#currently sobbing idk

[elsfairy]

➝ 𝐖𝐄𝐀𝐊𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒. (I'm just fucking emo, here)

You always felt like you didn't fit in anywhere. Even from the ages of 10+ you never felt like no one wanted you around. It was sad, actually. Being told by all the children you wished would let you join in with their games, that you were just boring and you were just weird.

The amount of times you've tried to remove those memories from your brain was easier said than done. You weren't a kid anymore, you were living your life. A life you sometimes wished would be easier. A life you wished sometimes just.. stopped. That was your feelings a few years go. Sometimes those thoughts crept up into your mind, even if you tried to not let them.

Then there is Sevika. Someone you trusted more than yourself. You never trusted yourself. Fuck, you didn't even trust your own family but you trusted her. You trusted her with everything you have.

❝You've been quiet for the past few days, is something bothering you?❞

It was a question you've always been asked, yet ignored because you trusted them more than your own answer. Always being told no one cared enough to listen to you. She knew you didn't go well with talking about your feelings, but she asked you everyday to make sure you were truly okay.

❝Is it the same thing as the other night?❞

Your girlfriend didn't have to try hard to find out what what was bothering you. She could always tell by the way you looked at her, either on the verge of tears, or anger. You were sad because no one has loved you like she does. No one has given you a chance like she has. You were angry because of how upset and broken you felt. Of being treated like something someone throws away after using it once.

❝I don't feel good enough Vika❞

No matter how upset you became, she was instantly right there with you. Holding you, stroking your hair and reassuring you that you were more than enough. That you are worth fighting for. She hated how broken they made you feel, how fragile you've become because of being pushed away. How used you feel.

❝I know that you don't believe me but, I mean it when I tell you that you are perfect the way you are. Any bad day you have, I'm going to be right here, telling you that you're doing perfectly fine. I will be here to let you know that im proud of you and I love you❞

You never had a chance to interject with your own arguments because she didn't let you. Sevika didn't like the way you spoke about yourself. She refused to listen to you put yourself down. She didn't see you that way. She's always seen you as strong, caring, gentle, kind, amazing. Even if you did deal with your own problems, to her you were strong because you are still here. You are still here, with her.

❝Vika⎯❞

❝Don't do that. Do not say that you're not good enough. You've always been good enough. You're always going to be enough. You're worth it. You are allowed to love, you are allowed to be loved. Do you know why? because i love you. I love you so much and it breaks my heart when you think these things. You are my weakness, but you're also my happiness and i need you here. I will go through every single bad day with you if it means i still wake up with you in my arms. I need you here, do you get it? i cannot be without you, but i hate how broken they've made you feel.❞

Sevika wasn't a crier, but when it came to you she's crying with you and for you. She wasn't ever worried about how tight you were holding onto her, it was more that she was scared you were going to pass out from how much you cry. Years of struggles and worries bottled up until you can't handle it. That's what scared her the most when you cried.

❝I'll never hurt you, Sweetheart. I will murder anyone who tries to hurt you. I will do anything and everything to make you feel safe. I will always protect you, even on your good days. As long at it means you are still here when i wake up, because i love you❞

❝i love you❞

idk, i listened to some sad song and came up with this.

#sevika imagine #sevika x you #arcane sevika #sevika #sevika x reader #currently sobbing idk

[max-the-silly-guy]

this scene is literally them

#spm #super paper mario #mimi spm #super mario #dimentio #mr l #nastasia #o chunks #idk how else to tag this #sobs #theyre currently on the run from the cops #murder isnt legal yet #dimentio has me locked up in their basement send help

[redscrawl]

i think i took the Oreseur/Tensoon betrayal in WOA harder than anyone ever

#i was literally weeping #SOBBING #idk why i’m so attached to him #same with kelsier death #my book was stained with tears #The Well of Ascension Spoilers #mistborn spoilers #mistborn #mistborn era 1 #cosmere #brandon sanderson #also i’m still currently reading WOA so pls no spoilers for any of the later books or this one

[simelune]

🐎 yeehaw

#made a sim. looked at the horses. cried #IM NOT A HORSE GIRL BUT I GET IT YALL #and also the sheep. the goats......... sobbing #ts4 #the sims 4 #sim: josie #idk how much i'll post of this or if i'll keep playing long but #fun.... #current save

[callsign-pyro]

Snippet

Making breakfast was his thing and god forbid you so much as make your own tea in the morning. Earl Grey was both of your tea of choice, Simon took his with cream and you took yours with milk. Breakfast has always been a domestic affair ever since you moved out of Manchester. The countryside was much nicer and Simon was often able to work at home. When the weather allowed for it Simon would work outside with you whilst you tended to the garden. You grew many things in the garden, it was rewarding when you picked fruits and vegetables that you grew yourself and Simon said that they taste better because of the love put into growing them. 

