as Nathan Winchester Riley and Parker Busby as Destiny and Sapphire Winchester. (he’s shorter than Jensen in real life so for the sake of the story they’re about the same height)
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Nathan's house
Dean hummed along to the music as he drove through a nice, ordinary neighbourhood. He was on his way to pick up his younger brother after not seeing him for 5 years. The brothers have only called a max of 6 or 7 times since he left.
As He finally came to a stop, staring at the house, feeling slightly guilty that he had to get his little brother away from what looked like a happy life. The house was a little blue home with a small garage on the side and the car his brothers had since he was 19, was sitting in the drive way. All lights were off indicating that everyone who lived there was asleep.
Dean pulled himself out the car, headed towards the window that was slightly open at the side of the house. Slipping through it skilfully, he quietly made his way towards what looked to be the living-room.
As he walked down the hallway, he saw pictures hanging on the walls of what looked like to be two little girls, all blonde haired and posing in a silly way at the camera. Another one of what looked to be a couple on their wedding day, with big smiles on their faces, staring at each other in the most loving way.
He entered the living-room doorway, looking around to see a big silhouette on the couch sleeping with a small child laying on their chest. Dean accidentally hit the tip of his shoe on a toy, making a loud noise bounce around the room, alerting the sleeping figure on the couch.
The male slowly turned over to lay the child on the sofa, gradually getting up so the intruder didn't see any sudden movements from him.
When he fully got up and made his way round to the shadowy figure who was cussing, he pounced onto him.
Fist we're being throw left, right and centre. Finally Dean had his brother pinned to the floor, out of breathe from the fight they just had. The light had hit Deans face letting the male see who he was finally.
"Dean?!" he whisper-shouted.
"Nathan!" Dean exclaimed rather loudly.
Nathan struggled beneath his brother trying to get up, eventually getting it so he could swig it around so Dean was on the floor, instead of him.
"What are you doing here?" Nathan asked, his brother hadn't seen him in years and knowing Dean, it wasn't a good reason for why he was here.
"Daddy?" A little voice came from behind the brother, not giving Dean the chance to reply.
The lights were turned on, the men turned around to see two little girls, one up on the tips of her toes reaching towards the light switch, looking slightly scared after her sister went to wake her up after being startled awake, with her father missing beneath her. Dean stared opened mouthed at the girls, not knowing what to do. His baby brother was a father! Dean couldn't believe it. The girls stood there in matching pyjamas, wided eyed, looking up at their father.
“Babies,” Nathan replied. “What are you doing up?”
"We heard noises coming from in here" The smallest one said, hair sticking up in all different ways. Tears had slowly gathered up in their eyes, making Nathan's heart break seeing how scared his little girls were.
"Hey, hey. No tears. I'm fine, you're fine." Nathan comforted them, opening his arms up, they all but ran into his arms wanting the comfort of the father.
Nathan stood up with two of them in his arms, mumbling sweet nothings to calm them down. Turning around to look at Dean again, cringing slightly at Deans shocked expression.
"Dean, this is Sapphire," tilting his head to the one who called out Daddy, "and Destiny." He finished, point towards the smaller one who turned on the light switch.
"Girls, this is Dean, your Uncle." He said, introducing them to him.
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Nathan had finally got his girls to go back to sleep in their bedroom, that they shared. Nathan closed the door behind him, heading back towards where Dean was.
"Dean," He sighed, "What are you doing here?"
"Dad went on a hunting trip and hasn't been home for a few days," Dean replies after a moment of hesitation.
Nathan started to panicked, no matter how horrible his Dad was before he left, it was his father he going to be worried.
"What do you mean missing?"
"Dad's never been missing for this long, and I need yours and Sammy's help." Dean replied.
Nathan looked down thoughtfully, he couldn't leave his girls but his neighbour did always babysit for him when he goes on his own little hunts.
"We'll have to leave tomorrow," Nathan decided, looking up towards Dean, "What was he hunting?"
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The Impala
Dean and Nathan sat in a awkward tension, neither knowing what to say to the other. Music played in the background, Nathan looked out the window watching as the trees flew by, worried about not only his dad but now his daughters. What the rest of the Winchester family didn't know that his daughter's mother (His wife) was a witch, meaning that any day now the girls should show some kind of magic. Nathan rarely ever left his daughters with his neighbour, only doing it on really dangerous hunts, he normally took them with him.
"So, you're a father?" Dean finally asked, tired of the tension.
Nathan hesitated, not knowing what his father had exactly told his brother when he left them. "Yeah...It's why I left."
