#conflicted feelings

[andvys]

part 13 is coming together slowly here’s a little sneak peek:

#we’ll burn the sky #expect a little angst #lots of feelings #conflicted feelings #and soft eddie #maybe even jealous and possessive eddie 👀

[vilefilth]

IF I HAD LEGS

I'D KICK A FEW OF MY CO WORKERS

THEN DANCE WITH A FEW OTHERS

#CONFLICTED FEELINGS #VILE POST

[jhirowolf]

The more Deadpool comics i read, the less i feel like Ryan Reynolds fits him and that makes me feel....odd, like kinda left out from all the love this casting is getting. He was really good as Wade Wilson in X-men Origins, his Weapon 11 is terrible and an insult to the character of Deadpool tho.

But when he got his own movie he was just Ryan Reynolds, and i know, i know "ofc he is, he's played by Ryan" sure but....that just feels off for me, and i wanted to know why, and i think i got it.

Firstly it's the way he talks, Ryan has this tone of voice that doesn't fit the way Wade usualy talks in the comics, his kinda high smooth sarcastic tone feels off to me. Partly because Wade doesn't sound like that at all, Wade has a very rough voice, sounding like Demi Moore, his voice sounds like wet gravel, according to Cable and Blind Al. Ellie, his daughter, said his voice sounds weird, whitch Wade said it's because of the scar tissue.

Also the way he talks, his jokes and the tone of his voice doesn't fit the DP energy. Fabian Nicieza, Deadpools co-creator and writer of most of his 90s appereances before Kelly wrote the first run, said he imaged Wade to sound like Denis Leary, whitch for the ones not aware, is a very unhinged and agressive sounding man, and it fits perfectly the way he talks.

Also Fox!Wade's humor isn't really the same as comics!Wade, movie Wade uses references, complicated swears and names with alot of sarcasm. Comics Wade meanwhile?

Not so much, he also doesn't even break the 4th wall as often usualy, some of those aren't even too obvious 4th wall breaks.

One thing i feel like the movies got right is Wades softness, he's a very emotional man, especialy when it comes to relationships and other people.

One thing the moves didn't quite get right is Wade and his violence problems, in his first comics he was fighting with his violence, his past, he was trying to be better after years of being a villian, and that change is often brought by his nee crush or love interest or idol, because he wants to be better for them, even if he usualy doesn't feel worthy of their love, yet he tries and tries.

There was a deleted scene in one of the movies where he and Vanessa were in Mexico and Wade lost it and killed the scamming doctor and it perfectly showed Wades issues.

His relationships were also all made simpler, Weasel is his fuctional friend, Ness is his girlfriend, Al is his funny roommate and friend. Back then Wade and his relationships weren't simple, he was like Moon Knight, he experimented, he wasn't very known, he was allowed to be odd and weird and out there. And i blame the game tbh, because now the movie was heavily influenced by what the internet thinks Deadpool is and the character is suffering for it now. Maybe i am just a jaded edgy 18yo but that's how i feel.

Now you're propably thinking what would my solution be, well i got a solution in mind, but you most likely won't wanna hear it...but i will still tell you in the next post.

#marvel #marvel comics #deadpool #wade wilson #marvel movies #fox x-men #fox deadpool #ryan reynolds #ryan reynolds deadpool #movie Deadpool #unpopular opinion #conflicted feelings

[phantomraekens]

I am my mother's child.

Will I become everything I hated of her or everything I loved?

I want to be my own person but I see her in my eyes and my hair and my skin.

She was my creator and my undoer and I don't know if I hated her or loved her more.

#its midnight and i miss my mother #grief #complicated feelings #conflicted feelings #my mother's child #poetry

[multif1fan]

It's funny how the f1 pages on Instagram and twitter were literally like"yeah, nyck de Vries is out, but our boy Danny is back so here are a million posts about how perfect and precious he is😊✨"

#formula 1 #f1 #daniel ricciardo #i love him so much #I feel bad for nyck #But I'm also happy for danny #conflicted feelings #But I'm used to that so cheers to Danny's return 😊🥂

[oshieteacapella]

About Vegas

I’m in episode 11. For 10 episodes I couldn’t understand why people would ship Pete and Vegas because he’s the worst (TM), yet I enjoyed his flirting with Porsche. 

AND NOW THEY SHOW ME VEGAS TALKING WITH HIS HEDGEHOG?

READING AT EVERY OPORTUNITY? 

SHOWING HIS PERFECT CHEEKBONES??!  (the following gif isn’t from ep.11, I just think he looks both pretty & hot).

How dare you to make me liking him a little, Huh?!! BIG DIDN’T DIE FOR THIS DEVELOPMENT!!!!

#kinnporsche #vegas #kp vegas #vegaspete #conflicted feelings #also 5 min with pete are better than years of therapy apparently #i still kinda ship him for a little sexytime with porsche bc i like drama and jelly kinn

[gelu-the-babosa-multiversal]

Elita-1: Wait you have a crush on one of the senators?!

Optimus Prime: The only "crush" I have is the crushing weight of my existence...

