#he would humiliate himself for it

[carniferous]

at times i do indulge in a bit of cold ruthless anti hero regulus but like the way i envision him the “soft enough to believe them” line will always be central to who he is

#before anything else he is so so desperate to be loved and approved of #he would humiliate himself for it #and that’s also why i think it’s important for the black brothers #that their relationship had deteriorated long before sirius left #like ofc that was the final nail in the coffin #but to me the reason regulus didn’t go with sirius isn’t that he didn’t want to #or believed their parents were good to them. it’s that he didn’t believe sirius LOVED HIM anymore #and he wasn’t going to exchange terrible love for no love at all #dil.txt

[beetlevsboy]

show runners already said they want to put desire as an antag in season 2 and I am. not ready. if they pull another taunting Edwin with what he wants but can’t have while also being humiliated with this want. It was a cruel private thing with the cat king but to do it in front of Charles would be so mortifying for Edwin

or vise verse for Charles god…

#dead boy detectives #dbda #dbd #edwin payne #charles rowland #payneland #i need them to kiss #their friendship and the concept of friendship being enough is so so important to me but equally so is Charles being able to accept a part #of himself that he wouldn’t hate on anyone else but would be inferior and just another thing he can’t do right for himself #is this anything #I actually can’t take it if Charles has to watch Edwin get humiliated like that #And Edwin has to be humiliated while he watches

[frownyalfred]

Having thoughts about your little ficlet crossover with the Boys again today!!!!

The parallels and differences between all of the Seven and the Justice League are still so interesting to me. All of the things that the league could do that the seven actively participate in. Also the idea of Clark purposefully doing anything Bruce wants whenever Homelanders watching after that little "you let him talk to you like that"

Clark in the corner like Bitch, that's my bestie. Don't talk to him that way. >:(

Homelander: so you just let that human talk to you like that and order you around?

Superman, who was about to do all of Homelander's intake himself but just decided it's B's turn: actually, yes.

#asks #anon #homelander is about to have every invasive medical test under the sun #by bruce himself #also then he has to sit in front of bruce while he makes a decision #imagine how humiliating #that would be #bruce wayne #batman #dc #myfic #theresurrectionist #clark kent #superman #homelander #the boys #justice league #jl #the seven

[asmo-cosmetics]

when i say i ship asrian what i need you to understand is that i mean i want asra to apologize and beg for julian back. possibly in messy tears

#you can't convince me he wasn't the shittiest most manipulative awful boyfriend ever. no one understands me #as always debate and arguments are not welcome on my posts and you will be blocked #but like. listen ok. my headcanon is basically that they were fwb (for a rlly long time) #and julian fell in love with him because of course he did #and asra knew even before he ever admitted it because julian is obvious af #but asra was essentially just using julian and specifically dominating julian as an outlet to feel powerful #so the whole dynamic was basically humiliating for julian because they both knew that he loved asra and they both knew that asra #was using him for sex #but then asra actually did slowly start to fall in love with julian #which julian would obviously never notice because he hates himself #so it was pretty easy to hide. so asra hid it because he hated the thought of being vulnerable in front of julian #and then eventually let julian leave him with his whole dramatic shit of 'asra you deserve better' #and he couldn't say anything because he knew it was his fault #because that was what asra had made him believe #and then finds a way to twist it in his head to basically what he told mc in julian's route #that julian was 'deciding what's best for him' #instead of admitting that he was in love but he couldn't admit it because he thought he was above someone like julian #asrian #the arcana #wank // #<- i don't really see it as wank but i also really do not want asra stans bitching on my posts 🙏

[daylighteclipsed]

I think if you convinced Astarion not to ascend, he’s there for the Haarlep encounter, and you fail the CON check (push Haarlep away), he should lose his cool and fire an arrow at Haarlep or something and interrupt Haarlep’s magic, giving you another chance to fight instead. I do think the sex abuse survivor witnessing his friend or lover being coerced into sex would notice when they want to escape and would have something to say about it.