#call of duty #cod #simon riley #simon ghost riley #cod mw2 #wip #snippet #fancfic #canon divergence #get in loser we are ignoring canon #retired ghost #retired simon riley #current wip #writing this for my creative writing ISU #i'm so embarrassed #problem is #idk how to write anything else #please provide your support in these trying times #I will also be posting this here and on ao3 #sobbing uncontrollably #send help

[generalecapodiurano]

everyone seems to be so excited at the possibility of raine having longer hair in season 3 but I think their super short haircut needs to be appreciated as well

they're 45+ years old let them bald in peace, they're still the prettiest hag out there y'all are just weak

I love their stupid forehead I wanna kiss it

jokes aside, of course I would love to see them with a mullet as well, any Raine is the best version of Raine + it's always exciting to see different haircut on characters

but honestly I would miss this look. I really love their current hair, I love how they can have normal characteristics of a person their age while still be hot (not sure if "balding" is the correct way to put it but they definitely have some sort of receding hairline AND THEY ABSOLUTELY ROCK IT)

#actually idk if anyone on tumblr is talking about it #it's mostly twitter but at least here I don't have a stupid character limit #also all the posts are actually funny i just wanted to express my love for this bard and their current look #Eda you're such a lucky woman sob #hot power couple #i would die for them #the owl house #raine whispers #toh raine #the owl house season finale

[baeshijima]

it is now officially the 25th which means...

merry christmas everyone !!! regardless of whether u celebrate or not, i hope u all have a lovely day with whoever u spend it with or with urself <33

#sophie's idle chatter #this is scheduled so im HOPING it posts at 12 am.... prays.... #i havent been super active in the past month or two bc life is kicking my ass (<- has said this countless times already but its still true) #also !! i see asks and ill try and answer them when i actually have the time and energy 😭 ik i say this a lot but ive been drained good god #(not so) mini life updates : #the new lovebrush chronicles main story update has made me weep so much... ive done both clarence and ayns routes and.... #my god.... this story is darker and honestly im loving it AND i love how they did the chara roles in this world (alkaid... ourgh...) #my tear glands arent tho bc ayn ending 3.... what the fuck was that i couldnt sleep after doing that ending??? ITS WAS SO SAD AND FOR WHATF #currently having to wait until the 27th so i can do lars route 😔 #the recent ep of apothecary diaries.... ourgh my heart.... jinshi and maomao beloveds :(( #oh !! and ive gotten back into my ace of diamonds/daiya no ace phase and have been rewatching the series... #sobbing chris and yuki and miyuki my beloveds.... kissing ur foreheads and holding u gently..... #the way i got back into it bc im catching up on s2 of a clean sweep (a korean baseball variety show that i love with all my heart ;w;) #my mum is a traitor tho bc she watched every new ep that came out on tuesdays while i was in uni 🧍‍♀️ so now im catching up on the 30 eps #on my own 🧍‍♀️ #OMG AND ALSO DR STONE S3??? WHY WAS I NOT NOTIFIED THAT PART 1 CAME OUT MONTHS AGO AND PART 2 WAS MORE RECENT??? #i havent been doing that much writing recently tho bc the fingers wont type but the brain is exploding with ideas i cannot handle this #i do want to get back to the haitham sxf series tho.... and also my oc various x reader series....... #tbh ive been contemplating abt publishing the haitham series on ao3 once i write more chapters before publishing them #idk i feel like the series would be nice to have on ao3 as well as tumblr JHDG #thats abt it i think? #anywho if u read this far then know i am giving u a warm cookie as a condolence prize for getting through this life dump <33 #ill leave it off here but i hope u all have a lovely day !! mwah mwah merry chrysler everyone 🎄🫶 #queue... ueueue

[shy-the-trash-lion]

Yes I am Dangan Trash for these two specifically. Why do you ask? ✨

#shythetrashlion #my art #danganronpa #trigger happy havoc #byakuya togami #polaris p polanski #leon kuwata #leogami #Leon kuwata x Byakuya Togami #grips them shakes them around #they make me so happy I sob #maybe currently writing a silly lil story for them #idk if I’ll post it #probably not #kiss them kiss them kiss them kisssssss themmmmmmm

[szynkaaa]

When Kaeya Alberich said "slipping away before the final verse is sung, before the poet has uttered the last lines before everything has concluded... I don't know. Something about it just resonates with me"

And the Doctor said "I always rip out the last page of a book. Then it doesn't have to end. I hate endings!"

