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judasgot-it · 10 months

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Hey! I Hope You’re doing well, I just wanted to request a prompt real quick!! :)

If it’s not too much of an issue, can you do Ango when he gets home to his s/o after a really rough and long day, and reader just offers comfort to him, making sure he’s alright and he ends up crying.

If you don’t think this is a really good idea you can disregard it, anyways, thank you and have a good day/night! <3

DW if you think your idea isn't 'good' - this is an x reader blog, this is the writing equivalent of going to wafflehouse at 3 am and being served by a raccoon. There are no bad ideas here <3.

But back on that angst GRIND sorry bout the late response btw I was traveling and then I had college but >_<

Scenario: Comforting Ango after a long day at work. TW: Men crying, Dark era

Ango felt his eyes burn in his sockets from exhaustion. His neck strained to keep his head up as he stared ahead at the screen.

This was his usual if anyone asked.

He was one of the best there was. He had memorized almost every file he had come across - it was frightening, considering he only needed it for a moment. He could work like a machine.

But it had to eventually catch up with him.

He wasn't ready to stop working. He could type with his eyes closed - which he was currently doing so they could rest, if just for a second.

When the next thing he'd known, he was there. There.

The smoke, the heat on his skin. There was a voice he knew but couldn't make out the face of.

Someone was shaking him, vaguely he was aware that it was a dream but he couldn't open his eyes. He felt completely frozen.

Ango was stuck.

There was a man telling him that he had trust in him, with brown hair and blue eyes - older than he should have. Ango remembered him looking like a child.

He missed how he smiled like one - here, he was only able to give him a small tilt of the lips. He trusted Ango though, clearly, from how close he was. Burning.

The shaking had gotten rougher, there was a voice he couldn't place. A young woman who didn't belong in a bombing, who wasn't there at the bar.

Ango knew she didn't belong there. Her hand shook his shoulder, which rocked the glasses that sat on the bar.

He was back at Lupin's.

The man from the bombing wasn't there. He was supposed to be - a seat was there for him, with a drink he knew he loved. Whiskey, with ice that was melting too quickly.

But instead it was Ango, alone -

, and Dazai.

Dazai was saying something, angry at him.

He remembers how his face had twisted so horribly that day. Like out of a horror movie he had watched you once -

But Dazai wasn't saying the words he had said.

It was that woman's voice.

The next thing he knew, he was up.

He had stepped into reality, seeing a young woman staring at him, rather concerned.

She wasn't Dazai.

She was staring at him, blinking at him with large, doe-like eyes.

Her long dark hair was in a neat bun, and her clothes were actually appropriate for the government building they were in.

A normal person. Who for some reason was waking him up, concerned about him right now.

"Ango. You need to leave, there's a fire evacuation right now."

Oh.

He never registered that noise until now.

That wasn't the bomb.

Just a fire alarm.

Ango rubbed his eyes tiredly, feeling how his eyes were wet. Was he crying? His hand pulled away days worth of dead skin on his oily skin.

He needed a shower.

"Ango."

"I know, I know. I'm leaving. I think -"

Ango stood up, his vision spotting as he stared around the room. It was nearly empty, with his computers and the damn ringing surrounding the two of them.

"I think I'm gonna go home right now."

"What?"

The intern looked at him, trying to hide how baffled she was. This was most likely the first time he has voluntarily left his desk since she had started working there. This would be shocking for her.

"Just let everyone else deal with it. Don't worry."

"Oh. Well um. Have a good day, then?"

Ango stared past her, his walk down the hallway was aimless. Automatic. He knew the way, but only through muscle memory.

"Yeah. I hope you do as well."

That's the response he knew he should give. But he could barely croak it out of his throat.

Really, he just wanted to scream. Maybe cry. Something more than the monotone feeling he was locked in.

The ringing never left his ears. Tinnitus had never left him, which didn't do him good as he walked alone. Even as he stepped into his empty apartment, all he could focus on was the high-pitched wail - like a radio he could never shut off.

It was thanks to gunshots, which he really hadn't had the luxury of hearing in years.

He hadn't held one properly in a while. There wasn't a real need for him to shoot when he was good at his job. It was cushy compared to what he did in the past.

But today felt like years ago.

"Hey."

Ango wouldn't admit that he jumped at hearing your voice from behind him.

Your arms were happy to hold him, your face burying itself into his shoulder. He forgot how cold he was.

"You're home early."

Ango nodded, staring down at his feet as he toed off his shoes. He didn't want to think anymore, not as his face felt a little too hot.

Your hands reached up, pulled at the fabric around his chest.

"Did you decide to finally give yourself a break for a change?"

Your breath was right against the shell of his ear, making it burn.

"Yeah. I guess I did."

He turned around, looking at you. He tried to smile from behind his spectacles, covered in so many smudges he forgot how to see clearly.

Ango could still see your eyes.

"Do I look that miserable?"

He gave a weak laugh, pushing his glasses up the bridge of his nose.

"You look awful. When was it the last time you slept?"

"I can't remember. Doesn't matter now, does it?"

You shook your head, holding onto his waist firmly.

"No. I think it does. To me it does."

Ango nodded along. A part of him didn't believe you.

That part was burning him alive from the inside, threatening to spill over from his eyes. His throat felt tight, making him eat his dry tongue.

"Let's lay down."

He followed you like a doll. He let you drag him to your shared bedroom, coddling his head to your chest like a prized stuffed toy. To the best of your ability to encircled your body around him, your legs warming up his cold skin.

You took off his glasses, putting them to the side. Gently you tugged your thumbs along his skin, gently massaging his brow bone and the wrinkles you could see slowly forming.

"I love you."

To you it was lighthearted, your voice light as you were more focused on curling your fingers along his hair.

To Ango, those words allowed him to curl into you fully, his face burying into your chest - and despite him trying to stop them, he felt his face get wet and hot with tears, his throat stuttering as noise desperately tried to come out of him.

He was burning.

His scalp was burning as you ran your nails along it. His skin burned as his clothes felt tight and rough in the wrong places.

Somewhere his chest burned, as he held in his sobs. Bile wanted to come up from how hard he held them in, nearly convulsing with the force of them.

He felt you lean down, kissing his forehead.

"You can cry, you know? You're safe here."

Ango forced himself to take a deep breath in before he muffled his scream in your shoulder.

Ango let himself burn, just for a little while.

He was here, and not there.

He had to tell himself that as he forgot the sound of his own voice.

Guess who's back babyyyy >_> anyway I kinda experimented here hope it was jarring I feel like I write a lot of intimacy but no action and such so I wanted to try some variation so excuse it if it's rough, I've never written a dream sequence before

#bsd x reader #bungo stray dogs x reader #bungou stray dogs x reader #bsd x y/n #bungo stray dogs #ango x reader #ango sakaguchi x reader #ango x you #ango x y/n #sorry if this is weird i was trying something #but dhehhehehehe #im BACK baby

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eurydiceryn · 1 year

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us! chara my sassy lost child

my own interpretation of underswap:

us! chara:

chara replaces frisk so they're now the 8th fallen child. they retain some key characteristics of their og/ut version though (dislikes humanity, has a soft spot for nicer monsters). i heavily see chara as a sassy, firecracker and trouble making child <3

personally, i think of ut! chara as an entity similar to flowey - they have no soul and can't really "feel" love and compassion. depending on what route you as the player takes, they go along with the ride. their beliefs and goals rely on how much exp/lv you've earned. i think of them as a pretty chill souless kid

us! sans:

im not a fan of infantilizing us! sans (honestly this applies to all "papyrus-types"). like chara, he retains some characteristics of his og version. he likes puns (and loves annoying his younger brother with them), a sciency type, and LOVES greasy food ("sans, for the last time, stop buying grillby's overpriced food"). most noticeable difference with his undertale counterpart is that he's a bit more active & more or less has his shit together a lot more than ut! sans.

you can actually die in his boss fight unlike og papyrus. he's aware of what "capturing humans" entail, & he's not really a fan of the whole killing children thing. but y'know, monsterkind just.. needs one more soul don't they? like og papyrus bossfight, you just need to tire him out before he goes "YOU KNOW WHAT, I CAN'T KILL A KID" & spares you.