Dean looked over at his brother in sadness and shock. His father, like Nathan thought he would, never told him the real reason why Nathan left. Just that he abandoned the family to have a 'apple pie life'. Which was the furthest from the truth, Nathan had quit hunting for three years before starting again. No matter what Nathans life was never going to be normal.
Nathan sighed already knowing what his dad told them, turning hid head to look at Dean, "I know what Dad told you, that I abandoned you three to have the 'apple pie life'. I never left that life, the hunting, the killing of demons and other monsters." He silence for a second, "I started hunting again two years ago, three years after stopping."
"Why?" Dean asked curiously, there is always a reason why someone starts or stops hunting and it was clear in the sadness of his brothers voice that there was.
Nathan looked away trying to hold back tears, he could feel them burning at the back of his eyes. Clearing his throat quickly, "urm... My wife, Danielle, got killed on a hunt." He told Dean, completely lying, Nathan would probably never tell the truth.
His wife had always suffered with Depression and other mental health issues, but on 19th of August 2003, it finally caught up to her. Danielle died lying in her husbands arms after he had rushed home, to stop her. Nathan knew she struggled, he supported her through everything, even the days where she couldn't drag herself out of bed; he'd lay down and cuddled her all day just so she wasn't alone. After this, He was colder to everyone who wasn't family or Rebecca his neighbour. The day she died had haunted his sleep ever since, only ever finding comfort with at least one of his daughters in his arms.
Dean quickly changed the subject seeing how tore up his baby brother was, Nathan clearly didn't want to speak about it. Dean could see the unshedded tears in his eyes just before he turned away.
The rest of the way the boys talk about anything and everything but Nathan's wife. They spoke about the case their father was working on, how Sam got away by going to college. To say Nathan was shocked was an understatement, Sam had always rebelled against John but not to the extent of leaving. He was happy his little brother got the normal life he always wished for, they had stayed up late nights talking about Sam going to school and getting a job in the Law. Nathan was proud of his baby brother, though he felt guilty for having to go collect him for the thing he ran from.
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Outside of Sam's Apartment
Nathan has waited outside, reading further into the case their dad had gone on, wanting to avoid the fight Dean and Sam are going to have. He knew Dean would do exactly what he did to him, sneak his way him and battle till he had Sam on the floor.
Fifteen minutes had passed before two tall, dark figures crossed the street to the Impala. Nathan opened the door slightly, gawking at how grown up his once small and skinny teenage brother is. Sadness hit him when he realised just how much of Sammys life he missed out on.
"--some normal, apple pie life?" Nathan heard dean ask, just as he opened the car door fully.
"No. Not normal." Sam disagrees. "Safe."
"And that's why you ran away." Dean concluded.
"I was just going to college. Just like me and Nathan had always talked about. Anyway, it was Dad who said if I was gonna go, I should stay gone. That's what I'm doing." Sam's eyes flickered towards Nathan, eye widening in shock. He hadn't expected Dean to get Nathan after so many years.
Nathan smiled up at Sam from where he sat with his body facing out of the car. Nodding his head in a greeting, Nathan didn't do hugs, unless it was Sapphire and Destiny, everyone knew that.
"Yeah, well, Dads in real trouble right now. If he's not dead yet. I can feel it." Dean tried reasoning, though it wasn't working as much as he planned. Sam fell silent for a second.
"We can't do this alone." Dean tried again, getting a point look from the 25 year old in the car.
"Yes you can." Sam instantly came back with, these two were two of the best hunters he knew when he was younger.
Nathan finally butted in after getting a small pleading look from Dean, "Yeah, well, we don't want to."
Sam sighed looking down, thinking about whether he was going to go or not. Dean knew Nathan would be the one to get through to Sam, it always had been like that. Nathan was the peace keeper between the three of them but if you got Nathan pissed then well let's say it never ended well for either of them. Nathans anger was like a volcano when he was mad, he was impulsive and it all came at once, and took awhile to calm again.
"What was he hunting?"
Nathan's gaze turned to Dean, brows raised. He had explained it all to him already, but he had forgot it all with the overthinking all the way to the University. Dean opened the trunk and lifts the compartment, propping it up with a shotgun, mumbling. "Where the hell did I put that thing?"
"And why didn't you go with him?" Sam continued.
"Nate, you know where the files went?" Dean asked. Nathan walked around to the back of the car, spotting it as soon as he got there. He plucked up the files and handed them to Dean. "I was working my own gig," Dean says to Sam. "This voodoo thing down in New Orleans."
Sam and Nathan looked at each other confused, "Dad let you go on a hunting trip by yourself?" Nathan asked, their father never let them do that.
Dean looked to them with furrowed eyebrows, slightly offended. "I'm twenty-six, dude."
