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fleshdyke · 2 years
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#tags contain talk abt rape and very young csa#god im reading a fic rn and it mentioned rape and im just like. in my head all of the sudden#bc i still dont fucking know who it was#i started being really hypersexual at like. 6 or 7 so i’m assuming that’s around when it happened#or at least started#and my friend asked me today ‘why do you never remember anything from camp’ bc we went to the same day camp for years since we were like 6#and i didnt know how to tell her that i lost most of my memories from before the age of 10 for some reason. probably trauma#so i just said idk haha. but like. even though it’s kinda not a lie bc i dont remember any specifics#i know the general gist of why all my memories are gone right. a mix of rape and child abuse and bullying and whatever else happened#but idk. im still so fucking pissed that i dont know who raped me#like to be completely honest i kind of don’t care that i got raped. i can’t remember it anyways and it doesn’t really affect me that much#but like. im absolutely fucking terrified that whoever did it never got caught. im so fucking scared they’re still doing it to other kids#there was a man that was like. kind of an assistant teacher ig in my preschool and kindergarten that got fired for feeling up a kid#and i’m desperately hoping it was him#bc he got fired. he got consequences. not enough but he did. and he cant do that to anyone else now#like. a part of me couldnt care less. its in the past and it doesnt really affect me anymore so idc. i know its not my fault i cant remember#it so i know i can’t really blame myself#and a part of me is just so fucking scared. bc idk if they’re still out there or not. and im absolutely terrified it will happen again#or that no one will ever want me again bc of it or something. bc as much as im not interested i still want people to think im attractive for#some reason. men in particular even though i do not want to reciprocate it at all. i think its the daddy issues#and the last part of me is just so fucking angry. who let this person anywhere near children. why didn’t a single person see the signs.#why me.#idk. a lot of thoughts today#rambles#vent
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stevie-petey · 25 days
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Hi! I know it's pretty late to be asking this but I got a random blurb idea at three in the morning so I thought I'd send it in before I forgot it. It's for season one, episode 5/6.
After Steve finds Jonathan and Nancy in her bed and tells bug she deserves better he drives off with Tommy and Carol. Basically his POV that whole car ride. He's grieving, in disbelief and heartbreak. He's angry and sad, not only for himself but for bug. Tommy and Carol are only riling him up at this point. Remember how Tommy or Carol said something like " wow Steve you're right she really is pathetic to still stay with him" maybe we see the convo where that came from. I feel like he was excited to be around who he thought were Nancy's friends outside of barb, and it all came crashing down.
Again this is really random and super late but I was just thinking about season one Steve and this scenario popped into my head. For being such a little shit Steve really is handsome.
i loooove this idea omg yes ! n never apologize for sending blurbs i love doin em
enjoy <3
"did henderson really defend that creep?" carol practically throws herself over the drivers seat in disbelief of what steve has just said.
"she did." steve tightens his hands around the steering wheel. his mind is reeling. hes hurt, hes so fucking hurt, and hes angry. for you, for what nancy has done to him, for what jonathan has done to you. for years youve been his little pet, always doting on the boy, and he still has the fucking nerve to hurt you like this. "shes pathetic."
the words burn steves tongue. he regrets them immediately.
tommy snorts. "i mean, yeah. shes hot, but at least have some self respect, ya know?"
the boys words only cause steve to tighten his grip on the steering wheel harder. youre not pathetic; youre selfless. youre so fucking selfless and always see the good in people. it infuriates steve. youre everything and more, and hes seen people abuse this rare kindness for years. make fun of you for it, mock you as if the kindness you bring isnt a breath of fresh air for everyone.
he hears a yelp next to him and steve knows that carol has slapped tommy for calling another girl hot in front of her.
"i just dont get it," steve sighs out. theres so much he wants to ask, to say and plead and demand. he cant get the betrayal in your eyes out of his head. youd looked devasted when hed told you what he saw at nancys. how jonathan had been wrapped around her.
and yet even as the hurt crossed upon your face, you still managed to swallow down the hurt and see the good in people.
in the people who didnt fucking deserve it.
"fuck if i know, man." tommy rubs at his arm and glares at carol.
she simply rolls her eyes at him and goes back to picking at her nails. "why do we assume she even knows how to do anything other than put on that angelic act bullshit?"
"what, like she doesnt know how to be mean?" tommy asks, furrowing his brows.
steve stares straight ahead. "all shes ever been is kind."
"exactly," carol throws herself against the drivers seat again. "whos to say its real? not some creepy act? better yet: how do we know shes not, like, fucked up in the head?"
youre not. steve has seen your intelligence. youre the top of your class and hes had to shamefully ask you for help with english homework.
tommy frowns again. "wait, i thought she was smart."
"god, youre dumb." carol shakes her head. "what i mean is, what if she physically incapable of being mean. like, some chemical imbalance in her brain."
"could explain her freakish devotion to byers." tommy says.
steves grip tightens once more hearing the boys name. jonathan byers. resident creep who somehow has captured the heart of hawkins sweetheart. the same boy who has now cheated on her with steves girlfriend.
he will never understand this.
nancy has hurt him, shes abandoned him like everyone else has, and he knows that somehow its his fault.
but you? you dont deserve any of this.
what carol has said makes sense. maybe you really dont know how to be mean. if youre physically incapable of it, then steve decides that he has to do something about it.
if you need to be mean, then he'll be mean for you.
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bathroomtrapped · 8 months
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saw ask. so let's say hypothetically (not really) all the apprentices are autistic (they are) headcanon them
saw ask ‼️‼️ i completely agree unironically and i keep that in mind when i consume/write/draw saw content. jigsaw apprentices? more like PDA autistics anonymous jfc
i (shamefully) am not an amanda-guy and dont have pretty much any headcanons about her overall so sorry about that but ill do some bullet points for the apprentices bc ive thought TOO MUCH abt this
adam
1. the most obvious PDA manifestation, though i think its strong in mark and lawrence for sure, adam just doesnt mask his. he pretty much built his life around maximizing free will and full control over his schedule
2. constantly reducing sensory input with music and being baked. his apartment is dead silent and dark 24/7 tho
3. honestly i think adam has shocking high levels of empathy. most people in his life wouldnt peg him as someone who would struggle with that but i think its what sets him apart from nearly every saw character. hes so isolated but desperate to understand and connect with other people, even if hes in the shadows
4. studies high class targets and their mannerisms. it helped him function during a few job interviews
5. hates eating, hates effort so pretty much eats like shit. very few specific, cheap, prepackaged meals that he can handle. anything that isnt a time commitment to prepare and eat
6. talks too much to overcompensate (not sure if people are able to understand what hes getting at and ends up rambling)
lawrence
1. i hc him as a narc as well which (as you can imagine) combined with PDA makes instruction/criticism/responsibility stressful so hes constantly overloaded
2. same as above, combined with asd i think its the biggest reason he has that canonical low empathy (similar to mark)
3. can only eat incredibly plain and simple foods. rice, bread, vegetables without butters/oils etc. very picky
4. very little auditory sensory issues after so many years in a hospital and needs noise in order to function (including sleep)
5. started wearing pajamas under his suits after a few years in residency because hes already tired 24/7, the terrible fabric on top of that just makes him insane
6. struggled through med school because lectures are hard to interpret and hes more of a visual learner
7. so much eye contact
8. remember that dog picture in his wallet we see for like 5 seconds? i cant imagine someone like him enjoying the texture or sporadic energy of a dog and makes it sleep in dianas room at night. its not allowed in the office and he meticulously cleans all of the dog hair the second he sees any
9. absolutely allergic to change in every way
mark
1. low empathy as i mentioned before
2. he wears a lot loose fitting suits in canon which i think are for sensory reasons. he clearly prioritizes comfort with those (interesting) track pants?
