#guess im back on my bullshit

[mudshadow]

eat your heart out

#portal #chell portal #chelldos #implied. I guess. #fan #blood / #gore / I GUESS. it’s cake. that’s fondant babey #finished my starclans chosen stuff Im back on my bullshit #this is actually from before the switch port released but I guess now it’s timely

[kosmic-autokrat]

#shirou day #shirou emiya #I GUESS #merlin fgo #merlin #merlinposting #fate #fgo #fate grand order #im back on my bullshit again #kano art

[cloudiness]

🌈✨Boyfriends right after Carlos’ first win in F1 ✨🌈

#carlando #carlos sainz jr #lando norris #f1 #i'm back on my bullshit but that's just their fault #so yeah..a new 'doodles'+ carlando gifset after last year's one of their final hug of the season #im so normal about things as always #they're so lost in their own little world and i'm in love with their love #the quality of these is not great but I guess that's the best i could do #this is me trying to cheer up myself after today's race..hope it work for you too! #made by me #tag:carlando #*works

[resident-rats]

Very back and forth on if it’s even worth making a post about lol. But basically long story short, I’m unsure when I’ll next post a fic. I’ve started one and I’m a good bit into it, just very uncertain as to when I’ll have it finished at the moment

#without getting too personal on main #basically a few weeks ago someone who I was very close with in my childhood died suddenly #and his funeral was a few days ago #and idk rn im not doing so good #so not feeling very creative™️ at the moment #but who knows maybe I’ll be back on my bullshit and post a fic in a few weeks #or it might be longer than that idk #can’t really put a time scale on these things I guess #but I tried writing yesterday and it was like pulling teeth rip #anyway not that I feel like I owe anyone an explanation but if I don’t post any fics for a while that’s why #grief speedrun strategies Google search #personal

[wet-toast-slime]

unpopular opinion: pokemon does not own the monster collecting genre

#kurpo rambles #can you guess im back on my nexomon bullshit again #unpopular opinion? more like pet peeve #lmao #i hate the immediate comparison to pokemon when it comes to monster collecting games #pokemon didn't create it! nor does it own it!

[jovenshires]

it's the 'i would die by your hands,' spencer is peeta, spommy of it all. a hunger games au would break me

YEAH. YEAH YEAH YEAH. like. 'if i am going to die it will be you i turn to. i will lay my head on the chopping block and hand you the axe. in my very last moments i will come home to you. if i am going to die - and i am, it is my time - i am yours to take.'

.......... well i think i simply must write it tommy bowe rotted my brain today

#back on my thg au bullshit i guess. anyway not only adding it to the wip list but pushing it up the wip list #spommy #shipping #im sorry im being so insane about this but it was a crazy thing to say and i keep thinking about it #thg au #it gets its own tag now. i apologize in advance. #ask #asks #anon #anonymous

[thesaltwateremu]

please can we get an agnes appearance please can we get an agnes appearance please can we get an agnes appearance please can we get an agnes appearance please can we get an agnes appearance please can we get an agnes appearance

#i love her so much #my wife <3 #please I just need to hear her voice #how agnes montague can still win #im back on my bullshit #tmagp #the magnus protocol #agnes montague #tmagp spoilers #i guess??

[m0e-ru]

and hes not even in the detention center yet

#persona 4 spoilers #p4 #p5 #gsa sl au #tohru adachi #takuto maruki #arttag #boot.tingting #komikku #// back at it again with the stupid fucking maruki unpaid psych evaluator bullshit #// actual au plug on the last one but everything else goes i guess #// 'whys adachi so aggressive every time you depict him' chair car adventurism i guess sorry it;s not my fault #// everybody can draw adachi. well im here to . um. whatever #// the first one was a really old joke from discord i found it recently and thouhg it was really funny

[todayisafridaynight]

I’m fairly new to the fandom, but I do have a question if you can answer it! Why do people ship Daigo with Aoki / Masato? I tried looking to see if they’ve interacted before, but couldn’t find anything! Sorry for asking I’m just </3 dumb AND I LOVE YOUR ART OF THEM!!! Nerd looking ahhhhhh

hi ! welcome to the community i hope you're having a lovely time so far and ty for enjoyin my stuff :) no need for apologies it's a very fair question to have :]

i cant speak for everyone (all. ten people into masadai anyway) but Personally To Me i just think the idea of them together is very funny. thats quite literally it im afraid..

