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"it's the family business, isn't that right sammy?"

𝓲𝓶𝓪𝓰𝓲𝓷𝓮 - "it's the family business, isn't that right sammy?"

𝓭𝓮𝓼𝓬𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷 - set in season fifteen, you (elodie) are killed after a yellow-eyed demon's thrown knife catches you at the last minute before it's exorcised. your last words are said and your last breaths are taken with sam, dean and cas surrounded around you. jack, whose grown attached to you because you were like a mother to him, is devastated that you're dead and covered in a white sheet.

𝔀��𝓻𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓼 - death, blood, tears, angst, swearing, depressing and spoilers (kinda, idk)

𝓪𝓾𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓻'𝓼 𝓷𝓸𝓽𝓮 - like mentioned in the description, this is set in season fifteen. part two will be the actress, tiahni saying her final goodbye to this show. also, i have changed the relationship between elodie and jack from partners to a parental relationship cause i keep forgetting that in the show, jack is basically a toddler in an adult's body. so that's why i've changed their relationship

masterlist read part two here!

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elodie knew she needed to be careful. everyone knew how careful you needed to be with yellow-eyed demons. however, it seemed as though it hadn't crossed her mind at how live-like they still were whilst in the process of being exorcised.

"...elodie, you alright?" sam questions as the middle winchester starts her process of exorcising the yellow-eyed demon they had just been fighting against

"ahh...nah...i..i should be fine sammy, but thank you," the girl turned to smile at her younger brother, feeling confident in herself that she was able to take care of and exorcise the demon herself

however, she wasn't as careful in the planning of the exorcisim like she thought she was...

...elodie was quite confident in herself exorcising this yellow-eyed demon as, in all honesty, this was the main part of the job that she had been doing since she was maybe, fifteen...or fourteen even. and now, coming up to twenty-five, she had been quite experienced in exorcising demons. however, sometimes, the girl could get a little bit distracted and make some mistakes but, not until this time where her small misjudgement and slight complacency caused her to die at the hands of a yellow-eyed demon's knife-throwing skills during its active exorcisim.

elodie winchester started to exorcise her yellow-eyed demon when she obviously didn't think that it still had some life and power in its body still. and it decided to attack one last time and struck the middle winchester sibling right where it hurt, a knife right to her stomach. unfortuantely for the female winchester, it seemed as though the yellow-eyed had absolutely murdered elodie to a pulp. the knife was unexplainably large and obviously, as sharp as knives could get and, the demon took its chance. deciding that if they could no longer be alive in this world then, neither could elodie.

"sike winchesters," the yellow-eyed demon whispered, throwing its knife with the utmost precision and aim

the exact aim of bellatrix lestrange from harry potter when she stabbed dobby the house elf with her spear knife, the demon's knife throwing skills on par, stabbing elodie right into her stomach.

with a sudden loud gasp of air and groan coming out of the girl's mouth, due to the blow of the knife to elodie's stomach, the demon had been exorcised and murdered its last victim all at the same time. the second elodie could even be heard hitting the floor, her older and younger brother, dean and sam and their angel, castiel, had split reactions. all of them though rushing over to the girl and hoping she could be spared.

"el!" sam yells out, his jeans ruined by his knees sliding against the floor as he dropped to the floor, moving inadequately fast speeds to keep his older sister alive

"elodie, no!" dean and cas yell at the same time, following on sam's actions, getting to their knees also to try and help the girl who was fading quite quickly due to the amount of blood loss she was experiencing

"what did you do? what happened?" sam screeched out as he frantically tried to stop the bleeding as elodie started to come to as best as she could

"not...not the right thing apparently sammy..." the dying winchester sister responded, a small, rattly sounding laugh as she tried to stay positive

"...oh, come on lodie, don't pull that bullshit on me! what did you do and what happened? tell me, i am...i want to help you!" sam grumbled in anger because he was the youngest, he always felt that if something went wrong, that he had to fix it

and most especially when dean or elodie weren't around so they could fix it, it was up to sam so because elodie was obviously out of action and dean was also out of action due to shock, sam was the one that needed to fix this. so, that's what he was trying to do but, his sister's dark sense of humour was not helping him at this stage.