(if you die thrice in his bossfight, he'll see your expression & just lets you go. he's unnerved & thinks chara's expression will haunt him for the rest of his life)

he can actually make edible food & is popular with snowdin's residents. he has the qualifications to join the royal guard, he just chooses not to. alphys approves of him and would gladly accept him into the team, but eh - he's content with being an unofficial member.

acquaintances with alphys. you could have considered them friends a.. long time ago, but the past is the past. the best big brother - cares deeply for papyrus and his severe lack of friends. pushes the human to hang out w/ him & papyrus (instead of a date).

us! papyrus:

following the trend of retaining some of the og's traits, papyrus can't cook very well. he's slightly above the category of being capable of burning water. he's talented when it comes to making and constructing puzzles - a great engineer tbh. papyrus still has the racecar bed & has dreams of driving one on the surface.

and for the record, he doesn't smoke - it's a lollipop. he's also anxious and socially awkward - guy's got ZERO friends (okay im exaggerating, he does have at least TWO). nevertheless, he's a loser and i love him; a certified babygirl.

similar to ut's events, paps makes a promise to a man behind the ruins' door to guide the human who passes through, and he intends to keep it. unlike ut! sans who tends to watch over the human from a distance (& occassionally intersects with their journey), papyrus is a bit more involved. he keeps chara company during some sections of snowdin/hotland & likes to keep check on them by calling on the cellphone.

although papyrus is lazier and more easy going than ut! papyrus, he's just as compassionate & kind. during his fight's first phase in genocide, he tries to force the human to give up and rethink their ways. his attacks generally consist of blue attacks - a defense; to push you back. he doesn't like the idea of killing someone (even if that someone happened to be the one who killed your brother and all your friends), but if the human does happen to die - it can't be helped.

if you spare him, you don't get dunked on dw. he'll let you off the fight but doesn't allow you to proceed any further. he'll keep blocking your way — the only way to get past him is to kill him. as a result, his bossfight is a lot easier than ut! sans, but still very difficult. when the second phase happens (you attack him when he spares you), he pulls all stops & tries to full on kill you fr.

on a lighter note, he's bffs with undyne. they construct wild and destructive experiments. BESTIES(tm) IN EVERY UNIVERSE <33

(that's all there is for now.. i have plans for the others but i'll post them in due time)

#eurydiceryn #my work #my art #undertale #underswap #sans #papyrus #chara #my underswap #underswap sans #underswap papyrus #underswap chara

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positively-peachy-143 · 6 days

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PANINI HCS PART TWO (platonic <3)

(inspired by @obliqueletterkennyreference 's post!!)

Physical affection heavy for some reason idk

Pony is aroace, but very physically affectionate with Johnny

Sometimes he's affectionate like that with Dallas too, but it's different. Usually it's more play-wrestling or light shoving

With Johnny its usually leaning on him or resting his foot against his.

Dally doesn't like hand-holding. At all. He likes having his hands free, in case he needs to hold a cigarette and throw a punch at the same time.

Which is probably a good thing, he doesn't wash his hands very often, or very well.

Pony likes holding Johnny's hand, but not usually palm-to-palm if that makes sense??? Like always holding pinkies or specific fingers or resting one hand on top of the other.

Not a phobia like Dally, Pony just likes unconventional hand-holding more.

Johnny's pretty indifferent about it. At first it made him uncomfortable, because he's not used to affectionate physical contact, but now he sort of craves it.

After a long day his favorite thing is to meet Pony at the lot and just have their arms around each other, smoking, and looking up at the stars.

It's kind of rare when Dallas initiates any physical affection other than play-fighting or wrestling, but once or twice he's thrown his arm over Johnny's or Pony's shoulders while walking somewhere or sitting together.

Johnny loves it. With how much he looks up to Dallas, he sees it as a sign of approval when Dallas outwardly is affectionate to him

Pony doesn't mind it either, he feels protected and accepted when Dally goes out of his way to do things like that.

Altogether, none of them have really craved that next step into full-blown exclusive relationship for their own reasons. Not that their relationships are transactional or anything, but they just.. like eachother, yunno? Just love and enjoy the company and dw about the specifics.

None of them are big on PDA

sometimes, much like a cat, Dallas will steal things that remind him of Pony and Johnny

friendship bracelets.

not the handmade ones though, Dallas stole three really cool bracelets that look literally nothing alike and gave two to Johnny and Pony.

like literally one is a metal chain with like a charm, one is leather chord, and one is string with beads

so random but actually fits them well

Since Dally doesn't grease his hair, sometimes Johnny or Pony will play with it, when they're alone and Dallas lets them

Dallas doesn't give either of them his necklace or ring in this one, because they never crossed that threshold into romance.

its okay though, neither of them asked for the jewels either.

its like a silent mutual agreement that they'll stay best friends and closely linked.

Once Dally grew his hair out long enough for Pony to French braid it

Don't ask where he learned how to do that, I have no idea.

tbh this one seems more realistic to me than my romantic hc list-

#the outsiders #dallas winston #ponyboy curtis #johnny cade #jally #pb & j #pb & jally #panini #the outsiders hcs #platonic #so much fluff omg #look at these silly homos #love them sm

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dr-jem-nutcase · 1 year

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MvA: The M Files, take-a-peek, pt. 5

Chapter 6:

Dr C's origin story video was a 20-second one-take recording of his accident, so there's little to no room for any deviation from the movie. Still, may this NOT disappoint

Gotta love alliterations but carnage means "widespread murder". And I don't think this sort of kids' book would be willing to show a bloodbath

I just realized, where are the stairs leading to those massive doors?

A pin-up in the audience, wth? Even the guy to her left is saying the same thing

Genetic teleportation device. Makes sense cuz teleportation was the topic of scientific research & experimentation in both Fly movies but this time the bug mutation is intentional. The video game only talks about the genetic part: recombinant DNA (fact: this term wasn't coined until the 70s, so Dr C was ahead of his time). Thanks, M Files, for a better elaboration beyond just a scientific machine

Is it just me or have the illustrators eventually said, "heck with it! let's just get this done & over with!" and got lazy? Taking a look at the last two chapters/the last post, I'm beginning to wonder

Ok, we get a better visual of Dr C's hairstyle. I put this pic in a grayscale filter and his hair in the movie was definitely darker than this ash brown-blond color (I like to think it's dark brown)

That shirt & tie. So much for that turtleneck. But from what I've gathered, the illustrators for a number of kids' books about the movie were given art references (besides the concept art) from DW months before the movie came out. Dr C's swap from the tie to the turtleneck didn't happen until later in the making of the movie; pretty much all the concept art of him show a shirt & tie. I don't know about you but I wanna see that reference art, every piece of it! As a fan of this glorious franchise, may my prayers be answered!

Whozits. Lol

Srsly? Portable phones, or phones that didn't require a cord, were a thing of dreams in the 60s. And what kind of haircut are you guaranteed? A trim? A buzz cut? And chocolate tastes AWFUL after you brush your teeth, and the average adult doesn't drink hot chocolate on a regular basis. It's coffee, if anything. Or even more realistic in the early 60s: a phone that lights a cigarette. You ever watch mid-century period dramas like Mad Men or Call The Midwife? Every other person smoked back then--anytime, anywhere! But this is a kids' book, again. Smoking/tobacco use is nowadays a reason for something not to be rated G. Istg, my inner historian has been doubled over & screaming in pain since this chapter began! Ok, enough whining

The fat guy's constant *ahem* cracks me up tho

Was this presentations of scientific discoveries or a glorified science fair? Dr C had discovery in mind while the fat guy had fair in mind. Imo, that genetic teleportation device was way more practical than a phone with hygiene & hot chocolate powers, not just super scientific

Unsurprisingly, Doc had his own fanbase on a university campus

Say "they called me crazy but I'll show them" without saying "they called me crazy but I'll show them"

Ok, is it just me or did the color pallet change on this page?

Didn't think that the machine was red. Also, the shirt is now black

"Whoops! I made a mistake!" "Just keep going, Jim. We've got a deadline."