3. i have joked with my mutuals about his off-putting, autistic ass stare countless times
4. terrible liar because he has less control over his facial expressions and mannerisms. he ends up making too much eye contact and thinks that brutal honesty is a good idea. he has an almost nonexistent filter
5. he reminds me of that brand of autism that a lot of patriarchs have, the kind that goes unnoticed bc theyre the head of the household. meat and potatoes his entire life, strange rituals and routines everyone has to get used to
6. extremely black and white sense of justice and a poor understanding of hierarchal authority. he doesnt get why people are above or below other people and struggles with those concepts
7. everyone in the precinct knows not to joke with mark because it will always fall flat and have to be explained. mark has rly funny but dry and blunt humor himself
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sleepsleepnotwoke · 10 days
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April 15.
6:30 : I woke up. Liv was having bad dreams. I had 2 coffees and got dressed while consoling her. I didn't wanna go to work. I grabbed leftover dinner from the fridge, switched my insoles from my rubber adidas to my cheap jordan work shoes, grabbed my backpack and tool bag and went out to my car.
8:00 : I showed up at the office. Its liv's exam week so she doesnt need a lift to school cause theyre all online. I'm always early. Today my drive took me about 10 minutes. I left late and everything. Mondays I go to the office, most other days I just show up where I'm needed. B***** the office lady is taking some time off (I guess), and as usual I show up before the boss. I clock in and clean some old cardboard and garbage from the warehouse. I have a chat with L***, the architect. He tells me about some DJ software he uses and tells me he ran a DJ company for weddings and graduation parties for 26 years. Every time we chat he always reveals something cool like that. After a bit I go out to the front room of the office and hang out with Z**, S*** and N*****. J**** is late, as usual. After a while chatting like that, I check my phone and realize I had a call from my dad (who is also my manager). He says there's a couple of things to do around some properties out in A**********. I like those properties cause nobody is really out there except for R****, the super of the property. He's nice enough but he always talks about stupid shit and doesn't listen back. That's one thing, he's old so I kinda expect that. But if he catches you out by his properties he'll give you all kinds of work that's his responsibility but he doesn't want to do. Luckily, I avoid him as I pull into Building A.
10:00 : Unit 302 has some pretty bad water damage. I throw on the new Super Eyepatch Wolf video to listen to while I work. Above the window is a huge sheet of drywall, heavy, warped, and half fallen out of place. I start by trying to slice it up. I saw and saw and saw with my utility knife. I make a cut about 2 inches into the sheet. No dice. I decide hitting chunks off with my hammer would probably work better. I give it a hard whack and make nothing more than a small dent. Awesome. It looks like the repeated wetting and drying have turned the naturally flaky, wafery drywall to what is equivalent to a solid piece of cement. At this point, my grade 11 and 12 auto shop teacher's words ring in my head. "There are surgeons, and there are butchers. You should aim to be a surgeon, but butchers exist for a reason." I start tearing down the sheet with my hands, careful not to disturb the L-bracket that holds the bad piece of drywall to good ones around the window. From the ceiling falls several dead wasp nests and what appears to be a birds nest. No critters in there. Lucky me. I pack up the debris I've made and toss it in one of the garbage bins around the property.
11:30 : this is why I like a********** properties. Nobody ever does anything around here. At the end of my last little bit of work, I cleaned up the hole I made with my knife. With that solid drywall, my blade broke off like I was trying to carve the hole out of a lemon wafer stick. I just spent the last 20 minutes fucking around, trying to find a new blade. Nobody breathing down my neck or telling me to get back to work. It's kinda nice. Once that's done, I remember I was told to help out cleaning up the properties. Normally what that entails is moving garbage people are too lazy to throw in the garbage bin from the side of the bin to the inside of the bin. At the main hub I go to at this property, the bins are overflowing with junk and there are 4 twin sized box springs, 2 couches and several bags of garbage to the side. Hm. Down the line of houses and apartment buildings on the street, lots of bins that are much emptier. Guess I'm doing some hauling.
11:54 : I've scoped out some empty bins, and I've thrown some couches and shelves into them. I never ate breakfast, so I eat lunch. Today, I will be eating leftovers, a luxury I don't normally have. Normally, I'd eat at Wendy's, A&W, or grab something from the hotplate at the Foodland around the corner. But today I'm eating the Thai chili chicken on fluffy jasmine rice I made yesterday. Saving money never tasted sooooo good. At this point I'm listening to a video from one of my favourite channels, ANIKI, about the history of the yakuza from the 17th century to today. I grab a seat in my car, roll the windows down a crack because it's getting hot out (finally) and chow down.
12:05 : I finish lunch. During lunch, I think about how my car really needs an oil change, and how sometimes the "check coolant" light pops on. With the weather changing, I understand the latter and that doesn't worry me. The former? A little more pressing. There's one mechanic I trust in town. It's hours are the exact same as my work hours. I use my car for work so I can't just drop it off and pick it up at the end of the day. And one of those "half hour oil and tire change" places? Forget it. My mom got one of those a month ago and she's had nothing but trouble with her car since, from them explaining she needs a new fly wheel which she didn't pay for, to a transmission fluid flush that she did pay for, which immediately sprang a leak, stopped working, and needed to be repaired at the garage I trust that I mentioned earlier. I can change oil no problem, I just don't know where to dispose of the old oil. Maybe I should just lean into being scummy and throw it in the lake or just let it drain into some Tupperware and throw them into public trash cans. Much to consider. Much to stress over, more like. But for now, I'm back to slugging around old dirty wet couches and beds. I would ask myself why I don't get a desk job doing data entry and sending emails, but I know I'd be just as whiny and complainy there as I am here. At least here I get some exercise and some sun and a decent wage. My town isn't exactly a hub for business, but this is where I live so I take what gets doled out to me. There's a real meth problem in my city. Everywhere you go, you see people pushing shopping carts full of jumper cables, old shoes missing matches, and pounds upon pounds of sweets, eyes bugged out of their heads, screaming at people, twitching and itching all over. I've been having a nagging thought over the past couple of months that, while that seems less than optimal, I'm kinda at my breaking point. Should I just give up on regular society and run with that society? Or should I finally do what I've been thinking about since I was 15 and just kill myself. I know everyone says life gets better as you get older but I found that hard to believe back then, and I still do today. For now, I haul garbage.
