#chemistry makes me cRY

[andi-o-geyser]

I hear your “I’m so excited for tlovm season 2! It’s going to be so fun!” and I raise you “The central theme of this season is bone-deep crushing guilt and grief”

#to be clear this is NOT at all a complaint #im so ready for the emotional damage that's going to ensue aaaAAA #how will they adapt certain moments that completely altered my brian chemistry? will they make me cry just like they did in the campaign? #who fucking knows!! we’re living la vida loca in a world where nothing bad ever happens before season 2 drops #but i watched the cast interviews and everyone is like ‘haha yeah my character’s main conflict is the bone deep guilt they grapple with!’ #and i’m just sitting here like 👁️👄👁️ #for a moment i gaslit myself into thinking this season was just percahlia and grog and craven edge sitcom and zahra and kash smh #critical role #tlovm #the legend of vox machina #tlovm season 2 #tlovm s2 #lovm #legend of vox machina #vox machina #andis thought geyser

[cerealbishh]

"You really care about me."

"Yeah. I really, really care about you."

"I- I really care about you too."

"No, but... I like, really, really care about you."

#mr. & mrs. smith #mr. & mrs. smith prime #maya erskine #donald glover #john x jane #alana x michael #john smith #jane smith #i... need these two in a romcom i think #i like them both individually and i was gonna get around to it but it really was the interviews they did together that sold me on the show #they've got great chemistry #i enjoyed it for what it is #mr. & mrs. smith spoilers #i just need them in a romcom so they play people who aren't as fucked up because they were both frustrating at times #their last scene made me cry tbh so i guess i'm a sucker #i want them to get a 2nd season just because i like maya and donald but also... fuck amazon #michael #elena #cw: food? #him making sure she's hydrated even though they're going through a rough patch was ao sweet of him #also i can't with her kissing him on the cheek in the last scene #i say i liked this show enough and that i'm not super attached to it... so why am i still thinking about them??? #i really wanted to hear her say his real name but i get it #i find it oddly sweet that the first thing john asked her(not said ASKED) was if she really loved him and she said that she did

[i-lavabean]

Time's up, and I'm not ready

#my art #lavabean art #candela obscura fanart #candela spoilers #candela obscura #circle of tide and bone #circle of tide and bone spoilers #cordelia glask #oscar grimm #cosmo grimm #elsie roberts #rajan savarimuthu #I'm preemptively coping #because Aabria is going to destroy us all #i don't know how to deal i don't usually listen to scary sad games #but Ashly and Noshir got me interested and then kneecapped me with their characters' chemistry #Oscar and Cosmo will make me cry i already know this

[jenna-louise-jamie]

i cannot stop thinking about ian rider. more specifically, how alex had so many unprocessed feelings about him after his death. imagine being an orphan, getting adopted by your uncle as a baby, having him raise you for 14 years then discovering he lied to you your entire life. that he [unintentionally or not] trained you to be something you never wanted to be under the guise of bonding with you. never being able to ask him what his actual intentions were because he's dead. never getting closure for it. im going to throw up.

#i remember reading stormbreaker for the first time and i could not stop crying the entire book #i have big emotions dont blame me #but seeing alex follow in ian's footsteps quite literally seeing and living through what lead to his death #it fucked me up #i dont remember if it was outright stated in the books but alex wondering the entire time if ian even loved him? #it wasn't framed directly but thats how i interpreted it #i cant even coherently put into words all my thoughts about this #ontop of everything else this is one of the core things that makes me so emotional over this silly little book series like holy shit #alex my son i just want to give you a hug #alex rider #alex rider books #ian rider #please don't get me started about my thoughts of whether or not ian did in fact love him #my head might explode #these books fucked up my brain chemistry permanently

[shorlinesorrows]

qpr jean and neil. that's all i'm gonna say.

do you see my vision?