So, he's just going with it without actually testing it on something else? That IS mad

I wish we saw more of his face in this instead of the back of his head

Dr C foretold Neil Armstrong's famous landing-on-the-moon quote

O...m...g. You can tell the illustrators had the hardest (or laziest) time with this chapter. I can barely look

A PhD in dance, mind you. A PhD in anything doesn't make you a faultless god

Oh! And go back inside if you want peace & quiet. And if you must, lock the door

Now both the tie and shirt is a different color

Reclining in the trash can, lol

I'm honestly the university campus hasn't been entirely vacated at this point

Welp, if climate change doesn't work, we know where to go...wait this was the 60s. Never mind

So, you've got a washing machine, an oil barrel, two tires, a traffic cone, maybe a bike chain and...what else?

That day, the middle of September 1962, a distinguishable sound that would haunt a secret prison facility for generations to come was born. This lines up with my h/c that being partially human mentally on top of the trauma of the accident brought on some amount of insanity

That tie must be magic. It changed colors again

Omg! Just call that slipper out for what it is!

"Hey, Jim? What's that shoe thing people wear in the morning?" "I forget. In this panel, it's in a junkyard, so just call it an 'ugh'."

In the movie... "Ooh! An old ugh...I mean, slipper!"

That is one heck of a net for that tiny fishing pole

The antennae sticking out of the net

Ooh, Monger's a major now, but how'd he know about Dr C?

But srsly. Is this chapter perfect? No. But I like it for giving "human" Dr C a bit more time than just a 10-second camera footage of a hottie in a lab coat getting into a giant cylinder. I don't know about anyone else, but it gives me more of a comprehension that Dr C's a human being with a cockroach head and tendencies, not just a strange anthropomorphic bug person

Epilogue

The End! Oh, wait!

So the jetpack has a flamethrower? Hot dang...literally

Link lifting a weight with his tail, lol

Blue-eyed Dr C with a gold tie pulling out...what is that? A bra? The illustrators must hate his guts

Poor private Grime. And what are the monsters supposed to do with potatoes? I think B.O.B. & maybe Insecto are the only ones who would eat potatoes, and Dr C might try potato battery experiments. But why so many? Did Monger stop by local gleaners or a food bank/pantry? Was this a donation of charity? Did he accidentally go over the top with potato crops at his farm? I don't get it! But quoting Samwise Gamgee, "Po-Tay-Toes! Boil em, mash em, stick em in a stew!" There's probably a thousand and one things you could make with potatoes. Like vodka--oh, wait! Kids' book

Grime must've been like one soldier online who said he could cook minute-rice in 58 seconds. Still, I feel bad for the guy. Do you know how hard peeling potatoes can be on your hands after a while? Ow, ow, owie...

Overall, not a bad book. Disappointing every now and then, but hey! Kids' book. It was kinda expected. The watered-down, non-violent breakaways from the movie had its ups and downs. Like providing some explanation of details of the origin stories in the movie, like why the tomato and dessert topping. Or the idea that luring a monster into a trap is the ultimate way to capture one, MUCH more scaled out and less violent than fighting them until you get the upper hand and force them into submission and/or tranquilizing them, like tranquilizing Susan and then tying her down when she became too drowsy to fight and eventually consciousness in the movie instead of luring her into a trap (like, how would you lure a confused, scared 50-foot bride into a trap when all she can think of was her fiance's safety and why people were wrapping a rope around her arm?). If you thought this book was a disappointment through and through, I read the graphic novelization, and it is a bigger disappointment than anything in this book. More watered down, the illustration was terrible, and some of the rewritten scenes didn't add up with the events of the movie, like wth. I think I threw it out

I hope you enjoyed this take-a-peek series as much as I did. And maybe I can share the second half of the entire book, a story called Brain Pain, a silly entertaining story about the four monsters (BOB, Dr C, Link, & Insecto) in the facility some time before Susan showed up. Maybe :)

Again, none of this belongs to me, as much as I wish it did

#monsters vs aliens #mva #dreamworks #general monger #general w r monger #childrensbooks #dr cockroach #dr cockroach phd #insectosaurus #doctor cockroach #the missing link monsters vs aliens #kidsbooks #bob mva #benzoate ostylezene bicarbonate

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torchickentacos · 3 months

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Just a tomato soup recipe. That's it. That's the post.

I really like Panera's tomato soup, and my family has a couple hundred cans of home-canned tomatoes (don't worry about it), so I figured I could probably find a good copycat recipe for the panera one and use some of our small-village's-worth-of-tomatoes. And I did, but it called for no spices and 28 oz cans (which I don't have. I have 16 oz cans), so I just altered the recipe AND IT SLAPS. under cut for all of your tomato soup needs. It was bright and acidic, which I like in tomato soups, and surprisingly light. Not the murky, heavy, super thick type of soup, though those can slap, too. Also, I don't cook. I'm not great at it, but this was easy enough for me and therefore probably you too!

INGREDIENTS

4 16-oz cans of tomatoes (recipe called for 2 28-oz cans of san marzano tomatoes. I used more tomato than it called for, and also I have no clue what kind of tomato I used) 1/4 cup heavy cream 1 TBSP sugar 1 onion 4 cloves of garlic (or, if you're like me, 4 cubes of the little frozen ones WHICH ARE GOOD, BY THE WAY. I try to use fresh when I can, but the little frozen garlic cubes are actually great). 1 cup chicken/veg stock

Unmeasured (use your soul): Basil (it called for eight fresh leaves, which... it is January, and I don't have, so I used the dry stuff. Use fresh if you have it, I guess, but it's totally fine with dry.) Oregano Salt Optional unmeasured stuff (the recipe called for NO SPICES which I don't vibe with): Garam Masala Smoked Paprika Allspice Nutmeg (which is in allspice I think, but I like nutmeg) Little bit of cayenne

INSTRUCTIONS: Heat a stovetop at medium/high heat and toss in the olive oil, chopped onion (can be lazily chopped, dw about it, it's all getting blended later anyways), and garlic. Let the onion get all transluscenty.

Then, lower the heat to medium and add the cream, sugar, and tomatoes. Leave it on the stovetop for like twenty minutes or so, stirring.

Then add the spices and herbs and remaining stuff and let it sit there for another ten minutes or so, I don't think it matters that much frankly. I let it sit and I stirred it for another 15 mins while I cleaned the stray onion bits I accidentally got everywhere.

Note, it's gonna be all chunky and weird at this stage, dw about it. It's fine.

Then, I let it cool for an hour with the lid on, off the burner. Once the soup was cool, I put it in the blender and blended it, reheated it back in the same pan I cooked it in, and SOUP ACHIEVED! PLEASEE lmk if anyone tries this!

#taylor's tag #Soup

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nariism · 9 months

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"it's almost palpable — the way he speaks a little softer. a little more tender. kinder. and you can smell it, too; the scent of smoke slowly disappearing over time"

"he was scrubbing the apartment clean of two years worth of smoke."

"he didn't smell of smoke anymore. he didn't taste like death and ash, either — he was just aki."

HE CLEANED THE APARTMENT + DID HIS BEST TO QUITTT 😭 💞 I've never experienced a smoking addition (or smoking in general) but I've heard about how hard it is from school and family so the thought of someone being willing to go through that tedious and difficult process is so alndaoihdaoidh Like not only he tried to quit, but he also DEEP CLEANED the house to make sure reader wasn't uncomfortable?? I WANT HIM SO BAD- Once the last quote happened I think I died a little FUCKKKKK

"and he always chose the absolute worst things in the world to get addicted to; revenge, smoking, and now you. he couldn't stand being in the same room as you anymore. not when he so desperately craved your lips on his."

""i told you to fucking stay put. why can't you just listen to me? you could have died. what would i have done then, huh?" you don't answer him, instead cupping his cheeks to try and calm him down."

'"you're stupid and reckless and fuck — what would i do without you?" he closes his eyes when your nose brushes against his; a silent apology."

