I am yours, but are you mine?
Adam x fem!reader
Summary: You wish Adam could calm his temper down, since you fear he has ruined everything. And they say you’re a bad decision maker.
Part 1 ; Part 2 ; Part 3
tw/cw/notes: COLLEGE AU, sub adam, overstimulation, bondage, rubbing clothed bulge against foot (footjob?), soft dom reader, TOXIC RELATIONSHIP, ABUSIVE ELEMENTS, Anger issues, implied trauma, poverty mention, please tell me if i have missed smth!!!. TW Adam, misogynistic ideas and views, emotional abusive elements, breeding kink and pregnancy mention
Trying to get out off Adam`s tight grip sure was a hassle. The alarm you set was able to ring for a split second, before Adam turned it off. With the way he wrapped himself around you, you knew he hoped that it didn't wake you. Unlucky for him, you have been half awake for solid 30 minutes now.
Adam was laying on his side, while you were on your back. He was nuzzling his nose into your hair, while his legs and arms were wrapped around you. What a sap. His body hair was scratching you slightly.
“..We need to get up.” You didn't even know if he had classes for the day. He groaned like you just stabbed him.
“Jus` skip for the day. `S not like you’re failing any classes.” He mumbled into your ear.
“Don’t have any classes. I have an Obgyn appointment and have to work a shift.” You simple answered him.
At the mention of the doctor appointment he perked slightly up. Ah shit. You slapped his arm and dug your nails into his skin, remembering how unsafe you were yesterday.
“If you get me pregnant I’m going to make you suffer. I swear on that.” You gritted your teeth at him.
Adam simply chuckled at you, “It takes two to fucking tango, baby...Oh Adam, please Adam!” In the last sentence he pitched his voice higher and imitated your moans. “How could you expect me not to creampie you when you fucking beg so sweetly?”
“…I’m going to bit your dick off.” You flashed your teeth at him.
“Yeah? Didn’t think you’re that damn kinky.” He grinned at you, “Don’t fucking worry, babe, we will pick you up some fucking plan b later.” You’re starting to take that shit like candy. Still, it made you relax.
“..Thank you.” You whispered out, cuddling up against Adam’s chest.
Adam’s hands started to wander across your body, petting you and massaging your body, you were still wearing the bathrobe without anything under it “Whatever you fucking want, you get.” He mumbled in your ear, before kissing your cheek, then your nose and finally your mouth.
What a man.
“I wanna get up.” You whispered out against his mouth. Adam sighed heavily and rested his forehead against your shoulder, “I lied, you will only get nearly fucking everything you want.”
You scoffed at his words, but you couldn’t help but still smile. You raked your fingers through Adam’s hair, your fingers massaging his scalp. You swear you could hear him purr.
“So I only get what’s best for you, basically?”
“ ‘M happy you’re such a smart fucking girl. You catch on sooo damn fast.” He kissed your shoulder, before sitting up. He dragged you up with him.
You both sat propped up against the bed, side on side. Adam’s big arms were wrapped around you, rubbing circles into your skin. He leaned his head on top of your own.
“When is your appointment?” Adam threw the question into the comfortable silence.
“Uhh, hmm, at 12 and my shift starts at 1.” You tried to wrap the over sized robe around you. Part of you knew that Adam already saw everything, the other part of you wanted to hide away.
Adam’s fingers danced across your naked thigh, “You trynna hide away from?” His lip brushed against your ear.
You jolted up, deciding that it’s time to get up. Before you could get far away, Adam grasped your waist into his hands and he pulled you towards him. He settled you between his legs, while wrapping his arms around you. He nuzzled your neck with his nose.
“You sure you don’t wanna stay in fucking bed with me for the day?” His voice was gravely since you both just woke up. It made pure pleasure pool in your stomach. He was really seductive, starting to kiss your neck.
“..Yeah, I’m sure.” Your voice was everything but certain. If he asked you one more time, you were sure you would never leave this bed again.
Adam gave your cheek a last kiss before unwrapping his arms from your mid section. He went to rub your hips, “When does your shift end?” You lean your back against his broad, naked chest.
“Depends on how well we get stuff done during the day. Like, 8:30?” It sounded more like a question than an answer, but Adam didn’t complain. You work at the only music store in town, something your ex used to marvel at since you could reserve him whatever he wanted.
“..Do you even know where I work at?”
Adam scoffed at you, “Of fucking course I do.”
…How though? But you also knew there were questions you didn’t really want the answer to. Let’s just blame everything on your ex and his big fucking mouth.
“Now,” Adam went to squeeze your tits through the soft material of the bathrobe, “flash me a fucking tit so I can get through the day.”
Oh, you hated him.
You went to elbow Adam’s stomach while you felt yourself getting flustered. Fighting through his arms you set yourself down at the edge of the bed. Looking to your left, where Adam was still propped up, he was smiling at you. Unlike you, he wasn’t flustered in the slightest.
“What’s your secret? How do you never get flustered?” You decide to ask Adam. He raised a pierced brow at you.
“Babe, you think I never lose my mind around you?” Adam sat up more, throwing one leg over the bed while leaning over to you, “Every time I see you, I have to do shitty breathing exercises so I don’t rip your clothes off.”
Your heart speed up to an unhealthy degree.
“I’m going to go into cardiac arrest because of you.” You decided on telling him, while trying to hide your face away behind your hand. Avoiding his golden eyes, you decide on looking away. Man, does he have many guitars and band posters plastered everywhere.
“Awww, my poor baby. Is your heart going crazy for me?” He cooed at you condescendingly.
“Shut up.” You told him, oh so intelligently.
Reaching out towards him, you placed your hand on his chest, over his heart. Feeling the strong and fast paced beating of his heart behind his chest calmed you down. So he is as nervous as you. Or he’s just excited.
Adam placed his own hand on your chest, over your heart. It thrummed against his hand. You made a fist on Adam’s chest,
“The heart is as big as a fist….” You mumbled out, remembering the fact from biology class in elementary school. Your fist looked comedically small on Adam’s chest, the thought of Adam having such a small heart made you smile.
Adam formed his own hand into a fist, over your chest. Shit, it’s big. Ah.
“..You got a big heart, huh?” You asked him, with a smile.
Adam moved his hand from your chest, to your own hand. He was able to completely wrap around his own hand over your fist. Your heart fluttered uncomfortable in your chest, like a flighty bird. He moved to kiss your hand gently.
“….Need that big heart, baby, to be able to pump my massive fucking dick full with blood.” Ah. Fucker.
“Alright.” You shook your hand out of his. Way to ruin a moment.
You moved to stand up, stretching out your arms over your head.
“You know, I never told anyone this, but my dick’s so goddamn big, when I get hard I get fucking light headed. I swear! S’cause all my blood goes into my big dick. Did I mention how fucking hung I am, yet?” He told you proudly, still sitting on the bed.
You scoffed at him, but you couldn’t help but laugh at his words. Making your way to your bag, you fished out your panties. Hearing Adam get up from the bed, you decide to focus on getting dressed. Damn, Adam properly folded your clothes into your bag. You didn’t think Adam knew how to fold clothes. Why’s he better at packing your bag than you are?
Slipping into your panties, you decided to see what Adam was up to. He stood a few meters away from you infront of the window, watching you with keen eyes.
Adam was a beautiful man, you could appreciate that much. The warm light from the window illuminated his broad form and light brown olive skin. It bundled up around his head, reminding you of a halo. His build made you think of that of a football player, who can’t say no eating out. He was rubbing his jaw while smirking at you.
He looked away for a moment, showing off his side profile. His roman nose shape fit him incredibly well. What it would feel like to sit on it?
While he was looking away, you took the opportunity to put your focus back on getting dressed.
Rummaging through your bag some more, you pulled out your jeans, tank top and sweatshirt. Throwing on the tank top and then sweatshirt, you jumped into your jeans. Literally. Adam was busy getting dressed himself. He seemed to contemplate which hoodie he should wear.
Poking his side, you stood behind him, while he stood in front of the closet. He startled a bit at your sudden appearance, but quickly relaxed again.