"oh...sammy...i was trying to be funny. i'm sorry, if you really want to know, i was trying to exorcise the demon. but, i think i broke attention and, i became complacent and the demon managed to slip through and throw their knife, getting me right in the stomach..." elodie's voice was getting weaker and it scared the brothers as it meant she was dying quickly

"you bloody idiot, elodie! you know to keep focus especially when it's a demon, no matter the eye colour!" dean whispered with a tearful chuckle as he tried to apply pressure at the sight of the bleeding as elodie smiled smugly towards her older brother

"yeah...you think i didn't know that, smartarse!" elodie clapped about, about to laugh only to start coughing in the most pain she's ever been in, blood spluttering out of her mouth as the boys grimaced

"don't...don't make her laugh...she...she'll die quicker," cas finally spoke up as he looked over to see jack

who at this moment had no idea what was going on and walked in during elodie's last moments. jack and elodie's relationship was like the relationship between a mother and their son. since jack was technically a toddler in an adult's body, elodie couldn't help but feel as though she always had to take care of him because of that fact. and she's looked after him ever since they first met him. and now, it was clear that jack was going to lose elodie, the woman he saw as his motherly figure and it's going to devastate him.

"don't make who laugh? who will die quicker?" jack's confused and timid voice speaks up as the winchester brothers and castiel tense up

elodie instantly holding what was now very little of her breath so as not to make a sound to give it away that it was her that was dying. not wanting to worry the young nephilim.

"jack! when...when did you get here?" cas spoke in shock, standing up within seconds from where he was kneeling on the floor as the younger boy looks confused towards the angel

"uhh...like...two seconds ago? what is going on? elodie told me that she'd call me when you guys had finished this mission! i just wanna know what's taking so long and why hasn't elodie called me yet?" jack questioned with a worried tone as cas' eyes widened, trying his hardest to think up a perfectly good and human excuse that was totally believable

"oh...the demon is just being a little bit of a....demon's pain in the butt but, i'm sure we'll be done in the next couple of minutes...maybe, leave the bunker for a bit and once...once we've finished we'll give you a call?" cas' eyes widened in shock after those words came out of his mouth without a single moment of planning

and, jack just nodded his head, taking that totally bullshit response and trusting cas with it. of course jack trust cas, he had no reason not to trust the angel. so, he just left the bunker and trusted that he was going to be getting that call from elodie.

"oh...okay then...um, i'll leave then! just, tell elodie that i love her and that i'll...uh...i'll see her soon?" jack spoke with nervousness as cas smiled softly and nodded his head

jack smiled softly too as he then left the bunker, "of course i can jack, see you then!" cas spoke with softness

and then second jack left the bunker, all hell broke loose and it was just a shit storm. it seemed as though elodie impending death decided to come quicker. so, quickly, cas ran back over to the winchester siblings, laying his head softly on elodie's leg...but, before his hand could even touch elodie's leg, the girl almost started an earthquake.

"no! cas...please...don't...don't try to save me!" elodie yelled a little too loudly as the angel lifted his eyes up in direct eye contact with her and tilted his head to the side in confusion

"i...i wasn't going to....i...i was just placing my hand there for support..." the angel spoke softly as elodie calmed down immediately, feeling bad as she smiled

yet, seconds later, elodie inquired about why she heard jack and cas talking, "...oh...and cas, why were you and jack talking? is he alright?" elodie questions with worry, groaning in pain as she sat herself up slightly as cas gulped

"yeah, oh my gosh, yes, he's fine. he...he was just wondering why you hadn't called him yet. he also says that he loves you and that he...he thinks he'll see you soon..." the angel trailed off as elodie's heart broke, as did sam and dean's

jack wasn't ever going to be able to say goodbye because they don't want jack having his motherly figure as his first death experience.