2:49 : moved around as much junk as I could. There's still a couple of couches and a huge mattress by one of the bins but they don't fit in my car and the next empty bin to the one they're next to is about a kilometer away. I still have an hour left at work today so I may drag them over. I may not. Who's to say. I may just hang out. That's the beauty of working at the farthest property from the office. Nobody's gonna say anything! Since I last logged my stuff here, I went out to the D*** road property. It's a lazy Monday, I'm done all my make readys for my move ins next month so I'm not stressed, and I just cleaned up some garbage there. There's a lot less to do over there. One box spring, a couple cardboard boxes, and an old bathtub. All tossed in a bin. I caught one of the cleaners out there and we talked. I'm bad with names, so I can't put it here, even in a redacted form. She's nice though. We just talked about how expensive shit is getting, and how much of a dickhead our boss is. He drives a ferrari. He's a landlord. He's kinda a local villain. He sent me and everyone I work with an email to explain that we wouldn't be able to get in touch with him cause he's skiing in the north pole right now because business is so bad because hamas terrorists killed a bunch of innocent colonizers on the other side of the planet. OK man. I've worked here since the beginning of January and I still haven't seen him. And this is his second vacation of the year. Last was at the south pole. Thoughts and prayers dude, I hope you can crank up rent even higher soon 🙏. During my chat with the cleaning lady my bestie sent me some pics. During high school we were super tight, but their parents moved to Nova Scotia on our last day of grade 11 and they've lived there ever since. But just yesterday they touched down in Alberta for a summer job out in the mountains at some kind of resort. Included in some of the pics they sent me was a trailer park at the foot of some mountains. Doesn't that just seem beautiful? I'm not a man of excess, I'm very very easy to please, I think I could do well in a cheap double-wide with a view. I think I could convince Liv to get out there with me. She's in school right now so it would probably take a year or two. But I've talked about moving all over (even to alberta) so many times this is all just another pipe dream. That being said, best of luck to the homie Llewellyn and all of their future alberta endeavors.
4:00 : leaving work. Didn't do any more cleaning. Just sat around.
4:26 : just got home. Liv stayed home to study for her exams. But she cooked me some Ramen and hot dogs that were ready when i got home. Thank you Liv ❤️. She's watching a YouTube video where some Korean guys bite things in a kitchen, and some of the things they bite may be cake. It's a beautiful warm day out so I put down my tools and stripped butt naked, sat down on the couch, and dug into my food. I think I'm going to play some pokemon quarantine crystal on my phone.
4:54 : changed my mind and changed the TV to something we can watch together. Literally since I made that last entry to now I've been looking for a movie to watch. I settled on hereditary. It took me half an hour to find a movie. I think there's something wrong with my brain
5:15 : Liv wanted to paint so I'm here on da toilet thinking of things to paint
6:29 : I painted a face. I always paint faces. This one came out ugly. That's ok cause plenty of people have ugly faces. I feel ugly so I wanted to make something kinda ugly. I had a beer and now I'm laying in bed. I never nap but I feel like I want one right now. I asked Liv to wake me up in 20 but idk if I'll actually fall asleep at all. Guess we'll see.
6:34 : instagram was always fucking dumb but now it feels extra extra dumb.
8:29 : Liv came in to "wake me up" (I didn't sleep) but she climbed into bed and we held eachother and we had sex. We left bed, she continued painting and I played some Persona 4, which I haven't played in a bit. Good news everyone: Yukiko Amagi is safe!! Me and Liv are going out to get Boba now. Liv's painting is really pretty. A long time ago she painted one really similar to what she's painting now, so this one is kinda an update. A psychedelic bust of a headless pink and yellow lady on a royal blue background. She says she's gonna have flowers busting out of a crack in her chest and her head hole. I can't wait to see how it turns out.
10:04 : it's the end of the day. I took my garbage out and passed my downstairs neighbors in the hall. We said hi. Paper recycling today. I've been slacking on that one. I don't care about recycling, it's just that it tears the regular garbage bags so it's easier to put it in a bin. So it's all outside now. I took a quick shower. I didn't wash my hair because I don't like the way it looks after it's been washed, all poofy and round. I blew my nose in my hand and it was still black from the dust in the unit with the warped drywall. A symbol of a hard day's work. Well, maybe not that hard. Either way, I'm in bed right now. Liv is calling her mom. They're tight. When she hangs up, we'll probably watch some simpsons or seinfeld and fall asleep hugging eachother all soft and warm uwu
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tonberry-yoda · 2 years
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HELOOOOO
ONCE AGAIN REQUESTING FOR CROCO MAN
fr the moment i saw your post i def did not go WOOOOOOWOWOWOWO HAHAHHA
Made my day 🕺
Anyway back to business 😤
You can add more things and it doesnt have to be the same
no problemo👌
Crocodile about to kiss his S/O when their 6 year old ran into the room screaming for their father to look at their new arts and craft creation and also begging croc to play with them, crocoman plays it off smoothly by adjusting and combing what atoms there were to rearrange while turning to his child in his usual calm demeanour like "Hm?" while, his wife tries to hide her laughter and panic with crocodile's attempts in trying to nudge/hold her arm to tell her to hold whatever she has in as to not raise questions from his curious child full of energy, silently
That may be too much details but yes its alright even if you take 1% of that HAHSHAHAHHA
Yuh
Thank youuu
And dw, take as much time as you need 💪
omg you dont understand how excited i was to get another request from you anon! i love writing croc as a dad, like i am seriously obsessed with these, so thank you so so much! also, if you want to be an anon on my account with a cute little nickname, go for it! i have heart anon on here, who i adore talking to, and i would love to interact with you more if you would like and if you see this!
Crocodile as a father part 2
Pairing - Crocodile x reader (implied f!reader as reader is called wife and mom)
Warnings - a little suggestive, but not anything far
Word Count - 475
Notes - thanks again anon! i really hope you like it! i tried to use everything you had, but added along the way! thank you so so much and i hope you have an awesome day and stay hydrated!!! <333 (also, image below not mind) (omg this man is so fine)
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“Oh, my love,” Crocodile smirked at you, holding up his glass of wine as if he was making a toast. “You are the best wife any man could ask for.” He adjusted the strap of your tanktop and put his hand on your exposed thigh.
You giggled softly, holding up your glass as well. “Well you’re the best husband and father I've ever met. I love you, Sir Crocodile.” You slid your hand under his jacket with flirty eyes.
He felt a chill down his spine hearing you say those words. “Don't.” He gave you a sly smile before wrapping his arm around your waist to pull you in for a kiss.
Only to be interrupted by your six year old child running in the room, exclaiming that he had made a beautiful (or bootiful in his case) piece of artwork worthy of a museum. “Daddy! Daddy look!!!” He held up a drawing of what you assumed to be your entire small family. Crocodile was a giant looking creature holding you, his wife, who looked like a little… princess? And then your son, who was in a superhero costume. It was adorable, but Crocodile never knew how to react to something like that. He didn't want to be mean and saw it was awful, but he didn't want to lie and say that it was the best piece of work he’s ever seen.
“You see, daddy! Isn't it great! I made it all by myself!!!” Your child was hopping up and down, showing both of you his creation and you giggled, watching Crocodile set down his wine and slick his hair back with a deep breath.
“It uh… looks great, bud.” Crocodile quickly panicked, remembering what little clothes you had on so he quickly threw the blanket over you. You just kept giggling as Crocodile squeezed your hand, praying that his son didn't have the brain cells to notice what was going on.
“Daddy, can we play please?” Crocodile turned to you, who was sipping on your wine, holding back laughter. He nudged you to try to stop you from laughing, which made your face turn bright red.