I screamed. THOSE PARTS had me FERAL ?!?! I DESPERATELY WANT HIM. I LOVE AKIIII HE'S SO WOEIFHWIODHAPODJA

In conclusion, I love your writing, you, and Aki THAT FIC MADE MY DAY !! <3

oh my gosh kou 😭😭 thank you so much i poured my heart and soul into that last line. might be one of my favourites

my dad actually used to be a smoker and the reason he quit is because of my mom and that he saw a long future with her, so i kind of used them as a bit of inspiration yk! and yeah... the thought of someone willing to do all that i was a mess thinking of aki

i was also going feral writing that car scene dw aki is so... he's so....... yeah....... this fic is basically a tldr; aki is the finest man ever

thank you for your kind words kou i love you i'm glad you liked it 🫶 this fic is kinda like i felt it was my baby but i also wanted to smother it with a pillow so i'm really relieved with the overwhelming positive feedback. it's slowly starting to grow on me... i really appreciate it ◕ ◡ ◕

#T-T ur too kind #{souta!}#✧.* chatting 💌

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diagonal-queen · 9 months

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belated thungo thursday! someone's about to be real sad and that someone is ME

dazai: you have to do an impossibly important job for me akutagawa: oka- dazai: keep atsushi safe akutagawa: N E V E R

akutagawa was like 'dont kill the weretiger. not cus i like him or anything, but because if you kill him, he's gonna revive and he's gonna be an even bigger pain in the ass. save all of us the trouble'

NOT fukuchi being like 'respect the elderly' and akutagawa is like 'i don't discriminate. i hate everyone regardless of their age'

am i the only one who sometimes gets a little annoyed at how atsushi and akutagawa are always arguing with each other? like in the right time and place it's very funny and actually very important to their relationship but the two of them will literally put more effort into insulting each other than defending their lives from the powerful enemy who is very much trying to kill them. PRIORITIES BOYS. PRIORITIES. EVEN SOUKOKU DON'T DO THAT

'Do we need any more?' who wants to tell him

(SORRY THAT WAS SO UNCALLED FOR LMAOOAAOOAOAOAOAOAOAOA)

i wonder how fukuchi discovered his ability. like imagine as a kid he was just like hanging out with a friend or something and they were eating chips or something and he jokingly throws a chip at his friend and the impact from that single chip makes said friend fly across the room and land on the floor dead and fukuchi is like 'uh. whoops'

NOOOOO THEY DIDNT ANIMATE THE PART WHERE AKUTAGAWA AND ATSUSHI WERE ARM IN ARM FOR A SECOND BEFORE AKUTAGAWA PUSHED HIM AWAY :(

'four years ago dazai san abandoned me' omg akutagawa taking that shit SO personal. he left because his bestie got killed by some french dude it had nothing to do with your emo ass

'i don't get paid enough to die with a villain!' he was so real for that

holy shit the part where sskk caught the bullets and dropped them i fucking gasped. that was so sexy and for what??? why was that so hot i rewatched it like ten times holy shit hotties

okay akutagawa knowing how to safely choke someone?? i guess we know what he's into

im curious as to why atsushi didnt ask akutagawa to go longer without killing someone- like a year or something. did he think he'd say no? was he thinking 'that's too high a goal for this maniac. baby steps' LMAOOOO

i love how atsushi's run is like this goofy ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ ᕦ( ᐕ )ᕡ thing while akutagawa just naruto runs with a stone cold expression

'should we be outed, my head will be the first to fly' akutagawa on his odasaku arc

(THAT ONE WAS EVEN MEANER HELP IM SO SORRY)

i think its established pretty well now that i find atsushi sexy (and im sure absolutely nobody else does, but dont come for me) his tiger stripe mark things on his face make him look WICKEDLY attractive. argue with the wall

fukuchi live tweeting this crap like 'having a smoke while these gay boys plan to kill me. i'll update if i live lol'

people really always be like 'fukuchi has a point because of his war experience' i guarantee you if you were to approach any actual veterans and ask them if their experience in conflict made them want to plot for decades in order to kill everyone in the world who has ever been a veteran/fought in any sort of conflict, they would NOT give you an affirmative response. shut the fuck up

AND HE'S LIKE 'my struggles have been infinite and nobody gives me recognition for them so im mad' BUDDY WHO DO YOU THINK YOU'RE TALKING TO?????? AKUTAGAWA IS RIGHT THERE (and atsushi too but i mean he's kinda gotten some recognition for his rough life. akutagawa's gotten NONE)

imagine akutagawa like in beast breaking his arm and yosano is like 'oh dw akutagawa i can fi-' and then he's just using rashoumon to do it himself lmao (does he do that in beast? i havent finished it)

atsushi: i need to defeat this villain me: cus he wants to end the wor- atsushi: because i dont want akutagawa to do it first me:

DO YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN ABOUT THEIR CONSTANT BICKERING???? DAMNIT SSKK

heyyyyy we finally got an akutagawa ass shot!!! *adds to collection* i

akutagawa: i need to defeat this villain me: cus he wants to end the wor- akutagawa: because i want dazai to think im cool me:

i mean he soon followed it by saying 'i would never work for you because you'll never be as cool as dazai' which is very true, so i guess you've redeemed yourself for now akutagawa

akutagawa in uniform >>>>>>>>

whoever is voicing akutagawa and atsushi in this ep deserves a million billion dollars

im sorry sskk. i didnt mean to laugh. but the sudden triumphant moment being cut off (as well as atsushi's hand lmaoo) made me giggle im sorry

TIGER FISHEYE

this episode got me wondering all over again; HOW is anybody going to defeat fukuchi. there is (seemingly) literally no way to best the spacetime sword (can't be arsed to remember its name im sorry). how the hell are they gonna resolve this. im not smart enough to theorise like the rest of you guys

holy shit what a perfect way to end that episode. like the suddenness of it and screaming akutagawa's name, but also because i haven't stopped listening to tetsu no ori since it came out and i'm obsessed with this song. everyone say thankyou granrodeo

i'm surprised i spent most of that time thirsting instead of crying. let's wait and see what happens next thungo thursday!!

#dia's daydreams #thungo thursday #the sillies #thirsty thungo thursday #haha #alliteration frustration #HAHA #rhyme time #HEHEHAHSHDHDH

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sugarrushproductions · 2 years

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Darkwing Duck Reboot

The One Who Fell

"Mr. Starling?" Drake asked, taking a step closer to him. A mistake, it seemed.

"Don't come any closer, career stealer!" His eyes twitched and had a crazy look about them. His outfit was about the same as the last time he saw him, but it was different. Even in the dark light of the sewers, he saw that his out fit was bathed in yellow with highlights of black and red. And did he try to sharpen his teeth?

"I'm sorry, Mr-"

"Don't try and trick me again, I won't have it!" He yelled at him, eyes seeming to turn into spirals of crazy color. Drake couldn't help but back up, holding his cape as a shield. "You put my fan in danger just so you could steal my limelight!"

"What? No! I-i would never hurt Launchpad!" Jim's eyes turned to confusion at the stammering and tilted his head. Why was he acting like that?

Then it became clear to him.

"Oh, I see. You two are in cahoots!"

"What?"

"Don't play dumb with me, hack! You two worked together to get rid of me and steal my glory! I bet he was never in any danger!" He nodded to himself, as if it were the most obvious thing. "Yes, that's right. You manipulated him to help you get rid of me!"

"No! I would never do that! Launchpad would never do that!" Drake protested.

"LIAR!" This was getting out of hand. Jim seemed likely to attack at any moment; his was hand moving to his jacket, a glint of silver, likely a knife, shining through. Drake didn't think to bring many weapons, simply because he thought it was just some silly robber. The only thing he had were smoke bombs and his own hands.

Those weren't really weapons, were they? I should've brought actual weapons, Drake thought miserably. He was used to getting punched and kicked, but not cut and stabbed. And that was no experience he wanted to have.

How was he going to talk Jim down?

"DW!" Launchpad yelled from down the way. Drake's heart fluttered in happiness at his voice, the fact that he found a way over and was coming to help. Launchpad calmed Jim down once, Drake was sure he could again.

But Jim saw his coming and Drake's clearly happy, distracted face as an opportunity to push Drake off the edge of the chasm, not before tossing his grappling gun away from him so he couldn't get up easily. Then, using his own, he went back the way he came. He knew that at this moment, he couldn't fight them both off.

"DW? Where'd you go?"