"...bloody hell...jack...i'm so sorry honey..." elodie whispered, her voice filled with guilt as she felt herself getting mad over the fact that right now, jack has no clue that she's dying and will never get that phone call he was promised

"...don't apologise, lodie, you didn't think this is how you'd die..." sam attempted to comfort his older sister, sincerely however it made elodie's blood boil

"...i didn't think i'd be dying at all today...i mean, it really wasn't in my plan to die was it, sammy?" elodie blew up in anger as a blood retching cough expels out of her lungs suddenly as she weakly groans

"no...no...it...it wasn't...i'm sorry lodie..." the younger winchester swallows himself up as elodie's heart breaks again for her younger brother

"...take your own advice sammy, okay?" elodie spoke softly, a small smile covering the seconds earlier rageful face as sam's head lifted up in slight confusion

"huh?" he squeaks out as a small breath-like laugh falls from elodie's lips as she speaks up again, everyone cringing at how quickly her voice had weakened

"don't apologise sammy. i had no right to get mad at what you said because what you said is true. i didn't think i'd die during what is normally an easy demon exorcisim. but, i am and it's because i became complacent and i thought i could turn my head for just a little second to check on something else. all the while thinking the demon would stay completely still. well, no, don't do that. never take your eyes off of a demon, yellow-eyed, white-eyed, you fucking name it. treat it like a weeping angel from doctor who. do not blink or turn away from it otherwise it'll getcha. and unfortuantely, after many years of doing these exact spells, i learnt that the hard way!" elodie's voice became more husky and sickly which made the three guys teary-eyed messes

they watched the girl they all loved, die before she could even find someone to love or before she could celebrate more birthday's with jack and the family. and then at some point, retire from being a hunter and live a somewhat normal life with her future partner and have kids and whatnot.

"i don't care that my statement was true or if it was false. i am still so...so goddamn sorry that i didn't offer you help when you said you had it under control. i should have known the second it went too quiet that i should have reacted quicker and assisted you. i should have made you mad that i was helping you with the demon and have you still alive than having you bleeding out to your death in my lap. i mean, what would you rather me be doing? watching you die in my lap or watching yourself yell at me because you always and continuously preach that you can handle these monsters on your own even though you're just a girl? i mean, i know what me, cas and dean would prefer but, do you?" sam was raging mad now that he was no longer going to have his older sister be alive longer

longer to help him go through life with him. his breathing patterns changed as his welled up tears started to stream his cheeks as the sobs started to rise in his chest. which made his chest start to constrict in pain.

"sam...sammy...please calm down bud, everything is okay. i'd rather be doing the latter, just like you, of course i would. however, there is obviously a reason why i became complacent and looked away. there is a reason why the demon tried one last time and succeeded. right now, i don't know the reason and that's okay but there was a reason. i know us winchesters don't really believe in this crap, despite team free will having a goddamn angel as a member *giggles*. but, i do really believe it is my time to go and let my two brothers flourish in the hunting world alongside our wonderful angel, castiel and nephilim, jack. i really do believe my hunting days are over and it's time i fly my white flag, finally and be at peace," elodie was always the smarter winchester and the eloquent speaker

her smile also always lit up every single room she walked into. she was absolutely gorgeous as well which always worked when she was on a hunting trip. most especially when she was going on a solo hunting trip - she was just gifted. elodie just had a, no pun intended, god-given gift to be a hunter and a winchester sister in this supernatural world. however, she also had the god-given gift to give up her life and refuse to be saved by castiel. knowing that he could keep those powers and use it to help revive those later down the line. including the lives of jack, dean and sam. so they could help the world if anything bad happened to them, they could be saved. however, with everything mentioned, this is why when it came to her final goodbyes to her two brothers and castiel, it was extremely hard to watch her deteriorate and not have the ability to do anything to save her.

for the brothers, sam & dean, knowing they'd never hear their older and younger sister talk smack about the two of them ever again or do hunting trips together as the winchester three. or eat pie at the table in the bunker again, it gave them the worst visceral pain in the world. it gave them a physical and psychological pain that no other hunting death or trip to hell and back could have given them. for castiel, knowing that despite the fact he had the perfect opportunity to use his powers to resurrect the winchester but was not allowed to due to her refusal for his help, he hated it. he felt less like an angel and more of a murderer which made no sense or a nurse that had just been told that no matter what they tried to do to help, that they weren't able to revive a patient of theirs which made more sense. and that...that made castiel feel absolutely helpless and utterly useless. i mean, what good is an angel of the lord if he can't revive those who call for his help? now, that's a question that would end up running through castiel's mind an entire month after elodie's death as it was the perfect question that just wasn't able to be given a perfect answer from the angel.