Dean pulled some paper out of the folder, "All right, here we go. So dad was checking out this two-lane blacktop just outside of Jericho, California. About a month ago, this guy."
He handed a piece of paper over to Sam, "They found his car, but he vanished. Completely MIA."
The paper was a printout of an article from the Jericho Herald, it was headlined 'Centennial Highway Disappearance' and dated September 19th 2005; it had a man's picture, which was captioned 'Andrew Carey MISSING.' Sam finished reading it and glanced up at his brothers.
"So maybe he was kidnapped." He concluded. Nathan rolled his eyes, Sam clearly didn't want to go, now finding any excuse not to.
"Yeah. Well, here's another one in April," Nathan said, tossing another article which he snatched from Dean. "Another one in December 'oh-four', 'oh-three', 'ninety-eight, 'ninety-two, ten of them over the past twenty years."
Dean took back the articles from Sam and the one Nathan tossed down when explaining, putting them back into the folder. "All men, all the same five-mile stretch of road."
Dean pulled out a bag from the arsenal in his trunk, "It started happening more and more, so dad went to go dig around. That was three weeks ago. I hadn't heard from him since, which is bad enough."
Dean grabbed a handheld tape recorder, holding it out so they could both hear. "Then I got this voicemail yesterday."
He pressed play. The recording was staticky and the signal was clearly breaking up. Dean never showed this to Nathan before. Nathan was slightly pissed that he didn't till now but didn't comment on it.
"Dean...something big is starting to happen...I need to try and figure out what's going on. It may... Be very careful, Dean We're all in danger."
"You know there's EVP on that?"
"Not bad, Sammy. Kinda like riding a bike isn't it?" Nathan joked, getting a chuckle from Dean and the shake off the head from Sam.
"All right. I slowed the message down, I ran it through a gold wave, took out the hiss, and this is what I got." Dean explained.
"I can never go home..."
"Never go home." Sam copied, seeing if he had heard it from somewhere but came up with nothing.
Dean dropped the recorder back in the trunk, put down the shotgun from where it was propped and shuts the trunk, to then turn around and lean on it. "You know, in almost two years I've never bothered you, never asked you for a thing."
Nathan kicked Deans shin for guilt tripping their baby brother, he watched as Sam looked away sighing.
As Sam looked back up to the boy, he said, "All right. I'll go. I'll help you two find him."
They nodded at him, silently cheering on the inside that he was coming with them. The three of the were back, that's all Nathan cared about in that second. But Sam broke in his inner cheering by what he said next.
"But I have to get back first thing Monday. Just wait here." Sam turned to head back to his apartment, started to walk away before Nathan cut in.
"What's first thing Monday?"
Sam hesitated replying, he knew Nathan would be happy but Dean however he didn't know how he'd feel. "I have this...I have an Interview."
"What, a job interview?" Dean asked, "Skip it." Which earned his a smack at the back of the head by Nathan.
"It's a law school interview, and it's my whole future on a plate." Sam replied, a small but proud smile appeared on Nathans face. Sam had got what he wanted finally.
"Law school?" Dean asked, smirking.
"So we got a deal or not?"
The brothers said nothing, leading Sam to go back to Jess and try and explain the situation as best as he could without telling the truth.
Nathan headed back to the passenger seat to call his daughters and tell them goodnight. Dean watched him while he called them seeing Nathan run his hands through his hair, it was his tell-tale sign that he was either stressed or worried. Dean wondered what sort of Dad Nathan was to the twins, after all he didn't exactly have the role model father himself to go off.
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verobatto · 4 years
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Destiel Chronicles
It was a love story from the very beginning.
Vol. XXXVI
Goodbye my Love. Goodbye Stranger.
(8x17)
Hello My Friends! How are you? Another important meta from season 8, and we are here... We are in the crypt scene!! Our hearts will break... 😭
I want to say thank you to my friend @agusvedder she made the gifs for this meta and discussed with me the episode.
Okay... Let's do this... **Deep breath**
Sam knows
In episode 8x17 Goodbye Stranger, Sam and Dean knew Castiel was behaving weird.
Although that, Dean had prayed to him because he was worried about Sam, but as we learned in the previous volume of this Chronicles, he didn't pray just for that, but also, because he wanted to see Castiel. Because Dean missed him and he was worried about him too.
So, when Sam discovered Dean was praying to him, even knowing Castiel was acting weird, he didn't just ask once, but twice about why his brother prayed to him...
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This first time, Sam is in awe, but this second time... With the whole thing digested, and with Castiel off, Sam is more direct.
DEAN: Well, he puts the "ass" in "Cas," huh?
SAM: He's definitely off.