#i might add onto this later but right now I'm too busy crying #“misplaced forever partner” ARE YOU KIDDING ME THAT DESTROYED ME #neil ordering a hit to keep jean safe changed my brain chemistry #i need them to be friends #i need them to call each other and gossip and send each other stupid memes that only they understand #i need them to slowly grow closer as they heal until one day they can finish each other's sentences #and they ocassionally make super dark jokes about their trauma out of the blue (they bet on how people will react competitively) #i need them to call each other derogatory names but get Super Upset whenever anyone else talks shit about the other and offer to kill them #and i would love them to reclaim the spots next to each other that riko set #and make them their own #they're not partners on the court but they sure as hell are partners in life #the mcs ever #at one point andrew and jeremy are just looking at each other across a table at a restaurant as these two bicker #and realize they have somehow both become the Third Wheel despite the fact that 1) there's four of them and 2) jean and neil aren't dating #the amount of queer platonic pining i could fit in these traumatized people #the: “i'm lowkey obsessed with you but I Really don't like you romantically and I don't know what to do with it” #and the: “oh thank hell me too i thought i was even weirder than i already am. wanna go harass the fbi with me?" #jeremy and andrew watch this trainwreck both exasperatedly and proudly you can't convince me otherwise #cannot convince me that these four won't somehow end up living in each others pockets even if they live 1000 miles away #kevin pops in frequently as his usual wonderful diva self #anyway i'm going insane how yall doing #neil josten #jean moreau #all for the game #the sunshine court

[broodygaming]

Man oh man, it confuses me, very genuinely that ppl dont think that Beau and Yasha were a good end pairing. That they don’t see it. Idk. I catches me off guard every time I read it because, to me I suppose, they go together like... Chocolate ganache. You heat the milk, pour in the chocolate and stir and stir.... and you’re staring at it and there’s awkward chocolate chunks and it’s just milk with chocolate, oh my god I’ve messed it up, it’s sticking to the bottom omfg ive wasted ALL this milk holy shit I’m an idiot and - Bam. Suddenly. One last little stir and it magically transforms before your eyes into smooth rich brown chocolate ganache.  

Idk. For me. They are this fascinating twirling of strong forces that at some point just meld together to make this beautiful thing neither of them could have ever even visualized. The dichotomy of two violent women who have been battered by the world. Told over and over how Destructive they are. Who have destroyed each other in all these crazy situations? Who have been lauded as machines of war and bastions of retribution or cast out as “too much to deal with”..... These two women who have been taught over and over again that EVERY single fucking hand that touches.... strikes.... So strike back and first before they get the fucking chance.... 

Gods be damned do they deserve gentleness. 

And not to say there’s not many places you can find that. But the idea of standing there, holding your broken parts and looking around to find someone to help you... Not fix you, just help you hold them all... And the peace someone might feel handing them to someone whose hands have known pain. Someone whose hands are scarred and battered and tough. Someone who won’t be shocked to see so many broken parts. Someone who is carrying their own armful and a few more of yours won’t be a huge burden. Someone who fucking gets it. You know? I just think of Beau sliding into that hot bath and thinking of the kind words. Not even just kind words, but the acknowledgment and the sincerity. 

The... “I see you. I see you. And I’m not looking away. I will carry these pieces with you, if you might also carry some of mine”. 

#whoops made myself cry over beau again lol #for the record cuz one comment I got confused me great this is very PRO Beau and Yasha #critical role #scrolling through the cr discourse tag and making myself sad #i genuinely had no clue ppl thought beau and yasha were a weird pair #and i get on some level the habit of being sad your ship is canon but cmon haha #life and stories are more complicated than that #and beau and jester have so much chemistry and they love each other so much! #and it's okay and normal to have many loves in your life #crushes and flings and romances #lusts and wants #etc etc #beau 'ending up with' yasha does not magically disappear her love for jester #or her attraction ya know? #like it's fine #it's all fine

[astragatwo]

I miss her!!! So much!!! :(

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#limbus company #project moon #my art #lcb dongbaek #EATING THE DRYWALL AND CRYING #I MISS MY WIFE #dongbaek makes me feel every single conceivable human emotion simultaneously #this woman has done unimaginable things to my brain chemistry #listen i know canto 4 was about yi sang but it was about dongbaek to me i came out more emotional abt her than the star of the show #(i have reasons for this but i will spare the tags of a moderately angry rant) #i really really wish we got to learn more about her independently of yi sang like what seems to be her time at k corp + tla #dongbaek is everything to me i want her back :( #if yi sang wont have her then i will smh #fanart

[juminsfakecat]

ji changwook as a pathetic heart of gold ex-boyfriend and shin hyesun as a goofy optimistic female lead going through a hard time? can’t believe there was a show made for just ME

