About the whole ADHD "finding a way to motivate yourself without using the stress of impending deadlines" thing:
I hate to say it, but learning to be nicer to myself changed a lot of that for me. I really truly hate to say it. I'm sorry to be the bearer of bad news but you gotta find a way to be nicer to yourself inside your own head, in whatever way works for you. I know it sucks so bad to hear.
The other thing is, if my brain is really refusing to tackle a task, often times the main thing I'm feeling is confused and understimulated. Which leads to me sitting there with the jeopardy theme song playing in my head, and then I unconsciously gravitate towards something that's more stimulating and therefore easier to wrap my head around. So overstimulating myself in some sensory way helps me be less confused about what I needed to do. Everybody's brain is different, though.
And uhh the other thing that helped is concerta, and listening to my body, and working on not being so ashamed when I failed. Which means you will probably have to fail a little bit unfortunately
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What made you ship lucemond?
Hello! Good question - the story is actually very funny, with much hasard. (personal rant incoming)
So a little historic before Lucemond, I've been on tumblr since 2012, entered my first fandoms at the same time. Been a huge GoT fan (it was one of my main fandom with Sherlock, SPN and Marvel) (Terminally online tumblr girl)
I had heard about HotD long before it was out, I wasn't especially hyped for it because I hated how Game of Thrones ended and I was "done" with the universe, at the same time I left tumblr (when it was dying because of the NSFW ban etc), left most of my fandom, I entered college, started to work at the same time... Become passionate about other things.
Now we are in October 2022, HotD is out, friends told me about it, I heard it was great. I was lurking on tumblr when a mutual rt'ed a funny post (the famous "you're not going to believe this" post with daemyra). It was the first time I really came across HotD stuff - then the same mutual rt'ed a Daemon fancam (yes). I was lurking on the likes/rt, and came across a BEAUTIFUL fanart. But it wasn't Daemon, it was another character I didn't know about. (the fanart) On this account, there were accounts that were "recommended" to follow, this is were I found my very first Lucemond account! (@/lucemond on twitter)
And then... I was OBSESSED. I started googling "Aemond", see who he was. Of course I was almost immediately introduced to Lucemond since it was very popular (the last episode just aired when I came across the accounts). I loved the chemistry instantly, thought Lucerys was adorable, and Aemond... someone hold me. I'm a huge fan of mlm and wlw ships, and there was just something very special about them (their story). Love me some submissive cute boy and his threatening war criminal boyfriend.
I had no time to watch HotD at the time, so I read a lot the wiki, lurked twitter accounts, started to read fics. What made me fall in love with Lucemond was really the fandom, the fans; people were so nice, so devoted to the ship. I started reading fanfiction, and almost instantly write some (it was hard at first since I hadn't watched the show yet). I am a huge reader, and I've always wanted to write more (I used too, years ago in my previous fandoms). But HotD is the first time in my life I write so much and I want to write even more (not only for Lucemond now since I've watched the show I could discover/understand more characters)
So here it is! It was really just... fate? Luck? If I had never seen that fanart, I would probably I've never came across Lucemond and would have never watched HotD, never written anything. Don't know what gods I need to thanks but I'm so glad it happened. ♡
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*looking for something to mix in labs*
absolutely no one:
me @ the weirdest, goofiest song on free stems website: *shaking, vibrating* I need the tracks RIGHT NOW
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idk dude abt a week or so ago we went to a relatives funeral--
and one of my youngest cousins (it was her grandmother's funeral) just didn't look well (she's barely even 20 and already losing her hair, suspecting stress levels that bad. She isn't sick or anything). Something just Felt Wrong. Like intuition/gut feeling/whatever! Like something extremely bad is happened behind the scenes and I don't know where this kid is online to help her out.
At least afaik she's online, she is a younger gen z after all, and I don't know where she could be. Either twitter or Instagram but idk if she's using a username/fake name
I wanted to talk to her alone but she just wouldn't leave her father's side (then later that evening, her mother). I'm just worried abt her man, she isn't a shitty kid like her older sisters...
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