“Oh, I didn’t know you had a tattoo.” You say, your eyes focused on the space below his nape.
It’s small, easily hidden by shirts and tops. There were delicate wings engraved into his skin, spanning across his trapezius. But at most it was 12 centimetre wide. With such a flashy guy, you expected the wings to cover his whole back.
Adam simply hummed, “I would ask you if you had a tattoo, but, babe, I saw every inch of that fuckable body. Can’t fucking hide much from me.”
Rolling your eyes at him, you dragged your nails down his back, over the scratches you left. Stepping towards his side, you took a good look at the marks you left on his neck. Damn, it’s like a painting.
“You sure you don’t want to wear a turtleneck?” You asked him, while gently grazing your fingers over the hickeys and bit marks you left.
Adam puffed himself up, like a peacock. His proud smirk stretched across his plush lips,
“Nah, I’m going to wear these like fucking war paint. You don’t want me to show off the evidence off our hot as hell fuck session? You marked me up pretty fucking good, baby. Didn’t think you were the possessive type.” He chuckled at you.
Were you possessive? You never truly thought you were overly jealous. Since Adam wasn’t your boyfriend, you didn’t really care. As long as he didn’t give you an STD or expose you, everything was cool.
“Sure, whatever helps you sleep at night.” You told him.
“Oh, and how well I fucking sleep at night. Especially when I dream of that sweet fucking cunt wrapped around my godlike dick.” He told you, with that sleazy tone of his.
Scratching your ear, you rolled your eyes at his remark. Because of him your eyes are going to be stuck like that one day. Pulling his a hoodie over his head, he made sure that his neck was visible. Asshole.
He put his hand on your back and let it wander downwards, towards your jeans packet. Slipping his big hand into it, he gave your ass an generous squeeze. Wrapping your own arm around him, you rested your head against his chest. He pulled you tighter against him.
“What’s for breakfast?” You decide on asking him.
Adam scratched his chin, visualising the contents of his fridge.
“Uhhh, you like bacon and eggs?” He looked down at you, “Don’t tell me you’re one of these freaky fucking vegans.”
What an obnoxious fucking guy.
“..Adam. Just make the damn breakfast.”
Seeing Adam actually stand at the stove and cook for you was unreal. You had your phone in your hand, reading through the messages your friends left. (“Dick so good you literally stood us up??” “u guys fink if i ask him @ practice for some tipps that he will give em to me?” “Bro…”)
Adam putting down a plate in front of made you look up from your doom scrolling, putting the phone into your jeans pocket, you looked at him sitting besides you on the kitchen island. Arm to arm. Yeah, when he said he doesn’t believe in personal space you immediately bought that. No other sources needed for that.
Mumbling out a quick thanks for the food, you took your fork into your hand and started to dig in. It was subtle, and you would have nearly missed it. Adam bowed his head slightly before he started to eat, his hands intertwined. It was a quick moment. He prays before he eats? Is he a christian? Why aren’t you surprised…..
Somebody should remind him off the whole chastity thing.
Simply continuing to eat, you were honestly surprised at how good the food tasted.
“You wanna be my trophy husband?” You asked him through a mouth full of food.
Adam laughed at the question, “Babe, I fear my taste is too expensive for you.”
You simply hummed at his words. That’s true. Sadly. Hopefully your degree pulls you out of poverty. Or you’re going to have to marry rich. Glancing at Adam, you wonder what it would be like to be married to him. Probably lots of sex. Together with many children running around, because that man doesn’t know how to pull out.
Adam finished his food before you did, his greedy ass. Shoving the last piece of bacon into your mouth, you thought about how long ago it was when you last ate meat. It’s too expensive. But simply breathing was also expensive.
When you got a full ride scholarship, you thought you won in the lottery. Well, no debt is better than nothing. But with the way the cost of living rises and you’re too tired to pick up more shifts, since if your grades slip you lose the scholarship, there’s not much for you to do. Expect eat bread and drink tap water.
At this point maybe you should just let Adam get you pregnant.
Adam took your plate and fork, together with his own, he put everything into the dishwasher. What a man.
“You know, usually it’s the woman who serve their men.” Never-mind, you hope he dies.
Scoffing at his words, you massaged your forehead, “Oh yeah? Aren’t you supposed to be a provider? As the man?”
Adam came up behind you, he placed his hands on your shoulders, massaging your tense muscles.
He leaned his head down towards your ear, “Want me to provide for you, baby? I’d keep your greedy pussy stuffed full while fulfilling all your other wishes and desires.”
God, why does that turn you on? You need some serious self reflection. Are you about to become a sugar baby for Adam? Without hesitation…..
Making eye contact with Adam was a pain. God you’re so down bad. The grin he worse was predator like. Yeah, being financially dependent on Adam would be a bad idea. What would happen if he was mad at you? He’d cut you off and you have to starve?
Be logical, be responsible.
You leaned forward, biting into his cheek lightly.
“That’s a yes, babe? What do you need from me to have you be fully fucking mine?…Want a proper fucking date, baby?” His eyes were soft.
You couldn’t help but laugh at his words, “Sure, and next we will get married with, like, 8 children.” (Accidental manifestation??)
Getting up from your chair, you stretched your muscles in an attempt to be casual.
Adam being this quite was a bad sign. Looking back at him, when you reciprocated his eye contact, with his yearning eyes, he chuckled bitterly and slightly shook whatever emotion he felt off. He grasped your shoulder into his hand and lead you towards the front door.
“…I think it’s time for us to go. Go brush your teeth and put on your jacket, I’m going to grab your bag.” He sounded…down. Sulky, even. And he didn’t use one swear word.
Who pissed in his coffee that he turns from number one lover boy to the saddest, most pathetic guy alive?
The amount of if time you needed to brush your teeth then to put on your jacket and shoes is all Adam needed to get your bag and brush his own teeth. He put the bag on the floor between you guys, while putting on his leather jacket with studs and slipping into his doc martens. Sexy.
Grabbing your bag and swinging it over your shoulder, you were ready to leave. You were stopped in your movements by Adam, who grabbed your shoulder and kissed you. While you were busy swallowing his tongue down, Adam’s fingers slipped under your bag strap and he took it off you. He put the bag over his own shoulder.
Putting his big, warm hand over your lower back, he escorted you to his car. The walk was quite. Which was uncomfortable, considering Adam is such a big talker. He really does love the sound of his own voice.
Were you going to talk with him about it?
Hell nah.
Avoidance till the end.
Maybe your ex had a point when he called you a gold digging whore behind your back.
Sitting in the passenger seat, you looked at Adam who seemed still pissy. Man.
“You wanna try something out tonight?” You decided on asking him, leaning over the seat.
You pressed your cheek against his shoulder, looking up at him with puppy eyes. It’s your attempt to surrender. To say sorry.
A small smirk appeared on Adam’s lips, “Whatcha thinking off, perv?” He decided on asking you. Fucker.
You dragged your finger across his chest, drawing heart patterns, “..How about you be the one submitting for once?”
Adam took your hand into his own, giving your knuckles a kiss.
“For you, baby? I’d do fucking anything….Except cuckholding that shit is the fucking worst.” His hand was on your thigh now, rubbing circles into your plush flesh.
You nodded at him eagerly. You were going to make him your bitch.
First the pharmacy was hit up, you waited in the car while Adam brought the Plan B and a water bottle. Next he let you out at your doctors office, he gave you a quick kiss, before confirming the time again 8:30 PM at your work place.
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Adam stood with Lute in the gym hall, watching the girls run their warm up laps. They stood a few feet away, to have their pretend privacy when discussing their latest sex adventures. Adam does more disclosing than Lute, if he’s being honest.
“How is it going with…Her?” Lute carefully asked Adam, knowing that he seems extra sensitive when it comes to you.
Adam shifted from one foot to the other, dragging his hand over his mouth.
“..It’s okay.” Was his simple answer.
Lute raised her brow at Adam, knowing that nothing is just okay with Adam. Either it was horrible or fan-fucking-tastic, but not okay. Never just okay. Lute put her hands on her hips, looking at Adam intensely, who voided her eyes.