“Uh, buddy, your mom and I were-”
“Pleeaaaaaseeee daddy?! I wanna playyyyyy!!!”
“Buddy, I-”
“Momma! Tell daddy to play with me!”
You giggled and pressed a kiss onto Crocodile’s cheek and pushed him towards your child. “Honey, play with your son,” you leaned closely to his ear, your lips brushing against it with every word. “I expect you to put him down for a nap soon though. I'll see you soon, love.”
Crocodile’s face went bright red as his son grabbed his giant hand, leading him to the living room. “What was that about, daddy?”
“N-Nothing, son.” He shot you a dirty look as you giggled, forcing him to hold back a smile.
God, he loves you.
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murder-me-with-ink · 27 days
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RANT!
I AM IN MY 30s AND SINGLE. I ALSO AM THE MOST POWERFUL INCOME OF MONEY IN MY HOUSE, WHERE I LIVE WITH MY PARENTS! ( IN THEIR 50S AND 60S,) MY YOUNG BROTHER, AND MY BABY NEPHEW OF 6 YEARS OLD.
I PRACTICALLY FEED THEM AND PAY BILLS.
AND HERE IS THE FUNNY THING.!!
THEY THINK HAHAHAH THEY THINK THEY CAN GIVE ME ADVICE IN HOW TO MANAGE THE MONEY, DO THE GROCERY SHOPPINS , AND SUGGEST ME IF ITS CONVENIENT TO GET A PARTNER OR NOT ETC.... WHEN..
MY MOM LIVES COMPAINING ABOUT MY DAD.
MY DAD LIVES COMPLAINING ABOUT MOM AND HIS LACK OF JOB (( WHEN HE BARELY PUT ANY EFFORT TO FIND ONE OR DO ANYTHING FOR MONEY, CUZ HE LIKES EXCHANGE HIS HAND JOB FOR USELESS THINGS. .- LAST TIME HE BROUGHT HOME A KAYAK?? FOR ¡WHAT!!!!???
MOM'S MOST REGRET EACH MONTH IS NOT BE ABLE TO VISIT THE HAIRSHOP OR AN ESTETIC CENTER TO CLEAN HER FACE!!! GET THIS OVER MOM!!! i WASH MY HAIR ONCE A WEEK TO SAVE SHAMPOO!
BRO DOESNT BRING ANY INCOME CUZ HE DEPENDS OF DAD GETTING A JOB FIRST!! BOTH CARPENTERS!!
AND THEY WANT TO SUGGEST ME!! MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
TO MEEEEEEE
THE ONE WHO CLEANS, DOES THE GROCERIES, PAYS THE BILLS, ATTEND THE KID WITH HOMEWORK AND PLAYTIMES, ALSO ATTEND THE PETS AND CHECK THEY ARE HEALTHY. THE ONE WHO LOCKS THE DOOR BEFORE BED.
MEEEEEEEE
SERIOUSLY!!!
AND THEY ARE STRESSED?????? FOR WHAT??? BREATHING????
DON'T MAKE ME LAUGH!!!
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SORRY ABOUT THE RANT PEOPLE, BUT SERIOUSLY!!
I USED TO LIVE IN THE CITY AND I STILL REMEMBER THEM SAYING THEY DIDNT NEED ME, TO LATER AsK mE FOR MONEY CUZ THEY HAVE NOTHING.
IS THIS MY DESTINY!??? LIVE TIL MY LAST DAYS FEEDING PEOPLE THAT , DIDN'T KNoW HOW TO FEED ME WHEN I WAS A KID??? CUZ DAMN I REMEMBER YEARS OF STARVE!! SOME PERSONAL STORY!! MONTHS EATING TORTA FRITAS WITH SUGAR OR SALT TO NOT FAINT!. then people asks me why i am so short and skinny wtf
to funny to be sad...... I still have to listen to their complains! while I work.
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nikethestatue · 2 months
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I’m seeing everyone talk about plot holes and inconsistencies in HOFAS. I read the book very quickly in another language and so I don’t really remember these. What are some plot holes in HOFAS?
One thing that’s been bugging me is, probably the only hole I caught, is the concept of limbs growing back for the Vanir, but this doesn’t happen in TOG or ACOTAR. Now that we know the Fae of Midgard are exactly the Fae of ACOTAR, and the Shifters are exactly the Fae of TOG, and it doesn’t seem like any type of evolution has occurred to change the Midgard Fae at all, im confused how regeneration is a thing. I suppose it’s never directly been mentioned in TOG. But Lucien is missing an eye. That faerie in book 1 ACOTAR had his wings ripped out by Amarantha and died from it. We know angels can regrow theirs. I know Cassian and Azriel have their wings shredded and healed at different points, but to me that seemed more like skin regrowing after being damaged rather than whole limbs regrowing. Idk, these things dont bug me severely but it is noticeable…
Just off he top of my head:
Amren who arrived during the time of the asteri/daglan can offer almost no info on them
She was in Prison during Fionn's/Theia's time, but regardless, she supposedly was there in the beginning and she can't provide any insight to anyone
Bryce arrives and conveniently, they just KNOW that she is gonna go exactly where the slithering beasts are...right
When someone drops from the sky or whatever and tells you that your whole world might be re-invaded and you have a history with these immensely powerful creatures who want to come back to your planet, asking 'may i look into your head' is just fucking dumb. It doesn't make you the King of Consent. It makes you the Lord of Dumbness. Why even have this daemati power if you never use it, even to save your people and your world potentially, because you are so...honourable? Come on. That's just ridiculously stupid. And oh-so convenient.
15 thousand years is a long time, but the amount of history that the Fae lose in that time is kind of dramatic. They conveniently remember nothing about their beginnings or anything that's connected to their past. But it doesnt make sense that they would forget because they live thousands of years. That time span could be only 4-6 generations. So their 15k is equivalent to our 200 years. We DEFINITELY know what happened 200 years ago. Like between Rhys and his dad alone, it's 1,500 life span. If grandpa High Lord lives for 2K years before, and another great-grandpa for another 2-3K years, we are REAL close to 15K. But no one remembers shit.
They dont even remember who built Velaris.
So for 15K years, NO ONE, not one person bothered to go on a walkabout in Hewn City, to check out all these walls with all these stories on them. It took Bryce to drop in and just miraculously look at a wall and see the entire history of prythian just like that.
Apparently, Azriel forgot how to winnow. So they needed some very elaborate way of crossing some river. Because he couldnt just transport them across it...
According to SJM 15,000 years is close enough to have an unbelievable resemblance between Ruhn and Rhys so much so that they look like twins, all because they shared some ancient ancestor. But apparently it's far enough for Rhys to know nothing about this ancestor, even though he is her direct descendant.
You have Rhys, whose blood is 'programmed' into the Prison and its wards, you have AMren who spent TWO THOUSAND years in Prison, you have Lanthys, a death god who heard the Harp and its note singing, you have the Bone Carver who imprisoned himself willingly in Prison--and yet NOT ONE OF THEM sensed the presence of an Asteri sleeping in a glass coffin beneath their feet.
Yet Super Bryce found the sleeping Asteri in 2 days. And managed to kill her too.
I can go on and on, but I think you get the point.
Prythians look like backward dopes and maybe they are, but I don't think they are supposed to be? Like the MOST POWERFUL HIGH LORD IN HISTORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! was taken by some girl in pink sneakers. Not to mention her stealing Azriel's prized unique dagger just like that.