"...cas...promise me something, okay?' elodie's voice deteriorates with every word and breath, trying her hardest to say all her goodbyes

the guys are attentive, wanting to listen to everything their girl has to say before it's too late, "anything, what do i need to promise?" cas looks up and makes direct eye contact with the girl as she faintly smiles

"please...please tell...tell jack that it's been an honour to be his mom and that i love him...and...and that i'm sorry that i broke my promise of giving him that phone call..." elodie's entire body shook as the bloody cough left her mouth as she continued

"...he needs to know that this was never my intention but i...i don't regret the things i said to him before this trip. i...i really did want to leave this life as a hunter and run away and fall in love with someone and have kids, lay low for the rest of my life. maybe take him with me or...or keep him safe with one of you three. i'm just sorry that jack's going to go through the rest of his life without me with him, cause i promised him i'd never leave him. however, he has to promise us one thing..." elodie trailed off once again as cas, dean and sam watch on, wondering what elodie wanted them to promise her

"...what is it els?" dean spoke up, his bottom lip trembling as he tried to hold back tears as elodie smiled at the use of dean's childhood nickname for her

"i want you guys to promise jack that, although i've left him physically, i've never really left him. promise jack that he can fall in love without me teaching him what love is. i...i want him to fall in love, i want him to get married, i want him to have kids with her. i want him to be happy. i want him to laugh so hard he cries...i want him to cry so hard he can't breathe but wants to laugh so it doesn't look like he's a wuss *tearful laughter*, alright? i...i just want him to be happy after i'm gone...i...i don't want him to let his life go to shit just because i'm gone okay? can...can you promise me that? cas? sam? dean?" elodie begged weakly as the three men nodded their heads, promising to their sister and best friend that they would make sure that jack doesn't waste his life away

"we promise" the three of them say at the same time as elodie smiles before she moves to her eldest brother dean for her final goodbye to him

"dean...dean..i...i never thought i'd say this especially in my dying moments but...that night when you made a deal with good old crowley so you could spare sam's life. i...i was the most frustrated i had ever been in the entire world...do..do you wanna know why?" elodie trailed off, pausing her story as the eldest winchester nods his head, he did want to hear this story

he had never heard, ever, of a moment where his els had been angry at him, "mhm..." dean muttered, nodding his head as elodie smiled softly at the memory before continuing the story as she adjusted herself in sam's lap

"i...i was furious because we had made a promise. us two, the two elder siblings that no matter what happens and if we lose sam, i'm the one who makes a deal, not you. you promised me that day that where you were going wasn't to make a deal but to do something else. however, when bobby told me that you had gone right behind my back to make that deal...i wanted to shoot you in the back of the head because...because you thought you were such a smartarse and could get away with it and not even tell me about it..."

"...but no, although you think you did get away with it, you really didn't dean. i was so hurt and i...i felt like my trust by my own older brother had been betrayed. watching you get ripped apart and tortured by hellhounds just tore my own insides apart from one another...just...thinking how helpless sam and i were as we watched you just be mauled to your death. i...i just wish i could have taken all that pain away from you and taken it myself because i knew i would have been able to handle it. but...watching you be pulled apart like that, made me sick and sure, i watched on in terror but, i was so goddamn mad at you for allowing yourself to do this...to yourself!"

"then...that...that was when i realised that's just who you are as a person, dean. you always put yourself through pain so no one else that you love has to go through it. you are such a selfless person dean that sometimes...i just...it's the worst thing about you. stop beng so selfless for once and be selfish dean! take time away from being a hunter for just a goddamn second and enjoy the fact that you are still alive and healthy! and please...for the love of god, promise me that if cas, sam or jack as you to stop what you are doing, you fucking listen to them, okay?"

it was agony watching the way elodie tried her hardest to stay strong and keep on talking. but it was obvious that she was running on whatever adrenaline she had left because of how she was forcing herself to speak and speak loudly and with authority at her brothers.