"LP, help!" Drake's hand slipped and the realization that he was going to fall down into the depths of the grossest things in duck-kind and his possible death. "LP!"

"DW!" Launchpad yelled when he saw his hero hanging off the edge. Rushing there, he grabbed his hand just before he lost his grip on the edge. With one quick pull, Drake was in Launchpad's arms. "Are you ok?" Drake hugged him quickly, thankful that his sidekick was there to catch him.

"Yeah, thanks to you. You know, I always forget how strong you are." Launchpad blushed at the compliment and how Drake's hands were holding tight to his neck feathers.

"This isn't the last you'll see of me, Deadmeat Duck!" Jim yelled before using a red smoke bomb to dissappear, pulling Launchpad from his thoughts.

"Uh, who was that?" Launchpad asked, setting Drake down gently, but keeping an uneasy arm on him. Something about that guy gave him the heebie jeebies. "And why did he sound familiar?"

"That was...." Drake hesitated and swallowed before being able to answer... "That was Jim Starling."

. . .

"So someone who you two thought you blew up, isn't blown up and is now a villain on the loose and out to get Drake, possibly to kill him?" Gosalyn asked incredulously from the table. Drake was in the shower washing off everything that he was coated in in that sewer. It had been an hour already.

"Pretty much," Launchpad yawned as he rummaged through the fridge. He ended up finding a leftover burrito from a few nights ago and munched on that. But when he plopped down in the chair next to Gosalyn, she looked him over carefully.

"You seem strangely calm at the whole thing, considering you were a big fan of his and then helped blow him up by accident," she tested. Launchpad barely recognized that she was talking to him. He was close to falling asleep with the burrito in his mouth when his phone rang with his alarm. Gosalyn realized the reason he wasn't reacting like he should and she had had enough.

It was time for her to step in and be a hero. To Launchpad.... and anyone on the road that would be driving next to him.

"Oh, I gotta get going. Tell DW I said- Gosalyn!" She had just snatched his phone and grabbed his keys from his pocket and ran off.

"No way are you driving! You need to sleep!"

"Gos, I can't. I have to go."

"No! You're gonna crash-" Launchpad had almost grabbed her, but she slid under his legs, pushed off the couch and into her room. Closing and locking it behind her, she immediately opened the phone (the password was "IloveDWD") and she called Beakley. Scrooge was asleep at this time.

"McDuck manor," Came her voice from the other. "May I ask who's calling at this hour?"

"Hey, Mrs. Beakley!" She said loud enough to be heard over the jiggling doorknob. "I got a favor to ask."

"Gos, I crash all the time! I'll be fine."

"Not when you're half asleep!" Then to the phone, "Beakley, whatever you do, do not let Launchpad come to work tomorrow. Make him sleep if he comes in."

"Who is this?" Beakley asked, confusion coating her voice. Gosalyn facepalmed, dragging a hand over her beak, letting it go to pop back up quite cartoonishly.

"It's Gosalyn!" She snapped, stomping her foot. "Launchpad is at Drake's now! I'm trying to keep him here so he can sleep."

"Oh. Yes, I most definitely will, Gosalyn. And make sure he revalues his priorities. I fear he will hurt himself if he keeps going like this."

"Well, that'll be easy since I'm suspended for a week."

"You're what?-"

Goslyan hung up before she could be pestered even more. Quickly before Launchpad could break in, she hid the keys under a loose floorboard that she found the first day she was here.

. . .

"What's going on?" Drake asked, coming out of his room and shower, combing his loose and wet feathers.

"Gosalyn stole my phone and car keys," he answered, jiggling the door some more.

"Careful, LP. You remember how much the security deposit was." Suddenly realizing that the doorknob was looser than when he started jiggling it and backed up.

"Gosalyn, please give me my phone and keys." It was a quiet save for the sounds of the city outside. The occasional siren, an angry honk, cars speeding, ect. It was clear she was in there, leaning against the door. She just wasn't answering.

"Maybe it's for the best, LP," Drake sighed, putting a hand on Launchpad's arm and carefully leading him to the couch. Luckily his big and fluffy jacket was laying on the back of a chair at the table. Drake gently sat him down and took off his grime covered hat with his clean hand, resisting the urge to toss it away like it was explosive. With all that was down there, it might be. "You need rest."

"But what about-"

"No, LP!" Drake said, standing up and putting his hands on his hips. "You are going to stay here for at least a day to get some sleep. You can go in tomorrow morning. Got it?"

Launchpad wanted to argue, but the look on Drake's face put down any retort he had. With a feeble, defeated nod, Launchpad decided to get comfortable. Gosalyn had been listening the entire time and came out when she realized he was staying, blanket in tow.

It was a black one that was way too big for her little 11 year body but just right for him. One of the older neighbors had given it to them when they first moved in, both as a welcome gift and because they didn't need it. Now it was getting used rather than being in a heap on her bed, halfway used as a pillow and second bed.

Before he could ask, she laid his phone down on the coffee table and told him his keys were safely put away. Launchpad seemed to be OK with that, realizing just how tired he was. So he fell asleep as soon as he laid his head down.

Gosalyn tried to head back to her room, but Drake grabbed her arm and pulled her to his.

"Drake, I'm tired-" She started.

"Listen, I already asked, but you're going to have a babysitter tomorrow." Gosalyn started to protest, but that would end up waking the sleeping Launchpad in the next room. She settled for a glare. "Dat! Save it. Don't think I don't know that you started playing on your phone earlier. The Sabrewing's told me they caught you hiding it earlier."

"Maybe I wouldn't have been on it if you kept your word," Gosalyn huffed. Drake was taken aback but kept it hidden. There was a reason he was an actor.

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, you said I could be your crime fighting partner. But lately all I've been doing is going to school and doing nothing at night. Unlike you and Launchpad who-" She stopped when she realized how loud she was getting. She paused for a moment but began again, much quieter this time, when she heard a snort from him. "Who has to drive three hours back and forth to do it!"

"He doesn't have to, he chooses too!"

"Still, you asked me first!"

"That was before I got a truancy order in the mail for you not going to school."

"Since when does that stop Darkwing Duck?" Drake opened his beak to answer, but closed it, the words dieing on his tongue. Because she was his partner, because she was to important to him.

Because he didn't want to lose anyone else.

Gosalyn took his silence as him not deeming her worthy of an answer and left the room, wanting to slam the door but not only because of LP. Drake was left to deal with this mess of a night all on his own. Just like before.

. . .

A dull thud was heard throughout the abandoned warehouse a certain duck had made his hideout. Closer inspection showed a shining silver knife lodged in the chest of a cardboard cutout from the Darkwing Duck movie, 'First Darkness'. Ugh, the duck groaned mentally. What a stupid title. Maybe it's a good thing the movie blew up. But not ME! The next knife hit the cutout in the shoulder, causing the duck to get angry and start hopping up in anger. He kicked a barrel allowing horrible, stinking, rotted fish to spill out.

"Ew! This is the LAST time I hide out in an abandoned fish factory!" He yelled to no one, but sounds of feathers fluttering said he'd startled some of the local wildlife. "Jim Starling doesn't deserve these conditions!

"No, I deserve fame and fortune. And I was robbed by that stupid hack!" He threw a knife wildly, letting it hit three feet above where he wanted it to. He groaned and hit his head against a nearby wall.

"Here, we commemorate the one year anniversary of Darkwing Duck saving the city from the The Interdimensional Catastrophe, brought on by F.O.W.L," His old and staticy TV that he had found in the office and had somehow gotten to get the signal from the local new station. Mayor Owlson was standing at a podium in front of the city hall. Jim turned slowly to glare at the TV, a low growl coming from his throat. He tried to busy himself with gathering his only three knives to try and throw again. "I am, while not condoning other costumed yahoos to do the same, thankful that Darkwing Duck is out there patrolling where our forces can't, stopping the crimes that aren't prevented in the first place, and overall being a hope for to keep crime away from this city. And so, this evening, we will commemorate this day with a parade for Darkwing Du-" The TV shut off with the sound of shattering glass. He would have to get a new TV and possibly a new knife, based on the smoke coming off of it, but he didn't care.