#welcome to samdalri #DOOOO YALLL KNOW #HOW MUCH I LOVE MR QUEEN AND LOVESTUCK IN THE CITY #THIS IS LITERALLT MY FANON UNREALISTIC PAIRING COMING TRUE PLEASE IM DYING #IVR CRIED ALREADY AND ITS NOT EVEN A SAD SHOW #I JUST LOVE THEM BOTH SEPARATELY AND IT WORKS SO GOOD HERE FJDJDJJS #I loved her in mr queen so much bc she plays goofy cool girls so well like her demeanor and her energy gives old granny who makes dark jokes #AND LIKE UGH #ji changwook has been trying to be more comedic and romcom since he came back from the army #and I KNOW MY MANS POTIENTAL but his counterparts have not been good #not that they weren’t good at acting but the chemistry test just wasn’t there imo like his antagonist role is doing fine bc he has the look #but UGHHHHH YOU JUST HAD TO FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM DURING THE DRUNK CRYING SCENE IN LOVESTRUCK AND THATS WHERE I KNEW HIS BEST WAS THIS TYPE #loved him and jiwon actually bc he does ‘I’m pathetic for this complicated woman’ so well like idk how to explain it #their chemistry is great in samdalri bc her comedic timing and his pathetic guy thing is just so good I love it #it’s so SPECIFIC FOR ME

[rhysandsdarlingbitches]

um okay, reblog if you took pcm or were pushed into taking pcm cz of your GREAT 10th result but now you are crying cz of one or all subjects

#pcm #maths makes me cry so bad #chemistry #physics #maths #desi #desiblr #desi tag #desi tumblr #cbse #indian memes #study #10th #12th #studyblr

[deanspunchingbag]

rereading twist and shout just to feel something again

#destiel #dean winchester #castiel #supernatural #spn #t&s #twist and shout #that fic altered my brain chemistry #spn fics #supernatural fic #destiel fic #it actually makes me sob #spn shitposts #drop your recs for fics that will make me cry like that but have a happy ending #fic recs

[chaotic-poet]

I am so normal about them and their antics and parallels I swear-

#they are the SAME #though so much changed #the way intimacy is portrayed in young royals is so sacred and non-trashy it makes me cry #sara arrhusius you god #edvin and omar's chemistry #the way wilmon lean into each other as if they don't want to let go for a single moment #young royals #young royals s2 #young royals netflix #wilmon #wilhelm and simon

[wytchsbrew]

As the soft, dim lighting of an overly fancy floor lamp illuminated the man standing in the living room, Nicholas D. Wolfwood felt the overwhelming urge to cry.

Not from sadness or a feeling of grief, not from a memory of a life long left, no, but from something wholly, entirely different. Something he truly never believed himself capable of feeling after everything he'd been through.

It was late, far passed midnight, when Wolfwood had descended the stairs to poke his head out the front door for a cigarette, but the glow of light in the living room had given him pause at the bottom of the stairs.

The quiet movement in the lighting of their shared home enraptured him, made his entire body stall in the entryway like he'd turned to stone in a split second.

The year since the horrors ceased had been kind to Vash. Nicholas noticed the differences in him every day, of course, but right then, those things struck him all at once like a barrage of bullets.

As Vash stood in the middle of their living room, swaying back and forth, holding a small, orange kitten in the crook of his arm, every minute detail unfolded before him in blinding beauty, like the first time he'd ever seen them.

His hair had grown shaggy since the end, nearly to his shoulders, but tonight, he had it piled into a messy ponytail. The underneath of his hair lay pitch black, while the rest of his golden hair shined bright in the lamplight. Long, slightly unruly pieces of silken bangs fell into his impossibly blue gaze, which looked soft and free of worry, easy and gentle.

His crimson coat and impossibly tight leather outfit had been replaced by fuzzy, pink slippers, soft, cotton sleep pants that clung to every piece of his thighs and bottom and drew Nicholas's gaze, and a beige, oversized cardigan, unbuttoned and revealing his upper body. The scars still lay along his skin, but they looked... lighter, less sharp, less dire, on his new body.

A body that had grown a little softer in places. His arms still remained muscled and strong from work around the house and yard and his daily workout regime, but the abs of his stomach had grown a little less defined, a small pouch in his stomach now visible above the waistband of his pajamas. He'd been eating since they moved into their home together, smiling bright and happy each time Wolfwood lay a plate of food down in front of him. He never denied himself, not anymore. He let himself live, and it showed in every piece of his body now.

The second sleeve of his cardigan had been folded upward, showing the empty forearm no longer wearing his prosthetic. He took it off often now, and let himself be comfortable in his own skin, especially at night.

Gun replaced by a kitten. Bloodied coat replaced by pajamas. Battle hardened, terrified eyes replaced by a gaze that peered across the room at Nicholas, and softened to the point of near blinding affection.

They'd found peace.

They'd survived.

"Nick," he whispered, and his voice - even his voice - sounded happy. "Why are you awake?"