“And she ditched our sleepover for him! In the middle of the night. She didn’t even do that for her shitty ex, we were always the number one priority!” Dymphna not so subtly whisper yelled at her girlfriend.
“I know…He really must be a sex god…” Monica agreed with Dymphna, while both off them looked over towards Adam. Those gossiping bitches.
“…Is that why you were late to practice today? You were having your own sleepover with your new babe?” Lute asked him.
Adam clapped his hands together, while walking towards the girls, “Alright, sluts! Enough with the warm up, let’s start with the pussy pounding!”
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The appointment basically washed over you like a fever dream. Since it was just to discuss birth control options, you didn’t need to spread your legs for your doc. Which was a relief conserving just yesterday Adam came deep inside you.
Once you repeated your medical history, she agreed that hormonal birth control wasn’t the best choice for you. Sure, you could try out different versions of the pill but honestly? You didn’t want to sacrifice your mental health for Adam’s dick. It’s good but not that good.
So the copper IUD it is.
Alright, she said she can insert it during your next period (which hopefully will come), in roughly 10 days.
She gave you a cost estimate, which you send over to Adam.
[Adam Godfree]: that’s it lol 12:30PM
[Adam Godfree]: you have paypal or smth 12:30PM
[Adam Godfree]: send baby 12:35PM
[Reader]: You send too much. I will send it back once I’m at work. 12:35PM
[Adam Godfree]: naw keep it babes 12:35PM
[Adam Godfree]: it’s also for ur ripped thigights 12:36PM
[Reader]: Tights don’t cost 200$. 12:36PM
[Adam Godfree]: idgaf 12:36PM
[Adam Godfree]: you send it back to me i send even more 12:37PM
Are you………..A whore?……..….A prostitute?
Well 200$ is 200$ so you won’t complain…..You should really visit a church soon.
Work also passed through you, basically. Peter and you basically speed ran this whole shift. You were about to lock the front door, since you usually leave through the back door, when a guy ran to the door. Totally not creepy.
He was blond, sickly pale and shorter than you and he looked down right pathetic. Sighing heavily, you opened the door a bit.
“Sorry, we are closed.” You told him.
“I know! And I am sooo sorry! It’s just, I ordered something for pick up here. It’s for my wife! It’s our anniversary today! It won’t take long, I promise. Pleaseeee?” He pleaded.
Wife?? He looked to be around your age. In his hand he held the collection slip. Man, you really are a sucker. Opening the door fully, you let the guy in. You snatched the slip from his hand and made your way to the back, where you met Peter who did the last of the inventory.
“You really can’t say no, huh?” He decided on asking you, smiling at you sympathetically.
“Shut up. Where’s that damn microphone? Why can’t the others keep order? Why are we the only competent ones?” You were about to lose your mind, breakdown incoming.
Ah, there it is. Grasping the package into your hands, you made your way back to the cash register. Scanning the package, you told the blond twink with the reddest cheeks known to man his total.
“Oh, by the way, there’s a rumour going around that you left the last party with Adam?” Peter called out to you, from the back. Ah shit.
“…That’s crazy.” You said out loud.
Well, at least now you know it’s your face that gives your lies away and not your voice, by the way the blond guy grinned at you. The customer gave you the total, while you fished out his change.
“I know! That’s what I also said!” Peter said. Just, be quiet Peter.
“Adam? Adam Godfree?” He quietly asked you, while looking giddy.
You nodded shamefully at him, no use in lying when you’re so bad at it. You felt the guys eyes crawl all over you, checking you out. Doesn’t he have a wife?
“Well, Adam did always have an immaculate taste in woman.” His tone was charming, it made you uncomfortable. You put the change money into his hand, and he intervened your fingers.
“..I hope your WIFE…will enjoy this gift, for your guys ANNIVERSARY.” You told him with a strict tone of voice, while shaking your hand out of his.
“Oh, wait, no it’s okay! We-“ You couldn’t careless, you’re sadly a hardcore monogamist.
Walking across the counter, you grasped his shoulder and lead him towards the door, “Goodbye and visit us again!”
This time when he looked at you like a pathetic puppy, you didn’t open the door. You locked the door, for real this time, while waving goodbye at him.
Taking the broom into your hand, you did one final sweep of the store. Peter also finished up, you both checked everything one last time, before activating the alarm system and leaving through the back door. Peter threw away the trash, and you both made your way to the street.
Seeing Adam stand besides his car, by the passenger seat and Peter glancing at you made you want to hurl.
“..That’s crazy, right?” Peter laughed a bit at you, “Well, you did smell like Axe. I just thought you got back together with your ex…Again. This is…better? I’m happy for you.” He moved his hand while talking to you.
You avoided eye contact, “Yeah, yeah…Just keep quiet, please.”
Peter and you made your way further towards Adam. Peter laughed some more at you, while ruffling your hair.
Adam watched you two with sharp eyes, and when he saw Peter touch you, he glared at him like Peter was his Nr 1 enemy. Saying goodnight to Peter, you walked towards Adam.
Adam wrapped his arm around you, while throwing one last nasty look at Peter, he shielded you away from Peters amused eyes.
“..Are…Are you jealous? Of..Peter?” You giggled at Adam’s pouty face.
He grumbled something incoherent, before crashing his lips into yours. That shameless guy, devouring you in public. At least there aren’t any people around. Once he started to grope you, you shook him off you.
“Let’s get going, you voyeur.” You patted his big arm, while he still held on to your hips.
“Is it so wrong of me to want people to know who you belong to, baby?”
Giving him a light slap on the chest, you winded yourself out off Adam’s grip and opened the passenger seat door, getting into the car. Adam got into the drivers seat, starting the car with a simple press of a button.
He started the way to your apartment, with his hand resting on your thigh. He massaged your skin through your jeans and let his hand wander further upwards, towards your pussy. Alright, two can play this game.
Placing your own hand on his thigh, you dragged your own nails slightly over his jeans, towards his crotch. Softly gracing your fingers over his already hardening dick, you pressed your palm over his bulge. The car swerved slightly, when you did just that.
“Oh my god, Adam, drive normally please. I don’t want to die yet.” You told him, while removing your hand from his dick and placing it on his hand. You took his hand from your own crotch and placed his hand back on your thigh.
“Ugh, baby, sorry. You just make me loose my fucking mind. Cmon, give daddy a blowjob while he drives you home.” Adam kept looking between you and the street.
“Dude, I won’t risk our lives just because you’re horny. You will have to wait.” You scoffed at him, settling to look out the window, while Adam zoomed you both home.
Adam groaned at your words like you just stabbed him, and he pressed down harder at the gas pedal.
Once you arrived at your apartment complex, Adam parked his car. You then got out of the car, grabbing your bag. Adam snatched it up from you before you could put your bag on.
“Ah, what a gentleman you are. And people say chivalry is dead.”
“Don’t fucking worry, I’m hoping after this you will suck my dick real nice.”
You were going to bit it off, actually.
You don’t get why you like Adam. You’re down bad for him. He smiles at you, your pussy gets wet. He’s sleazy and an asshole and probably has a few STDS and you still invite him into your bed. You should really talk this over with your friends, maybe they can put some sense into your dick obsessed brain. You weren’t even into your ex that much??
Adam gave you a spank on the butt, while chuckling at you.
“Oh, I’m going to make you suffer.” You told him cheekily.
“Fuck, you promise, bitch?” Adam seemed more eager than you.
Maybe you like Adam so much, because he’s so into you. He can’t stop touching you, he borderline stalks you, he hates when other guys touch you or even look at you. He’s deliciously toxic. He wants to baby trap you. He sends you money. Dream man right here.
Walking up the stairs towards your apartment with Adam hot on your trail. Unlocking the door, you lead Adam into the small space which you call yours. A shitty studio apartment, stuffed full with trinkets and memories.
You both took off your shoes and jacket and man you were impatient. You needed him inside you stat. Before Adam was even done taking his jacket off, you were already caressing his chest. Stepping forward to him, you got on your tippy toes to kiss his neck.
Adam carelessly threw the jacket on the floor, he then grasped the nape of your neck and crashed your lips together. Lots of tongue, teeth clashing into each other and spit being exchanged. It was messy and lowkey nasty, just the way you liked it.