Jim was furious! First the hack tries to kill him after brainwashing his 1 fan to help, then he takes over his legacy, and now he gets a damn PARADE! He let out a scream of pure rage that echoed in the warehouse as the sun finally shone through the dust covered windows. He wanted to march right up to him and slice him to shreds! Then show him on TV...

He suddenly stopped yelling, a sly gin forming on his beak. Of course. This was an opportunity to make his grand debut, to show that hack and that backstabbing, so-called fan what for! It was all coming together.

With his mind clear and on track, he flung a knife at the cutout right where he wanted it to go.

In between the eyes that oh-so-cockily stared at him from his own mask.

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#mallard mcquack family #launchpad mcquack #drake mallard #mallard mcquack #dt17 gosalyn #dt17 launchpad #dt17 #darkwing duck #drakepad #drake x lp #Negaduck

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empty-benches · 5 months

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smth abt recovery

(small ed tw ⚠️ //mostly talking abt the positives of my recovery w some references to my past experiences which may be triggering (no #s mentioned dw)- also it's kinda long my bad)

it's been a while since i've talked abt my past struggles w an ed or recovery but i thought i might just bc of how far ive come- like every recovery there's gonna be ups and downs, but after almost 2yrs of being in recovery i've managed to come a long way, and im proud of myself bc i never thought i would recover at all tbh

i've always loved to cook and bake and it's sm more fun when i can make and experiment cooking new recipes that i can fully enjoy and not the extreme lowcal bs (it doesn't taste good ikyk 😔😔). it's a passion and i only want to learn more now that im not so limited

also i have sm more energy than i used to- dw im still an adhd burnout but i never realized how much of a difference eating had on ur energy and mood until i started recovering. plus i started to be able to feel my feelings again, the good and the bad. but i think its worth it to take the risk of crashing and burning than to not be able to experience how much good there really is in the world. there are some amazing things to feel and experience in life if u only let yourself open up and actually feel them

and i'm so so glad to be over the internalized fatphobia i had going on too. getting over internal biases takes time but is well worth it. i may of not thought or acted badly towards fat ppl, but part of the ed i'm recovering from was the fear of being seen as fat myself- which there is absolutely nothing wrong with being. you should be able to be happy and confident in whatever shape or size your body comes in. we have this one life and you can do whatever you want really, don't let anyone (including urself😤) make you miserable over something as unimportant as your size. there's sm more to life than that

but hey this is just my experience,, and for me im never looking back from recovery- its done me sm good. also i know at the end of the day,, eds are a coping mechanism- even if its a really terrible one. if you are struggling thou, im sorry for what youre going through, pls just try to get through today, appreciate all the little things that bring you joy, let your feelings rise through you like smoke and find yourself some ways to let them out

thx for reading if you did lol, bit of a longer post here but i hope you have a good day- here's to 2yrs of recovery and to many yrs to come✌🏽

#ed recovery #personal #ana recovery #mia recovery

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g0thpwuppy · 8 months

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cw mental health talk, drug (weed) talk, venting

okay so I've been overstimulated/on the verge of overstimulation for the last 5 hours because my sensory issues and stress tolerance are a million times worse when I don't have my antipsychotics and my doctor sent my prescriptions to my pharmacy almost 2 weeks ago and I have heard jack shit from my pharmacy about whether or not they're ready. (dw im calling them after I get some sleep) anyways, I've been trying to figure out whether I need to cut off all sensory input or use an ice pack and loud music in my headphones while sitting in the dark and I've been switching between them trying to get my body and brain to chill tf out so I can try to sleep. i was (and still kind of am) at the point of wanting to punch holes in walls and pull out my hair and scream as loud as I fucking can because this pent up energy and emotion is literally driving me insane and I just want to sleep already.

I know none of that will help (besides the screaming, that would def help) and it will cause more problems which is why I haven't done any of that and I'm also trying really fucking hard to learn how to take care of myself but I have no idea what I'm doing or what my needs actually are because growing up undiagnosed autistic and heavily masking my entire life means that my needs were pretty much never met as a child and i wasn't taught how to meet an allistic persons needs let alone the needs of an autistic person because my parents don't know how to take care of themselves and should have never had kids.

and I'm so tired of only being able to function when I'm stoned because my body and brain literally won't without it and it's been like that since the very first time I smoked. I felt a sense of peace in my body and brain that I haven't been able to find anywhere else and I wish that wasn't the case. i feel so guilty for not being able to do anything without it and I have no idea how to even begin to explain it to the people around me without being told that I'm addicted and being judged for it or them straight up looking at me like I have 3 heads.

I'm sorry this is a lot but I just need to get these thoughts out somewhere before things get worse because I need to keep myself safe and try to take care of myself the best I can

and I'm sorry to anyone who relates, you're not alone in this and I see you❤️

#autism #overstimulated #vent post #you dont have to read this #i just needed to vent #mental health #mental illness

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kamoboo · 1 year

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feelings run deep ˖ ࣪ connie springer

⠀ ⠀18+ only ஜ ˖ ࣪࿐ྂ minors, do not interact ࿐ྂ . 18+ only

❪✧❫ ───( synopsis ) playboy!connie eating out the girl he's in love with

˙ ˖ ✧ — content warning : minors do not interact, fem! reader, female anatomy described, black coded, she/her pronouns, modern au, third pov, playboy!connie, black coded fem!reader, oral (fem!receiving), angst, overestimation, pet names authors note : connie was supposed to be all rough, but i just imagine him being soft in this situation. dw tho, an actual plug!connie will be on the way !! word count: 1.1k.

connie loved you.

you knew it, he knew it, but his life moved too fast for you, and you both wanted different things. connie still wanted to be the life of the party, while you wanted to focus on school and your future.

but you loved him too much to not have him in your life. he was your best friend, your soulmate even. but god did he love the streets. he liked to go out with his friends, smoke, getting tattoos, and he was a car guy.

connie was a completely different person behind closed doors though, he loved to be up under you. if he could he would live in your skin. he'd always lay his head on your boobs and in the blink of an eye he could fall asleep there.

he liked to cuddle–all the time. and he was clingy. so clingy. whenever he made the time, he wanted to spend all of it with you. he was your connie. and you were sick of waiting for him. you wanted all of him.

and you knew sadly, you weren't gonna get it.

: open the door

connie's text made you groan and climb out of your bed. you were almost done with your 15-page paper that was due tomorrow morning, and all you wanted was sleep.

murmuring curse words, you walked to your front door, unlocked it, and opened the door to see him. you were immediately hit with his signature smell, and as much as you wanted to be annoyed at him for coming over when you specifically told him about your paper of course he didn't listen.

he smelled like men's dove, dior colonge, and weed.

"don't you look pretty." his raspy voice spoke, eyes following you from head to toe.

"do not. i look exhausted," you said walking off. "lock it behind you!" you yelled heading back to your room.

but you did. connie was left there sprung. your silk press was about a week old, up in a loose messy ponytail, some hairs sticking out around, and two strands out in the front. a shirt twice your size he knew belonged to him, and fuzzy socks.

"no thank you?" he raised his eyebrows, walking into your room and sliding his shoes off.

"thank you, connie." you pulled your laptop back onto your lap.

you really needed to finish this paper, you were so exhausted and stressed about it. you put it off for a while and now the procrastination was catching up to you.

trying to focus on typing you felt a dip in your bed, and eyes burning onto the side of your face. you tried to ignore it, but when his tatted hand trailed up your arm your typing ceased.

"con' i cant focus with you staring at me." you sighed, turning to face him, and hadn't he gotten comfortable.

he wasn't wearing his beanie anymore, or his hoodie. both were off, leaving him in a beige tee and sweats. "you look like you need to relax anyway, smoke with me."

"nuh-uh. 'cause then i'll fall asleep after and this won't be done." he gave you a knowing look.

"mama, just take a break. it'll still be here later." he knew the nickname got you so he took the laptop and closed it, sitting it on your nightstand.

before you got the chance to protest, he wrapped his hands around your waist and buried his face in your neck. "y'know i 'missed you." he mumbled.

"i missed you too." you sighed, hugging him back and melting in his arms.

connie made you feel so safe in his arms, you don't know what it was, but he could be so comforting. its one of the many reasons of why you love him.

at first he began with subtle kisses along your jaw, then open-mouth kisses on your neck, and when he began sucking you inhaled a sharp breath, repeating his name a few time only for him to hum in response like he was doing nothing at all.