#it’s wild how all of your party members stand there and watch this unfold in silence #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #it’s so uncomfortable and humiliating #i couldn’t handle it i had to reload my save and go the fighting route instead #i had lae’zel and shadowheart with me. and i get how they could ig bear this in stoney-faced silence #but i had astarion with me too. and i just do Not believe he’d watch this in silence #not after you’ve helped free him from a life of abuse slavery and noncon #he should protest more than ‘are you sure we can trust [haarlep]’ #or maybe even offer to take your/tav’s place #it wouldn’t work of course. haarlep would insist on tav #but it would further show his char development since act 1 and how much he’s grown to care about you/tav #that he’s willing to put himself through that again so you don’t have to #i mean #I’m not the only one who sees parallels between cazador and haarlep #AND astarion and haarlep #right #I’m not the only one who thinks haarlep would Really Bother astarion. right #I’ve heard astarion is sympathetic (the only companion who is) if you lose/surrender your body #but i just think he should also be the one who’s like hey let’s Not let our friend be taken advantage of like this

[khihi]

tbf i do think jere would enjoy our penisposting if he could understand it

#we lead by his example after all this is just the vibe he himself has set #käärijä #jere pöyhönen #most celebs would be horrified abt what gets said about their junk on this site but i think he'd enjoy it #him and his humiliation ki—*gunshots*

[pochapal]

they cannot see beatrice because beatrice exists only as a rhetorical tool in their contradictory arguments. in other words, beatrice is furniture.

#umineko liveblog #beatrice is summoned only when needed to soothe the family's guilt and then dismissed when it suits them #beatrice being entertained when they can't find a clear cut way to pin the blame on their favored target #is quite literally the exact same thing as when eva accused shannon of poisoning her because she couldn't find an opening to attack natsuhi #or when kanon was humiliated in the garden because openly sniping at each other at that point would see the siblings lose face #beatrice is actually and literally furniture. this is why she hated kanon so much. she is the same thing as him #at the end kanon did what she never could. he defined himself as something other than an object to be used and discarded by the ushiromiyas #it's all coming together i'm making the connections i'm digesting the themes I See What Is Happening Here

[fideidefenswhore]

'Thus he ended his speech, and he doesn't say That he had wronged or spoken ill of the king, But he prayed that God long keep the king In life, in happiness, [in honour], and in contentment. And when, to the people in attendance, he said, With a steadfast countenance, "Pray for me," With a firm heart he presented his head To the sharp blade that carried it off in one blow. [And not fearing the great cruelty Of the sharp blade [...] Each one seeing that people bore great grief from it] The [three] who had to die afterwards Said nothing, as if they intentionally Had entrusted Rochford Alone to speak for their conscience [...] [The Queen] was still so curious [...] Therefore, they tell her that her brother had shown The greatest strength of any man ever seen [...] The story of the death of Anne Boleyn : a poem by Lancelot de Carle, JoAnn DellaNeva (Translator, Editor, Writer of added commentary)

"'I will,' he said in a good lawyerly fashion, 'not in this point arouse any suspicion which might prejudice the king's issue.' Unwilling to drop his line of questioning, Hales next claimed that George had spread malicious reports which called into question the paternity of Anne's child, Elizabeth. George did not dignify this with an answer. He knew his own sister." Hunting the Falcon, John Guy & Julia Fox

"But George refused to answer the question with the required yes or no, not wishing, he said, “to engender or create suspicion in a matter likely to prejudice the issue the King might have from another marriage.” Nor would he respond to any suggestion that he had spread a rumour that Elizabeth was not Henry’s. The idea that he believed Elizabeth was not the king’s child and that he had repeated such an untruth was, to George, so contemptible that he would not even dignify it with a reply." The Infamous Lady Rochford, Julia Fox

"George Boleyn's real 'crime' was to be Anne Boleyn's brother and Princess Elizabeth's uncle. He was intelligent and spirited enough to mount a powerful defence of his sister. He was powerful enough to provide the focus for Boleyn followers and, especially, those who would assert Elizabeth's rights as heir to the crown." Anne Boleyn, Josephine Wilkinson

#tsf repeated the line of 'george sealed his own fate' which pissed me off...so much #(yes these are screencaps from tsf. don't @ me) #george boleyn #first of all; george's fate was already sealed. so #secondly; i feel like that report from chapuys has been...misinterpreted; possibly? #(unpopular opinion forthcoming): i don't think he repeated what was written on the accusations he was brought #to humiliate henry (although probably this was a bonus) #i think it was more a matter of... he wasn't going to allow them to accuse him of having said something ('not even more replied better') #that they refused to read into the record. and accountability and possibly more a way to give one last blow to cromwell #vis a vis humiliating henry. which is part of why wulfhall was so infuriating #that it was portrayed as cromwell 'tricking' george into doing so. #because the next part (oft omitted which is why i've included it above) is that he won't say anything to impugn the king's issue. #and the NEXT part is to accuse him himself of having spread rumors elizabeth wasn't the king's child #and why would he do that. even his enemies admitted his intelligence #(christopher hales was very closely connected to cromwell and george would've known that if he fucked up it would reflect on cromwell and #thus infuriate henry) #as for his last speech; i wish he was given the credit that anne is given and deserves #which is that his final words were to protect his remaining family #but yeah. so much interesting in de carles. these men being fortified by notcing the crowd was grieving them; not exulting in their ends.