His hands moved toward your tits, squeezing and groping you. His hand moved under your sweatshirt and tank top, pinching your nipples gently.
You grasped Adam’s hoodie strings into your hands, tugging him towards your bed with it, while your lips were still connected. It was like you were tugging on his leash. That was a hot thought. Maybe you should collar him?
Sitting down at the edge of the bed, you tugged Adam down towards you. He placed his hands down besides your legs on the bed, but you gently pushed him away from you.
He furrowed his brows at you, his lips in a pout.
Giggling at his charmingly pathetic face, you pushed him down on his knees.
“What? Did you forget that you were going to be my plaything for tonight?” You asked, rather confidently. Yay for you! No shaky voice! Let’s see how long that will hold on.
“Oh, you’re so hot when you’re bossy with me, baby.” Adam grinned at you, the bulge in his pants was straining against the zipper and the jeans cloth.
Never-mind, one shitty compliment from Adam and you’re weak. Your stomach did flips, and you had to cover your face to keep your composure. Deep breaths, you can do this. You can top this 6’6 guy who is wider than a fucking closet. Oh, once again you bit off more than you could chew.
You put your foot on Adam’s chest, wanting to trail it downwards but he grabbed your calf and started kissing upwards, towards your knee.
“How many times can you cum in one session?” You asked him with a hitched breath.
Adam looked caught off guard by your question, but he quickly was able to catch himself.
“You wanna suck out my whole fucking life essence, huh? I dunno, I can give you a few for sure. Let’s see where my limit is, till I tap out.” He nuzzled his stubbly cheek into the skin of your shin.
Before you could even open your mouth to ask him something, the sound of a guitar riff ringed through your little studio apartment. Man. Blinking at Adam, with the way a scowl formed on his pretty face you guessed that’s his phone ringing. You recognise the guitar sound from one of his songs.
Adam fished out his phone from his back pocket, “What the fuck do you want!?” He nearly yelled into the offending object.
You couldn’t make out what the person on the other line is saying, or who it is. Is it a girl? Is he going to leave for another booty call? Does she give better head than you?
“How the hell do you break your fucking drum sticks?” Adam got up from his kneeling position, now he was towering over you.
Oh, it’s just Judas….Damn your ex really has great timing.
Adam smirked down at you, while he stood in between your legs. He placed his hand below your breasts, trailing it downwards while finally tugging at the waist band over your jeans roughly,
“Why don’t you get fucking undressed already, baby?” Adam held the phone, like, 2cm away.
So obviously Judas heard that bit. Adam rolled his eyes at whatever Judas was saying on the phone. Adam sighed heavily while scratching his nose. You covered your mouth to giggle at Adam’s despair. Whatever, you had to pee anyway.
Rolling yourself out of bed, you made your way to the bathroom, while Adam was swearing endlessly at your ex for being a fucking idiot. Adam could bash his head against a wall, first he has to talk to the useless guy he regularly cucks and now he couldn’t even look at your pretty face to cheer him up.
Well, at least he could snoop around. Your space consisted of a bed (too small), a desk and chair (old and ugly), and a few shelves with a closet (all mismatched with chipping paint). It was all stuffed full with trinkets, books and a few houseplants. Pictures of you and your friends were hung up all over place, obvious gasp were in between the pictures. When he took a look inside your half full trash can, he saw trashed pictures of you and your ex. There were no pictures of your family, or from when you were a child.
“I don’t give a fuck if you still miss your ex, go into the store and buy new fucking sticks and moongel. Or else I’m going to find out why your parents restricted your online banking.” With that Adam hung up on Judas.
Looking more around, Adam spotted a picture of you on the beach in a bikini. The point of view was from above, you were squatting on the ground while looking up from your sunglasses. A sandcastle was formed besides you. A beautiful smile was stretched across your glossy lips. There was a clear shot of your cleavage and your plush, milky thighs pressed together. Adam removed the picture from the pinboard and pocketed it for himself.
All across your room where little reminders posted, together with their dates. Some are from a few months ago, while others are only a few days old. He found one which said “Text back Adam!!!!”
On one wall he saw a dart board, he saw a shitty printed out pictures of a few professors he recognised from campus, while the one in the middle was a picture of Judas. Obviously cut out from a couple pictures, there were a few darts stuck in his face. Now that made Adam laugh.
He heard the toilet flush, so he knew he didn’t have long. Now, where do you store your underwear? Opening your closet, he rummaged through your box of bras and panties. He heard the door unlock, but it was hard to hear your footsteps. You’re a quiet walker. Right as you got around the corner, Adam pulled out a sexy thing which was baby pink, with little heart formed in the lace.
“Why don’t you wear this for me?” Adam let it dangle from his finger, watching your face get flustered.
Snatching the bra away from Adam, you threw it back into the closet and closed the door quickly,
“You call me a pervert while you’re the one going through my underwear?” You decided on asking him.
Adam was still kneeling on the floor, he was in between your closet and the end of the bed. You sat down at the end of the bed, Adam turned to face you.
“Want to start?” You whisper into the air.
“Hell yeah, babe.” Adam put his hands on your knees, rubbing at your pants.
“..You think we need a safe word for you?” You mumble out.
“Naw, babe, we just going to do it the old school way and use ‘No’ and ‘Stop’. I’m not into that fucking hardcore BDSM shit. Had a girlfriend who liked it rough, started freaking even me out. Like, who’s into fucking knives?” You really wish you knew which girlfriend that was.
Shaking your head slightly, to get your head back into the game. Only Adam matters right now.
Placing once again your foot on Adam’s body, just this time on his broad chest, plushy chest. Trailing your foot downwards, you dug your toes into his soft, thick stomach. Till you reached his growing bulge, you pressed the heel of your foot down at the bulge.
Adam hissed at the feeling of the pressure.
“Going through my underwear….very..naughty…?” Oh you’re such a bad dirty talker, Adam bit his lip to keep the laughter in.
“Oooooo, I’m so fucking naughty, please punish me mummy.” Adam got out through laughter.
You glared at Adam, you really were tempted to actually slam your foot down on his dick full force. You wouldn’t, but the fantasy of it calmed you down a bit. Rubbing at your face, in hopes of hiding your blush, you took a few deep breaths. Man, you’re a really bad sex haver.
“You’re starting to piss me off, you either get off with my foot or not at all.” You scowled at him.
Adam blinked at you with surprised eyes, “You’re fucking joking.”
You raised your brow at him, removing your foot from him, “Well, guess it’s time to go to bed then?”
Adam grasped your ankle into his hand, placing it back on bulge, “..Jesus, not so fast, bitch.”
Clicking your tongue at him, you looked into his hot eyes, with your own bored ones.
Adam moved his hand to wards the ball of your foot and pressed the heel back down on his hard bulge, even through the jeans you could feel heat emitting from him. Ugh, dream man.
His face was flushed, even the tip of his ears turned shades darker. Finally he looked like how you always felt around him. He was breathing heavily, while he looked down. He’s probably putting his pride away. Cute. You weren’t going to stress him. Flexing your toes slightly, you saw that you still wore your flower socks. You shifted slightly, rolling your stiff neck.
Adam ground the heel of your foot into his bulge, while still grasping the ball of your feet. He was biting his lip. He started to move your back and forth, dragging it along the arch of your foot.
“You’re soo good for me, Adam.” You tried to encourage him, or to get a sound out of his bitten lips.
“Ha…Shut up…Fuck.” Is all you got out of Adam, together with a half moan-half sigh. Hmm. Let’s try something out.
“I can’t wait to feel your dick inside me again, Adam, You always make me full so good…I have never felt so stuffed full. Especially when you cum inside me, I always hope it takes…..that you knock me up, finally..” God now you’re flustered again. Adam’s movements got faster.
“Shit, shit..Haaaha..I’d get you pregnant so fucking fast if you’d let me…” Adam spoke through gritted teeth, talking about his own twisted fantasies seemed to spurn him on.
“Yeah? You promise?” You asked him breathless.