Overwhelmed, Nicholas approached him, on padding bare feet across the shining, wooden floor. Vash had but a moment of surprise on his face, before Wolfwood's hand caught his chin between his strong fingers, and he placed a warm, soft, chaste kiss onto the soft lips that parted for him.

The hands that ached to hurt and bloody and kill Vash, clawed at his skin, had been replaced, too.

By hands that curled around his lower back and pulled him flush against Wolfwood's body, cradled him and caressed him, and loved him.

And if Vash noticed the soft tears that fell down Wolfwood's cheeks as they kissed, he didn't say a word, and simply kissed him back with a smile on his lips.

#vashwood #woodvash #trigun #i have no reason for making his hair dual tone beyond the fact that i wanted to #trimax has changed my brain chemistry #but #wv #cutie patooties #they're in love #this made me cry also by the way #i hurt my feelings #vw

[andi-o-geyser]

“Everyone gets a spotlight on them this season, and you know what that means! it’s trauma time for Vox Machina!” and “mental breakdowns are being handed out like we’re on fucking Oprah!! Every single one of your favs suffer!!” and i raise you a very no they aren’t shut up shut up shut up. they’re all perfectly fine, you hear me? we’re only at the beginning of the conclave, got it? nothing bad is happening yet. Raven Queen who? deep sources of past trauma coming back to bite them all in the ass who? Vecna who?? idk her. holding onto happy Vox Machina for as long as humanly possible like i’m mufasa clinging to a fucking cliff

#happy thoughts happy thoughts happy vax happy vex happy vm everybody fine SHUT UP #i’m so insanely excited and sooo scared for what’s to come #how will they adapt certain moments that completely altered my brian chemistry? will they make me cry just like they did in the campaign? #who fucking knows!! we’re living la vida loca in a world where nothing bad ever happens before season 2 drops #the dragons get killed by ballistic missles and never attack emon. and they all lived happily ever after problem solved #critical role #tlovm #vox machina #the legend of vox machina #tlovm spoilers #tlovm season 2 #tlovm s2 #lovm #legend of vox machina #andis thought geyser

[leaderwon]

padh lo plss🙏🫡

I AMMMM

but like so stressed for science bro chemistry is going to fuck me in the ass hard and raw I JUST KNOW IT

and wait ur desi??

#chemistry☹️ #carbon and its compounds is going to make me cry #AND UR DESI?? BRO WHAGTT #leaderwon #leaderwon answered! <3 #luna's moots!

[c-kiddo]

was watching cr3 a bit and suddenly wanted to watch xhorhas arc cr2 when they had th moorbounders n stuff (just before they lost yasha T_T) and straight up almost crode due to loving them sm. there will never b another team like them

#kiddo say #th chemistry (i mean platonically in this case) between them all and they way they bounce off eachother is just rly perfect #also cad cast sunlight on his moorbounder to scare away shadow creatures chasing them and nott went “oo smart caddy!!!” #and it was just cute #i love u nott #and i love you yasha #early to midway cr2 is just good and makes me cry from love #also i will draw ava una ask things soon

[chrono-art]

They mean so much to me.... their father son relationship is so good. Don't get me started on Piccolo saying Gohans his best friend and like the son he never had when he was dying in the Sayian saga. Like...Are you trying to make me cry rn....(already teary eyed) also Gohan being like "I cant disappoint Piccolo!" When he's hunting for the dragon balls on Namek with Krillin and Bulma. I'm gonna actually die now. (Also these are super sketchy im sorry I prob could've cleaned up the lines a little bit just trying to post little things while I work on more finished pieces)

#idk gohans chemistry with other characters is really interesting to me #aslo makes me verrry saddd like #when he got beat up by racoom or whatever that dudes name is and his neck was BROKEN (CRIES) and goku shows up and gives him a sensu bean #(cue crying and sobbing throwing up) #LIKE THATS MY BOYYYY #MY BOYYYY #(uhe....he.....*ugly sniffing noise*) #anyways gotta draw these too more #piccolo is so cool too #aaaagh like #hes so cool #but yeah been rewatching dbz for the first time since i was like six and its really fun because i dont really remember what all happened #dbz #piccolo #dbz gohan #Dragon ball #dragon ball fandom #dragon ball fanart #goku #bulma #krillin #dragon ball z #dbz piccolo #dbz goku #dbz bulma #dbz krillin #also sorry that all ofthese are slightly differwnt colors im too lazy to edit them correctly #[6/1/23]