#snap chats #//twenty page google doc in the background// ignore that. it's mostly for comedic purposes #might also be my fault idk sorry about that. allegedly. idk ive had like three people tell me they started to ship them cause of me 🧍‍♂️ #@mementoasts is another person who's drawn masadai and whose stuff i love and am inspod by .. i love their disneyland fic sm ... #there was another artist on twitter who posted a neat drawing of them but i cant remember who they were and i didnt bookmark it //screams// #recently there's been ANOTHER masadai artist ive started following on twitter - @wifekiryu. his account's n/s/f/w fyi before you go looking #he has a tumblr too @foxdies. i say cause i realized as much recently vjeaKLGJALKGJ #oh but I GUESS ill get deeper into why. /i/ personally ship masadai or whatever #first off they're opposing factions yet their character alignments Do Not Match their roles. stereotypically anyway #aoki who leads the 'surface' of society and is meant to be an admirable figure and someone 'just' when really. he sucks LMAO #though that's not atypical of politicians but just from a stereotypical This Is A Respectable Individual perspective of his role #daigo on the other hand leads the 'underbelly' of society- yk comprised of dangerous criminals and outcasts and whatnot #yet as we know him daigo's compassionate and considerate of his men- he doesnt treat them like tools like aoki does #if put in a room with the two daigo would be most people's choice of person to hang out with. probably open a trapdoor on aoki tbh #and i think thats really cool and epic i always love that kinda Subverting Expectations thing #theres also the fact they both started off like. edgy/angsty in the franchise and then brush up down the line #masato does a stronger 180. publicly. obviously but its still really funny they both have to get their act together #if you wanna talk about in-text reasons. there really is none LMAO I TELLS YOU masadai is pure crack #but if i wanted to pull a muscle reaching then there's daigo being on aoki's side while everyone else is on arakawa's during the funeral #im lying of course. mitsu was behind him. rgg tryna make me forget mitsu exist .... put him back in y8 .... #and ofc ichi joins that side to even out the seating but moving on another Goofy Reason is arakawa being like #'the chairman and my son are like p much the same age Surely he knows how he thinks :)' #and then i just think daigo being all smarmy about outsmarting aoki is really goofy and im choosing to interpret that as personal #they both also have issues with their dad. s. dad/s/. anyway. #tbh the google doc tag was a joke but i really could sit here and list every dumb reason why i think theyre funny together #like i started going over the tag limit so uhhhh yeah needless to say i have a lot of. dumb reasons 💀💀💀💀 #one day ill use the main text for long rambles like this but todays not that day Point Is my imagination is rampant im afraid #so the short and sweet of it is I Think It's Funny. And They'd Be Terrible Together. Which Is Why It's Funny. #and the unfortunate part is anything i find funny i obsess over for a year so. //gestures to the mountain of bullshit thats my masadai tag/

[jolivira]

ok so Im almost done rereading the last olympian (since the pjo tv show aired i started a full reread of pjo + hoo) and oh my god. what the hell happened to rick when he wrote blood of olympus????

tlo is so well structured and well paced, the war feels real and all the events have weight, everything matters and fits together. Im genuinely blown away just like the first time i read it 10 years ago

what. happened??????

like dont get me wrong, Im one of the biggest heroes of olympus fan there is, but damn that last book is such a disappointment, specially considering rick has the ability to write a good war and a good last book

the nine deserved so much better ;;;-;;;

#sigh #i guess im officially back in my pjo bullshit #pjo #percy jackon and the olympians #hoo #heroes of olympus #the last olympian #the blood of olympus #rick riordan #i swear im not a hater i just feel hoo has so much wasted potential #we couldve had such an amazing finale #wtf happened #i hope he one day goes back and rewrites it ngl #or some talented fanfic author #rambles