"yes, you are the boss and you don't allow people to tell you what to do but, that rule only applies when the people are not cas, sam and jack! if any one of those three tell you something, you fucking listen to them, alright?!" elodie spoke harshly, despite the fact that her throat was burning with every word spoken she still continued to fight through the pain

"els...i...i..." dean was in utter shock, he had no clue about all this built up rage his sister had regarding him selling his soul - well, he knew she was mad at him but, not to this extent

"...dean...re...remember that one time you saved my life af...after michael had tried to kill me and i got mad at you? mad because i had told you that i had everything under control and that it was your fault i almost died?" elodie's voice softened as it sounded watery however with no sight of tears welled in elodie's eyes, staying incredibly strong for her brothers and best friend

dean nodded his head as he remembered that day as though it was yesterday. the amount of nightmares and visions he had from that day saving elodie's life would probably be the thing that haunted him the most, forget about hell haunting him.

"well...i..i lied. i...i wasn't mad at you. if anything, i was so fucking relieved when you picked me up from michael's grip, my lord, was i relieved. i was so glad that you had helped me because otherwise, michael would have seriously had the best and strongest will to kill me at that moment...i...i just yelled at you be...because i wanted you to think that i wasn't your weak younger sister..." elodie trailed off as she chuckled softly to herself considering that currently, in this moment, she was dying

"...els...you were always the funnier, prettier, smarter winchester out of the three of us. however, sometimes it was hilarious when you did get distracted and then you'd get so sassy and act like such a smartarse. telling me off for being a smart arse as well. i...i just...you really made not having mom with us so much better because of how well you took care of sammy and i and then jack...i mean, i always knew you'd be a great mom but...now...we'll never get to see that happen properly..." dean trailed off as he didn't know how to react to the thought and fact that his younger sister was going to die in a few minutes

elodie and dean had a very sweet, special brother and sister farewell that didn't require any more words but just a physical head touch. they then pulled away after a few seconds for the hardest goodbye of elodie's. if it weren't for jack's farewell, saying goodbye to sam, moose, sam-sam, sammy...all the other nicknames she has for sam, he is the worst goodbye for elodie.

"...and sam...moose...sam-sam...sammy, my baby brother who's always going to look older purely for the fact you're an actual giant *tearful laughter*. i am so glad i was able to live this long to take care of you for as long as i have. you have grown up to be one of the smartest, funniest, strongest, fastest and one of the most amazing hunter's that i have ever seen in my career and life of hunting. sure, you can be clumsy, an utter idiot, forgetful and a little clueless. there is always one thing you have always been and that's innocent. you have such an innocence about you that has stuck with you due to not having very much of a childhood and...i am so glad you held on to that because it has helped you through so much, sammy! please...even though it may become hard to do so now that i'll be gone after this but...don't lose this innocence about yourself. it's precious, it's pure and it's what makes you who you are, okay?" elodie paused as sam nodded his head as tears flooded his cheeks, his face red and flushed

"mhm," sam tearfully mumbled as elodie smiled before continuing

"sammy...you...you made me a better person...truly you have...and castiel, so have you! i love all three of you...and jack! i love jack so much..." elodie muttered off, feeling like she was losing her mind

"...sammy, i always looked up to you because i couldn't always be the strong one or the fastest or the funny one. hell, i couldn't even be the really tall winchester *tearful laughter*. you are amazing sammy and i'm so sorry i waited this long to tell you..."

"..i mean, not right now. i'm not being amazing right now, i'm crying over my sister..." sam's laughter turned mournful as elodie was as cool as a cucumber as the girl quietly giggled

"you're not wrong sammy however, you are the reason why i'm this brave, why i'm this smart...you are the entire reason why i am the person i am today! you...you changed me by just being my younger brother! i hope you know how much i truly love you sam-sam...sure, you do get on my nerves a quarter of the time but, the majority of the time, you really do allow me to be the older sister and take care of everything. thank you for being my baby brother and rescuing me all those times you did..." elodie smiled as sam tried his hardest to smile as well but he just couldn't

he was in an uproot of panic and he had no clue what to do with the fact that his older sister,r his role model was literally minutes, maybe seconds even, away from dying.