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Okay i have a very silly question
who would win in a fight? Canon Shiro, canon Kuron, ps8 Kuron or c&ai Kuron? Whether or not weapons are allowed is up to you
You could propably throw in shrödinger au Shiro to the mix but i kinda doubt this guy would really fight the others........
Ohhh this is good question!!! Ok listen, truth to be told i am kinda shit at analyzing fight skills and just physical fights in general. Literally every fight scene i see i am like "ok why cant we shoot at the problem? I am pretty sure a hidden sniper can take them out, a bullet in the head is still a bullet in the head". I understand this doesnt make for cinema and cool scenes At All not to mention sometimes they do give good answers (immortality of homunculi in fmab, no guns in atla) but still. Not to mention i feel like fights dont have definate winner. Skills matter!! A lot!!! Especially in competitions with rules!! However other factors can change the outcome and often people skilled at one thing may not be skilled at other. Fighter could be tired or sick or anything. This is especially true for unofficial fights. So please take this with a grain of salt
So i personally feel like c&ai!Kuron has the highest chances of winning, it is because-
1) the years he has on all of them. Like Shiro become such an excellent fighter in 1 hell year of fighting in galra empire, now imagine the training he'll get of 6 hell years of fighting in the yeehaw sector.
2) He fights dirty. Very very dirty. Now i do think all Shiros and all Kurons are willing to fight dirty if situation calls for it, however c&ai!Kuron has learnt several tricks from fighting and surviving people who would do anything to win and survive and he would use them
3) He has gun and training from Lance and he wont hesitate, bitch!
However i doubt he'll actually would seriously fight the others. He's chill and he's not fighting them to survive so he probably wont, like possibly take in a few punches, go down in first round, be like "Oh noo you beat meee" and just outta there and get himself a drink.
Canon!Shiro and Canon!Kuron i believe are equals in fighting skill (also i am subscribing to the headcanon/theory by either @/headspacedad or @/void-tiger (i am so sorry i do not know who made it😭😭) that Kuron was holding back against Keith and still fighting against Haggar cause no fucking way his twink ass won.) Therefore i feel they'll have equal chances and would prove to be a challege for each other as well as c&ai!Kuron. If we are talking about Haggar taking control of Kuron than Shiro would win.
Ps8!Kuron is not winning this but he will fight with unadulterated rage. He just got his body back and just relearned how to write again. He is getting into cage matches to get better (horrible decision made while a breakdown really) git his ass kicked and then kicked ass but it would take a while before he reaches his former self's skill level.
Sr!Shiro is also definately NOT winning this. All the others are like super cool badass fighter with training and skill that they still remember despite their circumstances. Sr!Shiro? That man is literally Just Some Guy™. At best you can expect martial arts training he may have done as a kid but other than that? Nah, they'll chew him alive
Anyway thanks for asking!!!!
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spatio-rift · 9 months
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rating kidous father figures
his dead dad: was overseas so often for his job that kidou remembers his first 6 years of life as being just haruna and him. so little presence at home that there wasnt a single family photo or personal belonging that kidou and haruna could have kept as a memento after their parents death. the only way kidou can feel close to him is through a soccer magazine he owned, but he doesnt actually know if his dad was interested in soccer. youd think with him out of the picture so early in his life hed get at least some points if only bc we dont really know anything about him but kidou cant have nice things. 0/10
his alive dad mr kidou: left kageyama to raise him. his only presence in kidous life pre-football frontier debacle was to put pressure on him to be the perfect son and heir and parade him around at fancy zaibatsu events. couldnt even allow his son one (1) interest, he had to be convinced that letting him play soccer could be beneficial for the zaibatsu by kageyama. did not see any issue with making his sons estranged sister a prize to be won. i will give him a single point because he apologized and is genuinely trying to be a better dad to kidou now. 1/10
kageyama: we all watched the show. does not even see kidou as a person. somehow never apologized to him even after having a massive change of heart because kidou somehow found it in himself to want to help him after everything. even had the gall to go and get killed before he and kidou could have a proper, private discussion about Everything. 0/10
hakamada: i genuinely believe hes the only reason kidou turned out relatively okay. cares a lot about him, cooks with him, is close enough with him to be teasing, worries about him, attends events important to kidou when his dad is too busy to come like the FF finals.... this man raised him. 10/10
kyougoku: if you dont know him this is his kingcraft tutor. as stern and uptight as he looks hes actually incredibly supportive of kidous endeavors, perceptive of his emotional state and understanding enough to end lessons early if kidou seems upset or tired with absolutely no hard feelings. he just overall seems to think very highly of kidou and want the best for him which i very much appreciate. this man comes over for like 2 hours every other evening but hes already much better than his dad. 10/10
kudou: while i understand that hes got reasons for his grouchiness i just think kidous already had to act as the middle man between the team and an uncommunicative coach enough for a lifetime. i cant forgive that he knew about kidous relationship with kageyama, saw how badly kageyama being on the island was affecting him, and just told him to fuck off if he wasnt gonna focus on practice. cant get worse than kageyama though, and he seems reasonable enough in ares that im willing to give him a 5/10.
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I wonder if part of it is landscape of media at the times, because I don't recall this being the issue when 2011 rolled around and a whole new audience was introduced via the show. It very much was a fun time of analyzing the story as something more meaningful then gritty fantasy.
But then the show got worse over time and around season 5 and 6 there was a shift in perspective. Because it did become more about the killing and unexpected deaths as the focus, and people then took that lens and put it on the books. So they're looking at the books with a lens of a story telling method that isnt there.
But because it's also so popular it means these people all look at their own stories to tell and use that mistaken lens of dark and gritty as their focal point when it is not about the death. Neds death wasnt there to be shocking and author kill happy because SO many moving parts had to come together and lead up to it.
But people were shocked by it, and that mistaken their shock as authorial intent and it has started a chain reaction of souring story telling as gritty sells. When it doesnt. GoT only did well when it had thr heart of the story in mind, as soon as it became about the death around season 5 did notably was not the cultural phenomenon it once was and nothing thing to mimic that grit has succeeded like early GoT.
If you read agot and then adwd youd be like "are these even the same story?" Because so much of that world was meaningfully filled out in between. Robbs death wasnt memorable because it was shock value, it was memorable because if EVERYTHING that led up to the character he had grown to be and the tragedy of having it taken away.
I think part of it is just really, general audiences only took away the violence and shock value and mistakenly decided that has always been the intent. When asoiaf and even early seasons GoT were using death and violence as a tool to tell a greater story, not to be the story itself. But that became the popular take away of the series and people both use it to wrongly judge asoiaf and also use it as a template for their own stories when that takeaway is entierly incorrect.
I think you're right and the dividing line you have noticed is right where D&D lost interest in adapting the books after they finished A Storm of Swords. There was still a great deal of misreading of the series before that, but they went completely off-book after that point and the series became exactly what I'm complaining about: feeding characters into a meatgrinder for shock twists!!! and not to serve the narrative, and not progressing character development past the point it reached in ASOS. Just repeating the same beats after that. Lack of follow-through on consequences of anything, like Cersei can just blow up the Vatican with the president and vice president inside it and there's no fallout. Everyone reverts to roughly where they were at in Book 2 having learned nothing. Big setpieces that wrap up in ways that are visually dramatic but make no thematic sense (I'm still mad about Arya killing the Night King, wtf was that). Etc.