“Fuck yeahhhh-“ He throws his head back and groans, “I’d move you in with me, would take care of you soo well. Have you be my little pretty housewife……All you have to do all day is be my…Ughhhh..be my breeding biiiitch…” Adam moaned out, the thought of that seemed to be his dream.
It’s also yours if your exams keep being so hard.
It took Adam only a few more thrusts of his hips to cum and soil his pants. You saw a wet spot form on his jeans. He let go of your feet, while his chest heaved. He continued to kneel on the floor while looking up at you. Oh right, you’re the one giving commands now.
Making grabby hands at him, to invite him into the bed, Adam near pounced on you. He picked you up by your hips and threw you into your pills of pillows. A surprised gasp left your lips.
“You’re such a fucking a bitch. If you ever tell anyone about this, I will fucking suffocate you with one of your pillows.” Adam said, while throwing a stuffed animal at you.
You couldn’t help but laugh at him, “I was so proud of you!”
He scowled some more at you, kneeling at the end of the bed, like a good boy.
Patting the spot on the bed next to yours, you watched as Adam laid down besides you. He was still flushed, but thanks to his darker complexion it wasn’t as visible. Lucky guy.
Throwing your leg over his hips, you straddled his lap fully. Grasping the edge of his hoodie, you tugged it off him. Exposing his soft torso, you gave him a kiss on the lips. It wasn’t your intention to have a deep kiss, but Adam grasped your hips into his hands and shoved his tongue down your throat. You moaned into the kiss. Once his hands started to wander, you stopped the kiss.
Grasping Adam’s hands into your own, your pressed them into the mattress by his wrists.
“No touching.” You murmured into his ears.
He whined at you, “Cmonnnnnnnn…” Once your hand left his wrists they immediately shoot back towards your skin. It’s like a magnet.
Grumbling at him, you decided to glare at him. Should you tie him up with your bed sheet or something? Wait…
“Wait! I have something…” Jumping off of Adam and the bed, you rummaged through your closet. Finally making contact with a mix of plastic and cardboard, you pulled out a pair of still packaged handcuffs. There was pink fluff on them.
Proudly showing those to Adam, you waited for his reaction.
“Pfftt, babe, if those fit, shit, who am I to say no to your cute face?” Adam laughed breathlessly at you.
Skipping over to him, you leaned over and stuck your hand under your pillow, feeling around. Pulling out your pocket knife, you pulled out the blade and carefully cut into the cardboard backing. Closing and putting the knife back, you pulled out the cuffs, together with 2 sets of keys. Best not to lose those.
You turned towards Adam, who stuck his wrists out. Carefully putting on the cuff around his one wrist, you locked it in,
“Is that okay?” You gently asked him.
Adam moved the cuff around and even stuck a finger through the loop, showing that he has enough room, “Never been better.” He leaned towards you and gave your cheek a kiss.
“Okay, that’s good. Just say the word and at will remove those ASAP! I will also cuff the other wrist, but, well…Hmm..I kind of want to sit on your face and I don’t know how well I can do that with your wrists restrained against the headrest….” You looked at Adam while speaking, and he turned happier and happier the more you spoke.
His hands moved towards your waist, picking you up while he laid down bellow your pillows. He placed you on his stomach. You took of your own sweatshirt and tank top, giving Adam a nice view of your tits. Since he wasn’t restrained, his hands immediately went to fondle your boobs. Tugging and pinching at the nipples.
“Take of your clothes.” You told Adam, while shimming out of your own pants and underwear. Ugh you already soaked through yours.
Adam buckled his hips up to take off his boxers and jeans. Yeah, he can’t wear these out anymore until they have been washed. Whoops. His dick was already half hard again, begging for attention. He kicked his clothes over the end of the bed. This is a problem for morning you.
Adam rubbed a hand over his cheeks and chin, “Take a seat baby, it’s aaaalllll yours for the taking.” He seemed more happy about this than you.
You laughed a bit at his antics, and then slowly but surely made your up, towards his face. Kneeling over his watering mouth, you got a bit nervous.
“What if-“ Before you could even finish your question, Adam pulled you down on his face by your hips.
He didn’t waste anytime in devouring you. His tongue licked a strip up your pussy, his tongue piercing made you nearly sob from the delicious sensation. His hand were rubbing up and down, on your hips, on your thighs, even over your stomach.
Once he was sure he licked up every drop he could, he decided to explore your pussy from the inside with his tongue. Sticking his tongue in your pretty hole, he sucked up every bit of your juices he could. You were divine.
You tangled your hands into his soft hair. You don’t get how it can be so healthy, shiny and thick with the way Adam uses Axe 3 in 1 shit, but here he was. One beautiful man. The beautiful man who was devouring you, like it was his last meal.
Adam wrapped his lips around your clit, and he sucked. Hard. You pressed your thighs tightly around Adam’s face, while your body bends forward. You were moaning and gasping at this point.
“Adam! Fuck! You’re….Ahh..You’re doing sooOhhooo good.” You praised him, since he did deserve that. Man is he amazing.
Looking back at Adam’s lower half, you saw that he was at full mast now. Reaching behind you blindly, you patted around Adam’s pubic area until you grasped his thick dick into your hand. Precum was leaking like crazy from his cock, coating the tip completely. You messily started jerking him off, coating him now fully in precum.
Adam groaned into your clit, causing pleasure to spike through your spine. Man, you were close. Adam probably knew that, since he was the only person to make you cum till now. Well, expect yourself of course.
“You’re the best and only one I will ever haaahhaaavee..Jesus, You hnng..got a magic tongue, haa?” You encouraged him through gasps and moans. Nothing seemed to make him happier then when you praises him.
Adam’s sucking and licking increased in intensity, while you felt his dick start to twitch in your hand. You focused on massaging his tip, and sweeping with your thumb over his piercing. He groaned into pussy. His hands never left your skin, bruseing touches were massaged into your thighs and hips.
“Ah, Oh fuck….’m cuhhhuming.” You called out.
You grinned down your clit against his big nose, riding out your toe curling high. Adam’s dick did one last twitch and he came all over your hand, and his stomach and chest. You breathed heavily and got off of Adam’s face.
Adam’s face chased chased after your pussy, between your spread legs. He gave your clit a kiss, which caused you to whine out in overstimulation, while your hips twitched. His lips attached to your thighs and he started sucking hickeys into the skin.
You dragged your nails into Adam’s scalp, massaging him. He continued lazily sucking more marks into your skin.
“You ready for the next round?” You decide on asking him.
Adam looked up at you with half lidded eyes, is it two and done for him?
Taking his face into your hands, you brushed a thumbed over his cheekbone.
“..I want nothing more than for you to fuck my brains out. Just gottta give me a hot second, baby.” He told you, his own hand covered yours while he looked into your eyes.
You hummed at his words, you took his hand moved it towards your breast. Letting him play and fondle with your tits. He sat up more to lick and suck at your one breast, while massaging the other. He left hickeys around your nipple.
His dick was starting to come back to life, full on hard and ready to go. You tugged him off you and pushed at his shoulder to make him lay down on his back. You sat down on his warm, soft stomach, trying to avoid his cum. Sadly for you, Adam came in buckets, so you couldn’t really avoid that. You took Adam’s wrists into your hands. You lopped the handcuff through your bed post, and put his last wrist into said cuff.
He was now fully restrained.
“This okay?” You decided on asking him.
“Fuckkk yeah, you’re so hot, babe.” Adam tugged at the cuffs slightly, to see how much they could take.
You kissed Adam’s cheek, then his neck and chest. You gave his nipple a light pinch with your finger, before sucking on the other one. You gave his nipple a light bite, the bar of his piercing clang against your teeth.
Adam tugged at his restraints while groaning. Hips buckled up into the air. You removed your lips with a pop. Gliding down, you rubbed your pussy against Adam’s hard dick. He angled his hips so that he could get more stimulation out of you.
You pressed down his hips back into the mattress, “Stay down. Don’t you want to be good?”
“….Wanna be good. Please. Hop on my dick.” Adam begged.
You never thought Adam would be the one begging for something, but you weren’t complaining. You aligned Adam’s dick with your entrance, and you started to slowly slide down on his dick. No matter how much you guys fuck, he always stretches you out. Your mouth fell open in a silent gasp.