"el...elodie please...don't die...don't leave me!" sam sobbed as he tried to hold elodie's dying body closer as elodie giggled, her last words escaping quickly

"...it's the family business...isn't that right sammy?" elodie croaked out before her entire body relaxed

elodie's eyes closed, her mouth upturned into a smile as her final breath came and went just as quickly as sam could comprehend elodie's last words. and straight away, dean and castiel gulped, tears streaming down their cheeks also but they stayed silent and calm since sam was in frantic panic mode. since sam was panicking, he was trying everything he could to get elodie to wake up. shaking her, tapping her face, yelling at her, sam tried everything he could to force elodie to wake up. however, nothing was working because it was finally elodie's time to say goodbye.

"elodie! els...come one...ELODIE WAKE UP!" sam screamed, his voice becoming louder and louder as he continued to shake his dead sister's body to no avail of waking her up, his sobs getting louder

dean couldn't deal with his younger brother's screams anymore and it was clear castiel couldn't either. so, without even a word or eye contact with cas, the two of them decided that cas was going to pick elodie up and move her away to cover her up so she could then later be burnt. meaning that dean was in charge of sam and trying to get him to relax and calm him down. the distraught brother who just wished his older sister had survived another yellow-eyed demon.

"sam...sam...sammy...stop it!" dean called out before he could get his grief-ridden sobbing younger brother to calm down and just stop

"dean...dean...she's...she's gone!" sam sobbed out as he tried to resist dean's strong grip as the older brother nodded his head

"i..i know sammy, i know. i hate it just as much as you do and it hurts me just as much as it huts you. but, what elodie said before she died is true. it's the family business and we, unfortunately, can't stop just because she's gone. we have to keep going and we have to keep working," dean tried his hardest to soothe his younger brother and calm him down but it wasn't getting any easier

a flash of anger then flashes across sam's face as dean steps back ,"why did she do it..." sam's voice becomes aggressive and mad which confused dean slightly and scared him

"...what do you mean, sammy?" dean questioned as sam's anger then vanished as though it was just a flick of anger that then disappated as his agonosing pain returned

"i just...why did she do it..." sam sniffled as his tears began again as dean felt awful, he knew that having to deal with the thought of sam not having his older sister there with him anymore was an agonizing thought

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it had been a couple of hours since jack had asked castiel if elodie was okay and the phone call still hadn't been made. so, this made jack ever-so curious and worried so, he decided that instead of waiting another hour for the call, he'd go back to the bunker to find elodie and see what was wrong. however, whilst he had prepared himself for loads of things, he never thought to prepare himself for the moment that he would see his best friend/mother figure dead, bloody and covered in what must have been a white sheet covering her entire body.

he felt like he had just been stabbed in the gut. the noise he made also sounded inhumane as he felt his body get forced to the ground as tears welled in his eyes. so many emotions were going through jack's brain and body right now that he thought he was going to go into overdrive and explode.

"...el...elodie..." jack mumbled in shock as he tried to get himself to stand up, failing as he felt his heart shatter

jack stayed on the floor, on his knees and facing elodie until he heard the sound of what could have only been the fluttering wings of cas and the door closing as sam and dean had walked in to see jack. turning around, a new emotion rose inside of jack, the feeling of anger and betrayal. it was obvious, plainly obvious, that they were the three people who got to say their final goodbyes to their sister and best friend. but jack, elodie's adopted son, couldn't say his final goodbyes to her? suddenly, he felt all the strength in the world, managing to stand himself up as he moved over to the three men who still looked undeniably devastated.

"you...you lied to me! you told me that elodie was fine and that she'd be calling me!" jack was raging towards the three men but none more so than castiel

jack's face was red and his entire body shook, it was uncontrollable at this point but, no one cared. it was understandable as to why jack was raging. he had every right to be mad, they all knew why he was mad so they didn't stop him.