I think it's entirely possible to misread the books this way all on one's own -- just visit reddit -- so I wouldn't blame it all on show-onlies. But the TV adaptation did not help, absolutely.
edit to add: I very much remember the "evil santa" and "GRRM loves death" memes in the early years of the show, though. I don't think that was new, it just got worse.
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hiii pls infodump about outis maybe??? i have been looking around ur blog for info about him but i havent found much 😔 /lh
HI HELLO im glad ur interested in the fish man...... hes lowkey criminally underdeveloped in a lot of ways but i do have a few things i havent shared before i think
1. some physical stuff about him is that i generally put him around adverage height (like 5'7"/5'8" or so) and hes pretty sturdy. it takes a lot to knock him around but he will usually let people lile drag/move him places if they want to
2. hes kinda strong (can generally lift people/heavy objects with ease) but also very gentle and will usually refuse to do so because he gets afraid he will drop them. he forgets hes holding things sometimes no matter how obvious and in his face the thing is. if you ask him to hold something he will put all his focus on remembering he is holding That Thing and blank out until its taken from him
3. hes had his turtles for a number of years (like before moving to dt, since hes lived with his parents) and he wanted to name them things relating to their scientific species names but his parents told him to be normal so they got named after ninja turtle colors instead
4. while the gentleness is partially because of his anxiety and his not wanting to upset anyone he is also just generally a gentle guy. hes very conscious of other peoples (and animals) feelings and boundaries and the last thing he wants to do is accidentally hurt somebody. hes very niceys
5. he will give literally everybody benefit of the doubt. he believes that generally most people are just trying their best and its pretty much impossible to get him to snap at anyone. even in his route, when the player would be able to be mean to him, he would always respond kindly no matter what they said or did. if a person genuinely irks him he just doesnt hang around them anymore hed rather die than get on someones case about something
6. despite it all i wouldnt really call him a push over, more just. hopelessly optimistic about the world around him. his brain is constantly telling him that everything and everyone is scary and wants him to explode so he has to tell himself that isnt true in order to function, even if that results in worse situations for himself sometimes
7. in his route you would in fact get to meet his turtles and the fish in his fishtank. you would also give him the opportunity to introduce you to each one via name, species, natural habitat, and more if you so choose
8. i Think ive mentioned it before but he is in fact a bit hard of hearing. because of this he talks a little louder. its also why he misses information sometimes, because he gets too scared of asking people to repeat themselves for him. a little sad when one of his favorite activities when around someone hes comfy with is listening to them talk
9. he can come off a bit ditzy but he is genuinely pretty intelligent, he just doesnt really use his braincells for things that dont actively interest him in some way
10. he picked his name because he went through a phase when he was just kinda messing around with his identity where he was interested in mythology (starting with more water-based things and growing from there), he clicked with the name and asked some of his friends to start calling him by that and it just stuck. if you directly asked him anything about mythology nowadays he probably wouldnt have much to say but if it just randomly comes up in a convo he will probably infodump about it some without really thinking abt it
11. speaking of his name he has a little script memorized of how its spelled where it comes from and what it means because hes used to having to explain it to friends/family
12. he mostly got top surgery for back related issues, hes generally pretty happy with his body. he would however give himself gills given the chance
13. he likes holding hands and hugging onto people but will only do it if you clearly tell him to his face that it is 100% okay to do so otherwise he will never touch you in a million years. there would probably be dialogue options in his route where the player can give him permission to do so and stuff implying theyre actively holding hands and stuff
14. there would be an option for the player to lie and tell him theyre a sea monster. he would think it was very cool and proceed to infodump about some of that water beast knowledge he knows
15. he does have a stutter, i wouldnt really say its Because of his anxiety but the anxiety certainly doesnt help. it mostly causes him to repeat words, but he also struggles with L's, Y's, and R's occasionally.
16. his font is harlow solid italic and his associated color is #FF8776
bonus have a doodle of him
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cowboy-robooty · 2 years
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omg also reupping dis old ass drawing because me thinks actually italy is 99.999999999% attracted to girls like his kindergarten boyfriend holy rome dies in da war and he goes fuck that gay shit on god and proceeds to become a girl luvr for lyfe. in fact i think before germany he only idenfied himself as bi because he of course always remembers and keeps holy rome in his heart like no man holy rome gave me my f slur pass never forget my roblox boyfriend 🙏🙏 but slso uhmmmmmmmm pussy? hi pussy? Ladies? Ladies? Ladies? Pussy? Girlcock? Pussy? (no boypussy). (basically means for literally 6 fuck ton years or whatever he only loved da ladies and was like uhmmmmm no. to le Boys and started guessing holy rome was the only boy ever for him) but anyways yeas so i think when he starts getting that heart boner for germy he actually cant tell. like he does all the canon hetalia gay shit like sleeping in the same bed named wif him and begging for cheek kisses and being too scared to masturbate at night without germany sitting next to him to protect him from the boogeyman etc etc and genuinely doesnt realize anything until one day hes hanging out wif austria and hungary and theyre chillin maxin relaxin all cool and hungary says something when her malewife is fussing around like “hes so delicate isnt he? *fans him gently*” and austrias like “**ben shapiro voice** i’m not a girl” and then prussia whos been sewed inside the couch (because he thinks hes being sooo sneaky and going to get so much dirt om them but literally everyone can see theres a fucking human shaped lump in the damn couch but also nobody has said anything bevause they refuse to acknowledge prussia. fuck that bitch let him roast like a pig in there. they’re turning the heater on even tho its 70 degrees outside) can’t resist saying “you sure sounded like one last night” and from there the regular austria hungary prussia bullshit breaks loose but italys like LAWL and then thinks haha!! heh.. imagine if germany was a girl…………….
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wait. O_O
and thats how italy realizes that hes got a heart bonar for germy kun now he just has to find out if he has a physical one too!!!!!!11!11!11!
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ivyuns · 2 years
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bet on you - sunghoon
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genre: angst | fluff
word count: 1.9k
warnings: plot does make sense (thumbs down), reader gets bullied, threats, mentions of self harm, your mom doesnt like sunghoon, falling off a tree, childhoon besties, blood work, bets, lmk if i missed anything
summary: sunghoon is the most popular guy at school and dates y/n as a bet. after y/n found out, she broke up w him and gets bullied. having enough, she ends the pain but brings sunghoon into pain now. 
note: I WROTE THIS IN SCHOOL AND NOW SEEING IT IT LOOKS MESSY WUUWFHFFH also, a little spoiler on sunghoons part in fever? enjoy ~
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“y/n? would you go on a date with me?”
sunghoon poked you, after running across the school to find you. “huh?”
“are you serious?” you asked him. parts of you hoped this day would come, but the other part of you was unsure about this question. is he messing with you? does he even like you? shoot, you guys never talked until today.
“sunghoon, were not even close-” “nah ah ah” he pauses and sits next to the empty chair next to you. “dont you remember me from our childhood days?”
ah. so that’s where it began— your feelings for sunghoon.
your moms has been friends since the birth of you and sunghoon. sunghoon had been a year older than you and started growing up together. only until your mom had moved work across the city.
you and sunghoon were devastated, knowing it’ll be your last day with him, your lover.
the last day, you two spent the day at the treehouse in sunghoons backyard, spilling secrets to each other.