DEAN: Off? He hasn't been right since he got back from Purgatory. We still don't know how he got out of there
Okay, this is a discussion the brother had had already, maybe a lot of times. They both were agreed about Castiel behaving weird. Then... Sam has this clear, but it caught his attention Dean's doesn't have things clear apparently, because he prayed to him. So... Here is the question, direct, and without anesthesia...
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And Dean's face is acting everything. Okay, you can argue with me about this point, because later on this episode we will have this dialogue...
SAM: I'm fine.
DEAN: No, you're not fine. You haven't been fine since the first trial. That's why I called Cas.
Yes, Dean prayed to Castiel because he was worried about Sam, we already knew that... But... What we know too is... He prayed waiting for Castiel to appear right there in his room, remember? So... One of the reason, the big one, is the necessity of Castiel to heal his brother, to protect him, but the Hidden One, that one that makes Dean try to hide, and put himself flustered when Sam asked him the reason why, I because he wanted to see Cas, because he's worried about him, and he missed him. Because he loves him.
So here he had the perfect motive again to show his brother he called Cas because he was worried about his little brother's healthy... Perfect... No homo there my friends... Just a worried brother calling for his totally platonic bro/friend to help him.
But Sam is insightful and clever, I want you to jump with me to the last scene... We can do that because we all know this episode like our names, so... A little more of Sammy knows...
After the crypt scene, they were back on the road in baby, Castiel had left, as we know, and this is what Dean says to Sam...
SAM: So... what happened? I mean, Cas touched the tablet, and it reset him to his factory settings or something?
DEAN: I don't know. And I don't care. All I know is that he is off the reservation with a-a heavenly WMD. Listen, man, I can't take any more lies -- from anyone.
Dean is mad, Sam gets it immediately, he's mad. But not at Sam. Sam gets that too.
Because when Dean avoids a topic... Is because that's really affecting him...
And then... This song starts to play... And watch Sammy's face...
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These are the lyrics from Goodbye Stranger
It was an early morning yesterday
I was up before the dawn
And I really have enjoyed my stay
But I must be moving on
Like a king without a castle
Like a queen without a throne
I'm an early morning lover
And I must be moving on
Okay, this is a lover of one night, a lover that doesn't get strains to anyone. After Dean confessed his feelings to Castiel on that crypt, Castiel decides to run away with the tablet, leaving Dean alone, heartbroken and feeling unrequited. Again.
Now I believe in what you say
Is the undisputed truth
But I have to have things my own way
To keep me in my youth
We are still talking about Castiel here.
Like a ship without an anchor
Like a slave without a chain
Just the thought of those sweet ladies
Sends a shiver through my veins
Castiel deciding to leave again, he rejected Dean's feelings (from Dean's POV) and help. He's a lone wolf. B
And I will go on shining
Shining like brand new
I'll never look behind me
My troubles will be few
Goodbye stranger it's been nice
Hope you find your paradise
Tried to see your point of view
Hope your dreams will all come true
And we had reached Dean's POV at this point, he's mad, and very very angry. Because he was rejected and Cas didn't trust him. So he's saying goodbye to him.
Goodbye Mary, goodbye Jane
Will we ever meet again
Feel no sorrow, feel no shame
Come tomorrow, feel no pain
Dean pushing down all his feelings again.
Sweet devotion (Goodbye, Mary)
It's not for me (Goodbye, Jane)
Just give me motion (Will we ever)
To set me free (Meet again?)
In the land and the ocean (Feel no sorrow)
Far away (Feel no shame)
It's the life I've chosen (Come tomorrow)
Every day (Feel no pain)
So goodbye, Mary (Goodbye, Mary)
Goodbye, Jane (Goodbye, Jane)
Will we ever (Will we ever)
Meet again? (Meet again?)
This is Dean trying to say goodbye to his feeling for Castiel, is not for me, goodbye sweet devotion, because he feels so hurted and heartbroken, he decides to push everything down, because he feel unrequited.
Now... Let's come back to one important thing right here... Megstiel time...
Megstiel brought us Jealous!Dean back again
The classic Megstiel scene, is quite interesting, because Meg can't stop to seduce Cas by throwing at him a lot of sugestives quotes... I won't talk about the whole conversation, Agua is making a gifset I will relate with this meta because sadly, I just can put 10 gifs to show you all the things I saw, but what I want to point here is an idea I constructed in my head since I met Castiel. Please read this mini meta here I wrote time ago, about Castiel's seduction techniques.
And you will catch what I need to show you now in this piece of dialogue...
CASTIEL: These wounds have festered. [CASTIEL wraps gauze around one of MEG's wrists.]
MEG: You really do know how to make a girl's nethers quiver, don't you? [MEG is sitting on the couch, holding an open bottle of booze, she's been cleaned up a bit.]