[backpackingspace]

thinking about how for like the first two years of obi wans apprenticeship qui gon did not give a fuck what obi wan did (or even really what happened to him) before snapping out of it and realizing he was actually very much responsible for this child and course corrected into being a helicopter parent and how obi wan always read this as mistrust instead of concern and guilt.

#Star wars #qui gon jinn #obi wan kenobi #The disaster linages complicated relationship #Neglect #Trauma #Like qui gon was deeply traumatized individual #And I think he just could not deal with being responsible for another child #Like I'm pretty sure obi wan would do something and qui gon would be having literal flashbacks of xantos #Which is not an excuse for obi wan being left to fend for himself but #And that lackluster care ran deep man like obi wan regularly ended up on a completely different planet during those early missions #But to that 13 year old baby wan it felt like trust #So when qui gon started suddenly giving a shit and putting rules in place it felt like mistrust #It's a pretty common reaction to see in kids when their parents who hadn't been parenting get it together #Qui gon having so much guilt being a helicopter tired dad #Wrestling his feral padawan into one of those kid leashes #Qui gon: through gritted teeth: its the will of the force Padawan stay fucking still I mean it I swear to all the gods #Obi wan: 15 and feral and war veteran twice over embressed to the point of finding this humiliating: #Master hates me? Mater distrusts me?? He thinks I need to be held on to like I'm fucking 7 years old when will I ever be good enough for hi

[jopzer]

the thing about royjamie is that they are Not drift compatible. their drift would be so fucking volatile they'd get in each others brains and accidentally kill themselves and everyone else in the building. this is my favorite thing about them.

#beebles #royjamie #ted lasso #jamie tartt #roy kent #been thinking about pacrim au mmmmuchly #i think roykeeley would be Pretty compatible but not quite #i think the three of them could make it but there would be many incidents. lives lost #they stand a shot with the three of them #i think maybe jamiekeeley are volatile in a different sort of way #especially if it's in his s1 asshole era but if it's s3 jamie OBVIOUSLY they're making it work #sort of. they're giving it a go anyway #i still think their best shot is all three of them together #i also think roy would never ever ever submit himself to drifting with someone he barely knows #even keeley would be pushing it #oh you want in my brain? you want to know all the humiliating things i want and feel and have done??? you want to know me??? #fuck no and fuck you for asking #if the three of them were drifting i think it'd open up a lot of new interesting dynamics also #roy relies on the drift to get across his thoughts and feelings and jamiekeeley are like #girl you cannot rely on brain telepathy. you have to talk to us #(he would rather not) #every time he talks he ends up sticking his foot in his mouth #but every time they drift they can just see and feel what he's thinking and feeling #also keeley would need 200% more keeley time #she and roy just lived together and worked in the same building and she couldn't hang #can you imagine if they shared the same BRAIN?? #i think drifting is like catnip for keeley she loves it but it's also theeeee scariest most mortifying thing #but we know she loves vulnerability tho and there's nothing more vulnerable #i can't keep secrets from you you've literally been in my brain and i've been in yours you know things about me even i don't #idk how jamie would feel about drifting tbh....

[moongothic]

Lotta people wondering if there is correlation between "Haki can reverse DF status effects" and "Croc never used Haki" (-> "he can't use Haki lest it detranses him"), and while plausible

I do want to ask, do y'all think Haki could reverse what Shinobu did to Momonosuke? No, this is related I swear

Like my logic is that there's generally speaking two types of Devil Fruit abilities

there's ones that create "temporary status effects" onto others, either wearing off with time or if the user passes out/dies/undoes the ability (Foxy, Sugar, Bonney etc)

ones that change you permanently and won't become undone even if the user died (though some may still be reversible by the original user) (Hancock, Shinobu etc)

And as we know, Haki can reverse those temporary status effects, as we see Law do with the Sickness Doc Q inflicted on him and his crew, right

So the question is, while Haki can reverse the temporary changes, can it also break through those (mostly) irreversible changes? Do you think Momonosuke could reverse Shinobu's Ripening ability and deage himself if he mastered his Haki?