“hoon! did you hear what happened to ronnie! she—“ “yes y/n, i know. i’ve heard it from 10 different people.”
you frowned. the past days felt like sunghoon was ignoring you for no reason. “hoon, what’s wrong?” you scoot next to him, resulting him to move farther away from you, not noticing the trapdoor that was open, he fell through it.
reaching your hand to grab him saved him from falling to the hard ground, but the weight pulled you down which resulted you both falling.
crying and sobbing was heard in the backyard. the moms came out of the house to see their babies crying, thinking they had a fight and hurted each other.
“i hope to never see y/n with sunghoon ever again”
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now your last year in high school came by quickly and saw him again. hoping that he wouldn’t remembered you, but things sometimes never gets planned right.
“y/n? kang y/n?”
you quickly shut your locker and walked away, hoping to get the hint. “aye y/n!” sunghoon jogged up to you and grabbed your shoulder. “hello.”
and ever since that day, you tried to ignore him. from day one of returning to school and the girls saw him with you, they threatened you to back away from him. and you respected their decision, kindly.
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“y/n? hello? you okay?”
sunghoon waved his hands in front of you after staring off to space. “huh? oh, yeah i’m okay.”
“so? are we dating or not?”
“but hoon-“
oh how he tried to hide his smile after hearing his nickname from you. how badly he missed it.
“yes? okay, meet me at your favorite restaurant tonight at 6, dress pretty” sunghoon winked, leaving you alone with your decisions.
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the day after the date, you two got to keep up with each other. sunghoon had always got to say ‘i love you’ and you felt bad for not returning it. of course, he understood why and said to take your time with saying love words. buy it still made you feel guilty.
so today is the day. the day where you return the feelings.
you quickly ran to the cafeteria where sunghoon would be at with his friends. smiling with a heart shaped box full of chocolate to give to him. you saw his table and hid behind a wall before surprising him.
“sunghoon? did you make her fall in love with you?” you heard jay speak. “i-i think, i don’t know. she hasn’t said i love you yet but i can see her feelings for me.” “then you know what time it is right?” sunghoon looked up and looked at his hyung. “but h-hyung! i don’t want to hurt her! she’s been through a lot and and-“
sunghoon stopped speaking as soon as he saw your crying figure behind his friend who sat in front of him. “y-y/n i-“ before the boy could continue his sentence, “let’s break up.” you said and threw the box and ran away to the restroom.
he got up but jay grabbed his wrist. “you don’t love her, right?” “fuck off, i cant hurt her again” sunghoon told him and yanked jay’s hands off, tears escaping his eyes.
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the moment you entered the restroom, the door was locked and saw the bullies from earlier of the year. “fuck” you muttered. “oh hi y/n! happy to know you owned his heart and broke it? you cheated on him didnt you?” “w-what? why would i-“ she cuts you off by slamming you on a wall. “you guys know what to do.”
and that was the last thing you heard before you saw black.
sunghoon ran across the school to find you. tear streaks were now stained on his cheeks and was out of breath. y/n. y/n. was all he thought of.
asking every student to see if they ever seen you, the replies were either “who?” or “no i’ve haven’t.” stress started filling up sunghoon and eventually worry. you couldn’t have left campus. the gates are closed.
he’s on the brink of giving up until he saw ronnie and her friends. “i cant believe she would cheat on sunghoon.” is all he heard from her mouth. anger was shown.
“what the fuck did you say?” “oh sunghoon! i heard about y/n. i’m sorry that she cheated on you but you have me you kno-“ sunghoon grabbed her collar. “don’t you dare speak that way to y/n. now tell me what happened to her.”
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sunghoon ran to the girls restroom and saw you in a stall wirh blood all over you. “god y/n. sweetie i’m so sorry.” he sobbed and picked you up, rushing you to the nurse.
the nurse treated your cuts and gave you treatment. the nurse told him that you’ll wake up soon. soon turned into a day, and eventually took you to the hospital.
sunghoon sat next to your bed and held your hand, begging you to wake up soon. it’s been 5 days and he was desperate for you to wake up. “y/n, please. i’m sorry.” sunghoon whispered and placed a kiss on your lips.
the door opened and revealed your mom. “sunghoon. what are you doing here?” she was surprised to see him. he seemed nervous to see your mom for the first time in a while. “i-i-“ “can you get out? please?” she told him, tears threatening to fall from her.
sunghoon nodded and slowly left the room. before he could close the door, he saw your mother wiping her tears away and muttering “im sorry”. he closed the door and sat next to your room, hoping youll just wake up soon.
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the next days felt hell to him. at school, he kept getting threats. nobody knew what really happened and just made up rumors of how he bullied you until your last breathe and regretted it.
after school, he’ll come to the hospital with dirt on him, but he didn’t care. he needed to see if you were awake. your mom noticed him too. she saw how tired he was after school, how breatheless he was to run to you, how much he cared for you. the never ending tears she saw because she knew he loves and cares for you.
“sunghoon, let me talk to you.”
“you know, ever since she came to this school and she came back home, she would never do anything. she wouldn’t eat dinner with us. she would always stay in her room for what reason. she always came home in a bad mood and i’m not sure, but can you tell me? please?” your mother begged.
she wanted to help you in the best way as possible but she didn’t want things to get worse beteeen the two of you.
sunghoon was speechless. at school, he always saw you in your happiest. he didn’t know what made your mood turn into sour. his head started to hurt.
was it all the teasing he did to you? was it because of him?
“i i think it’s me, m/n. ever since i started talking to her, i’ve heard from other student that there were our classmates bothering her. because they saw i was talking to her and assumed she was flirting with me. please m/n, i never meant for this to happen. i’m so sorry” sunghoon got on his knees, begging for forgiveness.
the two were a sobbinh mess, your mom made sunghoon stand up and gave him a hug. “don’t worry honey. i can tell you care for her a lot. i know you never meant any of this. but let me tell you something.” she paused.
“she might not wake up.” sunghoon felt like the world just gave up on him. he didn’t want to exist anymore. he wanted to run away and hide.
“they said she lost so much blood. her blood seeped through the bandages so now she’s feeling really lightheaded in her sleep. the only thing we can hope for is someone who’s willing to give her blood from them with the same type.”
he felt dizzy. he felt like punching the wall. but then he remembered you two had the same blood type. he didn’t care. he was healthy and wanted to save you. “i’ll be her donor”
the blood work made sunghoon throw up. he hated to smell and look of blood and he just wanted it to hurry up.
the doctors told him that his blood would immediately get to you, and he hoped you’ll wake up this time for sure.
the next day, you opened your eyes with bright white lights and your mom beside you. you felt your body being tense and sore at the same time. you saw blood and other medical instructions around you. oh. you thought.
your mom turned around from the tv and saw your eyes open. “y/n? you’re awake! sunghoon! she’s awake!” you saw her get up and open the curtain to see him on another bed right next to yours. your mom left to go get the doctors and you stirred away from his figure and looked at the window beside you.