"wassup?" he spoke into your neck, pressing a kiss to the hickey he just gave you, then looking up at you with those eyes. the ones you could never say no to.

fuck it.

you grabbed his jaw and finally kissed him. just from the way he was kissing you, you could tell how needy he was for you. hands gripping your waist and playing with the hem of your panties.

he pulled back and pushed you flush against your pillows. "i'll let you get back to your work, after, i help you relax. just lay back."

connie was sweet, and he loved eating you out. feeling you squirm underneath his touch, begging for more, and the pretty moans that would leave your mouth drove him insane.

he knew that he needed to get his shit together and get on the same page as you, because seeing you happy was all he wanted, so he was trying to be more serious and stay out of the party life. messing with random girls, when he knew he had you.

and none of the girls connie had fucked could ever amount to how he felt when he was with you.

"con' please," you whined, wishing he wouldn't waste so much time teasing you.

by now he pulled your panties off and had a hold of your hips, face between your plush thighs.

"relax, yn." he rasped before finally attaching his mouth to your core.

and he's relentless, eating to pleasure you but also to pleasure himself too. the moans that leave your mouth are immediate too. hand reaching down to hook onto the back of his short hair.

he sucked on your clit and when you moaned out louder he switched to flicking his tongue on it at a rapid pace. "f..fuck! don't stop. I'm so close." you whimpered and he focused his tongue on your clit, inserting one of his fingers into your hole that was already clenching around nothing, begging for attention.

he thrust it in and out, then curled it up to hit your spot, and you're bucking up against his mouth let him know he had hit it. he inserted a second finger.

"gonna cum." you breathed out, pulling his mouth closer, and he sped up his fingers and suck harshly on your clit until your back arched and your thighs closed around his head.

but he just moved one of his hands to your thigh to hold you open while he ate you through it. until you were so sensitive, tears sprung in your eyes and you were begging him to stop.

but he collected all of your releases onto his tongue and cleaned you up before finally moving from between your twitching thighs.

you brought him up to your lips for a sloppy kiss, you teeth clashing and lips smacking and in this moment, connie couldn't help it anymore.

he had to tell you how he felt, truly about you. he didn't want to play any more games. he wanted you. all of you. to himself.

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#kamoboo works <3 #connie x female reader #connie x black y/n #connie x black reader #connie smut #aot x poc!reader #seighfrieds #connie springer #aot smut #connie x you #aot x reader

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sk3tch404 · 1 year

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So I took a look at some of Mosq boys character files again, apparently he's half Christian. Don't ask me what that means, cuz I also forgor 🤠 but yeah, i think we pulled that out of our asses to justify the crosses in his design lmao

Now about Hyena boy... I- listen, listen trust me when I say, no tf u don't wanna get to him, he's like, the trashiest scumbag in existence 😬 like I'm not gonna lie, I think his only redeemable quality is his looks, so here's his part of the "prolly not a yandere" essay + my friends notes on him. Also I think in his hypothetical bad ending you also become a drug addict (because of him) and he accidentally causes you to OD, due to him being careless and giving you wrong amount :,)

Hyena

Bitch gets "cucked" every other day is it really cucking if none of them were in an actual relationship with him? u honestly think he has any sort of power over u? He barely scrapes enough money together to buy himself a fake gf for like 4 hours and then goes to his shoddy home to eat rotten food, u really think he can take u on?? Male hyenas in nature r basically punching bags, the highest ranked male is still lower in the hierarchy than the lowest ranked female

From my friend:

only connections to hyena that I have rn, is that he's buddies with tiger, and bunny probably doesnt like him

hyena boy looks like he sleeps in a fucking dirty alley way

- actually a pretty face

- trashy

- lives in a shitty apartment

- eats expired stuff, the whole fucking fridge is expired

- smoker

- smells like cigarettes

- takes drugs

- gets money from "sugar mommies n sugar daddies" that basically "own" him. gets money by illegall prostitution n pathetically begging em for money.

- throws out money to rental girlfriend

- constantly cucked

https://imgur.com/a/ENWBOX7

Also the game is not even in development, since theres still quite a few characters who don't even have a concrete appearance/personality and it would be wayyyy to much effort to complete it properly for now, since both of us are busy with school 😔 rn we just have the roughest of the rough plot outlines for their respective "routes"

-Ren'py anon

AWWW HE IS A LOSER CUTIE!!!

Dw abt the crosses on Mr. Mosq vampire boy. Tbh it's been pretty normalized as casual jewelry. Though I'm not gonna get into any real discourse abt it bc 💀

Anyway, I LOVE THAT EVERY BOY IS CENTERED AROUND DIFFERENT ANIMALS! SO SO SOOOOO CUTE HAHAHAHHEHEHE

I saw this video on male hyena's two or three years ago and omg I love this concept for him! Male hyena's are so miserable. They're awesome character traits though! He's not super friendly, kind of creepy ig, has substance abuse issues, scrappy, and a loserrrr.

It would be so awesome to see how the impact of his hyena background influenced his view on other animals/people. Especially females. I would imagine that he would hate most/certain kinds of women because of how female hyena's have treated him in the past. (Not saying misogynistic manners are all quirky n shit, just saying that it would be really realistic and a cool touch to his character)

God, he is really pitiful though. Hyena has to rely on wealthier people that most likely exploit him, desperately does prost1tuation, and then goes on to use that money to try to comfort himself through harmful means. Drugs, and temporary partners that he 'cucks' to release stress/distract himself.

AKA the only forms of safety to him.

The fact that he's used to eating rotten food and living in terrible conditions is also depressing. He's also most likely malnourished. The drugs don't help, and his constant run for money is probably costing him so much mental and physical energy.

Mans is bursting at the seams.

At this point, yalls characters are more like, "We want to make them yandere but they're too sad and weak to even have the time to be obsessed with anything other than their own lives tbh."

Which is even better 😍

Tiger sounds like someone who shows up at Hyena's door at asks if he wants to smoke out some rad meth they just bought off the corner on Buck street.

Or maybe they're really nice and come over to take better care of Hyena idk lolz

It's totally fine if yall aren't even in the dev stage! I was just curious hehe. I love the ocs so much already, and your friend is so talented! I really likeeeeeee that sort of style. Everything I ever wanted when I was 10 lol (That means I wanted to draw super cute and anime kawaii, not that it looks like a children's drawing lol)

Bunny sounds like a prude 🙄 /j

No but fr, I would be weary around Hyena too. He may be sad, but how his life is and all those drugs influencing him, I wouldn't want to get off the wrong foot with him either.

Last thing I wanna mention, I really enjoy that sort of ending. It really ties in with Hyena's character and is super realistic. Maybe Y/n is a rental partner and he's all like, "You wanna hit this? Idk I'm bored and ur like, average so..."

Simple, but effective and entertaining :D

Alexa, play Liquid Smooth by Mitski.

#renpy anon #renpy anon ocs #such a cutie though #yall are so creative omg #but where is hacker nonny though?#😒#jkjk #THIS IS A DIFF GAME #WITH DIFF HOT GUYS #I love them all tho

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Idk if you keep stalking my tumblr or not, but if you do I need to tell you right now to go fuck right off.

We broke up and I wanted to stay friends, I kept helping you the way I could and I know I couldn't do much, but I myself am fucked in the head. I need help myself.

I found someone new, yes. I love them, yes. We're a couple, yes and I'm really enjoying my time with him.

I'm sure that gives you negative emotions, cuz I know you still like me, but that doesn't give you the right to send me hundreds of messages calling me a bad person, slutshaming me (even if you say it isn't) and just being a shitty person to me overall.

I cared about you, I loved you, I fucking moved in with you to your country, where the culture is completely different, I don't speak jackshit of the language and there's a tone of laws that hurt people like me. And you dare tell me I didn't care about you??? Because I post about the boy I'm in love with???

You don't even realize how manipulative and toxic you are. Maybe you do but you're just fake af. Since I met someone new you're showing sides of yourself that you hid really well or masked. Like I'll never forget and you made me throw my clothes to the trash for being too revealing and edgy...