Because I feel like, if not, Crocodile could totally use Haki (if he can in the first place) without it undoing Iva-chan's HRT, because Iva-chan's HRT is supposed to be permanent, it doesn't wear off, the only way to reverse it is supposed to be by Iva-chan's own hands

But if Momonosuke could deage himself again by mastering his Haki, then I feel like Crocodile could indeed be in trouble

#Moon posting #OP Spoilers #OP Meta #Sir Crocodile #I do feel like Doc Q's ''Turning Into A Woman'' Disease is like. Setup for fucking something #That shit was *way too fucking specific* for it to be just a throw-away gag for funsies #Who knows maybe Blackbeard and Cross Guild end up clashing and Doc Q does his thing #And ends up doing -100000 Dysphoria Damage to Crocodile's psyche or something #(But if Croc can't use Haki that could lead to a badass fucking way for him to awaken his Haki or something) #Or maybe Doc Q could abuse the sickness to his advantage if BB crew go up against the Strawhats #Because. As we all know. Sanji can't kick a lady. And Doc Q could make himself untouchable by our idiot cook. Or summin' #IDK #I think my deal is just that I don't want to see Crocodile get permanently detrans'd because god fucking knows #If he wanted to get the T again Ivankov would absolutely humiliate him to hell and back and I don't want to watch that #Esp since the two are on bad terms. Ivankov does not have to fulfill Crocodile's wishes at all. #It'd just be too painful man I just would not want to sit through that shit #Let my man enjoy his gender euphoria in peace he's too old he shouldn't have to deal with humiliation and dysphoria anymore

[indiemovies]

also tom telling greg that logan has cameras and watches the cctv footage every night only for the end to show logan watching the news and saying that’s what he does every night like…..

#LETS GOOOO TERRIBLE AWFUL DYNAMIC ENJOYERS #like he really just lied so greg would humiliate himself that’s love ❤️ actually idk what that is #succession spoilers #.txt

[scalproie]

my extremely corny and indulgent but satisfying and symbolic ideal scenario for Kazuya and Jin to fully Break The Cycle™️ would be for one of them to grab and save the other from falling off a great height. perhaps even a cliff.

#LIKE YEAH ITS CHEESY AND A BIT OOC AS OF NOW #BUT IMAGINE WITH THE PROPER BUILD UP FOR THIS TO HAPPEN #cause jin already *kind of* accepted his father by accepting himself. he's not *there* yet but he left him alive after all #and kaz has a lot of work ahead of him before he would even take that action but PLEASE. PICTURE IT. #i dont even know who i want to save who bc both works so well regardless #if its jin saving kaz. not only has jin never participated in the cliff-tossing curse of the family but he's actively preventing it #and as for kaz: for the first time someone is NOT letting him fall. kaz who sees falling as a proof of weakness. #of course he would probably see him getting helped as an humiliating form of weakness but just as jin learned in t8 that hes not alone #well maybe he could see that wow someone (other than jun) his blood- his SON is helping him despite it all. must be a weird feeling. #that right here right now for arguably the second time in his life- hes not alone. #and as for kaz saving jin... well frankly i dont even have the words. #it feels too indulgent to imagine kaz preventing his son from suffering a similar fate as him. and would confuse the hell out of jin #smth about both of them having lost their wings but still not being at risk of falling if theyre willing to have each other in this fight #or in their lives. #also its kaz willingfully breaking the cycle HIMSELF even after hes convinced himself that family hurting each other is part of their blood #idk. i love on-the-nose symbolism #ok im done being sappy #tagging later #tekken

[bumblingbabooshka]