CASTIEL: I am aware of how to do that. Although it doesn't usually involve cleaning wounds.
Did you read that?!!!!!! Cas is aware about seduction techniques!!
As I said on my mini meta, I'm pretty sure Castiel used his seduction techniques with Dean... And he still does that! Because HE KNOWS HOW TO DO THAT!!
Plus his innate sexiness... BOOM! HERE YOU HAVE THE HOTTEST ANGEL ON THE GARRISON.
Irresistible... PrayxDean.
Okay, let's talk about Jealous!Dean. We had two scenes in which we had Dean feeling jealous in Meg presence.
First scene, and how writers and producers are very aware of the fandom's ships... And they use it.
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Dean is saying this with disgust, why he feels jealous always about Meg? Well, maybe because Castiel kissed Meg so passionate that time? And they had that special friendship in season 7???
And then this one... Dean acting like cockblocker, really Dean? Control your jealous face please 😏
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The Crypt Scene
Okay, we're here, Carver era, crypt scene, a place in which Dean had to say I LOVE YOU to Cas, making Destiel canon, but he did, because Jensen's was so right back then, Dean wasn't prepared...
But... What happened in this crypt? Everything!
Okay, First of all, I need you to rewind the video, at the beginning of this episode, remember that scene with a lot of Dean's killed by Castiel, with Naomi watching? Yeah... She made Cas kill a lot.of Dean bc she knew what Cas felt for him. So she needed to be sure Cas will kill Dean when it will be needed. She was a bitch...
Then... When CAS and Dean were alone at the crypt, and Dean had the angel tablet in his hands... The program in Castiel's head started to roll. Dean noticed Castiel was trying to get the tablet, and he didn't trust in Cas because he was acting weird... So... He tried to get from the angel some truth... Like... How he had been pulled out from Purgatory...
CASTIEL: I can't let you take that, Dean.
DEAN: Can't or won't?
CASTIEL: Both.
DEAN: How did you get out of Purgatory, Cas?
Immediately, after seeing that wasn't HIS CAS, Dean threw that question.
The entire scene flips between the crypt and Naomi, and how CAS is trying so hard not to obey and keep Dean safe.
DEAN: Just tell me how you got out of Purgatory. Be honest with me -- for the first time since you've been back -- [DEAN nods towards the stone he's still holding] and this is yours. [CASTIEL's blade drops into his hand.]
Dean needed to hear the truth. Everything, he needed to hear too... Castiel didn't stay because he didn't want to come back with him... He needed Cas to say that was a lie too...
DEAN: Cas. Cas, I don't know what the hell is wrong with you, but if you're in there and you can hear me, you don't have to do this. [CASTIEL attacks, DEAN blocks the blow with the stone.] Cas! [Flashes of light, thunder rumbles.]
Dean sees Castiel isn't there, he's defending himself against a robot, where is his friend? He tries to call h back, to drag him to reality. He tries because he believes he can reach him.
And while this is happening and Cas began to hit Dean, Naomi tries to keep him under control, because Castiel is fighting back strongly, Naomi wants him to protect the tablet and kill Dean, and Cas wants to protect DEAN.
NAOMI: Do you realize what that tablet can do for us?
CASTIEL: I...
NAOMI: For heaven?
CASTIEL: I won't hurt Dean.
NAOMI: Yes. You will. You are.
The scene is too intense, and Cas keeps hitting Dean, and Dean keeps calling him. Till... This happens...
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Look at Dean's hand, trying to reach Castiel...
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Dean is not just trying to reach Cas with his hand, but also with his words... He's sure Castiel is there, and he's sure he will listen, and he's sure Castiel will come back to him. That's why he tries with everything he has... With honesty. Tries to get him back with honest feelings and words... We need you... Not hell... Cas... I NEED YOU. The same words he used when he convinced him to follow him in Purgatory. I need you, don't leave me. This I NEED YOU is so so important, is the replacement of the I LOVE YOU that never happens. So is the big I NEED YOU. Dean's naked feelings. His last shot. His bare soul. Right there. Chest open, heart beating.
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Dean is waiting for Castiel's reaction after his confession, and immediately after that honest I NEED YOU, Castiel breaks connection, and he's back again.
Not the tablet, why not? Because the I NEED YOU is what makes Cas stop. And when he touches the tablet, and Crowley reveals the tablet was what kept Castiel disconnected with Naomi, why he still was disconnected after losing the tablet? Pure logic, my friends, the tablet had nothing to do with this disconnection, it was Dean's I NEED YOU, who worked, and brought Cas back. The love. The Profound Bond.