[nowandthane]

i only think im unlovable because i havent found the right people yet, i only think im unlovable because i havent found the right people yet, i only think im unlovable because i havent found the right people yet, i ONLY THINK IM UNLOVABLE BECAUSE I HAVENT FOUND THE RIGHT PEOPLE YET

#im repeating this mantra for the forseeable future! #imagining making a post that said 'im safe now' and then realising that ha! #im gonna have to detransition anyway #but idk maybe its not so bad when im actively choosing it? #not to detransition but to leave this mess that is going to result in the detransitioning #i dunno whatever fuck it im going to SUCCEED and THRIVE in the face of this bullshit #there is no force stronger on earth than SPITE #ILL BE TRANSITIONING AGAIN SOON #like after i get financial independence and dont have to worry about being homeless #things are bad now but theyre gonna get better! #if i say all this to myself enough times i will believe it! #all my trans joy may have been sucked out but guess! what! #im gonna get it back again! #i fucking will just fucking watch me #personal stuff

[definitelynotarabbit]

I like to think that Godwyn's spirit was there waiting for Marika when she died.

What if the living world bleeds into the afterlife the same way that death bleeds into the living world. Ghostly images of bodies freshly fallen instead of long-forgotten ruins. Leaving Godwyn unable to do anything but watch as his family tore their kingdom to pieces. So when his family enters a world he has been waiting in, biding his time for centuries, would he not be ready to greet them?

Aka, what if I lost my mind over psychopomp!Godwyn for a bit

The first to join him had been Fortissax. His beloved companion had succumbed to the damned death root after an agonizing battle against the inevitable. Godwyn had spent a small eternity sitting there with Fortissax, a reunion equal parts somber and joyful. It pained him how glad he was that Fortissax had been forced to abandon his wretched body in favor of rest.

He paid his siblings no mind when they started to arrive in the afterlife. They had been puppets in the schemes of bigger things. He could not fault them for moving when their strings were pulled. One by one, they fell, and he greeted them all with a warm smile and a guiding hand.

When his father finally arrived, he knew the end was near. He clasped his arm and welcomed him with the love of a loyal son and soldier.

His mother joined them not long after.

She was disheveled, still shaken from her other self's defeat. For the first time in a very long time, she was alone in her own mind. Radagon had been destroyed after the Elden Beast had overcome them both. She supposed her presence in this other world did not bode well for the outcome of the following battle. Pulling herself together, she looked onward.

Several strides ahead of her stood her beloved firstborn, Godwyn, wreathed in glorious light. She had been heartbroken when she turned a blind eye to his slaughter, although it was necessary. Smiling, she went to embrace him. Perhaps in death and free of the Greater Will's influences, they could forge the relationship she denied him in life. One of mother and son rather than that of god and worshiper.

Abruptly, he raised a sword she hadn't seen before, eclipsed by the bright light behind him. She froze. Had he known more than he let on in life? Or had he learned how far she had been willing to go from his place in the afterlife? She supposed it mattered not how he knew of her part in his death. The sword point would remain at her neck either way.

"Queen Marika," he addressed her coldly. "You have much to answer for."

Dread overtook love as she realized the light behind him was not the familiar Erdtree but that of the Sun.

#elden ring #godwyn the golden #queen marika #ficlet #i guess #idk im just back on my bullshit i guess #never not gonna be obsessed with the sun imagery godwyn had in life #left some stuff intentionally ambiguous so nobody has to deal with my silly little headcanons #like I fully belive that the fortissax we find in game is just a memory #but thats a topic for another time

[bangcakes]