Adam watched the way his dick slowly disappeared inside your hot, velvety cunt with intense eyes. He needed a lot of his will power to not start thrusting his hips upwards. Fucking you silly from below. He dug his nails into his palm.
You finally were all the way down, it took you a bit to adjust to his sheer size. Gridding down on his dick and pubic bone, you moaned at the amazing feeling. Adam hissed at the feeling of your fluttering cunt around him. Adam thrust his hips upwards, trying to get you to start bouncing down on him.
“Adam, behave. The more you move, the less you will get.” You told him sternly, dragging your nail across Adam’s hipbone.
He groaned at that. You stopped your grinding and simply kept his cock inside you. He was twitching inside you, while he tugged impatiently at his cuffs.You leaned forward, resting your chin on his chest, while smiling at him.
“Fucking move already you daft bitch, enough of the teasing.” Adam spoke through gritted teeth.
You laughed at the petulant whine in his voice, together with the pout. God, what a man-child. You needed him badly. You bit your own lip at his behaviour, trying not to laugh at him.
“Ask nicely and I might indulge you.” You told him with a smug smile.
Adam groaned heavily, you felt it vibrating in his chest, he threw his head back. His eyes were squeezed shut, “Pleeeeaasseee, baby, I want you throw my hip out with the fucking way you bounce on my dick.”
You snorted at his words, “How can I say no to those charming words?”
Sitting up, you started a slow rhythm of going up and down on Adam’s hard dick. Adam dug his toes into the bed sheet, happy to finally get some stimulation. Even though he felt overly sensitive, and he knew he wouldn’t last long, he still wanted to fuck you silly from below. As soon as he started thrusting upwards, you pushed Adam’s hips back down and continued your bouncing.
“Can’t keep still, Adam?” You asked him in between gasp.
“ ‘is your fault, baby, you’re too tight. Squeezing me ‘n shit.” Adam sounded winded.
You reached back, grasping for his balls, massaging them.
Adam’s lips left a broken mix of a gasp and moan. His hips shoot upwards, fucking into you while he came inside you. Shit, you thought he would like that, but that much?
You seemed as surprised as Adam, who was heaving heavily. He wet his lips with his tongue, while his dick went soft inside you. Biting at the inside of your cheek, you leaned over to kiss Adam. He pressed his tongue immediately into your mouth. You grasped his face into your hands, urging him to kiss you deeper. You felt Adam’s cum run down your stuffed full pussy.
You stopped the kiss so you could start once again to jump up and down on Adam’s thick cock. He got hard so embarrassingly easily, it’s enough when he sees your face. Finding a rhythm where you felt the pleasure start to build up, you ran your hands over your body, squeezing your tits, before your fingers found your clit. Rubbing circles into it.
“Fuck, baby, untie me. ‘M gonna rub that pretty clit for you. Make you fucking cream all over me.” Adam begged, while tugging at the cuffs. With all that tugging you were surprised that Adam’s wrists weren’t rubbed raw yet.
Laughing breathlessly at him, you shook your head at him. You continued your rhythm, wanting nothing more than to cum.
“Shit, Adam, you always feel so perfectly fitted inside me.” You moaned out.
“Yeah? You always..Ughh…make my fucking dick ache when I just look at you.” Adam started thrusting upwards, helping you chase your high.
That quickly started to approach you, but you also wanted Adam to cum once more.
“Adam, cum inside me. I want you…Want to make you into a real daddy.” That should hopefully be enough? Yeah.
“Shit, babe, already am a real daddy….You’d be a hot as fuckkkk MILF.” Adam’s brows were furrowed and his mouth was open, gasping into the air. Every time a moan tumbled out of his lips, he bit his lip. A shame, he had really pretty moans.
“Adam, I’m close…. Cum with me.” You quickened your finger which was massaging your clit.
You felt your high wash all over you, you dug your nails into Adam’s hips, while your toes were curling. Adam shoot up hot cum into your already full cunt, causing you to sob. You stayed like this for a bit, you both breathing heavily, while cum dripped out of you.
Sliding Adam’s dick out of you, you felt juices gush out of you. Yikes.
“Show me your cunt, babe. Pwetty pwease.” Adam whined at you.
You made sure Adam had a good view of your pussy, when you spread your folds apart. Showing him how his cum dripped out of you. Adam groaned satisfied. He leaned his head back into your pillows, seemingly spent.
Reaching out, you grasped Adam’s dick into your hands and squeezed his shaft.
Adam hissed, his hips twitching at the feeling of overstimulation.
He looked good like that, his face was flushed to hell and back, his lips were bitten raw, and there were tears forming in his eyes. You gave his dick a few kisses, feeling how it got hard under your fingers and lips.
You started slowly jerking Adam off, being mindful off how sensitive he was. He whined at the feeling. Rubbing gentle circles into his tip, playing with his piercing, you kissed your way down. From his tip towards his balls, where you also kissed them.
Adam felt himself cum embarrassingly easy, it basically took him 3 strokes from your hand and he felt the dam break. Adam’s back arched while he sobbed out, if it was from pain or pleasure he wasn’t too sure. You watched with curious eyes as Adam came, surprisingly though there was no more cum ejaculating from him.
Woah, a dry orgasm. You really sucked him dry. That’s cool.
“Enough, you cock hungry whore. Jesus, I know I’m the best you will ever have, but I’m fully spend. Fucking hell….” Adam grumbled out.
You nodded at his words, you leaned over to snatch the keys from your bed side table, and you freed him off his restraints. As soon as you put everything on your bedside table again, Adam wrapped his arms around you and slammed you into the mattress. The breath was slightly knocked out of your lungs and a surprised gasp left your lips.
Adam sprawled himself over you and trapped you between his huge body and the mattress. His head was resting on your chest. He nuzzled the soft skin there. You softly rubbed his shoulders and back, drawing circles into his muscles. Ranking your nails through his soft hair, he sighed softly, being completely content.
“..Cat got your tongue?” You asked him while laughing a bit.
“Shut up. Go to sleep.” Adam grumbled into your skin.
Yeah, your legs were sore. You were going to feel this tomorrow. You felt your eyes drift shut and lost yourself into the unconsciousness.
You woke up the next morning from your bladder calling for you to relief yourself. Reaching blindly around on your floor, you picked up your phone. 7am. Ugh. You had classes today. How annoying. Putting your phone screen up on the bedside table, you rolled out of bed.
As soon as your feet hit the ground, Adam jolted up, rubbing at his eye.
“Where you going?” He asked you with his gravely voice.
“Have to pee.” You mumbled out, stumbling into the bathroom. You thought for a second he would follow you, but he laid back down.
Once you finished your business and washed and dried your hand, you walked back into your room.
You saw Adam sit at the edge of the bed, with your phone in his huge hand. It’s funny, when it’s in your hand you struggle with reaching the full screen with your thumb, while in Adam’s hand it looked like a toy. He was scowling, badly and when he noticed you coming in, he glared at you.
He looked at you like he hated you.
Before you could ask him what was up, he slammed your phone into the corner of your bed side table. Shattering your phone completely. It was a sickening sound, cracking and grinding. The splinters of glass flew everywhere. On the floor, on the bed, on Adam.
You didn’t quite know what to say. What the fuck? Why would you do that? Get the fuck out of my apartment? A feeling of fear of curled in your stomach, paralysing you. It’s an old friend.
Adam stood up, slowly, menacingly. Taking a few steps towards you.
You liked Adam’s size, he was much bigger than you and that made him so attractive to you.
He was much bigger and stronger than you and that’s what terrified you so much.
As soon as Adam stood you were freed of your shock.
“What the fuck?” You spoke into the silence. Not really knowing what else to say. What is there to say?
Adam scoffed at you, crossing his arms in-front of his chest.
“Don’t worry your stupid little fucking head about it.” He simply answered. Wrong move.
“Are you insane? You smash my phone into pieces and won’t even tell me why? Because…Why? You’re the big macho guy who makes all the oh-so big decisions? Because I’m just a girl?” He was starting to piss you off.