And it hurts a lot, because while Castiel was hitting him, Dean was grabbing his forearm, with fear, he thought Cas will kill him... But he just couldn't stop grabbing him, he couldn't stop being close to him like that. He has to get his angel back... And when CAS reach's his face with his hand... Dean grabbed Castiel's forearm again, you have to rewatch the scene is so romantic and angsty, Dean was terrified, but he just remained there... Kneeled... Tryin to make Cas to hear him, and trying to get him back, and he did it.
The big question the writers left to us, we already know the answer...
DEAN: Well, w-what broke the connection?
CASTIEL: I don't know. I just know that I have to protect this tablet now.
DEAN: From Naomi?
CASTIEL: Yes. And from you.
Castiel said this, because it was Purgatory all over again, and Leviathans chasing after Cas, but this time, were Angels and a dangerous Naomi, so he needed to put that tablet safe and far away from everyone, and from Dean, to protect him again.
But what Dean understood here is CAS DOESN'T TRUST ME, AFTER I CONFESSED MY FEELINGS, HE DOESN'T TRUST ME. And his heart broke again, and we had to hear that song in the car... Dean is heartbroken, as the first half of the season showed us, tons of broken and eaten hearts... He's disappointed with CAS... And he's feeling rejected and unrequited...
To Conclude:
This episode showed us Sam Winchester getting the idea of what Dean feels for Castiel.
We also had Megstiel as a tool, because it brought us back Jealous Dean and we got the idea about how Castiel is conscious about seduction techniques.
But the most important scene, one of the most emblematic of Destiel scenes, was the Crypt scene. The I LOVE that never happened, but a huge love Confession from Dean to get Castiel back.
The confession brought Castiel back, but when the angel ran away from Dean, Dean felt rejected, heartbroken and unrequited, and he began to pushing all his feelings down again.
I hope you like this meta, I suffered a lot, but we'll.. I love this scene...
See you in the next one!
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*1 year after the season finale*
Misha, returning from a 3-mile run, still out of breath, can hardly believe in what he’s seeing.
He has to blink several times as he takes small steps towards her.
He looks around, with wide eyes and a red face, looking for someone.
When suddenly:
"Hi Mish!"
His thoughts are blown away by that voice.
His voice...
Jensen is behind him, with his arms crossed over his chest and a sassy smile on his lips.
Misha perhaps turns too quickly to look at him and hardly stands up for the rapidity of the gesture.
"What…- what are you doing here?"
"I came to say hi"
Misha takes a quick look at the Impala and immediately returns to stare at him.
"did you drive 2,199 miles just to say hello?"
He is incredulous.
Jensen smiles back at him, he looks very tired
"Well, I'm glad to see you too." He says with sarcasm and a hint of resentment in his voice.
Misha shakes his head with his deep blue eyes and a guilty expression on his face.
"Sorry I'm ..."
"Do you want to go for a ride?" Jensen hurries to say
"Aren't you tired of driving?"
"Yes I am."
Jensen throws him the keys of the Impala
"Are you serious?" Misha is perplexed and stares at the keys for a few moments more.
Jensen gets into the car from the passenger side, in response and waits for Misha to do the same.
*
Misha feels excited as he quietly drives the Impala through the streets of Bellingham, while Jensen at his side glares at him, happy to be together.
The younger one enjoys the ride, relaxing after all those vigilant hours of driving.
Misha watches him from the mirror, sideways, because he knows that Jensen cannot see him. He finds him beautiful, even with the deep dark circles that furrow his wonderful green eyes.
Misha stops the car at the entrance of the path to the lake and remains silent for a while, almost embarrassed, staring at the steering wheel.
Jensen seems to notice it and after a first moment of hesitation, he decides to reach out for his friend and put his fingers through Misha's soft dark hair. He feels him stiffen, Jen is afraid he'd rushed things and is about to pull out his hand when Misha gives in to his touch and moves his head against his hand to receive more.
"I missed you" Misha confesses, finally fixing his gaze into Jensen's green one
"Me too."
Misha leans towards his friend, captures his lips and drags him into a kiss full of passion and feeling, but at the same time full of unspoken words and urgency.
After endless minutes of tongues chasing each other and hands seeking and wandering around the body, they finally part with a smack.
Misha has red lips and wide eyes, in a typical expression reminiscent of Castiel at the brothel.
Jensen observes him, his lips in the same condition, but his eyes are sweet and his expression is relaxed.
"So, how does she look?" He refers to the car, gently stroking the dashboard
"It's perfect, a real gem. I'm glad you managed to get it."
"Me too, I begged a lot and in the end there she is."
Misha smiles, a broad and sincere smile of pure love for his colleague.