Workforce Tuvok is my cringefail babygirl

#why are you a Vulcan suffering from dysphoria syndrome?? So you can get held down by other men??? #I really want to know what 'humorous anecdotes' he had to share.....I love him so much #I love that without his Vulcan discipline he becomes even more clearly annoying <3<3 explaining a joke TO the guy who TOLD IT to him #+ laughing SUPER hard at someone else being 'humiliated' #Also Janeway looooves being romantically quirky in an old romance movie way and idk how else to describe it #Neelix: If I had a tarynian nickle for everytime I had to rehabilitate a friend who'd lost all their memories I'd have two nickles #which isn't a lot but- #st voyager memes #bea art tag #OH! Janeway seems like she's two seconds away from swinging herself around a lamp post in the rain with a dazzling smile on her face #Workforce Tuvok (and thus normal Tuvok) contains so many multitudes...he is SO friendly he is VERY annoying he is SCARED of needles #he is OFF putting and PUSHY and he is KIND <3 #He seems like if I made a mistake he'd VERY loudly laugh and point it out but also help me correct it while telling a story about himself #Literally a CRIME that Tuvok and Neelix didn't interact in this ep they would've become buds #another crime is that Tuvok does nothing in the second half of the episode v_v not even a little 'ribbon scene' at the end #Janeway: Thank you so much Chakotay and only Chakotay for helping get us all out of there <3 #Tuvok in the background: .......................................................................................... #the 'ribbon scene' would have been between him and Seven - she completed the research he started v_v

[polysyndetonaddictsupportgroup]

did the zenin every try to convince megumi to stay with them by not beating the hell out of him? like were they ever nice or kind? other than maki and mai and the few times together, does megumi have any positive memories of anyone in the zenin?

idk just seems a bit counterintuitive to continuously isolate and destroy your relationship with the biggest thing since sliced bread by never showing him an ounce of kindness or sympathy even when he’s a kid.

So yes and no.

In their minds, they absolutely did, but Megumi would say they didn’t. The key issue is that they never tried to appeal to Megumi for who he actually was, but who they wanted him to be. They were trying to be nice to someone who wasn’t real to begin with.

Megumi got special treatment from the rest of the clan. He had the nicest clothes. He had personal trainers. He had the direct attention of the head of the clan. He had a private bathhouse and servants to attend him in it. He had a private room in the home of the clan head, who had the nicest home in the entire compound. All his meals were prepared for him and brought to serve him directly.

In the eyes of the clan, they were spoiling him. Everyone else was fighting for scraps. They all trained, but it was in crowded, sweaty rooms where they didn’t get attention unless they were already exceptional. The Zenin clan is very old fashioned, so they don’t really have private baths in homes. They were all bathing in communal bathhouses where you had to wait for your turn and half the time you got there and realised that you were out of soap.

Beating him was never a big deal, in the Zenin’s mind. They all got beat. It was a part of training. You learn to think through pain and react in a fight if you’re experiencing real pain, which is the exact reasoning Maki brings to hitting Yuuta during training. If they made the Ten Shadows exempt from that, they’d be weakening the person who was supposed to be their strongest by coddling him.

So the Zenin would say Megumi was already being spoiled by the clan, and any attempt to stop his training in handling pain was just another attempt at sabotaging his development.

The thing is that Megumi didn’t want any of the things that they were “spoiling” him with.

He hated the clothes they had made for him. He wanted to wear his own clothes. He couldn’t even pick what to wear. It was another way he lost control. Yeah, they gave him his own room in the nicest house, but he was getting locked into it, and he was only in there when they had finished training him to the point of collapse. The bathhouse was a traumatizing experience for him. He was stripped down and forcibly bathed by strangers. It wasn’t a luxury to him; it was a violation. He would have taken the communal bathhouse any day. He had no say in what he ate, and his meals were brought to him because it allowed the Zenin to pack his schedule even tighter, because he didn’t even get real meal breaks. He just paused to eat and then immediately picked up with whatever they were teaching him. But they never registered any of this as driving him away, because they were too deluded by who they wanted him to be rather than who he actually was. The Ten Shadows in their mind would not only not be upset by this, but he would appreciate it. Megumi was meant to be honoured by the clothes and the room and the private bathhouse. And he would be, as soon as they broke him of Gojo’s control. Any time he expressed upset was just another show of what Gojo had done to him. He needed to be freed from it, so they never actually heeded him begging them to stop.

It’s also important to note that most of the Zenin didn’t know how bad the beatings were.

Again, all of them got beat. The clan head got beat when he was a kid. It’s expected for them. But none of them got beat as badly as Megumi, except for maybe his father when he was Megumi’s age.

Because a lot of the beatings weren’t coming at the hands of someone who wanted him to love the clan. They were coming from Naoya. Who hated him.

Naoya wants him to hate the clan. Fuck, he wants him dead. Megumi is everything he was supposed to be, and he wants him gone. He wants to hurt him.