You need to fucking move on because I'm not dealing with your shit anymore. You spam tf outta my wpp and then you block me? You stalk my tumblr, a place I told you is my safe space, but ya know what? Go ahead. You're acting like my abusive ex, just can't fucking move on and so feel the need to make me feel like shit bc they feel like shit. Lol it won't work anymore hun.

Be mad that I'm with someone that actually knows how to be romantic, who I can have endless conversations with, who actually likes spending alone time with me to do more than just smoke hash and have sex. Be mad he takes me out for lunch or dinner and doesn't bring his friends. Be mad I'm having fun and feeling the sun on my skin. Be mad that I'm happy idgf.

The only thing I want is for you to leave me tf alone. You blocked me and don't wanna give me your mother's number to check on the pets. Dw, I'll get a facebook and find them and I'll get them cuz I don't trust you to take care of them, you never did lol it was always me. You couldn't even take care of me and thats why I left you.

Just get some fucking professional help and leave me alone. If you keep stalking my shit and get hurt THAT'S ON YOU. I don't hate you, I told you that a bunch of times, but everyday you're making me closer to hating you. I'm tired of being understanding when you just want me to feel guilty for being happy

#❄💜

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Oh sevens, i love your work keep it up hunny uh maybe a request about twisted wonderland, a chuuya like MC ?

Honestly i wonder how he/she/they interact with riddle

Dorm leaders with a Chuuya!MC

Warning(s): none

notes: CHUUYA NATION LET'S GOOOOO‼️‼️‼️‼️I WOULD LET THAT MAN CRUSH ME WITH GRAVITY

You're a temperamental and a rather arrogant, blunt individual. You revel in fighting, happy to show off your combative ability, and taking great pride in your reputation as the mafia's strongest martial artist.

For as hot-headed as you may seem, you're not impossible to reason with. In fact, you're rather reasonable when no one is pushing your buttons. Fierce in your loyalties, you find betrayal intolerable and treat your subordinates quite well.

Riddle:

stop picking fights with everyone that provoked u, will u?

he's having a headache

he have to collar u so many time

it may have stopped ur ability but it won't stop these foot‼️‼️

like dazai, he can probably stop corruption

only if its strong enough that is

i mean corruption is literally some god's power, how is anyone gonna cancel that unless they're really strong

but let's say he can bc i have some favoritism towards Riddle

then good for u!! he's now ur new partner in crime!!

like if there's an overblot and you're using corruption to defeat them? ace and deuce will bring riddle

you're insecure abt how u looked? riddle got yo back

he's not the best at comforting but he can try!!

riddle also tried to stop u from drinking alcohol

and from smoking when you're stressed

esp if you're underage, he would literally snatch that bottle or cigarette away from u and go 😠😠😠

^u got a very long lecture from him btw

overall, you guys got along great!!

u appreciate that he cares abt u so you're pretty loyal to him!!

u treat him pretty well, tried ur best to look out for him and help him in some ways

like hm? he says smth abt these guys not listening to him no matter what? well no worries, u can fight!!

he used u to fight some guys whenever there's those who's brave enough to go against him again and again

Leona:

was probably abt to fight him at the botanical garden when yall got interrupted

thankfully

looks like they could kill you and could actually kill you duo

you're probably his new rival or smth

all bc u accidentally stepped on his tail one time

u, on the other hand, also sees him as one just bc you're not one to back off a challenge

probably caught ur ass drunk one time

??where did u even got some alcohol???

oh well

now he always talks about the time u got drunk whenever u guys had your daily tongue fight

i meant bickering, not making out. sorry folks

u guys can make out with him in a different situation tho

and then u go 🤨😮😠

almost got into a fist fight when riddle stormed in like😠

so now you're 🕴and Leona's🙄

BUT AT LEAST HE STOPPED THE FIGHT YES⁉️WHO KNOWS WHAT COULD'VE HAPPENED IF THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN

Azul:

almost got beat up by you multiple times but u got held back by ur friends the same amount of times

saw ur gravity ability and so suddenly he's glad ur friend held u back

u probably used that gravity power against the twins at the coral sea

unfortunately, floyd thought the situation was interesting so his unique magic uh interrupted(?) yours?

they complained to azul after btw

azul went *pushes glasses👓 up*

"i see"

^his knees are shaking btw

from excitement that he wants ur ability? or from fear of that ability? he doesn't know

he genuinely wants to know more abt that ability of urs

oh dw he def don't have any ulterior motives abt it!!

😁

u probably don't click well?

bc from my understanding, chuuya doesn't like dazai bc of his strategic personality or smth

azul is pretty much the same

except he probably have more morals and emotions than dazai /hj

well he's added to ur dislike list ig?

Kalim:

starry eyed looking at you

kenji 2.0 ig

you've accidentally adopted him? congrats?

like you're literally his idol now

chuuya mc dancing to blackpink or twice HELPPP

ahem back to topic

whenever he saw u fighting, he's just so???? amazed???

who cares if you're kicking ass, you're just sO COOL

teach him some martial arts pretty please😊

you took HUGE pride in it so ofc‼️

jamil looking from the sidelines like🕴😐

well at least he doesn't need to deal with kalim's shenanigans since he's busy training with you

he would say he trust kalim in your hands if its not for the fact that you're literally a walking fighting machine who likes alcohol

yeah don't lie to him, both him and kalim caught u drunk one time too yknow😐

when jamil overbloted, u probably have this small feeling of 😠 esp for kalim's sake

DW U KNOCKED SOME SENSE INTO HIM FOR KALIM‼️LETS GOOO‼️‼️

Vil:

he really likes that you care about your appearance and tried to improve them each time🤗

look at the students in nrc who barely fit the bare minimum

and now look at u who tried to look ur best everytime

even so, he dislikes that you picked fights so easily

someone pisses u off? a foot is shoved in their face

anyone and literally anyone who pisses u off will have a foot shoved in their face

vil was probably almost one of the target

he's strong

BUT YOU'RE STRONGER LET'S GOOO💪💪‼️‼️‼️

IT'S LIKE A DRAGON BALL SCENE

don't ask me why an i comparing this to a dragon ball scene

but it's like 👊💥💥🦶

we can already guess who is who

for those who have an android, that's a foot btw

Idia:

finds out you're a clone for a god or like a god's vessel from listening in through the cctv since he's kind of curious about ur ability

(idk if cctv can do that i suck at technology but if cctv can't do that then let's say it's smth idia trampled with that made him able to listen in??)

now he's even more curious

God's vessel?? corruption?? clone??

looks at ortho

jkjk

he's really interested in how they made a clone that's so human like

but he doesn't really wanna go up tp u and socialize about it

he's not good at socializing so uh

he just gotta watch ur movement and pray for the great seven to suddenly make him confident and strike up a conversation to research about u???😊😊

whenever he saw u beat someone up from the cctv, he winced and felt a tiny bit of bad for the student you're beating up

probably caught ur ass drunk too LMFOAOAOA

he just finished gaming and instinctively look into the cctv

he's an empath

he can see u, drunk.

u fell into the fountain and mumbled something that he can't hear

it's his core memory now

Malleus:

aren't you a brave one, child of man?🤗

u probably picked a fight with him once u heard that he's THEE malleus draconia

like you know youre strong, he and u know HE'S strong

so like to test who's stronger, WHY NOT FIGHT IT OUT??:D

was kind of excited at first but then realized he shouldn't faught a human bc humans are fragile being

u going "I AIN'T EVEN HUMAN😠"

malleus:😮😃😄

SO THE DUEL DID HAPPEN‼️

damn u both crazy strong

lilia had to step in bc you both were so lost in the moment

all ur friends were shaking in their timbers

half of the training ground(?) is probably destroyed

you two are more than satisfied tho

ended with u two being best friends

u even brought ur wine to him‼️

where did u got that wine? hehe 😊

idk if malleus drinks tho

he probably became another responsible friend after riddle to watch u as u slowly go drunk

#twst wonderland #twst #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland x reader #riddle rosehearts #leona kingscholar #azul ashengrotto #kalim al asim #vil schoenheit #idia shroud #malleus draconia

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