Jensen opens the door to get out of the car and Misha follows him closely, then begins to walk towards the path.
Jensen has both hands in the pockets of his dark jeans while he walks and Misha is a little ahead of him so Jensen can't help but notice his thick legs covered only by shorts.
The sky is covered with a light layer of clouds and the sun is about to set.
"You disappeared, Mish" Jensen comments, once he reached him and faced him.
"Well, I've been busy… at home." Misha's reply is stammered and he reaches out to scratch the back of his neck as he speaks.
"I see. " Jensen is not very convinced, but he doesn't want to push too hard.
"So where were you?" He finally asks, pursing his lips in a smirk as he points to his blue shorts
Misha looks down and smiles "I went for a run."
“Can you?"
"Of course I can"
"I mean your hip"
"I'm fine Jen, I take it easy"
"You’re so hot in those" staring at his bottom side.
Misha chuckles embarrassed, covering his face with a hand
"No, I'm not"
Jensen laughs back "yes, you are."
They walk towards a bench not far from the lake, quietly enjoying the sunset for a while.
*
"Dinner tonight?" Jensen asks once in front of Misha's house
"Uhm, yeah okay."
"I'm inviting you on a date, show a little more enthusiasm."
Misha thins his eyes "A date?"
"That's right, like old times."
"I was the one who invited you out for dinner," Misha retorts
"You did it to woo me. Let me do it now." Jensen comes closer as he speaks and faces him boldly, placing his hands on his hips.
"I'll pick you up at 8:30," he says, a breath from his lips, just before turning and heading for the car.
"Wait, where are you going?" Misha awakens from the unchaste thoughts that his mind was already doing about Jensen's mouth and runs after him.
"I got a room, not far from here."
"Why? You can stay here."
"I don't want to bother, you didn't know I was coming"
"Please Jen, stay"
Jensen seems to think about it, he doesn't really want to disturb Misha and his family.
"Guys will be happy to see you again," continues Misha, hoping to convince him.
"Me too" he replies without hesitation, accompanying his words with an affirmative head gesture.
Misha turns around the car and stands in front of the trunk "I’ll help you carry everything inside."
"It’s just a bag."
Jensen opens the trunk to take out the bag and Misha notices something that immediately catches his attention.
Folded in a corner of the compartment is a trench coat. His trench coat, or at least Castiel's trench coat.
"why is it here?" The question comes out quite spontaneously
"Oh" Jensen blushes and chuckles nervously "I got one before I left the set."
"Why?"
"Well, I wanted something of yours, so I stole it and keep it here."
"Just like Dean." Misha comments enthusiastically
"That's right, but I won't give it to you this time. It's mine, it smells like you."
Misha doesn't know what to say, it rarely happens.
He wasn't allowed to take a lot of his character’s stuff with him.
"shall we?" he finally says, pulling Jensen's bag out of the trunk.
*
"For how long will you stay?"
Misha asks, as he cuts a piece of his steak
"I’m leaving tomorrow, Mish."
Misha turns to look at him, a surprised and melancholy expression on his face
"Tomorrow? You just got here."
Jensen simply nods as he takes a long sip of his beer.
"Why are you here, Jensen?"
"I told you, I came to say hello"
"That's all?"
"Well, that and to do this ..."
And without ever interrupting eye contact with his colleague, he leans over the table to steal a kiss from his lips.
Misha arches his lips in a smirk, shaking his head embarrassedly
"I missed you, Mish. I missed you so much and feeling distant in these months made me think I should have done something to change the situation."
Jensen explains as he tries unsuccessfully to meet his colleague's gaze. Receiving no response, he decides to place a hand on the other’s one on the table to hold it.
"Nothing has changed for me, you know."
Misha is tempted to pull out his hand from Jensen’s grip, who instinctively squeezes it more.
"No, I don’t. After Supernatural your life has changed, you went on, you met new people. I was afraid you had...."
Misha looks down at the plate
"Forgot you?"
"Yes." Misha's response is not long in coming
"I never could. What we had..." Jensen thinks about it and correct himself immediately "What we have, I could never forget it."
Misha turns his wrist under Jensen's grip and squeezes it back, crossing their fingers.
"I did so much to get you, I would never let you go, Jen" confesses Misha, his voice hoarse and eyes fixed on Jensen's, then he drag Jen’s hand to his mouth to place a kiss.
Jensen feels his face catching on fire and tries terribly not to show it, silently lowering his eyes to the plate before filling his mouth with a bit of meat.
"You can't escape, Jen. Your freckles don't lie."
Misha chuckles, running a finger over Jensen's straight freckled nose.
"You really have a thing for freckles." Jensen grumbles, still holding the piece of meat in his mouth.