"i...i know i did jack and i am so sorry. we...i truly thought that she would want to be saved! i...i didn't think she wanted to die!" castiel, who was now basically speaking more like a human and less like a smart-intellectual angel, tried his hardest to explain but it still wasn't satisfying the nephilim

"i don't care about that, cas! i just care that you could have actually let me stay and probably told me the truth!" jack yelped as tears welled in his eye line, a few of them escaping as he didn't bother to wipe them away

"i...i just wish i could have said goodbye...cas...elodie was...she was like my mom...she was going to leave this hunting life...she...she was going to make sure i had everything i needed...she was going to be happy..." jack trailed off as his entire face was now covered in wet, hot and salty tears of regret of all the things he never got to say to his adpoted mom

"...if you want, we can go and you can do that now if you still want to do that?" dean then spoke up, the more composed out of the four men as jack lifted his head slightly, his eyes slightly twinkling

"is that okay?" the kid muttered as dean smiled, nodding his head

"of course it's fine. do whatever you need to do. scream, cry, make a mess of things. sam did all of the above. and cas dealt with it in the way he deals with things. i just wanna make sure that you don't pull back the white sheet, you'll get nightmares and i don't want you to have that image in your head and go through that trauma..." dean whispered, patting jack's shoulder as he nodded his head

"thanks dean..." he uttered quietly as he then walked himself towards the table that elodie was laying on, her deceased body covered by a white sheet that was dotted with bloody spots

however, it was as though he couldn't even bear to look at the table because even though elodie was covered, it was still obvious that it was her that was laying there on that table, dead. and that it wasn't just anyone's blood, it was her blood that was spread across the once white sheet that covered her. sobs came up his throat as he at first tried to hold them back before he remembered what dean had said.

remembering that dean said he could do whatever he wanted, he took that advice. and, instead of holding it back, he just released it all, all of his feelings and the agonizing pain he felt. his sobs were just as loud as sam's, his screams were on par as sam's. his anger was five times more than sam's, his distruction of the room was worse than anything sam and dean could do as a duo. that was until he felt someone come from behind him, holding him tightly and not letting him go as they both moved down to the floor as jack continued to scream, cry and thrash around. secretly hoping in his head that he wasn't hurting whoever was holding him tightly

"you can still live your life without elodie," the normally deep and gravelly voice whispered however, his voice was sorrowful and consoling, giving jack the comfort he so very well desired

"i...i can't cas. elodie was the one who wanted to take with her after leaving this life...she...she was going to officially take me in and adopt me! she...she was going to be happy!" jack sobbed as he sat on the floor in the angel's lap as his arms wrapped around the distraught boy

jack resting his chin on the angel's arms which made cas smile despite the smile not being for a happy reason, "she knows that but she also knows that you'd hate yourself forever if you waste your life away. elodie wants you to be happy and to leave this life behind. she made us promise that you would have kids, get married and have a huge house, with a girl that's got you head over heels and tied down to the point where even after three years of marriage, you still stutter your words. and you trip over your own feet because you are so in love with her, she even wants one of us to take you in if we're able too but, most importantly, she wants you to live and be happy!" cas spoke softly into jack's ear and, in all honesty, if that could have taken away all of jack's grief and pain about the loss of his "adopted" mother right then and there, it probably a hundred per cent would have without a single breath of doubt

"she's allowing you to move on because she knows that you'll be miserable if you don't allow it," dean whispered, a small smile on his lips as his arms crossed over as jack looked up, nodding his head

sam then bent down to cas and jack's level, placing his hand on jack's knee before speaking up. giving some more comfort to the grief-struck blonde.

"elodie loved and still loves you so much, jack. she said it was an honour to be considered as your adopted mom. she made cas, dean and me all promise her that we'd make sure you'd be happy and live the life you deserve to live. she also made cas promise to tell you that she does love you and that she is so sorry that she broke her promise and couldn't give you that phone call," sam gave jack a comforting look as they looked at each other before jack spoke up softly

"it's the family business though sam,"

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ok, this was so much fun to write but, it's really sad and i question why i am so good at writing depressing things the majority of the time! also, do get excited for the second part as that will be all kinds of emotions!

ily xx

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#supernatural #dean winchester #sam winchester #jack kline #elodie winchester #castiel #angst #it's the family business

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