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#personal #i think that like... the dam's broken. for lack of a better term #or i guess the ice ???? idk man #either way. been messaging back n forth with him like crazy for the past few days #i just decided that like.... whatever. if i feel like saying something i should just say it to him !!! #and i think me being open has led to him being open.... #god its so hard when both ppl only really talk when they have something to say JFJDJDJDJDJDJDJDJJD #like... i cant even make up a reason to talk to him. i cant pretend to be dumb n not understand anything. he'll know its bullshit NDJDJDJDN #n e way...... defs met my match here lmao. but really its been so nice just being able to talk to him when i want. bc waiting until being i #person was getting so !!@@@ long !!! like god. i didnt know i could miss someone so bad...... its so !!@@@@@@ #gah !!!!!!!!!!!! #n e way. things are goin in the right direction #and hahaha !!!!!!@ i have a game plan to make sure we stay in touch too !!!!! me n one of my other friends promised to keep in touch with #each other and i was like oh should we invite everyone else. and she was like oh !! maybe ____ so i was like !!!!!!!! #so true !!!!!!!!!!@ #gosh im so excited i really like them both so much we're all similar temperaments so ya..... ive wanted to make sure i keep them JFJFJFJD #n e way. we still havent asked him but hopefully he says yes !!!! bc he always sits behind us n im just like !!!! ik you wanna sit with us #so just sit beside us istg !!!! but ah ... i think hes shy #god hes so cute #and shes like not competition btw. like..... she has a bf. she knows i like this guy now (i spilled. i couldnt hold it in 💀💀💀). and ya !! #hopefully exciting things coming!!!

[muffinrag]

i think i've finally reached the extremely esoteric, difficult-to-understand, hyper-metaphorical and weird part of Pathologic. Thing is, it's all the way on day 10, so wtf are people who've only played half of day 1 complaining about

#i guess they talk a little about all the weird Kain shit on day 1 #but things genuinely have not been difficult to get up until now #like... every time i talk to someone at this point im like. are they yanking my fucking chain #i'm having a tough time parsing all the Kain bullshit basically #pathologic #soliloquy #can i be real for a minute btw. #this game is fucking incredible #the atmosphere is fucking... chefs kiss #the feeling that i've lost any control over the plot or what happens in the town #the constant gunshots. the hisses of the fire corps. it's devastating and nerve-wracking and it makes me sick #just sort of desperately hoping that Burakh brings back good news about the origin of the plague #the tired acceptance that i can no longer pursue my leads or goals. starving the whole time #man. #this is a good game

[skitskatdacat63]

God my language classes annoy me so much. Both are such busy work yknow? I finished all my German assignments when they were due so that's fine, but it got so low effort by the end cause ik he doesn't really read them. But with Russian, I have a lot of unfinished work and I'm kinda tentatively doing it even tho the semester is over 😭😭 she's so lax and disorganized, so I have no idea what her grading will be like. It's like, will she just give me an obligatory 100(as was practice the prev classes) or like should I do these as assurance yknow 😭

#most confusing class ever #at least the german one has strict guidelines and due dates #so im like okay i def have to do this even if im bullshitting it #but russian i have no clue???? #sometimes she'd ask us to do somw assignment to bring into class #and then never talk about it again ;;; #i did do the final project which she was very clear abt #so thats fine thats clear #but all these random other recording and quiz assignments #i guess ill do them???? jjst in case??? #shes not graded anything and all of the due dates are just. wrong.(ex. some of them literally say 2021) #theres just this guilt and fear eating away at me that she'll randomly decide to be accurate and itll fuck my grade #theres just absolutely no way to predict what shes gonna do and when shes gonna do it #its scary 😭 #well anwyays #i got my grades back for my actually enjoyable classes #and the little note from my one professer was so sweet 😭 #she siad basically: keep in contact! ik youll do great things #and i think i got like an 100 in the clas???? im confused abt it but ill take it 😭 #<- not that i did badly but the way she explained the grading was a bit confusing to me ig #catie.rambling.txt

[garaviel]

Mmmmrgh trying to get back into my sith warrior to shuffle her thru the expansions but. Idk im not feeling it

#i am so weird about which kids i love the most lmao #im not a good oc mom i do pick faves #faves are Bounty Hunter - Knight - Inquisitor - Smuggler #im trying so hard to care about my Consular bc i feel she might be more interesting in the expansions but its hard getting her there #might beef her level so i can just skip to kotet and start making her dark side #and my Warrior was fun at the time i just dont have a compelling personality or story for her i guess #i couldnt care less about my Trooper #and im in the same boat with my Agent as i am with warrior. maybe if i get her through the expansions she will go join the republic #even tho they havent done much so far with the double agent nonsense. it actually feels kind of Bad and is taking way too long. #either way im back on my swtor bullshit for mando drama. they are doing it better than disney at least even if i still have beef.