Elita-1: ...

Optimus Prime: ...

Elita-1: So, that's a yes?

Optimus prime [buries his face in his hands]: Yes--

#incorrect quotes #my stuff #maccadam #transformers #transformers idw #idw #idw transformers #tf idw #elita-1 #senator #shockwave #senator shockwave #optimus prime #ship #friendship #pre relationship #at least i still have you senator shockwave #conflicted feelings #so relatable

[jammieeats]

i wanna be two bunnies hopping in gardens together with you.

#love quotes #deep quotes #relationship quotes #quotes #romance #deep thoughts #poetry #poem #situationship #friendzone #flirtatious #couple goals #love #love language #coquette #coquette community #crush #couplegoals #cute couple #conflicted feelings #chasing something i shouldn’t

[seenthisepisode]

well. that surely is. an album. that taylor made

#conflicted feelings #midnights leak

[nthflower]

I am worlds only Kuan-yin xorn fan. Number one. Just me. Hard and unpaying job.

#that mutie town issue made me a fan #yes i hate morrison and new X-Men #yes i love that issue and xorn #conflicted feelings #also that magneto parts didn't happen for me #and all other parts i found ugly #and all parts i loved exist #hope this helps #xorn #my beloved grandpa #i think jis twin shen is austen character to fix magneto retcon or something #i dont like him

[a-mormon-just-believes]

I have a 2 hour piece of politics homework due in 5th period which I have not done because I made the bold decision to not do work and see the Mormons last night. I do not regret it.

#I am fucked #hate my life #love the Mormons tho #conflicted feelings

[playthings-in-the-attic]

DAHMER is a very well done series... Which is unfortunate...

#Dahmer #Netflix #conflicted feelings

[j-exclamationmark-l]

Me, some years ago: Like or reblog my Kiryu translations!!!

Pornbots today: We got u

#conflicted feelings #and i meant like as opposed to copying and pasting them to other websites and apps pretending theyre yours #if you dont follow me for Kiryu then you dont follow me for Kiryu

[rikaklassen]

Well, wanted to ask bestie if they want to go to Finland with me to visit Pavel since he was going to sire a third litter and I wanted to see him before he passes away of old age. He's getting up there in his years. He's now 11. I miss him terribly. Oh well.

Pavel's current co-owner cancelled the litter plan.

To be honest, it would be an awkward to ask anyway because bestie abhors hunting. We haven't talked yet about whether she detests recreational hunting, commercial hunting, subsistence hunting, wildlife conservation and all the nuance in between (bioethics and environmentalism in itself are also very diverse!) since animal liberation politics and abolitionist views on animal exploitation is multifaceted.

I do know bestie is an anti-capitalist and a vegan. But neither positions are indicative of someone's views since a previous partner is also a vegan for ecological reasons, and she directed her abolitionism at industrial agriculture, recreational entitlements and other systematic issues. (For instance, commentary about moose-human conflicts would be centered around how moose benefits from timber plantation system and logging of old growth-forests to the detriment of other wildlife. Or how the root of human-wolf conflict is seeing the wolf as an adversary and a competitor and farmers' or hunters' refusal to accommodate and co-exist.).

Pavel was rehomed to a hunting home where he participates in an eradication program to remove the invasive raccoon-dog (Nyctereutes procyonoides) to preserve native wildlife (such as waterfowls, reptiles, amphibians etc). And the most efficient way of removing raccoon-dogs is using dogs.

(Ironically, raccoon-dogs were introduced to regions west of East Asia because of the economic blockades against the Soviet Union, in which only fur, gold, grains and other commodities were allowed to be exchanged with the anti-Communist bloc. But that's a post for another day.)

Hence the social awkwardness.

I would like to visit Pavel some day. Just need someone to assist with navigating the public transit and the airports. 😊

#conflicted feelings #aging companion animals

[neonnerd17]

I love how hollow knight has become my "play it on break" game. Just checked when the last time I played it was (besides tonight) and it was december 22 (winter break). I want to finish it before spring quarter starts

#I've been good about staying blind to most of the lore #But part of me wants to see art without potentially spoiling stuff #Also I'm at 90% completion #(As I should be with like 80 hours into it) #But I'm slow and enjoying it so that's all that matters #But I also want to finish it because I love it #But I know that when I finish I will be big sad too #conflicted feelings #aj plays hollow knight

[armedwithpen]

Why can't you see what I see in you? The fire that sparks in my heart everytime i set eyes on you, is fed with quick smiles and sode glances and is just enough to keep it lit.

I will never know the true beauty of you. You wont let me into the innermost chamber where your true beauty rests. Perhaps I'll be banging on that locked door for an eternity, doomed to reside in this misery.

Please, release me from your care and let me lick my wounds in a dark corner. Don't come around when I've almost given up and give me the strength to continue.

As I close my eyes at night the last thing that comes through my mind is the sensation when your eyes set on me and the shiver that goes down my spine as I try my best to remain composed.

#is this poetry? #conflicted feelings #go brrr #thoughts? #nonsense