You forgot how fast he was, in the blink of your eye he was in-front of you. He roughly grasped your jaw into his hand. It hurt.
“Yeah, that’s fucking why. I know girls like you, you act oh so independent but really you want a big strong guy, like me, to save you. You’re just a fucking woman, so I know it’s hard for you to grasp basic concepts, but you should kiss my fucking feet for even looking at a plain girl like you.” Oh what a fucker.
You gave him a shove to get him away from you, but he just grasped your wrist into his hand. It was a bone crushing strong. At least he wasn’t grasping your jaw anymore. The feeling of betrayal rise like bile in your throat, that’s what you get for trusting a man. It was a reminder for yourself to never trust a man again.
You laughed in his furious face, “Yeah, sure, and if you think I won’t use the birth control you oh so graciously paid for, to fuck other guys you might actually be the stupid one.” You wouldn’t, but he didn’t need to know that. You wanted to hurt him, like he hurt you.
It seemed to work, you didn’t think he could possibly look even more pissed off, but he did. Adam reached his arm out, which wasn’t holding your wrist, and he slammed his fist into your wall. The thin material easily crumbled under the force of his hit.
Adam moved his hand towards you and you closed your eyes, while flinching. Readying yourself for a slap, which never came. Opening your eyes slowly, you saw that, that hand went into his hair, probably pulling at it from what you gatherted Adam.
So he’s a misogynist but not a woman beater, good to know.
The anger from Adam’s face seemed to have washed away, he seemed more preoccupied with your reaction. Your name fell from his lips, soft and worried. He lost the right to be worried about you.
“Get the fuck out of my apartment.” Your heart was beating so fast and loud, you couldn’t hear anything else.
Adam dropped your throbbing wrist from his grasp, taking a step back. His eyes restlessly wandered all over your body.
“..I wasn’t going to fucking hit you. I would never do something like that.”
“Yeah right. You just break my phone AND wall in an unjustified fit of rage. Get your fucking shit and never talk to me again.” You were rubbing your wrist. Man this is going to bruise.
Looking around, you started to pick up Adam’s things and started throwing them at him. Fucker.
And that’s how Adam ended up with you slamming your door in his face, while he only stood with his boxers on in your hallway. His things were messily scattered everywhere. Great.
…….Was that a fucking a rat?
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Look, Keith knows it’s not a wonderful choice, okay? He knows shoplifting isn’t great. But his student aid application was denied again, and sue him for wanting to eat a fresh vegetable once in a while. (That being said, maybe he should’ve gone for something a little less obvious than fucking cabbage. A carrot, or something, Jesus. He’s not dumb, but he’s a bit of a dumbass.)
“I’m so sorry. I don’t usually do this,” he says to the employee who’s just walked in on him stuffing the damn cabbage into his hoodie pocket.
The employee — a tall lanky guy, maybe like an inch shorter than Keith, with curly brown hair and the largest eye bags he’s maybe ever seen — barely even glances at him.
“I’m gonna be honest with you,” he says, shoving some cans on a shelf, “I get paid less than minimum wage, which is legal because I am a student. My manager has yelled at me no less than four times since I clocked in, one of which was for the fact that it was raining and I did not beg god hard enough to stop it. If you fold your hand into the shape of a finger gun and inform me that you’re robbing the store, I will personally put every dollar from the register in your pocket and then ask you to pull the trigger. My soul is so dead that I don’t even have a joke for it. I don’t give even an eighth of a shit if you steal that cabbage.”
For the first time since his speech, the employee glances at Keith, and then does a double take. Some light seems to return into his deep brown eyes.
“Actually, you’re cute as hell,” he says, and Keith goes red. “Take two cabbages.”
Keith dutifully takes a second cabbage. The employee grins at him. His smile is so beautiful that Keith genuinely feels like he might die, a little.
He runs out of the shop.
———
“You did what?”
“I know, I know, stealing is bad —”
“No, Keith, I don’t give a shit about that. Stealing from Wal-Mart is fine; you can do that more if you want. I’m concerned about the hot employee. He called you cute, encouraged you to steal a cabbage, and you didn’t get his number?”
The judgey incredulousness in his annoying brother’s voice makes Keith’s hackles rise, a little.
“What do you know! It took you seven months to realise Adam liked you, and he wrote you a ‘do you like me yes/no’ note!”
There’s a pause on the other end of the phone.
“That’s different,” Shiro says haughtily. “I’m autistic.”
“He told you to your face that he liked you and your lips were kissable —”
“…My oven is exploding. I have to go. Goodbye.”
And Keith doesn’t even have a chance to give him even an ounce of shit before the dial tone is ringing in his ear.
“Bastard,” he mutters.
Coincidentally, as he’s glaring at his shitty Acer phone he bought for $97 dollars at Costco four years ago, he notices that it’s 2:36 in the morning. The same time the hot employee was working last night.
He bites his lip. He really should not return to the scene of his crime.
But he found a dollar on the subway today. He can buy a poptart, this time.
He likes poptarts.
———
“I see you’re paying this time,” the employee — who’s name tag says Eatyay Ymay Assyay, but Keith knows enough pig latin to assume that it’s a, ahem, pseudonym — says, scanning Keith’s singular package of chocolate poptarts. Keith flushes a little and looks down.
“Found a loonie on the subway,” he mumbles.
Hot Employee snorts. “I’ve always wanted to marry a rich man,” he teases.
Keith can’t help the laughter that bubbles up in his throat, which makes a pleased smile grace Hor Employee’s handsome face.
God, his eyes are so gorgeous.
“You have a nice laugh,” Hot Employee says. His voice is very earnest, and only a little dead inside. Considering the fact that the guy is working the night shift at Wal-Mart, Keith thinks it’s the equivalent to dancing a jig and clicking his heels.
Keith coughs. He doesn’t know what to say. He runs out of the store, again, a little.
When he reaches into his bag to stress-eat the poptart, he notices an orange that he did not purchase. Hot Employee must have thrown it in.
He wonders if that’s flirting. He’ll have to ask Adam.
———
“I hate gay people,” Adam says.
Keith snorts. “Interesting.”
“Seriously. We’re all so annoying. Especially you. Is it flirting, he says. Of course it’s flirting! He called you cute to your face! He said you have a nice laugh! He stole you an orange!”
“That could be platonic!”
Adam takes a long, noisy sit of tea. He levels Keith with a glare as he sets the cup back down to angrily bite a cake pop.
“Is it Shiro’s turn with the braincell today?”
“It’s never Shiro’s turn with the braincell. Besides, I sold it for profit six years ago.”
“I see.”
Keith sips his coffee that Adam bought him, because Adam is a Real Adult with a Real Job. (Accounting, or something. He’s explained his job maybe seven million times, and even took Keith to his office, once, when Keith was maybe nine, but if you put a gun to Keith’s head and asked him to tell you what Adam does then that would be it. Hello, fiery depths of hell. (Keith would say pearly gates, but he once had a wet dream about Jesus Christ Himself when he was like fourteen, so his fate is sealed.))
“If you don’t ask that boy on a date I am going to pay Pidge to hack your Spotify and play country music for one hundred consecutive hours to permanently destroy Wrapped day for you,” Adam informs him.
Keith chokes on his coffee, a little.
“That’s a hate crime.”
“Correct.”
———
Keith would like to say he’s up late again because he’s doing homework. In reality, he’s been drawing Pidge as the poop emoji from The Emoji Movie in as much detail as possible because that’s what you do with your friends.
He glances at the clock.
It’s probably weird to go to Wal-Mart again for no reason.
But, like. It’s not like he’s busy, or anything. Besides, he could use some butter.
(The brick he already has is lonely, or something.)
(Whatever. He doesn’t need an excuse. He’s a grown ass adult.)
———
“See, now it’s a pattern,” Hot Employee says.
Keith smiles.
“I don’t know what your talking about.”
Hot Employee — holy shit Keith needs to learn his name — rolls his eyes, but his expression is playful, almost excited.
“You see, Hot Criminal Boy —” Keith flushes a little at the name, although he supposed it’s no worse than Hot Employee — “the first time we met was obviously an accident. I was an unwilling witness to your crime.”