#the ham talks #kaeya #kaeya alberich #genshin impact #doctor who #idk just something about those two quotes hits really hard #I know that in Kaeya's context he gets called out by traveler that he is trying to weasel his way out of having to write poetry/songtext #but I can't help but feel like there is a bit of truth in the statement??? #like #kayea doesn't want things to end or his current life #doesn't want to find out what his destiny / fate / job is supposed to be #i just #love kayea so much sobs

[evilsartcorner]

#QSMP #qsmp fanart #fanart #tazercraft fanart #qsmp mike #guys idk how to tell you this but I have not watched a single tazercraft stream or nothing #and yet I CANNOT stop drawing mike IDK WHY #idk portuguese I just read about what he gets up to on qsmp on tumblr and go crazy #maybe its the constant cool skins and skin changing maybe its the angst maybe its the green guy w glasses sobbing I DONT KNOW #but anyways ya I want to draw so bad all the time but school is a bitch and I have like zero free time currently so im not dead just yea #miras art

[john-my-dearly-beloved]

my interaction in this fandom is limited to making three posts about john in a row, analyzing the webtoon, and then disappearing for a year. hey whats up guys

#unordinary webtoon #i havent touched this webtoon in a year #currently im just reading episodes that i see john in #idk whats going on i have to go back and reread some stuff #i remember john got fucked up and then said “aw it was just me? thats embarassing” and then conked out #and i think i stopped reading and disappeared there #there are so many good john panels now…im sobbing hes so silly…

[xb3nn3tt]

okay last wip😭 (IK ITS HARD TO SEE IM SORRY J TRUST THIS GUYS PLS)

#spider noir #marvel noir #spiderman noir #marvel #peter noir #peter parker #i love noir in misery!!! #goddamn man idk if im gonna finish this #sobbing #got too silly #i love noir sm hes so goober #current wip #art #pray that i finish this guys #stay tuned

[avnasace]

station 19 that last scene was a personal attack.

#thanks for that #currently sobbing #why do this #especially in the last season #are you telling me we have what 8 episodes left??? i think idk exactly #how tf is jack getting a believable happy ending in 8 episodes #im devastated rn #that scene under the table had me absolutely sobbing happy and awful tears #jack gibson #station 19 #ace rambles

[risingsunresistance]

FINN ;-;

#YAYYYYYY IM GONNA START SOBBING AT WORK #anyways fuck everyone who was like ''you only like him bc he's a femboy'' WELL GUESS WHAT BITCH #but also fuck everyone who was begging him to come out not on his own terms #CONGRATS FINN YAYYYYYY i cant watch the vid im only on break for 5 more minutes #idk current name/pronouns but a friend dm'd me can someone send me an ask or something i wanna keep up #or twitter buddies dm me on discord or soemthing pspsps i wanna know more but i cant watch #im just chillin in the bathroom rn 😭 #chat

[iguessitsjustme]

This scene made me cry

#la pluie #la pluie the series #la pluie bl #it really hit really close to home for me and my older brother right now #he's currently going through and i'm currently going through it but we're going through it together #and idk i just miss him a whole lot because he states away and we're a thousand miles apart #but still he's on my left and he's my blood and i'm gonna go off in the corner and sob for a bit now don't mind me

[philzokman]

update on lea philzokman lore im getting classically trained to be an opera singer for the giggles

#me when im a classically trained pianist opera singer and also lea philzokman #im currently learning o del mio dolce ador which is like . part of THAT aria book #i know its basic sobs but its fun and thats all that matters!! :D #its silly idk i dont wanna be an opera singer in the future but its FUN !! HFKJDASHF #im staying on til s6 next year but im going to uni after and im HOPING to study english and comparative lit :D which is sick #idk maybe ill become an author or editor/publicist i think thatd be pretty neat #FHDSKJF #lea.txt