"Only with yours, Jen. You’ve always been the only one I’ve been focused on."
*
"Will we end up in bed at the end of the night?" Misha's question is asked with such ease that it almost makes Jensen choke on beer.
"Oh it's in my plans, yeah" Jensen winks resolutely.
"Why don't we speed things up?"
Jensen doesn't have to hear it twice, so he suddenly asks for the bill.
Misha spreads his lips in a kinky smile as he begins to unbutton his shirt.
Jensen observes his gesture and mechanically licks his lower lip, he feels his arousement growing harder and that extra inch of skin uncovered doesn't help.
He already feels his erection pressing desperately against the tight fabric of his trousers and he must do something as soon as possible if he doesn’t want to suffer.
When the waiter finally brings the bill, Jensen is already getting his wallet out of his pocket, but Misha anticipates him, leaving some bucks on the table.
"Let’s go"
Jensen is tipsy, you can tell it by the way he walks as he tries to reach his beloved impala in the parking lot.
He has one arm on Misha's shoulders and giggles playfully as he deposits kisses along his partner's neck. At some point he starts singing something Misha can’t understand, he loves Jensen's voice and is grateful that it's singing right in his ear but he also needs to kiss him, so he catch Jensen's lips and his voice dies in a moan inside Misha's mouth.
Jensen surrounds Misha's waist with both arms while his are around the other’s neck hugging him without stopping the kiss.
Soon Jensen finds himself slammed with his back against the impala and the door handle badly pocking his hip.
"Easy, tiger."
Misha rolls his eyes to the dark sky above them, with messy hair and parted lips.
Jensen gets in the car and starts the engine of his beloved baby, while Misha has to appeal to his self-control not to jump on him here and now.
"Where are we going?" Misha asks on the way
"I still have a room booked at the hotel, remember?"
Misha nods and reaches out to kiss Jensen's neck, testing and biting the warm, slightly sweaty skin.
"What if we make out now, in the car?" Misha asks lewdly in Jensen's ear, as he nips his earlobe and takes his hand to shove it between his legs and on his hard-on.
 Also this time Jensen doesn’t have to hear it twice.
*
"Supernatural teaches that this is not a good idea." Jensen gasps as he moves over Misha in the back seats of the Impala and is trying to finally unbutton that shirt, going to kiss every strip of uncovered skin.
"Have sex in a car?" Misha asks, as he’s doing the same with Jensen’s shirt.
“Have sex in a car, in the middle of nowhere."
Jensen concludes
"Supernatural teaches you how to defend yourself from any attacks ... Ah!" Misha lets out a groan when Jensen bites his nipple.
"I'm not afraid, I have an angel with me"
Jensen replies, with a smirk to arch his lips, just before putting his hands on Misha's jeans and pulling them down together with the underwear.
Then Misha sees him lift his head and part his lips.
"Speaking about that, I have a crazy kink for you wearing the trench coat."
Misha tilts his head to the right, a confused expression on his face.
"What do you mean?"
Jensen doesn't answer, gets out of the car -half naked- opens the trunk of the impala and takes out Castiel's trench coat.
"Wear it" he orders as he hands the jacket to his colleague, once back on top of Misha.
Misha purses his lips in a smirk when he understands Jensen's intentions
"Well ..." He grabs the trench coat and puts it on, realizing how much he missed the feeling of having it on and how strange it was not to have other clothes, it was almost wide.
"You kinky bastard"
 Misha shakes his head giggling nervously, this makes him feel more horny.
A satisfied Jensen enjoys the scene while he is comfortably seated on the other side of the seat, completely naked now, absently stroking the throbbing erection between his legs.
Misha knees between Jensen's bow-legs and bends over to reach his erection with his mouth.
Jensen slips his fingers through his dark hair and tightens the locks, following the movement of his head.
He couldn't have wished for anything better. Misha completely naked, covered only by the trench coat giving him a blowjob.
Jensen closes his eyes, his head leans against the window of the impala and his mouth opens to let moans out.
Misha, between his legs, sucks Jensen's cock with his head going up and down at a steady pace and in the meantime brings a hand between his own legs to give some attention to his forgotten erection.
His moans die on Jensen's thick, throbbing member, which makes him shudder and arouse even more, if that's possible.
"You're driving me crazy"
Misha raises his head and points his blue, languid gaze into Jensen's needy one.
That flushed face, the conspicuous freckles and the firm hands in Misha's hair.
He urges him to get closer, pushing his head against his to stick the tongue in his mouth without much ceremony.
Misha clings to Jensen, sits astride his pelvis, the trench coat slows down his movements, but he has no intention of taking it off.
He does it for Jensen.
Only for Jensen.
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