“I barely even shoplifted! And you encouraged me!”
Hot Employee waves his hand. “Eh, semantics. Every time I try to remember the incident I am distracted by my own memory of your dazzling eyes and ridiculous hair.”
Keith goes redder, both because he’s flattered and a little indignant. He touches his hair, loose because he forgot a hair tie again.
“What’s wrong with my hair?” he mumbles. Hot Employee grins at him.
“Never in my life have I seen someone pull off a mullet. I am truly bamboozled. But no question that you do, caliente. Dios.”
Sultry brown eyes and a saucy wink paired with smooth, unhesitant Spanish just shuts Keith’s brain the fuck down. A beeping noise echoes through his head. Error 404. He’s sure his face must be near purple now, gods above. He thinks of any possible way to divert the subject so he has even half a chance to come out of this conversation as a cool person.
He’s desperately wracking his brain, trying to think of a pickup line he saw online or something, but is saved from entering that clusterfuck of a situation by a crackling noise coming from Hot Employee’s walkie talkie.
“Lance, come in.”
Hot Employee — Lance, apparently — sighs deeply, all traces of joy vanishing from his expression. He holds up a finger.
“Just a sec,” he says. “Duty calls. Yeah, Martha?”
“You better not be fucking socializing, McClain,” the voice growls.
Lance rolls his eyes.
“Of course not, ma’am. Helping a customer, is all.”
The voice scoffs. “Yeah fucking right. Get to work before I fire you, lazy ass.”
“It’s funny she says that,” Lance says, tucking his walkie talkie back into his pocket, “since I know what she is currently doing is watching T.V. in the back, on her fourth hour of her thirty-minute break.”
Keith snorts despite his worry.
“Sorry for keeping you,” he offers. “I don’t want you to get in trouble.”
Lance laughs, some of the humour bleeding back into his eyes. “Oh, don’t worry about that. I’m the diversity hire, she can’t fire me. Besides, if she fired me then she’d actually have to work, so. I’m good.”
“Still. I don’t want you to get in trouble.”
Lance grins at him. “Very sweet of you, Hot Criminal Boy.”
“Oh — um, my name is Keith. Keith Kogane.”
“Cute name for a cute face. Now, back to my theory — what’s your excuse for coming to visit me now? Because the third time is a pattern, you know. Second time I figured it was a coincidence, but c’mon. No one wants to visit Wal-Mart three nights in a row except for gay reasons.”
Keith laughs, because Lance clearly sees right through him.
“I’m here for butter,” he insists anyway.
Lance raises an eyebrow, studying him for a moment.
“I have a proposition for you, Keith Kogane.”
“I’m listening.”
“You are very clearly into me at least a little. I am very much into you. My shift doesn’t end for another three hours. How would you like to go on the worst date of your life, mójol?”
Keith grins. “Pretty high bar for yourself, huh?”
Lance grins right back. “Maybe. You want to follow me around as I pretend to stick shelves and ignore real customers?”
“If you think that’s the worst date I’ve ever been on, you’re kidding yourself. I’d love to.”
To say Lance lights up is an understatement. His smile glows, illuminating the dreary misery of the store and also Keith’s heart. It’s incredible.
“C’mon then, Keith Kogane. Tell me about your worst date as I open and close the freezer doors.”
Keith does. He lightly embellishes the story of the man who asked him to dinner, took him to McDonalds, made Keith pay, took Keith’s change, and then tried to rope him into a pyramid scheme. He puts every ounce of high-school-drama-class he has into that story, and by the end of it Lance is crouched over with tears in his eyes, begging him to stop. Keith realises that he would do literally anything to hear that laughter every day for the rest of his life.
Lance, in turn, tells him about the time he put maple syrup in between the mattress cover and fitted sheet of his brother’s bed after he found out the man sold his favourite pokémon DS game to have an excuse to talk to the pretty girl who worked at the GameStop. He claims he hid in the attic for two days after because he thought his brother might kill him. His tone is so serious that Keith would believe him, but the sparkle in his eyes and the twitching of his mouth gives him away.
Keith wants to kiss him so bad he can barely think straight.
(It’s ridiculous, feeling this strongly about a stranger he’s only met three times. But Lance is funny, and charming, and sweet, and he’s proven to be an ideal provider. Keith wonders if this is how those Victorian woman felt, because he genuinely feels like he’s gonna swoon, a little.)
“You a student, too?” Lance asks.
“Yeah. Visual arts.”
“Oooh, tortured artist. I’ve heard you guys kiss better than anyone else.”
Keith snorts, even as his heart pounds. “Yeah? Who’d you hear that from?”
“…Okay, okay, you got me. I made that up. I think it’d be a fun theory to test, though.”
Keith knows he’s not hallucinating Lance flicking his gaze to Keith’s lips.
“I’m a physics major, you know,” Lance continues. “I’m big on testing theories.”
Keith swallows. He flicks his eyes to Lance’s lips, full and pink and maybe a little shiny.
“Physics major?” he asks, a little breathy. “You must do a lot of math, huh.”
Lance hums. He leans closer, a little. “Lots.”
“I’ve got a math question for you, then.”
“Hit me.”
He’s definitely leaning closer. Keith does, too. He can feel the warmth of Lance’s breath on his face. It smells sweet, like strawberries.
“What’ll we get if I add your lips to mine?”
“Let’s find out,” Lance breathes. He finally closes the distance, pressing their lips together.
Keith gets all those corny romance novels he pretends he doesn’t read, now. Sparks really do fly.
———
“Someone is looking chipper,” Allura comments drily as they set up their easels.
“I had a good night,” Keith says. He can’t stop his smirk.
“Clearly. I’ve never seen someone look so smug with so many bags under their eyes. What did you do? Or who, rather.”
“I didn’t fuck anyone. I went to Wal-Mart.”
“No one is that happy about going to Wal-Mart at night, you liar.”
Keith sighs dreamily. He can’t help it. All he can think of is Lance, Lance, Lance. He wants to yell it from the rooftops. He wants to tattoo his name on his body. It’s insane.
“I met this boy, a few days ago,” he says.
Allura pumps her fist. “I knew it! Tell me everything immediately.”
“He’s just… he’s gorgeous. He encouraged me to steal a cabbage. He gave me an orange. Last night I hung out with him for hours and we kissed in the baking needs aisle. I am in love, Allura, I swear to God.”
“Oh my God, are you Hot Criminal Boy?”
Keith whips his head up, meeting the eyes of their nude model, Hunk. (Hunk’s a cool guy, and Keith’s favourite of all the models they have. He’s really good at staying still, and genuinely a fun guy to talk to. He was building his own bike, which Keith thinks is so fucking awesome. They talked about it a lot.)
“Is Lance really calling me that to other people? Oh my God. It was a cabbage. He encouraged it.”
Hunk manages to laugh without moving a single muscle, which confirms Keith’s theory that Hunk is not of this realm.
“Only to me. And his siblings. And his mom. And anyone who asks at all. He really doesn’t shut up about you, dude, I’ll be honest. He talked about you to the person who was atuck next to us at the red light with us this morning.”
Keith flushes. Allura fucking dies laughing.
“…Does he really?”
“Yeah, dude. He had the mooniest smile I’ve ever seen when he told me y’all kissed last night.”
Allura chokes on her laughter. “You kissed someone? And you didn’t fucking tell me? Whore!”
Keith shrugs, smiling a little. “I wanted to keep it to myself for a little.”
“Yeah, clearly, ya gay ass.”
All three of them turn back to focus on their work, the sound of even breathing and brushstrokes filling the air. Keith sinks into the painting, trying to get the curve of Hunk’s fluffy hair just right.
“You really like him?” Allura whispers after some time.
“Yeah,” Keith whispers back. “He really feels like everything I’ve ever wanted.”
Allura smiles softly, eyes never leaving her paint. “Good. You deserve it.”
“Thanks.”
“Yeah. Also, if I had to hear about you whining about how badly you wanted a boyfriend for even one more day I was going to get you one my damn self, ya simp.”
“…And there goes the moment.”
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