“y/n.”
he kept repeating your name until he saw down next to you. he saw the tears that kept falling and your lips red from holding in your sobs. “hoon” you whimpered.
before he could bring you into his arms, your mom came in with the doctor, so he just held your hand.
he checked in on you and told you updates on your body. and thanked sunghoon for helping you wake up. your mom saw your eyes widen and looked at the boy next to you. she smiled and left you two alone for a while to get food for the three of you.
“thank you hoon.”
he finally brought you in his embrace and gave you a peck on your head. “i love you” you blurted out. sunghoon pulled away, and big smile on his face. “you what?” he teased.
you scoffed and looked the other way. “heyyy im sorry okay? genuinely. for everything. i’m the reason why you’re here in the first place.” sunghoon apologized.
“was i really a bet?” you asked. he shook his head but mentally slapped himself. “at first yes, but! i realized i do love you days after. i do really like you y/n, and i do really want to date you. not as a bet this time.”
you saw how sincere he was. you saw the love he had for you. he knew he did really love you. and you loved him too.
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glitchdollmemoria · 6 months
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mutual 1: lost my damned tome again, i think i should just become a blacksmith at this rate
mutual 2: yeah milord that "herb" is a "spell component" 😏😶‍🌫️
mutual 3: i just know the court jesters pussy is tight
mutual 4: met this knight at the tavern and he bought me a drink after my gig and so i started kissing on his helmet only for him to take it off and reveal he was a butch lesbian who thought i was a fair maiden but no im just some fucking twink in tights fml fml
mutual 5: the skeletons are back
mutual 6: the king loves the way i jingle 🔔... yet her majesty hears not a chime! 🤭
mutual 7: my horse doesnt know how to read scrolls. my horse doesnt know anything
mutual 8: EXTREMELY disappointed in thayleria the swift :( the piercing tusk of a wild beast would do less harm to us all than her treacherous queerbaiting. might take a break from social magica #gayleria #we fucking trusted you #does our patronage mean nothing to you
mutual 9: lord maladaptivus should be slain
mutual 10: did elf ketamine with aldrunne oakbow and they put me in the hundred year labyrinth because "youre funny when youre confused" literally what the hell is their problem. anyway are there any cronefuckers online? fantastic news dearie
mutual 11: i need to dunk blorb'o from my epics in tar
mutual 12: sorry i havent been active im swamped in parchmentwork #aging scryblr userbase i know
mutual 13: BY THE DIVINES I NEED GNOME GOCK
mutual 14: necromancy is literally fine i dont understand all the fuss?? theyre already dead they dont care if i use them in battle
mutual 15: wyrm day isnt gonna save scryblr you buffoons
mutual 16: holy fucking shit i cant believe some of you actually dont ask the dead for permission before resurrecting them. you are literally the entire reason that necromancy is still illegal in some kingdoms. You Are The Problem. get help.
mutual 17: please remember good revolt etiquette! *quill drawn infographic with the worst advice youve ever seen*
mutual 18: how to undo rat curse
mutual 19: this loser just tried to give my mother a dowry of two hens and a pebble for my hand in marriage,, i,,,, ???
mutual 20: ok but am i the only one who thinks adventurers are hot when theyre all exhausted and grimy and weary and (the royal archers aim directly through my window)
mutual 21: had another prophetic dream. tome in chimera lair
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antiloreolympus · 1 year
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10 Anti LO Asks
(Note: All of these asks are before episode 206 (Season 2 finale) so some may be dated.) 1. LMAO there are literal myths from 2k+ years ago of mythology being pro breast feeding?? like there's a myth of Hera being so pro-breastfeeding she doesn't even flinch at the idea of feeding some random baby (Heracles) that Athena was holding who was being fussy. The nymphs are also called "nurses" to various deities and their kids, which including breastfeeding them. why do LO fans act like she's invented everything thats been common place for centuries at this point?
2. The gay representation in this is so bad that I forget about Athena and Hestia being LOVERS. I only remembered cause a fan mentioned them during an argument about diversity 😂 How ironic 
3. the reason RS doesnt get why her "fertility godess" idea is easily broken apart with even a second of thought it because she has this bizarre view of the world where she thinks a mythology that was fairly fluid in its ideals (esp with sex and gender) is to be like you know whats a good idea, separating EVERYTHING by sex to where it's more conservative than 800 BC. zeus is more of a fertility god than persephone is but god forbid rachel not be gender essentialist about everything in this comic
4. I do love that one panel of Persphone dressed as a Fury bc it was supposed to be her being "badass and sexy" that Hades literally GROANED over it (bleh) and it's like MA'AM she literally looks twelve??? does she know even short people have normal proportions as adults??? anyway jail Hades I hate him
5. I've seen some people critique LO for the colorful gods trope and tbh I don't think it's an issue? I think the issue is more how lazy Rachel is with it. Hercules and OSP put thought into the colors with still unique designs, so the color enhances their designs. meanwhile with LO color is their ONLY design, because there's nothing to tell anyone apart besides color, but even then it fails when all the nymphs are just Persephone with pointy ears, and there is now another Hera clone running around
6. The thing is to me Rachel SHOULD take criticism and fix what she can, but her only solutions to any criticism she does listen to is often just?? stupid?? The "internalized misogyny" and "but capitalism!" bits don't actually fix any issue within the comic and it's more of a virtue signal from Rachel she "hears them" but won't actually do anything and just wants them to shut up. It's also as subtle as the color schemes she uses, which is not at all. She's as subtle as a sledgehammer to the face.
7. I saw someone refer to the LO art as a saccharine "gender-reveal art style" and I laughed so hard that I'm never ever calling it anything else again
8. Isn't Persephone in comic confirmed to have stopped aging at 19? so wouldn't a timeskip not help the age gap? i's not like Hades somehow got younger. idk the specifics but it seems she didn't just stop physically aging at 19, she's also mentally and emotionally stuck at 19 too, so her technically being 30+ now doesn't actually help when she's still going to be 19 forever anyway. anyway RS isn't a very good writer.
9. Ok so either the rest of the season now is RS backtracking to do flashbacks which makes the timeskip a waste of time/random bc why not just go through the day by day style she was doing anyway in that case OR she'll just be like "idk YOU imagine what happened i'm moving ahead" which is so?? lazy??? and a waste of everyone's time?? like dont dick your readers around for almost half a decade with stuff that doesnt matter only to NOT show them over a decade of in story development??
10. ZEUS NUMERO UNO!!!! he's a better king than hades
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glizzyuvu · 1 year
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This might not be related to Welcome home or something, but here???
This is manly sonic shit.
This is just some hcs I have for the blue fuck.
I do headcanon that Classic doesnt talk. Like He doesnt want. Which is something a lot of people have headcanoned, Which I dont blame them.
Tails and Sonic hide things from each other. Like their favorite food cuz the other made them pissed, or for a prank.
Amy is good at basketball. No questions needed.
Rouge has tried to paint shadow's nails. But shadow bite the shit out of her. He got grounded for a week. (Yes it was a bit. A BIT. deep)
Sonic can't have a ball near him. It will pop. Everytime.
Sonic doesn't remember ANYTHING that happened before his first adventure/saving people from eggman.
Classic sonic is 6. Does he look 12? 11?! NO!!! HE LOOKS LIKE A 6 YEAR OLD. 6!!!
and that's it. BYEEE.
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