Naoya got more access to Megumi than anyone else in the clan when Megumi was a kid. He was one of their most gifted fighters and high up in the clan, but not so high up that he was busy with actually running it, so he was tapped in as his trainer. He went farther in hurting megumi than anyone else in the clan thought or expected he was. He was just supposed to hit him when he taught him how to fight, to train him how to take pain, and as a disciplinary measure to break him of Gojo’s influence. But even then, discipline in the Zenin compound usually stops at a few slaps. Like, they still all are abusing their children, don’t get me wrong, but the extent of the abuse that all of them face was no where close to the abuse that megumi was under.

Naoya wasn’t beating Megumi to train him. He was beating him to hurt him. He wanted Megumi to suffer as much as possible. He wanted to make him feel pain.

The rest of the clan never heard Gojo’s claims that he had taken Megumi away because they were beating him, but they wouldn’t have believed them if they did. Megumi was supposed to be their strongest, so if they could take training, he could take training. He was getting every luxury and benefit that they weren’t getting. The whole clan thought he was being treated like a little prince. Of course he didn’t need to be protected from them. They all have the mindset of “my parents hit me when I fucked up, and I turned out fine.”

If Megumi hadn’t had cursed energy, Naoya would have killed him with how badly he was beating him within a month. Even with cursed energy, he almost killed him.

It’s not the expected norm to beat clan members within an inch of their life, unless they’re failures like Megumi’s dad who they actually want to kill. That would be counterintuitive. They need their members in peak physical condition to be fighters. No one there would believe that’s what Naoya was doing if they knew.

The worst of the abuse came from someone who actually hated megumi and wanted to hurt him. But none of the “positive” things they said they spoiled Megumi with actually had any kind of positive impact on Megumi, because they refused to accept him as he was. They were trying to spoil the fantasy they had of him. But the actual child had lost all control of his life, was terrified of them, and was traumatised every time he set foot on the compound.

#sea glass gardens #even their acts of love hurt him #and it’s because they refused to let him keep the parts of himself he didn’t want to lose #if they had let him wear his own clothes and bathe himself then so much of the trauma just wouldn’t have happened #he would have liked them more #but they wanted him to look like the fantasy so they refused #the only time that Naobito directly condoned megumi being beaten past the expectation was when Megumi humiliated him by refusing to let him #kill Shiro. he was trying to break megumis sentimentality towards his Shikigami that he perceived as a dangerous weakness #Naoya went farther than anyone thought he’d go then #but he had also been pushing it every time he was alone with megumi #Naoya hated him. everyone else just loved a fantasy. #they also never thought that they HAD to convince megumi to stay with them #he belonged to them. they were entitled to him. #it’s really important to note that the zenin clan is an echo chamber #what they think of as pampering their children is still abuse #like with calling Megumi the Ten Shadows #maki herself didn’t think it was a bad thing #they think it’s a sign of honor and respect #but it was just dehumanizing when it happened to megumi #he couldn’t even have his NAME #he didn’t want to be called the ten shadows. he wanted to be called megumi. no one would ever call him Megumi. he begged them to and they #just wouldn’t because the ten shadows in their mind accepted the title as an honorific. #it’s been a decade and Tsumiki still gets violently upset on megumis behalf if people call him the ten shadows. #he was fucking traumatised by it

[attex]

Would there be any point where nsh may possibly physically harm 5p over his possession over moon?

the only possibility of this occurring properly is if moon legit fucking Dies bcz of 5p in some manner . otherwise he wouldn't do anything physically, there is no way he could get away with that and not cause moon intense agony

#ask #hexatxt #Anonymous #cs #possessiveness #like even if 5p is threatened with violence to stay quiet or some shit #i doubt he'd comply when its that serious especially if hes hurt a lot he would NOT keep that shit a secret #ik 5p is the bitch to fucking keep his issues to himself and not bring things up etc. bcz he gets easily humiliated and prefers being- #not vulnerable #but being treated aggressively to an unbalanced extent he wouldnt hesitate #(this is all considering that moon and him are actually properly conversing and interacting like legit siblings) #there isnt really a situation where nsh could easily physically harm 5p over moon without that knowledge reaching her somehow #or in general being fully justified in any way #sigmoon #...i guess. any discussion regarding this interp of nsh comes prepackaged with it being sigmoon LOL #(aaaand this is considering they are off string or whatever i guess) #<- i could think of that a lot but im getting a million ideas thinking of the superstructure on superstructure violence and i have to NOT